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screaming and crying as i look for local events to attend to meet new people

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Polyamorous relationships are not for everyone. Monogamous relationships are not for everyone. Romantic relationships are not for everyone!!! We are all different people with different needs, maybe just stop trying to condense the human experience into a homogenous gray monolith!!! aaaaaaaa

#heritage post

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update on the situation i was venting ab lol

never hv i seen someone w more audacity than this bitch who gave the most meaningless non apology where they blatantly lied ab everything they said 5 texts ago. like its all right there if you just scroll up!!! they made such uninformed accusations on my and a friends character and then said some weird batshit reasoning for how they didnt actually and they were uniformed but speaking on the situation but also didnt bc they were uniformed and didnt want to misspeak.

but anyway, even though the other person/inciting incident person threw a fit on social media, i think things r going to blow over and any more escelation on their part is just going to make her look bad and nuke her career prospects so im feeling better. im over tattooer drama, it was fun for me to spectate from a distance but its just not fun for me at all anymore and i just want to be able to focus on clients and the craft

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I'm never getting over the symbolism of Jin Guangyao's coffin being sealed under the weight of Meng Shi's fallen statue! As if His fate had already been sealed by his mother's profession from the beginning and no matter how high he climbed it would always come to this!

And finally, he got crushed and buried under the weight that had been on him all his life. When all he ever wanted to do was to cherish his mother. He built a temple for her and made a statue of her as a god but in the end, he ended up in Meng Shi's coffin sealed by Meng Shi's statue, in what was once the brothel in which they both were abused.

#jgy

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i shouldve known this would happen to me after they said theyre constantly involved in friend drama. like sometimes that just happens to people but sometimes its bc theyre an asshole

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haha venting

its also so wild hearing someone say 'oh they couldve been the worst employee in the world but they were your friend' when they werent even my employee in the first place and i required very little of them in exchange for using my space and also we never interacted outside the context of our profession. like i could not name 3 of this person's hobbies nor could she do the same for me. im so fucking over this this is ridiculous

#we were literally describing everything we did to help this person and my 'friend' like my actual friend not the non-employee basically #said all we did wasnt good enough and didnt count so it was the same as doing nothing and also we shouldnt hv even tried to help this perso #in the first place but we needed to do more but whatever we did wasnt good enough #and they also acknowledge THAT THEY DONT KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON #we couldve handled some things better but ultimately all of the suggestions for what we shouldve done wouldnt change anything or helped #we left the door open for her to still be able to help connect her w other shops which is the most important thing wrt breaking into the #industry and she slammed it in our face #im allowed to be bitchy and callous after someone has her husband scream 'fuck you' at me and compare me to the man that almost poisoned me

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i rly should b more careful ab white queers who say they get into a lot of friend drama😭

#i cant believe im being done dirty by this person but i also can in a way #ugh im so jover this

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I know that from a modern western context Nie Huaisang's hobbies of collecting fans and pretty things, and painting and doing poetry instead of fighting is read as gender-nonconforming. And while that interpretation is perfectly fine and I do love seeing Huaisang play with gender in AUs, it's still pretty important to understand that in his own cultural context all of his hobbies are considered normal for a young man to have. Painting was one of the four arts of the chinese scholar, and so was calligraphy. These were all acceptable and even expected skills for a man to have.

Huaisang in canon isn't seen as womanly but as childish. He overindulges in his hobbies and refuses to do his job. He's physically frail, can't fight, refuses to try and train so he's also seen as lazy and alltogether not willing to bear the responsibility his station comes with.

And so, if you want to translate that to a contemporary society, he should ideally have interests that, while acceptable for a boy to have, are seen as trivial, as something it's a little cringe to still have a massive interest in as you grow up. And ideally something that carries a stereotype of laziness or physical weakness.

So what i'm saying is that modern AU Huaisang... is a gamer.

#im here for gamer nhs

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once again i am sorry

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Jiang Cheng + smiling

#babie boy ; ; #jc

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waaahhhh i love my dnd lad so much ;_; visually and mechanically he looks like a big bad evil guy (knight of the order now wanted for treason, vampire lite, vengeance turned treachery paladin, hexblade warlock) but he’s just kind of pathetic and wants to do a good job and be nice and protect ppl and misses having friends.... he looks like he could kill you but is a cinnamon roll but actually can also kill you

#he did 72 dmg in a single turn last battle sdfsf #he could take out our warlock in a single turn and then our wizard in the next #it would b fun but also v bad if a necromancer got control of them ;_; #also both my lad and our warlock r undead warlocks w memory loss that includes the majority of their relationship w their secret lover #who revived them as an undead

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The real reason Jiang Cheng and Lan Zhan can never be friends is bc Jiang Cheng’s got Talks Real Loud autism and Lan Zhan’s got Sensitive Eardrums autism

#jc #lwj #yes

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Back to modern au ~Jiang Cheng

#buenos dias sandu shengshou #jc #also not to b a swooning victorian bitch but those ankles :eyes:

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Canon Jiang Cheng is an extremely hot man who had everything he loved taken away from him, who gave the few things he had left for the one he loved like a brother, and who loves his nephew more than himself.

Canon Jiang Cheng is an extremely hot man who sacrificed his relationship with the only person he had left for the sake of the thousands of people under his charge, who ran seven hundred thousand for days without stopping to eat, rest, or drink to save wwx and lwj, who trusted jgy to take care of his precious nephew and still, he was betrayed.

Canon Jiang Cheng is all of that, and he's also an extremely hot man who's sad, angry, who doesn't feel enough, who lives scared, he was so fucking scared of jl getting hurt that he offered himself as a hostage, so scared that wwx would die again that he let himself be stabbed so that nothing would happen to wwx.

That even after all the crap wen ning spewed out of his mouth along with the revelation of the golden core operation, he still chose not to tell wwx about his own sacrifice, so that the man he once considered his brother wouldn't go back to feel that he owes something (the reason why he didn't say it is up to your imagination, but what is clear is that he could have said it to harm wwx, or to show that wwx is not the only one who sacrificed himself for him another, and he didn't do it anyway).

Canon Jiang Cheng has a waist as small as a delicate girl's, but he could rip you in half in 10 seconds.

And Canon Jiang Cheng has the softest, shiniest lips in the entire series.

All of that is Canon Jiang Cheng, I hope I have made it clear.

#THE THREE POISONS KJSLDFJDSF #nothing but respect for my sect leader #jc

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im crying last night my friend told me that nonverbal cues/expressions make up 70-93% of communication and explaining what she does and read when interacting with other people, and i was just sitting there, absolutely confounded being like... i thought microexpressions were just something from the untamed....

#i can believe nonverbal things make up more than 20% of communication sounds fake but ok

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take care

#pls look at him...

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thought for the day: i could see modern au Xue Yang hitting ppl w a yaoi paddle

#mdzs #mo dao zu shi #cql #the untamed #xue yang #xue chengmei #xy