#Be Myself Again (Wishlist)

[balladetto]

i think link deserves a flower crown if he can't get little kisses on the forehead. WHO will make him one....a darling little crown? a lily pad sunhat?? flower bracelets that he takes off and keeps pressed in his notebook because he's afraid they'll be ripped off otherwise?!?!?

#wishlist tag. #* intermission / ooc. #every time i see an affection meme i'm like. [rattles in the cage i've made for myself] #aflkdsjfl no there is something intensely personal about getting used to touch again the long way so i am okay with this. but also. [RATT-- #admittedly drained from yesterday's events and today is going to be a slow one to make up for it #may or may not be around! hope the rest of your day/night will go well #be seeing you folks!

[dylanconrique]

okay, but for the sake of a really fucking good parallel to “day of death” i need the gang to be looking for lucy when she goes missing again, only for tim to spot the gleam of the necklace he got her for valentine’s day laying on the ground a few feet away.

#*and this is icarly! #the rookie #s5 wishlist #idk in what context she goes missing again... #BUT I DESPERATELY NEED THIS PARALLEL IT WOULD BE SO GOOD #OH GOD I MESSED MYSELF UP WITH THIS SO BAD #I'M GONNA GO TAKE A BATH WITH MY TOASTER NOW BYYEEEE #tim bradford #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well

[nulltune]

any rp wishlist ??

I HAVE A LOT!!!! omg... screams into my hands this is a heck of a question anon- TYSM!! ❤️❤️ i have a wishlist tag too actually- but i don't post much in it because tbh all interactions feed me so well...... i love hakuno dearly you see (live lynn reaction: 🥺🥹😩🫶💗) and she's always interacting with all kinds of interesting muses so tis a guaranteed fun time 🥳 and also like. hakuno as a character is defined as a nobody with nothing so you can expect pretty anything to be a new experience 2 her :,) OK BUT YEA BACK TO UR Q! WHEN IT COMES TO WISHLIST THO HRMGHH that's a tough one..... cuz i have sm!!! so off the top of my head:

this is rlly general but oooo i want hakuno to go to all sorts of places! she is already someone who is so curious, exploring the world to try to find a place in it. spoiler alert she doesn't but i digress! imagine your muse showing her a place they like... or a by-chance encounter where hakuno stumbles on their little secret spot.... hakuno would be pretty inquisitive because she can't imagine having such an attachment to any place, but i think it'd be real interesting to explore! and also- your muse and hakuno going on a trip somewhere... sightseeing and having fun together mayhaps,, the possibilities are endless so i can't really specify but i just think it's neat! 🥺

"i'd die for you" "i'll live for you" "let's live together" "let's die together" <- whatever those lines got going on!!! not all of them at once ofc (unless things happens and they all apply at some point 👁👁✨️) but just whatever genre this is..... life and death are interesting topics to explore with hakuno – she's someone who can understand what it's like to want to disappear, but at the same time she's someone who's afraid of death. and she wants to love so badly but has no reason to </3 so i wanna explore more of that in general !!! i wanna see her interact muses who share that same mindset... muses who think completely differently.... let them explore what their purpose is... their reason to live... and all that!

tragic love is such a Big Need for meee, i'm a sucker for them!!! and i really think it's so perfect for hakuno!!! i hope everyone knows by now that i love the theme of love for my hakuno 🫶 and like- imagine finally understanding and finding love when you thought you never could, only to lose it... unrequited love? a doomed love story? there are so many ways to go about it, and who the other person might be makes it so much more interesting too, and i just crave it!!

hakuno and a muse working together for something- a relationship founded on ??? like, they just happen to meet and their goals just somewhat aligned so they're sticking together for practical reasons or just circumstances!! will they get to know each other better and come out of it with a good experience? will they butt heads but decide to bear with it until their respective goals are accomplished? idk but something about it intrigues me! i'm really interested in having like a whole storyline happen tbh 🥺 it'd be fun to see how much the relationship changes at the end of things y'know!

i'm gonna need more antagonistic dynamics too tbh.... she is absolutely going to be as polite and nice as she is to any other person because c'mon... it's Hakuno. but! i feel like there's a biiig sense of distance that comes with having this sort of dynamic with her. as we have seen in canon for example, hakuno's really frikkin aware of their status as enemies with other character- she's always saying stuff like "even though we're enemies?" and not understanding why'd be nice to her when she's their enemy... stuff like that!! i mean, enemies to friends or enemies to lovers is def not out of the question ((ФωФ)✨️ ...) but it'd be so fun to see the development!! which i guess is the appeal of those dynamics in da first place !

i love character development ofc but i have always been thinking about- how about reverse character development ?! 😳 hakuno is a suuper interesting character to me because- well, it's like a white sheet of paper! it's blank! i feel like there are soo many directions her character could go and i think it'd be so fun to explore! characters who bring out the worst in each other maybe?? enable each others' bad habits?? and oh boy it'd hurt so much on hakuno's part because she wants to be better and is always wanting the best for others so like (: IT COULD BE FUN METHINKS..!

letter writing threads!! i feel like you can tell a lot about a muse by the kind of letter they write 👁👁✨️ having hakuno write down her thoughts and feelings into paper just sounds super interesting to okok- i'd imagine her letters sounding more like very formal reports tbh 💀 but i think it could be so fun and a really neat way to really get the Insight(TM) on da muse!

speaking of the letter writing tho- something related to arts and humanities! drawing? music? writing? sculpting? dance? anything and everything creative pls. hakuno's way of thinking is very logical so i think she struggles with understanding things that don't really have a solid factual answer, but that's also what makes it so interesting! art can really touch people's hearts too and that's the kind of thing hakuno needs desperately 🥹 even if she can't fully understand it right now ! your muse showing hakuno their creations maybe?? bonus points if their works say a lot about them as a person or means a lot of them!

i'm a sucker for childhood friends so i want that for hakuno too 🤧✨️ !! it doesn't have to be friends in specific tho- i just think there's something special about knowing someone when they were younger :thonk: kids tend to be more honest i guess? and i mean hakuno still is, but for better or worse, the hakuno we now know keeps the "bad" parts of herself hidden away while actively trying to be the person other people need – a younger hakuno wouldn't have that mindset yet methinks! BUT YEA BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING 😳😳 it's fun to see how that could affect the dynamic especially when they meet later on!

OH AND immortal & mortal is a staple! hakuno could work as both tho... it rlly depends on the verse because her mortality is Weird(TM) actually- but i still think both concepts would be very fun!! >:3c with her as a mortal, it'd be Neat for her to want to be remembered because that's asking for a lot when her entire life is probably like a mere blink in the eyes of an immortal </3 and with her as an immortal, i just like the idea of her finding happiness after possibly years and years of loneliness but also being aware that happiness is very much temporary </3

I FEEL LIKE THESE R MORE DYNAMICS AND THEMES THAN SPECIFIC SCENARIOS BC LIKE i wuv...... and i luv scenarios and situations too ofc but i can't rlly specify bc they're all so neat 2 me.!!! your muse and hakuno could literally just go to mcdonald's and i'd be havin a blast writing it GVSMCBSMDH

#q. #&&. wishlist #<- da tag....... which i'm scared to click on bc i cringe tew hard at myself /lh #but It's There 😱 ! #(ALSO YEAH IF U SEE SOME OVERLAP IT'S BC OF HOW I NEGLECT THAT TAG SM SHFKEHF) #BUT AAA AGAIN! THANK U SO MUCH FOR DA ASK NONNIE 🫶💓💗 #i'm always down to talk abt h.akuno ! >:3c #AND ALSO TO MUTUALS WHO ARE INTERESTED IN ANY OF THESE ..... hmu pwease 😳🙏 #ALSO- SORRY FOR DA DELAY IN ANSWERING THIS NONNIE 🥹 am snail...... #&&. out of #anonymous

[bonetrousledbones]

whats the point of having a sona if not to make them cooler than u

#trousled arts #bastardsona #monstersona #undertale #i never know what to tag this bitch lmao #anyway just felt like doin this real quick. been experimenting with my ~Fashion~ lately n it hasnt been at all like this but ehhhhhh #i DO have a chain necklace on my birthday wishlist tho. will see if i get it or not this friday lol #speaking of which i might draw em again some time soon i got another idea with em soo there may be a papyrus drought 😨 #iam so sorry all i wanna do rn is draw myself lol they'er COOL i cant help it its not my fault #edit just realized i forgot to color some of the white parts on the arms.......hell on planet earth

[yo9urt]

video games....

#mine #i love my steam deck sooooooooo much im so happy i can actually play games again like a big proper library of them #and everything #everything on steam AND emulators is available to me. do you know how many games that is! #i started a new beegee3 playthrough on the HARDEST DIFFICULTY (!) today. which is also a single-save difficulty #and im in one of the most difficult parts of the game right now (level 4) and kind of nervous lol #but at the same time im really proud of myself for learning the game to the point i feel comfortable challenging myself in it #and im happy i get to at all :D i love you video games #and sooner or later ill come back to stardew valley cause there was that big update and i have some games on my wishlist too #and its not verified yet but i might play that pomeranian making the house dirty game cause it looked cute #oh and yakuza also because my friend got two of the yakuzas for me #YAYYYYY GAMES #also kind of sad though because tomorrow i pack and sunday i go back for babys last quarter of college #and im worried about how busy its going to be with classes and job apps and then of course actually graduating #and moving out and haivng a job and stuff #when all i want is to enjoy being able to play video games again.... sig #sigh* #WHATEVER...future mes problem #oh i almost forgot...one of the best parts of the deck imo is the versatility because with games like beegee3 #you can play it in controller mode which has its pros and cons but you can also swap to computer mode #which also has its pros and cons so like. i can adjust as needed #when im just exploring or trying to loot an area etc i go controller #but when im in combat i go computer because the hotbar is REALLY helpful for decision making #its really nice to have the option to choose since no console players have that it seems #and the only pc players who can do that are the ones who have and are willing to connect controllers #and most of them dont seem to be into that #but im really glad to be able to do both #ok done yapping now

[brattybottomdyke]

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#feeling like a little existential tonight #we’re doing a secret santa gift exchange at work and i set up a little wishlist #and there were so many cute little home decor gifts #i just…i really need my own space again #i don’t feel like i have a space in this house #i probably never have tbh #and my ex was so particular about the way we decorated our apartments #i feel like it’s part of why i feel so lost…i feel like i can’t really express myself fully #i feel like it’s a big part of why i feel so lost actually #anyway sorry for the meh #bottom.spm

[nc-vb]

I was wondering why Apep's boss theme sounded so familiar, like I was having heavy nostalgia trying to figure it out, but it reminds me of something from Kingdom Hearts, which I haven't played in so, so long!! Like especially the parts that involve the flute and clarinet??

omg y'all didn't know but I used to play the clarinet in middle school and grade nine, and we had to put on a little performance once, and I played one of the OSTs from the second game ksdjfsldgslk thinking about it kinda gets me cringy BUT it's a core memory where the aftermath of the performance unfortunately made me not want to play it anymore......... it's such a shame.

#ahhhhhh i was REALLY good at playing the clarinet. and the piano. i really hate myself for giving them both up. #guitar? not so much. i hated playing the guitar. #i have a clarinet saved into my amazon wishlist so i can buy one again bc i would love to relearn it. #ahhh yknow i always say how boring and mundane my life has always been?? #at least that's what its always felt like from my perspective; i don't really change my routine and maybe that's why #BUT i have actually been blessed enough to experience SO MUCH in my life around all the bad things? #and when i was a teenager i think i really took that for granted. especially when it came to my health. #the fact that i dropped the clarinet mid-grade nine ended up being that awful culmination of the bad things i had to experience #but in hindsight i think if i continued to force myself to play it and/or the piano i would've ended up hating both of them. #my love for either won't ever go away nor will it decrease anymore (which i'm also grateful for) #and hopefully one day i WILL get back into the clarinet #but i'm grown enough now to put certain things into perspective that i can control the bad things that can happen to me or my health #so thinking about all the memories of playing that instrument when things were still good...... that's also an honour for me to hold onto. #now my favourite game has so many songs that has the clarinet in it and that really makes me so happy. #hahaha idk if this was all just random rambling but....... it made me happy to talk about and reminisce on. #:) #✦ nc vb.

[aeide-thea]

have vaguely been thinking it might be good for me to try running again ever (my deeply beloathed) but since whenever the fuck the last time was that i engaged in it at all i seem to have misplaced basically all my winter running gear and also acquired Convictions abt polyester &c, which is making it difficult to figure out how to outfit myself :/

#also leggings give me crises now but that part is solvable by just layering shorts over top #anyway probably (as always) merino is the answer but it's like #can't believe i have to spend Actual Money to outfit myself 4 an activity i don't even really want 2 be doing lol #(like there IS exercise i enjoy it's just never historically been running) #(except for the one freak period where crew had gotten me SO fit it actually felt good. this will not happen again.) #that said i made an actual list of necessary garments and prooooooobably i could get away with just a heavy midlayer at first #other things on the wishlist (raglan-sleeved baselayer‚ possibly some kind of running vest??) but like #unless i actually do this more than‚ like‚ once it's absolutely not worth the investment #so we'll see #exercise cw #anyway forgive the deeply boring post—it's just helpful in thinking through things to write them out

[flammedoudoune]

So many games from my wishlist are on sale on the nintendo e-shop. I want to buy one. As a treat.

#i already have several games i haven't started/completed yet #i should probably play those first before i buy any new ones #plus it's not like the ones on my wishlist won't ever be on sale again #but the feminine urge to buy myself a little treat......

[zenmai--jikake--no--komoriuta]

not had too great a time out for my birthday today to be honest... I felt like I was just dragging James around the whole day when I would have just been happier staying home playing P3R, the enthusiasm wasn't there from him and it was dragging me down... it hasn't been a bad day necessarily but I felt like I was more entertaining someone else than enjoying myself you know? we cancelled our dinner reservation to eat somewhere else because he felt more like steak than curry, and it was 2 hours till our booking but most of town was closed because he wanted to go to EB games the next town over............. I know I shouldn't be capitulating on my plans because it's MY birthday after all but I had hoped it would be a fun day out, instead I just felt tired and wanted to go home early on :<

haah... at least now that we're home I've set up the foot spa and I've got some Pimm's and leftover flan and I'm going to salvage my evening with some P3R.............

#he didn't get me anything at all this year too... feeling a bit like an afterthought ngl #last year was something off the wishlist I deliberately gave him which was like... hm #I bought myself a trex plushie and his family got me a cool terrarium and some digimon cards #I need to stop asking for dates because this honestly sucks... why do men suck #definitely won't be doing this again especially not on my birthday of all times #he's not usually this insensitive and oblivious to the occasion so god knows what's up #glad I at least had 2 great days out with my family this week because they're- #-hard carrying Katie Birthday 2024 right now #negative #......

[notmygrave]

something something i just got paid and i’m still crying over money something something

#it’s like i’m not going to starve we have money and i have additional money to spend on stupid things but it feels so bad #i don’t think i’ve ever learned to let myself spend money even though for the last like 8? years we’ve been stable middle class #i just can’t let myself want things and then i make myself admit that i want something but only when i have gun to my head and my mom #forces me to tell her and then she just disregards it #like i’ve been dreading the new year and my birthday for as long as i can remember and it’s really not her fault it’s just #it just hurts i guess that yeah i gave her a wishlist because she made me write it and then just regifted things to me or blatantly #disregarded it and also i get that she’s traumatized by the inflation in the 90s and everything and also refuses to overpay for things #but it hurtsss when she goes oh yeah we were basically starving and my mom just got back from russia and got me a ysl mascara she was alway #so great like girl????????? why are you doing this to me?????????????? #-> i am aware that this is a nonexistent problem i’m just overanalyzing my relationship with money and wanting things #and i’ve been over this so many times with my friends i think they’d beat me to death if i start again not bc they don’t care but bc it’s #easily solvable if i speak up which i’m not going to do

[dylanconrique]

i know i asked you all to send me possible slow dance songs for tim and lucy to dance to at nolan's wedding over the holidays — (and boy did ya'll come in clutch with some incredible recommendations) but it has just occurred to me that if "dream a little dream of me" isn't the song playing in the background for their first "i love you" then what is even the point??????????????

#*carly catalogs #HOW DID I NOT REALIZE THIS SOONER????? #*SMACKS MYSELF IN THE HEAD OVER AND OVER AGAIN* STUPID STUPID STUPID #of course that's the only song they should be dancing to during that scene #specifically the doris day verison i mean duh it's the best one (imo) #the rookie #s6 wishlist #tim bradford #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well

[jvmiel]

Redoing of the tags

image ☽ i will find myself again

study ☽ hero is another word for damned

headcanon ☽ i left home a child and came back a hero

aesthetic ☽ stars were never peaceful

dyn; Michael ☽ you made him to be a warrior

dyn; Raziel ☽ it's too bad that you had to fall anyway

dyn; Chuck ☽ maybe i'm just never meant to meet you

dyn; Gabriel ☽ poets always love a good tragedy

open starter ☽ we all love what destroys us

wishlist ☽ does it have a happy ending

v; pre fall ☽ we were meant to own the sky

v; post fall ☽ we will be destroyed the gods

v; alt verse ☽ we were meant to be gods

starter call ☽ please allow me to burn at your side

memes ☽ but i guess i was never much of a write

drabbles ☽ i will not ask you to remember me

edits ☽ it's always been about the same boy

ooc ☽ can you tell me a story?

Discord commentary ☽ perhaps it does not know how to listen

Dash commentary ☽ love will come back again

Crack ☽ I am only body

#image ☽ i will find myself again #study ☽ hero is another word for damned #headcanon ☽ i left home a child and came back a hero #aesthetic ☽ stars were never peaceful #dyn; Raziel ☽ it's too bad that you had to fall anyway #dyn; Michael ☽ you made him to be a warrior #dyn; Chuck ☽ maybe i'm just never meant to meet you #dyn; Gabriel ☽ poets always love a good tragedy #open starter ☽ we all love what destroys us #wishlist ☽ does it have a happy ending #v; pre fall ☽ we were meant to own the sky #v; post fall ☽ we will be destroyed the gods #v; alt verse ☽ we were meant to be gods #starter call ☽ please allow me to burn at your side #memes ☽ but i guess i was never much of a write #drabbles ☽ i will not ask you to remember me #edits ☽ it's always been about the same boy #ooc ☽ can you tell me a story? #Discord commentary ☽ perhaps it does not know how to listen #Crack ☽ I am only body #Dash commentary ☽ love will come back again

[hemoatelier]

🩸 * out. ‣ i am not sorry for tipperposting‚ it will happen again. 🩸 * in. ‣ the curtain rises. 🩸 * inbox. ‣ send a message. 🩸 * answered. ‣ message received. 🩸 * face. ‣ graveyard heart. 🩸 * dash. ‣ break time. 🩸 * crack. ‣ welcome to the cringe and failzone. 🩸 * aesthetics. ‣ i wish we can wear dresses that shine brightly like the tail of a comet‚ and dance from the morning to night. 🩸 * character. ‣ this version of myself that i've chosen‚ imperfect as it may be‚ is the one i'll show to you. 🩸 * worldbuilding. ‣ keeper of the lore. 🩸 * creations. ‣ scoutlight‚ scoutkeep‚ scoutboss. 🩸 * promotions. ‣ networking chance. 🩸 * wishlist. ‣ something to look forwards to. ���� * connections. ‣ no one is alone in this world. 🩸 * calls. ‣ note box. 🩸 * closet. ‣ with a single thread. 🩸 * audio. ‣ radio station. 🩸 * blog updates. ‣ god help us all. 🩸 * saved. ‣ live tipper reaction.

#🩸 * out. ‣ i am not sorry for tipperposting‚ it will happen again. #🩸 * inbox. ‣ send a message. #🩸 * answered. ‣ message received. #🩸 * face. ‣ graveyard heart. #🩸 * worldbuilding. ‣ keeper of the lore. #🩸 * promotions. ‣ networking chance. #🩸 * audio. ‣ radio station. #🩸 * blog updates. ‣ god help us all. #🩸 * saved. ‣ live tipper reaction. #🩸 * character. ‣ this version of myself that i've chosen‚ imperfect as it may be‚ is the one i'll show to you. #🩸 * aesthetics. ‣ i wish we can wear dresses that shine brightly like the tail of a comet‚ and dance from the morning to night. #🩸 * crack. ‣ welcome to the cringe and failzone. #🩸 * closet. ‣ with a single thread. #🩸 * connections. ‣ no one is alone in this world. #🩸 * wishlist. ‣ something to look forwards to. #🩸 * in. ‣ the curtain rises.

[loki1987]

Didn't quite realise how weird this list was 'til I read it for typos...

#texting my sister again #texting post #funny texts #book list #wishlist #book wishlist #totally normal #Just making fun of myself now really #Look I NEED them okay

[duoduotian]

OOOOF the final payment for the laser stuff is so L like damn i rlly got to stay in these job for 2-3 yrs

#mel 废话时刻 #debating if hot girl summer is worth it now #luckily i have saved my money but mannnn #do i... still treat myself to bbt or... #fuck it we ball??? #time for lunch... #rip my clothes wishlist i will see u in a few months SOBS #like i mean i like normie things so chances are the samd thing will appear again on another brand 😭 #not the detachable skirt though... that one i must have 🙃