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lavenoon · 10 months
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Sharing the blanket <3
@naffeclipse I continue keeping the bounty hunter out of trouble by sleeping on him and I will not apologize
*self insert is not a girl (he/ she)
og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!
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youssefguedira · 3 months
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i miss when new reviews of martin eden were coming out and we got new creative ways to describe luca marinelli's acting every time
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luck-of-the-drawings · 2 months
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DOODLEPAGE COMMISSION CREATED FOR THE WONDERFUL @reallybelt do YOU want me to draw you a doodlepage of your blorbo? im still doing commissions!! more information here. cmon down!! get em before the 15th when they put me down witha really big hammer
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ruinsofxerxes · 2 years
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Hey there!!! Any fma oneshot/shortish fic recommendations for a weary soul? 🥹
absolutely!! :D I am a glutton for punishment so I usually read really long fics, but I think I've got some shorter/one shots to spare:
Those Who Carry Burdens | All Those Sleepless Nights | And a Happy New Year | Milk and Cookies | Petrichor | The House in the Basin | Peanut Butter and Bubblegum | See Them Buried | Crash | The Hospital | so love me brother | When Fishing for a Whale | Stroke | The Clock Strikes Twelve | Light at the End of the Tunnel | Like a Dog | Luxury | The Things He Carried | Recovery | Your Son | Hospital Snow Angels | Of Fullmetal and Feelings (one-shot collection) | Gold From Lead | Sleepless | The Things I Miss | Kiss It Better | Taking the First Step | Don't Leave Me Hanging | Intuition | What's Always Been | Formal Wear | Hurt |
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pawbeanies · 2 months
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just rambling today but i am getting. a haircut tomorrow (very overdue) and im very a bit nervous because 1. what if i regret it after like i choose a style but it doesn't look good on me but more importantly 2. what if i get too comfy during the haircut and fall asleep
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leuchtturmhaus · 5 months
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me on call with my best friend: I'll have your back from..... right here!
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just-miru · 8 months
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if the sleep don't need me i don't need her either if the sleep don't need me i don't need her either if the sleep don't need me i don't need her either if the sleep don't need me i don't need her either if the sleep don't need me i don't need her either if the sleep don't need me i don't need her either if the sleep don't n
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irisbaggins · 1 year
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I've heard other folks with ADHD, when they're off their meds, they get hyper or distracted and so on. Me, however... I get so fucking tired it's not even funny. I will just proceed to sleep all day, without fail.
So guess who forgot their meds most of this morning and now has to deal with extreme exhaustion until their meds kick in :/
#text_iris#I am an IDIOT y'all#I have an exam to write and yet here I am nearly asleep on my couch-bed despite my mum making a racket with the sanding machine#And yes I did test the 'what happens when I go off my meds' when I forgot my meds when going to my grandparents#Going off my antidepressants for a day leaves no effect - this has happened loads of times and I have no effects with one missed days#But my ADHD meds? Oh going off that for a day leaves me so exhausted and tired that I will just pass out at a moments notice#I was so boring for my cousin since I could barely keep my eyes open#How the FUCK did I survive without my meds before how did I even FUNCTION#And like!! In hindsight! I was WORSE before I got diagnosed!#I would sleep for HOURS during the day because I was constantly exhausted and distracted#I was always tired and always sleepy!#I would often nearly fall asleep in class!!#Now even with early classes I'm awake! I've never fallen asleep on the bus home since!#Like no joke during High School I would more or less ALWAYS fall asleep on the bus and then jerk awake right before my stop#Now though? No matter how tired I am I'll always be awake#No 'my eyes are forced closed I am that exhausted'#Like my ADHD manifests as extreme exhaustion off meds. Because my body simply cannot function. My brain is overworked#It's also why I have a second dose; because my body burns through the Ritalin at extreme speeds#It'a frankly exhausting in and of itself#Which is maybe why I should consider finding something energy giving to consume#But also I'm worried it can spike my anxiety? 'Cos my meds can sometimes do that#I'd buy GamerSupps caffeine version iF THEY HAD BLUE IN STOCK#I am very skeptical to taste but Blue Rasberry is my fav thing#But of course they're sold out 😔#Anyway basically I am now suffering from exhaustion and also rising heart rate and anxiety because I took my meds late 👍#The life of me an idiot and my absolute dumbass forgetting meds and only realising 'cos I'm still absolutely wiped at 10am
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faunusrights · 2 years
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"Says here you're coming in from... the south of Vale? That right?"
"That's right," Cinder says, and it takes all of her effort to hold her curt tone back behind her teeth before she can ruin whatever little goodwill she already doesn't have. "I was quite the established businesswoman, before it all went to hell on the mainland."
"Right," says the border guard, and she looks down at Cinder's false passport with a critical eye like she can sense something's off about it. Not that there should be a single detectable flaw; Mercury does fantastic work once you've lit a fire under their ass. "You got your papers? Just to verify your refugee status and all."
It galls Cinder, it really does, to have to consider herself anything akin to a refugee of all things, but that's what happens when the four main continental powers decide to start bombing each other with payloads of Dust that rent the ground asunder; Vacuo is mostly just a big pit these days, more than it ever was before, whilst Mistral's capital has been, to put it politely, levelled. Sure, Cinder could have pulled what few strings remained to find herself a decently outfitted bunker in which to hunker down, but then the remnants of the Atlesian army had come marching through Sanus with some new scorched earth policy and so Cinder had bribed her way onto the next ship carrying survivors off to the mostly-untouched shores of Menagerie, where they're now being grilled for any ties back to the warring militaries back home. Civilians only, say the signs scattered around. Keep your shit off our shores.
That'd been all well and good up until, uh, now, because Cinder doesn't have any papers. Well, unless stacks of emergency Lien count. It's why she's having to use a falsified passport in the first place, because whilst there may not be any wanted posters up and around, she knows that her name has spread far and wide enough that chances are this tall rabbit-eared guard will punt her right back out onto the boat if she figures out the truth.
Bribery it's going to be, then. "Well, about that--"
Right away, the guard looks darkly unimpressed, and she crosses her arms to transform into an implacable wall between Cinder and the safety of the Menagerie border. Shit.
"Think you're the first sympathiser to smuggle yourself onto our boats?" she asks, voice thick with the lilting growl of a native Menagerie accent. "I wasn't born yesterday, Miss Ember."
Damn Mercury for picking that stupid name. "I'm not a sympathiser, Miss... um..."
The guard blinks, slow and purposeful. "Scarlatina."
"Scarlatina." A pretty name, Cinder thinks, which she doesn't say right now because chances are it won't be particularly endearing. "I'm just a wanderer who doesn't want to get shot by an Atlesian solider with a vendetta against, well, everyone. I can make it worth your while if you'll hear me out."
With that, Cinder dares to open her coat just widely enough to flash a few Lien cards (and if it happens to permit a well-needed breeze of balmy air, that's just peachy. Ideally, she'd be dressed in little more than a vest and boardshorts in this heat, but that doesn't do so well for disguises, in her experience, even if her impressive caprine horns aren't exactly subtle), and Scarlatina's eyes fall for a split-second before she tilts her head, ears leaning to one side. She's giving Cinder this agonisingly calculating look and for just a second Cinder thinks she won't take the bait... and then she sighs, rolling her shoulders before jabbing her thumb towards a collection of corrugated sheets and plywood that can scarcely be called a shack. "Step into my office. I'll sort you out there."
Success. Cinder smiles easily and nods, tugging her coat closer about herself as she navigates out of the crowds that surround an old warehouse now turned border control centre, following Scarlatina along the boardwalk with a bounce in her step. Even here, money makes the world spin, and so long as that's true she'll always have her ways.
Once she's stepped into Scarlatina's, ah, office, however--and it really is just mostly a cubicle, a fold-out camping table and matching chair making for a pathetically tiny workspace that's already crammed with papers and notes and a few rounds for the old rifle she has slung over one broad shoulder--Scarlatina turns on her heel, leans over to close the "door" behind them, and then scoffs right in Cinder's face.
"You know," she starts, dark eyes narrowing, "it's actually quite impressive that you think a pair of sunglasses and a big coat could possibly make anyone think you were anyone other than who you are, Cinder."
Ah, shit. Cinder smiles (just a little bit nervously now) and she tightens her grip around the Lien with sweaty palms. "I'd say I'm sure I don't know who you're talking about, but that might do us both a disservice, wouldn't it?"
Scarlatina grunts, and then she rounds the table to throw herself down into the camping chair, putting her gun aside. Okay, well, at least Cinder can reliably say she isn't about to die. "Why even bother lying? Unless you've been funding Vale's militia."
The look on Cinder's face says it all, and Scarlatina huffs out a laugh, running a hand through her long, dark tresses of hair. "Menagerie is taking in anyone who isn't associated with any of the four powers, militarily or politically. Why try sneaking in?"
"Thought you might not want a wanted woman on your shores," Cinder admits, because there's little use playing up a persona now. "I'd hoped the fact it's so busy here might mean I could slip away, but..." Instead, she'd been approached by a six-foot-odd tall guard with a freckled face and rounded delts that had made Cinder think twice about making a quick getaway, and now look where it's got her.
Scarlatina sighs, and then cracks her knuckles with a tired groan. "Look. Look, I don't give a damn who comes in so long as innocent people are safe from all... that shit," she says, waving a hand vaguely enough towards the direction of Sanus and Anima. "Hell, we've never even done this border stuff before. It's not our thing, but the last thing we wanted was for some dipshit to try for a military coup. We're no-one's island to annex."
No doubt Atlas would have tried already, if Mistral hadn't made a damn good go of it first. "That's fair. Does that mean you're not going to kick me back onto the boat?"
Scarlatina gives Cinder a long sideways look, like maybe she's still considering it, and then she shakes her head. "Nah. 'S done is done. I'll write you up a refugee pass and you'll be free to roam."
Excellent. Cinder is almost pleased she didn't have to pay a single thing, but then that seems oddly dishonest of her and she slides over a few Lien cards over the desk anyway. Technically speaking, she did offer. "As a tip."
Before she can retract her hand all the way, however, Scarlatina's calloused fingers wrap about her wrist, and Cinder finds herself tugged halfway across the table, Scarlatina's grin worryingly sardonic.
"Fair warning, though," she starts, light and easy like she isn't starting a threat. "You start causing trouble for the people who're just looking for a new start here? Start taking advantage of those who don't know better?" Her grip tightens to the barest edge of pain, and Cinder feels it right up her arm. "You and me are gonna have a problem."
"Understood," Cinder grunts, and when her wrist is released her tanned skin is marred with a perfect imprint of Scarlatina's grip. That's gonna bruise. "And who should I be looking out for, should I come across your bad side?"
Scarlatina's grin changes just enough to be almost friendly--something in her curve of her mouth, maybe, or the brightness of her bucked teeth--and she offers out her hand in a significantly less painful manner. "Velvet Scarlatina. Menagerie huntress, at your service."
Cinder shakes her hand, and when Velvet tightens her grip again teasingly, it takes all her willpower not to flinch away. "Cinder Fall. Lovely to make your acquaintance."
Velvet laughs, but it isn't particularly comforting. Cinder hopes this won't be a trend. "You'd better hope it is."
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matamisin · 10 months
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Against my own will, I haven't seen the afternoon in a week
#I CANT KICK THIS JET LAG AUGSHSKDBX#it was so easy adjusting when i was at the philippines like two days max i was already good#HERE THO??? I AM A SLEEPY GIRL#once the clock strikes 2 PM i blink and suddenly im all swaddled up in bed and its fucking 10 PM AAJSJDHDJ#i wont lie i only like it bc that means i get to see sunrises 🤭🤭🤭#BUT I CANST STAY LIKE THIS#EVERYONE ELSE HAS ADJUSTED LIKE NORMAL AND IM OVER HERE BEING A NIGHT OWL LOL#im gonna try to draw tonight ehehehe might as well#the only thing about being the only one up at night is im trying to vibe downstairs by myself right??#and its a vibe dont get me wrong#however i am what the young people call extremely paranoid#so i carry an emotional support knife around as i watch my silly modern families and scroll and tikkytok#if i at least had my 3 big akitas with me id feel a little bit less ummmm like i need to be on guard#but they go up to bed with my parents every night 😞😞🥲#i tried drawing last night and i doodled a genya but that was all i could muster :(#so maybe DS isnt the best thing for my art block right now 🤔🤔#but idk if im feeling SDV 😩#once i fall for 2 ✌️ sibling-like characters that would die for each other and are like a gold mine for angst i am GONE from everything else#its funny cause ive liked DS for about 3 years but when i first got into it i just COULD NOT get into making fanart#and even tho i loved the charas i was like nahhh none of them are hiting the right chord for me to full on hyperfixate and build my own aus#but i got back into it a bit ago cause i was like alright if the world insists i read the manga thru for the 4th time WHO AM I TO SAY NO LOL#AND SUDDENLY THE SHINAZUGAWAS CAPTURED MY HEART AND THEYVE BEEN ON MY MIND EVER SINCE#HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO BLIND TILL MY 4TH REREAD#🤔🤔 hmm maybe its cause we finally got to see genya in action with the 3rd season#they did him so right bros i LOVE HIM HE IS MY SON#anyways thats all for now#gonna go get comfy and make my nest on the couch to try to draw again >:)
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crescentmp3 · 1 year
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sudden images of my childhood (7yo) house for some reason
#i do miss it there! it was a rented apartment with a little garden and we lived at the bottom floor.#we had five cats at the time - one mother‚ four kittens#i've told about them here before but i do have newer mutuals and followers...#it was about to be winter‚ and my mom forgot to close the kitchen's window one night.#then a cat‚ colored mostly white with tabby and orange spots‚ her eyes green‚ decided to walk in and own the place forever#mom could not get her out she found a way back in each time.#eventually we adopted her‚ which made little me very delighted. the cat did not like me#little me was quite reckless with cats though which is fair to the cat for not liking me in exchange.#we had nicknamed her anne kedi‚ translated as mother cat‚ on assumption of her probably being a mom#the nickname stuck so that was just her name now.#then‚ one day - aha! she was pregnant. mom cat indeed#some while later‚ it was a delightful summer night. little me was asleep in his little bed‚ trying and failing to fall asleep on account -#- of insomnia probably.#then‚ out of nowhere - whats that? its kitten mews!#i thought nothing of it‚ assuming it was coming from outside in my sleepy state‚ and fell asleep.#the morning after i woke up to mom cat protecting her little kitties from me and my mom petting mom cat#there were four! they were all wonderous little creatures.#one was named şeker (sugar)‚ he had the same colorings as his mom but had blue eyes. he was playful and cuddly and would fall asleep -#- instantly if you dared let him hop onto your lap.#one was named zeki (smart)‚ he was a tabby with green eyes‚ and he was a little man. did not live up to his name#one was named maskeli (masked/with a mask)‚ a tuxedo cat who looked like he had a mask on and had green eyes. he was much the same as -#- zeki‚ but more explorative#zeki and maskeli would play ball with snail shells putside#the last one was the only girl between her brothers - kömür (coal)‚ a nearly-black cat with a white little stomach and lava orange eyes.#she hated everyone (her siblings) and would sunbathe. she didn't like to play a lot unless you dare bring a string into her presence#then she was a monster. a cute one at that#they were all very dear to me but due to our Landlord (derogatory) we had to move away and we couldn't bring them with us.#little me cried a lot!#it /was/ roughly eight years ago so my memories of them are indeed blurred. but i still loved them! thats for very sure#♚ — rambling !
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gt-ridel · 2 years
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Sorry about the lack of art lately.
Despite things going fairly well in my life atm, my anxiety is through the roof. It's like I'm always expecting something horrible to happen, but I don't know what.
I want to make more funny train man G/t, but I just feel so exhausted and worried all the time. All my inspiration and confidence is gone and I don't know why.
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jynxraven513 · 11 months
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trying sooo hard not to fall asleep before bedtime and im being so brave about it
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foxcassius · 1 year
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do u think i should get a sleep study done.
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charlottesweetly · 1 year
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How tf can i churn out essay after essay on topics I don't care about but when it comes to writing fics I *want* to write I can't lmao
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belfryprepz · 1 year
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Nighty night 🥰
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