starvedangelll

[starvedangelll]

Back to burning 500kcals today, gonna slow my intake back down to like 800max to try and get down for my new job :]

It starts May 10th, so I've got like 8ish days to start relosing the weight I've gained

#light as a feather #an@rexi@ #b0nesp0 #tw skipping meals #34t1ng dis0rder #@n@ fast #an@ tips #anorexigenic #skinandbones #ana buddie

[starvedangelll]

UghhH been on my period + a binge cycle..

I'm gonna do low res (800-1200? I think?) today and do my best to get back on the grind :']

#light as a feather #an@rexi@ #b0nesp0 #tw skipping meals #34t1ng dis0rder #@n@ fast #an@ tips #anorexigenic #skinandbones #ana buddie

[starvedangelll]

I went to my bfs unplanned, and they don't have a scale, not expecting great results :'(

BUT my collarbone is popping so mucchhc :)

#light as a feather #an@rexi@ #b0nesp0 #tw skipping meals #34t1ng dis0rder #@n@ fast #an@ tips #anorexigenic #skinandbones #ana buddie

[starvedangelll]

I woke up this morning to 44.2kgs on the scale :]

I'm so excited to get this fat off of me finally.

#light as a feather #an@rexi@ #b0nesp0 #tw skipping meals #34t1ng dis0rder #@n@ fast #an@ tips #anorexigenic #skinandbones #ana buddie

[starvedangelll]

My fast ends at like 11 pm tonight, so I'm just gonna tell my bf that I ate and fast until tmrw :D

I'm also going shopping for low cal foods tmrw so it's the perfect day to break my fast !!

#light as a feather #an@rexi@ #b0nesp0 #low cal meal #mealspo #4nor3xia #tw skipping meals #34t1ng dis0rder #@n@ fast #an@ tips

[starvedangelll]

I had to mentally check myself today.

I had a fat girl habit of eating when I’m bored that I’m working on getting rid of Also eating when I get excited. I know it’s gross.

BUT if you can catch yourself before you really let it go and then stop eating for the WHOLE day you can still lose the weight !

Yeah maybe you ate 800 kcals by 1 pm but if you stopped now that’s only 800 kcals for the day baby. Call that a metab day, then get back to it

Look at thnsp0, look at your posts, your written notes. Keep a record of your feelings so you can remind yourself what giving in to weakness results in.

Binging is so irrational. YOU ARE NOT THINKING STRAIGHT.

And babe honestly you don’t deserve to put yourself through the feeling of a binge anymore. Have some fucking respect for yourself and your body enough to not fill it with a hospitalization level of salt, sugar, fat, and cholesterol.

Because you’re gonna eventually come back to your little blog, your Pinterest, those albums on your phone, and wish you would have been stronger. And when yet another summer rolls around, you would have rather been bored. You would have rather been sad. You would have rather been frustrated. Anything other than fat.

[starvedangelll]

gluttony is disgusting.

[starvedangelll]

the cute sundresses that end at the middle of the thigh

how hair falls around your collarbones

“you look good!”

goth dark aesthetic looks amazing, coquette aesthetic looks amazing, street wear ✅, y2k, office attire, dark academia, WITH ANY LOOK I TRY, MY SKINNY BODY BECOMES MY BIGGEST ACCESSORY

really let’s be real, you can kinda just wear anything

thighs not rubbing together when you walk

people acknowledge what you eat to see how they can get like you

baggy jeans hugging your hip bones instead

wanting to be seen with you

wanting to be around you

feeling like your finally hot for them

“is this your smallest size?”

defined facial features

“your arms are so tiny!”

you have to eat less/better to loose weight > body stops tolerating greasy, fatty, large amounts of food > forced to buy less/better food = more money back to your pocket + less food = skinny consistently

kinder public, people go out of their way to speak to you, help you get things out of reach.

exercise gets easier

stares - especially living is a area known for obesity. people look at you like the exception

small fingers

shopping for swimsuits, crop tops and shorts is so fun

also summer??? beach runs in cute work out gear??? bikini parties????posing for cute sunset photos not worrying about angles in pictures

NOT WORRYING ABOUT ANGLES IN PICTUREs!!!

doing anything looks ethereal

encouragement/inspiration for others to stay living healthier + making impact to those around you

feeling small and dainty in mediums and larges that the neck lines almost fall off your shoulders (this happens to me and my biggest flex)

confidence through the roof, so that opens up possibilities in the workforce, in your personal life, etc.

(hugging) “i feel like i’m crushing you”

toxic and former friends don’t hang around anymore. anyone who feeds off your insecurity or feelings of superiority or felt you were all at the same level, get threatened and leave (it’s for the better truly fuck these people they never want you to be good or better than them, weight aside they are to be identified and avoided ASAP.)

better sleep

better skin texture

exes, ghosters, old crushes suddenly and pathetically popping back into your life

feeling like an actual main character in your life vs. the supporting actor

[starvedangelll]

don't eat until someone says something

you're suffering?

then why hasn't anyone checked on you?

i guess ur just not that important

only the seen & heard get fed

so starve

[starvedangelll]

After losing 71llbs shaving has become so much easier

It's the little things ☺️

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[starvedangelll]

I'm gonna be under 100 again tmrw !!!!

icannotfuckitupthistime.

#light as a feather #34t1ng dis0rder #@n@ fast #anorexigenic #skinandbones #tw skipping meals #an@ tips #an@rexi@ #ana buddie #b0nesp0

[starvedangelll]

I have never ever been "skinny" for summer. I'm gonna make sure every summer from now on is skinny ♡

(Not my pic, dm for removal ♡)

#light as a feather #34t1ng dis0rder #@n@ fast #anorexigenic #skinandbones #tw skipping meals #an@ tips #an@rexi@ #ana buddie #b0nesp0 #st4rv3 #it's not as simple as just eating #tw ed sheeran #3d not sheeran #low calorie meals #skinnyspø #skinnyyy #skinsp0 #i need to lose so much weight #tw ed but not sheeran #i need to be weightless #i will reach my ugw #i wanna be tiny #i hate calories #i hate my body #st4rv1ng #starv1ng #starv3 #ed relapse #ed blogg

[starvedangelll]

If only I could burn 80,000 cals 😓

friendly reminder that a person with an average BMI has 80,000 cals of fat storage, just a little thing I tell myself when I'm ⭐ving :)

block don't report <3

[starvedangelll]

I just realized I have soooo many coffee pods that I can just appetite suppress forever 😋

#light as a feather #34t1ng dis0rder #@n@ fast #anorexigenic #skinandbones #tw skipping meals #an@ tips #an@rexi@ #ana buddie #b0nesp0 #tw 3d vent #⭐️ ving #⭐️ ing motivation #i want to ⭐️rve #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals #ed ednotsheeran restriction #i will reach my ugw

[starvedangelll]

Gonna start posting BCs when in under bmi 18.5 (underweight)

Current Bmi: 19.1

#light as a feather #34t1ng dis0rder #@n@ fast #anorexigenic #skinandbones #tw skipping meals #an@ tips #an@rexi@ #ana buddie #b0nesp0

[starvedangelll]

I deff overate today ngl. I feel so disgusting, dude. I'm literally so nauseous and painfully bloated. Why do I do this to myself :'(

Burned 844kcals. Gonna fast tmrw and mb the next day if I feel up to it. I can'tgainthisbackicantgainitbackicantgainitbackicantgainitbackicantgainitbackicantgainitbackicantgainitbacmicantgainjtbakcjeisna

I can literally feel the fat forming, and it's driving me insane.

#bonespø #st4rv3 #ed ednotsheeran restriction #tw 3d vent #4nor3xia #b0nesp0 #an@rexi@ #light as a feather #mealspo #low cal meal #it's not as simple as just eating #tw skipping meals #tw ed sheeran #ed blogg #⭐️ ing motivation #i wanna be tiny #i will reach my ugw #i hate calories #i hate my body #i need to be weightless #i need to lose so much weight #i just want to be thin #i want to ⭐️rve

[starvedangelll]

Burned 500kcals yesterday, and I only ate a little bit of a salad from my bfs work, I would have fasted, but he won't let me anymore

He also brought home so many of my binge foods. I feel like he's trying to make me gain weight. I don't know where to hide the snacks, so they're just in my bedroom, and I'm so terrified to go back in there 😓

Gonna burn 500 more today in preparation for whatever happens later.

#bonespø #st4rv3 #ed ednotsheeran restriction #tw 3d vent #4nor3xia #b0nesp0 #an@rexi@ #light as a feather #mealspo #low cal meal