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[shaking myself by the shoulders] i will get better. i will continue. i have no goddamn choice

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#me tho

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The Forest - (Dream #1)

A/n : I decided I'm going to post my dreams here, my friends really like to read them and I figured it's a good place to start with getting back into writing. I hope you enjoy!

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I had a dream where I was going to this school, similar to my own but a different altered one. Something was going on but I can't remember what exactly, I was kinda having a mental breakdown and I think like the school police officer wanted to get me for something I did? Pretty sure it was a misunderstanding but I was freaking out so I needed to get out of there. I ran into the woods behind the school to get away from it all, the woods didn't have a trail or anything like irl, just straight forest.

It was going to be getting dark soon but I just kept going deeper and deeper, I don't think I ever wanted to make it out of there with the way I was going. After walking for so long, I stumbled upon an abandoned, slightly falling apart, house. The sun was setting and I didn't wanna be out in the open, it felt unsafe. So I went inside. It was pretty much empty, I went upstairs to find a room to camp out in. To my surprise I found somebody else there, a boy around my age. We were both freaking out at the sudden sight of another person, not knowing if the other was dangerous or not. After calming down we actually talked to each other, and we kinda became friends. He was chill, and we made the beaten down house our temporary home. I don't know why he was there, maybe he was running from something too. Idk how long I was in the woods for, but I remember thinking that I never want to leave cause I didn't want to face my father and everyone else after whatever happened. So I stayed.

This part kinda gets blurry, but my friend ended up having just a few other friends come over, or rather his friend group managed to find him. It started off fine, I felt uncomfortable but nothing bad was going on. Them visiting us became a regular occurrence, and I think we'd often have fun in the middle of the night by telling stories and having conversations, overall screwing around. Though it was a tad scary because of the pitch black forest surrounding us. I don't remember what really happened here but I believe they once brought over some sort of drug, one I wasn't comfortable with doing or being around. So while they basically partied, I kept to myself far away from them.

One of the guys had a brilliant idea to try to get me to join, my friend tried to tell them to knock it off but they didn't listen. And because they were high, they took it too far, trying to force me to try the drugs. I felt so unsafe again, so in the middle of the night in the pitch black ink, I ran away. One of the guys was chasing after me. I think my friend was not far behind trying to get his friend off me. After a long time of running, I finally exited the forest.

The sun was begining to rise, but it was an incredibly foggy morning. And when I exited the trees, I was in the old village I used to live in instead of the town I live in now. I didn't pay much mind to it as I was still being chased. I went to the only person I knew I could go to which was my friend's mom because her house was so close. She found me hiding around her house, and asked if I needed to come in. So I did and I stayed there. We had a long talk and I confided in her about all the chaos that had been going on. She let me stay for as long as I liked, making sure I was safe from the guys.

#dream #dreams

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Found this reddit post. This kinda makes me feel better. And it’s something I think about sometimes because I always feel like regardless of how hard I work on something I don’t get anywhere.

#holy shit

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I know I haven't posted any stories in a long time and idk if I will again, if I do it probably won't be of The Hobbit anymore (sorry). I haven't had the motivation to write in a long time but I have written out any dreams I've had that I thought were interesting, I might post them here tbh

I'd also like to write Viktor fanfics (from Arcane) but idk if I'll get the motivation 😭

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Viktor - Arcane Icons

@PERCYPHNE on twitter

Please like or reblog if you save

#my loveee

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Reblog and tell me what you call this lovely creature

#roly poly #:)

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“you’re so polite!” thanks, I am afraid of you.

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every day i am percieved™️

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The Last of Us | Inside the Episode 5

#the last of us #the last of us hbo

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Aemond Targaryen + his very pretty and very flowy hair ✨😌

#new hyperfixation

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kinda wish i was a bug

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They should invent a world that doesn't hurt me

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I be like "omg, i have so much to do" and then go lay down