why is there such a notable amount of toxicity toward sunstone on my dashboard so frequently? isn't shipping supposed to be about having fun? :(
i see people generalizing the entire sunstone community as this one person they saw mischaracterizing the characters a few times as if other ships don't do the same thing? it's not common but not abnormal to see. shipping requires whatever imagination the artist desires!!
where's your joy? where's your whimsy? clank clank as i make the fictional robots kiss like barbie dolls
this fandom needs more positivity!!!
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Thomas Andre/Lennart Niermann Au where Thomas met Lennart when he was young and still living in Europe with his parents and then they migrated to the US and Thomas who had been comfortable at one point then felt excluded in everything, got bullied, shit went down all through out highschool to the point where he became a ganster and in his last year he met Lennart again, the new foreing student in his class.
Thomas does remember some faint memories but Lennart is pure blank, black space completely because Thomas looks NOTHING like when they first met. And Lennart still has a cute pouty mouth and the german accent is giving him off a lot, he tends to have the same eating and homework habits as he did when they were young, were it not for puberty hitting him like a truck he would have been theliteral same child as before.
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Oh my god?? This should go without saying, but if your blog says "no nsfw here!" and you explicitly allow minors to follow your blog, you shouldn't reblog any of my posts, let alone the outright sexual ones??? Hello????
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this is kinda personal but i love how much trust i still have in my ex, like we can talk about everything together and we’re still best friends it’s great
he texted me earlier n linked an article abt chan’s bbl rumors and we laughed our asses off for a full forty minutes afterwards this is where this post came from lol
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Gender woes and miseries 🔽
i feel like every day i feel so much more certain about being a girl and needing to start transitioning, but at the same time it feels like less and less of a possibility... i know the answer is "well call the doctor and get it started" but there's so many hoops, and even if i get to that point it's gonna be months until i see someone at best. and in the meantime it just feels like my body is breaking down more and more, like i'm gonna hit a point where nothing i can do will make me feel okay in my body. like i genuinely have panic attacks looking in the mirror the wrong way or seeing pictures of me, and the thought that that might continue to be the case for the rest of my life is genuinely horrifying, like i don't understand how i'm supposed to deal with that.
there's some nasty part of me that wants to just suppress everything again. don't rock the boat, force myself back into the man box, shave my head, grow a beard, accept that i'm just gonna feel like shit in that way for the rest of my life, at least there's less trouble that comes with that. at least when i see myself and hate what i see i can rationalize it with "oh well that's just what i'm supposed to look like".
god this feels so whiny actually, like just another case of "ough why can other people Do Stuff but i caaaaaaan't" and it's like. get a fuckin grip girl. why are you like this.
i dunno it just hurts to never feel okay with myself, it sucks how much it hurts to think about how i exist in the physical world. and it also honestly reeeeally fuckin sucks sometimes that i opened the Pandora's Gender Box and i can't undo that knowledge about myself.
sighs. "well if you're a girl then you're a girl just because you say so!" yeah alright that's true but also i've gotta do some other stuff. for my own sanity if nothing else. and my shitty brain decides that it has to be the biggest struggle of my life, just like it does with everything.
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