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#I thought I’d do something funky 🤭
doctorsiren · 11 months
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“I am not the sunshine. I am not the moon at night. I’m no one if I’m nowhere in between”
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euphoricfilter · 2 months
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HOW IS IT GOING WITH THAT STINKY BOY????? 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭
UHHHHHH YEAH
after he asked if i wanted to go cat cafe with his friends and then asked me to go arcade with him i thought that would be it…. but then we’ve been messaging for hours. because i was away visiting my parents there was like a 6 hour window where both of us were awake and we pretty much messaged the whole time… and one night i thought we finally ran out of things to talk about and i was like well that’s over, but then the next night we started talking about what i could do on my flight back and i mentioned watching a bts concert (which i did 👹) and he said he was still waiting for the k-pop album recommendation— because 2 weeks ago..? at his birthday thing he brought up k-pop and i was like well this is where he’s like 🫤 but he was actually really into it and asked me for a bts album recommendation, so he brought that up again and i was like oh that’s hard lemme just make a playlist with all my favourite songs not thinking he’d actually be into it… why’d he send me a screen shot of the songs he liked. 4 of them bts and ditto by new jeans 😭 then he said he’d send me his playlist, so i sent him my other playlist with stuff i usually listen to on a daily basis and then he made me a playlist for plane with the songs he thought i would like that he listens to………… and i did listen to it 😔😔 and he has taste i liked a few of the songs on there
all my friends keep saying he likes me but i genuinely don’t know and i don’t wanna get my hopes up and be like okay i definitely really like him and think i’m finally ready to be in a relationship just for it to go nowhere. because i’m totally fine us just being friends, like it’s nice not to feel judged by someone when you talk to them and we’ve been messaging a lot over the last week but i’m gonna see him this weekend for the arcade and cat cafe but i’m anxious 🧍🏻‍♀️ i feel like i haven’t done anything to warrant anyone liking me, saying he hypothetically does… i don’t know 😭😭 i think i’m just scared because it’s all new and i hate the unexpected it makes me feel funky and bad sometimes. but if anything does come out of it i’ll probably just be honest from the start and say i have zero experience and that worries me, he’s nice enough to probably understand that but i’d rather say something than not, on the odd chance he does ask me out
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