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#-population does. Smelling or seeing McDonald's makes me wanna puke so bad because of everything those documentaries would say.
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If anyone relates to this even just a little bit, then I'm so sorry.
#• luna lavinchi speaking •
#living with cptsd
#cptsd vent
#complex ptsd
#diet culture trauma
#monsters inside me
#toxic health culture
#ex vegitarian/vegan
#emotional flashbacks
#health documentaries
#dark side of veganism
#i should have never been forced to watch these as a child..my mind wasn't ready to understand the information nor tell what was real or not
#-i cant try sushi or even think about fish without feeling physically sick and dizzy. i haven't had McDonald's since i was like 6ish years-
#-old..i never wanted to share this information but i need to vent. I feel embarrassed and rude for not liking a food chain that most of the
#-population does. Smelling or seeing McDonald's makes me wanna puke so bad because of everything those documentaries would say.
#I will never be able to eat McDonald's in my life because of how sick and terrified i feel when thinking about the food even the drinks-
#-scare the shit out of me. I'm so pissed that I'm triggered. All of the sudden i smell something in the house that smells like McDonald's-
#-then the memories come flooding back and i feel like puking so back so i cant even eat dinner. i know this may seem stupid but i am-
#-genuinly scared. Im tired of this shit and tired of feeling alone in this.
#(anyway sorry. if you read my vent then i appreciate you)
#tw food talk
#tw diet culture
#tw vent in tags
#(dont even get me started on parasites cause thats a whole fucking trauma itself. damn it i hate it all. i hate it so much)
#(also note: my therapist made me feel so validated weeks ago when i told her during my session that i was traumatized by monsters inside me-
#-she literally knew the name of the show before i could even say its name. and she said she also cant watch it and that she saw it as an-
#-adult who doesn't have ocd. so she told me she can't even imagine how terrified i was to watch it as a child who was developing ocd.-
#-therapist W)
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