#I WANT TO RIP ALL MY SKIN OFF

[justonefeather]

How much do i need to lose to stop looking like this ?? When will I finally be skinny ???? I've never been this light but somehow I'm still not there, what the fuck ???????

#I WANT TO RIP ALL MY SKIN OFF #I WANT TO SCOOP ALL OF THE FAT OUT OF MY FUCKING BODY #I CANT HANDLE FUCKING LOOKING LIKE THIS WHY DID I LOSE THE BIRTH LOTTERY THIS HARD

[heartsgettingwiser62]

So when are we as a fandom going to stop pretending that jonathan byers isn't one of the best written and most interesting characters in st

#no cause it PAINS me to see how underrated he is #the amount of angst this guy has?? all the complicated feelings inside him??? his relationships with other people??? #the way he loves and hates and manages to survive??? i could write for hours all the internal dialogue going through his head #he's such a complex character and we just brush him off???? i genuinely dont get how hes not more popular #'but steve is hotter 🥺🥺' i am going to rip my skin off. #anyways thats it that was the rant #im rewatching s1 and istg i want to EAT his character #i need more content abt him i need discussion i need a statue of jonathan byers in every corner of every city #is that going a bit too far? #naahh #anyways it wont happen but s5 jonathan protagonist plsplspls im begging you #jonathan byers #stranger things #stranger things 5 #st5 #st #jancy #byler #<<<target audience

[lazycranberrydoodles]

COME ON GUYS DON'T LET DIANXIA DOWN

#images i drew on my phone approximately 90 seconds before class started #tma vs tgcf is pitting two bad bitches against each other but #from the other guys propaganda he is apparently a beloved side character #which i totally understand. #BUT HUA CHENG IS THE DEUTERANTAGONIST WHO LOVED XIE LIAN SO MUCH IT UNDOOMED HIM FROM THE NARRATIVE #HE DIDNT CLAW HIS WAY OUT OF TONGLU TO BE BEATEN LIKE THIS #also tma has gay people that dont undoom each other from the narrative. L + ratio (/j/j/j/j we all love tragedies here) #hua cheng will never rest in peace and he doesn't want to because he has a smokin boyfriend #they are both angry goths but has gerry died THREE TIMES????? no. just once. lame. #gerry got his skin bound into a necromancy book that was eventually burned but hua cheng ripped out his eye to craft a sickass scimitar !!! #hua cheng haunts the narrative before he dies in a hundred tiny ways and then HEAVILY after he dies a second time #he's an awesome city owner and has violent beef with HEAVEN. and he carves statues and paints and builds temples #and is also a self conscious loser <3 #his gay awakening was intensely traumatic and religious for everybody involved. and he's had the same life mission since he was 10 #he is actively fighting ghost discrimination and getting dangerous magical items off of the normal human market #also he is always bedecked in elaborate silver and chains and eyeliner and ALWAYS in blood red clothes #HE CAN MAKE IT RAIN BLOOD!!???!?!? ALSO #he stick and poked his god's name on himself but his handwriting is so bad it's unrecognizable and the signs he puts up have evil auras #this has ceased to be propaganda. now im just gushing. only tgcf fans will see this anyway. whatever youre getting blorbo rant #tgcf #art #poll #hua cheng #lmao #my art #tian guan ci fu #hualian #xie lian #hob #heaven official's blessing

[clfixationstation]

my problem is that my brain interprets this as "pretty girl"

ft: small edit so others can see my vision

#cl talks #eren jaeger #I'm about to yap so others can disregard #eren yeager #aot #snk #like idk what it is #def not attraction bc i'm repulsed when i remember he's a guy #but for some reason i see him and it feels like me #like i want to look like this & be perceived like this but still be “girl” #thought of not being perceived as “girl” makes me uncomfy but so does dressing “femininely” many days #even though i adore the style #<3 cute little skirts #sometimes wearing them makes me want to rip off my skin #but being referred to by things other than she/her wouldn't feel right #but i still feel some calling to “masculinity” #idk bro #update from some days later: don't feel like this at all rn #no idea what I was on #was definitely a “fem style uncomfy” day #fascinating to see the difference day to day #eremin #humans are so strange #fem!eren

[aroacesigma]

Every time I talk to my sister I feel like I'm going fucking insane how is she so utterly convinced she's the victim when she treats people like this

#i honestly don't know how she has her head this far up her ass #If you try and make her see how shitty she makes you feel she brings up every little thing you ever did to her #most of which is only the result of her treating you like shit #like yes. if you treat people like dirt for years on end they ARE going to yell at you #i don't even know how to express any of this to her it just hurts #she's awful to my parents awful to me all the time #you ask her to do a basic fucking task and she gives you the nastiest look #i genuinely don't fucking know what's wrong with her and honest to god my family has tried everything #and the worst part is every time i get mad at her even if I'm logically speaking in the right #i feel awful and guilty and i want to rip my fucking skin off #i got so many fucking bruises my legs hurt like hell i swear to god #genuinely feel like I'm going crazy #anyway. #vent tw #sh mention tw #i guess.

[thirstytrashblogger]

Does anyone else just become a really jealous bitch when your hyper focus fictional lover of the week randomly gets a love interest?

Like Regina George screaming, All I Wanted by Paramore on repeat, ripping off my skin level rage while rapidly going through the five stages of grief. I'll be fine in a day but fuck, it should've been me, damn it!!!!!!!

#rage #projecting #sir pentious #the riddler #hazbin hotel #anger #vent #vent post #i'm angry #it should have been me #kakashi hatake #all i wanted was you #paramore #regina george #ripping off my skin #agghhhh

[breezybeej]

maybe I lied. Maybe I can make gifs and it is fun

#it just takes like an hour and I want to rip my skin off but then it's okay because I have a gif now see #all better

[kimtaegis]

hate to say it but july kinda sucked

#please let me whine and list all the things that have troubled me this month #first off having to get serious about my master thesis and everything taking so much longer than I want it to (the anxiety. wow) #and mentally preparing to tackle two jobs AND finishing the thesis all at once soon (how......am I gonna do that) #well then ofc my car breaking down and having to spend my last savings on a new one #generally having to spend a shit load of money. all my money. gone within 2 months #wanting to have a big birthday party so badly only for it to get so stressful and Too Much for my introverted perfectionist ass #that I was the first and only one to feel (physically and mentally) sick about four hours in and had to leave my guests on their own #the usual old struggles flaring up again (as in too high expectations towards everything and everyone and myself that leave me disappointed #and on a more irrelevant note lmao: being one of the few people who doesn’t seem to have enjoyed barbenheimer that much? #same for jk’s solo and everything around it it's just not really for me #and thus feeling a little distanced from the fandom and from creating lately...I'll try again this weekend though I'll try #and last but not least my skin is being SO bad again rn that I just want to rip it off my whole body!!!!!!! #yeah! not at all how I wanted july to go! anyways august in a few days let’s move on and hope for the best #SORRY for being negative on here again. there were also nice things. like awi and al and all my other friends. #and birthday gifts and messages. <33

[martyrbat]

its almost 1 am and i got off the phone with my father about 10 minutes ago and im STILL shaking with anger

#all my posts lately has been me going: hi! :) i love my friends. haha batman gaysex. do you ever feel a rage so intense that you #want to claw your skin off? do you feel the pain in your stomach and shake of your hand and it further infuriates you? do you want to #tear someones tongue off and force them to swallow it it so they have to consume all the shit theyve said to you? because thats me rn ^_^ #real talk ive started ripping my hair out and im aware enough to be mad at myself for starting that habit again but im still just ripping i #my armpit hair is long so i gotta give myself bald patches again and pick off my eyebrows to balance it out. its a worthy trade-off

[allhappyandgay]

*gives someone one tiny peek behind the curtain that is my internal world without elaborating*

my avpd brain: I FUCKED UP I FUCKED UP I FUCKED UP THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN LIKE THIS *had 0 plans on it happening at all let alone any other way*

#I told my brother “yeah like Im p sure Im a guy” over text #and because this is something I instensly struggle with talking or even thinking abt and have been WRACKING my FUCKING BRAIN constantly abt #not being able to tell anyone or how to tell anyone I feel like I am going to die #and on top of that. all he did was like the message #which. if u know what avpd is like. yeah I wanted to end it #it’s so hard because it keeps being proven to me every time I SLIGHTLY open up to someone that it will only do harm for me #it will only make things worse #or at least make me feel so so so much worse abt it #which just worsens everything #cuz then I downplay all of my experiences I told them about #so that it doesn’t seem as bad as it is #or as serious as it really really is for me #and then I decide not to ever open up to anyone else ever again #and it keeps happening. makes it so fucking hard to be real w ppl and oh my god I just want this to be over #I want to rip my skin off #nobody knows me #and if they did #they would leave #but I can’t tell what’s worse #cuz it’s not like we have a real relationship in the first place #augh #dens.thots #AvPD #avoidant personality disorder

[mythicalmyles]

I hate this i hate how fucking hard it is on me

#god i want something so bad #my fingers are torn bc all i can do is rip off the skin to try and atop the burning in my brain

[jockpoetry]

i am someone who has awful skin, truly it's been bane of my existence since day one. but i've been lucky in that i am not someone who really gets pimples/acne. maybe every couple of periods i'll have a small breakout, but my skin is so fucked in the other direction it's rare.

that being said. i currently have a pimple right at the entrance of a nostril and in one of my ears and i feel like i am going kill myself every second of every day.

#talkin to myself #I AM IN HELL I AM IN HELL look i can tolerate SO much i have really high pain tolerance i put myself into sensory hell to take care of my #skin CONSTANTLY but here we are i have reached my limit. i am at the limit for what i as a human person can take #i did not know pimples could suck THIS FUCKING MUCH jesus christ i want to rip my ear off and cut off my nose #OK THAT'S ALL love you bye sorry for the over share

[sleepydelights]

Okay I ended up doing a hideous ugly cry after that dab. Let’s fuck my shit up even more and go for round two.

#maybe my period is coming #I want to fucking rip all my skin off #and play in traffic

[firebuug]

reconsidering my future my career my major type beat ( i am too stupid to do anything that matters and im really gonna do it one of these days )

#txt #why i oughta... (rips my skin off in one clean peel) #too stupid for piano too stupid for guitar i do not practice enough i dont even have my staff memorized ok guess ill kill myself. #me: not good at one miniscile thing / the suicidal ideation man in my jead: i have a great idea #anyways all i want to do is have a job that wont make me actually seriously consider running in traffic but im too stupid and undisciplined #im. what if i just died instead. why is being alive harder #i want 2 scream. why is everything so difficult #i dont wanna twach elementary school ill swallow a razor blade. but im too fuciing stupid to get a masters. what #what. if. i. died. #delete later #vent #UGHHHHH #what if i dont even want to teach. what then. whatever. whovhives a fuuuuuckvkkkvkkkkckkkkkvkvkvkk im actually going to slam my head into a

[cyancherub]

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#im gonna vent in the tags #vent cw #this person is ripping off everything i do <3 #like. my theme my writing style multiple fic concepts #just say u want to wear my skin and go #u are Odd and Unnerving . perhaps grow your own Brain #i am trying to be a Nice Person but i am at the end of my rope #ok thats all im going to write

[uglydragons]

O SHIT @ Meat i also have a meatbaby her name is Ghoul!! She has a butter caiman familiar named Giblet and she's very excellent and very gross.

(skin is the 2018 RoR skin by TheBluestJay)

#flight rising #mirror #oh my god that primary with the bones!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and even the secondary damn #you really went all in and went yeah i want the fleshiest dragon #i want it to look like the skin was ripped off #but it has pink eyes :)