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armorabs · 2 years

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Spongebob love list. Best characters who and why. Let's gooooooooooo

mr krabs :] because he is funny. and most importantly. he is shape. he has done a lot of irredeemably cruel things and i'm not going to pretend thats not true, however ummm... i think he's funny so i will overlook this. plus i think his positive qualities more than make up for it especially now that they're being focused on more than they used to be - he is a loving father and father figure, willing to spend thousands for those he loves when he is emotionally fulfilled, and i love the way he can be so protective and kind to kids. the fact hes depressive and insecure but constantly works hard to be confident and stable for his daughter is so ♥♥♥♥♥

karen. shes square :) i like squares. but most importantly shes funny. she can be an absolute sweetheart, capable of kindness and love, appreciating those around her, and often exhibits these traits! it's literally only plankton who brings out a cynical, jaded, and cruel side of her - usually because of the ways he can be so casually cruel to her at times. but for the most part she's an absolute delight - she more often than not chooses to be kind and do good when given the option, and that fascinates me. krabs and karen are like, imho, THE most complicated characters because everything about them is so layered and makes perfect sense when you think about everything we know about them too hard. and i like to do that, so... yeah <3

sandy cheeks she is so cool she is a genius she is a scientist she is a jock she is a cowboy she is a martial artist she is so much and shes gonna be funny as hell while doing it. i like characters who are both conceptually interesting as well as being funny in execution and she really nails it. ngl out of everyone who got flanderized before getting their character rerailment she really benefitted from the flanderization cuz in terms of personality and behavior she was kinda plain in the earlier seasons - not that she was perfect and devoid of flaws but i really think she actually got funnier with the flanderization. making her a mad scientist who believes in the forces of good and doing the right thing was so fucking awesome. i love that she can be a hothead and short-sighted and an egomaniac and a control freak who thinks she can do whatever she wants because she thinks she knows best or has good intentions... idk its more relatable and funnier

larry!!!! hes nice and his tits are huge. need i say more? i probably should. i love how reasonable and down to earth he can be, i love that he's like... almost the most stable person in bikini bottom, and how it contrasts with ambient insanity of the rest of the town. he's a hothead who is aware of his own flaws and works hard to keep them under control, he tries to avoid lashing out at others or making others feel bad about themselves, he tries to be supportive and protective and - idk i think larry is neat!!!!!!!!

pearl is such a realistic depiction of a teenager its crazy. being a teenager is so crazy and a lot of writers who create fictional teenagers dont seem to remember what it was like to be a teen and don't understand the psychology of a teen but consistently they really nail it with pearl and the way shes such a complicated person who intentionally whittles herself down because she's insecure about her place in the world and wants to fit in and she has such a diverse breadth of interests that most fictional teenage girls wouldnt even consider but she does because sometimes teenage girls really do just like those things!!! idk!!!!!

squidina is more of a stereotypically cartoonish nerd but in a way that i think is really fun and charming like she contrasts with the characters she interacts with in such fun ways and she's just so self-assured and confident in what she likes and who she wants to be no matter who tries to put her down that i just can't help but adore her. she's so on the ball its shidiculous.

its hard to think of things to say about spongebob that hasnt already been said a thousand times before, in a thousand different ways that are infinitely better articulated and more to the point than whatever im going to say. but that he is a character that hillenberg fought with nickelodeon over to be a character who is a self-sufficient adult who is also childish and optimistic, but also more self-aware than he leads on, who is capable and reliable, whose naivety does not belay stupidity - who is dedicated, and loyal, and actively chooses to never give up, who can be stubborn and snarky, and is unwaveringly kind and understanding... that he can be annoying, that he may annoy people around him with his idiosyncrasies, but still be someone who is loved and adored and considered valuable and worth fighting for - all of these things and more at once... is just... so groundbreaking and meaningful to exist as a protagonist for children, that they need not dread adulthood, that they need not give up on their optimism and hope and kindness, and that their flaws don't make them lesser - AAAAAUGH THE CHARACTER EVERRRRR he's not my FAVORITEST character ever, and there was a time in my life as a child i actually detested him, but as ive gotten older ive learned to appreciate him and what he stands for and i love him as a protagonist so much

grandpat is mean :) but in a funny way. i dont know how to articulate it better than this. he fucking sucks in a way that rocks.

#IS THIS THE KRUSTY KRAB?

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quarktrinity · 2 years

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On the topic of she-ra villain ships: how about Entrapta x Hordak?

1. Why don't you ship it?

i never really understood this one at all. like, i dont actively hate it like i hate any catra ship, but i just dont get it? ignoring the whole "entrapta is autistic because we said so but the word autism doesnt exist on this fantasy planet and were not gonna talk about it" thing, there just wasnt any romantic chemistry between the two that i could see. i could see that hordak had feelings for entrapta for... reasons...? probably had something to do with "she sees through my hollow facade... she understands me like no one ever has..." but thats just kind of. dumb. sorry but if all it took to get hordak to fall in love with someone was for them to clock his daddy issues he wouldve had sooo many marriages and subsequent divorces.

and also i cant really see why people think theyre so cute when entrapta had like. no idea what any of them were doing? the entire time she was helping the horde out because she thought it was fun and interesting but she didnt know what they were doing. (im also not gonna address how stupid the whole "you were my friends and you abandoned me! (because you thought i was dead)" thing was) she didnt know their agenda, she didnt know who she was working for, she was just hanging out and building shit for fun, but as we see from season 5, she does actually care about doing good things and not bad things, so i think if someone sat her down and explained to her what the horde was doing while she was in their care, shed hop the fuck out of there the first chance she got. so the entire romantic arc between entrapta and hordak was built solely on lies of obfuscation, and is it just me, or is that not really as romantic as the writers think it is?

i cant muster the energy to get pissed off about it, its just soooo dumb and i dont understand why anyone thought it made sense.

2. What would have made you ship it?

maybe if entrapta was working for them from the very beginning and functioned as like. hordaks fucked up inventor pal who accidentally saw through his bullshit.

idk if id ship it even then bc its just so much funnier to me if the whole romance is one-sided and hordak thinks hes in a romcom or something while entrapta is like "heeheehoohoo robot go beep beep" and straight up doesnt give a shit about hordak at all

3. Despite not shipping it, do you have anything positive to say about it?

entrapta was fun to watch when the writers werent using her as an angst punching bag, and it was pretty funny watching hordak be verbally tortured by a purple gremlin lady. she-ra was good when it wasnt busy being stupid

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palukoo · 3 years

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ok i said i would make a post about amy & not josh! so! the thing is that im endlessly fascinated by her relationships with the main cast bc they are so... implicit? in a way that its not given to you upfront but theres obviously some depth there? and i think that it’s something that i wish the writers had explored more!

amy and sam or amy and will, isn’t that interesting to me, and we’re not really given all that much there and i’m okay with that! she thinks sam should run but its for political reasons. she works with will on the marion cotesworth hayes thing. that’s all, and that’s okay!

amy and toby we really don’t get much from either-- he bets in her election betting ring, and she teases him about his losses. but i think they’re actually a relationship i would like to see more of, because they both are somehow simultaneously cynical and idealistic, and they’re quite possibly the most consistently liberal characters in the first several seasons.

amy and cj is really interesting, because they talk in like. dead irish writers, election night, privateers, some of the zoey kidnapping arc, and then way later in season 7, but before most of that, when that woman on the stackhouse campaign is calling out amy’s relationship to members in the white house, cj is mentioned second (without missing a beat after josh, and right before the first lady and the president. which. is also Interesting-- its before amy works for them). in dead irish writers they seem familiar if not close, and cj defends amy’s argument to abbey, in election night they exchange fond glances and easy conversation, in privateers amy is exasperated but not upset with cj, in 25 they wordlessly work together to try to handle and comfort abbey, and in the last hurrah i think, amy leans in BIZARRELY close to her in a way that cannot be described in words other than to say i have questions. they have amazing chemistry and are, evidently, friends? and i can see the two of them joking back and forth for hours? but we really rarely see them together, and it’s only once that it’s just the two of them

amy is close enough with abbey that she is introduced to us through a complaint she’s made to abbey. she’s comfortable enough with her that she goes over josh’s head to abbey about their hiring practices at abbey’s birthday party, yet surprised enough by being invited to drink with her that she makes a comment about writing a book, and then proceeds to spend half the episode basically laying down on abbey and playing with abbey’s dress. abbey’s threat about finding someone else to do this job visibly shakes amy, and while i’d say a lot of this is more with regards to her professional esteem, other context does make it seem personal. she has to list her credentials to abbey when she’s afraid of being fired, but abbey hires her without a second thought after they carry easy conversation. as aforementioned, that woman talks about amy’s relationship to abbey. abbey mentions that she used to babysit amy, and moments later amy calls abbey hot. abbey fully trusts amy to run her office in her absence, while amy panics weekly it seems about being fired. jed says that abbey would (at the moment in question, anyway) choose amy over him. i just sort of wish we saw them more, but i do get that neither of them is a main character. i also think it’s interesting that amy, with josh, is kind of always the one who can’t politically compromise, who can’t give up, and then with abbey she has to be the one who can.

oh, guess who else amy is called on her relationship to? thats right-- the president! and when do we see them interact? when he’s yelling at her! but guess what-- amy also told josh, way before we see her and jed talk, that shes crazy about the president, has been since before he’s known who jed is (which makes sense-- you can extrapolate, after dead irish writers, that she’s probably at the very least from new hampshire, where he’s been involved in politics for years). when they do interact he yells at her about using abbey, she practically cries talking to josh about being fired by him, and then he tells her she’s not fired and even as she quits, he has enough trust in her that he tells her to further fund the project he nearly fired her over. it’s neat! are we to assume they have a prior relationship through politics? through abbey? have they worked together? how has that gone? i want to know!

amy and matt? also neat, bc he hires her not through josh but because she’s a friend from the hill, yet he doesn’t seem to have directly worked with her before, at least not in debate prep, but they joke together easily and have clearly spoken before, otherwise he wouldn’t have hired her. he later knows pretty damn well how to push her buttons in to working for him despite her protests that she doesn’t work for people well, but she goes through josh rather than straight to him about her vp advice (which he listens to but doesn’t take-- which we see a lot of again when she’s actually working for him) when she works for him she seems largely exasperated, but she does it anyways, which, given her character, is kind of a big deal. i kind of wish there was more of how they work together, because they’re both people trying to do the right thing, even if it’s not the most politically smart thing, but he’s much more bipartisan than she ever could be, and it is a little hard to imagine amy, who can’t work for people, who says she’s her own constituency, working for anyone, including him.

and, finally, drum roll please, amy and donna. i think theres a time of two where we see donna joking on the phone with amy. in amy’s first ep, she asks josh if he’s dating donna, who she also describes as cute despite that to our knowledge they have not met. they’re both there in dead irish writers, but really only say “canadian, huh? feel any funnier?” “no but i am developing a massive inferiority complex” to each other, but amy asks about donna before that when she’s not at the party and josh has forgotten to work things out. they smile and exchange jokes when amy has a meeting with josh. donna smiles at the fax from amy and says “a new chapter begins” and then there’s commencement where amy keeps going to donna, ostensibly to ask about josh, but eventually getting to a point where she’s clearly asking about donna too, in the fact that she asks why donna is upset to, and at a point in the episode it feels like she’s seeking out donna about that, not about josh. and then she famously asks if donna is in love with josh, which to me is the least interesting question in the whole conversation-- but regardless, there’s a familiarity in how they talk to each other, how they easily work together, how they take the car together, how donna trusts amy enough to talk about josh’s trauma with her, and how amy trusts donna enough to throughout the episode go to her for like. emotional advice, which considering that amy’s not emotionally open or expressive like. ever? is a big deal? like she voices her insecurities to donna? she barely even does that with josh? in 25 donna watches amy as much as cj and abbey while abbey’s essentially breaking down, and that scene cuts off with amy on the phone and donna staring at her, looking concerned. in constituency of one, donna urges josh to find amy, which he doesnt, and theres also a shot of them looking at each other across the bullpen after theyve both just talked to josh, and then it cuts off? why does it keep cutting away from them? why am i so fascinated but the unseen, the unspoken (hey-- their scene in commencement is also cut short). seasons later, in requiem, amy easily approaches donna to ask about the girl she’s trying to set up with josh, and donna plays along despite that she’s canonically sleeping with josh, and they seem to again have some fun taking shots at josh’s expense in a way that feels sort of out of place for someone you haven’t talked to in, oh, the timelines are bizarre, but... at least two and a half years? maybe closer to three? and by a lot of interpretations, amy and donna are romantic rivals, but theyre so clearly not? like, is there a tension in their scenes? sure. does it feel like they dislike each other? literally, not at all. and i really wish we’d gotten to see more of them, because it feels like they’re friends, it feels like they mean something to each other, and we just don’t really get the time to explore what.

#amy gardner #the west wing #tww #my post #i also have amy & lou and amy & helen and amy & liz and amy & zoey and.... etc etc etc thoughts but ill go by what has any canon basis #oh can you tell i ship donna/amy??#look if you read this youre amazing thank you!#i need to shut up about amy gardner but i will Not #i wont do all the character tags #hey! stay tuned for the massive fic! its currently #about 116k i think?#or you could just blacklist my tww tags bc i know this is not what my followers signed up for #this post may be incoherent

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julesdelorme · 4 years

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So I did a read through and cosmetic edit, but the warning still stands true...

Warning: the following contains extreme language and thoughts, a run on sentence, no punctuation and absolutely no caps. It makes no sense and should not be read by anyone...

unless he ducked i killed my father unless he ducked i dont know i dont know they hid in the tall grass the saw grass the tall grass unless he ducked unless he ducked the doctor said i need to take my meds but shes trying to poison me trying to make me crazy trying to make me sick i dont trust her i dont trust anybody but especially her she doesnt even wear a white coat how can she be a doctor i was thinking of killing her and then she ducked like my father just like my father he disappeared she disappeared he was there and then he wasnt she was there and then she wasnt and i was thinking of killing them maybe i did or maybe they ducked maybe they never even existed i dont know i dont know he was there sometimes and then he wasnt there and then he wasnt there all the time and i meant to kill him unless he ducked he took me hunting one time and in the grass the tall grass he jerked me off and i jerked him off in the tall grass the saw grass waiting for ducks in hip waders we were hunting ducks and i had a shotgun and he had a shotgun but i dont know if the guns were loaded and i killed him unless he ducked calling the ducks with duck callers our shotguns i think that happened unless it didnt i got nothing against ducks hanging in the windows in chinatown where you get cold tea and duck if they let you in because sometimes the door is locked and theres just the dead ducks in the windows i dont know i dont know the doctor doesnt believe me but i dont believe her i dont believe in her what kind of fucking doctor doesnt wear a white coat trying to poison my brain make my brain explode she puts the pills right into my veins poison poison poison popping those pills right into my veins shes nuts i tell you fuck her fuck her i would have shot him if he didnt duck if we didnt shoot the ducks those poor ducks no good reason except to hang them in the window poor fucking ducks pull the trigger watch the head explode pull the trigger and see his head explode in the tall grass while hes jerking me off fuck him fuck him he fucked me in the ass i think i dont know for sure except my ass was bleeding and all the blood and all the blood i killed him for that unless he ducked quack quack shes a fucking quack off my meds on my meds making my head explode making my ass bleed blood in the tall grass needles in my veins airplane straps on the bed jesus straps and the sound of the engine all night long and they wont let me sleep strapped to the bed like jesus like an airplane all that noise the screaming is it me screaming or somebody else screaming my ass wide open for him for the ducks the aliens fuck her what does she know my father my father my father rotten sonofabitch bastard fucker i killed him unless he ducked fuck him fuck him i would have killed him i should have killed the fucker the dirty fucker in the tall grass the way he stank of cigarettes and beer nicotine stains on his fingers those fingers jerking me off he stank he stank that fucking alcoholic chain smoking fucker if i didnt kill him the cancer probably did how the fuck could he still be alive that stinking sonofabitch i shot him in the face unless he ducked better him than the ducks they never did nothing to me or the chinese hanging in the windows the stink of death the stink of killing of blood and gunpowder and beer and menthol cigarettes what does it take what the fuck does it take he must be dead hes dead i know hes dead i think hes dead what the fuck does it take i pulled that trigger i know i pulled that trigger fuck him fuck him the gun the cold metal in my hands against my skin cold and wet up to my nuts in stinking filthy swamp tall grass fucking fuck fuck a duck i pulled that trigger i shot him in the face in his ugly face that bastard that prick that sonofabitch motherfucker i shot him i definitely shot him unless he ducked he could have ducked maybe he ducked how the fuck should i know if he ducked or if i shot him in the face blood and brains splattering all over the tall grass ducks would of got a kick out of that seeing a guy shoot another guy instead of a duck unless he ducked i meant to shoot him i sure meant to shoot him blow his fucking big mouth to to other side of his head like a cartoon character that duck the cartoon duck the black one not the yellow one only i never saw a black duck mostly mallards dont think i ever saw a yellow one either for that matter but i always liked the black one better he was funny the yellow one wasn’t even funny and i could never understand what the fuck he was saying but the black one was funny even though he sounded exactly like the cat that was always chasing the bird he was way funnier when his bill would spin around his head when he got shot and he would put it back and say that thing i cant remember the thing but it was funny i liked that duck he was funny my old man he wasnt funny at all he thought he was funny never made me laugh never gave me anything but pain and more pain and worse pain that fucker but he sure thought he was funny i hope he didnt duck i hope i turned his face to pulp fuck him fuck him fuck him with his nicotine fingers and his breath always smelled like cigarettes and beer for fucks sake chew some gum or rinse your fucking mouth out with listerine or something stinking breath sonofabitch fuck you fuck you in the tall grass where no one could see you jerking me off and making me jerk you off you fucker you fucking perverted fucked up fuck half a fag touching your own sons dick and making him touch your hairy dick definitely half a fag and something else too something a lot worse than i got words for you deserved to die he deserved to die should of shot his dick and nuts off ha ha how would you like that for fucking funny how would you like that for laughs you fucked up pig that fucked up pig i know i know i know secrets that nobody knows i got all these secrets all locked up inside my head all kinds of secrets secrets that would fuck your head right up whats really going on behind the scenes the cia the fbi the fucking communists and fucking jfk and the mafia all kinds of secrets secrets that could get me killed secrets could get me disappeared like jimmy fucking whats his name i know shit i know shit i know some secrets not just about the old man that old half a fag pervert child molester i know where some bodies are buried lots of bodies people who got disappeared and people other people dont even know are disappeared i know i know shit i know secrets alien autopsy knights fucking templars i could blow the lid off things if i wanted to trust me trust me i know some seriously fucking shit im like that wrestler with the glasses that make him see things the sunglasses i can see i can see just like roddy whats his name i dont even need the glasses i can just see i just know things inside my brain things inside my head inside my fucking head i know shit some really deep shit fuck you i know you cant make me not know i know this shit trying to make me forget wonder if its real i fucking know i know so fuck you in our slickers in the mud in the swamp in the tall grass surrounded by bugs and frogs in the wilderness fucking molesting asshole pedophile stinking fuck you fuck i know shit i remember no matter how much you try to make me forget i remember i know i know dont try to bullshit me dont try to confuse me i know i mean i know things not everything in the whole fucking world that’s not what im saying dont try to say that im saying i know everything im just saying i know some things and i know what i know i mean what i do know and its stuff that some people probably most people dont know the shit i know thats all im saying but i dont know if he ducked or if i shot him in the face i meant to shoot his head right off i definitely meant to do it i definitely pulled the fucking trigger maybe he ducked or maybe the gun didnt go off thats possible that it jammed or it didn’t go off for some reason i dont know i dont know that for sure one way or the other sometimes i know i killed him sometimes i know he ducked or the gun jammed or something else kept me from shooting him unless i shot a duck and i thought it was him unless he ducked he could of ducked i dont know i dont know i dont fucking know but i know other things things that other people dont know things that you dont know fuck you i know shit i know secrets i know all kinds of secrets but not if i killed him but not if he ducked i dont know that so dont fucking ask cuz i dont remember exactly so i cant tell you so dont ask me i killed my father i killed the doctor i shot the sheriff unless he ducked unless he ducked i dont know maybe he ducked i hope he didnt fucking duck but maybe he ducked

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missjackil · 7 years

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The Not-So-Bitter Sam Girl

Let me first establish that I love Sam Winchester with everything in me. I eat, sleep, drink,and dream Sam Winchester. Often times, like many Sam girls, I feel like he is treated unfairly, and that makes me bitter, but I read a lot of the meta from other Sam girls, but I don’t agree with a lot of what you all are bitter about. Let me also say, that I love Dean too. The brother’s relationship is the only reason I am addicted to this show. I couldn't care less about the monsters and most side characters to be honest, but I definitely favor Sam. I have only been watching the show, via Netflix, for just under a year, but I am a CHRONIC re-watcher. There isn’t an episode or season I havent watched at least 15 times, and some more than 40 times (yes its a sickness) the only episodes I dont watch much are Bitten and Bloodlines. I will try to explain my view on some of the most common things I see bitter Sam girls write about, and hopefully give a new perspective. WARNING: This is indeed long, you may scroll through and read topics of interest, and feel free to send me an ask or a message about anything you would like to debate or discuss further :)

Dean gets more air time! From my point of view, I will agree this is the case, but not throughout the whole series. A prime example is the S4 episode In The Beginning, when Sam is only in the first 45 seconds of the episode. I dont consider this the show favoring Dean, but the knowledge that it was in a time when no one was sure if Jared could continue do to his mental health. He had a breakdown during the filming of Mystery Spot, and things were rocky for a while. I don’t know what was going on during the time of In The Beginning, but it’s quite possible that Jared needed time off. Granted there are no episodes were Dean is only in 45 seconds of, but they probably don’t like do episodes that the boys dont share time, after all, the show is about them both. The Panic Room! Yes, definitely the panic room! It might be the first time I felt my bitter Sam girl come out. How DARE they lock him in a room to detox alone??? It tore my heart out! But on one hand, it was an extremely Sam heavy episode. We got to see inside his head through his hallucinations, which up till then, we’d only see glimpses. It was hard for me to piece together what exactly was going on with Sam in S4 until this episode. It was confusing. On one hand he had been his normal, cute, nerdy, sensitive self, but hiding his baddass, sexy, dark side. Up till then i thought he just didn’t want Dean to be angry with him for what he was doing, but then I realized, he was genuinely addicted to the demon blood, and didn’t want Dean to know because he’d want him (make him) stop, and he also feared Dean would hate him like a monster. He felt like he disappointed everyone he loved, even himself, and coming off felt like torture. (hence the Alistair hallucination) So story wise, we needed for him to be alone this time so WE the viewers would see what all he felt, which he may not have, if Dean sat with him to comfort him. And having dealt with addicted people personally, I know that sometimes, an addict will use their addiction for the sole purpose of having someone sit and suffer with them, which sometimes makes the addiction worse. However, the second time Sam was left to suffer alone in the panic room was 100% uncalled for (S5 My Bloody Valentine) If the writers wanted to show how bad Sam’s problem was affecting Dean, which Im sure it was... he could have prayed that prayer while holding Sam through the detox, and it would have been 1000 times more powerful. So this one, I am bitter as well. Soulless Sam wasn’t that bad!! No, he wasn’t. I actually really enjoyed him! He was definitely hornier than our normal Sam, less inhibited, snarkier, funnier, but still, not quite Sam. Why would Dean be so freaked out? Well, we’ll overlook Sam allowing him to be turned by the vamps, because Dean felt creeped out before then. So consider the fact that dozens of years, Sam and Dean were glued to each others hips for the most part. Especially when John left them alone as children, and since Sam was back from Stanford, and now, he was back from Hell, no one knew how, and not his normal self at all. Dean, being Sam’s soulmate, knew something was wrong, and at first was scared that maybe it was still Lucifer in Sam’s vessel. That to me, sounds like it could be scary. Think just for a moment, if the person you love the most, that you thought was dead, is suddenly back but not anything like they used to be. This would be terrible, especially if you thought there was a good chance they were actually Satan wearing their body. Once Dean knew it was actually Sam, but without a soul, he could have lightened up a bit. Yes, I think so too, BUT Sam was still not anything like what Dean loved about his brother. Sam didnt love him back, didnt even care about him, he was Sam otherwise, but i dont blame Dean for wanting to get Sam’s soul back, especially with the knowledge that he could be fine, so long as he doesn’t regain the memories. And even if he did, there’s a good chance he could fix him. Dean did act irrationally, wont argue, but we know they are both irrationally co dependent on each other, and if the tables were turned, Sam would have done something equally irrational to get Dean back. (As we see in About a Boy when Sam wasnt in favor of Dean being 14 so that the Mark was gone. He’d be willing to take Dean back, Mark included, so long as Dean was the Dean he knew and loved today) The narrative is heavily in Dean’s Favor! No, I dont think so. Occasionally yes, but for the most part no. When bitter Sam girls see Dean scolding or berating Sam for being wrong about something, most of the time Sam isn’t wrong about the thing. We see it, and most people see it, so the narrative makes Dean look like a douche. Yes, there are Dean girls that throw Sam hate all the time, but they’re not the majority. They’re just loud on Tumblr. Honestly, in real life, Dean girls, just like Dean’s looks, or personality better than Sam’s and thats simply taste. Tall, long haired, sweet, intelligent, badass, nerds arent everyone’s favorite flavor (dont know how that’s possible but....) thats fine, but ive yet to come across a real life Sam hater. Theres some on tumblr and occasionally some might give Jared grief at a conference, but again, thats not the majority. And I see bitter Sam girls also throw the same hate Dean’s way too. But anyway, getting off point. Dean has always been “its not what you do but who you are” and Sam has always been “its not who you are but what you do” from early on. And we all know Sam’s view is better. Sam is always willing to talk, and give people/monsters a chance to choose good. Dean has only recently agreed to go that route too, but will still think “monster” first and then bend Sam’s direction. killing Sam’s friend Amy in S7 just because she was a monster, was a huge douche move on Dean’s part and everyone thought so Im sure. It was also the last time Dean killed someone for just that reason. Sam’s view of situations like that have always been to give the monster the benefit of the doubt if they wanted to be good, from the beginning, so that narrative has always been in Sam’s favor. Dean was mad that Sam’s happy memories didn’t include him!! Not true. Dean may have been disappointed that Sam’s happy Thanksgiving memory was at someone elses house, but after that, Sam’s best memories were Deans worst. That’s what upset him. Not that Dean wasnt in them, but they were terrible times for him. When Sam was alone in Flagstaff with his dog, Dean was home worried sick that Sam was dead because he ran off while he was watching him. “And when Dad got home....” Dean probably got his ass beat. When Sam went off to Stanford, Dean says it was one of the worst nights of his life. Zachariah was manipulating their memories so it could appear they were happier without each other. Sam didnt get to see the part when he and Dean shot off the fireworks, only the part of Dean’s life when he was happy with Mom. I am sure that if they got to explore more of their heaven, they would have found plenty of memories that were just those two. The writers feminize Sam and make him the Damsel in Distress!! Lord, I have seen HUGE meta on this and I disagree with so much. The male/female formula when there are two protagonists is a common formula to use. This is true, but it is not the only formula to use and its not always Sam that is feminized. Other formulas are the classic comedic/tragic, the big one/the small one, the smart one/the dumb one, light/dark, good cop/ bad cop and so on. The brother have fallen into all these formulas at different times. Sam has a few feminine qualities, it’s true, he cries sometimes and he’s generally nicer than Dean, he has long hair, compassionate and empathetic, he isnt as “butch” as Dean and is conscious of his diet. Dean also has feminine qualities, he cooks, cleans, and irons their clothes. He is very much a nurturer, not only to Sam but to Kevin, Garth and Charlie as well. Dean is much more physical than Sam is. Dean is usually the one initiating the bro hugs, and its not likely that the “Dean is bisexual” thing, would be a thing, if he initiated as many manhugs as Sam has. He cries more than Sam does, he admitted to have enjoyed wearing women’s underwear, loves chick flicks, and said “All women lie about their age” and Sam said “Wait, you told our waitress you’re 29″ and Dean said “Yes”. Often times Sam and Dean are paralleled with married couples, but not always, sometimes its siblings, sometimes best friends, sometimes Rocky and Bullwinkle LOL... but not always male/female, in fact, in the parallel of John and Mary Winchester, Sam is John and Dean is mom. Sam was named after their grandfather, and Dean after their grandmother.

Also, Sam is NOT a Damsel in Distress! My friend went through S1 thru 11 and counted how many times each saved the other, and Dean only beats Sam by 3 saves. Ahead by 3 out of 240 (some episodes have more than one salvation scene, some have none or they save each other) episodes is well within the margin of error and it means neither one is a damsel in distress. HOWEVER Tumblr makes Sam overly feminine! But that’s a whole other rant. Season 8 was a horror fest of Sam hate! Omg is so was NOT! i felt there was more love from Dean towards Sam than any season before it. This season was an emotional roller coaster between the boys, its by far one of my favorite seasons (5 and 11 are my other faves) but i think all the meta written about being a Carver catastrophe and trying to explain WHY it wasnt OOC for Sam to not look for Dean, made some of you not watch the season, or at least, not all of the season, or watched it after reading the meta and thus missed the whole point. However I will agree, like even Jared did, that Sam not looking for Dean definitely was OOC for Sam, especially only knowing what we knew in the beginning. Sam went right away to the promise the boys made not to look for each other, even though he knew Dean looked for him when he went to Hell. It was very OOC for Sam to at least try to make sure Dean was dead first, he had no idea where he was, there was no blood or body, just black goo. Take into consideration that 1) It has been said that S8 was going a different route, but the producers decided to change it, so it’s likely there was more to that story than we actually got. 2) it was the beginning of the season and neither we, nor Jared knew that Sam would later say “I lost my brother a few months back, and my world imploded and everything rained down on me, and i ran” None of us knew that before hand, and Dean was never even told. All he was really told was that Sam was alone, and didnt know what to do so he fixed up the Impala, and just drove. Took time to enjoy the good things, and get a dog and a girlfriend and a home in Texas. Will I will agree that Dean didnt have the right to berate Sam, but he had every right to be hurt and feel betrayed. Sam later turned the table and berated Dean for having Benny. Again, Sam had the right to feel hurt and betrayed, but had no right to berate him, but since they both griefed each other about how they spent the last year, Ill call them both even. This fight that was nothing less than watching a married couple fighting over each other cheating, but once Sam decides to stay with Dean, and Dean cuts ties with Benny, the boys relationship is beautiful again. I say there was so much love shown even in their fighting because we learned part of the depth in which they love each other. Not unlike a married couple.” Don’t ever let someone be more important than me” And though I know, at the end of S8 when Sam was reminded of his “failure” by Dean, Sam was ready to die, but in the middle when the trails are about to start, Dean recalls what kind of life Sam wanted, and was ready to die so Sam could have it. Watch Trial and Error, I think its a great place to see where the boy’s heads are at, at that point in the season. Dean had no right to trick Sam into letting Gadreel possess him! Absolutely true, he had no right to do that, but Dean knew it too. He knew Sam would never agree to such a thing, and he would rather die. But Dean JUST saved his life back at the church, despite that good that would come of if it Sam finished the trials. This didnt matter to Dean anymore if he didn’t have Sam beside him. It wasn’t like Swan Song... now he KNEW what life without Sam was like and didnt want to do it again. Now he sees that Sam is moments from dying, and has an option... a bad option, but an option. He acted in sheer panic. I cant honestly say I wouldnt do that either. But immediately after, Dean had regrets and fears. Did he make the right call? Was this angel gonna take Sam over or tear him apart? Dean wrestled with this every episode till they finally got Gadreel out. He knew Gadreel taking over and killing Kevin was his own fault and whatever backlash was coming from Sam, he deserved. Now after this I fully understand Sam’s hurt 100% and I think he was even hurt that Dean chose to leave afterwards, but his words at the end of The Purge hurt me for Dean’s sake. Not “Same circumstances, I wouldnt” because of course he wouldnt do the same thing. But telling Dean theres no upside to him being alive, and how Dean tells himself that he does more good than bad, but he doesnt, and “Ill hand it you, you;re willing to do the sacrificing, as long as you’re not the one being hurt” was crushing. Dean has always been hurt in his sacrificing, it was like Sam forgot Dean sacrificing his soul for Sam to live and spending 40 years in hell. So, where I will agree Dean says some crappy things, Sam has been guilty of that too. Both have every right to feel what they feel, but that doesnt give them the right to do or say whatever they want. Dean always gets friends and Sam doesnt! Now this I think is basically their make up, not a narrative bias. Sam learned in S1, Skin that friends are a liability and having them in their line of work, puts them in danger. Sam is kind and compassionate and the one who talks to the victims and witnesses with care so they trust him, but he doesnt try to pull them closer, to be friends, because he knows its dangerous for them, as he explained to Adam in Jump the Shark. Dean knows this too, but he needs people. He makes friends and tried to have a family outside the job... it never works out, but he still tries. I think Jody is more drawn to Sam, and probably even Rowena, it also looks like Mary is more drawn to Sam, but Sam is still leary of being close to people. I dont think this has anything to do with the writers wanting us to think Dean is more likable, but to see that the boys need different things. Like Dean has a lot of sex, he needs physical, Sam doesn’t he needs verbal. This is why he has conversations with everyone. Dean has more dialogue than Sam! He does, often times, I guess if its measured, Dean has probably had more onscreen lines than Sam, but I think they make up for that by giving Sam the bigger story arcs. They give Jared the harder roles to act. Dean’s arcs are almost always the same, he is either more violent, or less violent, whereas Sam has been possessed numerous times, went through addiction and withdrawal, Soullessness, fighting against himself, and acting along side his own different personas, insanity, twice, hallucinations,severe physical illness, loss of loved ones, sexual assault, and torture, torture, and more torture. He’s been as weak as a child and yet the biggest badass on the show ever. Dont think because Dean says more that Sam doesnt impact the show just as much, if not more. If both shared the same character arcs, it would be monotonous, if Dean didnt have more dialogue than Sam, compared to Sam’s story lines, Dean would look like the antagonist. Oh trust me, I wish every episode was Sam centric, but its not, thats not how the show works, and I have accepted that. I know I missed many more, but I tried to hit all the ones I see the most meta on. i just want all you Sam girls (Bitter or not) to know that not every Sam girl has gotten as negative of a view as many of you have. Feel free to add to this if you want to, I welcome opposing view points too :)

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Warning: the following contains extreme language, a run on sentence, and absolutely no caps. It makes no sense and should not be read by anyone... unless he ducked

i killed my father unless he ducked i dont know i dont know they hid in the tall grass the saw grass the overgrown menacing grass unless he ducked unless he ducked the doctor said i need to take my meds but shes trying ton poison trying to make me crazy trying to make me sick i dont trust her i dont trust anybody but especially her she doesnt even wear a white coat how can she be a doctor i was thinking of killing her and then she ducked like my father just like my father he disappeared she disappeared he was there and then he wasnt she was there and then she wasnt and i was thinking of killing them maybe i did or maybe they ducked maybe they never even existed i dont know i dont know he was there sometimes and then he wasnt there and then he wasnt there all the time and i meant to kill him unless he ducked he took me hunting one time and in the grass the tall grass he jerked me off and i jerked him off in the tall grass the saw grass waiting for ducks in hip waders we were hunting ducks and i had a shotgun and he had a shotgun but i dont know if the guns were loaded and i killed him unless he ducked calling the ducks with our shotguns i think that happened unless it didnt i got nothing against ducks hanging in the windows in chinatown where you get cold tea and duck if they let you in because sometimes the door is locked and there’s just the dead ducks in the windows i dont know i dont know the doctor doesnt believe me but i dont believe her i dont believe in her what kind of fucking doctor doesnt wear a white coat trying to poison my brain make my brain explode she puts the pills right into my veins poison poison poison popping those pills right into my veins shes nuts i tell you fuck her fuck her i would have shot him if he didnt duck if we didnt shoot the ducks those poor ducks no good reason except to hang them in the window poor fucking ducks pull the trigger watch the head explode pull the trigger and see his head explode in the tall grass while hes jerking me off fuck him fuck him he fucked me in the ass i think i dont know for sure except my ass was bleeding and all the blood and all the blood i killed hi for that unless he ducked quack quack shes a fucking quack off my meds on my meds making my head explode making my ass bleed blood in the tall grass needles in my veins airplane straps on the bed jesus straps and the sound of the engine all night long and they wont let me sleep strapped to the bed like jesus like an airplane all that noise the screaming is it me screaming or somebody else screaming my ass wide open for him for the ducks the aliens fuck her what does she know my father my father my father rotten sonofabitch bastard fucker i killed him unless he ducked fuck him fuck him i would have killed him i should have killed the fucker the dirty fucker in the tall grass the way he stank of cigarettes and beer nicotine stains on his fingers those fingers jerking me off he stank he stank that fucking alcoholic chain smoking fucker if i didnt kill him the cancer probably did how the fuck could he still be alive that stinking sonofabitch i shot him in the face unless he ducked better him than the ducks they never did nothing to me or the chinese hanging in the windows the stink of death the stink of killing of blood and gunpowder and beer and menthol cigarettes what does it take what the fuck does it take he must be dead hes dead i know hes dead i think hes dead what the fuck does it take i pulled that trigger i know i pulled that trigger fuck him fuck him the gun the cold metal in my hands against my skin cold and wet up to my nuts in stinking filthy swamp tall grass fucking fuck fuck a duck i pulled that trigger i shot him in the face in his ugly face that bastard that prick that sonofabitch motherfucker i shot him i definitely shot him unless he ducked he could have ducked maybe he ducked how the fuck should i know if he ducked or if i shot hi in the face blood and brains splattering all over the tall grass ducks would of got a kick out of that seeing a guy shoot another guy instead of a duck unless he ducked i meant to shoot him i sure meant to shoot him blow his fucking big mouth to to other side of his head like a cartoon character that duck the cartoon duck the black one not the yellow one only i never saw a black duck mostly mallards dont think i ever saw a yellow one either for that matter but i always liked the black one better he was funny the yellow one wasn’t even funny and i could never understand what the fuck he was saying but the black one was funny even though he sounded exactly like the cat that was always chasing the bird he was way funnier when his bill would spin around his head when he got shot and he would put it back and say that thing i cant remember the thing but it was funny i liked that duck he was funny my old man he wasnt funny at all he thought he was funny never made me laugh never gave me anything but pain and more pain and worse pain that fucker but he sure thought he was funny i hope he didnt duck i hope i turned his face to pulp fuck him fuck him fuck him with his nicotine fingers and his breath always smelled like cigarettes and beer for fucks sake chew some gun or rinse your fucking mouth out with listerine or something stinking breath sonofabitch fuck you fuck you in the tall grass where no one could see you jerking me off and making me jerk you off you fucker you fucking perverted fucked up fuck half a fag touching your own sons dick and making him touch your hairy dick definitely half a fag and something else too something a lot worse than i got words for you deserved to die he deserved to die should of shot his dick and nuts off ha ha how would you like that for fucking funny how would you like that for laughs you fucked up pig that fucked up pig i know i know i know secrets that nobody knows i got all these secrets all locked up inside my head all kinds of secrets secrets that would fuck your head right up whats really going on behind the scenes the cia the fbi the fucking communists and fucking jfk and the mafia all kinds of secrets secrets that could get me killed secrets could get me disappeared like jimmy fucking whats his name i know shit i know shit i know some secrets not just about the old man that old half a fag pervert child molester i know where some bodies are buried lots of bodies people who got disappeared and people other people dont even know are disappeared i know i know shit i know secrets alien autopsy knights fucking templars i could blow the lid off things if i wanted to trust me trust me i know some seriously fucking shit im like that wrestler with the glasses that make him see things the sunglasses i can see i can see just like roddy whats his name i dont even need the glasses i can just see i just know things inside my brain things inside my head inside my fucking head i know shit some really deep shit fuck you i know you cant make me not know i know this shit trying to make me forget wonder if its real i fucking know i know so fuck you in our slickers in the mud in the swamp in the tall grass surrounded by bugs and frogs in the wilderness fucking molesting asshole pedophile stinking fuck you fuck i know shit i remember no matter how much you try to make me forget i remember i know i know dont try to bullshit me dont try to confuse me i know i mean i know things not everything in the whole fucking world that’s not what im saying dont try to say that im saying i know everything im just saying i know some things and i know what i know i mean what i do know and its stuff that some people probably most people dont know the shit i know thats all im saying but i dont know if he ducked or if i shot him in the face i meant to shoot his head right off i definitely meant to do it i definitely pulled the fucking trigger maybe he ducked or maybe the gun didnt go off thats possible that it jammed or it didn’t go off for some reason i dont know i dont know that for sure one way or the other sometimes i know i killed him sometimes i know he ducked or the gun jammed or something else kept me from shooting him unless i shot a duck and i thought it was him unless he ducked he could of ducked i dont know i dont know i dont fucking know but i know other things things that other people dont know things that you dont know fuck you i know shit i know secrets i know all kinds of secrets but not if i killed him but not if he ducked i dont know that so dont fucking ask cuz i dont remember exactly so i cant tell you so dont ask me i killed my father unless he ducked unless he ducked i dont know maybe he ducked i hope he didnt fucking duck but maybe he ducked

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