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sometimes i feel like people forget autism is a disability. and that’s not a bad thing! i’m all for disability acceptance, im proud of my disabilities. but i feel like we forget autism can hurt.

it hurts that i have to put more time and energy into socializing than others.

it hurts when i need to move so bad, usually cause im overwhelmed by either my surroundings or emotions, that i thrash and hurt myself.

it hurts that i cant be in places that are too loud or too bright, which on bad days can be as simple as a small, quiet noise or dim lights.

it hurts that i struggle to tell when im hungry, thirsty, tired, etc. so i can’t properly take care of myself. it doesn’t help my insomnia and i get very nauseas and get UTIs.

i 100% believe in autism acceptance. i don’t want a cure. but i also want us the acknowledge that it can hurt. it doesn’t mean my entire life will hurt, but some parts will. and i want a community where we can see both sides, see the hurt, and celebrate it anyway.

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Just a few more days and then im DONE

#personal

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this couldn’t be said any better

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people telling you they reread your fic is the biggest compliment you could ever receive. there are thousands of stories out there begging to be found, to be explored, but your story meant so much to someone that they came back to it eagerly, they went over every word again. to love is to return and loving a fic is rereading it. thank you to all readers and rereaders <3333

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Finally started reading my official English translations and

There is a bit of a parallel between Liam and Sherlock here, isn't there?

Like, obviously, there is the bit where John is telling Sherlock that he's no better than the Lord of Crime if he thinks that way -- but then "trying to make a noble sacrifice of yourself for my sake! did you honestly believe any of that would make me happy?!" isn't that the same sentiment everyone who knows Liam has about his solution to the final problem? No one wants him to take their sins with him.

Like, Sherlock is basically learning the same lesson that he eventually has to teach Liam himself, now, with barely any time before that arc begins.

#my guy took I learn quick to a whole nother level #but that does make me feel feelings though #it kinda shows yeah sherlock can definitely see where liam’s coming from and all #but really needlessly sacrificing himself isnt the answer

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Moriarty the Patriot: The Remains Chapter 13 - English Translation

Hello, yours truly, Loki here.

The long-awaited chapter 13 is now here, thank you all for your patience and support. <3

Enjoy, and always remember to intentionally exude calmness. (...Or you might get an unfortunate run-in with my army of birds...)

#thank youuu!!! #wooo!!

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I was getting pretty fed up with links and generators with very general and overused weapons and superpowers and what have you for characters so:

Here is a page for premodern weapons, broken down into a ton of subcategories, with the weapon’s region of origin. 

Here is a page of medieval weapons.

Here is a page of just about every conceived superpower.

Here is a page for legendary creatures and their regions of origin.

Here are some gemstones.

Here is a bunch of Greek legends, including monsters, gods, nymphs, heroes, and so on. 

Here is a website with a ton of (legally attained, don’t worry) information about the black market.

Here is a website with information about forensic science and cases of death. Discretion advised. 

Here is every religion in the world. 

Here is every language in the world.

Here are methods of torture. Discretion advised.

Here are descriptions of the various methods used for the death penalty. Discretion advised.

Here are poisonous plants.

Here are plants in general.

Feel free to add more to this!

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Please feel free to it’s very well written! The entire manga(up to the point thats been written) is on magadex! And I believe the animes on chruncyroll

gay people gotta stop holding guns at themselves/each other and instead just talk their problems out man

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To put it simply and to avoid spoilers its the ship name for sherlock holmes and william james moriarty from the anime moriarty the patriot(yuukoku no moriarty)

its a kinda anime retelling of the sherlock holmes book series but from moriarty’s pov and sherliam is the probably the most popular ship in the fandom!

gay people gotta stop holding guns at themselves/each other and instead just talk their problems out man

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May I explain please?

gay people gotta stop holding guns at themselves/each other and instead just talk their problems out man

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so ratio is going to find aventurine awake and alive and they’re going to flee from the IPC together and live a happy little secluded gay life right

…right?

………please??

#agreed please #hoyo please… #PLEASE

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gay people gotta stop holding guns at themselves/each other and instead just talk their problems out man

#sherliam

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shipping isn’t enough i need to make a bulletin board and connect all the ships with red yarn to show the crowd their freakish similarities

#me me me me- #this is me in everything and then i get unreasonably upset when something doesnt fit

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i wish all my beloved followers and mutuals a very “you find a fic that has the exact premise and characterization you’ve always wanted to see but never had the energy to write yourself and it’s really good and just as long as you want to read”

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I, of mostly sound body and spirit, request that if I’m ever to die, someone post a new work on my AO3 that says “sorry, she died, ongoing stories postponed forever” because don’t I want my fanfic buddies to think I ghosted them. Amen or whatever you say in a will.

#W H A T ?

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what if ratio is a type of deity with control over the rain/sky and aventurine is a non believer except for his immense luck given by the mother gaiathra triclops.

and what if every time before it rains he feels a drop on his shoulder or person much earlier than the rainfall actually begins- like a warning to seek shelter. and when he realizes that others don't notice the rain that early on he feels somewhat special.

and on one day he is walking below a gray sky and a drop, tiny, smaller than any other, falls on his lips. and he smirks to himself and says to the sky, why do you kiss me in the form of rain?, he wipes it off with his thumb, like there's intimacy between him and the oncoming rain, a lingering feeling on his lips. a minute passes and a another tiny drop falls to his nose, he assumes the rain will fall down any second now.

but in all actuality, the deity of rain, veritas, is blushed and looking away, frozen, not making the rain fall because he is shocked and flustered from being called out on his very obvious bias.

and what if when he swims in a body of water, aventurine feels light and free, comforted by the waves of the sea or the current of a river. but almost every time he is swimming the rain starts to fall. it is a gentle, soft one and he feels even more in tune with himself. like he is being hugged, held. veritas can't help but be obvious with his preferences in every universe.

ratio would curse the deity of the sea, because why doesn't he hold those powers so he may feel aventurine in his embrace, he'd beg the nymph of the river to take their place for a moment only to be denied. so he caresses him in the form of rain, from which aventurine seeks cover. he curses the sage of the wind, because why can't he dance across the blond's skin, feeling the softness of his cheeks. cursed to bring rain. bold to make a drop fall on his lips, and now have his feelings revealed.

it won't rain for days, he is hiding, out fear of being rejected, ignored... vulnerable.

so when the rain does fall, weeks later, the great deity of rain is on his knees in the sky upon the sight of aventurine sitting down on the ground in the downpour with a smile on his face.

#omg please #these two 🥺