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someplayfuldreams · 3 months

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hidden shadow

pairing: rafayel x mc

genre: fluff

warnings: none

word count: 2.6k

summary: what i imagined while listening to the secret times "hidden shadow"

A/N: the majority of Rafayel's lines are straight from the audio, which is not my own writing, but everything else is from my delusional mind; this man and his secret times has me in a chokehold, so i had to write this out

also on ao3 under the user playfuldreams

enjoy!~

The loud sound of blades clashing against each other reverberated through the air. As soon as you block his swing, you jump back to prepare for the next blow. You adjust your grip on the handle, hoping it wouldn’t slip out due to the sweat.

Before you can finish catching your breath, Rafayel rushes forward, swinging his dagger up diagonally.

Your body tenses. Thankfully, your reflexes kick in time and you are able bring up your dagger to block the attack. But since you couldn’t get into the proper position, the force of the slash pushes you off balance on the sand and end up falling on your butt.

“Ah..,” you let out a soft yelp before looking up to see a dagger pointing at you. You glance back at the holder, making eye contact with burning purple eyes.

He spins the dagger, sheathing it, then holds out his hand.

“Let’s stop here for today,” He says. “A sandstorm approaches. We must return to our tent.”

You take his hand and get up. Handing him your dagger, you dust the sand off your pants and hands.

We start walking to the tent we had set up prior to the training session. Only the sound of sand shuffling beneath is heard, accompanying your thoughts about your bodyguard’s hidden past.

You look up to see him gazing over the horizon clearly in deep thought.

Your curiosity gets the better of you, and you speak up.

“I thought a skilled guard like you was invincible. Are you saying a sandstorm is enough to beat you?” You ask, teasingly.

“Huh? I’m not completely unaffected by the harsh environment” Rafayel responds.

Just as you are about to say another sassy remark, you watch as he walks closer to you. He stops right in front of you, leaning close enough you can see the pink highlights in his eyes.

“But a competent assassin can still fight despite the sand,” he whispers.

You blink a few times before looking down, unable to hold his strong gaze any longer. He steps back and you can almost see the smirk on his face. You clench your fists. If you had just kept eye contact a little longer, you would be the one smirking not him.

You give a little huff, stomping forward.

You feel Rafayel’s gaze on you, but you refuse to give in and turn around. After a few more steps, Rafayel grabs your wrist, pulling you to a stop.

He walks around to stand in front of you. This time you hold your head high, meeting his gaze straight on.

He tilts his head, giving a sly smile.

“Would Your Highness like to try? With your determination, let’s do it,” Rafayel proposes.

He unties one of the black ribbons tied to his arm, pulling it taut. As he walks closer, your heart skips a beat and feel yourself warm.

“Close your eyes and hold still,” He says softly.

You obediently listen to him. With your eyes now closed, your nerves are amplified.

His hot breath sweeps over your ears causing you to shiver. You hear him chuckle lightly. You bit your lip and resist the impulse of swinging at him.

You flinch when you feel something close to your face.

“It’s just the ribbon. Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle.” Rafayel assures you.

The smooth silk is cool over your heated skin. It slides over your eyelids and cheekbones before stopping in what seems to be the right place.

He carefully ties the ends behind your head, making sure not to get your hair in the knot.

Even after the ribbon is tied, you can still sense his warmth in front of you

“Now, Your Highness’s eyes are covered. How is it?” He asks.

With your eyes blindfolded, you are unable to read Rafayel’s face. You shift your weight and feel a little startled when the ground feels more unsteady than usual.

“It’s fine when I’m standing still, but I don’t know if I can move around like this. What if I..”

“Stay calm.” You hear him say.

Warm hands slowly hold your shoulders, comforting you.

“When sight cannot be relied on, the other senses must be utilized.” Rafayel advises.

He runs his hands down your arms, taking your hands in his. He gives a small squeeze before letting go.

You hear the sand shuffling in front of you and no longer sense Rafayel. He must have stepped away from you. You begin to feel more uncertain now that Rafayel isn’t there to support you.

“Try and catch me,” Rafayel says. And then, you hear nothing.

You stand in place, hesitating. How are you supposed to find him blindfolded?

Taking a deep breathe, you use your other senses like he told you to.

You feel the warm breeze along with the small pinpricks of occasional sand grains flying over you. The only sounds you can hear are those of sand swirling on the wind. Not knowing where to even go, you start walking in a random direction.

It takes a lot more concentration to walk on sand blindfolded. It felt like you would fall with one wrong step.

A noise to your right catches your attention. You change your direction towards it. After a few more careful steps, you hear more sand moving to your left. You spin around towards the new sound.

Then all of a sudden, there’s the sound of footsteps behind you.

You quickly turn around, trying to focus on pinpointing the exact location.

You begin to get frustrated, but take another breath to calm yourself.

You’re the one who asked Rafayel to train you so you could protect yourself better. You would follow through with it.

More footsteps are heard all over the place. Focusing in, you decide to take a leap of faith and begin confidently walking straight towards the last sound you heard, reaching your hands out to hopefully feel the rough cotton of Rafayel’s tunic.

After about 10 steps, the sounds disappear again, but this time you catch a light scent of the sea breeze that reminds you of home. You immediately turn around, swinging your arms in front of you.

Your hands hit something solid, causing you to lose your balance. You frantically move your hands trying to grab onto something to stabilize you.

You feel strong arms come around you as your hands grip the fabric of his shirt.

Rafayel moves his arm over your head as you both tumble to the ground, rolling twice down the dune. You feel yourself land on top of him, raising your head, wishing you could see if he was okay.

“Not bad… But it was only a matter of luck.” You hear him say below you.

You let out a sigh. Does he really have to say it like that?

You feel his abdominal muscles tense as he sits up. You shakily get off him, kneeling on the sand. Being unable to see and trying to be stable on shifting sand was not easy.

You feel his rough hand take yours as he helps you stand up. He dusts off the sand on your back as you shake your head, trying to get the sand out of your hair.

He laughs, clearly entertained at the sight.

“Instead of laughing, you could lend a hand,” you say.

“Apologies Your Highness, allow me to assist,” he says, before gently running his fingers through your hair, ridding it of any leftover sand.

“Alright, it’s gotten late. We should head inside now.” Rafayel says.

You expect him to untie the blindfold, but instead, you feel his hand entwine with yours.

“Are you not going to remove the ribbon?” you ask.

He chuckles, before saying, “Trust me, Your Highness. I will get you back safe and sound.”

Hand in hand, he leads you the rest of the way.

You hear the tent flap open as he leads you in. He lets go of your hand, and you hear what you suppose is him tying the entrance closed. You just stand in place, not wanting to trip over anything while blindfolded. You don’t remember if you both managed to clean up the place before going out to train.

Footsteps come up from behind you. You tense, unsure what would happen next.

Rafayel just takes your hand again, leading you further in the tent.

“Sit down,” he says. “Don’t remove the blindfold just yet,” he adds for good measure.

You let him guide you to sit on the bed. He lightly presses on your shoulder, telling you to move further back. The sheets ruffle from the movement.

You feel the bed dip down lower and assume Rafayel sat on it as well. Hearing the sheets rustle, you can tell Rafayel is getting closer. The movement stops once you feel his knee touch your thigh.

You suddenly feel his breath grazing your lips. Your caught between your desire to move forward to get a taste or backward to let yourself think more clearly. But before you can make your decision, you hear him speak.

“Even in darkness, one must be able to pinpoint an enemy’s vital points with ease,” Rafayel says.

He grabs your hand and places something cold in it. You grip the object. It’s smooth and relatively light. It seems the lesson was going to continue.

“With a weapon, only some strength is needed to wound the stomach.”

He must have handed you a dagger. Not knowing if it was sheathed or not, you carefully bring the hand with the weapon back to your side. Shifting your position so that you were kneeling before him, you hesitantly bring your other hand to lay over his body. Your breath catches in your throat as you feel his muscles ripple beneath your hand.

You have a fleeting thought of regret that there was fabric between your hand and his skin.

He said to wound the stomach, but you aren’t sure what part of him you’re touching.

“The chest?” Rafayel kindly gives you an answer.

You move your hand side to side trying to get your bearings. His chest was so wide you couldn’t tell if you were on the side or in the middle of it.

You hear him gasp and feel his muscles tense as you run your hands over a bump on his chest.

“Not there. Your Highness needs to go lower. It will be a fatal blow if you stab there.”

You reflexively tighten your grip, memories of Rafayel bleeding from his chest flooding your head.

“It ensures one’s victory.” He continues.

His warm hand covers yours, giving it a light squeeze before letting go, as if telling you to continue.

You slowly move your hand up, feeling the border of his tunic turn into smooth skin.

You hear him inhale deeply when your skins connect.

As if mesmerized, you forget the goal of the lesson and continue moving your hand up. Over his shoulders, his collarbone, and ending up over his adam’s apple.

You lightly feel his pulse beating beneath your hand. Telling you he is alive. No longer stuck between life and death due to your careless mistake. You mindlessly press your fingers further into his skin, hoping to feel his pulse more clearly.

“The throat is also a vulnerable area.”

His voice startles you. Realizing you might have put too much force in your grip, you loosen your hand but keep it hovering over his skin.

“Scared?” He asks.

You’re unable to say anything back. You try to fight any conjured up images of him being hurt.

Just as you try to think of something to distract yourself, you feel his hand cover yours once more.

“Never mind, Your Highness’s hand is slightly cold.” He says worryingly. He gently rubs his thumb on the back of your hand.

“Try to do what I just said.”

You let out a small breath, banishing the unnecessary thoughts. What were you supposed to find again? Right, the stomach.

You move your hand downward, going back over the rough fabric.

You hear him exhale right by your ear as you slide your hand further down. His muscles tense and untense, creating a rhythm with his breathes, following the trail of your gliding hand.

You get to a point where you can feel light grooves partitioning several muscles. You stop your hand, hesitating on your next move.

“It’s the correct spot, but Your Highness’s hand still hasn’t moved,” Rafayel says.

“An assassin wouldn’t be this slow.” He teases.

You rolled your eyes underneath the blindfolded. You adjust your grip on the dagger and move the hand a bit closer. But you still hesitate to make the final move.

Instead of bringing the dagger up, you move the hand on him, trying to find the best spot. However, you get lost in the feeling of his abdomen expanding with each breath.

Rafayel waits patiently and quietly, which is a first for him.

“Carelessness leads to an assassin’s death,” Rafayel says.

You clearly spoke too soon.

If that’s how he was going to play it, you decide to tease him back.

You move your hand to the side slowly. You feel the heat from his abdomen transfer to your palm. As you keep moving to the left, you start to feel a curve, stopping once your palm is at his hip.

“No, that is not it either,” He says, unaware of your purpose.

You give a coquettish squeeze, reveling in the movement of the muscles beneath.

Rafayel sighs loudly. You tense when you feel something tickle your ear. It’s almost feathery. His breathes are more clear as he has gotten closer to you.

You decide to get more bold and slide your hand back down

He gasps in your ear. Your desire to see more of his reactions builds your confidence, but before you can go any further, your playful touch is halted.

“Um… stop right there.” Rafayel grabs your hand tightly.

He chuckles, breathless.

“As a rookie, Your Highness’s courage is commendable.”

You can’t help but smirk at his remark.

“Yet does a simple blindfold excuse a person’s brazenness?” Rafayel says, his voice getting closer with every word, until he’s speaking right into your ear.

Startled, you move back to sit on the balls of your feet with your knees still on the bed.

“Your Highness didn’t do it on purpose?” he asks teasingly, still holding your hand in place.

“Of course not. All I did was listen to my teacher’s instructions,” you say innocently.

He lightly huffed in amusement.

“Your Highness’s acting is lackluster when it comes to being clueless,” Rafayel says.

He finally lets go of your hand allowing you to sit more comfortably.

You hear some shuffling on the bed, but can’t tell what Rafayel was doing.

You flinch when you suddenly feel a touch on your other hand. The dagger is taken away from you. He probably is putting it away.

You guess the “lesson” is over. But just when you’re about to ask for him to remove the blindfold, you hear him speak.

“It’s fine,” he says.

You tilt your head towards his voice. A hand comes up to your shoulder and before you realize what’s going on, you feel your back coming into contact with the bed.

The sheets rustle around you and you feel a presence over you.

“I forgot to mention. A good assassin must be able to counterattack.” Rafayel says laughing.

Shocked, you lie there for a second processing what just happened.

Then you start fighting back.

“Rafayel, you!”

You raise your hands and they immediately make contact with Rafayel’s chest. You put pressure on him hoping to take control of the situation.

He laughs as your weak attempts to push him off. Instead of getting off, he draws even closer.

“Is Your Highness prepared for the next lesson?” He whispers in your ear.

You swallow at his words, finding yourself heating up at the thought of what was to come next.

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someplayfuldreams · 3 months

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hii!! any tips on how to write a flashback?

Tips for Writing Flashbacks

Flashbacks are sudden memory-based interludes that interrupt the main narrative in order to transport the reader to a moment in a character's past. These interludes can be brief, mere seconds out of the character's life where they're momentarily reliving the past event, or they can be longer, playing out in a full or partial scene.

Regardless of whether it's a quick flashback or a longer one, it's a good idea to have an external trigger that causes the flashback to happen. For example, it could be a sound, smell, visual, hearing a name, or anything else that triggers the sudden and very realistic reliving of the memory.

If you're writing a longer flashback, you may want to use a tense shift to transition between the present moment and the flashback. If your story is being told in present tense, you may want to shift to past tense for the flashback. If your story is being told in past tense, you may want to do a few lines of past-perfect to transition into the flashback, then you can switch back to past tense. This creates a clear boundary between the past tense of the main narrative and the past tense of the flashback.

When it's time to come out of the flashback again, whether it's a long one or short one, use an anchor in the present to pull them back. It could be someone they're with saying, "Are you listening?" Or someone touching their shoulder to make sure they're okay. It could be a text coming in on their phone, or the school bell ringing. This creates a nice abrupt ending to the flashback that pulls the character back into their present moment.

Since flashbacks do interrupt the flow of the main narrative, it can be jarring to the reader if you use them too frequently. That said, it's a good idea not to overuse them unless they're a necessary device in your story and you can find a less jarring way to do them.

Last but not least, flashbacks can have all sorts of purposes. They can tell the reader something they need to know about back story. They can help the reader understand a character's internal conflict and/or the choices they make. They can also help a reader connect with a character or situation who isn't part of the present timeline. However, you always want to make sure there's not a better way to deliver that information. For example, let's say your character was in the military briefly but was honorably discharged due to a medical obstacle. And let's say your character is getting to know a knew friend and their military time comes up. You might be tempted to do a flashback to the discovery of the medical obstacle and the honorable discharge, but is that really necessary? If that moment doesn't play a major role in the character's internal conflict or something that's going to happen, it might make more sense for them to just tell the new friend about it rather than put it into a flashback. On the other hand, let's say you have a character who had a really frightening experience as a child, and although they keep that experience buried deep, it's fundamental to who they are now and is part of the internal conflict you're exploring. That would be a situation when occasional flashbacks to that event--when relevant--might make sense.

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someplayfuldreams · 3 months

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mark me with your words - ch.9

pairing: diluc x childe

genre: angst & fluff/ au-soulmate

warnings: none

word count: 3.5k

summary:

Those eyes seemed to lose their shine as the smile widened into something sinister splattered with red.

No, that couldn’t be Ajax. Surely not.

Diluc closed his eyes and allowed himself to be embraced by the darkness, hoping to dream of his sweet angelic smiling Fated.

A/N: sorry for the lack of updating, life was crazy, but im back to writing

also on ao3 under the user playfuldreams

ch.1 | ch. 2 | ch. 3 | ch. 4 | ch. 5 | ch. 6 | ch. 7 | ch. 8 | ch. 9

enjoy!~

Diluc completed his training session for the day and walked to the barracks to clean up.

After sending his encouragement to Ajax, Diluc hadn’t gotten a response in return. Diluc simply brushed it off as Ajax not having time as he was busy adventuring.

In the bathroom, Diluc quickly removed his top only to stiffen at the sight of his bare chest. What used to be silky smooth skin was now painted with silver scars.

Diluc’s heart pounded as he tried to make sense of what he was seeing. He felt no pain, nor did he remember ever fighting a battle where he received these scars. Feeling his anxiety start to peak as his mind wandered to where these scars could have come from, or rather who, Diluc closed his eyes and focused on his breath to keep his calm.

However, that did little to settle his worry as three new scars had already appeared on his arms when he opened his eyes.

Diluc was now sure of the reason for all these sudden markings. His Fated. Ajax.

Now that his mind had accepted the reason, Diluc panicked. Ajax was supposed to be going on an innocent adventure around his village. There is no reason for him to be in any kind of danger that would cause him to receive this amount of scars, especially this fast.

Diluc paced along the bathroom tiles trying to come up with an explanation. It did not make sense. Nothing did.

He stopped and stared at the mirror, eyes tracing a particularly bad scar that looked like claw marks raking down his right shoulder to his abdomen. His stomach churned as his mind conjured up unsavory images of a lone teen clutching his shoulder, turning the white snow around him red. A hand outstretched, calling for help, calling his name…

Diluc clamped a hand over his mouth as he felt his breakfast quickly rise up.

A knock came from the bathroom door.

“Captain?” Diluc heard his subordinate call out. “Is everything alright? You’ve been in there for a while.”

Diluc forced himself to swallow. His throat felt like sandpaper. He took a couple more breaths before clearing his throat and answering.

“I am fine. I will be out in a minute.” He said.

“Understood, sir.”

Diluc waited til the sound of footsteps faded before removing the rest of his clothing and inspecting where the other scars were. Using the mirror to check his back, Diluc concluded his findings. New markings had shown up practically all over his body, all of which were scars from wounds and not a single was a message from Ajax.

Before his mind went off the far end, Diluc reached for the bucket of water and dumped it over his head. The water had cooled while he had been stressing, so the coldness helped bring back some of his rationale.

He dried off as quickly as possible before dressing in some fresh clothes. Exiting the bathroom, Diluc headed to his office. He made sure to keep his usual calm demeanor as he walked calmly to his office. There was no need to alert anyone of the mental breakdown occurring currently inside his head.

Diluc nodded his head as two knights walked by and saluted him. He opened his door and quietly closed it. Keeping his hand on the handle, he took in a breath before running to his desk. He hastily opened his drawer and grabbed the ink and quill.

Ajax, where are you? What happened?

Every second that passed seemed like an eternity. No response came.

Are you okay?

Diluc tried again. Still nothing.

Please, just send a sign that you’re okay

Ajax, please.

No matter what he wrote, he never got an answer.

Diluc rationalized that Ajax was probably somewhere where he didn’t have access to any ink and couldn’t write to him. However, instead of calming him down, that thought only caused him to become more anxious. Where could he possibly be that he couldn’t respond to Diluc?

Diluc ruffled his hair in frustration.

A knock at his door called his attention.

“Diluc?” Kaeya’s voice came through the door. When Diluc didn’t answer immediately, Kaeya followed up, “I’m coming in.”

“I wanted to ask about the-,” Kaeya stopped mid sentence when he took in his brother’s face. “What’s wrong? Why do you look like you drank spoiled grape juice?”

Diluc had hastily put away the ink and quill, trying to rid any evidence of his malfunction.

“Nothing, I just strained myself during my session.” He said, making a show of rolling his shoulders.

Of course the one person Diluc wouldn’t be able to hide his panic from was Kaeya. Still, his pride wouldn’t allow him to show weakness, not even his own brother.

Kaeya gazed at him with his all-seeing eye, and for a moment, it felt like he could unravel everything Diluc was hiding. But Diluc stood firm.

“Okay. Well make sure you stretch properly. If it’s still bothering you, why don’t you let Jean handle the demonstration later today.”

“No, I will be fine.” Diluc shook his head. He wouldn’t let his personal problems get in the way of his profession. “What do you need to talk about?”

Kaeya stared at him a little longer before sighing. “I was going to ask about the proposal for the event during Windblume. Some of the things weren’t adding up and I just wanted to double check before I went ahead with the plans.”

Diluc motioned for the papers Kaeya had been holding. He quickly scanned them over, then looked over them a couple more times because the words wouldn't register in his head.

Every word he read would be followed up by images of red. Red hair, red blood, red snow.

Diluc jolted when he felt pressure on his shoulder. Looking over, Kaeya gave him a concerned gaze.

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

Diluc debated on coming clean to his brother and getting his help. Within those few seconds, Diluc had come up with a plan of him getting to Snezhnaya and finding his Fated. However, after those seconds were up, Diluc erased all those thoughts. He knew none of those plans would be feasible.

Diluc only sighed. “I’m fine. Just tired is all. I guess I didn’t get as much sleep as I thought I did.”

“Diluc, you’re sweating. You’re clearly not ok-”

“I am fine.” Diluc harshly stated.

When he saw Kaeya’s brows furrow, he added, “It’s just left over water from when I washed up.” He avoided his brother’s eye.

Kaeya sighed, “I just wish you would open up a little more.”

“That’s rich coming from you.” Diluc whispered.

Kaeya stiffened.

“...What?”

Diluc cleared his throat, turning to face away from Kaeya. “Nothing. I said that there is nothing wrong, understood? So just let it go.”

“At least let me-” Kaeya started saying before Diluc cut him off.

“No, I am fine now. Give me a second.” With that, Diluc focused his attention on the paper again.

After reviewing it and changing a few things, Diluc sent Kaeya off. He assured him nothing was wrong one last time and that he would be able to complete his duties for the day.

The rest of the day flew by in a haze. By the time Diluc had gotten a hold of himself, he was back in his room getting ready to bathe. The sight of the scars sent jolts of fear through him all over again.

After removing his clothing, he took his time to look for any sign of communication Ajax could be sending him. His fruitless search ended when two more scars showed up.

At least Diluc knew his Fated was alive and kicking. That would have to be enough for now.

He got into the bath and began washing. He hoped he could rinse off his fears like the soap suds. Instead, it seemed his thoughts got more twisted. Every time he washed a body part, a new scar appeared. Forcing himself to calm down, Diluc focused on his breaths.

He tried the method Adeline taught him. He breathed in for four counts, held it, let it out for another four, and held his breath again before repeating. Diluc repeated the exercise multiple times, only stopping when he realized it wasn’t doing much.

He rationalized that it was simply because he was in the bath. So Diluc stood up and got out of the bath. He reached for the towel and wrapped it around himself. He walked over to the door only finding it taking much longer than he remembered.

His vision began to blur and a sudden bout of dizziness washed over Diluc causing his knees to buckle. He fell to the floor and found it hard to breathe. Diluc closed his eyes and began doing the breathing technique again. The steam filled room did not help at all. It felt like the water was pressing onto every pore of his body, slowly suffocating him.

Diluc crawled to the door, struggling to reach the door handle. His eyes watered as the room began to dim and black dots danced in his vision. Diluc pushed himself one last time and twisted the knob, finally opening the door.

Cool air rushed over his face. Diluc greedily took in the fresh air. Feeling himself grow weaker, Diluc gradually let himself go. As the steam rolled into his room, he thought he saw a blue eyed boy smiling down on him.

Ajax?

Those eyes seemed to lose their shine as the smile widened into something sinister splattered with red.

No, that couldn’t be Ajax. Surely not.

Diluc closed his eyes and allowed himself to be embraced by the darkness, hoping to dream of his sweet angelic smiling Fated.

When he woke up, Diluc found himself lying on a bed covered by familiar sheets. Glancing around, he confirmed that he was in his room. Blinking a few times, Diluc remembered what had transpired earlier.

In any other situation, Diluc would have been ashamed to have passed out from anxiety. However, the only thing Diluc was ashamed of currently was his lack of ability to help his Fated.

He felt the sting of tears overwhelm his eyes as he sighed mockingly at himself. What great knight? What great captain? He was praised for so much and yet, he couldn’t even do anything when he was needed the most.

Diluc tried moving around his arms and legs but still felt weak. His arms were a bit sore, and Diluc doubted he would be able to stand right now. He wondered how long he had been unconscious. Did Ajax have time to read his messages? Would he have replied by now?

He wallowed in his thoughts for a bit longer before he heard the door open. Turning his head, Diluc saw his father step in.

“Oh thank Barbatos you woke up. We were all worried when Adelinde found you on the floor. She said you came to quickly but were tired, so she let you sleep,” His father said.

Diluc averted his eyes. He did not recall any of that. And just his luck that his father had to come home when Diluc was falling apart. He took a deep breath before facing his father.

“I apologize for not taking care of myself well enough. But I assure you I am doing well now.” Diluc lied with all the confidence he could muster up.

His father’s eyes bore into his. Diluc struggled to keep his gaze, but he stood firm.

At least until his father sighed. Diluc felt his confidence crack.

“Diluc, I am not reprimanding you. I am worried. It has been a while since this has happened. What brought this on? Did something happen?” his father asked.

Diluc started shaking his head, but Father kept going.

“Is it the Knights? Are you being overworked? I heard from Kaeya that you have been pushing yourself more. Maybe you should take a break for a bit.”

Now Diluc was really shaking his head. “No Father, I am not overworking. And nothing is wrong. I simply was overheated while bathing. That is all”

Yes, if he said it enough times, it would become the truth. Nothing was wrong after all. Diluc had everything under control.

“Is that so?” His father asked. Diluc could hear the disbelief underlying it.

In order to convince him and Diluc himself, Diluc moved to get out of bed.

His father came to assist him, which Diluc allowed.

“How’s Ajax been doing?” His father asked.

Diluc felt his heart stop. His entire body tensed as his mind brought back all the images of the rapid scarring Diluc witnessed yesterday.

“He’s-,” Diluc swallowed, forcing the words out, “He is fine. I think.” Diluc did not dare look at Father for fear of being found out.

“We have not been contacting each other everyday, but the last time I heard from him, he seemed to be fine.” Diluc said.

It was the truth. After all, the last time Ajax wrote to Diluc, he had been fine. He had been fine.

“Well, that is good to hear.” He paused, “You know, it was discussed in our past meeting about branching into Snezhnaya’s market. Apparently Snezhnayan tourists that visited Mondstadt have been spreading the word about Dandelion wine over there. I am thinking of taking a trip to the capital in order to scout the area and survey their alcohols. Would you like to come? You could finally use some of your days off.”

Diluc turned to his father.

“Really?” Was all Diluc could utter.

His father nodded with a faint smile.

“So, what do you think?”

“That… would be nice.” Diluc softly smiled. Yes, that would be nice. He would finally get to see his Fated in person. Diluc’s growing smile stopped when an intrusive thought made its way to the forefront of his mind.

If his Fated would still be alive then.

Diluc exhaled in order to abandon the thought.

“Son?” his father asked.

“Yes, that sounds good. I will… let Ajax know,” Diluc said.

“Alright. I will update you on the details once they are sorted out.” He clapped Diluc’s shoulder while standing up.

“We should head down now. Adelinde made a feast for you, so make sure you eat your fill,” his father said.

Diluc laughed softly, “I will.”

He stood up, making sure to keep his balance. Thankfully, the talk with his father helped relieve some of his tension and he only felt a bit sore. But that was something Diluc was used to.

As they walked out of the room to eat breakfast, his father began telling Diluc about his most recent journey to Liyue.

Two days have passed since Diluc first started seeing the new scars from Ajax. Thankfully, the first day was the worst of it. The scars appeared less frequently and almost stopped happening by the third day.

Diluc was not sure whether to be happy or concerned about it. Obviously he was happy that his Fated was no longer in pain or in danger. But Diluc was also worried that the lack of scars meant something else. Something Diluc did not have the courage to even think of.

Diluc had continued his duties as Captain. It was more like he was running on autopilot. Thankfully, none of his peers noticed anything strange. Well, except for Kaeya. But Diluc managed to avoid him for the most part. And when he could not, they were with other people, so Kaeya would not be able to grill him for answers.

Every morning, Diluc would write a message, asking, pleading for Ajax to reply. And every night, there would be no answer. It felt as if Diluc had gone back to the days when he was younger, waiting for his Fated to finally contact him for the first time.

Was that it? Did Ajax regret being his Fated? Did he hate Diluc now because Diluc did not keep his promise of keeping him safe? Because he was not there for Ajax when he needed him?

Diluc would not even fault him if that was the case. Diluc should have been there, protecting Ajax. He was his Fated, that was his duty to Ajax. And yet, he had failed him. Over and over again, allowing his sweet Fated become scarred by Archons know what.

And the only thing Diluc could do was pray to Barbatos, to all the Archons, that Ajax was safe and alive. So that’s what he did.

Once he was relieved of his duties, Diluc walked up the steps to the church. He was greeted by Barbara when he got to the front rows.

“Sir Diluc, it’s good to see you again!” She greeted him with a smile.

Diluc was always unsure how to interact with her, given her relationship with Jean. But he could not even think about whether his manners were proper or not for the circumstances.

“Sister Barbara.” He nodded back.

Diluc waited for her to go back to her regular duties as she had yesterday, but when she stayed in place, fidgeting, Diluc knew he would have to put on the “I am perfectly fine” mask.

“Did you-“ Diluc started before getting cut off by the deaconess.

“Sir Diluc, if… if there is anything you would like to get off your chest, please feel free to tell me.” Barbara said enthusiastically. Her face started to redden, “O-of course it doesn’t have to be me you talk to. You could tell any of the Sisters or even Father-“

“Sister Barbara, thank you for the thoughtful gesture, but I do not have any worries I need to relieve myself of. I simply came out of devotion.” Diluc said, placing a hand on his chest, smiling.

Maybe Kaeya rubbed off on him more than he thought. He was getting far too comfortable with lying.

“Oh… I see. I’m sorry. I thought something happened since you normally only come to church during mass.” She said shyly.

Diluc’s jaw tensed.

“As a Knight, I thought it was time I regularly offered my prayers to our great Archon. After all, it is only thanks to Lord Barbatos that our nation is what it is today. He is protecting all of us and allowing us to live a truly free life.”

Now even Diluc felt like he was laying it on thick. But it seemed to do the trick.

“Yes, I completely agree. It is all thanks to Lord Barbatos that we live such happy days.” Barbara nodded.

“Now, if you will excuse me, I wish to offer my prayers,” Diluc said.

“Of course! Feel free to stay as long as you like. And if you need anything, let me know!” And with that, Barbara finally went back to her duties, leaving Diluc alone with his thoughts.

Diluc did not completely lie when he was praising the Archon. After all, it was true that Mondstadt only became what it is due to Barbatos’ winds. His father brought both Kaeya and Diluc to church whenever he was home and was a devout follower, so Diluc was no stranger to the faith. But occasionally he had thoughts about why Barbatos never showed himself in times of need like the other Archons did.

But maybe his impure thoughts are the reason for his current predicament. Diluc wonders if Ajax would have been safe if Diluc had attended church more often.

Diluc sighed as he sat on a bench. It does not matter now anyway. He closed his eyes and held his hands together. Bowing his head, he began to pray to the Archon. He begged him to keep Ajax safe and to send him a message.

Lord Barbatos, I have spent my entire life protecting your beloved nation. Just this once, please help protect my beloved Fated. I promise, as long as you protect the ones I love, I will forever be your knight.

Diluc continued praying til the sun fully set. He stood up and walked back to the entrance.

Barbara was waiting by the door greeting all the believers who were entering and leaving. She smiled when she saw him.

Diluc nodded, about to continue walking, but Barbara spoke up. “Whatever it is, I’m sure your prayers will be answered.”

“I do hope so,” Diluc said, looking down. “Have a good night, Sister.”

“You too, Sir Diluc.”

On the way back home, Diluc took in the stars and felt the wind ruffle his hair.

Yes, maybe his prayers will finally come true.

That same night, Diluc could not sleep. He kept tossing and turning and eventually gave up on getting any rest. Instead, he went to the training grounds and worked through a few exercises. By the time the first rays of light came, Diluc had worked up a good amount of sweat. Deciding he had trained enough, he went to wash up before getting breakfast.

As he took off his clothes, he began examining his body for any new scars that might have appeared.

The light caught on an unusual pattern on his left arm. His heart jumped. Diluc closed his eyes and took a deep breath before looking back at the writing.

I am alive and fine.

The only one thought went through Diluc’s mind as tears blurred his vision. It looks like Barbatos had yet to abandon him.

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things people do after having a nightmare that isn’t crying

struggle to catch their breath

grab onto whatever’s close enough to ground themselves in reality

become nauseous / vomit

shake uncontrollably

sweat buckets

get a headache

things people do to combat having nightmares if they occur commonly

sleep near other people so they can hear the idle sounds of them completing tasks

move to a different sleeping spot than where they had the nightmare

leave tvs / radios / phones on with noise

just not sleep (if you want to go the insomnia route)

sleep during the day in bright rooms

things people with insomnia do

first, obviously, their ability to remember things and their coordination will go out the window

its likely they’ll become irritable or overly emotional

their body will start to ache, shake, and weaken

hallucinate if it’s been long enough

it becomes incredibly easy for them to get sick (and they probably will)

add your own in reblogs/comments!

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Good Traits Gone Bad

Exploring good traits gone bad in a novel can add depth and complexity to your characters. Here are a few examples of good traits that can take a negative turn:

1. Empathy turning into manipulation: A character with a strong sense of empathy may use it to manipulate others' emotions and gain an advantage.

2. Confidence becoming arrogance: Excessive confidence can lead to arrogance, where a character belittles others and dismisses their opinions.

3. Ambition turning into obsession: A character's ambition can transform into an unhealthy obsession, causing them to prioritize success at any cost, including sacrificing relationships and moral values.

4. Loyalty becoming blind devotion: Initially loyal, a character may become blindly devoted to a cause or person, disregarding their own well-being and critical thinking.

5. Courage turning into recklessness: A character's courage can morph into reckless behavior, endangering themselves and others due to an overestimation of their abilities.

6. Determination becoming stubbornness: Excessive determination can lead to stubbornness, where a character refuses to consider alternative perspectives or change their course of action, even when it's detrimental.

7. Optimism becoming naivety: Unwavering optimism can transform into naivety, causing a character to overlook dangers or be easily deceived.

8. Protectiveness turning into possessiveness: A character's protective nature can evolve into possessiveness, where they become overly controlling and jealous in relationships.

9. Altruism becoming self-neglect: A character's selflessness may lead to neglecting their own needs and well-being, to the point of self-sacrifice and burnout.

10. Honesty becoming brutal bluntness: A character's commitment to honesty can turn into brutal bluntness, hurting others with harsh and tactless remarks.

These examples demonstrate how even admirable traits can have negative consequences when taken to extremes or used improperly. By exploring the complexities of these traits, you can create compelling and multi-dimensional characters in your novel.

Happy writing!

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Advice for writing relationships

Ship Dynamics

How to create quick chemistry

How to write a polyamorous relationship

How to write a wedding

How to write found family

How to write forbidden love

Introducing partner(s) to family

Honeymoon

Date gone wrong

Fluffy Kiss Scene

Love Language - Showing, not telling

Love Language - Showing you care

Affections without touching

Giving the reader butterflies with your characters

Reasons a couple would divorce on good terms

Reasons for breaking up while still loving each other

Relationship Problems

Relationship Changes

Milestones in a relationship

Platonic activities for friends

Settings for conversations

How to write a love-hate relationship

How to write enemies to lovers

How to write lovers to enemies to lovers

How to write academic rivals to lovers

How to write age difference

Reasons a couple would divorce on good terms

Reasons for having a crush on someone

Ways to sabotage someone else's relationship

Ways a wedding could go wrong

Arranged matrimony for royalty

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Some tips for using a few words to describe voices:

1. Tone Words: Use tone words to convey the emotional quality of a voice. For example, you can describe a voice as "melodic," "soothing," "sharp," "gentle," or "commanding" to give readers a sense of the tone.

2. Pitch and Range: Mention the pitch and range of the voice. Is it "deep," "high-pitched," "raspy," or "full-bodied"? This can provide insight into the character's age, gender, or emotional state.

3. Accent and Diction: Describe the character's accent or diction briefly to give a sense of their background or cultural influences. For instance, "British-accented," "Southern drawl," or "formal."

4. Volume: Mention the volume of the voice, whether it's "whispering," "booming," "murmuring," or "hushed."

5. Quality: Use terms like "velvet," "silken," "gravelly," "honeyed," or "crisp" to convey the texture or quality of the voice.

6. Rate of Speech: Describe how fast or slow the character speaks, using words like "rapid," "slurred," "measured," or "rambling."

7. Mood or Emotion: Indicate the mood or emotion carried by the voice. For example, a "quivering" voice may convey fear or anxiety, while a "warm" voice may express comfort and reassurance.

8. Resonance: Describe the resonance of the voice, such as "echoing," "nasal," "booming," or "tinny."

9. Timbre: Mention the timbre of the voice, using words like "rich," "thin," "clear," or "smoky."

10. Cadence: Highlight the rhythm or cadence of speech with descriptors like "staccato," "lilting," "rhythmic," or "halting."

11. Intonation: Convey the character's intonation by saying their voice is "sarcastic," "apologetic," "confident," or "questioning."

12. Vocal Characteristics: If applicable, mention unique vocal characteristics, like a "lisp," "stutter," "drawl," or "accented 'r'."

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show, don't tell:

anticipation - bouncing legs - darting eyes - breathing deeply - useless / mindless tasks - eyes on the clock - checking and re-checking

frustration - grumbling - heavy footsteps - hot flush - narrowed eyes - pointing fingers - pacing / stomping

sadness - eyes filling up with tears - blinking quickly - hiccuped breaths - face turned away - red / burning cheeks - short sentences with gulps

happiness - smiling / cheeks hurting - animated - chest hurts from laughing - rapid movements - eye contact - quick speaking

boredom - complaining - sighing - grumbling - pacing - leg bouncing - picking at nails

fear - quick heartbeat - shaking / clammy hands - pinching self - tuck away - closing eyes - clenched hands

disappointment - no eye contact - hard swallow - clenched hands - tears, occasionally - mhm-hmm

tiredness - spacing out - eyes closing - nodding head absently - long sighs - no eye contact - grim smile

confidence - prolonged eye contact - appreciates instead of apologizing - active listening - shoulders back - micro reactions

#writing tips

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This is a friendly reminder to never, ever publish your book with a publishing company that charges you to publish with them. That is a vanity press, which makes money by preying on authors. They charge you for editing, formatting, cover art, and more. With most of these companies, you will never seen a cent of any royalties made from sale of your book. A legitimate publishing company only makes money when you make money, they will never charge you to publish with them. If a company approaches you and says "Hey, we'll publish your book, just pay us X amount of money," tell them to go fuck themself and block them.

#publishing

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How to write a kiss scene

requested by: anon request: How do I write a good kiss scene? As how do I describe it? What details or words would make it good?

What goes into the writing of a kiss scene?

details to incorporate:

the sensations in their stomach, their chest, and their knees

the way their breathing changes shortly before the kiss

the feeling of the other's hands

the texture of the other's clothing

the moment they realise they've reached the point of no return

the feeling they're left with after the kiss

words to use...

... to describe the kiss:

tentative

tender

hesitant

quick

soft

gentle

delicate

languid

feathery

familiar

exploring

hungry

heated

fiery

frantic

impatient

sloppy

messy

aggressive

... to describe how they feel about the kiss:

nervous

excited

giddy

anxious

apprehensive

ambiguous

surprised

reassured

certain

confident

relieved

eager

greedy

... to show what the lips do:

exploring each other

brushing over each other

locking

devouring

touching

sealing

pressing against each other

capturing

lapping

tasting

crushing together

travelling (the other's body)

trailing (down to the other's chin)

grinning into the kiss

caressing

lingering

... to show how their body reacts:

feeling warm all over

buzzing

humming

pumping/palpitating heart

clenching lungs

joy bubbling up

tingly stomach

warm chest

burning cheeks

sweaty palms

blood rushing through their veins

... to describe what their hands are doing:

tangling in their lover's hair

wrapping their arms around their lover's neck

intertwining their fingers with their lover

resting on their lover's hips

pressing into their lover's shoulder blades

cupping their lover's cheeks

touching their lover's chin

curling their arm around their lover's waist

resting on their lover's shoulders

grabbing their lover's collar

sneaking up under their lover's shirt

brushing over their lover's bare skin

lightly squeezing their lover's butt

focus on:

the sensations instead of what's physically happening. (the protagonists might very well not know themselves what is happening exactly, but they feel very precisely)

I hope this helps <3

#how to write a kiss scene #writing romance #romance #kisses

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31 Days of Fantasy - December 2020 Writing Challenge

– This month’s theme is fantasy, though the rules are a little different. Instead of doing a full story for every prompt (unless you’re up for it), the challenge is to brainstorm and write at least 500 words pertaining to each day’s prompt, and then on the 20th choose the writing prompt you were most inspired by and submit a short story around the initial blurb. Submit your draft by the 31st and every story submitted under the hashtag will be in a wrap-up post on the 3rd of January! I encourage you to post your daily responses to the prompts, but it’s not required in order to be featured in the wrap-up.

I look forward to seeing all of your guys’ responses here using the hashtag #WNSfantasy and over on Instagram, where you can tag me @ writingandsuch.

This challenge begins on December 1st, but I always post a day early to give you some time to plan stuff out, because you may need to switch some days around to accommodate your schedule. You’re free to do one day’s challenge on another day if your schedule doesn’t allow enough time to complete that day’s challenge. Best of luck to you!

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☼ Prompt List ☼

After defeating the great evil that had plagued their nation, the hero decides to settle down, now as a farmer, in an obscure town, far from the action. Little did they know, but their arch enemy decided to do the exact same thing. Now, they are neighbors. x

You already had everything you wanted from your first two wishes, so you used your third to free the genie from his lamp. The resulting burst of magical energy destroyed the area like nuke. You wake up 3 weeks later with the ability to wield magic, but the world is in apocalyptic shambles. x

You are the last worshipper of an ancient goddess. Today she asked you out for a date. x

You are a vampire hunter with no martial skills or powers. Your blood, however, is toxic to vampires. x

You are the weakest, scrawniest, least powerful god in the entire Pantheon. But when the mortals finds themselves in a really dire situation, when they are hopelessly outmatched and their doom is near, they pray to you. You are Runt, the patron deity of underdogs. x

You, a 600-year-old vampire, found a good friend on an online forum. After being in touch for some time you decided to tell him/her the truth, but it turns out that he/she thinks you’re just being fantasied or watched too much Twilight. x

The dragon thought it was another “noble knight” coming to try to rescue the princess, but it was a beast tamer, here to tame the dragon instead. x

A demon gets transported into a witches world and meets a young witch. Now, the witch has to keep her out of trouble, and find a way to get her back to Hell. x

Most people in your family have powers. You thought you didn’t have any, only to recently discover you are a human voodoo doll, and want to use this power for good. x

Once a year for a month, gods and goddess from all different cultures come down on Earth in human form. They still have their abilities. You are one of them. x

A fantasy world is under attack by a dark god, who uses and weaponizes an song to puppeteer and influence those who hear it from the shadows. The group trying to stop them knows this, but all seems for nought when one of their leaders hums the melody during a meeting. x

When you and your friends rented this mansion in the middle of nowhere for holidays, you didn’t expect the owners to be a family of slashers. But there is one detail your hosts didn’t plan: of all the victims they could’ve chosen, they fell on a Coven of witches. The hunt begins. x

The Curse was simple, if anyone told the prince how handsome he was, he would die. To avoid this fate, his family convinced everyone that he was a hideous monster. To break the curse, someone had to love him for his heart, not his face. x

It’s the year 2015, after living 300 years as a vampire and never meeting a werewolf or a witch to make your nemesis, you realize you’re the only supernatural species in existence. As time goes by you slowly descend into an existential crisis as you don’t know what to do with your immortal life. x

You always thought your fantasy novel was a masterpiece and disagreed with its many critics. That was until you were sucked into your world and witnessed it yourself. x

You were kidnapped by a Dragon as a living treasure. However, it turns out that the dragon treats you better than the villagers ever did. x

You have just learned that you’re half demon. Suddenly the crazy things that happened at all of your birthday parties start to make sense. x

Due to the powerful, nearly uncontrollable magic residing within you, the village has locked you away - not because of any crime, but because of their fear. Until the day that something much more terrifying arrived. x

Any drawing that your youngest child, (age 3) creates instantly becomes real/accurate. Your child has no concept of consequences, and cannot stop drawing. x

AND FINALLY, DO WHAT YOU WILL WITH THIS SENTENCE: Not all stupid decisions lead to a grand adventure, but all grand adventures begin with a stupid decision. x

☼ Possibly Helpful Resources ☼

Resources For Fantasy/Mythology Writers

20 Mistakes To Avoid in Fantasy

Guide to Writing Fantasy

Commentary on Social Issues In Writing

Resources For Writing Royalty

Dark Quotes & Prompts

How To Make The Journey Interesting

General Tips on Chase Scenes

Tips on Writing Fight Scenes

Tips on Writing Chase Scenes

Best Friends-To-Lovers Prompts

Enemies-To-Lovers Prompts

Resources For Writing (Global) Period Pieces : High Middle Ages & Renaissance

Resources For Writing (Global) Period Pieces : 1600s

Resources For Writing (Global) Period Pieces : 1700s

Resources For Writing (Global) Period Pieces : 1800s

Resources For Writing (Global) Period Pieces : 1900-1939

Resources For Writing (Global) Period Pieces : 1940-1969

Resources For Writing (Global) Period Pieces : 1970-1999

Guide To Writing Historical Fiction | Part II

Guide To Writing Friends To Lovers

Guide To Writing Enemies To Lovers

Resources For Writing YA Fiction/Romance

Guide To Writing Will-They-Won’t-They

Guide To Writing Forbidden Love

This list of prompts was made to offer a wide variety the sub-genres included under “Fantasy”. The main connection here is magic, not exclusively the medieval, Tolkein-esque version that is most commonly associated with Fantasy. All prompts are from the reddit /r/writingprompts page, and credit to the original posts are linked on the (x) next to each prompt.

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