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So I just saw concept art for that new disney movie "wish" and i am so mad at disney. Just look at it, look what they took from us

These are SO PRETTY OMG

(Credit: i got these images from @/mmdisney200 on twitter)

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Alone. Unwanted. Desperate for the cycle to end. It never does. I'm already six feet under and waiting, just get it over with already.

Cowardice. Childishness. Complacency. Creep. This is all I am and all I ever will be.

Have to feel strong for everyone else but can't even be strong enough for myself. The masks I wear feel brittle. Who's fault is that? Who's fault is any of this? Point the finger at the mirror and the rest point back at me.

Selfish selflessness, or perhaps vice versa. I'm shouting into the void, and maybe it'll shout back or maybe the words will dissipate as all words do eventually, inevitably.

Catharsis is temporary. Every pain fades away. Every day fades away. Everything fades away. So will I. So will the memory of me. So will everything I've done and everything I've tried to do, everything I've ever loved, every thing I've ever touched. Nothing stays, especially not the signs saying otherwise.

Thoughts are scattered. Shattered. Thankfully not splattered...? As if it mattered. Mattered, emphasis on past tense, unless that too was a lie.

I don't understand the point of this. I want love, and to be loved, and to feel loved, to feel like I deserve to be loved. I think I give plenty, though maybe I should give and should have given more. If this is how I feel. Three decades in and this is what it comes down to. It'd be comical if I didn't feel Every. Emotion. Ever. Maybe that just means I'm fooling myself. Maybe I don't know what I want, or even what I believe. Only what I feel I deserve.

#prose #Ryan does art

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me: hmm time to google something

google every time: can i PLEASE have your location PLEASE 🥺🥺🥺 I need to know where you live so BAD 😫😫😫😫 Where do you fucking from?????? 😩😩😩😩😩😩

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ENGLISH ADAPTATION W.I.P.

On this boundless path I roam

When I'm with you, I am home

Intertwined in dreams of you and I

Hues of grey untainted ocean

Your colors run through and paint each frayed emotion

As these scenes breathe life into view -

As you fill this world anew....

Well I'm here, blending feelings for you

Every fiber of my being reaches for us

As the road grows ever onward, we'll be enough

Yeah, maybe you don't, but - I Love You -

No matter what may come, you're all I would want...

Every day I trace over each embrace etched in crimson

That's why I mark the pages, cross the days until the story ends

One more night BON VOYAGE

Underneath the starlight, BON VOYAGE

You don't have to tell me, no way

I know you

I know you

On the canvas where the world is in bloom,

Endless cycles intersecting through time, yeah,

Why does fate create its mischief through you,

Blurring paradoxes deep in my mind? Yeah

Call me crazy every way, we suffer daily, selfish stains,

The pain won't save me or remain, the heart grows fonder yet in vain

I tell my ego not to feed on what I need to let go

Still I ponder what I wonder every dream that we draw

Every fiber of my being reaches for us

As the road grows ever onward, we'll be enough

Yeah, maybe you don't, but - I Love You -

No matter what may come, you're all I would want...

Every day I trace over each embrace etched in crimson

That's why I mark the pages, cross the days until the story ends

One more night BON VOYAGE

Underneath the starlight, BON VOYAGE

You don't have to tell me, no way

I know you

I know you

To the end, I'll stay and call your name unfazed, unafraid;

Through the echoes - we won't let go - don't forget me, no...!!!

BON VOYAGE free

BON VOYAGE free

Shades of to-morrow

Days that may follow

Hold on and don't let go

BON VOYAGE free

BON VOYAGE free

You know you can tell me always

I know you

I know you

#dreamcatcher #english #adaptation #lyrics #writing #been a bit #Spotify

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“your rent should be a third of your income” well wouldn’t that be nice. wouldn’t it. lower the rent pussy

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fountain in italy

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I only make serious art

#comedy #shitpost #meredith brooks #one hit wonder #bitch

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TODAY IT’S A GREAT DAY BECAUSE IT’S MARCH 15th THE DAY WHEN DENZEL CROCKER LOST HIS HAPPINESS AND IT’S ALSO ANNOY SQUIDWARD DAY

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if Benjamin Franklin was alive to day he would be up late every night making bedroom pop fuck jams

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whenever anyone here is like tumblr is actually so cool it's like ok girl 🤨 literally not true. yes i spend 36 hours here every day. that is how i know

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special show…

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first day as a second century warlord i have my men tie branches to their horses’ tails to stir up dust and make it look like there’s a lot of us but i forget it just rained so there isn’t any dust and the enemy can clearly see there’s like twenty of us all spread out in a line

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oh my g- RIKU LOOK OUT OH MY GOD

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oh my g- RIKU LOOK OUT OH MY GOD