#I wish you nothing but peace

[blazewatergem]

Well

That was a gut punch

I’m ok but woah. Shook up I guess? I don’t know how to say this imma try in tags.

#read 19 chapters of a fanfic I wasn’t even sure I’d like #it sounded interesting so I went in thinking I’d just. try it out #and it was pretty good! like I really enjoyed it! #then I got to the latest chapter. chapter 20. holy shit #the author died?? THE AUTHOR PASSED AWAY?? #their friend is continuing it and I just. like holy shit the strength that must take #I hope they’re doing ok like holy shit you are continuing your friends smut fic and grieving mad respect #I don’t even know why this shook me up as much as it has. I don’t know either of them. I only found the story tonight #but damn. hope you’re doing well brave friend o7 #I wish you nothing but peace #talking fire

[skunkes]

doing figure drawing studies because i know thats what i should be doing right now but also ive been in a very insane deranged state for the past 2 months that leaves me like this whenever i look at a man for too long

#talkys #im gonna say some more stuff here which is i dont think its ever going to happen for me which is like #it should be fine right...i dont think im even meant to be in a relationship it sounds exhausting and like another #constant neverending performance... #but its like that one post...''im happy by myself but also where's the love of my life'' #ykwim...i wish i could at least make an informed decision #but that would also be tragic as it'd require me to go thru more heartbreak so i could know for certain #is it better to do it or not do it at all... #anyway ive also been having a hard time putting this into words #but. i like my alone time! i can live with myself. + nothing will ever beat the peace and romance in my brain #but. it also feels so weird to think this way. in the sense of like. yeah. you're only thinking this way because you Have To. #because that's your reality. other ppl don't have to think this way because they are capable of finding love. #other people dont have to reaffirm themself of this in the wake of not ever being desired and valued.... #does that make sense...? it feels really weird. #like of course u have to like being alone and spending time with yourself. you have no other choice lol. you lost. #and also... idk. idealized romances in my brain better than anything maybe i would like to be held just once by another living human being. #🌺

[napping-sapphic]

On a more serious note, if you’re celebrating any holidays this year i hope you have been or will get through them as peacefully as possible, i hope you find some joy in them even if there are messy elements, i hope you end the year uneventfully if you don’t celebrate anything, i hope you all are sleeping well and taking breaks, i hope you take time to give yourself the rest and kindness you deserve. Happy holidays or normal days from me to you, let’s all hang in there and finish out this year as best we can :) <3!!

#im not good at messages or well wishes but!! #im wishing everyone well right now #and yall are very in my thoughts this year #if nothing else i hope we all find peaceful moments where we can <3 #🍀🎁🪨<- a little luck a gift and a cool rock from me to you #im rooting for us!!

[hearts1ckness]

i don’t think i’ve ever been as disgusted about a celebrity i look up to being exposed as an abusive piece of shit the way i am physically ill over everything that’s come out about wilbur soot

#it’s a combination of the obvious disgust of learning that someone you respected is a god awful excuse for a person #and the fact that i was watching wilbur’s content during the last years of being abused by my abusers #that british bastard is the reason i survived all of that #only to find out he was doing the same shit my abusers were doing to the people in his life #the fact i looked up to him as a model for what i wanted in my life just boils my fucking blood oh my gos #i wish his victims nothing but peace and the best in life. god knows they deserve it #and i wish him a very drop dead❤️ #wilbur soot

[sysig]

One better (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Blood #I knew going into this and it was still so distressing :'0 #Who needs plot twists when you can create such an intense sense of Dread #Probably doesn't help that I read this At Night In the Dark lol - actual shivers #Gods this was a hard scene to read - there have been several instances of my face hurting from furrowing my brow so hard haha #The way that ''Doctor'' is written is So skillful - I'm so impressed by everyone's prose and quirks and syntax! #Not to mention when he breaks character in a later scene to apologize for taking a bit to move the scene along haha <3 Play!! #It really does speak to just how much skill and effort is put into everything <3 It's so well done all the way around!! #Anyway to the actual scene at hand lol ow :') Drawing blood is always fun but I wish it wasn't his ;u; #Ugh the way he takes the surgeries is so well written - fear of course but a kind of stoic suffering as much as he's able to - #Until it comes to his eye #Ugh the /break/ of it all he goes from so eloquent - almost snarky and silly! Still trying to find an out make peace do /something/ #It all goes completely out the window he's so /reduced/ and nothing hurts worse than that ughughugh #For all his intelligence and wit and prior successes and charm and just - everything that makes him /him/ to be dissolved into abject fear #It's so sad ;; And so well done <3 #And he still holds enough of himself to know what he'd be losing wegh it's so sad!! He's so defined by his vision as most VUX are it's fjdsl #Zelnick is already gone by this point but I wanted to throw him in for extra sad flavour :') #Plus - I've mentioned his post-Op was one of the ones from the gallery that Actively kills me every time I look at it #Can you imagine my heartbreak to find out that he didn't have his Captain to comfort him after this in actuality? That he was fully alone? #''Are we home? Is it over?'' ''N...not yet'' - The Absolute Devastation of realizing that Never Was not really #Just tear my heart out why don't you ugh I'm fully bleeding out 💔 #That last one is actually meant to be Max but it's open to interpretation :) #I think it's such a waste that his eye was just disposed of! Someone else could've used that (lol) #I do think there's something to the idea of seeing what used to be a part of your body elsewhere - like the Leftovers! #Even just keeping as a memento tho - a trophy - insult to injury but literally #Just points to no one being special and nothing being sacred I suppose

[roselise]

“And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord.” (Luke 2:10-11) ♡

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#<3 #bible scripture #bible verse #bible study #christmas #happiest of days to all my friends ! <3 #and what a beautiful day it is ! c: #today i am thankful for the greatest gift *ever* given — which is Jesus !! #there is nothing more i need c: #what about you my friends ?? #how has your weekend been ?? #have you been well or has it not been so good ?? #i am praying no matter what circumstance — that you are safe today <3 #that you have comfort & peace <3 #and giving you a warm hug ! <33 #please take care ok ?? #i send love & many well wishes to you my friends ! <3 #and wish you all the very best ~ !! <333 #c: #xoxo ! <3 #🤍 ˚ . 🎀 * ⊹ ♡ 🎀 🤍

[spark-circuit]

there's some kind of solidarity going on in the Splatoon 3 plaza today but i'll be honest i'm a little confused on what kind exactly

#peace and love on planet squid 💕 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️ #splatoon #splatoon 3 #splatoon 3 plaza #splatoon plaza #spark's splatoon adventures #spark talks about nothing of relevance #now that's what i call shitposting #all of these people are valid and i wish them many booyah #i was GOING to say i wish them a very splatfest team win but #if they're not on the same team as me then i don't 💖 :) keep this in your thoughts i love you all

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

🥳🎉HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM RIVERS🎉🥳

#idc how old this cutie gets... he'll always be Bizkit's baby boy #still amazes me that he was only 19 when 3DBY came out. like the talent & skill at such a young age. & to have that success that young too. #and look at how far he has come in his musical career #his melodic grooves and melodies have been enhancing the Bizkit sound since day numero uno #the quiet reserved guy with a serious exterior that melts it all away with the way he lights up on stage #not to mention he has a killer smile too #May this 46th Birthday treat you incredibly well Sammy #wishing you nothing but peace love and perfect health this next year in life and all others to come #HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!💋 #Sam Rivers #Limp Bizkit #nu metal #SAM. I. AM. #Sammy Boy #Bass Boss #down the rabbit hole

[aingeal98]

The fact that Israeli soldiers are raiding the homes of Palestinians families who've just had their children released from the prisons at long last and confiscating any signs of celebration + dispersing family gatherings should be a clue to anyone with a soul that these fascists view any form of Palestinians joy as a threat to their glorious racist state. But of course zionists are going to stick their heads in the sand and pretend like this is just another issue that'll be solved through Hamas being destroyed. Never mind that Hamas is the only reason those Palestinian hostages got released. You can rightfully condemn them for the murder of innocents but the fact remains that those children have finally been freed due to their actions. It doesn't excuse anything, but it does add more condemnation towards the Israeli state. October 7th should never have happened and the fact that capturing Israeli hostages was the only thing that could force Israel to release the women and children it kidnapped is proof that the fascist state must be destroyed in order for actual peace to be found. The Israeli state has made it clear that it will never stop brutalising and tormenting Palestinians unless it is forced to. You can stand against genocide and oppression or you can hope the oppressors grow a conscience after they kill enough enemy children. And even if you do only care about Israeli citizens, you should know that there will be no true peace for them as long as their sense of security is reliant on Palestinian misery. Which it has been since the state's foundation.

#The rage I feel in knowing that October 7th is the only reason Palestine now has the world's attention #Along with being the only reason Israel is willing to release it's hostages #It should have never have come to this. But the world didn't listen to any other way #Peace march? Barely any western coverage. Daily oppression? Nothing. Journalists killed? #Well that's terrible but not enough to actually push for change. #It's sickening that Israeli innocents had to die for the world to pay attention. Because Palestinian innocents weren't enough. #Evil evil hell world. #You know western leaders wish that Israel could have been the tiniest bit less bloodthirsty in response #So that they could keep pretending like Israelis were the only victims in this entire situation and everything else was “too complicated” #I mean just look at that Obama era politician and the vile racism he spewed towards the Muslim vendor #They want Israeli Trump and his band gone so they can go back to quietly supporting atrocities

[sketchncanto]

Thank you 🙏🏼

Guys, I-- wow

Dude, I've read every single last comment and reblog tag that you guys left on the animatic and I'm just speechless at the amount of love and kind comments. I'm literally still melting. My face literally hurts from cheesing so hard 😭😭😭😭

Thank you all so so much for being so patient and supportive and watching!! Joi and I are so happy that you all enjoyed it despite the crackship!! Lol

Loving this movie and joining this fandom has literally changed my life and I'm so glad it did. Like-- words can't even express how grateful and happy I am to be a part of such an amazing community with you guys. I didn't think I'd get teary-eyed typing this but I am.. like as I'm typing this sentence, I'm fighting a lump in my throat lmao

Thank you all again for being so wonderful and giving me a reason to keep creating. Speaking of creating..

FANART RESUMES BAYBEEEE 🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼

I have so many fluffy scenarios piled up that I've already started drawing that I'll be churning out soon! ALSO fanfic art!! I've been reading a lot of you guys' fanfics over the past few months and OMGGG I wanna do art for them! Will I actually get to all of them? Idk BUT this Encanto brainrot is literally a part of me now, so who knows. I’m gonna post a masterlist of ones I’ve read and ones I’m in the process of reading so far!

Anyway before this post gets too long I just wanna say again

Thank you. I love you guys. I know it's kinda weird to say this to a bunch of people I've never met over the internet but I really do. You all make my life more exciting and I can always look forward to reading the most heartwarming things ever coming from all of you.

Thank you. 💕 (Take a shot for every time I typed thank you lmao)

#chels rambles #I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH AAAAAAAAA #I love this fandom with every fiber of my being 🤌🏼🤌🏼 #you’re all so great and I wish you absolutely nothing but peace and happiness and everything good in between 💕

[universitaire-maigre]

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#over it #f everything #f everyone #f you #f them #f all yall #i cant wait to f yall over #yall gonna miss me #yall really gonna see what the f i did for yall and wish i stayed #aint nothing you can do to keep me around #NOTHING #and i will be giving peace of mind when i do #🚪 🦶🏻 #yall f over for sport #what comes around goes around #yall in for a karmic b!tch slap #i hope you fail #miserably #times like this i wish i was a witch #i tried too hard for too long #yall took advantage #F #U #C #K #Y #O #im not doing well #triggered #but not in the Ξδ way

[transgaysex]

i got hit with like. nauseating anxiety a couple hours ago and i dont know how to make it stop

#wind howls #i have this horrible scary feeling that something terrible and world shattering is about to happen #and that really makes me feel horrible bc my sister and her boyfriend are abt to travel #and my parents and my baby sister are going on a mini trip this weekend. my sibling is dog sitting for my sister. #and my brother may or may not stay home ? he talks about throwing a party for his birthday but thats next month. #i used to love being home alone as a child. i used to feel like it brought me peace and calm like nothing else. #but nowadays its so rare (what with covid and my parents mostly working from home) that being home alone pivoted to making me scared #which really sucks ! my paranoia spikes up so bad and the dread makes me feel sick to my core ! #my mom is going on a work trip to quebec city tomorrow and im also scared abt that because i cant be normal about anyone else travelling #im fine when i travel like on a plane. im okay with buses and train. cars scare me but i tolerate them #but when its other people suddenly i get so paranoid its debilitating. #the sense of dread i feel rarely is justified. i know this. i know this is not rational. i cant make it stop. #why are you so scared ! why am i so scared ! what happened ! i used to be so good at being alone ! i used to be so good ! #i loved being alone ! why cant i be that way anymore ! #i will try to sleep. please wish me luck. maybe im this way bc i slept like dogshit last night. i dont know. i dont feel good.

[evilwrongdoer]

i can never wean myself off this shit. i will be an addict forever, because it's all i have.

#tw addiction #honey what'd you take what'd you take honey look at me tell me what you took what'd you take #my many many vices #i do not seek peace #i seek nothing but chaos #because if keeps me alive #im not alive unless there are at least 3 things to worry about at all times #any feeling is better than no feeling #i wonder which will kill me first #the stress or the addictions #will i ever find peace? #will i ever learn to enjoy it? #the worst thing is #its the bad emotions i like the most #fun is fleeting #but pain #pain is forever #all the bad and dumb shit i have done will haunt me forever #and i love it #nothing makes me happier than scream crying over someone #pain is my drug #as in emotional pain #i will die one day #and when that day comes #ill hopefully be happy #i dont know how im going to die #i dont know where ill end up #i wish i could know #what ill be doing in 5 years #fuck

[hrina]

today marks one year exactly since the last time i saw him

#i will never forget how when i left his place that day i had this weird uneasy feeling that it would be for the last time #but i just chalked it up to anxiety and i told myself i was just being silly and overthinking it as usual #and then 🙃 never saw that man again lol #anyway peace and love to those of yall who are capable of being the bigger person #but after the way he treated me i genuinely wish him nothing but the worst and i truly hope that his life has gone down the drain! #thank you and god bless ❤️

[moe-broey]

Boots :)

Another Started As A Test Subject and now they're literally the only thing I ever fucking wear. Idk how well it shows in the pics but they are badly cracked and have been worn into the ground but like. Shoe comfy :(

Also the wings are a new addition! The inner ones slap against each other. Doesn't really bother me personally though so I'm keeping them as is 😅 Oh, and the laces are paracord!

#funnily enough these are also something i got at the beginning of my transition thinking 'oh yeah this is masc. surely.' #final tangent but this is why insane fucking terfs/transphobes who are like #'noooo don't transition what about our butches what about our tomboy gfs :((((' #i was literally never either of those things. #they are all so stupid 🥲 (for. a lot of very obvious reasons LMFAOO but specifically for that as well.) #but yeah i literally used fashion and artsy self expression as a way to cope LMFAOOO #and as a way to draw attention away from myself. despite. drawing SO much attention to myself. #seems counter intuitive and i won't argue w you there LMAOO it was to sort of just. be like. #look at my cute outfit :) don't. don't even think about the guy underneath them. #AND it was ALSO the only way i could somehow feel some semblance of self. cause i did truly love what i'd wear #and then i'd wonder why i'd break down crying at the thought of what i am without those clothes. #just? a girl? the idea gutted me and made me want to tear my skin off with my nails and teeth #but like. i'm sure this has zero implications about me. who i am. ect. and has nothing to do w trans thoughts i had in middle school. #time to pick a perfect outfit and get a good grade in Girl™ 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊 #nowadays i just wake up put on a band tee and i'm just some guy. forever and always. it's so fucking cool #literally does not matter if it's a pants day or a shorts and tights day i'm just some guy. it's so fucking awesome 😎👍 #for real even though i do still struggle w dysphoria some days worse than others i am so at peace. #i just wish everyone saw me the way i do. i literally cannot comprehend how anyone looks at me and goes #'ah....... a woman.' like. dude. for real? what are you seeing that i don't. #like bro!!! way not cool!!!! lame ass motherfucker!!!! #<- GSJSGSJ WAIT WHEN DID I USE THIS TAG BEFORE LMFAOO?? IT'S. SO FITTING HERE HAHAHAHA #anyways i was gonna say idk if i saw a motherfucker who's clearly striving for some androgyny #and a sick ass mullet no matter what immediately registers in my mind that i may have to correct later #i'm just. going to assume. they are some type of queer. and i am avoiding pronouns/gendered language #til they tell me 'oh yeah i'm :) and my pronouns are :)' and i'd adjust accordingly. #like idk that's so normal to me. what's not clicking for literally everyone else. #UGH ANYWAY i've been ranting and infodumping way too long i wanna get ready for bed now LMFAO #also if at any point you've looked at these pics and thought 'damn bitch you live like this' #yes. i know. i'm aware. i do live like this LMFAO 🫡😔 #my projects

[slithymomerath]

Shout-out to the Miss Fortune on the opposing team in my League of Legends game who immediately stuck up for our Kayle when our Jarvan was flaming Kayle in all chat. It wasn’t a one-off either, she argued with him over the course of five or ten minutes. I would die for you. You make life worth living. You are more precious to me than every other person put together.

#this is directed at all people like this #who will stick up for a stranger when it gains them nothing #I will marry one of you #that’s not a threat that’s a promise #if anyone ever bothers you you can call me and I’ll be at your door in five minutes #I wish you peace and blessings and freedom from self doubt #league of legends #campost