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And so every time i do try to make eye contact, i get so caught up in the fact that i am making eye contact and trying to make it look natural and casual and how do i keep holding it because it feels so uncomfortable and werid on every single level,, that i absolutely have no idea what the person is even saying anymore. I just lose focus.

I fucking HATE eye contact. Can't hold eye contact to save my life

#i've noticed that i am slightly better at holding eye contact with people i am comfortable and close with. #but even then it feels very weird and i have to break it after a moment #anyways yeah i hate eye contact

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It makes me very happy to see Epic growing each day. I remember there being like,, less than 10 animatics out there so seeing all these reactions, animatics, etc. is really neat. Also how much more whole the musical feels as each saga gets released, with each character having its own voice actor instead of just jay. How the gaps between snippets are getting filled, and how it's growing into its own thing. Really a nice feeling

#i started listening to epic about a week after the troy saga released. and there were only a few animatics #and i rewatched those constantly lol. now there are so many animatics and it's so great to see! #epic the musical

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they're saving my ass tho

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I usually just 'unfocus' my eyes (yknow the blurring your vision thing) but it only does so much

I fucking HATE eye contact. Can't hold eye contact to save my life

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I fucking HATE eye contact. Can't hold eye contact to save my life

#a guy just told me “you should keep eye contact while talking. that is basic politeness” #my brother in christ. i am Autistic. and i'm on the shit eye contact side #hngjtjfjsjhshs

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You walk down the street and just see a school of fish floating ominously in your direction

How fucked would it be if fish could "swim" in the air

#i have zero explanation for whatever prompted these thoughts #maybe the fact that i got. 8 hours of sleep. #instead of my regular 5

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How fucked would it be if fish could "swim" in the air

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man, do you think Ralph Fiennes has what it takes?

To be absolutely real with you i've never seen any of his acting work so i can't really say anything. We will wait and see

#i vaguely know he was voldemort?? i think #asks

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Gaaasp

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Here's how you can help Palestine!!

Educate yourself and spread awareness with the help of these sites:

Al Jazeera - This is a news site that gives constant updates and information on Palestine.

Decolonize Palestine - This is a website that informs you about the history of Palestine, debunk myths, and gives out a lot of resources to look into.

Visualizing Palestine - This site creates infographics that can help people visualize the statistics from data collected about Palestine. They are free to download and share around.

US Campaign for Palestinian Rights - This website includes numerous campaigns and resources you can look into and support.

The Palestinian Museum Digital Archive - This site features a collection of many things from Palestine that archives documents, letters, and other items that show the lives and experiences of Palestinians.

Ways you can donate to/support families in Palestine:

Arab.org - Just do your daily clicks and you get to donate for free. Please take the time to donate to all of the causes.

Gaza Funds - Every time you refresh the site, it leads you to a different GoFundMe page for the people who need help.

Care for Gaza - This is an organization that sends aid out to Palestine, you can find more in their Twitter/X account. They also have a PayPal.

eSims for Gaza - You can send an eSim to people in Palestine to help them connect and reach out.

Emergency Relief for Gaza - This is a campaign that gives food, medical supplies, and other humanitarian aid to families from donations.

Medical Aid for Palestinians (MAP) - They also give medical aid to the people in Palestine and you can also support by donating to them as well.

Palestine Children's Relief Fund (PCRF) - Donate here to give funds and support to the children in Palestine as they specialize in pediatric care.

Google Docs/Spreadsheets:

Make sure to look at the other tabs within the spreadsheets as they lead to more options/resources!

Help Gaza - This is a spreadsheet with a list of fundraisers for different families/causes that need support! Look through and donate when you can!

Operation Olive Branch - This is a spreadsheet with many links and ways to help in the project! There are campaigns, fundraisers, volunteer work for other parts of the causes and such! Make sure to check it out!

★RESOURCE LINKS AND INFO★ - A google document made from Twitter/X user: para_docx. This includes links, resources, and information for the other ongoing genocides as well.

Some of these documents intersect and have similar resources and links, but I'm adding them just to make sure as they may also have some that aren't listed in this post either.

Free Palestine.

#important #free palestine

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You can even reverse this. Telemachus has no idea who his father is, despite being raised by the ghost of his memory that still lingers in the palace and the grief-stricken faces of everyone who sets their eyes on him. He is the son of Odysseus, but who is Odysseus? At least if he were dead, he would have known how he fell and he would inherit some glory. He would have peace knowing where his father is. But what can he do with this dreadful absence, this uncertainty and unknowing? Just a constant sense of mourning and hope warring in his heart.

They are both strangers to each other. But throughout the years they nurtured love for the other, and already that's a start.

Odysseus getting hit with the force of twenty fucking years of absence when he sees Telemachus. Yes, he knew that his son was growing each day, each year. But he was still a little child in his mind, fragile and bright, and despite all his attempts to picture him older, in his memory he was still just a little baby. Besides, it's not the same as seeing his son, now grown into a fine young man, in flesh. Maybe that's when it crashes on him full force. His heart recognized him as his son in an instant, but the sight startles him.

He has no idea who Telemachus is.

#they immediately have a common ground and that is love for the other. #despite not knowing who the other is. they have that longing #hi i am feeling things

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Odysseus getting hit with the force of twenty fucking years of absence when he sees Telemachus. Yes, he knew that his son was growing each day, each year. But he was still a little child in his mind, fragile and bright, and despite all his attempts to picture him older, in his memory he was still just a little baby. Besides, it's not the same as seeing his son, now grown into a fine young man, in flesh. Maybe that's when it crashes on him full force. His heart recognized him as his son in an instant, but the sight startles him.

He has no idea who Telemachus is.

#AKA HE IS A FATHER ONLY BY TITLE.

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I would like to make coughter a word. thank you

The amount of times i wrote "coughter" instead of "bout of cough" or however you call it.

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The amount of times i wrote "coughter" instead of "bout of cough" or however you call it.

#it sounds right in my head #my thought process was. hm. laugh laughter. then obviously it's cough coughter #that is all.

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The line “your son yet lives, he’s drawing near you”…how son and sun are homophones…and the fact that Fort Galfridian is falling ever closer to the sun…and Arthur saying “I have no son” when he doesn’t know the star exists…

#hnoc

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hogwarts houses are out, from now on we’re using Warriors clans and getting sorted into the four REAL personality traits: good guy, shitbag, runs fast, and wet