#<3 again thankies for reaching out <<33!! sorry for concerning extended metaphor in the tags <3

[sapphicjigsaw]

girl as someone going through some of that stuff as well no that stuff is not something everyone has and people are generally usimg 'the horrors' to mean like chores and things no one enjoys doing not. mental and or physical illnesses </3

I have learned recently I maybe have to do something about my debilitating mental illness and physical body deterioration. Unfortunately the horrors have decided I cannot do anything right now and should instead start shaking so hard I can’t read. And then pass out.

#<3 thanks for reaching out I really really like hearing from you #god why does existence have to be a constant struggle #and then also school on top of that??? #like how do I tell my English professor ‘sorry I can’t turn in my draft friday. I stopped running and the horrors caught me.’ #sorry but everything I spent so long stacking up around me to keep myself from pilling on top of me is falling cause apparently the floor #tilts slightly towards me in every direction and something got so high it could no longer stand and everything else is falling around it #im trying to catch the important things I really am but it’s all falling at the same time and it hurts to stand under it and I’m so tired #so that being said how does an extension to Wednesday sound I’m sure I’ll figure everything out by then #and I still have all my other classes to do #side order save me #<3 again thankies for reaching out <<33!! sorry for concerning extended metaphor in the tags <3 #(all of that is genuine I am not being sarcastic I appreciate you so much and you are so cool to me)