sweetmed1c1ne

[sweetmed1c1ne]

well I’m back…

#ana trigger #tw ana thoughts #tw ana vent #tw ana diary #ana bllog #ed #ed bllog #send help

[sweetmed1c1ne]

Pls tell me any good apps to track my ed<3333 I begg

#ana trigger #ed #thinsbo #tw ana thoughts #anor3x14 #anoreskia #disordered eating thoughts #ed bllog #mentally fucked #starve #starving #thin #tw ana diary #tw ana vent #tw eating issues #ana stuff #anna miaa #anorekcya #anorex14 #disordered eating mention

[sweetmed1c1ne]

Anyone have any tips on how I can reach my hand into my stomach and pull that chocolate bar out? Much appreciated xx

#ana trigger #ed #thinsbo #tw ana thoughts #anor3x14 #anoreskia #disordered eating thoughts #ed bllog #mentally fucked #starve #starving #thin #tw ana diary #tw ana vent #tw eating issues #ana stuff #anna miaa #anorekcya #anorex14 #disordered eating mention #slay #sarcasm #personal vent #vent #vent blog

[sweetmed1c1ne]

How can I slay so hard all the time yet let the 2cals in a piece of gum make me cry.

#ana trigger #ed #thinsbo #tw ana thoughts #anor3x14 #anoreskia #disordered eating thoughts #ed bllog #mentally fucked #starve #starving #thin #tw ana diary #tw ana vent #tw eating issues #ana stuff #anna miaa #anorekcya #anorex14 #disordered eating mention #vent #personal vent #vent tag #venting #slay

[sweetmed1c1ne]

I hate two things in life:

1. men

2. calories

#ana trigger #ed #thinsbo #tw ana thoughts #anor3x14 #anoreskia #disordered eating thoughts #ed bllog #mentally fucked #starve #starving #thin #tw ana diary #tw ana vent #tw eating issues #ana stuff #anna miaa #anorekcya #anorex14 #disordered eating mention #men #anti men

[sweetmed1c1ne]

Just accidentally showed my friend my username for this. I will never recover if they find this account pls..

#ana trigger #ed #thinsbo #tw ana thoughts #anor3x14 #anoreskia #disordered eating thoughts #ed bllog #mentally fucked #starve #starving #thin #tw ana diary #tw ana vent #tw eating issues #ana stuff #anna miaa #anorekcya #anorex14 #disordered eating mention #doxxed #hungry

[sweetmed1c1ne]

How am I only skinny in the school door reflection

#skinny #ana trigger #ed #thinsbo #tw ana thoughts #anor3x14 #anoreskia #disordered eating thoughts #ed bllog #mentally fucked #starve #starving #thin #tw ana diary #tw ana vent #tw eating issues #ana stuff #anna miaa #anorekcya #anorex14 #disordered eating mention

[sweetmed1c1ne]

laughing at ed memes knowing full well you’re gonna cry about it later is a power move.

#ana trigger #tw ana diary #tw ana vent #tw ana thoughts #anor3x14 #anorekcya #anorex14 #anoreskia #ed #ed bllog #eating disorder tw #disordered eating thoughts #disordered eating #tw eating issues #starve #starving #thinsbo #thin #skinnysp0 #skinny #anna miaa #ed meme

[sweetmed1c1ne]

People around me

Only two people know of my ed; my ex and my current partner. Neither one knew fully how to comfort me but my ex at least acknowledged it. I need her to be heard or else she’s stuck in my head only. My partner will call me chubby, pinch my fat and even though I have told them, they act as though it doesn’t exist. Anytime there’s a mention of my body being anything but the way I want it to be, it’s nothing but hurt I feel yet I feel like a burden if I say anything. It’ll keep getting worse until people notice and I just wish they would already.

#ana trigger #ana stuff #tw ana thoughts #tw ana diary #tw ana vent #anorekcya #anorex14 #anoreskia #anor3x14 #anna miaa #tw bulemia #thinsbo #thin #skinny #skinnysp0 #ed #ed bllog #starve #starving

[sweetmed1c1ne]

Ana coach

any ana coaches that can help without body checks? Msg me

#ana trigger #ana stuff #tw ana thoughts #tw ana diary #tw ana vent #anacoach #anoreskia #anorekcya #thinsbo #thin #ed #ed bllog #starve

[sweetmed1c1ne]

Don’t think.

this is my second time down bad for ana and it’s going so well. I haven’t made a big deal over food, blogged, looked at th!nsp0 or anything of that sort. I find that when I do that I spend so much time fantasising about what I could be and not living in the moment. I haven't worried about it as much this time because now I can see the weight leave. So it doesn’t matter about what diets or what inspiration you have because if it’s all you think about, the process is going to feel much slower. Of course this is different for all body types but I just thought I’d share!

#ana trigger #tw ana thoughts #tw ana vent #tw ana diary #ana stuff #ed #ana rant #anoreskia #anor3x14 #tw ana related #anna miaa #anorex14 #ed bllog #tw weight #thinsbo #thinspo

[sweetmed1c1ne]

i will be damned if i’m not skinny by Halloween.

[sweetmed1c1ne]

[sweetmed1c1ne]

When you’re losing weight and no one is noticing and you’re relieved because you don’t want them to know you have an eating disorder but also upset because  you’re working so hard and they don’t even notice

[sweetmed1c1ne]

it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger.

[sweetmed1c1ne]

Haven’t had a whole meal for three days<3

#mentally fucked #ana trigger #anor3x14 #disordered eating mention #disordered eating thoughts #ed #it's not as simple as just eating #mental illness #thinsbo #tw ana thoughts #tw eating issues #starving #4n4

[sweetmed1c1ne]

Forgot how hard starving can be sometimes.

#starve #starving #Ed #eating disorder tw #disordered eating #thin #thinsbo #4n4