morganweir

[morganweir]

the thing is. cultivating a safe online space for the people who i care about and enjoy the presence of will always take priority over new people who are harshing the vibe and making established members uncomfortable. i am not an institution, i am not a celebrity, i do not have a pr team, and frankly i do not give a single solitary fuck about what a groomer apologist thinks of me and my curating practice because bestie, i don't care what anyone thinks. grown ass adult who supports guy who creeped on a minor is not where i'm going to come back on that

#like if you need to think i'm a cunt about it that's a okay #whatever helps you leave me the fuck alone i endorse #mer rambles #im not gonna post anything else about this unless i get asks about it #it's so fucking stupid #grooming cw

[morganweir]

seeing your recent ask is like seeing a shark pass by under my tiny fishing boat. I don't know what you've been dealing with but goddamn

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People feel entitled to the spaces of other people and somehow that's my problem.

#like girlie pop nobody cares if youre a benny stan account the infraction was instagram stalking one of our members when #they did not know you and had no reason to trust you. if you are brand new to my space and make one of my friends uncomfortable it's so over #some people have been in the server since the beginning and some joined last month. anybody can join. dont be a dickhead and you get to stay #also for the record anon hate is so funny to me. fan behavior. #but the real point is that i don't owe anyone entrance to my space or access to my friends #i can kick or ban whoever the fuck i want. i am not an institution. i run a my babysitter's a vampire blog. be so for real rn #anonymous #ask answered #discourse

[morganweir]

so will your discord server be locked and off limits forever? cause now no one can get in or enter regarding invites

babe, i literally do not care if you're in the fandom i just don't want you in my space. i want you to eat well just not at my table. a lot of modern fandom is unfortunately under the impression that all spaces have to be open to all people at all times; such is not the case. if i want to eject someone for being creepy, aggressive, or even just fucking annoying, that's my business. this is not an open source discord server, it's mine. anyone can enter, not everybody gets to stay. that part is up to me and my friend king. cultivating an experience that i enjoy is not a crime. you can call me names if that makes you feel better, but i must reiterate that i could not give less of a fuck.

#ask answered #anonymous #discourse #my good bitch is such a chess player insult #like nothing against a chess player but it's giving chess player

[morganweir]

#that might be the good witch series?

[morganweir]

could anyone give me a rundown on all the mbav weeks? i’m a little confused on the months and all that and i wanna make some art for them but idk all the dates :3

#there was also once a ronny (rory/benny) week but we've never done it again #i run the blog tho if anyone wants to take over #or if y'all just want me to run it again lmao #there's also the mbav discord server where we often announce events ahead of time #weeks are typically run by someone in the server honestly #also bethan week lmao but that also hasn't been run in a while #also erica jones week #i forgot about some okay

[morganweir]

also. genuinely and with all of the hate in my heart. if you are still dick riding a fucking groomer (atticus mitchell, let there be no confusion), my blog is not for you. unfollow me, block me, maybe even delete your fucking blog, because you are actively unwelcome in my space.

#thank you for coming to my tedtalk <3 #mer rambles #grooming cw #genuinely if you support that man at all get the fuck off my blog <3

[morganweir]

to the person who sent me an anonymous message an hour ago

believe and support victims you unspeakable cunt

#thank you for coming to my tedtalk <3 #mer rambles

[morganweir]

"for no reason" imagine defending atticus mitchell and trying to manipulate an innocent person into playing along with your bullshit alt account lurking in our server and being a general pest every waking hour and STILL assuming theres nothing wrong with you

#prev tags relevant #so fucking real #discord drama

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#sarah fox

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What is better. Vampire Ethan or werewolf Ethan?

#werewolf all DAY dude #werewolf!ethan

[morganweir]

positive affirmations. my blood is delicious. everybody wants to drink my blood. my blood is a Hot Commodity

#ethan morgan

[morganweir]

evil rory would just be neurotypical

#evil rory just starts focusing without music on and the tv in the background #that's how they know he's evil #rory keaner

[morganweir]

Meaningful content

#literally so true

[morganweir]

Ethan Morgan | Flushed

#ethan morgan #he <3

[morganweir]

t4t bethan moment

swapping more than spit

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Benny shoves off her jeans and throws them at Ethan, excitedly picking up the skirt that the boy had just thrown away in disgust. She’s a ten year old girl and she rarely, if ever, gets to wear the things that she likes, so she thinks it’s perfectly valid for her to be so damn excited about it. Damn is the only swear word she can say without Ethan looking at her like she killed the prime minister or something, or else she would probably say worse stuff. He’s sensitive about stuff like that, like Grandma Weir and Ethan’s parents will just know if she says anything someone deems as inappropriate. 

It’s dumb, but it’s a small price to pay to have Ethan. Having Ethan is worth just about anything. 

“How do I look?” she asks when she slides the fabric properly over her thin hips, unable to catch it on a wideness that isn’t present in her, but sliding it up to her belly button instead. It’s a little long on her - purchased for the fact that Ethan is taller than her (for now) rather than Benny’s shorter stature. She likes being shorter than Ethan, sometimes. He’s her best friend, and it makes her feel… delicate, in a way that she rarely can. To everyone else, she’s Benjamin Weir, a boy. In Ethan’s bedroom, with just Ethan and the soft sunlight coming in through the window and the clothes they swap more often than they don’t, it feels like everything is okay. She’s just Benny. 

They keep doing it. Middle school comes and goes and high school arrives and Benny still wears skirts and dresses at Ethan’s house when no one can look at her and everything is good when she’s there. She tells Grandma at some point around her twelfth birthday, unable to hold it in anymore, but she still doesn’t get Grandma to buy her skirts of her own. The ones that are Ethan’s first fit better, even when Benny shoots up and gets taller than her best friend and feels a little sick about it. 

Ethan’s parents know that he’s Ethan and that he’s a boy, but they still buy him skirts. Everyone knows that they’re not for Ethan. Everyone plays pretend. 

Benny isn’t out to the rest of their friends. No one uses pronouns to your face all that often, and most of the time she’s fine - she can forget that most people think she looks like a boy and that Rory calls them his guy friends and that everything kinda sucks when she concentrates too hard, because this is what survival looks like. Ethan moved to Whitechapel at an age old enough that no one knew that once upon a time, he didn’t look like a boy, but Benny. Benny was born here. There’s no way to introduce Whitechapel to the fact that she’s a girl quietly, so she doesn’t want to do it at all. Even if it means just being herself in her own home and the house across the street from her’s. 

It’s a small town. Sometimes, you have to do small town things. 

When Ethan starts dating Sarah, Benny does her best not to feel jealous. She tries her best to not get angry. She tries her best not to cry, even when her longest, closest friend seems to care for someone else more than he cares for her. It’s a small price to pay to have Ethan. Having Ethan is worth just about anything. 

She’s still a little happy when Ethan breaks it off with Sarah. It just means that they get to hang out more. She gets her best friend back; she had fun hanging out with Rory more, goofing off and surfing the web with her other best friend, even if he doesn’t know some of the fundamental things about her. She still likes him. That’s why they’re friends. She just… Ethan knows more. He has more of the ability to say the right things on her bad days, to tell her she’s pretty even when she thinks he’s lying, to make her feel like she really is. They get to hang out more again. Of course she’s happy. 

Also, a tiny, petty part of her is pleased as punch that it was her Ethan that broke it off with a hot girl like Sarah Fox. Yeah, Ethan is hot and handsome and pretty, but no one else seems to see it as much as Benny always has. She’s just pretty goddamn happy that he was the one to do it. 

“Benny, do you want to go on a date with me?” Ethan asks one day when Benny is lying upside down with her head hanging off of his bed, and she completely and totally cannot be blamed for falling off of the bed. She recovers well enough, she thinks, rolling onto her feet clumsily. She stands and Ethan stands out of his seat and he’s still not as tall as her, but he has so much presence to him that sometimes it feels like he is. She could be okay with the fact that she’s taller than him. She kinda likes how small he is. Like she could carry him around everywhere with her and no one would bat an eye. She startles when he reaches out for her, settling a hand on one of her hips. 

“A date?” she asks, hating the way that her voice cracks, but it needs to be said. Ethan still has a hand on her hip, her hip that has the skirt of a dress that Ethan’s parents bought covering it, and Ethan’s hand is so warm and feels good, and like it belongs on her skin. She loves him like breathing, especially when he breaks into a smile. 

“A date,” Ethan confirms, his hand moving just slightly so that the palm of his hand is against her hip, his fingers doing slow, comforting circles against her. All she feels is butterflies in her stomach, the warmth of Ethan’s hand against her skirt, and her pounding heart. She breaks into a smile of her own. 

“A date sounds nice,” she says, leaning down to set her forehead against Ethan’s. When he leans up and kisses her, that’s nice too. 

#bethan #benny weir #ethan morgan #mbav #my babysitter's a vampire #t4t bethan #mine

[morganweir]

benny has 2 paths in life, become evil and ruin all the friendships he has or transition.

#the two paths we all have #benny weir

[morganweir]

Ethan Morgan | Flushed

#he!! #ethan morgan