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that person who’s voice hits your ears at such an awful sound

#hozier poems #her voice

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#gingko #nature photography #life insurance #because we need trees #green actually symbolizes harmony #balance #and a sense of security

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Nights a time I should be asleep

Days a time I should wake

Time irrelevant it doesn’t control me

The limit it gives me

The limit it gives us

Dead before we met

Alive even after

Another person will take my place

I’m scared

I don’t want to go

But I know the cover of nightfall will protect me

This nightmare will be gone when I open my eyes

#nights into dreams #poems on tumblr #poems and poetry #night sky #night mare

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So… about that audio…

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reading fanfiction got up to get a snack Doritos mind you, stared into the void of my room and said “mentally im whoring out myself for thanos” but i was reading a deadpool and nathan cable ship so i have my reasons, not done with the fic, its over 20 chapters and nearly 100,000 words, im always a whore for Doritos

#marvel mutants #deadpool #nathan cable #love my gay fanfiction boys

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#plants #in the garden #garden of eden #isnt it beautiful

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Boop boop boop

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no idea wtf i am anymore, all i know is i’m queer or something lgbtq+ category and i will never have biological children or marry a man or have sex with a man

#wtf is going on #what am i #im gay as fuck #questioning #my everything #lesbian #queer #bambi lesbian #??? idk

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Thoughts

Erupting from my head the noisy words unknown by others 

Private in the silence of night

Buzzing bees in a field

Flowers falling from the trees but only in my mind

Anything can happen here fantastical stories and magical adventure

Whispering a secret untold but mine

Nights a time I should be asleep

Days a time I should wake

Time irrelevant it doesn’t control me

The limit it gives me

The limit it gives us

Dead before we met

Alive even after

Another person will take my place

I’m scared

I don’t want to go

But I know you’ll fall in love with me again

Rain a constant dribble a gray sky

The fog of the morning in my mind

Fogging my memories making my head spin

The weather, sounds and smells and sights

A song of joy or dread

To provide and cause one to grow

By a lake under a log

A perfect home for a frog

My toadstool home and mushroom umbrella dancing in the rain

The buzz of food

#bog post #possibly gay #poems and poetry #poems on tumblr #just tired

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✨emotionally damaged✨

#emotions #get me some help #its a slayyy #probably neurodivergent #crying in my room #l.rambles

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the relationship dynamic between cheerleader and a womens basketball player

#cheerleader #wlw post #basketball #jock x prep #lesbians

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and there it is my heart longs for aches for that sweetness that i know only one person gives you, all that water brings, I would be far worse for never having met you

#to someone from a warmer climate #hozier poems #fall in love #water life #hozier unreal unearth

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shopping for bras is a pain

#bra shopping #underwire bra #stabbing in my side #gramma bra wearer

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walking in heels and your ankle does the skrrt thing but then you walk it off and hope no one noticed

#lol #walking in heels #almost died

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a dried rose, the loveliness long forgotten but kept to reminisce about a long forgotten past

#roses #victorian #a little something #soft sapphic

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the amount of anxiety i have is not equal to the amount of trauma that i have

#really unbalanced #probably neurodivergent