#C: Edmundo “Eddie” Diaz

[911kinkmeme-xover]

Eddie/Buck — Buck is magic

Buck is born with magic and it’s the worst kept secret in the 118.

Buck thinks he’s doing a great job of keeping it a secret it, but everyone is like “sure Buck, we didn’t just see you levitate the ladder truck because you dropped your phone and it slid under the truck.”

Or, maybe 5 times Buck accidentally used magic in front of the firefam and the one time he told everyone his “secret”.

+10 points if Eddie, Mr Curses-Aren’t-Real, doesn’t believe any of the weird things Buck does is because of magic. +100 points if the first time Buck and Eddie kiss the light bulbs blow (and Eddie doesn’t think it happened because of magic).

Fill: None

#Coda: 911 #C: Edmundo “Eddie” Diaz #C: Evan “Buck” Buckley #P: Evan “Buck” Buckley x Edmundo “Eddie” Diaz #T: Magic #T: First Kiss #T: Edmundo “Eddie” Diaz Doesn't Believe in Jinxes #Fill: None

[fandom]

Ships

Week Ending May 1st, 2023

Buddie +4 Evan Buckley & Edmundo Diaz, 9-1-1

Steddie Steve Harrington & Eddie Munson, Stranger Things

Huntlow Hunter & Willow Park, The Owl House

Destiel +6 Dean Winchester & Castiel, Supernatural

Byler +1 Will Byers & Mike Wheeler, Stranger Things

Bowuigi -5 Bowser & Luigi, the Super Mario Bros. franchise

Vashwood +1 Vash the Stampede & Nicholas D. Wolfwood, Trigun Stampede

Lumity -4 Luz Noceda & Amity Blight, The Owl House

Lestappen Charles Leclerc & Max Verstappen, Formula 1 drivers

Bumbleby +5 Yang Xiao Long & Blake Belladonna, RWBY

Jegulus +2 James Potter & Regulus Black, the Harry Potter universe

Wolfstar Remus Lupin & Sirius Black, the Harry Potter universe

Hanamusa Jessie & Delia Ketchum, the Pokémon franchise

Chenford +5 Lucy Chen & Tim Bradford, The Rookie

Slimeriana C!Slimecicle & C!ElMariana, The QSMP Minecraft Server

Ghostsoap -2 Simon “Ghost” Riley & John “Soap” MacTavish, the Call of Duty franchise

Wesper Wylan Van Eck & Jesper Fahey, the Grishaverse

Wenclair -2 Wednesday Addams & Enid Sinclair, Wednesday

Raeda -10 Raine Whispers & Eda Clawthorne, The Owl House

Kavetham Kaveh & Alhaitham, Genshin Impact

The number in italics indicates how many spots a ship moved up or down from the previous week. Bolded ships weren’t on the list last week.

#ships #05/01/2023 #buddie #911 fox

[marmarthehatterverse]

It took forever (and one thorough rewrite) for me to get this to a place I didn't hate. The poll results really helped, so thank you to everyone who voted in that. Anyway, I felt bad about how long it's been, so have almost 500 words.

@steadfastsaturnsrings @coatedpanda16

Eddie is a shit guide. He’s not able to perform any of the skills his test results say should be easy for him. He struggles with the most basic of guide skills, and has only successfully linked with one sentinel on purpose. Yes, Eddie is a shit guide, and that’s exactly why he tries this. 

Using training long abandoned, Eddie stretches out his mental awarness and pushes one thought onto the frayed mess that is the feral sentinel’s psyche: 

Stop.

The sentinel freezes, his mind growing confused. (In in defense, a guide really shouldn’t be able to do this.)

Stop.

A new panic wells up in his head. These thoughts are not his thoughts. Why isn’t his body moving?! (There’s nowhere to hide in the bone cavity of your own skull.)

Stop.

The sentinel drops to the ground boneless and unresisting. (Eddie thought it would take more effort.)

“...Ouch.”

Eddie snaps his head away from the form of the felled sentinel, and rushes over to where Buck is struggling to sit up. Upon closer examination it’s obvious that Buck must have hit his head during the landing. 

“You just can’t help yourself, can you?” With hands much more careful than tone would suggest, Eddie runs gentle fingers through Buck’s hair, assessing the bumps and lumps that he finds, helmet only able to help so much. Buck winces, but doesn’t try to pull away or stop him. Determining that the injuries are mostly superficial, Eddie helps Buck to his feet. 

Buck, looking for all the world like a kicked dog, has the audacity to pout. Eddie’s eyes narrow. “Bobby would have been fine. It would take a lot more than one feral C rank to hurt him. You, specifically, know this.” The pout only grows. “Don’t look at me like that, you could have been seriously hurt. Hell,” he gestures pointedly in the direction of the felled sentinel, “You almost where!” 

Buck follows Eddie’s angry hands and seems to become aware of the other sentinel for the first time since his fall. Eddie watches as Buck furrows his brow in obvious confusion. Just as Eddie starts to wonder if he was wrong about the head injuries just being bumps and lumps, Buck speaks:

“Eddie,” He starts slow, like he’s not quite sure how to finish. “How did you get him down so fast?”The questions draws Eddie up short, because Buck asked a great question, how had he knocked a feral sentinel out so fast. He knew what he was trying would have worked for someone like Bobby (well trained S tier guide forever bonded with the S tier sentinel), but even then, it would have taken a minute or two to render the feral sentinel unconscious. So how had he, Edmundo Diaz, very terrible no good guide™ , manage it on his first try in seconds.

#my writing #my fic #eddie is a bitch #who fought me every step of the way #until today #i have no clue what changed #but thank God it did #eddie diaz #evan buckley #bobby nash #buddie #911 abc #sentinel/guide au

[bradleybeachbabe]

winter/christmas blurb sleepover!!

hi everyone <3 i have decided to do a winter/christmas themed blurb sleepover! i did one last year, so i wanted to do one for this year! also i know i tend to lots of blurb nights, but i just love doing them :)

rules/information:

as long as this post is pinned, you are welcome to send requests but as soon as it is unpinned, please refrain from sending more

please send all of the requests to my ask box

if you don’t want to use a prompt from below, you can always send in your own concept/scenario. i’m totally okay with that!

prompt lists:

list a

list b

list c

list d

list e

list f

characters who i’m taking requests for my blurb night/sleepover:

evan ‘buck’ buckley

edmundo ‘eddie’ diaz

cowboy!eddie diaz

rafe cameron

topper thornton

tim bradford

rip wheeler

kayce dutton

jake ‘hangman’ seresin

natasha ‘phoenix’ trace

kiara carrera

sarah cameron

tagging some lovely moots to start off this blurb night!! @sarahsmi13s @auroralightsthesky @spnshortcake @annab-nana @lovinglyeternal @lavenderbradshaw @mamachasesmayhem @katsu28 @fiction-is-life @goldenroutledge @bobby-r2d2-floyd @hangmansgbaby @desert-fern @startrekfangirl2233 @teacupsandtopgun @horseshoegirl @sebsxphia @callmemana

#rachel’s winter/christmas blurb sleepover #signal boost if you want!! #evan buckley #evan ‘buck’ buckley #eddie diaz #911 #911 fandom #topper thornton #rafe cameron #outer banks #tim bradford #rip wheeler #kayce dutton #jake seresin #natasha trace #top gun maverick #kiara carrera #sarah cameron #yellowstone #the rookie

[identity-library]

Mental Health (TV Shows)

A:

Alladin (1994)

Mechanicles (Low Vision)

B:

Big City Greens (2018)

Alice Green (Phobia - Snakes)

C:

D:

E:

Empire (2015)

Andre Lyon (Bipolar Disorder)

ER (1994)

John Carter (Addiction - Drugs)

F:

G:

Get Ed (2005)

Loogie (Dissociative Identity Disorder)

Glee (2009)

Emma Pillsbury (OCD)

Grey's Anatomy (2005)

Amelia Shepherd (Addiction - Drugs)

Andrew DeLuca (Bipolar Disorder)

Charlotte King (Addiction - Drugs)

Jo Wilson (Depression, PTSD)

Miranda Bailey (OCD)

Owen Hunt (PTSD)

Richard Webber (Addiction - Alcohol)

H:

House (2004)

Gregory House (Addiction - Drugs)

I:

J:

Jessica Jones (2015)

Jessica Jones (Addiction - Alcohol, PTSD)

K:

L:

Lilo & Stitch: The Series (2003)

Clyde (Kleptomania)

M:

Moon Knight (2022)

Marc Spector/Moon Knight (Dissociative Identity Disorder)

N:

NCIS: New Orleans (2014)

Patton Plame (Addiction - Gambling)

New Girl (2011)

Ernie "Coach" Tagliaboo (Phobia - Boats)

Jessica Day (Claustrophobia, Phobia - Tight Spaces)

Winston Bishop (Panic Attacks)

O:

P:

Private Practice (2007)

Violet Turner (PTSD)

Q:

R:

S:

Station 19 (2018)

Jack Gibson (PTSD)

Robert Sullivan (Addiction - Drugs)

Sean Beckett (Addiction - Alcohol)

Stumptown (2019)

Dex Parios (PTSD)

T:

The Healing Powers of Dude (2020)

Noah Ferris (Anxiety Disorder)

The Lion Guard (2016)

Ono (Phobia - Bats)

The Prodigal Son (2019)

Malcolm Bright (Night Terrors, PTSD)

Total Drama (Franchise)

David "Dave" (Anxiety

Jay (Anxiety, Phobias)

Mickey (Anxiety, Phobias)

Mike (Dissociative Identity Disorder)

Sam (Addiction)

Shawn (Anxiety)

U:

V:

W:

X:

Y:

Z:

#:

9-1-1 (2018)

Robert "Bobby" Nash (Addiction - Alcohol)

Edmundo "Eddie" Diaz (Anxiety, PTSD)

Evan "Buck" Buckley (PTSD)

Christopher "Chris" Diaz (PTSD)

Maddie Buckley (Postpartum Depression, PTSD)

9-1-1: Lone Star (2020)

Judson "Judd" Ryder (Grief, PTSD)

Tyler Kennedy "TK" Strand (Addiction - Alcohol)

[idealuk]

You know what’s hilarious?

If Buddie is happening, the news of Abby coming back was meant to scare us in to thinking that it’s not, but our intelligent clown asses will have just gone and went straight to the assumptive position of speculating that it’s confirmation that it is, in fact, happening with the all-too-familiar rom-com scenario of an ex coming back to make a character see that their in love with a “friend” and not the former love interest who they thought they “needed“ back.

♪... I’m still feelin’ ten-foot high, keep this feelin’ my whole life, I’ll be dancin’ home tonight with my high heels in my hand! You gotta’ love yourself, you gotta’ love yourself, you gotta’ love yourself above any body else ...♪

Mel C. preaches truth to girl power. Name me people whom have taught Buck to love himself more than Eddie and Christopher. I’ll wait ... 💅🏽

#9-1-1 #buddiepher #buddie #evan 'buck' buckley #evan buckley #edmundo 'eddie' diaz #eddie diaz #abby clark #christopher diaz #buddie meta #buck x eddie #buckxeddie #buckeddie #eddie x buck #eddiexbuck #eddiebuck #melanie c. #sink the pink #music

[littlespoonevan]

The Truth of Love (Amas Veritas) - Chapter 4 

Pairing: Evan “Buck” Buckley/Eddie Diaz

Rating: Teen and Up

Chapter: 4/4

Chapter Word Count: 5434

Overall W/C: 20422

Summary:

Buck’s not really sure what he has planned when he shows up on Isabel Diaz’s doorstep.

It’s not like he thinks it’s the best idea he’s ever had but he just wants to talk to Eddie – somewhere that’s not the police station or his own kitchen table. If Eddie really is the person he created his spell about then he has to know. If only to make sure he doesn’t fall in love with him.

Steeling himself, he knocks on the door before stuffing his hands in his pockets. He doesn’t have to wait long for the door to open and he’s greeted on the other side with the sight of a casual Eddie. He’s in a t-shirt and shorts that look like they probably used to be sweatpants that got cut off at the knees and his hair’s a little dishevelled and it’s a lot, really, for Buck to take in all at once.

“Buck?” he asks, face scrunching up in confusion. “What are you-“

“Edmundo, who’s at the door?”

read here on ao3

#buddie #buck x eddie #911 #my fics #and we're done!!!

[missmitchieg]

9-1-1: A Helpful Guide For New Fans

Athena Nash:

- Played by: Angela Basset

- LAPD Police Sergeant but like coooooool

- Has a lot of best friends in the LGBT community

- Almost died once, it was wild

- Badass but an angel at the same time

- When she walks into a room, BO$$ by Fifth Harmony just starts playing in the background

- B O S S

- The Brain Cell of her household tbh

- Married a gay guy once, is still besties with him

- Then married a white guy but he's cool, too

- Great humor

Michael Grant:

- Played by: Rockmond Dunbar

- The gay guy Athena married

- Formerly an architect

- Currently President of HOA

- Visits her often

- Sweetheart

- Had a brain tumor for a while but he's fine now

- Has a sweet Doctor boyfriend and they're really happy and cute

Bobby Nash:

- Played by: Peter Krause

- The white guy Athena married

- Is friends with Michael and Michael's boyfriend

- Once solved a crime with Michael and his boyfriend and it was wild and entertaining as hell

- Captain of the LAFD

- Recovering alcoholic

- Probably listens to Michael Bolton and Phil Collins

- Actual nice guy

- Just really loves his wife

Harry Grant:

- Played by: Marcanthonee Reis

- Athena's son

- Nice kid

- Likes video games

May Grant:

- Played by: Corinne Massiah

- Athena's daughter

- Awesome

- Was bullied for no reason

- Just as badass as mama

- Previously considered majoring in pre-law, maybe journalism

- Ended up becoming a 911 dispatcher

Henrietta Wilson:

- Played by: Aisha Hinds

- Lesbian

- Has a dog named Paisley

- Athena's best friend

- Prefers the name Hen

- Firefighter & paramedic of the LAFD

- Was a lifeguard one summer as a kid

- Got shot by accident once

- Has a son named Denny

- Has an adorable foster daughter named Nia

Howie Han:

- Played by: Kenneth Choi

- Korean

- Karaoke King

- Firefighter & paramedic for the LAFD

- Everyone calls him Chimney/Chim, the story of why has not been told

- Doesn't have a great relationship with his dad

- Sweetheart

- Hen's best friend

- The first one to be nice to Hen when she joined the 118

- Baby on the way

- Has pretty bad luck sometimes

- Almost died

Madeline Buckley-Han:

- Played by: Jennifer Love Hewitt

- Introduced in s2

- Prefers to be called Maddie

- AN ANGEL

- Deserves SO MUCH BETTER

- 911 dispatcher

- Former nurse

- In therapy

- Karaoke Queen

- GARBAGE parents

- Seriously, they hate her

- Killed her abusive ex, it. was. awesome.

- Needs a hug and some coffee

- Dating Chimney, is having his daughter

Evan Buckley:

:- Played by: Oliver Stark

- Maddie's little brother

- Loves Chim for Maddie

- Firefighter

- Everyone calls him Buck/Buckaroo

- Chaotic Bisexual

- Also an angel

- A self sacrificing, reckless dumbass, but a brave, angelic, self sacrificing, reckless dumbass

- Has run into a burning building to save one last person on multiple occasions

- Seriously, the amount of times he has gotten hurt/almost died

- Just wants to be useful and needed and wanted

- Traveled a lot

- Sent Maddie a million postcards from his travels, she kept all of them

- Human personification of a golden retriever

- ADHD

- On blood thinners

- Has Issues

- Seriously, C H A O S

- His leg got crushed by a fire truck once

- Also in therapy

- Seriously, GARBAGE parents

- Parents hate him in a slightly different way than Maddie

- Needs a hug SO BAD OH MY GOD

- Sees Bobby and Athena as his parents because they kinda are tbh

- Bobby and Athena love him

- Has a massive crush on his best friend

- Is raising said best friend's kid with him

- According to his crush, he's "kinda obsessed with natural disasters"

- A Christmas elf once told him he and his crush/basically boyfriend have an adorable son and he thanked her, it was cute AF

Edmundo Diaz:

- Played by: Ryan Guzman

- Introduced in s2

- LAFD Firefighter

- Former army medic

- Everyone calls him Eddie

- Has PTSD

- Is the best friend Buck has a massive crush on

- Good thing the crush is mutual lol

- Had an illegal underground cage fighting phase

- Broke a guy's nose while in said phase

- Switched to counseling

- Yelled at Buck in the middle of a grocery store about not being around and missing him once (and it was funny AF)

- This was after telling Buck to "suck it up" when he had problems

#9-1-1 #athena nash #bobby nash #may grant #harry grant #michael grant #hen wilson #chimney han #evan buckley #maddie buckley-han #eddie diaz

[buckleysjareau]

double vision wrapped in last night’s party clothes

"I have always been honest with you." When Eddie's voice cracks, Buck's composure almost cracks with it. "Why can't you just be honest with me?"

or

When Buck is let in on a long kept family secret, he doesn't know what to do. He almost ruins things with the one person that keeps him from feeling like he's floating away with no way to land, but it ultimately turns out okay with help of a little communication.

for @cirrius-akiyo

Read on AO3

TW; descriptions of anxiety, emetophobia to be safe, car accidents and death of a very minor original character

From the moment he woke up with a pounding headache and an arm wrapped around his waist, Buck knows he fucked up. It’s not an unfamiliar feeling, waking up hungover in someone else’s bed, not being able to remember a thing. The feeling of knowing he fucked up, it was nothing new. 

But that wasn’t him anymore. He doesn’t drink until he can’t remember anything except the sensual touch of whoever’s finger tips, not anymore. He doesn’t do one night stands anymore. That was all Buck 1.0. That wasn’t who Buck was anymore, so before even opening his eyes to see what kind of room he’s in and who he’s with, he feels enough shame to make him nauseous. 

Dread consumes him when his eyes flicker open to the all too familiar plaid blankets and the toned, tattooed arm around him. 

Eddie Diaz. Eddie fucking Diaz. Edmundo Diaz. His best friend. His partner. His entirely platonic other half. Oh, fuck. He truly did fuck up. Eddie didn’t do one night stands, ever, so maybe this was an entirely platonic and clothed cuddle. He doesn’t have to freak out just yet. 

Then his eyes fall on his boxers on the floor and—

What the fuck happened? 

He swallows down his need to vomit and winces slightly as he tries to lift Eddie’s arm off of him without waking him up. He can’t believe he’s sneaking out of his best friend’s house, a house that he’s never really felt like a guest in. The thought sends a shock of pain through his heart, realizing how truly bad he fucked up. 

As he quickly and quietly dresses, his phone buzzes on the floor loud enough to make Eddie stir. He cringes and grabs his phone as quick as possible, letting out a breath of relief when Eddie doesn’t wake. 

The second he catches sight of the multiple missed calls and texts notifications on his phone, he freezes as everything comes back to him. 

“Nothing I ever did was good enough… now I know why.”

Bile rises to his throat as everything rushes back to him and he books it out of Eddie’s house, barely making it to his car before he empties his stomach of all the alcohol and absolutely none of the shame. 

He’s in his car and on the road by the time he realizes it’s hard to catch his breath and tears are blurring the road ahead of him. 

Name five things you can see, he hears Eddie’s voice in his head. Eddie is one of the sources of his anxiety right now, but he’d helped the last time so Buck goes through it in his head as he pulls over.

Five things you can see. The red truck he’s parked behind. A woman walking her dog. House with pink shutters. Halloween decorations. The pool in someone’s backyard. 

Four things you can feel. His steering wheel vibrating under his hands.  The air from his vents. Sweat soaking his back. His head against the headrest.

Three things you can hear…

By the time he’s through with listing things, he can breathe normally and his vision is cleared enough to drive the rest of his way home. He’s not very religious, but he prays that no one is waiting for him when he enters his apartment.

His heart clenches when his phone buzzes with a text from Eddie and shuts his phone off before he can see what he had to say. 

“Buck? What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be at Chimney’s with your parents?” 

Before Eddie can ask anymore questions, Buck shakes his head. “Do you have any alcohol?”

“You came here for a beer?” Eddie asked incredulously, eyebrows raised. 

“I was thinking something stronger.”

-

His head pounds as he makes his way into the station, a half hour before his shift, and he immediately wants to leave.  He knows Eddie is going to walk in any minute now, and Chimney, too. He doesn’t know if he can look at either of them right now. 

“You knew?” Buck spits out at Chimney, the betrayal he’s feeling so strong he steps back as if he was physically struck. 

“Buck—” 

“No… don’t…” 

“Have a good morning, Buck?” Bobby asks as Buck enters the loft. What does he know?

“Why?” He asks defensively, causing his captain to sit up a little straighter with his eyebrow raised. 

“You okay?” 

“There’s something I need to show you…”

“What is this? Who is this?”

“Evan…”

“Yeah, of course.” He tries to smile but he knows it’s a grimace. He’s usually okay at faking smiles and acting like everything is fine when it’s not, but now absolutely nothing is okay, he realizes. Everything that he found comfort in when things were falling apart has been tainted by this secret now.

Chimney had known something about Buck that he hadn’t known about himself and continued to look him in the eyes like he wasn’t keeping something huge. He feels nauseous all over again at the thought of seeing him today, and he’s not even mad, he’s just hurt. 

Eddie should be walking in right about now and Buck’s heart is in his throat when he hears footsteps coming up the stairs and he’s just not ready for the Eddie confrontation so he’s the tiniest bit relieved when it’s Chimney instead. 

“Oh, thank God you’re alive,” is not what he expects to come out of Chimney’s mouth but Buck’s heart clenches in a way that hurts.

“I told him because I was trying to protect you,” 

“That doesn’t make it any better!” 

Eddie just reaches the top step when Bobby starts the beginning of shift announcements and Buck thanks his lucky stars that there wasn’t time for a confrontation between announcements and chore assignments. 

He looks up for one second to meet Eddie’s eye before averting eye contact in less than a second. 

“Buckley, you’re with me on getting lunch started!” 

He’s relieved he’s not with Eddie or Chimney, but he has a feeling he knows why Bobby is assigning him to lunch duties, and that was so he could pry whatever out of him. He’d done it a few times, and normally Buck didn’t mind but this wasn’t something he wanted to even admit, let alone tell his Captain about it.

“Don’t you dare walk out that door!” His dad’s voice boomed around the apartment, reminding him of all of the times talks about his grades and his future turned into screaming matches. 

“Buck!” His head snaps up at the sound of Bobby’s voice.

“Yeah?”

Bobby gestures with his eyes at his hand that was currently covered in the tomato he didn’t realize he was squishing in his hands. 

“Oh.” 

Bobby clears his throat from behind Buck as he rinses off his hands. “Alright, what’s going with you? Where’s your head at? Is it the bomb threat call that’s got you so bothered?”

Buck shakes his head. “It’s nothing, Bobby.”

“It’s not nothing, Buck. Is it your parents?” Bobby knows he’s onto something when Buck tenses. “You don’t have to talk to me about it but you do have to let me know if you’re not in the headspace to—”

The alarm blares and Buck jumps into action before Bobby can even finish his sentence. He’s fine to go out on calls, he has to be, he cannot sit there at the station with the storm that’s raging in his head. He needs to do the one thing he can’t fuck up.

Bobby gives him a look as he gears up but he just gives him a thumbs up and hops into the truck.

Eddie is across from him, trying to meet his eye yet again but Buck continues to stare out the window. He knows he’s being a coward, he does, but his stomach drops whenever he thinks of meeting Eddie’s eyes, dreads seeing the ‘it was a mistake' eyes. He dreads seeing the inevitable. 

“What do you want, Buck?” Eddie pants above him, eyes dark and searching.

“Make me forget.” He sounds desperate and he is, he’s desperate to forget and he’s desperate for Eddie. 

“Make you forget what?” 

“Just make me forget, please, Eddie. Please.”

“Will you look at me?” Eddie’s voice filters in through the headset. 

Buck takes a deep breath in and releases it before he looks to Eddie. Brown eyes meet his blue and Buck immediately sees the frustration in the way his eyebrows scrunch, but he can also see the fear and he did this.

“Are we okay?” 

The grimace returns. “Of course, Eds, why wouldn’t we be?”

“You left before–”

“Buck… please don’t leave. We can talk about this.”

“You didn’t talk about it for twenty-nine years, why do we have to talk about it now?”

“Buck, let’s go!” Hen shouts as she shuts the door and Buck really needs to get in the right head space because if Bobby benches him now, after quite literally everything in his life is falling apart, he might not be able to recover from this.

His heart is beating erratically as he uses the K-12 to get the door off of the T-boned car, Eddie by his side with the Jaws. The girl in the driver’s seat, probably not even eighteen yet,  is hysterical and Eddie tries to calm her down but the door won’t budge with just the Jaws. 

Her screams get louder the second the door is pulled off and when a name tears through her gut wrenching sobs, Buck notices Hen about three feet away giving CPR to a middle aged woman. 

“Julia!” 

“Ma’am, I need you to stay still for me while I get this on you,” Eddie’s controlled tone echoes through Buck’s ears.

“Please don’t let her die, please, this is my fault!” 

Buck swallows the lump in his throat before he focuses his full attention on the girl. “Miss, listen to me,” he tries so she won’t turn her head to him. “Can you tell me your name?”

“Samantha.” She chokes out but it seems like she’s calming down enough for Eddie to put the C-Collar on while Chimney keeps her head stabilized. “Please, you have to save her, she–”

She starts shaking her head again, as best as she can between Chimney’s hands and Buck is so worried she’s going to cause more possible damage to her spine so he blurts out the first thing he can think of to keep her calm. “Tell me about Julia.”

“What? You have to save her.”

Buck sighs. “We’ve got the best paramedic in the LAFD working on her right now, okay? Can you tell me about her?”

Samantha sniffles. “I- I don’t know anything about her. She’s my b-birth-” she chokes on a sob. 

“She’s my birth mother.”

“Maddie… who is this?”

“It’s you… with your birth mother.”

Of fucking course. 

His heart stutters a beat before his eyes glance up at Chimney in the back and meets his eye before focusing his attention back on Samantha who’s still talking. 

“...and I was just giving her a ride home. I thought that was the nice thing to do and now she’s dead. She gave me life and I killed her!”

“Hey, no, you didn’t kill her. This isn’t your fault.” Buck promises vehemently, because he can. The accident wasn’t her fault, it was the drunk driver who had T-boned them and tried to flee the scene. 

“I… I found the records when I was cleaning out the garage during quarantine. My parents don’t even know I was meeting with her and I should have listened to them because she’s-she’s-”

“It’s okay, Samantha. We’re getting you out of here now.” Buck keeps his tone calm and controlled even though his emotions are tearing him apart from the inside out. 

They get her on the ambulance when Bobby calls it on Julia. Hen falls back to sit on her haunches and defeatedly sighs, wiping the sweat away from her head.

-

Buck feels numb. 

The ride back to the station is one big blur and before he knows it, he’s out of his gear and walking to the locker room when he’s stopped.

By Chimney.

“Buck, can we please talk?” 

Buck clenches his fists and takes in a deep breath before shaking his head. “No.”

“Buck, c’mon–”

“I can’t right now, man. I said no.” He starts off weak, his voice catching, but ends strong. Putting his foot down. 

He lets out a breath he didn’t even know he was holding when he hears Chimney walking away. He grabs his work out clothes from his locker and slams the locker door shut, too many emotions coursing through him that needed to be let out somehow. 

The punches to the bag start slow, controlled, but soon, the hurt takes over. The anger takes over. 

A particularly hard swing echoes through the station, following the growl that rips loose from his throat. Buck pays no attention to the footsteps sounding from the staircase behind him.

He gives a quick glance at Eddie as he plants himself against the wall to the side of Buck but leaves it at that and continues to swing. 

“You wanna tell me what the hell is going on with you, Buck?” Eddie’s voice is tinged with concern, frustration, and desperation and Buck doesn’t know what to do with that. He doesn’t know what to say, how to get the words out. Like Dr. Copeland pointed out, he hides his true feelings from people and he thinks nothing’s ever been more true. 

“Nothing’s going on, Eddie.” 

Eddie huffs. “Right. You promised me we’d talk last night and then when I woke up, you were gone.”

“Eds, please, hurry up. Make me-”

“Forget, yeah, I got you, Buck. Just… promise me we’ll talk after?”

“I had plans with Chimney.” He huffs out the lie.

“Really? That’s funny, because Chimney says he hasn’t seen you since last night.” Eddie’s voice raises just a little but it’s enough to make Buck freeze. He blinks, takes off the gloves, and turns to leave. How hypocritical he is, talking about how everyone always leaves, when here he is, literally running away from every little problem.

He makes it to the locker room before he realizes Eddie followed him.

“If you think it was a mistake then please just tell me instead of lying to me and shutting me out.” 

The hurt in Eddie’s voice is so strong Buck completely freezes. When he goes to take in a deep breath, it gets caught in his throat and he can’t bring himself to move or try again. 

“I have always been honest with you.” When Eddie’s voice cracks, Buck’s composure almost cracks with it. “Why can’t you just be honest with me?”

The tears Buck tried to keep in started to fall and he should really breathe, he’s getting dizzy, he should breathe but he’s scared of the sound that’s going to come when he tries. 

“Buck.”

The sob erupts from the back of his throat before he can stop it and the force of it has him gasping for a breath he can’t quite catch. 

“Shit, Buck?” He hears before Eddie’s in front of him. “Hey, man, it’s okay. It’s okay. Just, talk to me, Buck.”

Another breath gets caught in his throat and the only thing Buck can think to do is bring his shaking hand up to his chest as if he could rub away the agony. 

Eddie goes to catch him before he even realizes he’s keeling over, his hand still trying to clutch at his chest, and Buck can only imagine how scary this must seem to Eddie. He tries to calm himself down for the sake of Eddie but breaths just keep getting stuck. 

“Is this another panic attack or is something else going on, Buck? Do I need to call Hen and Chimney down here? 9-1-1?” He can tell Eddie’s trying not to panic for the sake of not freaking Buck out even more.

“Don’t g-g-get Chimney,” He stutters out, he can barely get the words out of his mouth. “I- I don’t need med-medic-medical attention.”

Once Eddie believes that Buck is just overwhelmed, he jumps right into the only grounding exercise that ever seems to work for Buck and once he can feel something other than the mind-numbing pain that came along with the secret, he turns to apologize.

“You don’t have to apologize for that, you already know this.” Eddie reassures.

Buck shakes his head. “No… I’m sorry for leaving. I just, Eddie, I- I love you, and I felt like I’d just messed up the only place I’d felt at home in. Everything came rushing back and- and I couldn’t face it when I was being forced to face everything else. I’m sorry.”

Eddie smiled as Buck admitted he loved him, cheeks tinged pink, but listened intently to the rest.

“Hey, you didn’t mess up anything. I love you, too, Buck. So much. You’re always going to have a place in our home, last night didn’t change that. I actually kind of thought it solidified that, but I guess I didn’t do too great of a job showing you just how much you belong there.”

The knowledge that Eddie loves him back both thrills and scares him. 

“Eddie. I-I, you have to know, I’m not ready for anything ri-right now. I love you, shit, I love you so much. I’m just a mess right now and I don’t even know who I am, not anymore, not ever and I feel like I’m just floating with no way to land and I can’t… put that on you. I can’t- I mean, before I came to you last night…”

“Hey, it’s okay, we can talk through everything later. I’ve still got your back, ready or not.” He sees Eddie hesitate and the nausea comes back. Please don’t take it back. “Can you tell me why you came to me in the first place?”

It’s tense, quiet for a minute, as Buck decides to tell his best friend, his person, the secret that came into his life like a bomb to blow up everything he thought he knew about himself and his life.

“They told me I was adopted.” 

It’s so quiet in there, he could practically hear the crickets chirp. Though, he’s pretty sure that might be his heart.

“I, wow, Buck.” He clears his throat. “I don’t even know what to say. What can I do? To help, I mean.”

Buck, ever the one to deflect, smirks sadly at Eddie’s wording. “There he is.”

Eddie raises an eyebrow. “Excuse me?”

“You’ve been too good with your words, I was starting to think alien possession made its way into our 2020.” He snorts. 

Eddie feigns offense. “Man, you know when it comes to you, I’ve almost always been good with words. You, on the other hand?” 

“Hey now,” Buck tries to fight back the first real smile since his parents had gotten into town, but gives up fighting it. “To answer your question, you’ve already done the only thing that can help me now.”

“Oh yeah? What’s that?”

“You stayed.”

#my writing #my fics #buddie #buddie fic #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 on fox #buck begins #i always liked the adoption theory so here it is

[buddiewho]

Okay, I saw this post and I went very salty. Then it made me realize something about this post. The idea of Eddie playing a role. He's forcing himself into a role. And this is me probably reaching to the ends of the Earth, because the writers aren't that good are they? Who knows. As with most stories, the ball gets dropped on plot lines or characters, but I'm still holding out that they won't drop the ball on bisexual Evan Buckley...anyway, back to this salty mood.

There's something interesting about the math thing in contrast to the universe. Math is practical. Logic. It's sound. It comes with definitive answers (equation we'll name A). The universe is messy (tied with X + C). Convoluted and terrifying because the universe wants you to OPEN up, wants you to see what's in front of your face. Edmundo Diaz who doesn't believe in jinxes and is kind of apprehensive about curandera/os and whether or not what they practice is logical. This whole jinxed thing, he's having none of it, but he can get paranoid about technology. That's different; even still feels practical because there’s no intangible forces controlling Hildy; it’s targeted advertising. His St. Christopher's medal is different, but why would he be so against signs especially with a Catholic upbringing? Not that he held too hard to that, but still..he seems dead set on ignoring the universe and Buck seems dead set on being impatient instead of waiting for the universe to bring a meaningful relationship to him (and into this equation comes T).

That being said the idea of math being practical, logical and sound, even comfortable is the perfect equation (A) for Eddie Diaz. This means he's also probably repressing his feelings, and emotions in order to make this equation work. And yet it's simple as 2+2=4 because equation A is an amazing woman + it should be easier once I tell Christopher (C), because he already knows her =well, it's not that simple, right? This still feels super backhanded to me, but yet there is still something logical and practical about math (A) in comparison to the universe (X + C), yes?

Except how do you find X? That's the trickier, more difficult math. What is X; the universe constructs the equation like so, Friend+ co-parent + X=. The solution? Well, that’s being ignored because the opposite equation (A) might feel comfortable, but the universe might want you to take a good long hard look and SEE that X is right there. But we've taken the practical path (A), the less scary and more definitive path (without the messiness of ruining something that's already going good with X) so therefore when X asks we say, it's a simple equation in which A taught me math. X takes it as cheeky humor, thinking they have both been out of the game so long, because X must also seek out a different equation (T) until the universe (C) continues its work to make known what's in front of their face.

#I'm still being salty #math #buddie #am I reaching? #oh hell yeah #but have this crack shit #okay #evan buckley #eddie diaz

[911kinkmeme-xover]

Canon Pairings, Buck/Eddie — Mistletoe kiss

It’s almost Christmas so I’m looking for some Christmas time fluff!

Easy peasy prompt: minifill or quick snippets of Athena/Bobby, Hen/Karen, Chim/Maddie, and Buck/Eddie each having a kiss under the mistletoe.

Buddie can be pre relationship or established. Any setting (although I personally pictured a strategically placed sprig of mistletoe at a Grant-Nash Christmas BBQ).

+ Extra points for Albert and Ravi too! (Albert/Ravi or them with OCs, I don’t mind.)

Fill: None

#Coda: 911 #C: Edmundo “Eddie” Diaz #C: Evan “Buck” Buckley #C: Athena Grant #C: Bobby Nash #C: Henrietta “Hen” Wilson #C: Howard “Chimney” Han #C: Karen Wilson #C: Maddie Buckley #C: Albert Han #C: Ravi Panikkar #C: Original Character #P: Athena Grant x Bobby Nash #P: Evan “Buck” Buckley x Edmundo “Eddie” Diaz #P: Henrietta “Hen” Wilson x Karen Wilson #P: Howard “Chimney” Han x Maddie Buckley #P: Albert Han x Ravi Panikkar #P: Albert Han x Original Character #P: Ravi Panikkar x Original Character #T: Christmas #T: Mistletoe #T: Fluff #Fill: None

[diazactually]

top 5 favorite moments from season 4? <3

i really tried to make it only 5, i swear–

the shooting of one edmundo diaz — no comment needed. actually you know what i cannot stress this enough that scene was so p e r f e c t. the way everything slowed down, the way everything stopped and nothing existed only eddie and buck looking at each other, unable to comprehend what just happened, the way eddie reached for buck, the way buck froze, face covered and shirt stained by eddie's blood, the way they never stopped looking at each other, the way buck had to be literally body slammed into the firetruck to move and register that he is also in danger. I LIVE FOR THAT DRAMA

trapped inside the firetruck (jinx) — that level of chaoticism is just *chef's kiss* eddie being all goofy teasing the others (“boogey man?” such a dork), chim being Done with eddie, just done. buck doing his adorable furious googling thing. hen being hen. bobby choosing not to interact. and then the other firehouse arriving and just laughing at them and taking pictures i’m— comedy gold.

chimney & then albert running away from The Buckley Family Secret — i love my dramatic kings, they own my heart

michael, bobby & david aka amatuer detectives — that goofines was so. GOOD. my favourite part was watching david’s reactions lmao, i love him. also bobby on a mission going ‘👋🏼’ lmao

THE BOOK CLUB — I LOVED THAT. 👇🏼 medical. 👉🏼 babies. 👈🏼 women (even if that’s not entirely true)

the helium scene — when i tell you i was choking during that scene. i loved it so so much, it had 2x04 dosed vibes!! also we were finally represented🤡

Boss Athena — ‘cagney and lacey, are we making a true crime podcast?’ + ‘does any of you have a badge and a gun?’ + ‘don’t even think about it, buck’ + ‘not you too’ (to bobby during treasure hunt). do not ever stop talking, queen

eddie vs hildy — all the scenes of him and his fear of technology makes me cackle. that is one dramatic man. we stan

the montage in jinx while ‘don’t stop me now’ plays — comedy. GOLD.

hen & karen + saying goodbye to nia — it was so well done, i love them and how they’re each others’ rock. also i loved how nia’s biological mom was an actually decent person instead of this cliché ‘oh no, she’s horrible, the child doesn’t belong with her’ way of resolving this issue (it feels more real this way!)

not actually saying goodbye to nia — ‘mama karen, mama hen!’ 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

what do you mean i completely missed the point of answering this question

#me proudly presenting my answer to this ask i spectacularly failed at answering properly #911 thoughts #firefam #911 #911 season 4 #911 spoilers #tuserel #🚒

[bradleybeachbabe]

blurb night/sleepover!

hi <3 i’m hosting a little blurb sleepover/night for the next few days!! i have been starting to feel a little motivated to get back into writing, so why not do a blurb night/sleepover?? :)

rules/information:

as long as this post is pinned, you are welcome to send requests but as soon as it is unpinned, please refrain from sending more

please send all of the requests to my ask box

if you don’t want to use a prompt from below, you can always send in your own concept/scenario. i’m totally okay with that!

prompt lists:

list a

list b

list c

list d

list e

list f

list g

list h

list i

characters who i’m taking requests for my blurb night/sleepover:

evan ‘buck’ buckley

edmundo ‘eddie’ diaz

tim bradford

kayce dutton

topper thornton

rhett abbott

jake ‘hangman’ seresin

stefan salvatore

tagging some lovely moots to start off this blurb night! @auroralightsthesky @spnshortcake @sarahsmi13s @lovinglyeternal @mayhemmanaged @katsu28 @fiction-is-life @startrekfangirl2233 @lavenderbradshaw @horseshoegirl @bobby-r2d2-floyd @crescentwolf @desert-fern @glen-powells @sebsxphia @footprintsinthesxnd @bpdtistic

#rachel’s blurb night/sleepover #signal boost if you want to #evan buckley #evan buckley x reader #edmundo diaz #eddie diaz #eddie diaz x reader #911 fandom #tim bradford #tim bradford x reader #the rookie #kayce dutton #kayce dutton x reader #yellowstone #rhett abbott #rhett abbott x reader #jake ‘hangman’ seresin #jake seresin x reader #tgm #topper thornton #topper thornton x reader #outer banks #stefan salvatore x reader #stefan salvatore #tvd

[adamngoodbuck]

52 for the sensory prompts bring on the PAIN

52. Exhausted numbness after crying from the sensory prompts

sit with you in the trenches

buddie, angst, h/c, major character injury, hopeful ending

Link to AO3

Hiccups. That’s what shocks Buck out of his trance. Unstoppable hiccups. He looks up and sees many tubes coming in and out of Eddie. Too many tubes.

His arms and legs won’t respond to his commands. He’s lying on a chair and there’s a heaviness on his chest that he can’t shake off. He shudders under the weight of reality.

"I don't remember the first time I told him I loved him."

"Do you remember the last?" There’s a calmness in Maddie’s voice that he can’t stand. He’s broken and his sister is trying to keep the pieces together. He stands up and walks to the window, his legs wobbling with every step he takes.

"Yes, I think-” A sob followed by even more hiccups interrupt him. “It was right before we- we left home."

"Then the first time is irrelevant. You've been together forever. Some milestones are bound to be forgotten. Or even better, replaced. It happens. You just have to make a point to build things up from there."

"Given the circumstances, I don't think-" a sob escapes him. "What if there’s no building things up, Mads? What if this was it? All I got with him was-” Buck collapses on his chair again.

“You can’t think like that, I know it’s hard and you’re going through something terrible right now, but you can’t think like that, Buck.”

“I don’t know how to do this. I’m not- I’m not strong enough,” he yells but his voice breaks. He lowers his head and his fingers run through his hair. “I’m not strong enough, Maddie. It’s been days. It’s purgatory. Days of this- this limbo. Christopher wants answers I can’t give to him. And Ramon and Helena want answers I can’t give to them. And I’m here, I’m here and he-” he chokes when Maddie’s hand squeeze his shoulder.

“I’m here and he is not.”

“Buck… He’s fighting like hell to come back, you know this.”

“Yeah.”

“So you fight too, right?”

He nods.

“And we will be here, fighting beside you two, okay?”

“Yeah, okay.” But it’s not okay. Nothing had been okay since Eddie’d fallen from that building a week ago and all Buck had been able to do was staring in defeat as the love of his life plummeted to a sure death.

The thing is Eddie hadn’t died. He’d survived, as Eddie does.

Even if he’s now connected to a million tubes that help him keep up with his many bodily functions, Eddie’s alive.

The first day in the hospital Buck had lost himself in what-ifs.

The second day he had cried for almost 24 hours straight. The guilt overwhelming him, he had felt ashamed of himself. Christopher had visited and his presence had broken Buck even further.

By the fourth day, his search history had become an unending list of articles about head trauma, coma’s prognosis, and memory loss.

And now? Maybe now Buck begins to understand there’s nothing much he can do. It's just a matter of time. And patience, one of the things he normally doesn't excel at.

But for Eddie, he can gather all the patience in the universe and force it to stay within himself. He can be there and hold his hand while he recovers.

So that’s what he does; he takes Eddie’s hand in his and rubs circles on his palm.

“Come back to me, please. Come back to us. We’re here, we’ll always be here for you, but you need to come back to us,” he murmurs, voice muffled by the blanket. He kisses Eddie’s knuckles and lets his head rest on the bed, closing his eyes. Tears pool hot under his temple. “You come back to me and our son, Edmundo Diaz, or so help me god...”

A cough.

Buck’s startled and he jerks his body up. He looks around trying to find the source of the cough. He’s supposed to be alone. He is alone. So where the fuck is the cough coming from?

He walks to the door and peaks outside. Another cough, but there’s no one there.

When he re-enters the room, he looks down, he stares at the bed and beyond, but when he reaches Eddie's eyes, they are-

Wide open.

#buddie #buddie fic #911 fox #911 fic #evan buckley #eddie diaz #listen lauren thanks for the prompt #but you wanted pain? i hope i delivered #tylerhunklin

[elisela]

C, F, and L for the fanfic author asks 😊

C. what fandom(s) did you start writing? CSI, Nick/Greg, which was about three lifetimes ago in fandom years.

F. canon fics or au? This usually depends on the ship and fandom—in SGA, I could not get enough McShep AUs. It was probably all I read after awhile, and certainly all I wrote. For Buddie, I’m more into canon fics (or canon divergent AUs), although there are a few AUs being written that I’m pretty excited for, and I’ve been persuaded to start an au where Buck owns a bookshop so ... gotta figure that one out.

L. favourite fic of yours? Quite coincidentally, the one I wrote you! the love song of edmundo diaz is my great love letter to Eddie, through Buck’s eyes. I’ve noticed certain parts of the fandom always putting Eddie down and acting like he’s this violent guy who does nothing for Buck and brings nothing to the relationship and I am not here for that.

#ask eli

[lastchancecafe13]

Read on A03

The hospital waiting room was quiet when they arrived. Eddie ran in with Chris on his shoulders, expecting the whole team. Instead, he's met with a harried-looking nurse and a raised eyebrow from Athena.

"What are you-where is-?" He can't get the words out past the panic in his chest. The room is too small to pace, but that didn't stop him from taking a few quick steps, even with the solid weight of Chris at his back. Athena simply pushed him toward a chair, helping Chris climb down next to him. Eddie is back on his feet in the next breath, pacing again, but it wasn't enough. He needed to see Buck. If he could just see him alive, then-

"Eddie, breathe for me, okay?"

His shoulders shake as he tries to force a breath. The adrenaline that brought him here without thinking left his body just as quickly. He looked around again, and exhaustion settled over him as he took in the empty room- Buck's greatest fear come to life. The panic bubbled back at the thought of Buck here, all alone and-

"They'll be back." Athena's voice cut through the noise in his head. "They made sure he was safely into surgery, stayed as long as they could. But the shift roster is a little thin these days, so they had to go back and reset before the C crew comes on."

She doesn't mention the reason the roster is short-staffed. Eddie was thankful for that.

"Do you have any updates?"

Athena shook her head, "I'm guessing he's still in surgery, but even if he was out already, Bobby is the one with his medical release."

Something broke in her voice as she spoke. Under normal circumstances, Eddie would have clocked the emotion and pressed for more information. But he hasn't been thinking straight since Hen told him that Buck coded in the ambulance. Athena was trying so hard to keep a lid on her emotions, and all he wanted to do was pull her into a hug, but he's pretty sure that would break them both. He let Chris wrap around her instead.

Eddie stood on shaking legs and made his way to the nursing station. The need to see Buck was the only thing keeping him upright. It may not give them any comfort, but he could get them some information. The nurse gave him a small smile as he approached, undoubtedly intending to soothe him.

" Family of Evan Buckley, right? Are you Mr. Nash?"

"No, that's our captain. I should be his other emergency contact, Edmundo Diaz. Any chance you have an update yet?"

She tapped at her keyboard with a frown, "I'm sorry, Mr. Diaz, I don't have you listed in our records-"

The room spun around him, taking the rest of her words with it. Eddie wanted to argue that there must be a mistake with the list. He and Buck are partners- but that hadn't been true for weeks–longer if he was honest. Still, he never would have-that Buck would even think he wouldn't-

Athena was there again. Her hand gripped the arm of his shirt as she guided him back to his chair. She didn't let go until he collapsed against the hard plastic. His elbow bumped Chris, jostling his Switch, and his son looked toward him for news. Eddie shook his head, unable to find the words, and Chris turned back to his game, jabbing at the buttons with a frown. The fact that his son was so comfortable with the hospital waiting room routine added another layer of guilt to his conscience.

There was a sigh to his right as Athena sat beside him with nothing left to do but wait.

#buck x eddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #athena grant #febuwhump #febuwhumpday5 #let me see #buck whump #911 fic