#I HATE THI S

[gregoftom]

GOD i am trying so fucking hard not to read into the fact that tom repressed the shit out of how he actually felt when he learned he probably won’t go to jail and then when he went to greg, he could. express it. you know. he could be himself. i really hate so much what i read into it BECAUSE I SHOULDN’T BC I KNOW WHAT HAPPENS LATER AND I SHOULDN’T TRUST THIS SHIT BUT ARHJARHA HOW CAN I NOT WHEN HE’S REPRESSED ASF PER USUAL BUT THE MOMENT HE GOES TO GREG OR IS ALONE WITH GREG HE EXPRESSES HIMSELF FULLY, HIS RAGE, PAIN, [MANIC] HAPPINESS, AFFECTION. I HATE THIS SO MUCH. AND GREG IS IN THE CORNER COWERING BC HE DOESN’T UNDERSTAND THAT THE REASON TOM ACTS THIS WAY AROUND HIM IS. no. i Refuse to read That into it. but yall get what i’m saying right. 

AND THEN THIS

are you fucking kidding me. like was that really fucking necessary.

#tomgreg #god i hate thi IS S how #im gonan. i gotta sit down for a sec i'm jahving a jhemmhorrage #hemorrage #mhem?? you know that ththing #oh yall are prob expecting a novel in the tags wel like i said in the post. i think it's interesting that tom is like. Himself. around greg. #when they're alone. he can be like. maybe his core self? i don't know. maybe it's some kind of. parallel. #to how he tries to be a roy. which can be compared to say. roman. who was confirmed to have had the concept. #of being gay. like. they put on a show right. like roman's true self is he'd die for his family. but he won't say it outright. #and in fact hates being called out on it/makes excuses for it. #you see where i'm going with this. they pretend to be. yk. something they're not. #but around greg HES SO EXPLOSIVE and SO AFFECTIONATE and so PLAYFUL. like i said. he's like a schoolboy. #we get glimpses of that with shiv but she doesn't seem to like it so he learns to repress it. #when greg refused his little wrestle to the ground [by the way. ok gayass] he got snippy and took it as a rejection. #but it won't stop him from continuing to be himself around greg bc there's something about him i guess. #like obviously i'm trying really hard to think rationally about this bc i don't know if i can trust the writers with something like this. #and i'm getting conflicting thoughts and feelings and ideas from stuff i've seen about season 4. #but like. yeah. i don't know. it's interesting to me. this scene was interesting to me. #i'm not gonna cap the whole tom going koo koo bananas bc well he flipped a desk and beat his chest unga bunga. but. yeah. #ALSO GREG ASKNG ''IS IT REAL'' BEFORE TOM KISSES HIM GOD SEND THE FLOOD #DONT FUCKING DO THAT #anYWYA IM GOING MY BLOOD PRESSURE IS RISING little lord fuckleroy has left the call #txt #SORRY SORRY ALSO tom calling them the waystar two hAHHhhhhhfdne wowowoewoewd what is he your fucking boywife. fuck outta here

[miallurk]

In these days i realized i like art and writing and creating and shopping and taking walks and talking to people and cleaning and helping and studying and doing things but i'm just. too stressed, tired and burned out to do them. How great!

#i am losing my sanity day by day #drowning myself in the nearby lake seems better and better every day #why am i even writing this i have literally no mutuals or even people who'd care about #don't mind me crying myself to sleep haha #ooooh look at this pathetic baby. sitting in their little bed crying stupid tears. i should at least get tissues now while my crying isn't #fuck history fuck school and fuck me i quess #am i gonna start treating this as an actual blog and make a sideblog for reblogs? who knows! certainly not me; stay tuned for the story! #i'm gonna go and just let it all out into a pillow #vent ig #my mom is blasting holiday music in the other room lol #nice to have a whatever the fuck im having while “jingle bells” plays #at least i'm not hearing mariah carey ig #anyway i've probably hadn't been taking care of myself lately it has been worse despite me promoting it to everyone who needs #when i vented last time and it wasn't taken seriously so woop #anyway imma go try to calm myself and back to my notes i go #please gods what did i do to deserve thi s shit. fuck you #i hate it here i really do. i hate when these people talk to me i hate them. i at least can be sorta accquaitances with one but they just. #all stare and laugh? i actually can't. like i'm some fucking clown and laughing stock. just kill me at this point. i have been enduring this #for YEARS and suddenly i'm being a little bitch about it?? what the fuck. why am i so mushy all of a sudden. being shown an ounce of respect #and care made me expect it more? fuck #i'm just setting myself up for failure. i am just a giant loser and failure of a person. #everything seems so fucking hard. and pointless. i am tearing my rotten little heart apart with this. i am once again grieving things #long ago and things i never had. my everything has to be pleasing to an outsider #my value is my suffering. am i breaking enough? is this beautiful to look at #at my self destruction? i hate myself. i treat others so cruelly. i am a horrible fucking person. #my problems are not their burden - i forced it on them. wept like a baby because she left me. and what happened in the end? my paranoia got #to me. i left them. i fucking. i fid the thing i was afraid of being done to me. #this is showing so many issues. #so many things wrong with me. i shouldn't even be alive by this point - i wasn't supposed to survive past 12 #i am being forced to do this every day. someone please just end my fu king suffering

[creature-ofhabit]

Me? Crying over a 52% Science test grade? Yes, yes, I am

#science test #middle school #silas speaks #sobbing #oh my god im a failure #im never going to recover from this #what if my parents hate me #my dad is checking my grsdes today why did this have to happen today? #what if he yells at me #god i can't do this anymore #this is my first D this semester im gonna fail 8th grade and fail again and then im going graduate at 25 and never be a doctor i cant do thi #s #vent posts #vent tw #THIS IS ONE OF THE FEW TESTS I CANT RETAKE

[cannibalismyuri]

Um so I wasn't gonna tell you this but you wanted asks so I thought I might as well but your blog how do I say this, it... stinks. Like smells I mean. I can't really remember when I began noticing it but yea. Whenever I see one of your posts on my dash I get a faint smell of like an apple left out on the counter for a few hours? And then when I go to your blog, well, it becomes even more pungent. It's not unbearable per se, but the smell is quite intrusive, you see. Yea sorry ik this is so awkward and idek how it's happening cus it's literally just your blog but, yeah.

To be very clear, this is not intended to be hate/insult. It's completely a joke, not some round about way of insulting your blog or anything like that. Ik the tag's been not great lately so I wanna be clear I only mean it lightheartedly.

i'm pinning this, this is IT everybody else go home.

#THIS WAS SO FUNNY I STARTED OUT W NO WARNING AND THEN KEOT SNORTING 😭😭😭 #ANON U R JILATIOUS 😭😭😭😭 #BYE MY BLIG SMEELS LIKE STALE APPLE THIS IS SO 😭😭😭 #ty for clarifying that it isnt hate and its just a joke but. #IT WOUKD BE SO FUNNY IF THIS SAS. ACTUAL HATE 😭😭😭😭😭 #I WOULD STILL PIN THIS IF IT WAS ACTUAL HATE WHY IS THI S SO FUNNY #sara's asks #anon :)

[bumblingbabooshka]

Strong choice for the Voyager writers to make TNG-Q a misogynistic creep. It didn’t pay off at all and actively made me hate his character but hey, it was strong.

#His comment about Chakotay's tattoo was also kind of racist so that's -chefs kiss- awful #I literally would have murdered VOY-Q myself just to spite TNG-Q #Absolutely no moral dillema in this episode for me sorry Janeway - let the man die he's lived literally since the universe was created #TNG-Q is giving such strong 'I'm not gay bc I love men - I'm gay bc I hate women. We're not the same :)' vibes #Tuvok got promoted to 'ship lawyer' because he's somewhat familiar with asylum practices and approves of suicide ok I love this episode #I really do like this episode even though I hate TNG-Q so much #I really can't believe people ship him and Janeway together...what's going on.... #It really did have to be Janeway v Tuvok on this one for reasons I can't describe right now but it's so right #Tuvok's 'I'm as curious as you are Captain' ...the crux of it #this moral dilemma is SO flimsy to me HEHEHE there was a TINGE of maybe SOMETHING when TNG-Q said that since Q are immortal one dying could #have disasterous consequences but then RIGHT AFTER Tuvok was like 'Right. But Don't You Execute People?' and the answer is YES!??? #HEHEHE WHA T!?? WHY DIDN'T YOU WRITE THAT THEY ALSO JUST GET IMPRISONED FOREVER???? #Thi s whole court is out of order.... #YEAAH HEHE I fucking LOVE when star trek says 'you know this history? it was actually aliens. yeaaah aliens did that. v_v' #SNRKEHEH THE TERRIBLE PHOTOSHOP JOB ON RIKER'S P HOTO #Janeway's God Complex on full display in this episode and I love it even as I disagree with her 1000% <3 #Tuvok agreeing with her is also why they work so well together <3 I am also disagreeing with him 1000% <3 peace & love #Q. You are NOT blushing. Your lips are GRAY. You are a CORPSE. #the surrealist symbolism of the Q continum ... VERY good I LOVE surrealist symbolism ~!!!!! #OH GOOD TNG-Q graduated from misogynist to creepily insistent harasser..... #'I never did anything like that for Picard' we GET it writers we get it SO much that you DON'T want Q to be GAY #you' re leaning TOO FAR in the other direction he's LITERALLY the worst guy in a gender studies class now #If TNG-Q tried to caress my cheek that man's losing a finger at LEAST. BYE. #So funny of VOY-Q to be like 'ok I'll think about it :)' and then immediately uber eats some poison #hilarious and a delight to the end VOY-Q -salutes him- #aaaand that's all for this #for all the TNG-Q lovers I'm so sorry for whatever they did to your man uhh I've only seen Voyager so sorry for the slander but please try #to see him through my eyes v_v #liveblogging

[simonstamenovic]

anyway ill miss some of yall when i do publish that post whether its in the coming days to weeks or not. remember me when u block me <\\3

#THIS MAKES IT SOUND LIKE I AM YUCKY DISGUSTING its just like discourse worthy ro some ppl but idgi #but like i hate pros hippers and nasty freaks and the like thi s is smth elss #outgoing transmission

[author-main]

I don't... like this...

#compared to the other panels #I just hate thi #s

[flowerwithdepression]

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[pepprs]

covid is such an evil evil disease and an evil evil thing to live through lol

#purrs #this isn’t prompted by anything im just thinking about it. i hate that thisis what life looks and feels like now and it might always be thi #way. i hate that getting covid feels like an inevitability even though i wear n95s and don’t go anywhere but work and have basically 0 #social life and have put my life plans on hold to wait for this thing to pass when it probably never will. i hate that lockdown was better #and easier than this in some ways because at least back then people were still scared and there still felt like hope and there was clear(is #) guidance and free testing and vax sites and whatever. i hate that free testing and public health dashboards showing covid rates and vax s #sites and all that shit have fucking disappeared even though the variants going around now are more contagious than ever. i hate the #mortifying ordeal of being the only person (or one of the only people) wearing an n95 and sometimes the only person wearing a mask at all. #hate that so many things have been lost and we are not taking time to grieve them or make sure that we are okay and will be okay. i hate #being scared every time i swallow. i hate how there is literally no way to tell if you will get long covid and no way to reduce your chance #of getting long covid or covid at all (aside from masks) just ways to make the symptoms less severe. i hate trying to bring people together #and stay away from people at the same time. i hate all the life that covid has taken out of me and the people i love even though thank god #know more people who haven’t gotten it than who have but actually that may not be true idk. and i HATE that because of covid and how #egregiously badly it has been handled everyone is just like.. perpetually tired and sad and we’ve accepted mass illness and death and #accepted that disabled people (esp those who are marginalized in other ways) are disposable when actually no fucking human being is #disposable and everyone should be able to live happy connected healthy lives and we could’ve ended this shit in EARLY 2020 without having t #deal with any of this absolute fucking NIGHTMARE. like god. i remember sobbing hysterically thinking we would be dealing with covid for 18 #months and now we’re coming on 3 fucking years and lockdown is over but the danger is even worse than it was and like.. no one cares anymor #and it fucking sucks lmfao. i am so tired. i need to move out. and i miss my friends and i miss my life and i miss having fewer things to #constantly worry about and i can’t believe how good and simple life was before this stupid shit. #delete later #i wasn’t planning on going on a huge rant lol sorry it’s just what’s on my mind this morning

[feietouhuo]

actually i hate path to nowhere i can’t see my screen through my tears i hate this game i hate it i hate it i h HGAJLKASJF 

#『 ooc 』 #I AHTE THI S EVENT I HATE IT I HATE IT #NASHA AND DOYLE'S SCENES WHAT THE FUCK #im a sobbing mess rn odn't eveN TLAK TO ME RN #Q^Q

[dread-knight]

“How is Warren so gay but also homophobic”. He isn’t gay he’s just a run of the mill cishet dudebro. Warren would be like “oh I’m cool with gay people but don’t hit on me that’s weird”. Warren would be like “I’m not homophobic I think lesbians are so hot”. Warren would be like this megamind gif I had a hard time finding. 👇 You get me?

#Chatter #im a Warren hater sorry #Homophobia #dimdontlook #L slur #For clarity this is about the teacher from the dhmis show. Apologies to anyone who searches his name and sees me talking about him like thi #s. Sorry I hate him

[gojoed]

OK NOW I HAVE TO GET UP BECAUSE I HAVE SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO DO AND IM NERVOUS

#it’s just picking this years textbooks #idk why bu #t #i always get the nervous shits when doing thi #s #and I panic and overthink about getting the date wrong or missing the time frame when I’m supposed to be there #ITS ALREADY 6:20 AND I DONT HAVE TO VE THERE YET #in like #2 hours and 40 minites #I hate this someone get this thing away from me called responsibility!!!! #blegh

[minionwater]

concepts of some supporting cast star crossed lovers for D★SENT >:3 design notes in tags!

#so these two r reaper and muse until I can think of better names for them #essentially they’re a grim reaper and a guy who can’t stop reincarnating. and unfortunately they r in love #i have no idea if they’ll get together at this point but they see each other for like fifteen minutes every once in a while #yknow. whenever muse dies #reaper’s design is based off skeletons you find in the forest - nature and calming death essentially. decay as a form of life #those silver bands r all centipedes #muse is based off fancy candles - the everlasting endurance of fire. you can put it out but it comes back #as for personality in design language #reaper is based off sad drunk girls in the bathroom at parties who give the best advice but hate themselves too much to see they’re so full #of life and general exuberance #and muse is based off the song ‘the cat came back’ which I was forced to sing in elementary school n thought I made up for a decade somehow #if I have to think about the cat came back for 10+ years straight. so do you #reaper is calm enough. she shows up to dying people in projections as a guide - taking the form of their most comforting memory a la black p #arade. muse is so fucking sick of being alive at this point but they can’t resist the draw of art anyway - after all that’s what they keep b #eing pulled back for #they’re much more tricksterish than reaper. at this point they kinda don’t have morals anymore tbh. but morals r a very loose concept in thi #s world anyway. they just deal with being alone much differently than reaper does. she pushes it down and they bring it forth #also the design language for dsent is that only the dead have uncovered faces. something about it being the purest form of truth #so reaper’s face is uncovered for obvious reasons. but muse’s face is partially stripped away to show just how many times they’ve seen truth #and come back anyway. for everyone else it’s one and done yeah. #there’s also their face being stripped away for the lasting impact of art beyond death even after a person n their body r gone #original character #oc #character design #sander ocs #sanders art tag #dsent #D★SENT

[dextervexter]

stummy hurt.....destroy eveythig

#i hate thisi hate thi s ihaet this aaaaaaaaaaa

[strawbebyjam]

(,:

#do our brains not have a Okay That’s Enough Crying For One Day! sense #or is that just me #like girl you are getting NOTHING from being sensitive about all this #need to stay off socials and stuff like that because i keep getting content that makes me feel worse. can’t go on walks bc too anxious n #itd give me too much time to think. can’t focus on uni bc i keep crying. cant cry bc then i cant stop. cant talk abt it bc then i cant stop #and everything ends up reminding me of something and i dont know how to stop it and im trying so hard to HDNDBD i want to be good ablht thi #s so badly but i cant and im so scared i never will be i dont knlw who im honna turn i nto if im already losing it and its barely veen 2day #i just dont know what to do GDJDHDHD i really really eeally dont know where to go or what to do lr how to hide or how not to hide #or who to tell or how to or #like i’m just doing. so so bad. and i can onl y see myself doing worse #i just want to go scream HDDNHDDH i’m not mad it’s just So Much GDNDBD i just hate it here i think #and i’m. so worried and i have absolutely no right to be but i’m so worried and i’m so scared and i want. to fix everything sobadly #but its not in my control and its just. so crazily unfair HDNDBFFB **** have had to deal with so muchalready and its just not. fair like #idk i’m. things are so unfair and that’s a given but its so. #neg #mano.mindtalk

[jvnejv]

willoughby rugby

#anyway what i was gonna say was L and S had been dating for like a year and i think they broke up ??? they never said anythibg and after thi #L dated a guy and today he broke up w her and guess what S did #S fucking wrote on her insta note “u chose the pain” #YOU FUCMING BICTH #HOW COYLD U LITERALLY DO THAT ARE U HOLDING A GRUDGE AGAINST L BC U GUYS BROKE YP #I LITWRALLY HATE S SO FUCKUBG MUCH IM THINKING OF CUTTING CONNECTIONS WITH S.