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lighthouseas · 11 months
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manifesting gumball to win that poll because no one gets him like i do and i say he deserves to win so that means he needs to win
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wrecking · 11 months
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i’m going to just make a bunch of small posts in the tags bc i have like 15 thoughts and none of them really deserve to be full posts so like yeah
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love-belle · 11 months
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modern day romeo and juliet !!!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which their love was the modern day romeo and juliet, with a happy ending.
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for when you find your forever. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
social media au // charles leclerc x fem!reader
warnings - language, alludes to sex, mentions of sex, whatever.
author’s note - hello!! i REALLY hope u all like this one bc it was so fun to write like it was so chuckle worthy so i really hope u enjoy it!! thank u so much for reading, i love u <3 i will try to post once more tonight bc i have 10+ drafts rn with almost 20 requests and i'm trying to do them all one by one, thank u so much for being patient <3
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yourusername got railed and he walked out and came back with cherries and roses for me??? is this true love???
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username Y/N OH MY GOD
username THIS GIRL HAS NO FILTER HELP
username THE CAPTION OMG
lewishamilton boss man is on his way to confiscate your phone
-> yourusername thank u for the heads up 🙏
username MOMMY??????
username IM SCREAMING WHY IS SHE SO BEAUTIFUL
username the caption has my jaw slacked
lilymhe girl it's the truest love
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username no bc i would happily d!e if someone did that for me like CHERRIES AND ROSES AFTER SEX WOAH
username me pretending like i can relate to this knowing damn well my single ass is getting none
username don't be scared gf drop his @
carmenmmundt i'm going to ignore the caption and just say that you look gorgeous baby
-> yourusername as if u weren't the first to message the gc BUT THANK U MY LOVE
-> username not y/n exposing carmen 😭😭😭😭
username god when will i have this ?
landonorris gross we don't need to know that
-> yourusername look away child
username we really lost mother this time huh?
username i can only imagine the look of horror on toto's face
charles_leclerc idk to me it sounds like it's TRUE true love
-> yourusername RIGHT??? that's what i was thinking
username charles what r u doing here
-> username thoughts are being thunk rn
username to have someone who would bring me cherries and roses after getting railed :///
username oh she's GLOWING
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charles_leclerc the water's getting colder let me in your ocean
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username CHARLES???????
username GOODBYE
username NOT HIM QUOTING CHASE ATLANTIC OMG
username i just wanna know who got him quoting this song I SWEAR
username NAH MY MAN'S DOWN BAD
carlossainz55 my eyes.
-> charles_leclerc why do you think i texted the gc before posting???
username WHO IS SHE OMG
username SWIM OMFG
username girlies we officially lost him
username y/n soft (hard) launched her man too and now charles.............are we seeing this shit
-> username i have made the connection
-> username u didn't make shit
-> username i have made it
maxverstappen1 please there are kids on this app
-> charles_leclerc look away landonorris
-> landonorris ur both just as bad as each other
-> username not to alarm anyone but that's EXACTLY what y/n said on her post
-> username oh.
yourusername swim 🌊
-> charles_leclerc swim 🌊
-> username WHAT DOES THIS MEAN.
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paddock.club charles leclerc and y/n wolff spark dating rumours after they were spotted out on a date, only adding into them as they shared a kiss. leclerc and wolff have been having coy interactions on social media for a while now but they were barely seen interacting outside the paddock. both of them, separately, have been hinting at a relationship for a few weeks now although we had no reason to believe that they were together, until these photos resurfaced. click on the link in our bio for more details about the new potential f1 couple.
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username OH MY GOD
username WHATCTHEBFUCK
username pretty people (charles) ruining it again for the poor (me)
username i will be taking months to recover from this thank u.
username charles is really on his path to get y/n disowned huh
username THOSE THIRSTY ASS POSTS MAKE SM SENSE NOW
username they're MY romeo and juliet
username this information is life altering like ACTUALLY
username y/n this isn't u babe come home the kids and the cats miss u ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ u can bring him too ig
username charles leclerc i am under ur bed
username not a vroom vroom guy stealing my wife the fuck
username i would do anything to be at the mercedes garage rn
username i had already made the connection
-> username u didn't make shit
-> username i had already made it
username they'd be such a power couple like WOAHHH
username BOTH of my parasocial relationships are in shambles rn
username off topic but she's so barbie coded and he's just ken
username MOTHER and then it's just some silly guy
username HOW'D HE PULL HER 😭😭😭
username charles leclerc teach me ur ways
username if he can pull someone like y/n then i have hope for myself
username no bc i don't know who to be more jealous of
username not the entire comment section bullying charles and thirsting over y/n 💀💀💀
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yourusername his swagless looks and cringe fail personality have captivated me
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username PLEASE
username OH MY GOD
username SIS REALLY CAME FOR CHARLES LIKE THAT
lewishamilton finally someone addressed the swagless looks
-> yourusername listen i love him but it had to be said
-> charles_leclerc both of you are dead to me.
username SHE'S SO UNSERIOUS I LOVE HER
username she really secured the rival team's driver for future use for her dad and roasted him on the internet while announcing their relationship
-> username this is the most y/n thing y/n has ever done
-> username i know who my 🐐 is
-> username that's what i call iconic.
francisca.cgomes this is the equivalent of u saying "where the hoes at" im heartbroken
-> yourusername babe i just said that so i could avoid that area
-> username fuck charles and pierre it's kika and y/n ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
username bf who is so babygirl and gf who is just a silly little guy
-> yourusername im getting this comment framed and hanging it above the mantle
username i apsire to be her
charles_leclerc can't believe i got violated by my girlfriend like that
charles_leclerc mom amour why
charles_leclerc this is unbelievable
-> yourusername relax i'll fuck u let me be funny first
-> charles_leclerc ........yeah okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-> username CHARLES 😭😭😭😭
-> username Y/N OMG
-> username i fucking love this girl sm
susie_wolff please answer my calls. - toto wolff
-> yourusername give susie her phone back
-> susie_wolff call me. and have charles call me too. - toto wolff
-> yourusername who's that question mark
-> susie_wolff y/n y/m/m wolff. - toto wolff
-> yourusername goodbue ou mu god
username toto is throwing another set of headphones i can FEEL it
username parents 🙏🙏🙏
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charles_leclerc ma belle looked so pretty today i almost cried
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username GOD WHY CAN'T SOMEONE LOVE ME LIKE THIS
username OH MY GOD???????
username need a man to be obsessed with like RIGHT now
username i cried leclerc get on my level
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carlossainz55 almost?
-> charles_leclerc haha don't make me block you.
-> landonorris is he wrong tho?
-> charles_leclerc no comment.
username HE'S SO OBSESSED WITH HER AHSJSJKAK
-> username can't blame him bc SAME
-> username if my girl was y/n i would be too tf
georgerussell63 you are toto's number 1 enemy!
-> charles_leclerc i have been living life in fear since the day we started dating
-> yourusername i kinda like u too much ur sticking around
-> charles_leclerc ahahahahahahhahaah!!! okay!!!!!!! ahahahahhaha!!!!!!
-> lewishamilton y/n he's doing that thing again
-> yourusername he'll be back to normal i swear just give him a min
-> username same charles SAME
susie_wolff so happy for you both 🤍
-> susie_wolff i will be seeing you at tonight's dinner, leclerc. - toto wolff
-> charles_leclerc thank you so much susie 🤍
-> charles_leclerc babe your dad is being mean again yourusername
-> yourusername dad.
-> susie_wolff can't wait to see you, charles. - toto wolff
-> charles_leclerc why was that more threatening than the previous one.
yourusername good. need a man on his knees crying and screaming and throwing up bc im too hot
-> charles_leclerc you can have me like that anytime of the day just saying
-> yourusername BOY MY DAD'S ON THIS APP
-> charles_leclerc YOU ACT LIKE YOU HAVEN'T SAID WORSE
-> yourusername catch these hands
-> charles_leclerc we're now holding hands haha! this is nice!
-> yourusername u dumbfuck i adore u so much what.
username im SICK rn like OH MY GOD
username i see u on street and it's on SIGHT for destroying my carefully curated parasocial relationship
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yourusername he got jack's approval and that's all that really matters
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username HE MET THE FAMILY OFFICIALLY OMG
username what would i do to be an atom during this whole vacation
username JACK AND Y/N MY BABIES ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
username JACK APPROVES WE WON
landonorris does toto like him?
-> yourusername we're making progress.
-> danielricciardo does it look promising?
-> yourusername uncertain but hoping for the best.
-> carlossainz55 copy. keep us updated.
-> charles_leclerc why are you like this
username JACK MY FAV WOLFF FRRRRR
username i think charles is traumatized by now
username SHE LOOKS SO ETHEREAL IN THE THIRD SLIDE LIKE OH MY GOD?????? A LITERAL ANGEL???????? IM SPEECHLESS
-> username charles it's ok u can comment from ur main acc
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username THIS WHOLE FAMILY HAS MY HEART
username susie and wolff the ultimate power couple 🔥🔥🔥
username baby brother agreed everything is ok now
carmenmmundt missing my love
-> yourusername i miss u so bad
-> carmenmmundt i was talking about jack but i miss you too ig
-> yourusername fuck u actually
username well he got 3/4 wolffs on his side that's something ‼️‼️‼️
susie_wolff had the most amazing time, y/n!! even toto said "it was okay." ❤️
-> yourusername i love u guys sm ❤️
-> susie_wolff he still not getting within 6ft radius of you. - toto wolff
-> yourusername dad u do realise that everything that had to happen has happened?????
-> susie_wolff i suddenly need to talk to him. very urgent. - toto wolff
-> charles_leclerc WHY DO U NOT WANT ME TO HAVE A GOOD TIME
-> yourusername oh shit sorry dw u will be fine!!!!!!!!
username i missed the whole wolffs content sm :///
username BABY JACK AND Y/N
charles_leclerc little dude loves me
-> yourusername after u brought him 26281927 toys
-> charles_leclerc a win is a win
-> yourusername ok babe.
charles_leclerc your dad is looking at him like he wants to break my every bone while counting i am scared
-> yourusername just say that i would be upset if he did that
-> charles_leclerc he left me alone thank you my love ❤️
-> yourusername anything for u ❤️
-> username is toaster waterproof???? let's find out!!!!!!!
-> username they make me feel single in 262828 languages it's not funny anymore
username to have what charles and y/n have :///
username if my relationship isn't exactly like this i don't want it.
username they're my parents ur honour
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detectivebambam · 2 months
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For the choosing violence thing.
I curious about your thoughts on 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 16,17,18,19,20,21,22,23,24, and 25
(Your thoughts make my day tbh)
lol i gotchu pinky
the character everyone gets wrong: Dan. she's not a badass. i mean she is, but she's not. she's a scared little girl who had to raise herself and has no idea what she's doing at any given time and i love her for it
why andrew would never top or bottom: actually he does both, and tends to enjoy it. kind of an agressive top but Neil likes it, and sometimes likes to follow orders when he bottoms 🫣 i think they do anything and everything with each other. Neil could be dominant or submissive at any given time, which gives Andrew space to learn about what he actually enjoys. He finds that as long as it involves Neil, he doesn't mind
worst tumblr take I've seen: that Andrew was a misogynist because he doesn't like being manipulated, and "manipulation is a woman's weapon" like how is THAT not misogynistic be so real
why did you block that annoying person?: kept saying that Kevin abused Riko as much as Riko abused Kevin. don't know how far they had to reach into the depths of their asshole to find that one, i just hope they didn't get stuck
i don't have discord
which ship fans are the most annoying: y'all are going to absolutely murder me for this but kevaaron. 1) where did it come from? 2) what's wrong with Katie?? 3) no hate ship what u want but also, i can ship what i want? and it's fine it's literally fine
what character did you start to hate because of fanon: i hate to say it but Thea. i adored her when I read the books originally, but after 4 years of exclusively fanon content i didn't like her. but i did a reread recently and adore her again so it's all good
common fandom opinion everyone is wrong about: Andrew being a sex god. Neil is his first consensual sexual partner. like yeah he knows how to suck dick like a dying man, which he learned in juvie (when he was 13-16?) but in terms of sex? he doesn't know what he's doing and he's probably really scared and nervous
worst part of canon: kevin and thea turning their daughter into a mini Raven 😔
worst part of fanon: Renee erasure 😔😔
fandom related words you've filtered: as of currently? anything tsc related because I don't have access to it yet and people aren't tagging properly. but I also have Rinee (rixo x renee) blocked because,,, what do you actually mean
unpopular character you like and why people should like them: Aaron. yeah he's an asshole and a little homophobic but he was raised that way and he's getting better
worst blorboification: if this means what i think it means, fucking riko. like wdym "he serves cunt" he needs to serve time
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you can't understand why this is popular: kevaaron, any riko ship, riko himself, ichirou x neil, andreil breaking up in fics ?
there should be more of this: fic: oral fixation. sexual or non sexual idc but let's Freud these bitches. fanart: ANDREW WITH LONG HAIR PLS PLS PLS
it's criminal that y'all have been sleeping on: STUART HATFORD. LITERALLY NEXT TO WYMACK ON THE FATHER FIGURE SCALE. I LOVE HIM
you're mad/ashamed/horrified you actually kind of like: i don't feel guilt I'm Presbyterian
part of canon you found boring: anytime they were in class like wdym
part of canon you think is overhyped: this one is going to get me in trouble so i wanna start off by saying that yes, Riko was a victim of abuse. I'm not disputing that at all. but the part where he got beat by Tetsuji and "was more blood and bruise than skin", while being horrible, was also because of Kevin leaving due to Riko breaking his hand. Tetsuji lost one of his biggest investments because of Riko's petty ego
fav part of canon that everyone ignores: Stuart Hatford man
ship you've unwillingly come around to: Kandreil lol. i didn't like it at first but idk the more fanfic i see I'm like yeah that could be cute
topic that brings up the most rancid discourse: picture this, if you will: Nora Sakavic says something about her own damn characters. yeah that's all
common fandom complaint you're sick of hearing: "it's poorly written" it's not. if you can get over the first chapter of The Raven King, the rest is actually written very well and it's so so beautiful and depicts traumatized characters in a way I haven't seen before that is very refreshing
ty for the ask pinky ily
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Uh hi...??
Sup nerds.
Meet the artist's sona:
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Random facts about Ronnie/Vox:
• They don't smell good.. AT ALL.
• It has a bunch of weapons
• They carry around knifes
• It runs around and yells alot
• They have a pet rat and an all-seeing eye
• The "eye" flies around Ronnie/Vox and tells it when danger is around
•They gossip with "Eye" and their pet rat, Bon Bon
Anyways-- here's my...
Names & Pronouns:
Name: Evan/Ronnie/Vox
Pronouns: They/Them/It/Its
Fandom List:
Stars next to my obsessions!!
• The Amazing digital circus ☆☆☆
• Five nights at freddy's
• Undertale/Deltarune/UTY
• Murder Drones ☆
• Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss ☆
• (ROT)Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
• Popee The Performer
• Welcome Home
• Raggedy Ann and Andy
• Hilda
• DreamWorks trolls
• Invader Zim ☆☆☆
• Ramshackle
• Johnny the Homicidal maniac ☆
• Mean Girls ☆☆
• The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals
• K-12 ☆
• Diary of a wimpy kid ☆
Master Posts:
The Tadc dark au
The Amazing Digital High School
Tadc: Eternal Tragedy AU
Hazbin Hotel x Tadc
Jthm x iz au
Dead! Zim au
Remaking deltarune w/ocs
Father! Caine au
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☆ Tak (Invader zim)
☆ Vox (Hazbin Hotel)
☆ Sir pentious (Hazbin Hotel)
☆ Gretchen Weiners (Mean Girls)
☆ Uzi (Murder Drones)
☆ Zim (Invader zim)
☆ Donnie (rottmnt)
☆ Leo (rottmnt)
☆ Mikey (rottmnt)
☆ Alice (the guy who didnt like musicals)
☆ Blitzø (Helluva Boss)
☆ Stolas (Helluva boss)
☆ Gaz (Invader Zim)
☆ Popee (Popee the performer)
☆ GIR (Invader Zim)
☆ V (Murder Drones)
☆ Angel Dust (Hazbin Hotel)
☆ Pomni (The Amazing Digital Circus)
☆ Ragatha (The Amazing Digital Circus)
☆ Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus)
☆ Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus)
☆ Striker (Helluva Boss)
☆ Octavia (Helluva Boss)
☆ Raggedy Andy (Raggedy Ann & Andy)
☆ Janis (Mean Girls)
☆ Gangle (The Amazing Digital Circus)
☆ Tallest Purple (Invader Zim)
☆ Husk (Hazbin Hotel)
☆ Vinnie (Ramshackle)
☆ Raph (tmnt 2012)
☆ Dib (Invader Zim)
☆ Crybaby (K-12)
Featured posts!!
Requests and asks:
Requests are (currently closed)!! You can request art of any of the fandoms I listed. You can ask me anything and if I want to I'll respond. I don't wanna be rude, but it says ASK not tell. So, don't just tell me some random thing.
Rules for Requests:
• No NSFW (I'm a minor)
• No art requests on fandoms I don't know
I'm okay with pretty much anything else (I can't think of anything else)
Boundaries:
Okay, let's get real here. I don't want to hear about your issues unless you're my friend or you ask first. I don't really like to read vents of random people because I'm no therapist. I can't even deal with my own shit.
Next, no spamming me or being up my ass to finish your request. (You can spam me with likes but not with questions if your art is done)
No flirting or being weird. (Unless I allow u to)
You can cuss all you want. Just no slurs.
No asking for personal information. (If you're a trusted friend I MIGHT tell you some little things)
Please act ur fucking age (some exceptions tho)
DNI: Proshippers, racists, homophobic, under the age of 10 or above 30 (some exceptions), Children, u hate Jazmin Bean, ur annoying, u make NSFW, u make gacha heat, u don't act ur age, ur an asshole (in a bad way), ur @/Randysworlds2009, or if I just don't like u :)
That's basically it. If u break any of these boundaries I'll block u<33
Warnings!!
My account is kinda not for kids. I'm a mean cunt who cusses a lot with no filter and threatens to k!ll people who annoy me. (Dont be alarmed, I never actually do. I just want to) I'm a Chaotic cussing machine so be warned (I'd like if kids didn't interact with me)
My account will mention/have:
• Self harm topics
• Mental heath jokes
• The words "K!ll ur self"
• Death threats
• S3xual topics/jokes
• Sensitive topics
• vents and rants
• LOTS OF CUSSING
• Me being a bitch
• Me being horny
And more Chaotic shit (this may update soon)
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amoristt · 10 months
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PART 2 BAYBEEE this has completely revamped my love for marble hornets . anon i literally love u SOOO bad for reminding me of this time to binge the entirety of mh for the 10th time
-as always comments/reblogs are appreciated! - wanna tip me? heres my kofi!
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Escape Fate | Tim (Masky) x Reader Pt. 2
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"For fuck's sake!"
The engine of your car cries out as you jam the gas down to the floor. Rock spit out from your tires, fishtailing out as you struggled to juggle the steering wheel and hanging up the cell phone in your hand. Every couple of seconds your eyes would flick to the rear view just in case that... person was chasing you.
Tim was never known for his ability to answer on the first call. Sometimes the man wouldn't answer at all- you knew this. It was never an issue until now, your mind scrambling to focus on the road. You'd narrowly escaped with your life and it was all thanks to some masked stranger.
With an angry huff, you toss your phone onto the passenger seat and white knuckle the steering wheel, eyes fixated on the road. Flashes of your meeting with death play on rewind in the back of your mind like a projector. The deranged look on Alex's face down to the moment you'd locked eyes with your savior.
Your mind spins on where your destination lies, but it chooses your home. You drive in total silence, listening to nothing but the sound of your car and the wind howling through your cracked window. It's almost like being on autopilot, your eyes distant and far away as you pulled into the driveway. Somewhere deep in your brain, you knew that you should have gone to the police station, but yet you still pull yourself from your car and numbly unlock your front door before slipping inside without a word.
It only takes a few moments before you let yourself fall into your couch cushions. You'd been so close to death you swore you felt its breath down your neck. The warbled memories you have of the masked man force their way to the forefront of your mind. You had so many questions- who was he? Why had he given a shit to save you?
Why did he follow you out to the street?
The thought of him possibly not saving you, just choosing Alex first strikes you, and it draws a cold sweat from your skin. Perhaps you hadn't been saved at all.
Worry spreads like wildfire through you, and in seconds you're up and locking every single window in the house, double-checking any doorways. You want to put on the deadbolt for the front door, but then Tim couldn't get in. You settle back on the couch, glad that other than the coffee table and recliner chair, you had a perfect view of the front door in case anyone tried to break in. The only window was along the far wall with its blinds drawn. Still, sunlight filtered in through the cracks.
A clatter on the floor beside causes every fiber in your being to jump, but when you glance over the edge, you realize it's just your phone falling from your pocket onto the hardwood floor. The screen lights up.
Low battery.
You pick it up and send Tim an urgent message, demanding he come over as soon as possible. And if he sees Alex, run.
Exhaustion riddles you. It doesn't feel real anymore, the memories flashing through your mind. They seem like the frames of a movie now, warped and far away and quite frankly insane. It felt like a nightmare that you'd woken up from, not reality.
After a good sleep to collect yourself, you would go to the police and tell them everything that had happened. And when you woke up, maybe Tim would be there smiling at you from the chair and asking if you were alright. He would touch your face and kiss your forehead, climb onto the couch beside you, and pull you against him. He would make you feel safe.
The idea comforts you enough to lull you to sleep.
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You don't dream of anything. In fact, if the sun hadn't sunk down beneath the horizon and cast the world in night, you wouldn't even have known you slept at all.
Groggy-eyed and tired, you crack your eyes open. The first thing you notice is how unbelievably dark it is. From your position on your back, looking straight up, you can't even make out where the ceiling begins. Your eyes struggle to adjust, finding the only light in the room to be the streetlights cascading in through the window. With the blinds open on the far right, the light pours in just enough to fill the room midway in orange.
The second thing you notice makes your blood run cold underneath your skin.
You'd had your blinds completely shut when you fell asleep.
You were sure of it. But now they're open on one side. Your mouth runs dry.
Slowly, as if afraid to alert something, or someone, you roll onto your side and tap at the floor in search of your phone. When you're finally able to find it, you tap the power button. Then, when nothing happens, you feel your stomach churn.
It was fucking dead. You'd forgotten to plug it in before your slumber.
And to make matters worse, a third thing gathers all of your attention at once: movement.
Right across from you, perched up on the reclining chair, you make out a pair of jeans and heavy, dark boots. Fear strikes you like a lance. Your breath completely stops in your throat. In the dead silence, you're horrified to realize you can hear breathing that wasn't your own. Slow, long drawn breaths, like the figure was simply observing you.
Maybe it was Tim. You had messaged him hours ago, maybe he'd come in while you were sleeping and didn't want to disturb you.
"Tim?" Your voice cracks as you whisper, fear gripping you by the neck. Doubled when he doesn't answer. Tripled when those legs shift just barely. The energy seeping from the figure is downright evil.
Dread engulfs you as you realize your fate. It was Alex. It had to be. He'd broken in and waited for you to wake up like it was some sick fucking game to him, and trapped you within the confines of your very own home.
All alone, with your phone dead on the floor.
You hope you're just dreaming still. But then his breathing picks up and you're plummeted back into the awful reality that was your inevitable death. And instead of running, fighting, struggling for your life and doing something to get away, you just sit there. You remain still as a statue- like somehow he hadn't seen you. Like if you just don't move, neither will he. The moment is long and agonizingly silent, the air thick with tension, your lungs unable to bring in oxygen.
Time passes in slow motion and your eyes struggle to adjust to the everlong darkness. If you weren't abhorrently frozen with fear, you'd probably just burst out crying right there, pathetically begging for your life. You didn't want to die- not fucking now, when you knew the one finding your body would end up being Tim. Not by Alex, someone you considered your friend.
You always knew he'd been losing a few screws but for fucks sake this was murder.
"Please," You start, voice barely even above a dying whisper. "Don't hurt me."
That same feeling of death's breath on the nape of your neck returns to you. Goosebumps riddle your skin. The air so palpable you could reach out and grab it in the anticipation of his response.
The chair creaks. You almost gag on your tongue. The figure leans forward and rests his gloved hands on his knees. Light finally catches his features and you make out a white mask, with dark eyes and painted lips. That same mask that was running laps in your mind since you'd seen it.
Fear saps up and down your spine like electricity. The man had followed you home.
You hate that you stay stuck in place as he get's up from his crouched position and slowly saunters towards you. Like an animal, he climbs onto the coffee table and towers over you with shadowed eyes. Frantically, you search for something, anything human in those dark eyes. You find nothing but shadows. The man feels almost feral, tilting his head side to side as he drew closer to you. His gloved hand reaches out, and traces a line down your jaw, just barely touching over your skin.
Something in the way he touches you finally causes you to react. It makes the moment real, you could feel him touching you. You heave yourself up and try to scrabble off the couch, kicking your legs out. But he's faster. He's stronger- and in the blink of an eye, he grabs your shoulders and hauls you onto your back once more, forced to watch up at him with helpless eyes. When you try to shove him away, he catches your hands and pins them beside your head at the wrists. How simple it is for him to restrain you is terrifying. He wasn't even trying and he still managed to trap you in a second's notice.
"Don't hurt me, don't hurt me!" You babble, eyes squeezed shut and your legs uselessly kicking out. He straddles you and you sob in vain. "Please, my boyfriend will be here any moment just- just leave! I won't tell!"
But the man just tilts his head again. Does it like he doesn't understand.
You're already in tears when he barely loosens his grip on your wrists. Dreadful reality dawns upon you, and you realize you had been right after all. He hadn't saved you. You escaped him just as much as you'd escaped Alex.
Tears slip down your cheeks. He just inches closer until you can hear the sound of his soft breaths from behind his mask. If God was around, he'd hear your endless prayers begging for the strength to get away or for someone to help you.
But clearly, he isn't, because the man lets your wrists go just long enough to touch the sides of your face. Slowly, carefully, they pet down your skin and wipe away those tears freely falling from your wide eyes. And Christ, you let him. You could be fighting back, snarling and clawing. Instead, you're barely breathing, frozen and feeling your life tick away by the second.
He dips his head into the crook of your neck. Your fingers ball into fists beside your head, and you feel him breathing you in.
"What the fuck." You whimper, shaking like a leaf underneath his form. The seconds pass like hours.
After a tense pause, the only audible sound being your combined heavy breaths, he pulls his head away a few inches to look into your eyes. Though you struggle to see his, you can feel them on you like fire. Like those eyes are wrapping around your neck, choking your breath away.
And then you really do think your breath is stolen from you- gone when you feel the unmistakable texture of his gloves move once more. He runs his fingers down your bare neck, to your shoulder. Feather light touches over your collarbones that make you squirm underneath him. Those fingers linger over the line of your cleavage and your stomach flips.
They only stay for a few seconds. Then they're southbound which causes an even heavier pit of dread to settle in your stomach. His head tilts while he explores your clothed body, the fabric of your tank top bunching up around his fingertips. He moves them slowly, languidly, like he's exploring you. Trying to memorize the point where your waist meets your hips.
In the worst way imaginable, it feels... Familiar. You can't put your finger on it but you've been touched like this before, had the curves of your soft skin mapped out by wandering large hands. The same path, the same lingering pauses... The low sounds of his soft breaths reach your ears, and you recognize them.
Your chest heaves, your skin warm.
Only further blossoming in heat when the man leans back and you feel the weight of him rest on your hips. His hands settle on your waist, his burning gaze lingers over your form. The streetlight filtering in paints the outline of him. Glows in the loose strands of brown, messy hair.
Reveals his brown cargo jacket and the broad build of his shoulders. Your lips part in a gasp. His head lowers and you catch a glimpse of that unmistakable facial hair just as his fingers dip underneath the thin fabric of your tank top.
Your skin vibrates under his touch. You can't take it anymore.
"Tim...?"
You'd said it so quietly that you almost wonder if he'd heard it at all.
But he did. He freezes and snaps his gaze straight to you. The first real reaction you'd gotten out of him so far- and it only further confirms your question.
Your mind reels, thoughts spinning out of control. It feels like you're dreaming all over again.
The man- Tim, straightens his back as he stares down at you, his gaze heavy and undeniable. Even fully clothed underneath him, you feel naked. So exposed. His hands retract from under your shirt and rest at his sides loosely.
You'd always known Tim struggled with mental illness. Even early on in the relationship, it was a known fact after you'd found his medication. He always refused to elaborate beyond just telling you he was 'managing' it- and though you of course always felt a sense of curiosity to know more, you didn't want to pry. Plus, it was true. He was managing it. You'd never seen a single outburst, episode, or really... Anything other than some paranoia. And even that never got the best of him.
Just as you were his, he was your comfort, your peace.
But this was something else entirely. This wasn't even him anymore- it couldn't be. This man was too animalistic, moved too feral for it to be true.
Yet this appearance rang true.
His thick brown hair, and squared shoulders. His usual attire and those sideburns that only he could pull off.
But you had to be sure.
You had to be sure that they shared the same face. The same soulful, tired eyes.
To your shock, Tim doesn't react when you prop yourself up to your elbows. Nor does he react when you slowly reach up with a tentative hand and graze your fingers along the hard edge of his mask. You touch at the side of his face- the only visible skin. He sighs when you make contact, long and drawn, almost as if he enjoys the feeling. Just barely, he leans into the touch.
Your heart stutters in your chest.
Drops when you tug at the elastic band holding the mask to his head, and he finally reacts.
Violently.
Tim rips away from you like you'd burned him and stumbles backward, failing to climb off you properly and instead flipping over the armrest at your feet. You hear his back smack the hard ground with a thud and then absolute silence.
The silence only lasts so long. Because suddenly there's clamoring, his feet kicking out, and by the time you're up and peering over the edge of the armrest he seems to be full-blown seizing there on the floor.
Now this you had seen before.
Like every other time, you rush to his side, mind completely forgetting the entire scenario that'd happened moments ago. As much as you want to grab him, hold him close until it's passed, you know you can't. Instead, you kneel beside him, covering your mouth, silently begging for it to be over with, counting the time in 30 second intervals.
The light outside finally shines over his mask. You see his eyes through the gaps.
Thirty seconds.
His body tense, finger's balling into fists. You feel tears prick the corners of your eyes.
One minute.
You swallow down the lump in your throat.
Minute, thirty seconds.
"Tim!"
Finally, like he hears you, he stills. Your heart thrashes in your chest.
In the blink of an eye, you're pulling at the bands of his mask. It peels away with little restrain, and there he is.
Tim. Your Tim. His eyelashes resting heavy over his cheekbones- like he'd simply fallen asleep. Like he'd been here the whole time completely unbothered. His lips are barely parted enough for his soft breaths to creep through. You aren't sure if you should feel relief or fear. All you feel is raw confusion and anxiety eating you alive.
First Alex, now this? What the hell was going on?
Tim makes a soft sound and you look at him with wide eyes, cautious in the waking presence of the man you'd once felt to be your protector. What would you do if he remained the same as before? If when he opened his eyes, you were assaulted all over again?
Another quiet chirp escapes him, and you reach out to gently hold his face. When his eyes finally open, you're the first thing they see. A part of you tells yourself to back away just in case. The rest of you demands you stay planted beside him no matter what.
You listen to the ladder.
His gloved hands come up to paw at your wrists and for a moment, you're afraid your worries proved true. But then, in his low voice, he speaks. And you nearly collapse onto him, a puddle of solace.
"Baby...?"
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sungbeam · 1 year
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𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐮
jacob bae x gn!reader
1.8k words, est. relationship au, low-key idol au?, long distance relationship, kissing/intimacy (cuddling, holding hands, the works), fluff, angst, me missing home, jacob bae brainrot is a disease and i've been thoroughly infected, i can't believe i didn't curse—
a/n: if u couldn't tell, this is inspired by jacob's latest instagram post :') for vibes, listen to malibu (miley cyrus), golden thing (cody simpson), and 17 (julia michaels)
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When the soft stream of morning light hit Jacob Bae's eyes, they fluttered open, squinting and crinkling to adjust to the natural alarm clock waking him up. There was something so beautiful about early morning sunlight, the way its pale, buttery glow filtered through the window and seemed to shimmer against the dust particles in the air.
He sighed through his nose, arm tightening around your waist as he buried his face into your shoulder to hide himself from the waking world.
You barely stirred, but you had been awake for a while, lying still in an effort to give him the rest he deserved. Your phone was across the room on a table charging next to his; again, hiding from the world. "Cobie," you whispered, voice barely audible.
He had heard you loud and clear, though, only replying with a whimper of opposition. "Mm-mm," he refused, head shaking against you. "Darling, don't wanna," he replied lowly, his mouth moving right by your ear.
Your body was content to stay with him. Well, your whole being was content on staying with him, but the point of this trip was so you and him could frolic around California on his week off. Today you would be in Malibu, but the next day, you would probably end up somewhere in the Bay area or maybe even across the state in Tahoe. Time was of the essence, but…
It would have been nice to simply lay here in bed together, to waste the day away. Every day, it felt like the two of you had to fill it with something productive or else it felt like you'd wasted it. With so little time to see each other or spend time together usually, this was your chance to finally have each other to yourselves.
Your arm dove beneath the warm covers to find his hand locked around your stomach. "Come on, hon, there's a really good donut place nearby," you coaxed.
A beat. "Do they have cereal flavored ones?" For a moment, you thought he sounded almost childlike, and you smiled.
"The best," you promised.
As if you'd said the magic words to wake his body up, Jacob released a small groan like a set of creaking hinges on a door frame. He lifted himself up onto his elbow and hovered over you, nose nuzzling against your cheek as his lips grazed your own. "Good morning," he said, a whisper threaded with lingering drowsiness.
You smiled against his mouth, hand reaching up to cup his face gently in one hand. "Good morning."
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One fruity pebbles donut and an iced americano later, you and Jacob found yourselves on the sandy shoreline of Point Dume, beneath the looming cliff sides painted in lush green and sandstone. The highest point of the cliffs speared high above your heads as if reaching up to touch the overcast skies themselves.
The both of you had slipped your sandals off at the precipice of sand and boardwalk earlier, opting to hold your shoes and feel the grains of sand between your toes. Jacob grabbed your hand, fingers curling with yours, entwined hands swinging between your bodies.
Seagulls screeched to the symphony of gently rolling waves. Jacob's gaze was turned toward the infinite horizon. "I always feel like the coast is so gray," he said to you, like a question.
Your eyes stared ahead, mentally trying to recall the walk from here to Paradise Cove. "Yeah, you'd think it'd be more sunny, huh?" You mused. "It's really overcast by the coast, most of the time, unless it's like deep summer. But it should clear up by the afternoon."
"It's kind of nice." It was then that he tipped his head back, his dark brown bangs sliding slightly out of his eyes and the hood of his navy jacket falling backward. A smile widened on his face. "Feels serene and warm. I like it."
You let out a small chuckle, eyes relishing in the serenity reflected in his face. He could breathe easy here. "I'm glad you like it. I was worried you'd be sad to not have the full beach experience I promised you."
Jacob's attention went to you then, his face in innocent disbelief. "Not the full beach experience? All I need to enjoy my time is to have you right here, next to me."
You beamed, eyes ducked toward the sand. "You're so cheesy, jeez," you teased and nudged him with your entwined hands.
He laughed then—the sound was bright and twinkling, louder than the surf itself. "It's true! I just… I'm glad I can be here with you. We've been talking about having a trip like this together for so long, and I…"
The two of you had stopped now, bodies angled toward and facing the other. Your hands sat linked together between you still. Jacob wet his lip with his tongue, the words having died upon it.
You could feel those words echo in you, too. All the words unsaid, the reality that neither of you wished to face. "Well, let's make the most of it and enjoy it while we can, o—okay?" You hated how your voice broke off at the end and quieted. You wanted to be strong; all of this angst was just going to ruin the mood of this trip, and he didn't deserve to have this cloud hanging over you for the remainder of the trip.
You knew he would be able to see right through you as soon as you made eye contact with him. So you didn't.
Instead, you tugged on his hand and shot a grin back at him. "Race you to the next lifeguard tower!"
Jacob yelled in playful outrage as you tore down the shoreline, kicking sand up in your wake. "Oh, you're gonna lose so badly just for that!"
Both yours and Jacob's laughter lit up the beach and for a moment, you could both pretend that this was forever.
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Oftentimes when you were home, here in California, golden hour and sunset was one of the few times of day you looked forward to. However, as you and Jacob settled on the soft sandy bank with twin cones of soft serve ice cream in your hands, you couldn't help the distinct anchor of dread sinking to the pit of your gut.
The breeze was cooler, crisper than it was early in the day. The yolky sun sank beneath the horizon, until the last of its golden rays radiated against the sky in a hazy afterglow.
Jacob had his eyes on you for a while now. Though he idly lapped at his ice cream cone, he sensed that there were feelings you were harboring in your chest right now, bottling them up in an attempt not to upset him. Your quiet wasn't necessarily unusual, but there was a stiffness to your posture like you were curling your body in on itself.
He quickly finished off the rest of his ice cream, then shouldered his jacket off to drape over your shoulders. When you turned your head to look at him in question, he only shifted closer to you so your back was to his chest.
"Thank you for today," he murmured to you, his breath warm on the skin of your neck.
"Of course," you said back.
Jacob leaned his cheek against your back. "Tell me what's wrong, darling. What's going on in that pretty little head of yours, hm?"
He felt your sigh. "I just don't want this to be over yet." You cleared your throat, "We don't have a lot of time left."
"We still have the rest of the week," he assured you softly, though, his heart beat became leaden in his own dread. Yes, the rest of the week laid ahead of you, but afterwards? What then? His hand gently smoothed up and down your arm in an attempt to calm you both down. "But I understand. I don't want this to be over either."
When you couldn't find the words to respond, he continued, "I want to be selfish—I wanna be so selfish, Yn," he confessed. "I love my job and I love what I do, but that means that I can't see you or be with you very often. And today… just proved to me how badly I've missed you. I haven't felt at peace in a very long time."
You finally leaned back against him so you could share your weights, share your burdens.
"I'm sorry," you croaked, "and I know it's not necessarily my fault, but it hurts to hear that you have to feel that way." You peered up and back at him, his eyes meeting yours with the same kind of sheen pooling at the precipices of his eyes. You tried for a sad smile, hand finding his amongst your tangled bodies on the cool sand. "I don't want to waste this time either, because you'll be leaving soon."
He nodded, head ducking slightly to tuck into the crook of your neck. "It'd be nice to be selfish for once," he murmured into your skin, lips trailing up slowly from your throat to the angle of your jawline.
Your free hand lifted, cupping the back of his head to hold him tight against you. "It would be," you agreed.
But it wasn't who he was. Jacob wasn't a selfish person, not someone who would go out of his way to get what he wanted, especially if there were other people in the mix. It was, of course, part of why you loved him so much. His heart was far too large for the world sometimes.
You shifted in his hold to turn around and face him then, your hands resting flat against his chest.
You met Jacob's eyes, his hair falling in his eyes and his jacket falling off the slopes of your shoulders. Your fingers delicately brushed his bangs away so you could see the last bits of pinkish daylight fade out to a bruised purple reflected in his irises. "Let's be selfish for a week," you told him. "Just you and me, okay? You deserve to be a little selfish, Jacob."
His tongue poked his cheek, head ducking then raising to be level with you once more. "We… we deserve to be selfish."
Then he braced his hand slightly behind you, his other coming up to cup the side of your face. Jacob crushed his lips against yours, the feeling of his chest flush against you, your matched heart beats—grounding you to reality. Your arms came around his neck to pull him to you like the waves to a shoreline, begging for just another touch.
And for just a moment in time, you could both believe that this could be your forever.
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a/n: a tad bittersweet :') pls do remember to rb, comment, etc! <3 ty for reading!
tbz m.list
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maythray · 8 months
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you make me wanna play animal jam again.............where do i sign up brother........
YAYYY!!!
Okay everything I'm gonna tell you is for aj classic, download link is here -> https://classic.animaljam.com/en
Once u get the app you can make an an account (button is at the bottom of the main menu). It'll send you though a little tutorial (not too terrible! Would suggest going through it at least once if you've never played) but then you can get right into the game afterwards!
(extra info under the cut)
Few things you'll wanna do after you make a new account:
Set up an email tied to the account
this can be done through either the settings menu, or the little gift icon by the bottom of the screen.
this can allow you to change your chat settings from the regular safe chat option (preset list of possible words) to safe chat plus (any words that fit the filters)
2. Enter me for the invite a friend system :)
There's a system in game where you're able to get rewards for referring a friend, and I recently just started doing this and would love if you helped..
You can do this through the buddy menu (icon in the top left of a tiger and monkey), and then clicking the green "how did you hear?" button. Enter my username (rem4eva) and that's it baybe!
3. Do the journey book!
This can technically be done whenever, but I personally think its a good way to familiarize yourself with the areas in the game. This is a scavenger hunt of sets of animals/plants in the background of each land. Plus it gives you some neat items to start off with.
The book icon won't be on your UI at the start, you have to find and click on one thing to activate it. Easiest are the termites in Sarepia Forest (to the left of the spawn on the tree, right next to the butterflies).
Other info:
It'll take a few days for your username to be approved! Don't worry if you're "New Jammer" for a while!
UNFORTUNATELY most of animal jam is locked behind a paid membership. Its not required to get one (most of the years I've played without one!), but it definitely opens up the game significantly. Just wanted to warn about this ahead of time! If you find you like the game enough you can always get a membership for yourself :)
The AJ wikis are EXTREMELY helpful. This is an old game and has a LOT within it. If you're ever looking for extra info on something, feel free to look around the wikis!
Classic Wiki -> https://animaljam.fandom.com/wiki/Animal_Jam_Classic_Wiki
Thisll be for your general game info!
Item Worth Wiki -> https://aj-item-worth.fandom.com/wiki/Animal_Jam_Item_Worth_Wiki
This will be to check the worth of items! Much of AJ is trading and buying, being able to know what can get you what is very helpful and essentially needed at this point.
Have fun and be yourself :)
If you have any other questions that come up while playing, feel free to ask!! Id love to help :)
(Additionally if any other players see this and have anything to add, I'd greatly appreciate it! I'm not so caught up with what its like to start out new since I've had the same account for YEARS!!)
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abelunwilling · 22 days
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2, 5, 6, 22, 23, any fandom
this was for the salty asks meme, feel free to keep sending~
2. Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?
Probably plenty, but I can't think of one off the top of my head right now.
5. Has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you?
Sorry guys but it's gonna be Star Wars and T3ch/Ph3e (messing up the names so it doesn't show up in the tag--I don't wanna do that to em!). I like both characters a lot individually and though I wasn't really interested in them as a romantic pair I didn't hate it until I discovered it was virtually impossible to find any art/fic/etc. about Phee on her own without the focus being her relationship with Tech/her mourning him/having his kid/etc. etc. ... I don't know, I just feel it's kind of gross for her fandom presence to be reduced almost exclusively to a love interest and/or a vehicle of angst over a man we didn't even see her in a confirmed relationship with, especially since she's such a rich character on her own with interesting connections to plenty of other people. That said, I also definitely see why this ship is important for representation and if they were gonna give a Batch member a love interest, I definitely think Tech is the most interesting choice... so, power to you if you like it, I get it! I just have to filter it for my own sanity now, haha.
6. Has fandom ever made you enjoy a pairing you previously hated?
No; while fandom has definitely put me off certain pairings, it's almost never a factor in why I start liking them in the first place. It will usually be a conversation with a specific person or something completely random from the source material that suddenly sticks out to me, not just stumbling across art/fic.
22. Popular character you hate?
I'm sorry Star Wars fandom, but I just don't give a shit about Darth Maul and I never will u_u
23. Unpopular character you love?
I feel like when u met me the obvious answer would have been Shuuji (Digimon Survive), but weirdly I feel like the tide has shifted on that one (good!), so here's a total wildcard: I think Haarlep BaldursGate is the funniest person to ever not exist, they have done nothing wrong (except try to kill me--which wasn't unwarranted) and tbh I'd give them the keys to my house.
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earlyh0minid · 1 month
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Hi I was wondering if u have advice for dating profiles?? The concept of dating apps make me nauseous but I might boarder on desperate in the next couple of months for connection/a girl. It would be cool if I could make a friend especially if she’s a lesbian and then can introduce me to all her lez friends otherwise I might be interested in a hook up ?? As a regular thing. I would say a relationship but atm I can’t commit to that. For context I’m 20. I just have no idea what to put in a bio I know it’s not true but I fear that I am terribly boring and will come across as such. sorry if this is a strange ask 😅
ya my #1 piece of advice is that you should use the written bio to be funny. too many ppl are way too earnest and detailed in their bio. no one is getting to know you until you see them in person or at least really start talking. the bio is just the hook. the best way to hook a stranger into being interested in you is by being funny. if u get some interesting or flattering personal info in there while you're at it, great. for tinder, try for relatively short and sweet. for hinge, answer the prompts funny style, not literally. 90% of ppl on there are answering the same boring questions w the inane details of their personal lives and i promise u it's not helping them make friends or get laid.
it doesn't have to be the most hysterical thing ever written, just hopefully enjoyable to read and sets a good mood for the convo you will hopefully be having.
i used to have mine (tinder) set up as two truths and a lie. now it's set up like reviews. other times ive had it set up as literally just one sentence. honestly u can even check out the bios you find the most charming and emulate them.
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in terms of pictures, don't put ones with a lot of filter, it's tacky and low class and makes a person seem like they have low self esteem. harsh but i gotta keep it real.
it's good to have a mix of flattering selfies and pictures of you with other people or doing something interesting. i often throw a meme in there near the back. and even if u think pictures where you are not smiling are the best looking!!!!!! you are wrong. u need to put mostly ones where you're happy. other ppl think you're cuter that way, i promise.
real talk, at the end of the day, most women are a little lazy and a little bit chicken when it comes to dating and getting out there. which is cute and it's ok it's just life. so i also wanna give u some tips for starting the convo.
if u can, u wanna find an interesting detail in her bio and say something funny or ask a question about it. try to get off the app and pick up her number or set up a date fairly quickly. u can do this at the end of a convo by saying something like "hey i gotta hit the hay/i gotta head out, but i absolutely want to stay in touch. could i get your number/are you free this weekend?"
unforch it is a numbers game and most of the time things just don't pan out, but that's ok! it's all just fun and games. Godspeed!
PS also wrt the bio, it's ok to leave a lot of shit blank. leave em wanting more.
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notholaenas · 9 months
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curious what do u not like ab x-reader stuff? like personally I don’t engage w it but I don’t see the harm in it? asking coz I saw the mischaracterisation circle in hell tag and was wondering lol, unless I’m taking it more serious than u meant it sozzers
heyy. i have no idea how old this ask is lmao i didn't ignore it on purpose i swear.
disclaimer: i don't speak for everyone, this is just this girl's opinion, no more, no less.
i myself try not to engage with it as well, mainly because reading about other people's sexual fantasies (cause essentially this is what x reader content is about, isn't it?) makes me a little uncomfortable. (also i'm not talking about the y/n imagines things, if it brings you joy and comfort, who am i to judge? yk)
my main concern isn't about the mischaracterization, strictly speaking (that's another story), but the fact that no matter how hard you try, you cannot escape it; you cannot filter it out if those who write it refuse to tag it properly. a good portion of the tags i follow here are cluttered with x reader/reader insert content even though i have the "tag" and any related expressions on mute. it's my personal preference not to consume this type of media, so naturally i take an issue with it not being presented correctly, therefore me being unable to avoid it.
as for the mischaracterization: the x reader content i happened to have the misfortune to glimpse were basically just sexual fantasies projected onto certain fictional characters, them behaving certain ways or saying things they definitely would not do/say in any other situations. and i'm not talking about fic writers taking liberties with the personalities of the characters they're writing about for the sake of an au. i'm talking the "he would not fuckin say that* type of stuff, where you basically take an oc and hide it behind [insert character's name]. if u wanna write p0rn with yourself getting into situations, that's fine by me, you do you. but i'd prefer if you leave my favorite characters alone. lol
so yeah, i didn't mean anything serious by the tag there, simply expressing my neverending frustration with a situation that cannot be helped, sadly. (i mean.... it could be helped if writers tagged their shit properly but whatever.)
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chososdiscordkitten · 3 months
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It’s me again😈. I think since u’re one of the only creators ik that interacts with their followers, I’ve fallen in love🫶🏾🫶🏾😚😚 But that’s not the POINT the point is that I have more inspo that I hope u write one of these days since ik u’re booked this week with our baby Gojo🩵👀
my pitch: stripper/exotic dancer y/n dancing for Gojo and Geto and things get heated cuz they get (consensually) handsy.
also, also, also sry for the ramble but I jus thought of this and honestly I wanna start creative writing again, but have no idea how. Thoughts, suggestions?
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hello gabby the delulu!! awe that's so sweet. I rlly do try, I don't like seeing unanswered asks in my inbox that's probably why. And!!! I see all of y'all as like my friends so me thinks that's why too.
AND OMG??? ive been waiting for a stsg ask!!! im writing down the idea rn :)
more below cut so I don't take up too much space lol.
seeing as a lot of ideas/reqs have been coming in, I think ill do a drawing system? where I write down the ideas nd put em in my hat nd pull what ill be writing that week. That way everyone's idea gets a better chance of being written rather than me just choosing which one I find more appealing. Idk, me thinks it's a good idea.
hmmm, for creative writing. I honestly get my inspo/urge to write by laying down in my bed in the dark, playing music and thinking up scenarios in my head. I usually filter through 2 or 5 scenarios, like I play them in my head as though im watching a movie? and whichever one is more entertaining/ hotter ill sit up and write.
for me the vibe my room has helps a lot, I write with all the lights, lamps, on like a dark purple/pink color? and playing whatever music im in the mood for.
never apologize for rambling. I luv seeing what y'all have to say :)
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waitingonthewind · 6 months
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Out of all your characters (from games or otherwise), which one do you think is the most like you? In what ways? Was it intentional, or was it an accident you only noticed after the fact?
(Feel free to delete if it feels too personal 🙈)
@undead-potatoes aaaaaa thanks so much for the ask!!! i don't love doing self reflection (i have a hard time in identifying things about myself and often rely on other people to Tell Me Who I Am) but i love talkin about my ocs so this ended up really big
ill pop the majority of this under the cut but here take an unfinished doodle of my first attempt at a fursona in this the year 2023 bc i finally had some insight into What That Might Be for me its a leafy sea dragon bc as a kid i loved dragons and also leafy sea dragons specifically and as an adult i love fish and plants and the colour green ok basics covered here we go
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its a really tough one, especially since all my characters have huge parts of me in them (u point to one of my guys and there's a 99% chance they're queer and a 95% chance they're autistic), and the majority of my characters infect me with Their personalities and traits (speech mannerisms especially... i went about 3 years peppering the word gotcha into every other sentence bc of ollwyn. in terms of it being intentional, usually only one or two bits with each character. i try my best to give characters personality traits and interests that differ from my own, or at the very least mix and match bits and pieces.
sometimes i'll try and make characters that are so so different from me but then it backfires because it means that im far more likely to pick up that character's traits (i didn't swear at All in my whole life until i tried making a character outside my comfort zone who Did swear a lot and now fucking look at me). i also don't like doing my Research so going for interests that i don't know a lot about means i don't. know anything about them lmao.
i think it's impossible to have a character that isn't at least Somewhat like you, we draw from our own experiences and ways of seeing the world, after all. i know i put little pieces of myself into every character and it's hard to say if there's any One character that embodies me most.
almost none of my characters really look like me tho
all that being said i've narrowed down my entire list to three of note. all three are dnd or other ttrpg characters bc they're the ones that i find myself having to think most about in terms of how they Think and Feel in any given situation and over time would notice stuff about myself or about them that i didn't realise were related.
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i think these days ollwyn wins out personality wise goofy, indignant, lonely, desperate for approval, and loud. they're stubborn and enthusiastic, needs to be centre of attention but doesn't want to take the lead. they don't have many friends but latch onto those they do make. i re-realised my rat dreams because of them. i made em a bard bc i was obsessed with music as an aesthetic.
i made em a half-elf because i didn't wanna be Too out there with character creation (back when i was a terrified lil new rp-er who hadn't touched dnd before and felt i hadn't Earned anything more interesting yet). then magic and stuff happened and they got all the over-the-top design elements i was too nervous to implement initially and even that feels representative of my Own growth in being more Out There with my aesthetics and personality (i.e. completely shutting off my social filter, not toning shit down so much anymore)
oh i know i said none of my characters really look like me but i almost never draw ollwyn with their mouth fully closed and i only realised like years later that it may have been just a mild lil projection of a habit. i got big front teeth and breathing issues and i find it uncomfortable to close my lips Most of the time lmao
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my poor unfortunately named aasimar (it was 2018........ i promise...............) takes the cake when it comes to suffering the brunt of my neurodivergence and sensory issues, and represents a significant portion of the judgy parts of myself that i try not to let myself be. strong opinions, blunt, tone issues, big issues with food and touch. comes across as, and often is, very critical. the biggest difference between me and them is that they don't feel bad about those aspects of themself lol
where i spend every moment of my life either desperately concentrating on my wording so as not to come across as rude, or feeling shitty for coming across as blunt/aggressive in tone or phrasing (where 99% of the time i absolutely don't mean it that way im autistic pls im autistic if i wanna be able to get the Right words out the tone doesn't match and vice versa), corona just says what they want or what they think, and if people get offended, that's People's fault for not trying to make more of an effort to understand the way they talk.
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sal is my Top Oc Of All Time and as such takes on a lot of random aspects of myself (skin picking, fidgeting, latent anxiety, All of the visual aesthetics i Wish i could pull off, my love of birds, my tendency to Mr Burns Posture my way through life. she's also very very australian), while also inflicting things on me lmao ive learned more about my gender from the years of playing her in her rp campaign than in the rest of my entire life. a lot of her experiences and dynamics with her friends and family reflect a lot of aspects of my own
i only want good things for her and constantly put her through fucking hell
anyway they're all So Much Weirder as people than I can really put on paper and in (relatively) different ways but i just know it all stems from the Who I Am of it all
bonus shout out to beki:
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she was my homestuck fankid and first proper oc, which also meant that she was only about two steps away from a self insert. because i made her as a teenager, i feel the distance between us more each year, but im still very fond of her, in the same way i am for my teenage self. i wanna pat her head and tell her she's cool and not annoying and that her friends don't hate her and that things will be okay
i think it says a lot about me that all four of these guys fall somewhere on the aro/ace spectrum (almost in order of least to most aggressively aro/ace. ollwyn's a demiromantic greysexual, corona is demi + grey on both romantic & sexual orientations, sal's pretty much only interested in the One Guy Ever, and beki is sex repulsed, 100% aro/ace) lmao
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elllteo · 5 months
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🎹 🙌 🍀sends u these for whichever oc u wanna do!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHOO LETS SEE
🎹 : Do they have any hobbies?
Matteo - He writes his own music and also plays a few instruments! He wanted to go into music production for college, but that never worked out. He also really likes to write - he writes buffy the vampire fics, and many of them are self insert or smutty LMAO. He'd get into x-files too once someone showed it to him :)
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Ellis - He does embroidery! His mother taught him and he's really into it. He also watches trashy soap operas - and he draws, but most people don't know it and wont get a chance to see it. He's very good - he would've done something more arts or sports related if his father hadn't pushed him towards being a detective u_u
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Blake - He cooks (if you consider his chefly abominations cooking). He doodles. He games like a gamer. He causes fights on purpose. But more than anything. He likes to take pictures :)
Vance - Classical music enjoyer and also Hyperpop enjoyer. Hobby wise....he works. gfkjshdf He's worse than Ellis.
Julia - Walks...she likes to wander a lot, but in doing so, she often gets lost. fgkjshdflgk They've had to track her down a few times before her phone battery died. Dangerous game she plays.
🙌 : How many siblings do they have?
Matteo & Blake - Siblings!! Except they have like 5 more half siblings they don't know about and probably never meet!!! Thanks mystery-dad! :D
Here's them being stupid little rat-creature-babies when they're supposed to be in BED
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Ellis & Erin - They're the only siblings they have. And also really the only close family left, either. Sadge :(
Travis - He has two sisters who are twins...I still need to make them tho so shhhh FGFKLSJHDF
Vance - An only child if you don't count...whatever she is. Or the ones before.
Julia - Her mother and fathers least favorite only child.
🍀 : What inspired this oc?
Okay this is a fun question bc I drop the Matteo lore every chance I get bc its so funny to me. Ferret inspired little man. But the truth is, the others...all came about because the world Matteo resides in, needed them?
LIKE GFJKSHGFL He is the sun around which the ocs I have created rotate even if they don't really ever interact, bc through him I start thinking about gaps in the world or things that would be fun to add. He's the filter and everyone who appears is condensed little nuggets of an idea.
Vance exists because he needed a Boss. In needing a Boss, Vance's storyline also very nicely added up to being a catalist.
Julia exists because the plot needed a hook. Because of that, she's developed into something more, and my wife and I are actually in the middle of reworking her purpose to better fit agency into her whole situation.
Others came about for similar reasons - what is this story missing, and who can I fit into it to help fill it out?
From there idk. I just take elements that feel like the right "vibe" from the mental library in my brain and fiddle with it until it looks/feels right....it's not often a very directly-inspired-take??? Moreso I'm not often entirely aware of the influences going into the oc, bc I do it based on vibes KJKJGHSLKDJF
I hope that helps bc I don't really have direct inspiration for other ocs!!!
Vance looks like slender man I guess but that's more an unintentional side effect of him being Wrong and arriving at the same kind of place. Divergent evolution or something??? LMAO
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swordsmans · 9 months
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I was always kinda under the impression that tagging things was better so people can block the tags for topics they don't like, but now that I see how flooded my favorite one piece tags are I never wanna do that again. Sorry for contributing to the spam!
it still is, in my opinion! thats a huge part of the reason why i try to tag everything i post, aside from like... general indexing purposes. tagging content helps keep the dash clean for people with rigorous blacklist/filtering setups (like me). it makes complete sense to tag things that are character/ship/etc. content (<- i hate that word but you know what i mean; art, writing, jokes, meta, etc.) or community posts (questions, calls for fics/art, commission announcements, etc.), both reblogs that dont show up in the tags and especially original posts that do--because the latter is, like, what the tags are for.
what irks me are like... tangentially-related original posts that people tag for exposure. personal posts that dont have anything specifically to do with the character/ship, but get tagged anyway even if theres something implied or if op likes it. or people just straight up including things that are... unrelated? its hard to articulate without being specific but im trying to avoid that, but... like, people who follow your blog know what youre into, so thats the audience youre posting for... u dont have to blast small-scale/personal text posts (in my opinion) because the people who you want to see it will already see it by virtue of following you. thats your house. i dont open my windows and yell about where im parking to my whole neighborhood... we share the street... theyre right there... u know.
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taakosleftshoe · 2 years
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Welcome to my big log.
About me:
My main blog is @moreclaypigeons
my art blog is @sierraveree-art
I run @tazsapphicweek
I have listened to all of the TAZ campaigns!
My favorite is probably Ethersea but like also Balance<3 and STEEPLECHASE!!!
I try to upkeep the wiki, and am an admin there. You can find that at adventurezonewiki.miraheze.org, and our blog is @adventurezonewiki , where you can send any and all questions!
I love to draw and write, but I definitely draw a lot more lol
AO3: lessclaypigeons
My most grateful moments with the TAZ include going to the San Diego & San Jose liveshows, and having Justin and Griffin answer my questions in the Ethersea Wrap-up TTAZZ!
If you want me to tag anything just lmk!
Proudest posts:
Convincing Justin to GM
WIP I wanna sort this better and update my tags 😔😔
A look at my umbrastaff ft taako cosplay
Being a catalyst of the infamous pants post
beary bluejeans
nanofather essay
Tags:
[I’m still working on getting all of these applied to posts I made before having this kind of system. also this is like 100% for me lol]
#barry queuejeans - my queue tag! if i've queued a post, or more likely, a reblog, i will add that tag and u will know i was not online just then. it helps keep the ecosystem going.
#srb or #self reblog
#favs - my favs
#sierra speaks - me talking
#a sierra original - a post that’s mine!
#my art
#ask game - did an ask game :D
#fic ref - I’m saving for reference for a fic
#writing tag - my writing
#to id: I still need to add image ID's
#tbr to be read/come back to later
#ref - reference, use for later
#taz playlists - when i talk about playlists!!! i love them!
#other people's fics - i have on occasion mistagged these without the apostrophe. my bad
#friends art
#thank you for the ask! - if i've answered an ask, it should show up here!
#not taz - if im talking about something thats not taz, it ends up here. and you may think oh sierra this is a taz blog why would you-- i do what i want. jk it is probably smth about fandom or my time creating art for fandom or smth
#headcanons - dont use this tag enough so sorry guys
#discord??? i forget my tag tbh
#ttazz spoilers - im unhinged. if u didnt want the the adventure zone zone spoiled LMAO
Campaign specific tags (i don't often do character tags. but sometimes)
Steeplechase
#taz steeplechase
#taz steeplechase spoilers - SPOILER TAG block if u are not prepared
#steeplechase bingo - there is a steeplechase bingo card i am filling out as i listen. it SHOULD??? be tagged this?
Ethersea
#ethersea ref - see above
#ethersea environment ref
#the adventure zone ethersea - usually only on original posts. not consistent
#taz ethersea spoilers - I try to always mark ethersea spoilers with this. so filter it if you’re not caught up!
otherwise, spoilers in: #taz e spoilers
#taz ethersea - originals and reblogs will typically contain this one
#taz e - less common but will use if i’m rushing?
#amber gris
#devo la main
#zoox
#oksamber (aka bubbanana) amber and kodira (oksana)
Balance
#the adventure zone balance
#taz balance spoilers
#taz balance
#it's taako! you know! from tv! - my taako tag
#magnus burnsides
#merle highchurch - ok so i dont use it that much
#blupjeans - barry and lup
#taakitz - taako and kravitz
#magnulia - magnus and julia
#a taag if you will - taagnus tag (get it)
#lucretia and taako - they make me emotional. what can i say
i also have a tag for every arc, pretty much. theyre not consistently added cause i decided to do them later: #### #eleventh hour # #stolen century # #post story and song
Amnesty
Graduation
Dust
Design reference (aka when I see a design I like for a character) (WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY TAGS HERE) 
#design ref
Steeplechase
#montrose design
#emerich design
#beef design
Ethersea
#amber gris design
#amber design
#devo design
#zoox design
#oksana design
#urchin design
#blinkshark design
Balance
#taako design
#kravitz design
#merle design
#magnus design
#lucretia design
#lup design
#barry design
#voidfish design
#davenport design
#julia design
Amnesty
#aubrey design
#indrid design
Dust
#indrid design
#augustus parsons design
#callan design
#lulu design
Graduation
#argo design
#firbolg design
#fitz design
#rainer design
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