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the prettiest honey bee 🐝

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tag your results!

#fluff with a threesome #we love a polyamourous relationship #thats actually such a cute concept tho!!

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hello idk if anyone will see this but i’ve been feeling hella uninspired. so drop some prompts. i’ll probably mostly do head cannons tho.

stay hydrated :))

-zianne

#spare inspo #spare creativity

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More Than A Feeling

There were few people who knew the real identity of the rapper Amethyst, just as there were few people who knew what was really going on in the life of a certain frat boy outside of basketball games and parties. What were the odd’s the both enigma’s would end up working the graveyard shift at a diner, or that both of them seemed to be the current hot topics on campus? 

NCT Social Media AU

College AU 

Basketball Player ! Lucas

Introduction | Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven | Part Eight | Part Nine | Part Ten | Part Eleven | Part Twelve | Part Thirteen | Part Fourteen | Part Fifteen | Part Sixteen | Part Seventeen | Part Eighteen | Part Nineteen | Part Twenty | Part Twenty - One | Part Twenty - Two | Part Twenty - Three | Part Twenty - Four | Part Twenty - Five | Part Twenty - Six | Part Twenty - Seven | Part Twenty - Eight | Part Twenty - Nine | Part Thirty | Part Thirty - One | Part Thirty - Two | Part Thirty - Three | Part Thirty - Four | Part Thirty Five | Part Thirty - Six | Part Thirty - Seven | Part Thirty - Eight | Part Thirty - Nine | Forty | Epilogue | 

Extras

Playlist | Amethyst Aesthetic | Lucas Aesthetic | LucasxAmethyst Aesthetic| 

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the softness of it all 😔

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pretty boy ♡

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now he can snatch our hearts in two languages 🥺

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boyfriend! Hongjoong headcanon

Hongjoong as your boyfriend headcanon

Purely self indulgence, i miss Hongjoong so much pls

Genre: fluff

Word count: 836

Member: hongjoong

Boyfriend hongjoong is literally the best boyfriend ever!

I fucking love this concept so much, it just pure *chefs kiss*

Ok ok SO

He asked you out in a really cute way

Guess what he did 

Guess, i dare you 

Yes that's right, he wrote you an ep 

And entire ep 

5 whole songs about you, for you and just for you and your ears 

Normally he'd write songs and put them in a usb BUT bc it’s for you, he burned it on a cd

The cd had little doodles that reminded him of you 

Little flowers bc when he first saw you your tote had a little illustration of baby's breath which he found cute, coffee bc you always gave him coffee when he's working on songs in his studio, the sun bc of ur bright smiles and your bright ideas and overall warm demeanour, butterflies bc you gave him butterflies

In the back it says “ to my muse, this is my thanks”

Song names are probably something like coffee, muse, red and white chrysanthemums, question, hidden track: at last. 

You think its an early birthday present so you just go about your day normally for a couple of days while joongs quite literally losing hair bc of how stressed you’re making him 

Once you listened to the album attentively, you cried because you felt his genuine love and compassion with his music. 

You stop several times during the ep bc you were just too overwhelmed with emotions, you barely got through the album

When the question came on you were confused as to where the song was going because the song was all over the place going from one tangent to another, it confused you a fuckton. 

It was still good but confusing

When the audio stopped you thought your computer fucked up but then you hear a sigh

It was hongjoongs sigh, in a muffled voice he said “ I know this song confused you and to be honest all that was just procrastination.” joong laughed “isn't an ideal way to do things but you really do mean alot to me and i hope that this ep was able to convey some of my feelings to you ” you can hear him take a deep breath “y/n will you go out with me?”

You were crying and laughing at the same time, your heart felt so full at that moment. 

You grabbed your phone and texted him 

“you’re such a dense dumbass”

“I'm coming over to the studio, Coffee?”

Joongs on the other side freaking out bc he thought he got his answer 

He was kinda disappointed

Hed text back 

 HJ “Ashjflsfhas, what did i do?”

HJ “yes please :((”

Right when he opened the door, you said “Yes”

You rolled your eyes as you set down the drinks on the table

Mans was so fucking confused He's still trying to figure it out. He’s just frozen by the door

You ruffle his hair and kiss him “God, you're so frustrating sometimes, i'm all yours joong”

He’d hug the fuck out of you and spin you around, you and him chill at the studio for the rest of the day and once you get home you realized you didnt finish listring to the ep

Ugly sobbing and crying when you hear At Last

As a couple, you and joong are the IT couple of the school

People do be jealous cause he was kinda popular and you were too so 

You and joongs will always have some sort of matching piece, whether that be an earring, a shoe, a bag, a jacket, the colour scheme of your fit. 

Always have something matching

Not exactly the same fit type of matching, but the ones where if you and joong were to stand next to each other it looks aesthetically pleasing as a whole.

Ur dates? museum , Opera, themed cafes, art galleries

MUSEUMS and ART GALLERIES

Why? Simple,  joong inspiration from the art pieces you see and translate that into his songs 

Lots of boyfriend pics for ur lockscreens

Most of the time the both of you are just chilling in his studio listening to him make songs and what not while you study

Sometimes he'd pick you up from class with coffee or boba

He's literally the sweetest

For your anniversaries, he'd give you customized presents and songs

Constant “can you listen to this for me? I want to know what you think” and “I miss you, can you come give me kisses?” text

His love language? Giving you coffee unprompted during days where he knows you stayed up late doing a project or studying

Forehead kisses is his more subtle way of saying I love you 

Constantly tweets “i miss my gf :((”

You often worry about him not getting enough sleep and nutrition or that people take advantage of his kindness 

Overall he's so clingy, hard working and selfless. 

You wouldn't have it any other way tho, afterall hongjoong isn't hongjoong without these traits

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bdjsjdjd i hope you enjoy this as much as i did writing it.

be safe ♡︎

-zianne

#Ateez hongjoong #kim hongjoong #hongjoong #ateez headcanons #ateez scenarios #ateez fluff #ateez drabbles #ateez fics #ateez imagines #hongjoong imagines #hongjoong drabble #ateez boyfriend #ateez blurbs #hongjoong boyfriend

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he’s not your ordinary fisherman

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akfbsjdnsn the renjun scenario reminded me of smth he said on renra 😭😭

really?? what did he say?? and bdjsjsns i’m sorry i just saw this :((

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Domaine de la Romanée | J.JH [M]

Genre: rich kid!au - angst, smut, slow burn-ish, pining, fluff Word count: 41.2k (i am so sorry.) Comments: ok…. i got rly engrossed in the plot and world building so i went super buckwild on this. i apologize for that. i worked on this for a whole month + 2 weeks so …. enjoy! i’d love love looove hearing some feedback! also UNEDITED.  Warnings: very, very, very explicit sexual content - rough sex, choking, throat-fucking, degradation, dirty talk, oral sex, dom!jaehyun, sub!reader, overstimulation, unprotected, breeding kink | strong language, various sexual scenes, infidelity(? kinda). 

Even the most pure become tainted when their eyes meet his. This was doomed from the start; you knew it was dangerous, you knew it was bad - but all those thoughts left your mind the second he made you feel good. 

[ ⚠ ] This piece involves a very problematic scenario (ie. infidelity). Please note that I do not promote nor advocate it. This is a work of pure fiction, involving a plot that is compelling to read and write about. Please read the trigger warnings listed and assess if you are comfortable to proceed - I do not wish to harm or trigger anybody. Adding on, while this work of fiction features real people, I would like to remind you that how I portray them does not, in any way, correlate to how they truly act in real life - I am just using them as characters for a plot. I do not wish to defame or insult anybody, I am just here to practice my passion in writing and entertain you.

Domaine de la Romanée - Field of Romance

You eyed the roses placed within the glass vase situated in the center of the table and wondered to yourself when this monotonous gala will reach its conclusion. The Versace gown that hugs your body has already started to itch at your skin and the corset that your stylists forced you into before leaving for the jubilee eludes you from making numerous rounds to the dessert table, but your mother’s joyful grin and welcoming arms lead you to believe that the night is far from reaching its end. Unable to slouch over in your seat, all you are able to do is sit stiff against the backrest of your plush velvet chair, fingers pinched at the stem of your glass of wine, swirling the liquid of domaine de la romanée-cont.

This gala was all your mother’s proposal for her new Spring collection releasing just a few days prior, ensembles of pastel and bold colours rolling out onto the runway and fostering a flock of people to rush into your boutiques littered across the globe. Your great-great-grandmother was the founder of Decoré, established in the year 1882, and the brand overtook the fashion industry by storm, raking millions and millions of dollars into your family name. She, who passed the company down to her daughter, who passed it onto her own daughter, who passed it onto your mother, were all eager with the idea of leading their own business. Forthwith, in a few years time, it’ll be your own turn in leading this empire - and you couldn’t be more than fervent in finally having the brand in your own two hands.

Of course, your mother thinks the same, as to why this celebration doubles as a matchmaking service for you, her only child. 

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Desiderium

Characters : Jaehyun x You

Wordcount : 2,607

Genre : Romance, Slight Angst but not really

Note : my Jaehyun oneshot got lots of love from you guys and for that i thank every single one of you! ♡ so i decided to post another oneshot. This is based on my own experience, and i wrote this months ago. Originally, i didn’t want to post this because it was too personal. But after thinking about it, i really want to share this with you guys. I hope you’ll like it! ♡ 

Desiderium [noun] - an ardent desire or longing; particularly for something lost.

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Bye, My first...

☆ 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 : Huang Renjun x reader

☆ 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁 : 3.7k

☆ 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲: predebut!renjun idol!renjun angst (???), friends to strangers au

☆ 𝘀𝘆𝗻𝗼𝗽𝘀𝗶𝘀 : You and Renjun were best friends since diapers, you were inseparable, where one was the other followed close by. You were each other's first best friends, the first person you ran to when you had trouble, the first person you'd invite out. He was the first person to ever hear good news and bad news. You were so close that people around you think you're dating but this wasn't the case, you and Renjun were best friends, the love you had for each other were only platonic. You thought you and Renjun were going to be together forever… but that wasn't the case.

S/N : I recommend listing to Goodbye and Stupid sorry by The Boyz when reading :))

Huang Renjun was your best friend ever since you can remember, He was your playmate since you were a toddler, Renjun was always your partner for projects you had. He was always the person you ran to when you had problems, he was always the person you'd ask if you needed help. He'd be the first person to know of the good, the bad and the ugly. You were that person for Renjun too. Though you and Renjun had other friends, you both would always choose to be with each other's company. You knew he would be the one person in your life that wouldn't leave you, you knew that he would be the one person to always love and support you no matter what. You confidently know that he would always be by your side no matter what. Through thick and thin you knew you'd be okay because you knew he'd be by your side. 

One night during your last year in middle school, you were over at Renjun’s house watching some tv, you suddenly started to wonder about the future; you wondered about what you wanted to do for the rest of your life, you hadn't thought about it properly so you asked Renjun what he wanted to do to which he replied with much determination “I want to be an idol.” you'd heard his singing voice a million times, admittedly it was beautiful. But you were still taken aback by his statement. “You want to be a singer?” “Idol,” he corrected “but yeah, I want to make people happy when they hear my voice, I want to give happiness to people.” Renjun said with much enthusiasm. Determined to help your best friend achieve his aspiration you immediately took out your laptop.

With a puzzled look on his face, Renjun asked: “What are you doing?”

“I'm looking for audition dates dumbass!” you said looking at your computer with purpose. 

Now sitting beside you, Renjun’s smile grows wider and wider. Upon seeing this you're fueled with motivation and energy and so was he.

You two began to research for audition dates from different companies. Both of you spent hours scouring the net for entertainment companies auditions and marking your calendars. The very next day you found a studio in which Renjun can practice in. With all this in place, Renjun and you were left to practice and wait for the audition dates to come.  

Each time when audition days arrived you were always with him, comforting, supporting and encouraging him as best you can. And after the auditions, more often than not, you treat him for bubble tea or a snack. You kept on searching, he kept on going to the auditions but unfortunately time and time again he was rejected. Because of this, Renjuns' confidence started to lower, you can see why this would happen and you felt bad for him but you knew that he was going to succeed one day. You couldn't help but feel hopeless in times like this. You wished you could do more for him but all you could do was encourage him. 

During the times where he felt less than others, you cheered him on and gave him the confidence he needed. “Renjun, you're an amazing and talented singer! You can't just give up on your dreams...” 

“Y/n, i’ve auditioned for so many companies, and none of them called me back, I'm not cut out for this...” Renjun said while looking down on your carpeted floor. From your bed you went down on the floor and sat beside him

“Injun,” you said as gently as you can while holding his hand “just because these companies didn't call you back doesn't mean you're not good enough, we just have to try a little bit more and push a little harder.” you searched his eyes “Huang Renjun if there is a person in this world that deserves to have their voice heard, it's you” Renjun slowly smiles at you, “Thank you y/n, I really needed that”

One night while browsing you saw an ad saying that there was going to be an open audition for SM Entertainment. You immediately called Renjun to let him know but he was reluctant to go since he was rejected all these times and because of the fact that he felt that he wasn't good enough for this company, but you convinced Renjun to go and pursue his dreams no matter what. 

On the day of the audition, you both made your way to the audition venue, just before it was his turn, you gave him an encouraging hug and quietly whispered break a leg. As he was performing you waited outside for him probably more anxious than he was. When he came out you immediately hugged him and praised him then you treated him out for food and a movie. For the next week or so you and Renjun waited anxiously for the call. You were patient with it but the longer the wait became Renjun began to feel discouraged, his confidence was depleting during these times you encouraged him and gave him the confidence he needed to stay strong. 

After 3 long weeks of waiting for the call, you lie awake in your room hoping and praying that he does get into. Miraculously, the next day as you stepped into the class you were attacked by Renjun hugging you, you wondered why he was in a good mood then it dawned on you, “I got accepted y/n! Thank you so much! I owe you!” He said with so much enthusiasm, you were so happy for your best friend you began to tear up. During lunch, while sitting on your usual table, Renjun began to tell you how the phone call went and how he felt when he finally got accepted. 

“I was so freaking happy y/n. I never could have imagined that I would be accepted as an Sm trainee”

“Renjun! I'm so proud of you! I knew you could do it” you rejoiced with Renjun. Soon after that, Renjun told you that his training period would start after the school year ended. You felt a pang on your chest ‘so soon?’  You had thought.

That night you were in your bed thinking about how Renjuns life is going to change and what being a trainee would be like and how you'd fit into his life then, you always had a place in the life of your childhood friend Huang Renjun life but how would you fit in the life of SM trainee Huang Renjun? You texted Renjun about your concerns.

You heard a loud ping from your phone, it was a message from Renjun. It reads “y/n… you're my best friend, you'll always have a place in my life and especially in my heart.  Just because I'm going to be a trainee doesn't change anything between us. I promise that I'll always make time for you and talk to you, tell you how my day went and you'll tell me about yours. It will feel like I'm there with you. y/n you're important to me, I wouldn't forget about you. You've been with me through thick and thin, how could I ever forget you?” his words reassured you, you were his best friend and he was yours, you will always have a place in each other's hearts. With your worries replaced by the warm words of Renjun, you slowly drifted off to sleep. 

“y/n, have you started reviewing for your exams yet?” one of your other friends had asked to which you shake your head “No I didn't.” The school year was coming to an end, which means the start of Renjuns trainee days was about to begin. You look ahead of you to see Renjun talking to a small group of boys, it was going to be a tough time after he leaves for Korea. It’ll definitely be different without him around. 

 A lot of things were going to change soon and very fast too. Though you were happy for him, you felt kind of sad getting left behind, you were going to miss your best friend so much. Realizing how selfish you sounded in your head and decided to push these negative feelings aside. You were going to give Renjun all the support he needs. 

Exams were done at this point.  There were only 2 weeks of school left, there are only 2 more weeks until Renjun goes. As sad as it will be to see him go, he was reaping the fruits of his effort, for all the time he stayed up searching for auditions, all those times he stayed out late to practice and all the times Renjun got rejected, this was the one that made it all worth it. Renjun getting into Sm entertainment made it all worth it. 

As sad as it was to see him go you knew that you knew that you had no right to stop him. As much as it hurts to see the person whom you've had beside your whole life go, it was his dream. As sad as it was, you knew you'd see him soon, not beside you but on the big screen where his voice will reach across the ocean. You'd hear from him soon but not from he himself but from the lips of several fans, from their tweets and posts. You'll hear his voice soon, not from a shitty coin karaoke speaker but from loud booming speakers, the ones on big stadiums. Soon, you'll see him. Not as your childhood friend Huang Renjun but as an idol whose voice moves people to tears. Not as your childhood friend Huang Renjun but as a person who inspired and saved others using his tear-jerking voice. You will soon see powerful, elegant and breathtaking idol Huang Renjun.

As your days with Renjun are numbered, you decide that you weren't going to sulk and think of the negatives, instead, you were going to celebrate each day you have with Renjun. On these last days, you decide to enjoy his company as much as you can. On each day of his last week with you,  both of you went to different places that meant the world to both of you. 

Monday after school you went to the old playground where you two had often played, then on Tuesday, you went to the movies to see Endgame. On Wednesday you went to the karaoke bar that gave birth to Renjuns love for singing. Thursday, you two went to the mall to get new clothes and of course boba. Today was your treat after you got your drinks you proposed a toast said: “To the future idol, Huang Renjun” then both toast just before you sip your drink, then you exchanged smiles.  Then Thursday the small bubble tea place four blocks down your place where you and Renjun often visited after his auditions. Friday you went to the amusement park, riding all the rides you hadn't gotten the chance to go on. And finally, on the weekend you spent over at Renjuns house playing video games with him, doing his hair, putting makeup on him; you were enjoying his company in his house for the last time in a long while. That night as you were about to sleep, you cuddled up next to Renjun and hugged him tightly. Usually, Renjun would have pushed you off by now but this time- this time he returned the tight hug. You looked up, or at least tried to, but he covered your eyes and told you to sleep. You stared back down at his chest burying your head. 

You were really going to miss him...

What you didn't know was that Renjun was tearing up, he was scared. He was scared that all your efforts were in vain. All the nights you spent searching for audition dates from him, all the words of encouragement you showered him when his motivation was wilting away. He was afraid that he’d leave his best friend all for nothing. He was afraid that he was going to come back and tell you that your efforts were in vain because he wasn't good enough. Throughout this whole time he was with you, you helped him start the process of making his own road, but from tomorrow onwards, he was all on his own, without you. As his head fills with so much worry and uncertainty, you quietly whispered, “You're going to be okay Injunnie, I know you can do this” as if you can read his mind. “You're going to do so well. I know it” you finally said before drifting off to sleep. Soon after, so did he after all, tomorrow is the big day.

At long last it was D-day, later today Huang Renjun officially becomes a trainee. You were hanging out in his room with Renjun while waiting for the cab he called. You were in his desk area on his spinny chair while he was on the other side of the room on his bed. He was on his phone probably saying bye to everyone. And you- you were awkwardly spinning on his chair staring at every inch of his room. It wasn't that you didn't know what his room looked like, you were, for a lack of a better word, bored. Maybe even nervous. 

It was completely silent. Neither one of you knew what to say, Huang Renjun was good at most things but saying goodbye was something he was not good at and neither were you. Breaking the silence you said “Renjun, call and text me please?” as you mockingly pouted at him. 

Renjun obviously cringed as he basically shriveled up in front of you (you did too) “yeah yeah,” he said dismissively “I'll call and text you,  just don't do that.”

“You just pointed at all of me.” 

“Exactly.”

You furrowed your eyebrows at him. Renjun got up then went towards you, you kind of panicked but he suddenly pulls you into a tight hug “ill miss you y/n, so much.” just then you felt yourself about to tear up. But instead of letting tears escape your eyes you hugged him as tight as he was hugging you “Take care of yourself, don't skip meals.” he said, you nodded “you too, no skipping meals. Don't push yourself too hard” Renjun let Go of your embrace. He opened his mouth to counteract your comment but you cut him off “shut the fuck up, i know damn well you're gonna over yourself.” you both exchanged soft glances. Buried behind the soft glances were many many unspoken words between the two of you. Somewhere deep inside, you both knew that your lives were going to go separately and that the paths you both decided to take might never cross again. Along this path, you might only spare each other simple glance, perhaps a simple smile and a wave. Although, neither you nor Renjun was ready to face that reality though, not just yet. For now, you were going to spend your last moments with your childhood friend Renjun.  

 The taxi arrived which meant that It was finally time for him to go, you were sad that he was leaving you but you were also proud that he is able to achieve his dreams. The path he chose to take was not an easy one, it was a path filled with uncertainty. With a final wave of goodbye, you saw the yellow taxi drive off in the distance in  it was Huang Renjun, your best friend and Huang Renjun the SM trainee. 

Ever since Renjun got into SM entertainment your time with him was limited. During the first few months of him being a trainee, you’d talk and text for quite a while right after he’s done his training for the day. “Y/n! There are so many talented people here! There's this one guy named Jongin! He's super talented at dancing and this other kid named Donghyuck is so weird! They’re all so talented and hardworking.” The way he talked about the people in SM really shows how he adored being there. “Ah! Today I met this Taeyong dude and Phew! He's something else.” you smiled towards yourself. You were glad he was having a good time there. Although sometimes he was gloomy when you guys talk, he’d try to sound like he was happy but you knew from his tone, even though the phone, that something was wrong. “Hi, Y/n!” he said over enthusiastically. It was just a thing he did, he over exaggerates his tone to cover up the fact that he was unhappy but you'd always called him out on his bullshit, sometimes. This was one of those times, “Cut the crap, what's wrong? Talk to me.” you'd said. Right then and there, he started to sob. “I feel like I'm not good enough, i'm so sorry that I'm disappointing you. I wasn't worth your effort” you'd listen to him vent and sob then you'd comfort him. “You were absolutely worth all the effort and you're more than enough. Just push a little harder, prove them wrong Renjun. Prove to them that you're a brave and powerful singer. Prove to them that you belong on stage.” 

Even if you're kilometers apart you were still together in away. He’d ask about your day in school and how everyone was doing. You'd tell him in great detail how the day was so that he feels he was experiencing the day like he was with you. At some point, you even started to take notes and jot down what happened throughout the day just so you and he have something to talk about. Even if your days and his were extremely repetitive and for the most part mundane on your part, you'd still have so much fun telling him about the drama that went on in class. Calling and texting him was the highlight of your day.

Though you describe your day as perfect and “normal”, it was quite easy to say that your days felt even more empty without your best friend. Though you try to keep yourself busy to take the feeling of loneliness away, your efforts were futile. It wasn't the same without Renjun around. Though you call and text almost every night it still wasn't the same as having him around in your classes. School got boring and uninteresting pretty quickly. As the months go by the loneliness slowly fades, maybe not fade, but maybe you got used to the feeling of it. 

Within those few months, the time you called and texted with Renjun became less and less. You can't say you didn't expect this, you can't really say you didn't mentally prepare yourself for this either because you did. You really tried to prepare yourself for the time where you and your childhood best friend Renjun finally parted, you even though about the last words you wanted to say to him. You were prepared to let him go. 

You thought you were at least. 

When it actually happened, to no one but yourselves surprise, it hurt… a lot . It hit like 7 hundred bricks. It was an awful feeling. At this point, it was almost a year and a half since Renjun was in Sm. You didn't expect to part ways so soon. He hasn't text you for almost 2 months now and you haven't texted him either because he hasn't responded to your previous text yet and you didn't want to annoy him. Nor did you want to disturb his rest so you just let him be. Slowly you accepted the fact that he would no longer be in your life but for the next few weeks, you kept an eye on your phone just in case he texted and replied to you. But he didn't. No text, no calls, no nothing.  Despite this, you still missed him so much. 

Another semester came and gone, 

Once school came around, you felt a little empty but soon you met new people, made new friends and developed different relationships with people, you’d even gotten a significant other. As time went on the time you guys talked on the phone and texted became less than, altogether had stopped talking. This really didn't surprise you, you knew you'd stopped talking eventually… but it did hurt a lot. 

It was 5 years and a bit since he’d entered Sm and almost 2 and a half years since you and Renjun lost touch, you were lying on your bed staring mindlessly at different objects in your bedroom when your eyes caught on the picture of you and Renjun from your kindergarten days, you had a rock in your hands showing it off while Renjun had a peace sign thrown up. 

“Injunnie,’ the little you ran to him on the other side of the sandpit “look what I found.” you opened up your little hands to reveal a shiny rock you dug up. His eyes shine and lit up “Y/n,  You found the treasure!” you both ran hand in hand to your daycare teacher and showed her. She’d taken a photo upon your request, it was so that you can remember the day you and he found the sacred buried treasure in the sandpit. 

you happened to catch yourself reminiscing about all the times you and Renjun had together, the numerous moments you had together were engraved in your memory, never to be forgotten and always treasured. Never was it a dull moment with Huang Renjun, he was a bombshell of a person, always so enthusiastic and was always the one to make the mood. There really was no one in your life like Renjun. He was, in a nutshell, your most favorite person to be with. 

In the midst of reminiscing, as if some higher being knew the state you were in, you hear a familiar voice. One that you always listened to. One that you're familiar with. You turned to look around you to see where this voice was coming from. It was emanating from a little store at the corner.  

You silently looked at the small tv store across the street, it was him, Huang Renjun your best friend turned idol’s debut song. You smile joyfully brimming with happiness for your friend. it was time for you to let go of the past and move forward, just like he did. it was now your time to chase your dreams, like he did. With one last glance at the tv, you finally accepted the fact that your paths will not meet anytime soon. Parting ways you whispered to yourself “bye my first...

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bcalsdk this is my first time doing anything thats somewhat angsty lol... tbh i wasnt supposed to publish this fic but my friend convinced me to upload it so here we are! so let me know if it was good or not. 

stay hydrated kids 

-- zianne 

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In my dreams ☆ k.hj

☆ 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 : kim hongjoong x reader

☆ 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁 : 1410

☆ 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲 : soulmate au; fluff

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You were in a concert hall lights blaring in your face making you all sticky and sweaty, Around you were a lot of people cheering names you couldn’t understand clearly. You were lost in you surroundings trying to make out where you were and how did you get here. Suddenly, sirens blare and the constant beat of snares invade your ear, turning back to the stage you see men in black outfits adorned with shiny silver chains with matching black hats enter the stage. The one in the middle of the stage had a big microphone in their hands. Making their presence known they- the men on the stage- shout as they perform powerfully and with so much emotion. The guy with the megaphone comes towards you and waves at you, people around you began to squeal their lungs out. You felt yourself become light headed feeling as though you’d pass out at any second. Focusing on the light you tried to calm yourself down but under up being engulfed by the stage lights. As you felt yourself lose consciousness, the music became delicate and fairy like, the music Lulls you into unconscious.

The next thing you know, you were you're in your own bedroom snuggled inside your blanket. You wake up confused ‘what the fuck? That was just a dream?’ you sat up and rubbed your eyes getting rid of the remnants of sleep, then after peeling the blankets away from yourself you quickly ran in to your little apartment bathroom getting ready for your day ahead. The day was nothing special, it was the usual school then work then come home and do your work from school as you listened to your usual go-to playlist on spotify. As you were lost in your work a song came on, one that you were somewhat familiar with so you decided to check the song title and artist, it read Aurora by Ateez you couldn't quite put your finger as to why this song was familiar despite never having heard of the group Ateez. The song was catchy, refreshing and somewhat feels nostalgic to you. You decided to ditch all your school work and do a little bit more research about them since you were starting to take an interest. Your research included unhelpful guides, stages, fancams and more, you ended up doing this all night long.

By the time you were conscious of the time you it was already 6 am and you only had less than 30 minutes to sleep. ‘Guess were not sleeping tonight’ you thought, getting up to start your day. At school, your best friend came up to you raving about how they had a dream about their soulmate last night and how amazing it was. “It makes me feel so happy that I know my soulmate and I are close to meeting” you cheered them on saying how you were happy for them and when they and their soulmate finally meet to call you so that you can celebrate. In this world, it is said that you dream about your soulmate throughout your life although you forget them when you wake up. Only when you and your soulmate are close to meeting will you remember these dreams, the more vivid these dreams are the closer you are with meeting with your soulmate. “Close to meeting” is a very broad time frame though, it could mean within the next 5 minutes to maybe years, there is no guarantee when you'll see them. You go on for the rest of the day normally but from time to time you would drift on wondering when you’ll meet your so called soulmate. Later that night after your shift you come home dead tired and passed out on your bed.

You feel yourself waking up from a bright light peeking out from your window. You turn your back towards the window only to find a man’s chest, you looked up to see who this man was but like a cliche movie, the bright light obstructed his face, you were only able to see his cherry red hair and the delicate mole on near the base of his neck. Strangely, despite having never seen this man in your life before you felt comfortable in his presence, he felt like home and smelt like warm Vanilla. The man began to stir half asleep, he said “Sweetheart can we please stay in today? I’m tired from our specials” before pulling you into a warm embrace and lulling you to sleep with his soft hums.

You woke up alone in your bed once again confused as shit, what ever you had experienced felt so real and so comfortable... “Could it be that it was my soulmate?” You thought to yourself. A million questions and potential answers surged through your head. “What else could the purpose of that dream be other than to tell me that I was close to meeting my soulmate…” “Was this one of the things I would be experiencing in the future?” “What the fuck?” “Do they know what I look like?” Although through all of the questions you couldn’t help but smile and feel excited that you were finally meeting your soulmate. You couldn’t help but tell your friend about it. You both giggle like school girls and talked on and on what you think it would feel like when you feel when you meet your soulmate. You were ecstatic for most of the day.

Throughout the next couple of days, the dreams became more often and you started to remember them more vividly than the previous night, although you remember clearly what you and your partner was doing in the dream, you couldn’t remember the face of your partner at all. In those dreams your partners face was always blurry or obscured by something or other. You were hopeful to finally see what they look like every single night but you didn’t. It became frustrating after the third week this happened because you’re so excited to finally see what they looked like And to finally be able to remember what his voice sounded like. In the end though, You always decided to wait patiently for the right time, by the time the fourth week came around you were used to the dreams, you continued to enjoy the time you had with your partner in the dreams smiling and laughing together and at each other. Throughout the weeks that you’d spend with him you learn that you loved this person despite not knowing them per say or knowing what they looked like. You can tell that you loved this person by the way your tummy does woeful somersaults when he says pick up lines, by the way your cheeks would burn up when he would say anything loving toward you. You can tell he loves you too, he tells you these unspoken words by the way he’d hold you just before you woke up, by the way he’d caress your cheek, by the way he kisses your forehead. The way he held, kissed and hugged you, it all feels so real, but you know it was all just a dream, all an illusion… at least for now.

You were working in the coffee shop and today was quite a slow day so instead of being busy tending to the orders the customers gave you, you were too busy spacing. In the midst of you spacing out, a group of lively young men entered your cafe, it took awhile for you to come to but when you finally did you were starstruck, the group of bustling men turned out to be ateez. Basking in their beauty you space out but was brought back when your coworker nudged, when you came to the first person you saw was Hongjoong, he was breathtakingly beautiful, the way he looked at you, even if it’s a brief moment, it makes your tummy grow a million butterflies. Hongjoongs smile was so pretty too, his smile paints your cheeks a slight pink hue. On top of everything, Hongjoong feels so familiar, maybe it was because you’ve seen so much videos of him and the guys in shows. You ignore the butterflies and your burning cheeks as hongjoong approaches you you greeted him politely and ask for his order. Hongjoong smiles at you then says his and the others orders, you continue to listen to his order then it dawns upon you, your eyes shot up to connect with his gaze, suddenly you whisper-shouted “You're the boy of my dreams” he smiles and quietly whispers back “We finally meet, soulmate.”

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This is the first fic I’ve ever proudly published so please be easy on me! I’m so sorry if there are any mistakes gramarlly and spelling! Criticism is welcome!

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