#I’m in my own little bubble

[ohgoddamnit]

Also hello what’s up cunts I’m cute today; behold

#thank god Snapchat is there to tell you I do not have sparkly freckles naturally #pro tip if you think you do not need over the ear headphones for noise sensitivity #yes you do #do you know how pleasant doing the dishes was just now #all I could hear was music #no clanking or constant rushing #fucking incredible #I’m in my own little bubble #and on the tail end of shrooms

[inkykeiji]

>.<

#tw clari overshares #i really need to start making new friends on here and being more active #but the issue is just the mere *thought* of that fucking terrifies me #just typing out that single sentence has my heart pounding and my hands shaking and my stomach churning #i really wish i was kidding or over-exaggerating #i want so badly to make new friends and be active in a little community on here again #but i’m so so so scared #(of what?????????? of what!!!!!!!!!!!) #bring me back to 2020 clari who talked to people despite the anxiety and was so damn active and was having an absolute blast!!! #what happened to her!!!!! #she got really sick i guess #it’s crazy like sometimes i just scroll through my archive and i can SEE it #i can see myself getting sicker and sicker and withdrawing more and more #feeding into the fear and letting it win #and now i’m here #in this hole that i’m going to have to claw myself out of IN SPITE OF the terror i feel #i miss being a part of this community so much #i miss being able to post little drabbles willy nilly and not having breakdowns over them not being perfect #NOT obsessing over my own work and flaws it may have #i miss having fun #YES my writing is extremely important to me and YES i want to one day write for a living in some capacity #but since when did that mean i had to cut everyone off??? seclude myself in a protective little bubble??? #the only person who can fix this is me #(obviously hahaha) #it’s about time i put on my big girl pant(ie)s and faced that fear head on #i’m so sick of it dominating and controlling so much of my life #why did i let it take something so fucking important to me??? #i have to end it!!! #if u got this far in the tags: thank you and i’m sorry for venting #i just feel like i NEED to say this

[butchbigcatz]

I think about warrior cats sexism all the time. All the time. Like they clearly have it in their writing we (I’m saying we as in the circles I run in. If you don’t know here’s a video on it made by sunnyfall on yt) all know this but it’s in the way that the authors bias shows into their media which just shows how they think about women subconsciously. But like I’m obsessed with the version of warrior cats where this bias is actually real and was written with it in mind. Where it would actually be pointed out and looked at. Where it isn’t just something they accidentally but strongly wrote into their stories.

Idk even when I first read wc as a 7 year old I felt a connection to the female characters bc I could even see how mistreated they were (despite not knowing what sexism really was. just shows how I could already see the difference between me and my male peers at such a young age :/)

And wished so so badly that it would be confronted- but it never was. And that’s so upsetting to the point I still think about it all the time today.

#just felt like ranting a bit on how sexism in wc is to me #i think about a version where it was purposeful so often. all of my rewrites have it not bc I enjoy sexism or whatever but bc it is and has #been a big part of my life and to have that explored and looked into in the series would’ve been amazing to little me #and a lot of other me’s as well #it’s another reason why as an individual with issues with my own health I love squilf. just a side note but agh. I love her #her struggles growing up and then specifically her fertility issues. they hit home. but I don’t ever get to actually voicing that cuz I’m #kinda scared to in a way? I don’t venture outside my bubble much and the idea of my own personal view on a character getting out to #people I don’t know will interact badly with it makes me just keep it all to myself #wc sexism #warrior cats sexism #sexism in media #I won’t tag her but Squilf I love u and u are the whole reason I wrote this <3 #rants #wc rant

[matchandelure]

i should make a side blog for shits and giggles and rambles and crappy drawings

#i actually want to delete this blog #the urge to is growing i dunno i #don’t know how to feel #about art anymore i miss being 14 and going home after school and just drawing… #i miss being a kid I miss being able to stay in my own little bubble for weeks on end #i miss being able to read and daydream and draw comics and create characters and dive into my head without a care #mmmmm I’m going to go to sleep any longer and I’m going to have another quarter life crisis about what i want to get out of life #willows rambling branch

[jeweledeyez-0]

I have something terrible to say….

#🎴.talking #unrelated but related #i often forget how people perceive me #I’m stuck in my own little bubble 24/7 and it’s really for me to think outside of myself and even acknowledge other people #I get so consume into my own habits it feels like I forget to check up on people and the only reason I do that is because it stems from me #not being around a lot of people (online or offline) and not having a lot of friends #i never talked about my feelings as a kid and it’s hard for me to do that with others #i’m not trying to be mean #I just tend to let thing bubble including myself

[chenfordspiral]

Currently on a train, using my time to continue writing Little bit of Love, and I have to either stop myself from giggling, or bursting into tears because this chapter is making me emotional. And I’m only 700 words in.

#i’m fine it’s fine i’m fine #i may need some professional help #i live in my own little chenford bubble #as you can see: it’s always desaster when i write #get your shit together woman #little bit of love #me writes

[bimiio]

da only ppl i talk 2 on a regular basis r my lesbian friends i love it here

#it’s like my own little dyke bubble #femmes n butches i love u💏💏💏 #literally my best friends 4evr n always #i still talk 2 my other friends but i don’t go out like evr n i’m not a very good texter so i’m sorta a cryptid in their lives #randomly appear 4 a moment then i’m gone again #m1n3 #m1sc

[pedgito]

putting this out there for anyone who writes for any of joes characters, not specifically eddie (but obviously that’s also perfectly fine)—i want to interact with more people/fics so you can reply/like this or send me a recommendation on anon/off anon and i’ll check your fic out!

#i’m so stuck in my own little writing bubble #i need more fics in my life

[michaelnotwheeler]

Joey=❤️

Chandler=💙

Together they are=💜

NEW SHIP COLOR GUYS 😱😱😱

(obv it’s not canon just an observation that they wear these colors a lot)

#chanoey #Chandler and Joey #f•r•i•e•n•d•s #f.r.i.e.n.d.s #I’m so not okay about them #also kinda sad that this tag is kinda dead #but I’m going to stay anyway in my own little bubble

[xgoldenlatiasx]

ppl who are mean to Nemona are going to catch these FUCKING hands I stg

#seriously the Pokémon fandom has always been unnecessarily shitty towards friendly rivals #but ppl are calling Nemona MANIPULATIVE??? #BRUH SHE’S A KID #WHO’S EXCITED THAT SHE FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO SHARES HER INTEREST #I’m adding her the list of rivals the fandom is NOT allowed to touch #along with hop hau lillie there’s more but I can’t remember rn #ANYWAYS #this is a Nemona appreciation blog everyone else GO HOME #shut up blake #another day of me being glad I don’t have a Twitter <3 #man this is why I mostly stay in my own little bubble when it comes to enjoying pkmn and it’s characters #people get so weird sometimes

[autisticseaserpent]

Do any queer people who had parents who were like in their 20s in the 80s feel kind of envious that you’ve never been able to be in a time where being androgynous was like close to mainstream fashionable.

#I guess this is probably for zillenials #I’m definitely on the younger end of millennial #This might be the problem of having your mom be cool then nothing you can do stylewise is edgy #I feel like queer fashion is going in it’s own little bubble right now #but the mainstream aesthetic or even alt edgy aesthetics tend to be #super feminine for people percieved as ladies #I want to be butch and have it be cool goddamn it #tbh I would say that men incorporating feminine fashion might have a better time of it now #but it’s hard to tell if that’s an overall thing #though I realize that in terms of world events the 80s were shit #and my perception is probably shaped by what has stuck around in the popular consciousness #but I look at Annie Lennox #and I’m like I want to be her but nonbinary #also did I mention that my mom had short hair and wore leather jackets and I will quote her shitkicker boots all the time #and wore 50s dresses she got from thrift shops #seriously my moms too cool for me to be edgy in comparison it’s a problem

[jmflowers]

it’s moments like these where I regret falling behind in the show and blocking the tags to try to save myself from spoilers…

my whole dash is just “#station 19 spoilers” and hidden posts

#I’m aware that you’re all in a happy little bubble #so now I just feel left out #even though it’s my own fault #ahahaha #the struggle #fandom life

[ckygetsjobs]

Why is there always drama going on with like the popular jackass guys like fr…

#idk if anybody knows what I’m talking about #Im just sighing #Like I don’t care… going to be honest I literally don’t #I’m in my own little bubble enjoying cky content some y’all need to work out your shit cuz… #okay bye #not tagging

[the-chosen-half-of-one]

Tumblr, give me the strength not to fight random strangers on the internet who attack my favourite characters (and my own character as a person who likes them) on my own posts

#I want to fight so bad I want to argue but I will block #I hate people on here #being needlessly rude :( #and baselessly insulting something that the op obviously loves #fandom #it’s not even legit character criticism it’s just biased unnuanced hate which like fine whatever but make your own goddamn post #or leave people to enjoy things #also what they said I really want to just jump through the screen and counter it because it’s so wrong? #and I don’t mean this in a I can’t see the flaws in my favourite things way #I mean in a looking at literally anything in canon way and looking at things outside your own little bubble way #but I’m rambling #man rsd f—king hitting when it’s not even against me it’s against a fictional dude?? #I have so many things to say about why their insults are not founded but I won’t because that’s pouring gasoline on a fire #feeling too strongly feeling too strongly #they’re blocked I’ve blocked them #I can’t stop thinking about it #bizarre response absolutely bizarre #basically insulting anyone who likes them #it was so snobby :(

[metropoliseaten]

Whenever ppl do anything like. ‘quirky’ or ‘random’ in either a funny or scary way and the first response is to be like omg what drugs are you on or like jesus you’re acting like a tweaker like. Get a different joke? It’s past midnight so this isn’t well thought out and I’m sure other ppl already said it better but like jeez drugs do not exist just for comedy or shock value and addicts r real people? Get a grip. And don’t reblog this plz

#not mad at anyone here i know better than to vague where people can see it #and also i hope this doesn’t come across as ‘guy with a straight edge tumblr icon talking about how drugs are bad’ i prommy that’s not my #intent. harm reduction all the way pro legalization all the way. this is about ppl who don’t use drugs making bad jokes #it’s also about me being pissed off that my outward whatevers of mental illness are being interpreted like that but that’s smth i’m too #tired to unpack right now; it’s about the reduction shit i’m mad at #and putting this in the tags on a single post is even less useful than a dni but i don’t want followers who make shitty jokes about addicts/ #drug use like hello? get ahold of yourself lol #rant over i don’t like making my own posts on like stances i have n stuff mostly cuz i don’t feel the need to put in the effort to ‘’’educat #e’’’ my <100 followers on topics they probably already agree with in this little leftist bubble but also i want to give the appropriate care #n ig like. seriousness/nuance to topics i think deserve it. but i’m not doing that tonite im just complaining <3

[corvids-corner]

Feeling very Lonely Avatar Martin Blackwood today

#It’s kinda weird but I think sometimes the more time I spend alone the less I want to hang out with people #I’m sure there’s a limit and maybe it’s just bc of finals stress #but I just want to stay in my own little bubble #talking to people sounds like too much effort #and I still have work to do #ough idk