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solarisgod Β· 5 days
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do you have any evidence of that ?
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 ❝ Yeah , I sure fucking do , ❞ I stick my middle finger at you , a lopsided grin now present on my face despite the fact we're still behind the prison cell glass . God , I've been WAITING to pull this card on you . You're the one who called Micah to come back to this hellhole before I had xem dropping your ass , right ? ─ I know you know that there is more than Micah in this body . YOU KNOW I EXIST . . . Good . I want you to remember my own speech β…‹ mannerism because when we free ourselves from the chains , I want you to know it will be me who will make this hellhole even worst . . . ❝ . . . I just remember you're blind but , uh , I need you to know I'm pulling the middle finger ─ ❞ γ€˜ Just execute us ─ γ€™I hear Phobos in our shared headspace . Jeez , okay , okay , okay , stars above ─
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solarisgod Β· 2 months
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Starter call. Length varies and Micah will be written unless asked otherwise. Please comment a word for the thread's theme otherwise I won't make it, or comment a β™‘ if you want the thread plotted out which doesn't have to be in depth as long as there's an idea to be met.
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solarisgod Β· 3 months
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Me autismly staring at these mun prompts like ...........................
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solarisgod Β· 2 months
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a few days later after the grand final trial, micah finds themself in the dreaming where they meet the dream of endless, its presence cold and distant as ever, though, there is a certain raw shift in the celestial atmosphere between them that does not bring micah apprehension, but comfort providing. it knows. IT KNOWS WHAT YOU HAVE DONE AT THE REALM OF DREAMS AND NIGHTMARES β€” screams follow micah, their body flinching at the pressed dark memories, eyes burnt. it knows the people who were caught within the dreamloop by the metaeide of cycles, the saints who died by the cruel hands of the infernals β€” BYTE, BYTE, B Y T E β€”
goodbye, micah. it was an honor getting to exist with you. thank you for being my closest friend. for only ever believing in me β€”
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❛ i'm so sorry, ❜ is micah's first uttered words to the tragedy that they have created, placed out before @somneiroi / @narrated as sanguine hands and mouth dripping dreamdust, awake and real and painfully alive. this is an apology to everyone who micah failed to protect β€” SAVE β€” i did not save everyone β€” byte β€” I FELL TO THE DREAMLOOP WHERE I SAW ME AND MYSELF AND I, ONLY EVER WANTING TO GO H O M E β€” time spilled not with sands but blood once micah broke free from their own cycle, yet, they were too late to aid those held down by the metaeide nevertheless. micah have failed the endless of dream.
dreams became forever and many innocents were trapped in them to their death.
don't you see? strange things have been happening from and to micah themself. micah is going to kill us all β€”
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dream's voice breaks through the memory of grimgrins', quiet, but honest still, real enough to frighten micah who does not believe so. micah doesn't realize how much their body trembles until they see their knees nearly close to the sandy surface, deep guilt and grief borne on them. tears roll over their cheeks, more and more while their visions blur before they feel like blood is leaving them shaken terribly, all so broken. you did everything you could. YOU DID EVERYTHING YOU COULD. micah shakes their head in disbelief and they feel a body forming on them. byte's, dead. dead. DEAD / YOU KILLED BYTE β€” ❛ but was it truly enough? ❜
in response to their agony, the dreaming falls silence and the universe closes its eyes.
micah falls to the ground on sore knees, shakily sobbing, their sorrow sky shattering.
one by one, the stars flicker, then vanish, leaving above only the infinite darkness.
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solarisgod Β· 6 months
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xoxo :) β™‘
[ finale ]Β β€” my muse lets your muse cum
[ fill ]Β β€” my muse fills your muse with their cum until they’re bulging
[ plug ]Β β€” my muse keeps your muse plugged up with their cum
[ gentle ]Β β€” my muse feels your muse’s cum-filled belly
[ circle ]Β β€” my muse makes shapes with your muse’s cum on the floor/their belly/etc
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Hot series of pants and whimpers leave Micah trembling on bed as Warlock thrusts deep in them, motions rough and pace quick, its teeth pressed against their shoulder. With both Warlock's and their own libido being higher at this night, it is the fifth time when Warlock had come inside of them, now reaching for its sixth and final climax. Heaviness have been lingering in their core with the pleasure rushing through them. Each thrust made against them, Micah whines at the stretched feeling that reminds them their stomach being full, having to be filled with so much come from Warlock. Micah can't stop thinking about the idea of having a family with Warlock after this, even though they know very well that it's not their time yet. But Micah dreams of the kindest future where they are only safe and happy with those who they love most.
Micah whimpers at a cold hand touching their stomach with a growl behind them, the gesture done in a form of protection. Their body burns more when they think that Warlock is sharing the similar thoughts with them . "Love- Lovelock," Micah pants, wanting to touch themself. They haven't got to come once in any of their sessions. They can't, as ordered. They have to be a good star for their most beloved moon. "Please, le- let me come, ple- please," they beg, staring at their swelled cock, cheeks red and eyes watery. "Daddy." The cold hand leave their stomach so it can grip Micah on their chin, pulling closer towards Warlock who growls against their mouth and kisses them in desperate brutality, catching lips with sharp teeth. Warlock's hand still on their waist, another now around the twitching cock, slick with their precome.
"Fuck yourself, then, babystar."
Micah realizes what Warlock is doing to them and blushes, slightly thrusting into its fist out with shy hesitation. When a wave of greater pleasure hits them, consumed in desperation for release, their pace fastens. β€œFuck, thank you, thank you, thank you!” Micah rocks their hips back for Warlock to fuck them as much deeper as possible while they continue to chase after their orgasm, burning more and more andβ€” β€œLovelockβ€”β€œ Their body is pushed against the sheet with Warlock’s pace becoming brutal, its teeth piercing through the flesh. Pain and pleasure rushes through Micah, stars scattering across their eyes, tears running down on their cheeks. β€œAh, fuck, fuck, Lovelock, mhm, I’m gonna—” Their cock spurts come over Warlock's hand and the bedsheet, just as Warlock presses its body against their own, holding them tightly before it comes.
A choked sound escape from Micah when the knot of Warlock's cock enter them, letting themself fall on the bed from the weight of its presence, being filled with so much more hot come. While Warlock's cock is stuck deep inside of them, they notice the bulge within their stomach and whine loudly, unable to recall the time when they're this full. Overwhelmed with the pleasure, they don't notice their pussy has been gushing rows of liquid, squirting even as it is clenching around Warlock's pulsing cock. Fog forms in their mind, bringing them to lose their abilities to speak and think. They keep whimpering from overstimulation before there are licks across their bitten shoulder to their face, given in comfort by Warlock who tries to ground them. "Such a good star for me, so good," Micah hears a praise, nuzzling to the presence.
"I love you, my sun."
They try to return their words, but only a whine is given. Sensing a presence coming close to their mouth, they settle on kissing its cheek before they place their face in the crook of its neck. Their body is gently moved over to the gathered pile of blanket. When Micah is placed comfortably on the bed with Warlock deeply locked in them, a soft blanket and wolf plush from the side is given to them so they can stim with them. Pain still dwells across their stomach from the fullness, though, it's soon being eased with Warlock gently massaging the stomach. Micah groans softly at the thought of how Warlock had bred them so well. They're going to feel like nothing but a delightful burning memory for the longest of time because of their moon. Their pussy clenches around Warlock's cock a few more times, wanting every little drop of it in them.
A deep growl falls, a warning. Micah giggles at the reaction and lean their head back to kiss Warlock on its lips, lazily, tasting the salt and sweet it bears after it gave oral attention to both their cock and pussy in the beginning. Warlock's cold hand still rests on their stomach, and Micah holds its hand, all entirely and endlessly blissed with it. One day, a thought lingers at the corner of their mind. One day, we'll have a family. Something tickles their stomach, bringing them back to see Warlock lightly touching them with a finger, come stained. Micah realizes it's using the come that they left recently. They watch with warm curiosity, clinging onto it and their plush closely. Micah senses there are intentions in its tracings before they realize Warlock is making shapes out of their come on the stomach. Micah whimpers seeing it's creating stars.
Their stars.
More tears roll over Micah's cheeks in high emotions at the touching gesture. The bed shifts and Warlock presses its lips against them several times, kissing the tears away. Micah kisses it back before, without thinking, they take Warlock's finger into their mouth and suck their come off of it, cleaning after themself. Hearing a curse from it, they blush at the realization and shyly hide their heated face behind their soft blanket. Warlock pulls them closer to it and nuzzles their face, lifting the blanket with its nose. It leans forward to taste them on their mouth, touching their stomach once more out of instinct, their come made stars smeared across the stomach, ruined in infinite love. Micah returns more kisses to Warlock while they're held most closely and dearly, letting themself be devoured by its canine love, their home. "I love you too, my moon."
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#NSFT CW#LUNARISDOG#///#//#/#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ WARLOCK . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ LUNARISDOG . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ IC . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ ANSWERS . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ V : MAIN / ACT I.III. . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ MICAH . ›#[ GOD IM CRYIGN SUN YOUR PROMPT COMBO IS KILLING ME THIS IS FOR SURE NOT WENDY'S HERE JKHBDSJKJNLDKS ]#[ I fitted so MANY extra kinks as well ; this is for real like... belated Halloween treat and early Christmas gift for us both kshfjHBKJ ]#[ BUT WOWOOWOWOWOWOWOWOOOWWW 1k of pure dripping hot smut with the sweetest aftercare in the end kjdkbfhjBKLIJSJBKFHK ]#[ I FUCKING LOVE THEM SO MUCH <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ]
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solarisgod Β· 3 months
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So, I wish to gently put this reminder out here, because we find that we've been in this position once more where there's a high activity of stalking by our perpetrator who we knew from the rpc since February 4--- last time we read her being tracked on November 12 - 14 last year--- I am highly uncomfortable to interact with a muse who have a history of manipulation and / or especially stalking. I do believe muse =/= mun and I am okay to talk and read about manipulation and stalking, but while providing trigger tag + warning of them would be most appreciated to give me the chance of building mental preparation to read them, we prefer not to plot and write with that kind of character for our comfort and wellbeing. At the very least, I'd still like to be in touch with the mun out of character and / or interact with their different muse, if they have any, instead. Thank you so much. β™‘
#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ PSA . ›#[ I want place this out because we are mutuals with some who writes horror centric muses ]#[ and while I'd still like to seek friendships and we are okay to be mutuals with those who writes that kind of character ]#[ with our past ( + unfortunately current ) experiences and my usual erratic mental state ]#[ I think putting ourselves in an active writing / plotting based interactions with the knowledge of what that muse does ]#[ will prompt unwanted memories and hitting home sense of familiarity ]#[ I hope this makes sense... ]#[ so basically : ]#[ we're okay being mutuals ( as doing so ext. selectively ) with who writes stalkers + manipulators and following /back/ those blogs ]#[ but we wish not to put ourselves and our muse in a position of directly interacting with those muses for our sake ]#[ so we'll likely at least watch that muse in the background while engaging in ooc interactions with the muns in some ways. ]#[ okay gonna take a nap while our wolf week cramps are killing us but ]#[ I don't want this psa to discourage anyone in being mutuals with us still ]#[ or feel bad about who they're writing ]#[ people can still be mutuals even if no ic interactions get done much or at all ]#[ and I've written the Corinthian and Mephistopheles who are known to be manipulative stalkers ]#[ I still would be okay to write and talk about them if given a chance despite everything ]#[ but we at least kindly ask to please tag manipulation and especially stalking to give us that heads-up and mentally prepare if possible ]#[ thank you again so much β™‘ ]
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solarisgod Β· 5 months
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 Micah wakes up in the Awaken World seeing Warlock at Lovelake . Yet , they can not tell if it is an alter or a separate entity , real as a visitor or fake in a mental fragment . They haven't contacted it for almost three weeks , not even in the Dream Realm , so part of Micah sees it is impossible it would reach out to them now . In a slow pace , careful , Micah moves closer to Warlock , missing it most dearly . Even when Micah notices the lake beside them both becoming sanguine , reminded of Warlock killing Cosmochoice before his fleeing blood turned the lake red , they still try to reach out to another , hoping that it won't leave them once more . Their left hand shakes still , holding a raw fear that Warlock will bite them again , tear them apart ─ ❝ I forgive you , ❞ Micah whispers , reaching their hand to hold on its cheek .
 Warlock's gaze never moves , remaining perfectly still before Micah realizes it has always been staring at the bite wound it gave to them one month ago . The circle of punctures around their shoulder still hasn't fully healed , wet scabs have formed from the wound edges as their damaged skin appears from purple to black . Soreness lingers with the burning still deep through their body from the bitten area . This sickening wound is the unholiest sun that the lunaris monster made into them . Yet , despite its ugliness , Micah takes a step forward β…‹ gently rests their forehead against its own , trying to comfort Warlock . ❝ I forgive you , ❞ they repeat β…‹ they will until it can finally believe in their warm infinite forgiveness . Warlock is their moon . They love every little aspect β…‹ particle of it , even its lunar cursed horrors .
 Micah cries , hoping it will see it is forgiven , even beyond this dream . ❝ I - I - I forgive you , Lovelock , ❞ their thumb moves over to the corner of its eye . A weak sob falls when they feel its tear , sensing that it is crying with them . ❝ Please come back to me , I missed you s- so much . ❞ They don't let go of it , even as more tears roll over their cheeks , the extra snots being produced from their unbroken weeping . Even when the burning in their shaky body worsens . They don't want Warlock to live in the darkness . Not ever again . ❝ I love you , ❞ Micah's voice comes sharp β…‹ high pitched , desperate , their teeth baring , clenched to keep holding onto every love they have for Warlock regardless of the pain they feel . It never means any agony , Micah thinks ─ knows ─ ❝ I believe you . ❞
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 Warlock places its hands on Micah to rest on the surface with it . Confusion spreads within Micah as they wonder what will do it to them , though , seeing the infinite stars behind it , a sense of warm serenity soon builds in them , admiring the moon . Micah watches while Warlock lean closer to their bite wound . Their breath hitches sharply , although their anticipation fade when its mouth meet a tooth hole , lightly kissing it . Then Warlock licks their puncture before it nuzzles the comforted area with its nose . There is love in its canine acts that Micah can see . Accept . After Warlock is done , it leans back , sharp gaze away from the wound . They kiss Warlock from their head to neck to collarbone , blessing it with star kisses . Warlock accepts their love back , gently kissing them on the lips for the first time .
 ❝ I'll return to you ─ ❞ Micah wakes up in the guest room , Warlock's words echoing , a promise . A choked wheeze rips through Micah at the intense pain running through them . Sensations of stab-like live in their right shoulder β…‹ they pull the blanket to see their bite wound , remembering the kisses Warlock had placed on them in their dream . Micah gasps , seeing their punctures are holding . . . a flower . Gently , carefully , their hand touches them , feeling stems β…‹ petals . . . These are real flowers growing out of their wound . Micah stares in bewilderment , thinking they are responsible for them . They know from their emotions β…‹ thoughts , when experiencing them most deeply , wondrous changes or occurrences will occur . Flowers grew behind them β…‹ light injuries on them healed , all out of Love itself .
 This part of their doing as well . It must be . Micah leaves the bed , hissing from the pain in the plants taking space of their tender flesh . They hope Father Lucas wouldn't wake up to see them at this state . Micah turns on the light before heading to the mirror , analyzing these flowers out of their tooth punctures . Micah's gaze softens when they can recognize the meanings in the plants on them . They look at what holds Daffodils , Bluebells , Asters , Mallows , β…‹ Clovers . Within them , they see forgiveness , loyalty , trust , loving consuming , β…‹ I promise . . . Can it be Micah grew these , yet the messages were given from Warlock as their connection was made in their dream ? Micah gently touches their flowers more , cherish them closely . I'll return to you . Nothing burns now . They bloom . LIVE .
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#BODY HORROR CW#DEVEILS#///#//#/#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ WARLOCK . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ DEVEILS . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ IC . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ ANSWERS . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ V : MAIN / ACT I.III. . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ MICAH . ›#[ took the ' a kiss on an injury my muse gave to yours ' prompt to a whole fucking level I am so .. . . . . . .. . ]
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solarisgod Β· 6 months
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β–Œβ”ŠWhat made you pick up this character? β˜‡ as asked by : @sozokami
Other than the obvious fact that Micah and the Starwake System are the primary protagonists of Antineon Hieraeon, writing them as taking great opportunities to explore and expand more of their series and universe along with themselves and their connections, the Starwake System bring endless joy and comfort to me. I love each Starwaker so much, regardless how significant to small their role is as both a character and alter. If they exist, they're more than good enough to us and me. With Micah in particular, there's everything about them that I find infinitely endearing and inspiring. They're my most joy and comfort character who gives me so many lessons and reminders. The idea that even when the universe and the world is full of pain and horrors, love will always exist in every little form and detail. The message that despite everything that any genuine good people had faced and continue to endure onward, we are still lovable and loved to the end. The Starwake System is supposed to be a symbol of devotion to me while their love and light inspires me every single day to try to love not just the people and places and things around me even after everything, but especially myself with Sunhound and our starmates as well. Writing the Starwake System is like loving the universe and ourselves despite it all.
β–Œβ”ŠHow did you get into this franchise / fandom?
Answering this question as to how did we create Antineon Hieraeon, metafiction is one of my special interests as I've always been so fascinated with the concept of the narrative itself with how the characters and audience interact with it and are part of it. I extremely enjoy storytelling and I'd love to have my own original series that is vast and comprehensive, regardless either they become well known or remain as niche as it is now, and I want to have a series that contains as many aesthetics and themes / motifs and concepts that I am passionate of as possible. Hence, Antineon Hieraeon is able to tell its story in many genres and styles and even mediums ( as each saga is carried in a specfic media style, such as saga 1 being a show, saga 2 is a movie, saga 3 is a music album, saga 4 is podcast, etcetera ) Jujutsu Kaisen, Chainsaw Man, Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba, Dorohedoro, House Of Leaves, Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint, Everything Everywhere All At Once, Adventures with Markiplier, Undertale, and the Magnus Archives are Antineon Hieraeon's most prominent inspirations. If I was into the franchise / fandom as a fan, it could likely be from fanmade video edits or animations on YouTube since I enjoy watching them a lot while that's how we got into most medias.
β–Œβ”ŠWhat’s the best and worst things about the series?
The best thing about the series fact that it's manifold with about every aspects from the plots and settings, themes and motifs, tropes and archetypes, etcetera. It's just an extremely fun and interesting series that is able to explore all sorts of contexts, characters, etcetera; but overall, it have a strong balance of comedy and tragedy, as this series is a tragicomedy work. While it does touch upon the positive aspects of living and the universe, it doesn't hesitate to explore the darker ones as well. It's about everything and everyone and everywhere, all at once. The worst thing about the series though is the character deaths... There's a lot of characters, both with prominent and minor roles, who will die in this series, and there are a lot of characters that we see are lovable, but are doomed to the Narrative. Even as a creator myself, I get really upset at the idea of killing certain characters off, and we wish we can keep every lovable characters only alive to the end, but the entities from the beyond need blood and death for this story to move on.
β–Œβ”ŠWhat’s the best and worst things about the fandom?
If there is a fandom for Antineon Hieraeon, I feel like a lot of folks would make insanely good analysis and art contents. There’s a lot of themes and scenes that can make one reflect or be inspired to create any arts or analyses of them. I think the passions that people would express in diverse forms of creativity would make the fandom more enjoyable to be part of. I think the worst is some people will likely tend to reduce the importance and high depth of the contexts and characters, especially with the Starwake System being the primary subject to this treatment even as each Starwaker is with their intentions and system role are complex. Micah and Phobos would be the main subjects to this treatment, with the former being infantilized and the latter villainized excessively. Antineon Hieraeon as a whole is chaotic and complex, so it often does require great time and effort to grasp and cover over, but just as highly possible we can see people would be able to make great metas on Antineon Hieraeon, the likelihood of many people seeing any characters and contexts in a more simpler way is quite high as well that we can see be the worst attribute of the fandom.
β–Œβ”ŠWhat’s the best and worst things about the canon you are writing?
Micah is certainly known to be the most lovable character in the series that even somehow, most of the more reserved and snarkier characters would eventually form a liking of them. They’re sweet, passionate, and optimistic; and Micah is just so endearing and inspiring. Their capabilities to be most loving and hopeful and kind despite everything and anything is the best part about them while it is an extremely important aspect of their character and the series. The worst thing about Micah is how extremely emotional and sensitive they are. Their vulnerability often remove their capabilities to make judgement or choices, so it places them in a dangerous position that a great amount of people would take to their advantages. I also personally find these aspects of Micah extremely draining to think about and write out. I'm not an angst lover and I do feel quite awful when the Starwake System, especially Micah, would go through a negative event. But Micah is wonderful overall. They're just the best constellation to exist out there.
β–Œβ”ŠWhat would you say is the most unique trait about your character? β˜‡ as asked by : @sozokami
I think the significant power that Micah’s love holds is the most special trait about them. Antigods have the abilities to be aware that they’re in the Narrative while they’re able to manipulate it in some ways to some degree, depending on the order power they’re in ( from Order 1 being weakest and Order 4 as strongest ). Micah is capable of manipulating it as well, although what most individuals don't realize and themself starting to see is their ability to love entirely and endlessly is what bends and breaks the laws and barriers of reality. I extremely enjoy characters who are kind and hopeful and determined despite it all, and to have Micah be like this, yet their love and hope and determination are what actually alters people and places and even the reality with time and space themselves is something I find it incredibly unique to their character.
β–Œβ”ŠHave you tweaked the character from canon? If so, what did you tweak? β˜‡ as asked by : @sozokami & @primordyalsoul
The only thing that's been tweaked with the Starwake System is lowering their level of omniscience solely for roleplay purposes, and it's not for improvement, but just to avoid the metagaming that we can understand most writers wouldn't want, while we don't feel like having to ask constantly if it's okay that the Starwake System can be aware of who and what they are entirely, and if so, what details can they know and can not. ( We do plan to eventually create a consent post for this while eventually reaching out to discuss the limits and potential plots from that knowledge. ) The Starwake System is originally at Order 4, even their dossier currently says they are, meaning they are aware of everything that happen in the storyline, but while metagaming is considered, it's also hard to write them in the roleplay context where the storyline is continuous and generally unplotted, so it makes sense for them to be at (Semi-)Order 3 at the very least for roleplay. Regardless, it's still interesting to write the Starwake without being entirely omniscience.
β–Œβ”ŠWould you say that your portrayal is canon divergent or not?Β 
90% of the times us cluster with Sunhound are canon improvising, meaning that we're just coming up with these canon events as time goes on in most aspects, so even we don't know what will happen with most upcoming scenarios and events of the Antineon Hieraeon's storyline here. Although, regardless, there really isn't anything of the Starwake System or their series in particular that our portrayal diverged as we want to stick close to our canon as much as possible, even if we go to the certain parts that I and / or Sunhound isn't quite happy with.
β–Œβ”ŠAre there some things you dislike about how the series portray the character you have picked up? If so, what?
I had to ask any of my starmates about this and and receiving a thought from an anonymous starmate, there's a concern that I can agree with that this series tends to make Micah be the " loser " of the situation, for a lack of better wording, while there are a lot of scenes, especially with brawls involved, where Micah couldn't achieve. Because of this, the series does make Micah seem like an extremely weak and vulnerable character that makes them be targeted to being heavily demeaned and underestimated from the audience ( and some characters being like this to them can also encourage that treatment and mindset ). There are several good reasons why the series is like this to Micah, but, we can certainly see that the series' treatment to Micah's failures can be seen as demeaning if those reasons aren't caught on and reflected upon in mind.
β–Œβ”ŠAre there any other characters from the franchise you’d like to play? β˜‡ as asked by : @primordyalsoul
Actively writing Micah's close friends and Hierokoinonia partners ( their closest work partners ), Sweetsilence and Steelstorm would be really cool. The former is a phantom while the latter is an android, and there's a lot of themes in terms of their identity and lose / regain of humanity and (dis)connection with the world are something Sunhound and I would've love to explore and expand on. Angelparadox, the Vice Head of Break Beyond Force as the institution itself, is another character I'd love to write more actively as well. He's an extremely enigmatic and interesting character who is the " black sheep " of the Antigodeus society. There's more to him than what meets the eyes and he offers a lot of scenarios and discussions that would be really fun and fascinating to write about.
β–Œβ”ŠAre there some characters from the franchise you can’t stand? β˜‡ as asked by : @primordyalsoul
Personally, I'm not the biggest villain characters lover, so, at the moment with the characters who has appeared in the series thus far, it's just the Infernal Infinity as a whole, the main antagonistic group of the Antineon Hieraeon with Devileye being its leader. The group hurt and killed a lot of Antigods pre and during canon series, including physically and emotionally injuring Micah several times, and anyone who is actively hurting Micah is on my " can't stand these motherfucking bitches " list.
β–Œβ”ŠWhat are your thoughts on the canon ships for the character, if any?
Micah and Adoniram... To be honest, while we haven't really been able to explore Adoniram's character and the relationship between it and Micah as much as we'd like due to my and Sunhound's heavier interest in Micah and Warlock to spend more of our time and energy with them than other characters in general, but there are reasons that we can't share yet that I'm just not deeply connected with them together as a couple the way I am with Micah and Warlock ( if I consider them as a canon ship ) that I currently don't have much concrete thoughts to share. What I can say though is they're simply a complicated couple who makes me very emotional and teary eyed at them together and the fate of their relationship.
Micah and Phoebus is extremely special and meaningful and personal to me. Phoebus never cared about relationships in general, as they didn't think they're capable to have them, but they always hold infinite love and care for Micah that they would want to be with them in a romantic way one day, even if Micah would be upset and dismissive with them for a long period of time at first due to their goals and roles as a system alter clashing each other. But I get really emotional thinking about how far they've come both individually and together. They had a very rough start of their relationship, but to see it improves over time while they are willing to trust each other more and communicate, it's just extremely nice. I think it's important to portray every parts of OSDDID, including general relationships between alters along with the romantic aspect of it, so seeing them with Phobos and Philos ( and then four of them eventually ) brings me and Sunhound infinite joy. I love them so dearly much and I wish them every happiness alone and together.
With Micah and Warlock, believe it or not, but despite the extreme closeness they hold, the ship between them isn't currently an official thing since their relationship at the moment is in such disarray that either of them, even Micah, can't find the most fitting term to describe them together. Warlock loves Micah, but it dreads the idea of being an actual partner that it believes it can't be for Micah. As much as Warlock does love and care for Micah, it still holds a belief that it isn't good enough for Micah who can abandon it in the end, hence, there's still that fear and uncertainty in Warlock on changing its relationship with Micah to the romantic status, hence why we don't count them as a canon ship just yet, but they will be my and Sunhound's most favourite canon ship ever.
β–Œβ”ŠWhat is your personal ship bias for your canon character?
One of the things about Micah that I love so much is they're so lovable and shippable in Antineon Hieraeon, that it is actually possible that a ship between Micah and an antagonistic character in the series. But as my personal ship bias for Micah, the ones who come in mind and I do very much enjoy the idea of Micah being with are Sweetsteel and Steelstorm, Detective Myster Strange, Daniel Darling, Ophis Cosmoboros, and Byte.
β–Œβ”ŠAre there any ships you can’t stand, why?
Not that I can find anyone with Micah as a ship unpleasant at the moment, but I wouldn't be comfortable with Micah being shipped with any of the Break Beyond Force Heads due to power dynamic, especially Angelparadox for many reasons.
β–Œβ”ŠHow long have you been writing the character?
Seven months, amazingly! Very much looking forward to reach to the Starwake System's first anniversary here on April! And hoping to get to continue to write them in many more years then. β™‘
β–Œβ”ŠShould people get into the franchise your writing from, yes or no?
Yes, for sure. If the person highly enjoys the genres of metafiction along with dark fantasy and supernatural or any of the Antineon Hieraeon's inspired medias that we mentioned, then they are most likely going to enjoy this series as well. As said before, the series is extensive and comprehensive that it holds a lot of the different plots and characters and themes / motifs that people can find the series enjoyable to get into.
β–Œβ”ŠIf you could sum up your character with one sentence, what would it be?
" I don't believe in Fateβ€” none of us doβ€” we've only ever believed in ourselves. " is a sentence Micah said at some point in the series that sums up Micah and the Starwake System as a whole perfectly. The existence and rebellion of Fate is one of the things that Antineon Hieraeon emphasizes on a lot across the series, and Fate plays an important role in the Starwake System's life since they had all come into existences, but this sentence is most fitting to the Starwake System because it indicates the fact that they are still alive, not because they must be so, according to Fate itself, but it has always been because of each other and themselves, with their love and care that they all hold together in one and another of the Starwake System.
β–Œβ”ŠWhich song do you feel describes your character the most and why? β˜‡ as asked by : @p0pestar
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The top song, FAR LIGHT by Crywolf, is the most perfect song for Micah while the bottom song, TRIALS by Starset is so for the Starwake System. Can't even explain why, just perceive the lyrics... They're just so perfect for them!!!
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solarisgod Β· 7 months
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Warlock is aware of the fact Micah enjoys soft toys β€” plushies , do they call them . It wonders if they have one to sleep with at their dorm room , although it can not bring itself to ask Micah about it , as simple as the question may be to another . Instead , when Warlock gets to meet Micah , in silence , it hands them a stuffed animal , most soft and squishy to their liking , it assumes . Warlock gently bites its lower lip , then , unsure of what to say to them . It wants Micah to have something that holds a special part of it , what can remind them it is always there for them , even when it is not with them . It does not want its stars to ever feel alone in the end . A moment passes without a tear in reality before Warlock gives Micah a puppy kiss on cheek , hoping they can understand its intention with this celestial loving plush .
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Warlock appears more frigid than the usual times Micah meets it and they are quick to express their concern , frowning as they slowly walk closer , with kind hands reaching out to touch Warlock's arm and hold it . " Lovelock . . . ? " Micah analyzes its body more and silently notes its hands behind the back . They intend to ask it what's wrong , although their Awareness flickers with a light split in mind , telling Micah what will happen then β€” a gasp falls and their head perks up , their hands open before Warlock can move its own to give them a β€” " You got me a plushie . . . " Micah whispers in wonder , holding up a soft toy to admire it closely . It is a silver and white furred wolf plush with gentle gray eyes and luxurious faux furs . This plush is a perfect size for Micah to hold onto and sleep with , its presence soft .
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Micah tries not to make eye contact with Warlock when silence lingers . The reason for this lovely gesture can be anything . After Warlock licks their cheek , sensing a certain need from another's cold existence . They giggle at the sensation , their heart squeezing in endless adoration , soon figuring the purpose within the act . " Th- thank you so much , my moon , " Micah's voice remains soft still , their eyes now teary from becoming emotional . They can see Warlock in the soft wolf , what they will love and appreciate , cherish as they do to their moon . Micah wipes their tears and embraces Warlock with the wolf between them , face in crook of its neck . " I love it so much . . . " In tenderness , they kiss the plush's head , then Warlock's , holding them both most dearly to warm heart . " I love you so much , Lovelock . "
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#LUNARISDOG#///#//#/#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ WARLOCK . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ LUNARISDOG . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ IC . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ ANSWERS . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ V : MAIN / ACT I.III. . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ MICAH . ›#[ ✨ : wwwwwwweeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh o+< ]#[ I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM!!! ]#[ this prompt is SO ADORABLE I LOVE THIS JUST AS MUCH ]#[ I love YOU entirely and endlessly... eeeeeeee (///w///) I am so somft...!!! ]
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solarisgod Β· 12 hours
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 The sky is not on fire , but rather , is it full of vivid colourful life . I'm most grateful my celestial parents were able to help me β…‹ Warlock move over to the northern area so we wouldn't be found by the endless eyes of the Sanctus Society . I keep staring up at the technicolour realm above , infinite brightest stars scattered across them , free as we are as well . Somehow , even when the world is slowly falling apart while the Infernal Infinity is still out trying to conquer Fate , a laughter leaves me shaken , the heaviness fading from my sore body . But I realize I am not laughing because we escaped from prison after over a month of being trapped , but my joy has been clenching onto the fact by the core that despite everything , we are still alive .
 Exhaling stardust , inhaling starlight , I see you β…‹ kiss the moon . You are just alive as I am , β…‹ maybe there is a part of us that is afraid while the world trembles in awe at our impossible lights , but look at us with our hands held tightly β…‹ bodies pressed close beneath these northern lights , baby ─ we are unstoppable for no one to ever take our love from each other ever again . Let any folks β…‹ deities try to put a distance to end between us . I'll keep seeking you β…‹ kissing you β…‹ loving you completely until this universe becomes nothing more than light , light , us ─ @lunarisdog , moon of mine , I love you so dearly much . I'm forever glad we exist . ❝ Isn't it beautiful , Lovelock ? ❞ I softly ask once I break our contact .
 I am not asking only about the ethereal beauty of the sky , but also the endless endurance of our existences . Isn't it beautiful that we're still alive so we can get to see something like this together ? I just can't stop kissing you after I ask , giggling against flushed skin , your hands gripping my hips . I can sense your slow forming smile β…‹ it answers my question perfectly . I beam before I wrap my arms around you , becoming one with you while the clouds β…‹ stars kiss each other more . ❝ I love you , ❞ I whisper , placing more kisses on your jawline . My heart flutters at the simplest β…‹ most terrifying promise . I say this line so many times across my life , I can not exist without my vows . To you , I can say them forever .
 You make me more real than I have ever been , this undying love .
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solarisgod Β· 3 days
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I think it's so fucking epic and sexy of Astereus and Warlock to destroy and escape prison on the day of the solar storm just before they're able to see the northern lights together from the help of Astereus' sun + moon parents. :)
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solarisgod Β· 5 months
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γ€€ the shining constellation sits by the vulpine lady, admiring her feral beauty. micah is still amazed to finally met ahri in person after knowing her from their dream. although as much as time was greatly taken for the first grand meeting, she β–¬β–¬ with fire in her thorn bearing heart and ferocity in wildest spirit, was worth the wait. even as these teeth and claws are shown, gleaming, love in light still took her hands. ( the world should fear how much kindness they bear against its ever cold cruelty. ) while celestial blessed with the soft starlights above, @vulpesse quietly tells micah : ❛ you have two faces. one you wear for the world at large, and the one you wear for those you love. ❜ micah holds their cheek in contemplation, head tilting to side. ❝ what if one have many faces? ❞ a whisper from infinity, ❝ what makes them? ❞
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micah starts to thinks about themself and themself and themself and β–¬β–¬ i am one of the many, but i still don't know where do i begin and me continue and myself end. all of these faces that i have since my / our childhood are not truly mine to start with. i can not remember what my own looks like right now. i hope that i do not look so sad. I want to be more happy. micah caresses their cheek, trying to remember self-love. ❝ i hope even with every faces that they have, in all of the white noises that they made to perform more than to kindly exist, they can still be loved entirely. i would love them. [ … ] whichever you choose to wear for me, i will love you anyway. ❞ micah understands the need to be in different veils. the world, it sees, grins, eats. micah is many to survive it, live ( and how it shudders at infinite light in i, you, us. )
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During their investigation, Warlock kept staring at Micah in an intense way that had xem rubbing xyr thighs together, a desperate attempt to hold back a desire of being worshipped more closely. They're supposed to be working, but catching its bared teeth in the corner of xyr eyes, xe sensed a promise it'd give every little attention to xem alone after the day. But it's difficult to focus while Warlock's presence lingered between their progress. The overwhelming energy of its existence brought Micah to whine or whimper a few times, xyr feebles sounds earning an amused chuckle from Warlock, otherwise it feigned obliviousness. Micah attempted to hold Warlock's hand, yet, its fingers only brush xyrs. The touches met xyr thigh and hot electric filled xem. After few hours of teasing and torturing, the day finally fell to dark sky and bright stars.
Micah have then been pushed to their motorcycle, xyr back against the vehicle that can hold xyr shaken weight. It's when Micah announced they could return home, Warlock went with a different plan. The park is empty of human activities, though, the vivid thought of someone passing by to see them like this brings a rush of heat. Xyr cock twitches and xe finds a smirk on Warlock's face. It knows what xe's thinking. "Look at you, my babystar is so pretty for me," mutters Warlock, its hand sliding into xyr briefs. Micah shudders and moans at the focus on xyr genitals: Warlock's hand plays with xyr cock before its index and middle fingers enters the wet hole, hot and sleek with immense precome xe made across the day. Warlock thrusts its digits few times, then strokes xyr cock. The action repeats, leaves Micah whimpering for more.
Warlock laughs, its sound twisted and sharp with lust. It turns Micah's body to face the motor and pulls xyr pants down. Micah spreads xyr legs and the instinct reaction earns a rewarding slap on xyr cheek. Micah curses, the deep sting a delight. When Warlock finds xyr pussy is loose enough, all wet just to fit its cock perfectly, it growls and shoves its throbbing end through xem. Warlock's teeth digs into the shoulder of the constellation and tastes stardust, the endless burning of the thousands sun. Micah moans loudly. Xe cherishes the roughness from Warlock and seeing the mirror reflection of xyr body held against the motorcycle, xyr beloved fucking xem from behind, xe moans again while xyr core heats deeply. Warlock shoves its wet fingers into xyr mouth and Micah takes them well, sucking its digits like it's Warlock's cock.
Harsh curse leaves Warlock whose thrusts become harder, fast, a sign that it's close. Micah feels xemself drawn to coming as well and grips onto the seat. "Such a good star, you're taking me so well," Warlock praises, its blood stained lips kissing on xyr new bitten wound. Micah whimpers at its words and wanting it to be more satisfied, xe thrusts back into it, fucking xemself on Warlock's thick cock. Warlock snarls and its hips slam more into Micah, bringing xem closer and closer and─ "F- fuck, fuck, Warlock!─" A certain pressure pushes through Micah and just as Warlock holds xem tightly against its chest, a gush of clear liquid leaves xem shaken in Warlock's grasp. Xyr body twitches and Micah wonders if it's over, but weakly whimpers as Warlock's mouth presses to xyr pussy, lapping up its dripping come and xyr juice xe squirted out.
Micah keeps whining and whimpering, but doesn't stop Warlock from eating xem. Xyr hands tug its hair and the pain prompts Warlock to growl before it bites xyr inner thighs, leaving pretty red marks across the delicate skin. In a greater moment of heat, Warlock soon pulls another orgasm from Micah who's been enjoying its acts of worship, feeling most loved and cared for by xyr moon. "So fucking good for me, all good for me to adore," Warlock keeps praising, hushed words devout, an honest work in the burning stars. Warlock stands and kisses Micah. Micah tastes their blood and come together. It makes xem ache, though, oversensitive, xe finds xemself nuzzling against Warlock. A heavy sigh indicates xyr exhaustion. Warlock helps Micah wear xyr pants and kisses xem again, although more softly, still all loving as ever.
"I love you, Lovelock," slurs Micah, xyr flushed face hidden into the curve of its neck.
Warlock's nose rests on xyr head. It lets them rest for a bit before they'll go home.
"I love you more and forever, Starlight," Warlock promises quietly and holds xem close.
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#NSFT CW#LUNARISDOG#///#//#/#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇  βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ WARLOCK . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ LUNARISDOG . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ IC . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ ANSWERS . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ V : MAIN / ACT I.IV. . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ MICAH . ›#[ wowoowowowowowoowowooww i love them so much ]#[ I love that you sent ourselves this one prompt but we ended up using several from the list jksbjgdbgsl this is so sexy <333 ]#[ this is Everything to me fr ]
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[ KEN ] : Sooooo , Micah , did you enjoy the song I did out there on stage ?! ( As asked with a bright smile β…‹ brighter eyes ! Look at him who's trying so hard to be a star for Micah to see and admire ! Barbie said he did amazing β…‹ that should be good Kenough to him , although he can't help but be curious about Micah's opinion . Be chill , Ken , be cool ─ Wait , no , just be YOU , Ken ! . . . ) I was told my performance was , hah , a shooting star ! ( An easy grin forms in pride . ) Better make a wish seeing it . ( He winks , but with . . . two eyes . This is Ken β…‹ he's trying his best right now to win Micah's affection . )
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γ€€Micah's cheeks grow hot pretty pinks as xe fondly gazes at Ken , his heart laid out for xem to hold onto . Xe handles this delicate core with most care , cherishing his eagerness . It's cute , Micah notices , how @exitdog gets so excited to know what those he's close to would think of anything that he would make with the entirety of his existence . Xyr eyes gleam as bright as his own , full of adornment . ❝ It's just beautiful , ❞ Giggles slips from Micah at the paralleled phrasing to his song title , Just Ken , but xyr answer is honest , warm akin to spreading sunlight . At the comment to his shooting star of performance , xyr sounds rise into laughter .
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 ❝ Well , I don't need to make a wish , Ken , ❞ Micah says , holding his hand , ❝ You're here β…‹ I got to see you shine . I'm happy enough for that . ❞ Xe leans closer to kiss him on the cheek , nuzzling his skin .
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solarisgod Β· 25 days
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Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  i took you to a lovely restaurant one night. there wasn't a particular special reason for this occasion, although from the infinite kindness of my heart, it's bound for me to do something nice for you . . . even though you almost tried to kill me . . . i try not to think about this fact. whatever your intentions have been, they are not truly my business to resolve. it seems that my old mission got intertwined with your goals, the spirits from the beyond lingering in your company, but i don't want to fight you. i am a saint, doomed to face greater agony. why not can i just love more at the meantime ?
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Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  the tension still lingers between us, but i try not to let it prevent me from appearing as bright in the moment. i never bring up about our situation. i only see you as a friend, even after everything. i did say sorry to you in ways that the world could not handle with its molten core. i speak to you and there is a point when you lean close ─ a thought flicker in me that at this point, you have enough and plan to kill me ─ but it's only to wipe food smudge from my face. the act seems more of mockery than a genuine gesture, but from the gentleness of your touch, i still blush and smile at @facsimila.
Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  " thanks, iris, " i say warmly, my eyes ever shining.
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γ€€IN THIS DREAM, THEY MEET THE WILDERNESS WITH CLAWS AND TEETH. realization soon speaks of realness in her vulpine existence that they encounter after wandering far from their dreamscape, disoriented, trying to gather some remnants of peace from mind made stars and clouds. here, after crossing over a lake stream that acts as a border placed between one's dream realm and another's, they face the forest. it is vast with primal power and ever singing in critters and blossoms. the place is full of all raging life. then the she-fox finds them, approaches β–¬β–¬ hunger stares calmly at the bright constellation that is held with fantasy woven flesh. even within a dream, a beast in a being will still have feral burning desires to devour. she is wonder and terror all at savage once, but micah does not leave her from fear.
instead, they gently invite the wild embracing monstrosity to stargaze with them.
so the fox and the star sit side by side, admiring the stellar infinity above together. they bond over the flowers and constellations with tales and meanings behind them, adoring the land and sky while painfully wishing for the humanity to leave them alone. let nature run and soar, be ever most free. in these delicate night exchanges, micah learns she is ahri / of beauty, and ahri learns they are micah / who is like god? though, across the conversation, they notice how her gaze lingers over their bare upper body, all covered with wounds and bruises and scars. it aches. micah's serenity not once flicker from the eyes of the blooming vixen, even when they are being seen. to the world, they look like violent ends and doomed lovers and saints' tragedies. to micah, they see their body like the moon with her craters.
only looking after the world in all of her silver crafted strength and softest raw love.
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space distorts and time slows when @vulpesse speaks to micah of tenderness:
❝ β–¬β–¬ and i wish i could tell you that the aching was a beautiful rebirth of some magnificent kind. but there is no beauty to be found in this kind of survival. ❞
silence lives long and heartfelt in micah who reflects on given solace with their focus on own shaky hands, held down by their eternal phantom pain and haunting past. one will say that everything have a reason to occur or there is a meaning behind it all. yet, they can not concur with such thoughts that are more self killing than assuring. ( GOD WILL SAY: THERE ARE ALWAYS GOOD INTENTIONS IN EVERY CHOICES. BUT WHERE ARE MY PURPOSES IN MY CHILDHOOD GORES AND UPHEAVALS? MEANINGS IN MY ACHES AND AGONIES? THERE IS NOTHING IN THE BURNING. I AM NOTHING BUT FAINT SHADOW AND BLOOD AND SHATTERED REFLECTION. HOW I WANT TO BE REAL β–¬β–¬ I MOST WANT TO BE LOVED AND BE LOVING. IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK? DOES MY ENDURANCE FRIGHTEN YOU, GOD? )
micah closes their eyes, tears falling. ❝ I - I - i am still here despite everything... there... there is beauty in that fact, at least. ❞ it has to be after everything β–¬β–¬ they clench their hand and place it firm against the chest, feeling their heartbeats. this body, it tells them that they are loved. thanks them for trying to take care of it. always. just as the stars above them will shine brighter as they burn more, saying: I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU β–¬β–¬ the sky sings in glints. hope is everywhere. it is in micah even with all of the vivid blood and violent burns. ❝ as long as i am still alive, trying to love the universe as much as myself, i think that will be always beautiful enough to me. ❞ with a smile, they hold ahri's hand, unflinching. then, micah falls silent, watching the sun meet the moon. love.
all softly fades.
when ahri wakes up, she will find her hand hold a rose quartz in a shape of a star.
a form of gratitude. a symbol of hope. a kind meaning: you are loved, forever.
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