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#I JUST NEED THIS SEMESTER TO BE OVER. im sooo ready for summer break im gonna sleep until 8am and draw all day šŸ˜“
kagehiner Ā· 18 days
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writing that report and wishing i was dead. i have a headache from stressing over it too
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kkyuproof Ā· 6 years
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Jikook/Kookmin Fic Rec Part 1
(Part 2 Here)
Iā€™ve slowly been building up my list of KM fics and thought I might as well share them with the rest of the Tumblr-sphere (and organize them all because if the rest of my life is a mess, at least my fav fics can be orderly amirite)! Iā€™m somewhat new to BTS and KM so itā€™s not too big a list, but Iā€™m going to be updating this as I find more that I enjoy :) Happy Reading!Ā 
(most of these are probs old fics because like i said IM NEW HERE IM SO SORRY, but i hope you still find it helpful idk man)
Mostly Fluffy Fics
you are the ruler of the stars (and my heart) by cygnus (sunsprite) | Words: 18k | Jimin reluctantly joins his collegeā€™s Space and Astronomy club on the basis of Taehyungā€™s persuasion. Surrounded by a group of unnecessarily tall space nerds, he unexpectedly finds himself falling in love with one of them.
OH MY GOD THIS WAS SO CUTE. One of my fav fluffy fics to be honest. I was squealing basically the whole time i was reading. love.
iā€™ll stick to you like glue-cose by cygnus (sunsprite) | Words: 7k |Ā  Jimin merely wanted to study in peace, yet a certain five-foot ten frat boy -- unfortunately also a past hookup -- that epitomizes the very definition of smugness in one entire body whose ego is as big and full-scaled as the national debt, wonā€™t let him.
Another super cute fluffy fic!!! i just found this author and the fluff is just so amazingly written and not cliche at all and ugh. JK acts like heā€™s all suave but heā€™s really just a big softie and AH.Ā 
friday nights (with you) by kstorms | Words: 24k |Ā Ā How a random night at a karaoke bar leaves Jimin with two new friends and a frowny, terribly handsome crush.
Anther classic tbh. I think Iā€™ve read this through like four or five times bc i have literally no life and enjoy this VERY well written humor. Thereā€™s like zero angst in this and itā€™s all mostly Taehyung being a very cute little shit to JK (KM is there obvs and they super cute but ya know). Def a must read.
competency at its highest potency by MauveTarte | Words: 10k |Ā State-Sponsored Runs are the excitement of every Alpha and Omega youth.
Or,
Jimin has one final chance at this bonding thing before his life goes to shit.
the one and only ABO fic iā€™ve read with NO SMUT. thatā€™s right, ya heathens! this one is solely plot driven (and super fluffy). Itā€™s cute af and Taehyung is an amazing friend :)
(my heart beats) for you by sabotagemyheart | Words: 17k | In which Jungkook, as a child, befriends the exceptionally adorable, small and friendless Jimin, not knowing that after a few years, heā€™ll be wrecking this very boy underneath himself making him whimper out his name.
okay LISTEnn. This summary makes this fic sound a lot dirtier than it is (ok yes itā€™s smutty BUT thereā€™s more fluff in this than anything else. its so so so cute.)
Mostly Smutty Fics
Studio 2 by Charmander | Words: 20k WIP |Ā Somewhere along the way, Jimin lost that passion he used to pour into his art, watching as it slipped through his very fingers. But street kid Jungkook is all heart and soul, and heā€™s more than willing to help Jimin learn to burn with the same fire he carries inside himself.
okay so this one is very plot heavy (as is most of Charmanderā€™s fics) so donā€™t think youā€™re getting JUST smut. it has an amazing storyline about sexuality struggles and i think a lot of you would enjoy it! (the smut is bomb af tho sooo)Ā 
Starstruck by SugaTheTurtle | Words: 5k |Ā  Everyone is attracted to idols at one point or another. As part of Big Hitā€™s staff, Jimin really shouldnā€™t still be as attracted to Jungkook as he was at the beginning. Maybe if he wasnā€™t he wouldnā€™t be stuck hiding inside a closet in his dressing room silently praying that the idol was reaching for the zipper on his pants to change into something more comfortable.
ALRIGHTY HERE WE GO LADIES AND GENTS. This is for all you kinky fuckers out there who love pure smut. It was very interesting at first but as it progressed i was like whoaoaa i need some holy water. this fic is the epitome of ā€œwell, that escalated quicklyā€ (but itā€™s still not rushed ??? which like...how?) enjoy! lmao.
Interlude by Bunbungee | Words: 9k |Ā Jungkook has fallen in love at first listen with Jiminā€™s interlude and he wonā€™t stop until he finds out why he is reacting so strongly to it. His search for answers takes a new turn when, one night, he discovers just how much the song can affect him.
Okay this was smutty, but still SUPER CUTE bc jeon is his typical shy bunny self whoā€™s super oblivious and jimin is just a sweetheart. looooove.
Wet Depths by WorldwideWriter | Words: 10k | All it takes for Jungkook to break is a slightly unfair swimming competition and a too seductive Jimin.
GIVE ME ALL THE ENEMIES TO LOVERS FICS hell yes. I love their dynamic in this one, they hate each other (but they really donā€™t lol like come on.) and the sexual tension is insane.
everybodyā€™s watching him, but heā€™s looking at you by jonghyunslisterine | Words: 6k|Ā  Ā In which Jimin formulates a three-step plan to get the hot bouncer to notice him. (Spoiler: it doesnā€™t go quite as expected.)
okay this is smutty but also super cute so like idk where to put it but jimin wears a thong in it so i think the smut category will suffice. a quick read but so worth it, JK is a lowkey sweetheart.
Blood & Chocolate by MyHope (CutesyMe) | Words: 35k |Ā ā€œWhat if I only want you to sit on my lap?ā€ the stranger asks, which is an odd request. People always want Jimin to dance for them. Only sometimes do they ask of him to just sit on their lap but event hen he has to move in some way and not just sit still.
ā€œSame price,ā€ Jimin retorts.
Jungkook spreads his legs slightly and motions to his lap as if itā€™s the best seat that has ever been offered to Jimin.Ā ā€œBe my guest.ā€
so i donā€™t really know what to say here but i loved their dynamic in this fic?? i love the way JK treats JM in this ahhhh its SMUTTY AF but he still super sweet and protective.Ā  Thereā€™s sooooome angst but itā€™s not too bad. Good plot.
New Heights by Charmander | Words 11k|Ā Thereā€™s no better way to remind yourself that youā€™re alive than tempting fate from 700 meters above the ground and the searing touch of anotherā€™s fingers dragging down your chest.
1000% my favorite smut fic out there. the dialogue written in this fic is so well-done and absolutely hilarious. Sexual tension is CRAZY. love his fics.
give in to the game by cherrygloss | Words: 23k |Ā ā€œJimin, if you honestly think that Iā€™m going to pretend to be your boyfriend so you can make your ex jealous, then youā€™re out of your mind.ā€
im s oRRY, i know this is mostly smut aljfdlkaldfj my thirsty ass has bookmarked so many smut fics but i canā€™t help it oof. but this is super cute smut with some feeliins.
Nu ABO: A Memoir by Park Jimin by decompositionbooks | Words: 34k |Ā The world didnā€™t think it was necessary to give him a guide when it shoved all of these omega hormones at him, so here it is, Park Jiminā€™s handbook to dealing with heats, unrequited love, and Jeon Jungkook.
WOOH another classic! I live for jealous/protective!JK idk its just super cute. my fav ABO fic!!
two sides; same story by namjoone | Words: 12k | Okay, so maybe Jimin thinks his neighbor is hot.
A little.
Okay, maybe a lot.
haha ohhhh man i love mutual pining. theyā€™re both totally dumb at the beginning of this and i live for it. also some hoottttttt ass smut. (bc i need jesus at this point)
Not a Girl by PinkBTS | Words: 8k | Jeongguk isnā€™t sure what he did in his previous life to deserve this but he probably screwed up big time...heā€™s kinda grateful though.
A story about Santa, assumptions and thick-rimmed glasses.
AHHHHHĀ  this is so funny and awkward and hot and EVERYTHING. I live for frat!bangtan with my whole heart.Ā 
Downpour by kikistiel (Kikai) | Words: 15k | Jimin doesnā€™t know what it is. But now, heā€™s not sure heā€™s ready for summer to be over just yet.
IM SCREAMING. This was almost poetically good (aka A+ writing oh my gerrrd). Itā€™s kinda angsty too like a bit but its also so sweet i love it :( go read pls.
How to Seduce Your Dance Teacher by Jeon Jungkook by soranosuzu | Words: 5k | Currently there are a million thoughts racing through Jungkookā€™s brain, but two very prominent ones finally beat their way to the forefront of his mind. First, Jimin is hot as hell and Jungkook needs to find a way to get into his pants. Second (and maybe slightly more urgent than the first), Jungkook needs to find a way to prevent himself from popping a boner every time Jimin does that in the future and, more importantly, right now.
(aka AU in which Jungkook devises a plan to seduce his ridiculously hot dance teacher Jimin)
HELLL YEAH. that is all.
i like how desperate you seem (in the way you look at me) by fatal (cumrich) | Words: 71k WIP | Packs merge all the time. Itā€™s survival, Jimin knows that, but what heā€™s not prepared for is the attention heā€™s getting from a certain Jeon Jungkook, the alphaā€™s son.
yeeesss we got some more ABO up in this biiiiihhcc. Itā€™s not done yet, but i strongly urge you to read!! so goooood and the smut is A1.
Mostly Angst
The Bet by jonghyunslisterine | Words: 46k |Ā  Where Jeon Jungkook makes a bet that he can get the notoriously single Park Jimin to sleep with him by the end of the semester.Ā 
Needless to say, things donā€™t go exactly as planned.
Yes i had to include this lovely classic :) Still one of my favs and probably always will be *shrug*. Iā€™m not usually an angst person but this is like the perfect dosage for me to handle lol. If you havenā€™t read it yet, what are you doing with your life honestly go do it lmao.
lost stars by pjungkook | Words: 25k |Ā Park Jimin has another maknae in his life and Jeon Jungkook is completely losing it.
have you ever felt like your heart was being smushed under an eighteen wheeler and your chest was caving in? Yeah that was me during this fic. But itā€™s sososo good and i promise thereā€™s still fluff (i cannot live through angst without fluff) so READ.
Falling for you again by Rose_gold715 | Words: 30k |Ā Jungkook loses all memory of the last five years of his life.
Jimin is scared he will never love him again.
wow okay so this one was a tear-jerker. you sympathize with both JK and JM but youā€™re also sort of frustrated with them at the same time?? soso good, definitely give it a read.
serendipity (none of this is a coincidence) by nclnns | Words: 30k |Ā Jimin feels like crying.
Because the boy -- Jeon Jungkook as he had learnt a week ago -- is the exact opposite of Jimin.
And heā€™s the person Jiminā€™s boyfriend has been cheating on him with.
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In which Jimin finds out that Taehyung is cheating on him with a boy named Jeon Jungkook and in the quest to understand what went wrong, he ends up falling in love with said boy.
so i havenā€™t read this one in a few months but i remember it being one of the first KM fics i had ever bookmarked, so it must have hit me in some way. JK is a sweetie though from what i remember.
On Patrol by Ragi | Words: 129k| Officer Jeon has his eyes on Mr. Adorable. Officer Min has a strange neighbor he canā€™t seem to keep out of his life. Captain Kim finds comfort in his sonā€™s homeroom teacher.Ā 
Well, cops need some loving too, right?
Okay so this isnā€™t like suuuuper angsty but itā€™s also not smutty nor super fluffy either??? So idk where to put it but i think angst fits this most. I also laughed quite a bit during this so it has humor!! Tae is also like an 8 year-old kid LDJAFODJOA (ft. Sope and Namjin)
weā€™re not broken just bent by calipha | Words 16k |Ā ā€œYouā€™ll die,ā€ Jimin hisses and theyā€™re so close now that his perfect illusion is broken. Jungkook can see his dark circles, can see Jiminā€™s lips, red and raw from biting.
ā€œI did almost die in this house once, five years ago,ā€ he whispers, watching as Jimin clenches his jaw but doesnā€™t look away.Ā ā€œI think I can handle more. Iā€™m bigger and stronger now, see?ā€ Jimin holds his gaze for two seconds before it tracks south to move down Jungkookā€™s body.
MY HARRY POTTER LOVIN ASS IS VERY SATISFIED. jimin is just a misunderstood bb and jungkook is trying SO HARD not to pine ajweklfkldf.
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watersuncharted Ā· 5 years
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so i guess as a review of this semester...
what the hell happened? im so confused.Ā 
lets talk about the fact that we came in and decided that this would be lax semester. we came in thinking that rush would be the most stressful part of the semester, lolĀ 
little did we know that the same time would bring an a cappella audition, a cabin trip, and all hell breaking loose.Ā 
then, we come into the year and we are doing the most. it was so good. you did so much blessy. you met so many people you would not have normally. you got close to people you never would have thought you would have. you experienced so much shit that you never would have if this semester wasnt THIS SEMESTER.Ā 
im proud of you.Ā 
but youre also a fucking idiot lol
i think its time to think about him. its time to actually talk it out within yourself. just you, it's fine to say everything that you were scared to say, things you were terrified of doing, stuff that you weren't ready to admit to yourself. its time.Ā 
so you met eric, november. cute, charming, christian engineer. and you somehow got on that boat. really fast.Ā 
ā€œi see it, i like it, i want it, i got itā€Ā 
that kind of sums it up. fast forward to january. you drink! you're ballsy! hes in love with the ex. he couldn't give you what you wanted. you talked about it, and honestly, you weren't mad. you talked for a little... but you knew for a fact that was over and that you weren't meant to be. you ghosted him.Ā 
at the same time, you meet neb.Ā ā€œwhat a classic indian doucheā€. boy, were you wrong.Ā 
you didnt want to like him. you didnt like him, actually. you flirted--thats for certain. not really sure why. you did it in involuntarily at first. no red flags really. you talked, you texted. you opened up. it was a classic JosĆ© situation. you felt close to him. he wanted to get to know you. he didnt make moves.Ā 
then he did, he put pressure on the relationship from the day he texted you that. you told him off. you said you just wanted to be friends. and honestly, im proud of you for that. but, you kept talking Ā like it was nothing. because it was supposed to be nothing. you went to coffee, you knew you didnt like him. you knew that he wasnt for you.
Ā fast forward a month.Ā 
unofficial. i dont know why you thought it was okay to say you wanted to see him and hangout with him and i dont know why you did this, or why you didnt think that he was thinking that it was anything different between you and him. at this point you are a classic fuckboy leading him on. and you wanted to see him. you did! you left your friends, made up an excuse in your head, and you wanted to see him. the pics legitimately said it all. but, you played it off otherwise. he came and sat by you, super close. you were stressed about it. he tried to show off for you so many times. you pretended you didn't see the signs. you told him more than once, that you didnt want to be more.Ā 
then you went and had to go off at canopy. that week. was hell. but it was the start of the whole thing. hangin gout every night. making time for you. you made time for him. you wanted him to come. you wanted to feel wanted. he said that everything we do wasnt intentional for anymore. then the show. the afterparty. the words he said. the next day. the go show. the stuff that went down. holy fuck.Ā 
and then the hell week to come after, the paragraphs and paragraphs.Ā 
that night. that NIGHT. he came over, it happened.Ā 
will anyone ever be so into you ever again? will anyone ever treat you like a queen like he did? did you just give up on something that was supposed to be so great and had so much potential just for some things that you believe to be super important to you? how do you even know that he wasnt the one? because of the feeling you have? because of the circumstances? he was perfect. he was kind. he really really really cared about you. he was falling for you. he was cute, intelligent, loyal. LOYAL. he was INTO YOU. so fucking into you. you had so much in common, he built you up. he was so kind. so so so kind. he listened. he adored. he cared.
how do you know that this wont happen again to someone who could be the one? how do you know youre not self sabotaging?
he also was moody. he was needy. he didnt put in what he said. he was stressed. did i give up too fast?
fuck, that night was perfect. it was perfect.
i missed him so much, thursday, i missed him so much. after that hell week of all the things happening at once. he was what i wanted he was what i needed. and i saw him, i did. we had a great time. dinner and a movie, that was the most fun and the most romantic thing we've done. he talked for hours and i listened and it happened and it was so fun. it was so good. it was sooo good.
and then i had to go in and share my goddamn valid feelings. and then it all went to shit.
and now i dont know what to do or where to go or how to react. i want him to know that i have so much love for him. i do. and i want him in my life. i need him in my life, god i need him in my life. i need it to go back. i want it to go backĀ 
fuckkkkĀ 
its not going to be, but i have to believe this is the plan you have for me i need to come back and get my shit together.Ā 
i dont know what to do with myself, i dont know how i feel. i dont know anything really. i just know i miss him i want to talk to him and i need to be with him right now but i cant have any of those things. its just so stupid because official for what, 2 weeks? unofficial for 4 and talking for so damn long.Ā 
it sucks because you knew this was the case, like you knew it was going to end. but you still let yourself fall into it. you lead yourself into it. you knew it was wrong and you did it anyways, so that fucking sucks. and makes it worse.Ā 
i feel like a stale sad...
like, i want to cry, but i cant. im just kind of on empty. i hate that i see him climbing trees and laughing and seeing movies and hanging out. i hate that hes snapping and not snapping me and i hate that i liked someone who was so not for me
even though i knew he wasnt for me
i let it happen i let myself feel it i did this i broke us up its on me its my fault i broke his face i ruined his plans his summer his daydreams i broke him i broke him i broke him and i feel horrible and i feel horrible because i like him and im going to see him and want to be held by him and hold him and i want to be with im and i care about him and i want to see his play and the way he acts and find out if hes going to be in michigan or not and i want to see his life through i want to be able to follow the finsta and see his life and see him fall in love and i want him to be so fukcing hppy im so sad because he deserves the world the whole wide wide world.
i just am sad. i lost myself. i lost a friend. i lost him. im alone.Ā 
good work today keeping busy, your friends are gems. bless them hundreds and hundreds fold. michael especiallyĀ 
you should sleep now. talk soon
xxx
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