#SOBBINGGGGGG

[travisdermotts]

ohhhhhh not the team photo not the team photoooooooo

#SOBBINGGGGGG #leafs lb

[storge]

I gotta head back now. Thank you for the book.

Kabe Koji 1.03

#kabe koji nekoyashiki kun desires to be recognized #Kabe Sa Doujin Sakka no Neko Yashiki-kun wa Shouninyokkyuu wo Kojiraseteiru #kabe koji #jdramaedit #asiandramanet #jdrama #userdramas #japaneseartistsinc #dailyasiandramas #asiancentral #asiandramasource #asianlgbtqdramas #matsuoka koudai #nakao masaki #usermare #lextag #mymymy #ep 3 #SOBBINGGGGGG #TIS THE EAST #where can i get an issei #WHERE #me AND WHOOOO #his little runnnnnn #criessssssssssss #and know its nothing really but i just love that he calls him honeniku sensei #I know its what everyone calls him but STILLLLLL #wanted to put the sensei this one timeeee

[lefthandedhotch]

hiiii lin🥰🥰🥰💞💞💞💞 how are youuuu <33 hope you're doing well :3 really feeling the Yearing for agent hotchner tonight💞💞💞🤧🤧 i luv him sm :( wanna kiss his face soooo much😚😚😚

hims so cute💞💞💞💞💞 anyway andnsnfndnks i have a thought for you today🥰🥰🥰

brought on by the sight of him just generally being the sweetest dad to jackers but also seeing him be so gentle with willifer's little infant michael, you and aaron have been going at it like rabbits!!!! hehehehe aaron laughs anytime you perk up in bed after he comes back from saying goodnight to jack and then he prepares to be pulled to bed, hovering on top of you, determined to give you what you want (a little hotchner baby🥰) but between the job and having the cutest little jackers at home, you and aaron can only squeezeeeee in a few quickies~~~ so when jack says his friend is having a sleepover, you and aaron allow it to take so much advantage of the empty apartment andnsjjfjsjfjdj the friday before, you and jj are having lunch in penelope's office and they make plans to hang out tomorrow.... but you hesitate to accept the offer to go and pick you up and when they ask why you try to say "aaron and i just wanted a cozy saturday while jack's at his friend's😃👍" they Do Not like buy that excuse (penelope does give you a 🥺 look because she loves hearing about you and aaron being all cute and mushy💞) ajdnkajfjsjf so you dont really feel all that bad when they look at you like 😟😲 when you say ".....aaronandiare...tryingforababy.... so we really wanted the time alone🙊🙈........." akxbdjfjgnsk but once they get over the shock of being reminded that you're Having Sex With The Boss, penelope gets sooooo happy that she'll have another bau baby spoil soon :'))) that weekend home alone with aaron is so nice :( he's so sweet and such a generous lover, loving to please you the way you please him :') but alsoooooo naughty and dirtyyyyy as he dirty talks in your ear how good you'll look carrying his baby🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞 and he's right!!!!!!!! he loves finding you months later admiring your bump under the shirt you stole from him once you two found out you were pergnant and you've declared that shirt your pregnancy shirt🤭🤭💞💞💞

hehehehe hiiiiiiiiii jess-jess 🥰🥰🥰💞💞💞💞💞💞 i’m good!!!!! how are youuuuuuu? 🤭🤭🤭 always yearning So Hard for agent hotchner 🥹🥹🥹🥹💞💞💞 he needs so many kisses on his handsome face <3333333 i love he <333

PLSSSSSS domestic life with aaron hotchner 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 hehehe when you and aaron jack go to visit willifer and the boys right after baby michael was born, jj kept teasing you that you and aaron were next (especially when you watched aaron like 🥹🥹💞💞💞🥰🥰🥰🥺 when he was holding baby michael sooooooooo carefully and sooooo gently) and as much as you were laughing it off and joking around with her about it, you just Couldn’t stop thinking about you and aaron having a tiny baby hotchner :( and jack being a big brother :( and when you mention it to aaron that night while you’re all snuggled up in bed together, he smiles because he was thinking about the same thing!!!!! 🤭 so you guys agree to start to Trying (and you Try for the first time that night 🥰👀🤭💞🥹💕💞) to make your family a teeny bit bigger 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 as much as you’re excited about a baby hotchner and big steps you’re taking, you’re also Very Much enjoying the baby making process 🤭 especially when you and aaron have the whole apartment to yourself for the night so you can spend the whole night just focused on each other making each other feel so good and being silly and sweet and sexy and dirtyyyyyyyyyy together all night long 👀💕🤭🥰💞🤭🥰💞🤭🥰💞🤭🥰💞🤭🥰💞💕💕 but when you do find out that you’re pregnant, the first people you tell (besides aaron and jack bug of courseeee 🤭💞) are of course penelope and jj hehehehe they get you again asking if you want to go get drinks with them and you’re like “……i can’t….” which of course makes them both go !!!!!!!!! because now that they know you and aaron are trying for a baby they’ve been looking for all the clues 🤭🤭🤭🤭 so instead of going out for drinks you guys get some (decaf) coffee and go to a store to look at cute baby clothes for baby michael and baby hotchner 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 aaron knows that he will never ever get that shirt back from you, but when he sees you giggling at your bump in through the shirt he can’t even think about anything but how much he loves you :’))) and how excited he is for you guys and your little family 🥹🥹🥹🥹💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💕🤭💕🤭💕

#jess! #SOBBINGGGGGG #i love he :’))))) #seeing hold baby michael and seeing pictures of him holding baby jack like a grapefruit makes you Weep 💞💞💞💞 #because he’s so!!!!! gentle and careful and sweet!!!!! #and you just know he’ll be the same way with another tiny baby hotchner :’)))) #SOBS #.hotch #aaron.hotchner #cw pregnancy #lin.nsfw #hiiiii jess-jess 🤭 ily!!!

[jungwookjins]

[230416] nine on bubble

#SOBBINGGGGGG #HE'S SO CUTE #the way his hair is a little wavy #and his smile in the last one :(( #onlyoneof #ooo #jung wookjin #nine #ooo bubble

[evansbby]

I’m rereading POYT 4 and I just reached this part:

Because you could live without Peter and you could even live without your mother. But you don’t think you could ever live without Steve.

!!!!!!!!!!!!

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#the way she tried to persuade herself he’d changed bc she ‘liked him so much’ #😭😭😭😭😭😭 #SOBBINGGGGGG #yes I know this is really weird that I’m acting like this over my own fic #but sometimes when I haven’t read it for a while and then I read it… idk it just feels brand new sjjsjsjska #just hits differently sometimes u know #my thoughts 💭

[rustedspurs]

had a dream my old cat came to say hi 😭😭😭😭😭

#SOBBINGGGGGG

[elibeeline]

WHATEVER YOU DO DON'T THINK ABOUT THE BLACK BROTHERS WHEN YOU LISTEN TO AFRAID OF THE DARK BY BOYGENIUS

#SOBBINGGGGGG #boygenius #marauders #black brothers

[altruistic-meme]

ok that's it for the spam for now im gonna go find smth to put on youtube and cry to now <3

#sobbingggggg #i say im ok but im NOT #good omens #shh ac

[newts-and-sharks]

Newt Log #0001:

I arrived in my vehicular transport, but once I secured myself and my belongings the sky proceeded to attack the earth with steady and heavy down pour of precipitation. There have been multiple electrical discharges from said sky, most near by my vehicle.

The wind is vicious, for it has rocked my car 4 times. I can see the rain being swept away from the pavement by the wind, which is impressive given how hard it is raining.

I haven’t moved for fear of driving in the fearsome rain.

I don’t fear for my safety currently, the end is in sight.

Newt Log #0001 Fin.

#AUGGHHGSAGAGUYAU #WHY IS THE LIGHTNING SO CLOSE #AND WHY IS THERE SO MUCH RAIN #IT HASNT RAINED IN MONTHS OH MY GOD #SOBBINGGGGGG

[wallcrawld]

It’s hard to stay awake like this.

Well, that’s not quite right. Awake implies that she ever sleeps. Clara is aware of everything, all the time, and it is overwhelming and unbearable and constant, constant. Most of the time, she lets her old friend do the work. As prepped as she was in life, she is still a human consciousness, and she is easily exhausted. It is enough to stay wrapped in someone else’s grieving mind and try to stay afloat.

Sometimes, though, she gets a little poke and an area to focus on, and she can handle that for a while.

The garden was a fantastic idea. She’s almost mad he got the idea, except she’s so damn proud of him. And she does love to listen to him like this, though it makes her wish desperately to be able to talk back. When he hops down, she does what little she can— she pushes herself into that tree, poor thing, and lets the rhythm of her city beat through.

Unsustainable. The effort falls apart within moments, but she hopes he’ll hear it. She hopes he’ll let them take care of him like they promised.

Clara lets herself be swept up into her companion’s mind, safe and worried after and stuck.

never recovering from this thanks xoxo i'm dead now sorry you'll have to run my blog :/

#🕸️ ･ﾟ* save #SOBBINGGGGGG #leatherforhell. #HE HEARS IT!!

[emmashouldbewriting]

NOT THE STATUES OF HER PARENTS

#nah i'm out #out of tears that is #sobbingggggg

[pup-pee]

WTF JUMPSCARE :3

WHAT DID I DO :33333333333333

#boop #the cat booped u back :3 #WHAT DO U MEAN THE CAT BOOPED ME BACK #WHAT CAT WHERE #:3 #srs tho wtf is this some1 else pls tell me u also got this notif bc HELPPPPPPPPPP #i did meow back btw all it did was boop myself i ;;;; #sobbingggggG

[jovine]

Ohhh my god so my incision was leaking light brown, which is probably fine but stressing me out, I tried to do my shot and bled everywhere, the cat puked in my room, and my stomach is having issues all over again

#sobbingggggg #i need everything to be healed and working normally NOW

[beepbananabus]

me, unable to find the drawing and wanting to see it, vs me not wanting to be spoiled for whats to come for me

#bob reads 5r6c #SOBBINGGGGgg

[hxdrostorms]

// the baby all grown up....

#ooc / #sobbingggggg #character tag tba #insert here alde sobbing & dying in the bg

[mochiwrites]

One of the hermits sits Grian down one day and tries to tell him Scar loves him, and Grian, just as faithful to the bit as he is to his husband, just keeps brushing them off.

But then they tell him everything Scar went through while Grian was missing, things they think Grian might not know or realize. How Scar would leave Hermitcraft for weeks on end to scour Highpixel and any other server they'd ever been to and come home exhausted and distraught. How Scar would beg Doc to build some universe-breaking contraption that could find anyone and get angry when told it wasn't possible. How Scar would cry for hours some days and be an emotionless husk the next.

So yes, they tell Grian, who is now in tears himself, Scar loves you. Just tell him how you feel.

Grian goes straight to Scar and apologizes for the 100th time for doing that to him, and Scar just holds him and tells him that none of that matters, that he's home and safe and that's all Scar needs.

“Scar loves you.”

Grian blinks as he stares at both Impulse and Bdubs, the pair looking at him with uncharacteristically serious expressions. This is… not what he expected when being asked to meet at Bdubs’ monolith. “Well yeah, of course he does.” They’re married. Of course he knows! Not that Impulse and Bdubs are aware of that part, at least. It’s been a very funny bit going between himself and Scar.

“No G,” Bdubs argues, making Grian’s brows furrow, “Scar loves you.”

He knows that.

Impulse glances at Bdubs before sighing quietly. “Scar never mentioned how he was when you went missing, did he?” His voice is soft as he asks, calm and friendly.

Slowly, Grian shakes his head. They had of course spoken at length about how hard it was on both sides — with Grian being pulled apart and molded into the perfect little Watcher, and Scar wondering every night if he’d ever see his husband again. But Scar never seemed to want to talk about it much outside of his nightmares. Those nights were always hard, when Scar would cling to Grian, shaking like a leaf as he feared Grian being taken from him again. That was painful enough, he never wanted to press for more.

Bdubs scoffs, “The guy was a total mess! An absolute wreck without you around!”

Impulse elbows him, muttering a quiet “dude.” He looks back to Grian. “Bdubs isn’t uh, exactly wrong in saying that. Scar really didn’t handle you being gone too well.”

Grian tenses as an uneasy feeling sits in his stomach. Of course he knew that it hadn’t been easy for Scar. He can only imagine how badly Scar handled it, something he has a feeling he won’t have to imagine for much longer. If the sympathetic look Impulse is giving him is anything to go by.

“He tried to keep a brave face for a while, I think that was to keep us from worrying too much. Not that it worked much,” Impulse confesses with a weak chuckle. “He’d leave Hermitcraft at least once or twice a month for days at a time, said he was going to Hypixel to search for you. And every time he’d come home looking more distraught and tired than the last. It was… really hard to watch him break himself down like that.” Impulse frowns, absentmindedly brushing off his pants leg.

Hearing that makes Grian’s heart hurt. ‘Oh Scar…’ He can picture it so clearly, his husband racing all over Hypixel, asking anyone and everyone if they knew about Grian or his whereabouts. Going at it for multiple days. Grian imagines him going back to their apartment, collapsing in their bed. He probably exhausted himself often, doing that. Had he been properly taking care of himself? No… probably not.

“And that’s not even touching the stuff with Doc, either!” Bdubs cuts in, earning Grian’s attention. “Do you know how many times during Hermitcraft meetings he’d beg Doc to make some world breaking machine to find you?!”

Impulse grimaces, “Doc would tell him no every time, and gosh, I’ve never seen him get so angry before.”

Neither has Grian.

His wings drop slightly, chest aching at the thought of how much pain Scar must’ve been in. And for so long…

“Cub and I caught him crying a lot,” Bdubs continues, just a tad softer as the air in the room shifts around. Both he and Impulse seem to pick up on Grian’s reaction, the response. “Sometimes he’d cry for hours, or stare obsessively at his communicator. And the next day it was like we were looking at some shell of him.” He crosses his arms over his chest. “He was flat out emotionless, G. I think I could count the number of times I saw him smile on one hand.”

No, that doesn’t sound right. Scar is a man who never stops smiling. He has a smile that’s capable of lighting up the whole room. It’s hard to picture him now without one. Because it’s Scar. Wonderfully bright and happy Scar. The man Grian loves more than anything in the world. For him to lose that…

Impulse reaches out, setting a hand on Grian’s shoulder. “But he brightened up the moment he saw you again, G. You’re Scar’s world, man. He loves you more than anything. So just… be honest with him. Tell him how you feel, yeah?”

Grian sucks in a rough breath, willing his vision to clear as he meets Impulse’s gaze.

————————————————

It doesn’t take Grian very long to find Scar afterward.

He spots his lovable man right in Main Street of Scarland, humming to himself as he constructs a trolley by some flowerbeds. He looks focused, very much in the zone of building as he rests out a color palette or two.

Grian doesn’t hesitate to interrupt him, dropping down beside him. “Scar,” he gets out, of course startling the man.

Scar jumps with the usual goofy yell of his, hard hat falling off his head and hitting the ground with a resounding thud. He looks over at Grian, shocked expression melting into one of fondness as they lock eyes. “Oh! Well if it isn’t the love of my li— oof!”

He’s cut off as Grian barrels right into him, arms wrapping tight around his torso as he buries his face into Scar’s neck. Scar stumbles backward as he rushes to hug Grian back, pressing him close. “Whoa there. Not that I’m upset about this, but what’s with the sudden hug, lovebird?”

“I’m sorry.” Grian pressed his face further against Scar, wrapped up in the familiar smell of spice and earthy tones. “I’m sorry I — I didn’t know how bad it was I—” he breaks off, squeezing his eyes shut, voice wet and shaking. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Tell you about what?” Scar questions, his voice ever so soft as he moves to cards his fingers through his hair, picking up on his distress.

“How it was for you those years I was missing.” Grian wraps his wings around him on instinct, needing him close. He feels the way the other stiffens, going tense in his hold. “I’m so sorry, Scar.”

Scar shushes him, shaking his head as he presses a kiss against his hair. “You have nothing to apologize for, G,” he murmurs. “You’re here now and safe in my arms. That’s the only thing I care about.” And he means it. He and Grian could go through a thousand different trials, but none of them would matter, so long as Scar could hold him and keep him safe again. “You’re home. You’re here. That’s all I need, everything else is in the past.”

Grian’s breath shakes with a quiet and distressed noise, guilt flooding him. He mumbles a few more apologies; for leaving Scar, for not being there, for leaving him to struggle alone. “I love you so much,” he says, “I love you.”

Scar continues to hold him, kissing him all over. “I love you too, sunshine.”

#mochi speaks #mochi writes #secret husbands au #scarian #hermitshipping #THE AUDIBLE NOISE I MADE WHEN I READ YOUR ASK #WAILING AND SOBBINGGGGGG