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isaacswhy · 1 month

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height differences w/ the group

the group x gn!reader (sfw + nsfw) summary: romantic(and some nsfw) headcanons of being shorter/taller than members of the group. requested?: no tags: romantic & sexual hcs, light insecurity mentions, a bit of sub!tgc MINORS DNI OR GET BLOCKED

isaacwhy

If you're significantly shorter than Isaac (as an average person would be), he loves the fact he towers over you. He will remind you of it all the damn time.

He uses you like a little armrest, coming up behind you and putting his arms on your head or shoulders, using his phone or just talking to the boys while his arms are draped onto you.

Isaac likes to take pictures with you in them, and angle his head out of the photos for obvious reasons. With his height, it's really easy to pull it off. He posts all of them.

In public, don't expect any creeps to approach you. The second he stands behind you, towering over you, nobody dares to come near.

If you're significantly smaller than him, brace yourself. He's really big in all senses of the word, and it's gonna take a while to get used to it.

He loves seeing the pure size difference between you two in the bedroom. The way that in the end, he just has a strength gap with you and can take you so easily. He loves it, but it scares him a little sometimes.

If, by any chance, you're taller than him, you tease his friends with him about being short. Sorry Larry. You become this team of tall people that become house menaces.

You call him "the smallest man to ever live". As a loving joke. He calls you giant in return. Or goliath. Or something of the sort.

Isaac loves his share of dominance, but if you're taller than him, he will give it up. Having that push back from his partner is a lovely change he's never gotten to experience. Make him feel small.

softwilly

If you're shorter than Nick, he loves the fact he's so much bigger than you. He'll wrap his arms around you and coo little endearing phrases until you have to push him off.

Nick loves to make jokes about "my eyes are up here", even if you're still eye level with his head. Especially if you have to look up to talk to him.

Nick also does mirror selfies with you in them, but he always keeps his face in the photos and tries to put his head on top of yours. (He likes to make sure everybody knows you're his.)

If you're smaller than him in general, he will wrap himself around you if he's fucking you. He loves being completely larger than you and having you to manhandle.

If you're taller than Nick, which isn't that crazy, he gets a bit insecure about it at times. He likes his masculinity, and you sometimes gently remind him it's not bad to be shorter than his partner.

Being taller than Nick can piss him off sometimes, ruffling his hair from above him or wrapping your arms around him instead, he'll cuss you out (he secretly loves it).

If you're taller than him, sometimes it's a fight for dominance. He wants that control, and you have the power to take it from him. It's your choice if you want to make him submit.

BigT / Tanner

Tanner, if you're shorter than him, loves being your big teddy bear. He will give you bear hugs, will let you lay your body on him, etc. Absolutely loves the way you look when you use his size for comfort.

He also loves to make you feel big and strong! If you ever get upset over being shorter/smaller than him, he will constantly give you reassurance. Saying, "Ah, I'm really not that tall! Don't worry!"

Tanner really just is sunshine incarnate. Although, if you're the teasing type, he will dish it right back.

Tanner is extremely conscious of a size difference. He knows he might hurt you if he's too fast or rough in bed, so he's constantly checking in to make sure you're okay.

If you're taller than Tanner, he likes it too! He likes being able to collapse himself into you and wrap his arms around you, even if you have to brace yourself a bit. He's been getting bulky at the gym lately, be warned.

He loves it if you will come up to him (in front or behind) and smell his hair or play with it. Press kisses to his forehead. He melts like crazy and goes all soft.

Not being bigger than you gives Tanner confidence in bed. He worries a lot less about being too much, and it creates this amazing connection.

And, for the tops out there, he doesn't mind being smaller and being fucked. He likes being put into submission and fucked by someone bigger than him. Makes him feel all fuzzy and small.

yumi

If you're smaller than Blake, it's pretty common. He's taller than a lot of people. He really likes being taller, being able to kinda wrap his arm around your shoulder while standing next to you comfortably and slightly lean onto you.

Being smaller than Blake gives him a bit of fuel for jokes, though. Sometimes, out of the blue, he'll make a jab at your height and being tiny. But he'll never go so far as to make you feel bad for it.

Blake likes if you slide into his lap when he's at his desk. Being smaller than him, you'd fit conveniently and he likes to hold you like that. Even if it distracts him from editing, and he'll bitch about it to you when you do it.

Blake is super tender in bed. He'll be a bit worried to be on top of you so he doesn't hurt you, but you could convince him into doing it. In which case, he would love the view of you under him.

If you're taller than Blake, he can be a bit feisty about it. It's mostly just jokes, but he'll sometimes complain about being smaller than you when you help him out.

He would love for you to pull him into your arms. It would make him feel so secure to be held by someone bigger than him, as he doesn't get to feel that way much. It would make your hugs even more special than they already are.

He'd be a bit awkward and stilted the first time he fucked you if you were taller than him, but he'd get it figured out pretty quickly.

He secretly does kinda like being smaller. Makes him feel safe and secure, especially if you hold him close while he fucks you. Makes him feel like he'll be okay, like he's not doing anything wrong.

Larry Croft

If you are somehow shorter than Larry, the first thing to say is: congratulations, you've done it! It didn't seem like a possible feat to be notably smaller than Larry, but you've surpassed all expectations! (sorry.)

Larry loves being taller than someone, especially someone he loves so much as to call his partner in life. If there's anybody that loves to rag on him for his height, it's his friends.

Even if you are shorter than him, you can definitely call him short. Pot calling the kettle black here, but you'll get in on the jokes with the other guys. It's only fair, since Larry would do the same to you.

In reality, he's super soft with you when you're alone. He wants you to feel loved and okay, holding you and making sure you're fine after any jokes he or anyone else tosses at you.

He also loves being a bit bigger in bed. It's not a big priority, since it's not very likely to happen, but he'll take what he can get.

If you're taller than him, that's not surprising. However, you can definitely join in on the short jokes without being hypocritical. You make it up to him with lots of kisses anyways.

Although, you always make sure he's okay. Larry's got really tough skin, so he never lets those kinds of jokes get to him. He understands well enough he's short, and that doesn't bother him.

He loves having a partner that's bigger than him. Make him feel loved by picking him up, giving him big hugs, being the big spoon. He's used to it anyways, so he might as well get all the benefits of being smaller in the relationship.

He even loves the size difference in bed. When he's feeling a little more confident, he'll take control and disregard it entirely. He has no shortage of dominance waiting to come out.

But, he likes being small. If it's your style, you can take the reins from him easily and he will happily oblige. You can likely overpower him easily, and he folds. He's not very good at hiding how sensitive he is.

#the group chat #tgc #tgc x reader #larry croft x reader #larry croft #yumi x reader #yumi #bigt x reader #bigt #softwilly x reader #softwilly #isaacwhy x reader #isaacwhy #the group x reader #the group

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internetscenarios · 4 days

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tgc brainrot,, new group video AND isaac video was very funny

i am on a roll

ok streamer!reader x all tgc members 😆 no grunk obviously but he will be mentioned

tgc x streamer!reader/ cc! reader ≽ܫ≼

isaac ♡︎

- playing minecraft on stream together 🫶🫶

- american truck simulator oh lord

- he would slightly lean ur door open being like “ru streaming :3?”

- in the old house they used to throw basketballs against the wall of tanners room whenever he was streaming

- so if isaac needed ur attention or u werent replying bcs u were streaming he would do something like that LOL

- would jus pop up in ur streams sometimes, like if ur in a vc by urself he would join and scare u

- if u were streaming and focused sometimes he may just come in ur room and shake u while screaming help

- feel like u would place ur hands on his face if he was too in frame

- bro wants to be faceless forever

- u would defo pop up in his streams like u would walk in ask him something and chat would just spam ur name

- would be in most of his videos

- like that one clip where nick is like “where is grunk when you need him”

- im finding it hold on 😐

makes me giggle sm

- but he would be like “where is y/n when u need them”

“they do NOT care”

yumi ︎ ♡︎

- he would LOVEE having u in his streams

- csgo brainrot with him oh god

- he would be screaming at everyone else then be super calm and nice to u if u mess something up LOL

- beating horror games with him, ur there for moral support

- the other way round as well, if ur trying to beat the horror game hes there for support but also constantly trying to tell u what to do while focusing 😐

- brainrot streams where u just watch daily dose of internet or funny tiktoks

- feel like hes not super into physical touch but if ur getting up from ur seat or something he has a hand on your back or waist to make sure you dont lose balance or stuff

- defo sweet tho like

“ok im going to sleep now”

“okayy goodnight love you”

- chat is screaming

- chat constantly asking you both to do a cute pose or smthn for an edit

- ok this is with all tgc boys but if ur public with ur relationship there are SO many edits

nick ♡︎

- ugh nick my love

- lets say hypothetically u live in bento house (sorry thats the only way i refer it as LOL) and u both have separate setups and he is ALWAYS needing help with something

- that one time he had ZERO mods in his chat and had to have chat to help him

- silly bf

- if ur streaming and he comes home from like tgc house he always comes in the room and says hello

- he is always doing something stupid in the background or just being embarrassing

- that one clip in ltlvc3 where larry was standing in yumis doorway, that is him LOL

- feel like he would jus appear and everyone spamming his name in ur chat

- being in his vlogs omg

- defo has at least a few (so many) vlogs of him spoiling u

- ok but if u were moving to austin he would vlog it all like he did with helping yumi move in

- those cute little “meeting my long distance bf” videos and u run up and hug eachother is u and nick :33

- if u were both open abt the relationship and were just in public people would want pictures with both of u,, not just either of u by urself

- his music is always on ur stream playlist

- and if u mention it hes like “omg hehehe”

- always going places like twitchcon w him

- bento is always on stream,, its not an option for him to not have a couple minutes of fame

- i saw someone do this with sapnap so creds to them but like,, imagine there was an edit on ur stream of a celebrity or someone and u we’re giggling and blushing then nick just calls u being like

“u have a boyfriend you know?”

big t ♡︎

- omfg roblox streams with him larry and grunk

- there would be a cute compilation of you two on the vajeesh channel

is that his channel or no???

- in new isaac video he did the intro pretending to sound like isaac, he would get u to do that or the other way round LOL

- ive said this so many times b4 but if u lived separately from tgc house he would pull up to urs and just pretend ur streaming setup was his LOL

- if ur streaming he always comes and says hello

- imagine u were like a family friendly cc,, he would say the most outta pocket things and u would be lecturing him

- same w yumi omfg

- definitely puts some of ur fav songs on his stream playlist, and u do the same!!

- feel like he picks up little things u do in ur videos/streams

- like if u welcome saying like haii guys he does the same

- if hes streaming and u come into his room he forces u to have screentime bcs u deserve it 🫶🫶

- like nick he is always doing the most embarrassing stuff ever

“tanner its not that i dont wanna see you do a backflip, but last time you broke my entire desk.”

- hell naw

- defo always brings u a drink or food if ur hungry

also isaac defo does that. malewife

- if u got matching clothes ur both showing it off on stream

- matching wolf shirts HELP

larry ♡︎

- ROBLOXX STREAM

- if ur not in the stream or streaming u are sat on his bed with him occasionally telling u to say hello leaning his camera towards u

- god u have to put up with the most random shit ever

STUFF LIKE THIS

- also kendrick and drake being in that title did not age well

- if ur streaming he always asks to request a song 🙏🙏

- if ur ever doing a pretty chill stream he always makes it a bit more chaotic oh my god

- like youll be playing minecraft peacefully and talking to chat then larry comes in blasting music

- silly pictures of you two EVERYWHERE

- worlds most loved couple 🫶🫶

IM SORRY LARRYS IS SO SJORT I CANT THINK OF ANY i got lazy 😢😢

i hope these r cool 😆

#the group chat #the group x reader #tgc x reader #isaacwhy #isaacwhy x reader #softwilly x you #softwilly x reader #softwilly #larry croft #larry croft x reader #yumi x you #yumi x reader #yumi #bigt #bigt x reader

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slvtforyumi · 1 year

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how the tgc boys would cuddle.

headcanons on how all the group chat boys would cuddle with you.

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isaac-

holds you as if your a teddy bear.

with your face buried in his chest and his chin resting on top of your head.

draws on your back with his fingers/ rubs your back.

constantly giving you small kisses on the top of you head.

whispering in your ear little “i love you”.

nick-

spooning all the way.

likes to be the big spoon all the time.

he holds you so tight not wanting to let you go.

kisses you on your neck throughout the night.

plays with your fingers and traces his up your arm.

tanner-

has you on top of him with your face in his neck.

plays with your hair and traces your back with his fingers.

he likes to talk to you about his day and then listens to you talk about yours.

the both of you fall asleep quite quickly.

blake-

it’s very rare that the two of you cuddle with each other.

but when you do he’ll have you in the same position as isaac would.

whispers little things in your ear.

when your not cuddling you’ll both sleep facing each other but not touching each other.

but he’ll try and give you a kiss on the lips whenever he can.

larry-

he likes to be held like a little spoon.

but won’t be bothered by the idea of you being little spoon.

it’s hard for you to fall asleep as he talks so much throughout the night.

always ends up making you laugh tho.

loves putting youtube videos on his phone for the both of you to watch.

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yumiis · 4 months

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possessive larry? flutters eyelashes

YUUUUPP i'll throw nick in here too bc why not

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ﾟ。 possessive, protective ; nick + larry

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genre; barely fluff

type; headcanons

read below!

NICK ;

Nick gets possessive only in certain situations. He's more so protective of you rather than possessive.

He hardly lets you go anywhere alone, because he knows he has that scary dog privilege. Going to the mall? He's coming with. You guys need groceries? You're not going alone.

Nick likes to drape his arm over your shoulder while you guys walk together so that you don't go too far or fall too far behind, he likes to have you in his sight at pretty much all times.

Obviously if you need alone time, that's fine, but as long as you're okay with it, he'll be up your ass.

He likes the thought of buying you some kind of jewelry with his initial, but he decides against it in the end

He opts for a ring instead. He buys you a promise ring that looks a LOT like an engagement ring.

If he brings you to a creator party, you are never leaving his side. He even gets you some of those covers for your drinks because he's so worried about you, even though he's glued to your side the whole time.

LARRY ;

Honestly, Larry doesn't strike me as a super protective or possessive kinda guy. He lets you do what you want whenever, he doesn't always have to be attached to you, but he does get jealous really easily.

It's hard for him to let you wear his clothes because of how little he is; both weight and height wise.

He does the same thing Tanner does, sprays some of your clothes with his cologne because he really likes the thought for some reason.

He also really likes if you let him do your hair, it makes him feel better. He doesn't know why, just let him!

If you're at a creator party together and some guys happen to start chatting you up, god forbid.

He'll approach you from behind, running his hands down your arms and pressing a kiss on your head, "Aw, you made some new friends, babe! How're you guys?" Said with the most smug look on his face.

He's there for the rest of the conversation, casually throwing in facts about you guys' relationship. He likes to make it uncomfortable.

#alex's writing #anon.txt #tgc x reader #tgc #tgc x you #tgc x y/n #the group chat x y/n #the group chat #the group chat x you #the group chat x reader #softwilly x you #softwilly x y/n #softwilly x reader #larry croft x y/n #larry croft x you #larry croft x reader

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cybrpwup · 1 year

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ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀɴʏ || ʟᴀʀʀʏ ᴄʀᴏꜰᴛ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

Larry x f!reader

content warnings; none summary; Larry and Y/n are cute together Requested?; Yes !

Larry and Y/n had always been close. in fact it was Larry who had introduced Y/n to the group and the reason she was living in the group household-- after he'd made an entire sideshow presentation on why she'd be the best roommate.

They spent so much time together it was a wonder they hadn't gotten sick of each other yet.

But alas they thrived on each others company.

Y/n laid her head on Larry's chest as she clicked away at her switch; she'd been binging animal crossing all week, only peeling her eyes from the screen to eat or sleep, while Larry was occupied with something on his phone.

Sure, there were feelings between the two of them, but them cuddling up to each other wasn't a romantic gesture. At least not to them. It was natural enough for them to sit down with one another after a long day and hold each other.

Their eyes clicked, Larry's mouth stretched into an open-mouth smile. Despite being awake for twenty-four hours, there was not an ounce of exhaustion in him as he beamed bright like sunshine. Y/n was taken aback; sometimes, she forgot how beautiful Larry was and how loved he made her feel. Especially when he looked at her like that- like she herself gifted him with sight.It was a silent, but sweet exchange. An exchange that reminded both of them that they were there for each other.

He squeezed her shoulder before his gaze returned to his phone.It was comfortable to sit in each others touch, even in silence.

Some time passed and, with a quiet hum, Y/n dropped the switch from her hand and landed on Larry, sliding of onto the sheets just as fast as it'd appeared on his stomach. At the same time she pulled herself into the figure, burying her face into his chest.

It seemed she'd drifted off to sleep.

He breathed out a laugh, his hand tangling into her hair to gently rake his fingers through it.

He was suddenly aware of all the noise around him, the distant sound of talking and laughing caught his attention. He didn't want her to wake up-- he wanted to keep her in his arms for as long as she would let him.

He rapidly sent texts to all the boys warning them about Y/n's slumber.

Their banter hushed for a minute until Yumi yelled up the stairs, "SORRY, LARRY!" followed by giggling.

Larry just rolled his eyes, stopping himself from yelling back to keep the girl asleep; he dared not to move, holding his position no matter how uncomfortable he became.

That was until Y/n's eyes miraculously fluttered open, her eyes sleepy as she mumbled something he didn't understand and he wondered if she was even awake.

She pulled at him until he took the hint and pulled her into his body, her legs wrapped between his legs. once she was content with their position it seemed she was back asleep, as if she'd never been awake in the first place.

Larry and Y/n remained there like that, locked in an embrace that spoke volumes while around them, it was quiet.

#the groupchat #the group chat podcast x reader #the group chat podcast #the group chat x reader #the group chat #larry croft #larrycroft #larrycroft x reader #Larry croft x reader #isaacwhy #isaacwhy x reader

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jungjungmochi · 1 year

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Friendships + Having to leave - The Group Chat

Part One >

- BigT, Isaacwhy, Softwilly, Yumi, Larrrycroft, Grunk

- Reader and boys share fluff about their friendship!

- With some angst of leaving!

- Cute ideas, updates, and continuous from times you met!

- remember the reader has no based gender! Not descriptive in any way!

⤓ Headcanon’s Down Below

BigT ((Tanner))

Your friendship with tanner became very important to you as it grew closer

But having to leave Austin Texas was hard for you both

From the point on at the party, overtime you grew closer to Tanner, you two hung out a lot at the house and around Austin. Blake and you were still best friends of course and if anything he was happy you were getting along with the guys. Recalling some times you and Tanner spent together such as the time you two were awake at 4 am, going to bother Nick, or the time you two snuck all the snacks in the room to binge eat and left Isaac to assume grocery shopping never happened. Or when you two went to Lego and bought a bunch of sets to put together, it was good. Being able to come into the stream and greet everyone before talking to them a bit. The duo that everyone made edits about and loved, the friendship that you treasured most of all. The way you were able to love all the boys and include them in things you and Tanner did together.

But good things come to an end, and here you are, biting back tears from your two monthly stay. It was time to go home, you couldn’t avoid work and you had bills and responsibilities too. You let the boys go out and stayed behind to pack but the tears still prickled in the corner of your eyes. You didn’t wanna leave, you got comfortable and you’ll miss all the things you did with Tanner, but your bags were packed, closed and waiting by the door. The noise of the boys entering had echoed as you turned to them. “All packed…” you mumbled as Blake smiled. “Already? Wish you could stay longer.” He said as you nod your head. “Fair enough. Me too.” You faked a smiled. Blake nods his head as Isaac had given you a side hug. “Be safe on the road.” He nods his head. “Of course” you hugged back. “I’ll carry the bags outside.” Tanner cleared his throat.

Though you spent time telling the boys bye, you knew you were fighting having to see Tanner who hadn’t come back in after taking the bags to the car. That’s when Blake insisted you go before it was late and you did, walking to the car as Tanner leaned against it before opening his arms. “I’m gonna miss you.” You latched your arms around him as he did the same. “Me too….two months was a nice stay for us.” He hums. Something about the hug lingered. “I’m…” your voice shook, Tanner heard it, he knew. “Oh Y/n” he said as he rubbed your back. Something about having to let you go, it hurt. Of course the drive was something but you both knew you wouldn’t have much time to see them with the work you had to do when you returned.

Eventually you two pulled apart, the comforting silence between you both now that you both established the feeling of watching you go. Tanner knew you had to go but he wanted you to stay, he grew too close to you amongst the two months you stayed. Blake couldn’t help but watch you both, seeing the ache on your faces. He felt bad for Tanner and you both, he watched as you two developed your friendship just for you to head right back home. “Be safe. Alright?” He said as you hum. “And you be safe too. And do not cause too much noise.” You joked as he ruffled your hair. Eventually that smile faded as you opened the car door, you two waved bye as you got in, Tanner walking to the door. He watched, the door close, the car start. You made eye contact one last time before you backed out, he frowned, and off you went. Blake opened the door as he frowned. “They’ll be back tanner…I’m sure” he said. “Yeah…” he mumbled before walking in with his head down.

You wiped the tears from your eyes, trying not to look back at the house. You met amazing people, and you wish you could’ve lived close by to avoid that ache you two felt. The ride home was a headache, and all you could stare at was the photo of Tanner and you, both drunk off your asses but that smile was bright, that bond was there. And you hoped you’d make many more memories.

Isaacwhy ((Isaac))

Both of you bonded and became close outside of your job

Sadly Isaac had to leave and it was not easy

Both you and Isaac had gotten closer to the point he’d pick you up from your job sometimes and take you out to hang out with him. Often you’d do shopping trips which involved with him taking things off higher shelves for you and the two of you playfully bickering in the car on the way to his place or yours. The bond between you two grew stronger, the boys didn’t know that though, they simply had no clue that Isaac was getting closer to someone. But Isaac had to leave today, travel with the boys to twitch con, this left you clueless for a while until he walked into your job. He spotted you serving a table.

The lump in his throat was stopping him, he didn’t know why, he didn’t have a hard time actually leaving. But he knew he couldn’t ghost you without the explanation since you had high hopes to go out this weekend and hang out again, this time taking Isaac to skate. But he didn’t want you to put the plans on hold, he did want to enjoy you and both twitch con but he knew deep down, in his heart, he couldn’t take you along with him. “Oh, Isaac.” You smiled at him as you walked over. “I was just about to take a break, and call you to ask about skating!” Your tone was holding the enthusiasm something that Isaac didn’t want to hurt. “Actually. Let’s go talk…” he cleared his throat. “Okay?”

This made both you and Isaac go outside and sit in his car, the silence taking over you two. Though you wanted to ask, he seemed focus, perhaps he was finding the right words to speak to his best friend, who he made plans with and would now have to let down, even though he agreed to it. He mentally cursed himself, how could he just agree to it and now let you down?. He didn’t like himself at the moment for the possible disappointment he would weigh on your shoulders. “I’m flying out to twitch con and it’s usually three days.” He said as you hummed. “Three days? Really? Isaac that’s not an issue.” You chuckled lightly. He seemed confused, why weren’t you upset? He completely agreed to your idea for the weekend, which caused you to reject friends for the weekend just to make time together.

“You aren’t?” He asked. “Sure. Skating would’ve been fun and all that…” you smiled softly. “I took time off…I’ll spend it doing something else. You go have fun at twitch con. We’re friends Isaac. Nothing more. I’m not gonna throw a fit.”. Though your tone sounded assuring and encouraging, deep down you were frowning. Everything was not going to plan for either of you but it was fine, Isaac really wanted to go and you couldn’t deprive him. “I should get back to my shift. You be safe out there Isaac.” You said. That’s all he heard before he listened to the door close, perhaps a little more harsh than earlier. Yeah. Confirmation he was right, you really weren’t okay with the way he dropped on you suddenly.

That time on the flight sucked, he sat in silence and he couldn’t even text you or talk to you. He knew you were upset and space was best, three days wasn’t bad. You didn’t care it was three days, but he knew you cared he dropped you and ditched. The amount of hatred he felt for having to make you upset, he wished he had never agreed to your plans to avoid the ache you truly felt.

Softwilly ((Nick))

Streaming and hanging out as much with him brought you two closer

Sadly, you wouldn’t be back due to the hate, and possible leaked information. This causes nick, to speak his opinion.

Overtime, both you and Nick got closer, your videos together were doing good as well as both your channels, accounts, and the streams too. But even away from the camera, you two did everything, almost everything together. Showing off your happy and beautiful friendship with one another, going into public and having no shame. Both of you did truly love and care for one another and you did enjoy nick on and off camera, he was a joy for you to be around. And maybe that’s why you couldn’t expose the truth of your own situation. With love, comes hate, it’s true, and you asked everyone online to not attack you and Nick for your friendship, to not leave rude comments towards you both. And if they had an issue, it was okay to block. But it got worse, the idea of you possibly getting outed on your information to the world. Twitter was always a cruel place, you knew that and you couldn’t bring yourself to tell Nick, you guys didn’t live far from one another. And you refused to let Nick get caught up into the situation.

Now here you stood, bags packed into the car, door to your house locked. Slamming the trunk close as you looked at the notifications online, you became a joke to the internet, a cruel joke. It hurt, something you wanted to close out, you didn’t care before but with the threats reaching Nick. It became too much for you. They mentioned your weight, your face, making fun of you. It hurt a lot. A lot. And now you had no choice but to wonder why the vehicle parked outside your house was nick. “Y/n.” He said as he closed the door “why didn’t you tell me? I had to find out through my friends.” He said. Here it comes, the reveal. The way he caught on, he knew, now you were running, did this make you truly weak?. “Nick. It’s just safe for us both right now. You know people online are cruel and if anyone finds us, I’m scared they’ll harm you because of me.” You frowned. “Yeah! And I’m worried about you!” Nick said. You could hear the frustration in his tone, he truly wasn’t okay.

“We’re best friends. Y/n. I can’t sit here and watch the internet threaten you. My real fans, who love me. Will love you! They love our friendship! But at the end of the day. I love our friendship and it means more to me than some click on the subscribe button, more to me than money.” He frowned slightly. He didn’t want you to go, Nick felt like deep down all this could’ve worked out, could’ve been better. “Don’t throw your career away for it.” You said. “I’m not. But I’m not letting you just run away forever or for months, a year. I can’t watch you go without knowing that those people are mean but what they say about us isn’t true. You’re my friend…I’ve always treated you like a person.” He hugged you as you hugged back, soaking in the touch of your best friend before you would have to part ways. As much as you didn’t wanna go, you knew it was probably safe.

The time spent between you two went on for a while. But now you had to say Bye, and deep down you wanted cry and stay by his side. Your best friend meant more to you than anyone, now you’d have to let him go. “I’ll see you…some time alright?” You frowned. “Of course. Bye…Y/n.” He shakes his head. You couldn’t help but notice nick watching you, he watched as you took off from the house, glancing at your car. This wasn’t what he wanted and he’d voice it.

So that night, Nick sat in his room, speaking to his audience. “Y/n and I are friends…that’s what I’m gonna start off saying. And next I’ll say to please love and treasure them. I do. My friend left, I can’t say where but they left. For safety reasons. Now I will say. You don’t…need to overstep the boundaries. I make my friends, and you all have to accept that, with no control of my choices…”. The video went on for hours, but he needed his point to be made while he was missing you.

Yumi ((Blake))

You guys were attached, close to one another and happy with your friendship

Sadly you had to go away and his joking was trying to lift your spirits, it was harder to say goodbye than you both thought

After staying with the guys a bit, you realized how nice it was to have one another, the friendship between you two was by far one of the best things to ever happen. With the jokes and laughs, being able to listen in on the prank calls and the way he changed the tone of his voice. The way you two could be comfortable enough, even relaxing on some days, sitting in to watch movies or tv. You were happy about it, to be able to spend time with him and the two of you getting along with no issues. Eventually you had a talk with your mom, who said you’d have to fly out back home because she needed you there for a few months. Ouch. Thats what you felt deep down, you already agreed to spend more time with Blake and now you’d have to deliver the news that you’d be gone for months. Five months max at that.

When you told Blake, he laughed and joked about it. Of course you would smile here and there at his jokes and even on the way to the airport, he couldn’t help but laugh in the driver seat. You two discussed a lot but deep down Blake was really biting back the urge to beg you to stay. He didn’t wanna spend five months without you, knowing he won’t hear from you much, it hurt deep down. But he wanted to get rid of your sadness and he did his attempt to crack a smile with a simple joke. Something you did break to and he knew deep down that smile would be missed for the months you’d be apart with possibly no contact.

Now here you two stood, at the airport, your arms latched around him tightly as you took in his touch, his scent, the feeling of knowing him. You were gonna miss the countless times you stayed up, doing stupid things together and the way you both would laugh at his prank calls or the way he would laugh at yours when it failed. “You let me know when you land okay?” He spoke as you nod your head. “I’ll let you know…” you said. Something about wanting to Cling to him forever had stuck with you. “God I’m gonna miss you.” You said, pulling back from the hug. Your eyes glanced up at him. “I know you probably feel this is stupid to say, but I just wish we could’ve spent more time together. And invited nick like usual.” You mumbled. Blake couldn’t help but frown, now it was settling in, the goodbye’s for a bit. It was now all hitting him and he wish he could’ve done something about it.

“It’s not stupid. I think missing each other is normal. Everyone misses someone.” He assured. You hum in response as you glance around. “See you when my five months is up?” You raised a brow. He gave a soft smile as he nods his head. “Promise.”. It was a bit rough to watch you walk away with your luggage, but he had no choice. He did miss you, already. And he hoped you’d come back sooner more than later.

Larrrycroft ((Larry))

The two of you had gotten closer while being neighbors

Sadly Larry was leaving for a while, you could only imagine though how hard this would be for you

Being neighbors wasn’t bad, if anything you would go over to hang out or Larry and the others would come over to your place. You often invited them to dinner if you guys cooked large meals, to come over and swim in the large pool, to come play games or go out places and you all agreed to ride in separate cars. It was the best time for Larry to have time with you, being able to be yourselves with no issues, the two of you enjoyed that. The countless photos and videos you two took of one another doing things together or something stupid in the store. Even the guys noticed Larry loved his friendship but now Larry would be leaving, and you knew that. He didn’t have to tell you he was going, or find a way to word it, Isaac said it. Made it clear they’d be traveling and they might not be home after awhile. The issue wasn’t them leaving but the issue being your attachment to Larry. Finding comfort in him or the way you two had plans and now you’d have to go those reserved places alone.

“You’re all packed!” You smiled softly as you zipped up his bags. “Thanks for the help.” Larry nods his head. He invited you over to come help him pack his bags. “So, you guys are moving on to bigger things huh?” The tone of your voice asking that was soft but the small shake in it insisted while you were proud, you were sad. “I mean I’m happy for you Larry! Seriously! I just wasn’t expecting you to leave so soon.” You hummed softly. Larry nods his head, he was happy about leaving, but Larry wasn’t a mean person all the way around and even if he didn’t show it, he worried and cared for your feelings. You guys were friends after all. “I’ll be back in no time. I wouldn’t worry too much.” Larry assured or at least tried to assure your spiraling nerves. “Can I take you to the airport?” You asked. Larry sighed as he nods his head. “Sure.”

The trip there was comforting silence but also the heavy presence of your emotions, you felt bad, not wanting Larry to feel the heavy presence or feel he was pressured to choose. You’d want him to choose his dreams over your friendship any day. When you arrived to the airport, you couldn’t help but feel like crying but you bit back that emotion to speak to him. “You be safe alright.” You reached over, hugging Larry as he returned the hug. “I’m gonna miss you.” He said. “I’m gonna miss you too Larry.” You frowned.

Watching Larry get out the car, take his bags and head inside with one last wave to you. It hurt. Seeing him go in, doors closing behind him. You weren’t expecting the ache to settle in, to feel this intense. This was going to be harder than you thought.

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Thank you guys for reading! I’ll update more than TGC! But for now! I hope you enjoy this post and don’t forget you can send in request!♥️

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redangelrosie · 6 months

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haiii can u please write larry x reader hcs?? 🙏🙏 it can be about anything idm :33

bf larry headcanons

my first post back after a long break!! i hope you enjoy, anon. these are just some hcs about larry as a boyfriend

headcanons below the cut

i think that, despite his more energetic personality, he's very gentle

he knows when to calm it down a bit, like if you're feeling overwhelmed

but if you're just as crazy as him???

lord help whoever is around you

you guys just feed off each other's energy

i think his love language is quality time

i can just feel it, for some reason

he just loves to spend time with you

sometimes you tag along for nick's vlogs because the group loves you, too

sometimes he splurges for gifts to give you

you'll just randomly get some sort of designer clothing or a nice accessory

no special occasion necessary. completely unprompted.

i also think he would love it when you play with his hair

i can imagine you watching a movie

he has his head in your lap, and you're gently playing with his hair

he starts to doze off as you hum a simple tune

and he wouldn't have it any other way

#tgc #tgc x reader #larry croft x reader #larry croft #larry croft headcanons #requests

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isaacwhyy · 1 year

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WELCOME ☂️

Welcome to my blog sweetie!! Here’s a basic rundown of what I’ll write etc!

WHAT I’LL WRITE 💚

Fandoms:

THE GROUPCHAT PODCAST

Softwilly — ✅

Isaacwhy — ✅

BigT — ✅

Larry — ✅

Yumi — ✅

Grunk — ❌

MisFits

Mason (zuckles) — ✅

Cameron (fitz) — ✅

Tobi (tobyonthetele) — ✅

Sam (manager Sam) — ✅

Matt (inotorious) — ✅

Eric (swaggersouls) — ✅

WHAT GENRES ??

SMUT — possibly only for certain ppl feel free to dm me any scenarios etc

FLUFF — yes same as above for scenarios

ANGST — yep ofcourse

REQUESTS??

REQUESTS ARE CURRENTLY OPEN ,, FEEL FREE TO REQUEST IN DMS ,, IM QUITE ACTIVE HERE.

#bigtstreamingservice #grunk #isaacwhy #softwilly #yumimain #larrycroft #x reader #bigt x reader #larry croft x reader #softwilly x reader #isaacwhy x reader #yumi x reader #zuckles #goodguyfitz #goodguyfitz x reader #swaggersouls #swaggersouls x reader #inotorious #tobyonthetele

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asseenontv · 4 days

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Larry Croft x Autistic Partner (meeting for the first time + first date)

-Met you in either the aquarium or book store from the vlogs

-Was drawn to you when he saw the cool stuff you were wearing, bag, necklace, etc

-Was caught looking at you multiple times by Nick it the point he had to tell him to stop

-Came up to you after the camera was stopped to talk and compliment you

-Is super chill when you were chatting and told him you were there for a special interest

-When you told him you’re autistic he was like “cool! Can I get your number though?”

-of course you said yes because bro is literally so nice

-bought you something you mentioned you liked a lot and have it to you as he was leaving with the guys

-texted you after going back to the house asking about how it was and if you could go on a date sometime

-you probably chose to let him come over and watch a movie you really like

-He gets excited for you when a character you love shows up, “THERE THEY ARE!”

-ends up listening to you ramble more then watching the movie because he likes listening to you info-dump

-turns down the lights after you fall asleep and leaves to go home quietly without waking you up and texts you the morning after saying how he’s love to have a second date :)

Notes- I’m not really a writer but I try my best lol, I am autistic myself and sorry if this is a bit ooc, it’s hard to include everyone one the spectrum :) lmk if you want more and also, my requests are open !!

#larry croft x reader #larry croft #tgc #tgc x reader #thegroupchat #thegroupchatpodcast #thegroup #the group chat #the group x reader

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isackwhy · 2 days

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My GOAT is back 💪 anyways, I wanted to put in a request of yknow those hcs you’ve done involving the whole group + isaac being partner-ey? I wanted to request one with an Australian or british reader, making fun of accents and what not 😗😗 love your writing right now, you’re farting so many #s 😭😭

💪🏻💪🏻 got u

platonic! tgc x british? australian? reader / isaacwhy x reader hc’s

whether they do it on purpose or subconsciously they always repeat what u just said back in ur accent

they’d just all equally do it

they don’t even realize sometimes until ur just glaring at them

when they first met u they’d ask u to say so many things and you’d comply

now u just tell them to fuck off

if they’re around u for a long time during the day or whatever they accidentally pick up on ur accent

whenever ur not there and one of them breaks into an accent they’re like “omg i sound like y/n”

isaac loves ur accent <3

but he teases u too

so in return u make fun of their american accents

#tgc x reader #the group chat podcast x reader #the group x reader #the group chat podcast #the group chat #isaacwhy #isaacwhy x reader #yumi x reader #larry croft #larry croft x reader #softwilly x reader #softwilly #bigt x reader #bigt

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isaacswhy · 1 year

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horror games w/ the group

the group x gn!reader (sfw) summary: headcanons (kinda) of playing a horror game with each of the group members. requested?: no, inspired by grunk playing fnaf

Isaacwhy

He first saw the horror game on his steam front store page and decided to buy it.

When you asked him if he was going to beat if first try, he just laughed. Not a yes or a no.

As soon as he got into the game, Isaac got eerily quiet. He was normally a pretty loud person when it came to playing games, but this was your first time seeing him play horror.

When he died, Isaac let out a high-pitched yelp like a little girl. The tension in him released and he finally let out a laugh and explained just how scared he had gotten.

You offered to help play it for him when he was getting tired, which he promptly said no. He was getting focused into the game.

He finished it at an average pace, with a fair share of deaths during the run. He gave you a big grin and hugged you really hard when he won, feeling accomplished.

He posted a tweet about beating the game and took a picture of you next to the win screen. All in all, successful day.

Softwilly

You showed Nick a tweet about how hard a brand new horror game was, and that was that. He had already bought the game and installed it before you were done talking.

When you asked him if he thought he could beat it, he looked at you like you were insane. "Of course I'm gonna beat it. It's gonna be easy," he said.

He died really quickly, almost at the first point in the game in which you can die. He got pretty mad.

You gave him some consolation kisses but he was determined to beat the rest of the game flawlessly. You bet him $5 he wouldn't.

It took less then fifteen minutes for you to get your $5. He raged pretty hard, but he swore that he'd beat the game in less than five deaths.

He finished the game with just under ten, but he was pretty confident with how he did. By the next day, he was playing the game again.

Every time he improved in an area, he'd show you really proud of what he did. You gave him loads of encouragement.

BigT / Tanner

He first saw the game on a livestream of one of his friends and motioned you over to his desk. He asked you if he should play it, and you told him sure.

You nudged him and asked if he'd beat it first try. He very jokingly responded that he would do it easily, boasting his skills.

It took him a little while to die, but then after that he let down his guard and died a bunch. It turned into an unserious laugh fest with the two of you.

Every time he would make a really bad mistake and die, the two of you would bust out laughing.

Tanner took videos of the experience and posted a few to his Instagram story, but it was way funnier in the moment.

By the time he had beaten the game, it was four in the morning. The two of you cheered and celebrated, to your roommates' dismay. Oh well.

The rest of the week, the game became an inside joke and you'd end up laughing your heads off whenever it was mentioned.

Yumi

You were actually on his computer scrolling through steam when a game popped up that you found interesting. Blake was on the bed.

You called him over and had him give his opinion, and he was super into the idea of watching you get scared at a game.

Thus, you ended up getting this game and installing it. He gave you words of encouragement as you booted it up, but you were scared out of your mind.

It didn't take long for you to die and give up on the game entirely. Blake liked horror, so he was happy to step in for you.

He died way less than you expected him to. He would point out things he did to outsmart the enemies but also kept focused on the game.

When he won, he celebrated and took a picture of the two of you together, putting it on his story with the caption "just beat this game ama"

When asked about it on his stream, he said, "Oh, that? Yeah, it was pretty tough. Had Y/N at my side though, so we're chillin'. Can't have a bad time there."

Larry Croft

You and Larry were hanging out on his bed together when he saw a game on his timeline and showed you his phone.

He got up to buy the game and install it, and you stood up and sat into the chair you had next to his to watch him play games.

He decided to stream the game with you at his side, and you were more than happy to be there.

He was pretty bad, all things considered. He died way too often and in places he knew how to beat. But you were his sidekick.

When he'd get too scared or during cutscenes, Larry would reach down and hold your hand under the desk, getting close to you.

You called Isaac into the room, who became Larry's hype man in the background of the stream.

Soon enough, the whole group house had piled into Larry's room to egg him on and backseat his stream.

When he finally did beat the game, the celebration was massive and Tanner ordered pizza for the whole house.

After the stream, in bed, Larry told you, "That was really fun, but scary as shit. Thanks for being my support system."

Grunk

Grunk had been sent the horror game to play by a friend, likely Isaac. He shrugged and told you to join him.

As soon as he got in the game, Grunk told you he was going to beat the game flawlessly, with no deaths. You grinned and nodded, not believing him at all.

He kept the streak up for an impressive amount of time, over halfway through the game. It went straight to his head, and he was bragging about how well he understood the game.

When he finally did die, Grunk's ego was shattered. He looked crushed and he slid down in his chair, defeated. It took over five minutes to get him to even try again.

When he did try again, he failed over and over. It took him hours to finish the game.

As soon as he won, it was like all the disappointment left him and he jumped around his room cheering about how good he was. You laughed and celebrated him.

The next day, he would make a lot of small comments like, "That game was really tough! I did great though, didn't I?"

It was kind of annoying, but you gave him lots of encouragement and would agree with him.

#the group x reader #the group #the group chat #isaacwhy x reader #isaacwhy #yumi x reader #yumi #softwilly x reader #softwilly #grunk x reader #grunk #bigt x reader #bigt #larry croft x reader #larry croft

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internetscenarios · 1 month

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Flufft Larry headcanons?😋

larry is so silly OFC

larry x reader headcanons

- this man is so sweet RAHH

- ok i feel like he would be so easy to get along with,, he will make u laugh SO MUCH

- he will watch anything with u, even if its not his thing

- im watching drag race rn so i just imagine any of the tgc boys watching it with me LMAO

- he needs u with him if hes playing a horror game

- watching him scream like a little girl HELP

- his pictures with u are so silly, like him pushing u around in a shopping cart around a parking lot, u and him doing a 🤔 face together while trying to cook something RAHH

- silly little polaroid pics of u two around his room

- he absolutely adores u

- loves watching u do normal things like cooking brushing ur teeth,, etc

- i like too imagine for ur birthday he posts a picture of u sleeping or just embarassing pictures then one singular good picture of you

- he is so embarrassing in public jesus christ

- LOVES holding ur hand, everywhere, anywhere, always holding ur hand

- IMAGINE DOING HIS SKINCARE awwww

- he quotes the most random stuff, like stuff u have never heard of

“boy its just alkhwal”

“what..?”

- help me im soryr

- ok but he is the SWEETEST

#the group chat #the group x reader #larry croft #larry croft x reader #the groupchat x reader

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slvtforyumi · 1 year

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how the tgc boys would react to you crying.

headcanons of the group chat boys.

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isaac-

if it’s something you both feel strongly about he would probably start to cry with you.

if not he’d still feel a lot of empathy for you.

pulls you in for a hug.

but nearly ends up squeezing you to death.

for the rest of the day he’s very attentive towards all your needs.

brings you whatever you want 24/7.

nick-

he’s honestly so good at comforting you.

constantly wipes your tears away with his thumb and places light kisses on your cheek afterwards.

he would be a little awkward but it would end up making you laugh.

brings you a little hamper of snacks and things you like to try and cheer you up.

tanner-

when he firsts sees you crying he didn’t know if it was serious.

he tries to make you laugh but when he realises that it’s not working he immediately puts his serious empathetic side on.

pulls you into his lap and plays with your hair.

listens to your problems and lets you vent to him for however long you feel like.

blake-

he tries to act like he doesn’t care but deep down he’s so upset that your upset.

offers to take you out for a drive to cheer you up.

he’d order you both some food in an attempt to make you feel better.

would just pull you into bed afterwards and fall asleep with you.

larry-

would be a little confused on what to do at first.

then ends up googling “what to do if gf cry”.

then follows a list of things to do.

he’d keep pulling you in for hugs 24/7.

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yumiis · 5 months

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hii!!! could i request dating hqs for larry?? :D

yup! sure thing, here you are !

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ﾟ。 DATING THEM ; LARRY

　ﾟ･｡･ﾟ

genre; fluff/comfort

type; headcanons

read below!

I think Larry's love language is definitely words of affirmation, but coming in second to that is probably gonna be quality time. Either quality time or physical touch is his second in line!

Larry is pretty confident, but there's always gonna be times when he gets down on himself. During those times, it's always nice to have someone (you) give him some words to cheer him up. Just you giving him so much praise means so, so much to him.

I feel like he's a fan of some weirder (or more niche) nicknames in you guys' relationship. He really likes 'bear', 'pudding', 'sweet thing', and a couple others that you don't hear as much. He calls you most of those, but he really likes being called bear. You don't know why, and he hasn't told you, but that's just what he likes.

Larry's pretty middle ground when it comes to PDA, if you like it, cool! He'll hold your hand and give you some cheek kisses in public every now and again. If you don't like it, cool! He won't bother with it. It doesn't bother him either way.

He really, really likes being held, though. He likes being swung around (.. not literally) like a big teddy bear. He likes having someone that's taller than him hold him tight and swaddle him. He doesn't care if that's not 'manly'.

He really, really likes when you play with his hair. If you guys are just lying down and cuddling, please run your hands through his hair or attempt to braid it. Like, just do something with his hair. He'll absolutely love it.

Funny fact, but one of the first dates he took you on, it was a restaurant, he accidentally emoted in front of the fucking waiter and you almost left him there at the restaurant.

#alex's requests #alex's writing #tgc #the group chat #larry croft #tgc x y/n #tgc x you #tgc x reader #the group chat x y/n #the group chat x you #the group chat x reader #larry croft x y/n #larry croft x you #larry croft x reader

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cybrpwup · 1 year

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ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴ || ʜᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇʏ ʀᴇᴀᴄᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜰɪɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴇʟꜰʜᴀʀᴍ

Warnings [DO NOT IGNORE!!]: heavy topics: self harm [cutting, burning, hitting, disordered eating] Summary: how the boys would react to your self harm Requested?; no !

## Isaacwhy <3

Isaac felt stupid for not noticing Y/n’s self harm tendencies before

He noticed it way before even realizing it was self harm

He’d catch her punching, hitting, or pulling her own hair out when stressed

He was concerned for her.

Even before he knew about the things she did behind closed doors.

But he never said anything to her

Blood dripped onto the floor, and her quiet sobs muffled the pillow she was holding against her face.

“Yo, Y/n, Nick wants to know if-“

His voice got closer, and Y/n’s breath sped up as he opened the door.

He’d seen her

He saw.

“What are you doing?”

He knew.

She was frozen expect for the tears that were rolling down her cheeks

He kneeled down next to the girl

“Y/n. There was no reason for this. Why?” He said, confused and angry that she’d done this to herself

“I’m sorry.” She managed to get out

Isaac then got back up, going into the bathroom cabinet for some bandages and a cloth.

He’d put the cloth under warm water, and then kneeled again, dabbing the wound with the cloth, gently.

“Don’t be sorry. don’t cry.”

He grabbed ahold of her chin and tilted her head to look at him

“I get you’re scared and upset, but there’s no need for this. I can help you. I want to help you.”

He was gentle as he bandaged her arm.

He didn’t quite understand why she would do this, but he tried to understand.

His first priority was her — his girlfriend

“I - I know I’m just- I’m tired, Isaac.” She sobbed.

He pulled her into his arms, his touch was warm and reassuring

He managed to get her up and onto the bed.

“I’m so fucking tired.”

He let her sob into his chest, her cries being muffled out

He did his best to calm her down

She’d been crying so hard her throat began to hurt, and she could barely breathe.

Isaac laid down next to her and rubbed her back.

“Hey, you’re okay.” He cooed

“You’ll be okay.”

He wrapped his arms around her without saying a word, letting her talk when she felt like it.

## softwilly/Nick <3

While it was fun for Nick to angrily defend himself when someone commented about his weight, it was not in truth something he cared about. As long as he had skin to keep his organs in and bones to hold the skin up, that was all that mattered to him.

It was Isaac who first pointed out that his girlfriend might not see it the same. Nick was not observant, but following that conversation, he tried a little harder, and he noticed some things.

Y/N refused to get changed in the same room as him or wear clothes that fit her properly. She also twice blew up at him for changing dinner plans as if it were his fault the restaurant was closed or too busy to seat them.

When Nick's hands fit easily around every body part, he caught on.

He'd catch her checking her stomach in every reflective surface and he could visibly see her ribcage.

When his hands fit so perfectly around her waist that’s when he really got concerned.

“You’re not eating as much as you should.” And there it was out in the open. Nick did not have time to even think how best to approach the topic before his concern overrode his rationale and took control of his mouth – spilling the words out messily.

She’d just shrugged, denying all claims of her eating habits.

“Baby, your waist is so small…”

She’d pulled her shirt down and pushed Nick's hand away.

She tried to tell him she was just working out, however he knew this was a lie.

She’d have at least some sort of muscle definition at this point

“Look at you, Nick. Look at your friends! Attractive, successful social media influencers. I’m not dumb. Ok? I know the type of women who get with guys like you – they’re graceful, camera-ready goddesses. They’re not fat.”

The last word broke off in her mouth and shattered against the floor. Tears sprung to her eyes, and she was quick to turn from Nick and wipe them with the back of her hand. All the while, her set jaw, and tense muscles worked to maintain her previous unfalteringly stern expression.

All Nick could muster amidst his bewilderment was a meek, “You’re not fat.”

“I know. Why do you think that is?”

“You don’t understand. You’re noticeably thinner. It’s enough that people are asking me if you’re alright. A quarter of the comments on the last video you were in are accusing me of like forcing diet pills down your throat or other bullshit. Even Tanner and Isaac and them have brought it up.”

It took another few moments for either to speak as it seemed the subject was dropped altogether.

The solemn silence between them broke

“I’m breaking up with you,” Nick said.

His hard-hitting gaze coaxed a temporary softness from Y/N. Her shoulders relaxed, even turning inward, a hesitant smile on her lips as she searched his face for the joke.

“That’s not funny.”

“I’m serious. If you refuse to get better, to even try, then I’m not going to be there while you make yourself worse.”

“You don’t mean that.”

“Sure, I do. Bye, Y/N.”

Nick left the house angry

Y/N: alright, I get it, v dramatic. You made your point

…

Y/N: this is so stupid!

Y/N: don’t be a dick. text me back.

…

Y/N: you’re serious? All this over what 3kgs???

Y/N: Fuck you!! I don’t care I’ll go out by myself!

…

Y/N: answer the phone. Coward.

…

Y/N: must be hard to ghost me on every platform

…

Y/N: ok I get it

Y/N: isn’t 72hours a fair punishment? come by so we can make up.

Y/N: answer the phone.

…

Y/N: Nick, I get it. I’m not alright

Y/N: I’m sorry, Answer the phone, and we can talk, please!

…

Y/N: I need help

Y/N: I’ve made an appointment with a psychiatrist.

Y/N: she specializes in eating disorders.

Nick: When’s the appointment?

Y/N: Thursday @ 11

Nick: I’ll be at yours with the uber at 10. I’m sorry too.

## Tanner/Big T <3

It was Saturday.

Tanner was having trouble focusing on the beautiful woman snuggled up in his arms with her legs tangled with his. Nor could he concentrate on the film his laptop set up near them was playing. No. His mind was elsewhere – not that that was terribly unusual – thinking about one thing in particular: a thirteen-word (give or take) comment left under his most recent video.

“why does Y/N seem so nervous?? she pulls at her sleeves at 1:15 3:22 5:01 8:13 9:43 AND 9:59”

Tanner had not noticed Y/N being nervous in the video.

She sounded the same to him as she always had. Maybe it was odd she was wearing a hoodie when it was in the mid-to-high twenties all week but it was not that unusual – right?

Looking down at her, Tanner did not think she looked different or acted differently.

She was Y/N. In a hoodie. Pushing the sleeves down every time she shifted positions.

Or else he could see red marks on her arms.

Huh.

He watched her another moment. Sure enough, several open-ended oval marks were peeking out under her cuffs.

Tanner’s eyes fluttered to Y/N’s face and her hair.

She had two barrettes pulling her hair back, but beyond keeping it out of her face, their designs were chosen to match her outfit.

“What are you looking at?” she giggled, smiling at him.

Without a word, he reached for her hair and snatched a barrette, then in almost a single swooping motion pinned the accessory to the exposed skin of her wrist.

Perfectly matching the shapes – matching the burn marks.

“These are—”

With a strong but not unkind or rough grip, he took both of her wrists in his hands and pulled them forward so both of her arms were exposed.

She’d pulled at her bottom lip with her teeth as a wave of fresh hot humiliation washed over her

Each of her scars were laid out for him to see

She ducked her head down and braced for the oncoming string of harsh remarks

But they never came.

She clenched her jaw and tried to keep the tears from rolling down her face, but they did, and she almost felt betrayed by your body.

“I'm.. sorry," she managed to get out.

"No, you have nothing to apologise for," Tanner assured

"I hate this," She said as her sobs slowly started to trail off.

"I know, baby, I know. Me too," he replied.

Tanners actions were so gentle and full of love.

He gently kissed each scar and pulled her sleeves back down.

"It's ok, baby," he told her, pulling her into his arms again. "We will fight this, I promise."

"It's hard," she muttered into his chest.

"I know, I'm not saying it isn't.”

One day Tanner approached Y/n

"You know, when it all gets too much and you get that urge, you can hold an ice cube until it melts or wear a hair-tie or elastic band around your wrist and snap it against yourself."

"Tanner, have you been looking that up?" She asked him, wondering where this knowledge had come from.

"Maybe," he replied, sheepishly. "You're my main baby girl, I've gotta do what I can to protect you, even if its from yourself."

She couldn't help but giggle at his words. "Thank you. That means so much,"

Squeezing her tightly, he placed a kiss on the top of her head, knowing that for now there were no more words needed.

## Yumi <3

Yumi had walked in on Y/n after a session one time

hellooo, Y/n?” Yumi called, knocking on her door. “you there?”

She forgot about Yumi.

“Y/n?” he said, his voice slightly muffled through the door.

She stood upright, panic flowing through her veins.

“Blake? i’m sorry, i slept in!” She blurted

She sprinted into the bathroom, almost knocking the door down as she shakily removed any evidence of her prior activities.

“love? are you okay?” he said, his voice laced with concern.

“yes, i’m fine!”

the stains wouldn’t budge, where was the hydrogen peroxide?

“i’m coming in, okay?” Yumi said, making her rub the stains even more aggressively than before.

She pushed the bottle of blades to the back of the medicine cabinet, wiping the blood stains from the sink.

She needed to clean it— if Yumi saw…

“love?” Yumi said. he stood in the doorframe of the bathroom, eyeing the girls figure closely.

She looked up slightly and stared at him back through the mirror.

Yumi walked closer to her, wrapping his arms around her stomach and peeling her away from the sink. his breath was caught in his throat when he saw the blood.

“i had a bloody nose.”

The smile she wore to convince him did not reassure him

Yumi hummed, spinning her around to get a better look at her face.

He held her arms gently, as if the slightest bit of pressure would make her body break.

Still, the feeling of her sleeves pressing farther into the cuts made her wince.

Yumi was alarmed by this, looking into her eyes before looking down to her arms.

“love?”

She avoided his concerned gaze, moving to stare at the door instead.

His eyes widened when he saw the crimson red stains that littered her arms, where the blood soaked through the thin clothing.

Yumi let go of her arms hastily, covering his mouth with his hands.

She’d wrapped her arms around her stomach, backing away from him.

“i won’t force you to show me what’s under your sleeves… but i can’t help you if i can’t see them.” Yumi said carefully.

She nodded.

He wasn’t angry

Her heart pounded so loudly in her chest

“please don’t be mad..”

She winced when the fabric pulled at her wounds, the clotting blood having fused with the clothing.

bloody, wide, gory cuts littered her arms.

A broken gasp left Yumi’s lips once her arms were finally bared in front of him.

“I’m sorry,” she choked on the words.

Clinging to his shoulders, she let out a sob as she felt his body trembling. “Oh god, Blake, I’m sorry!”

He didn’t speak.

He couldn’t speak

He sat her down and rummaged through her medicine cabinet until he found what he needed.

Wordlessly, he tended to her wounds.

Although his touch was as gentle as possible, it still hurt when he cleaned them.

Her soft hisses of pain sent him over the edge and his tears finally began to fall.

He ignored them however, choosing instead to focus on the female and doing everything that he could to minimize her discomfort.

He wasn’t the type to cry so Y/n couldn’t help the guilt that flooded her.

Yumi had noticed the blank look in her eyes and knelt in front of her.

He held her tight as if she would slip away if he didn’t.

The warmth of his touch pierced through the haze that surrounded her.

“I’ve got you,” he murmurs reassuringly. “Just hold onto me.”

He deposited her gently onto the soft sheets of her bed before climbing in beside her.

His arms wrapped around her and pulled her close against his body

Brushing the hair away from the back of her neck, he pressed feather-soft kisses over the skin there.

“We’ll call a therapist in the morning,” the man says. “For now, you should get some rest.”

As much as she wanted to simply fall asleep, she hesitated. There was a worry still lingering in the back of her mind

“Blake? You… you aren’t going to leave me, right?”

The arms around her tightened as he let out a soft growl at the suggestion.

“Never,” he promised

“I’ll always be here for you, Y/n. I love you more than anything else.”

His words echoed in her mind over and over again as she finally fell asleep.

## Larry Croft <3

When Larry found out he rushed out of the room in a hurry

Y/n had thought it was too much for him so he’d left

She didn’t blame him

She found herself pathetic, too

But when he returned with a box of assorted bandaids,

Star Wars, SpongeBob, hello kitty themes etc.

She couldn’t help but laugh

Every time he’d put a bandaid on her arm he’d kiss it and reassure her

When they laid down together, he’d run her fingers up and down her arm, over the cuts that scarred.

or he’d give light pecks to the scars, which always made her heart flutter

“Y/n, please don’t hurt yourself.”

And she didn’t just for him

## Grunk <3

Y/n’s hands shook, running over several white and pink lines that marked the skin right above her knee.

She pressed her fist to her forehead, exhaling shakily as an unwelcome tear slipped its way down her cheek.

The marks were old, but they hadn't gone away, and each accidental glance at them brought back a wave of unwelcome memories.

She curled her legs into her chest and buried her face in her knees, waiting for Grunk to come back and distract her from her thoughts.

"Hey, I'm back!" Grunk jogged into the room, stopping suddenly when he saw the girls curled up position.

“Y/n?" His grin slipped into a look of concern as he ran over to her.

"Y/n, are you okay?"

She looked up at him, face slick with tears.

"I- I’m" she couldn't find her voice.

She shoved out her leg, shakily pointing at the scars.

"Oh," he said softly, gently running his fingers over the indentations.

He didn’t quite know how he should react

He was just a kid after all and she couldn’t help but feel guilty for getting him involved

"When are these from?"

“Long time ago," she whispered. "I know they're old but when I look at them I just - " she swallowed, shaking her head.

"I know."

Grunk pulled her into his chest, stroking her hair.

"I know, baby, I know." He’d kissed her head.

“Hey."

He pulled away, tilting her head up.

"I know how hard it is to look at them. But you know what? They're a sign. They're a sign of how far you've come, and how strong you've gotten, because even though you were once in such a low place you felt you had to do that, you're still here, and you're still thriving. I'm proud of you, Y/n, I'm so, so proud of you."

She let out a sob and buried her face in his neck. "I love you," she whispered.

"I love you too. I love you so much."

## John/Kryoz <3

John had asked to see her cuts.

He didn’t stop to think about what reaction that could elicit

He regret saying it after he did

But she showed him her wounds/scars

He insisted on cleaning them up and bandaging them

He was very confused and concerned.

He'd heard about stuff like this but hadn’t really experienced it first-hand

He tried to take her feelings and mental state into consideration, but his brain was sometimes a little foggy with slight panic and confusion.

"Have you told anyone about this? i think you should get some help."

Again, it was a little difficult for him to find soothing words, and he spoke bluntly

He encouraged her to find help

He always makes sure to tell her he cares, albeit awkwardly.

He does care, but he isn't great with feelings. he just really doesn't like the idea of his Y/n doing something like that

Afterwards, he’d try to be more conscious of her and her state.

He could get a little frustrated sometimes, especially if she found herself in an episode or relapsing.

He wasn’t angry at her.

He was just confused on why and lets it turn into anger

He felt angry that she was hurting like that,

and John being the problem solver he is, sometimes he let his logical and moral side take over.

So he’d ask for help or look up ways he could help her

he's trying!!!

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Self harm/suicide services

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