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Starting to realise that I need to go back to counselling. Abandonment issues have always been a prevalent problem in my life and it never seems to get better. I either go distant with people in the hopes it saves myself from hurt when it inevitably goes wrong, or I spent the majority of my deep in my own head.

I've not really talked to anyone romantically for the past two years, because I wanted to focus on myself. But now I'm at that point where I'm ready to try again, but I don't want to fuck things up like I always do or spend my time in fear of losing someone.

It's not just when it comes to relationships or talking stages though. The crushing weight of getting turned down for opportunities in the music industry is a killer. Constantly makes me feel like I'm not good enough, even though I know I am.

#chatting shit #my thoughts

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I've had a crush on Ella Purnell for YEARS - the Fallout series didn't help.

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Got a 2:1 on my first assignment.. fully half-assed and did the whole essay in a day. If I keep this up I'll definitely be bagging a spot on the masters course lol.

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State Champs at the O2 Academy, Leeds. https://www.instagram.com/maggsvisuals/

#state champs #where were you #kings of the new age #kotna #derek discanio #ryan scott graham #tyler szalkowski #evan ambrosio #pop-punk #pop-punk lyrics #lyrics #lyric edit #punk #punk rock #state champs lyrics

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Reneé Rapp at O2 Apollo, Manchester. Available for purchase as a print HERE! https://www.instagram.com/maggsvisuals/

#renee rapp #photography #live music #manchester #reneé rapp #reneérappedit #rrappedit #reneerappedit #regina george #reginageorgeedit #mean girls #mean girls 2024

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Bring Me The Horizon - Happy Song

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I swear bro I'm so fucking lucky. I've photographed some of my favourite artists, and this year is looking BETTER. Tour talks are ongoing.. fingers crossed.

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@english-fucker will be proud of me because I finally watched the Divergent trilogy and I really liked it..

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Everytime a touring opportunity turns down I instantly contemplate yeeting myself infront of traffic. Its February and I've had two tours fall through, one having a Manchester Academy1 headline 💀

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State Champs at the O2 Academy, Leeds.

https://www.instagram.com/maggsvisuals/

#state champs #pop punk #alternative #emo #derek discanio #leeds #simple plan #neck deep #boston manor #knuckle puck #photography #concert photography #follow me #mine

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Photographing Citizen and Drug Church tonight. Emo hours inbound.

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It would be so funny if I failed this degree tbh.

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(@mothercain) Ethel Cain at The Piece Hall, Halifax. Available for purchase as a print HERE! https://www.instagram.com/maggsvisuals/

#ethel cain #mothercain #preachersdaughter #alternative #rock #dream pop #live music #gig #concert photography #gig photography #follow me #mine

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Fall Out Boy at the First Direct Arena, Leeds. Available for purchase as a print HERE! https://www.instagram.com/maggsvisuals/

#fall out boy #pete wentz #patrick stump #andy hurley #joe trohman #pop punk #rock #alternative #altrock #emo #so much for (tour) dust #so much for stardust #gig photography #concert photography #mine

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The Story So Far at the University Stylus, Leeds. https://www.instagram.com/maggsvisuals/

#the story so far #pop punk #leeds #alternative #alt rock #rock music #parker cannon #live music #concert photography #gig photography #follow me

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Boygenius at The Piece Hall, Halifax. Available for purchase as a print HERE! https://www.instagram.com/maggsvisuals/

#boygenius #phoebe bridgers #lucy dacus #julien baker #the record #the piece hall #halifax #photography #indie #alternative #alternative indie #music photography #follow me #prints #mine

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Photographing Boygenius tomorrow which is pretty cool