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#She's not perfect and they've got SOOOO much shit to live with. the both of them.
pyramidofmice · 1 year
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Sally's apology to John really struck me as a raw, meaningful parent-to-child apology. She didn't dumb anything down, she didn't lie to soften anything, she claimed all of her actions... he was so young, and Sally reacted to his age not by talking down to him, but by finding a way to describe the whole truth so he could understand
Most importantly I think is how she kept saying that John is a good person. Like...she thought she was about to die. And she didn't spend that time asking John for forgiveness or to remember her in a good light. She dedicated her words to making John feel loved. She spent that precious time giving him something to make sense of it all, to heal somewhere down the line even when she's not there
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b-ritney · 1 year
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MY FAVS LIST PT.2
for some reason every time I try to add a new fic to my original favs list it says there is an "Error processing my post" *rolling my eyes* I have so many fics to add to the list tho, get ready to add some new HEAT to your TBR :)
PART 1 You DO NOT want to miss these
mostly Stranger Things and Avatar lmao
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Sleepy and Needy in Steves Lap by @lunarzstarz SMUT
Oh my f'ing GAWD, this is *chef's kiss* this writer is SO talented.
she's gonna save me by @newlips Fluff
Bestie im on my knees. You killed that fr, mechanic Eddie never disappoints. :) THIS IS A 2 PaRt SeriES so far!!
as long as you need by @lilacletter SMUT
As promised I was FINALLY able to add this to the list! :) I love the kindness and attentiveness the writer portrayed in Eddie it's so PerFecT, this writer is sooo talented! Get ready to MELT like a popsicle in JULY.
You Give Love A Bad Name by @cinemaquinn SMUT SMUT SMUT
Also as promised I was finally able to add this to the list :) come get ya'll JUICE!!! I am LIVING for the breaks in his dominant demeanor. Like even though he's a dick he still wants her to feel good and be comfortable. BUT THE ENDING TORE MY ASS UPPPPP girllllll it's soooo good!
Ok i had to come back and add more to this bc i've now read it 3 times.
You know when you're looking for that perfect dynamic in a fic that is the sexiest to you? This is that for me. Like you can tell that even though he is cocky and has the rockstar persona when it gets down to it you can tell he genuinely cares that she is comfortable and enjoying herself. and the CHECKING IN had me giggling and kicking my feet like... he is giving me whiplash in the best way... its like a fatal attraction, he draws you in with the bad boy persona and then switches up and is all sweet and caring and then goes right back to the bad boy. I'm so excited to see how the next part goes.
Lets Go Dont Wait by @carolmunson spicy Fluff
Girl... you've once again blessed me with a masterpiece, I'm officially dubbing it a New York Times best-seller
Check out @pandorxx and @tiredmamaissy for some KILLER avatar smut... I mean both of these writers are so talented... and the content they serve is *bitting my knuckles* SO PeRfecT.... if you love ten-foot-tall, blue, SHREDDED cat people then they've got you covered fr fr <3
Satiate me by @zujime SMUT
hehehehehe this is.. hehehe sensational... we love a tired, hazy dick down... at least I do. *cries in virgin* Listen... The casual dominance had me at attention like YES SIRRRRR when he goes, “Open up for me, yeah?” and “Tongue out, baby, come on.” I was GONE. seriously fabulous work <3
Just call me Mr.Munson by @bimbobaggins69 SMUT
Listen the idea of sucking dick has never been appealing to me.. only just recently have I discovered this itty bitty part of me that might like it a little... but THIS, this has given me a whole new perspective lmao consider my horizons broadened, and the idea not completely off the table LMFAO <3 awesome fic
Eddie Shotgunning blurb by @wndalovebot SpICy <3
Doing this with someone is in my top 3 fantasies lmao you should have heard the scream I scrumpt lmao I am a fucking fool for this. You know what I would do if this ever happened to me.... I honestly don't know... but my knees are weak just thinking about it. Sooo Good! <3
Steddie Tattooing blurb by @idkmanijustwannawrite SMUT
Y'all already know this was being added immediately, lmao this first time I got a tat was a religious experience bc I discovered so much about myself lmaooo I was like "you know what would be good with this???" ...Head... all these thoughts were internal. Don't worry I have some semblance of decency lmao then I found out that there is a whole community of people who think the same thing on here lmao all jokes aside, this is so so so good go give it a read, show the author some love, you will not be disappointed. <3
Mafia Eddie by @oneforthemunny
This shit has me giggling like a fool, I can not talk enough about how talented this writer is, I am on my knees fr queen. It's the type of writing you read over and over and NEVER get tired of. <3 Mafia Eddie does something to me frrrrr.
Jake Sully x Bimbo gf by @coffeeandbookskeepmealive SMUT
This keeps me up at night lmao I'll be so for real I'm in between finals rn and I read this before taking my next test... I can't tell you how many times I've read it already.... I'm not normally into the lil housewife type thing but BRUH this had me crossing my legs and giggling fr. What I like about this is that it fits the prompt but Jake doesn't dehumanize her for being lil slut for him. He still treats her nice and wants her to feel good and that makes me FERAL. Go show this writer some love! <3
The Truest Statement by @newlips 18+
I know this isn't necessarily fan fiction lmao but this is going to live in my head forever... lmfao 'big stretch' bruh i'm gone I blacked out.
Something Extra by @luveline SMUT
This was in my first favs list but the damn link broke at some point so I wanted to put it here again because it is sooo good and deserves proper recognition!!! putting my old comments below :)
It's the way he so sexily explains what he's gonna do to the reader and asks if it's ok and everything, we love a respectful man UGH actually though it is so so so so good.
I Need Something By @hellfiremunsonn SMUT
This is the first time I've seen an author (yes an AUTHOR you are so talented <3) mention a lil panic moment after sex which is more common than people might think, there are so many emotions flooding your system at once. and HOLY F this was just all-around amazing... when he "hey hey hey baby you're okay." My cheeks got HOT fr. <3
The "yes" Policy by @pinkrelish Fluff EVENTUAL SMUT
I have mentioned this before but I am just now on the last part and I want to tell the author with all honesty... your writing style blows my mind I was enthralled in every sentence and I could read this over and over and over... you are beyond incredibly talented.. this is the type of story that could EASILY become a brilliant movie and YOU did that! I really hope you are proud of yourself bc all jokes aside this series is a masterpiece. EVERYONE should read this.
Rabbit Food by @oneforthemunny SMUT
The truth is that I need to go through and write a commentary on all your master lists bc everything you write is gold but for some reason this week DILF Eddie has me in a fucking chock hold. Also, new kink unlocked... thank you. LMAO This is another author I can't recommend enough! <3
us versus them by @myosotisa SMUT
You should know I will be back to read this over and over and if I could leave 1000 hearts I would bc GOOD GAWD this did something to me fr fr. This part in particular:
"Did so good for me, sweetheart.
So pretty, so perfect.
Come back to me, baby. Nice and easy."
yeah, I died a little. As in I blushed so hard I had to get up and walk away to cool down. Take a bow bc you DID THAT!!
Phone Sex Operator Eddie by @bimbobaggins69 SMUT
pt. 2
Lord have mercy. Let me start with, this is relatable af bc not only can I not talk to men in person but I can barely make phone calls LMFAO. This is a 2 part series so far y'all come get you some this is such a cute idea.
Sort of similar... I got a phone call from a military recruiter that is always trying to get me and my friends to join the Marines and his voice was so sexy I just ended up flirting with him the whole time (respectfully). Then we found out it's the same marine that we see in person at the mall all the time lmao so I've met this dude in person bahaha (once again respectfully.)
I fr was like "oh haha I wish you could see who you're talking too, the military wouldn't want me." BAHAHA my ass was FISHING for compliments BAHAHA
TBC... <3
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r3b3lgrrrrrrrl · 5 years
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A LunaTic and her Gunn (Part 21)
"A hippie, A punk and An Alien"
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Upstairs, Luna throws on a pair of old jeans with a pair of strappy, flat studded heels. She adds a chunky, gray knitted cardigan over her thin, white tank and black lacey bra. Making sure to be careful of her arm. Leaving her blonde hair loose.
Before leaving she heads back into the studio to kiss Colson goodbye. They're still working on the track. After she kissess him, she asks Colson to send her a copy. He obliges. Walking back up the stairs, song playing in her head, something about it just isn't sitting right with Luna.
"I wanna work this in..." Colson thinks to himself, after saying goodbye to Luna. As he helps mix the track, his mind trails off "But there's somethin ain't right..." His thoughts nagging him.
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Colson offered his Rover but Luna prefers to uber. The New Yorker in her doesn't like to drive if she doesn't have to. Looking out the window, heading to meet Frannie and Paris, 'Tangled up in Blue' comes on the radio. Leaning up Luna begins to ask "Can you..." She stops herself, leaning back into her seat, letting the song play as her mind drifts to Justin. Bob was Theirs.
With a deep flash of pain, she opens her heart as he floods in. Remembering all those nights in bed with just a guitar and a bottle. All the songs they wrote together, littering her brain. "FUCK." She thinks. She breathes deeply, letting him linger in her soul instead of reaching for a Xanax. They had been together since Luna was 17. At almost 27, he had been tangled through out almost her entire life. "I'll always love you." She sighs. Holding her tears, she collects herself as she tips the uber driver and slides out.
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"LOOOONS!!!" Frannie and Paris greet her in unison as she steps out of her uber. They're in The Valley, close to Roger's Bowling. Heading to their favorite Mexican hole in the wall, El Familia.
Chatting with each other unrelentlessly, they're sat easily, ordering margaritas immediately. As they're placed on the table, Paris takes a long sip of hers.
"I fucking LOOOVE their Margs!!" She declares happily, making Luna and Frannie laugh hard.
They don't need menus, they've been eating here ever since they discovered Roger's on Luna's first trip to see Frannie. YEARS ago. They had met in NY, at Vogue, both interning as teenagers at the same time. It was a great experience and connection for them both.
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Anna is a wonderful, delightful and a trusted role model/associate to them both. She had been delighted to connect the girls, pleased to encourage such kind, artistic linears. Without knowing it, Anna fell absolutely in love with both of them. She continues to find it to be a personal privilege, watching their friendship and styles blossom over the years. Observing as they both continued to find their own ways through life and fashion. Her heart broke with their obsure, unfortold similarity. Being who she is, she can't help but admire their own individual strengths and styles. Their sole persons never being lost upon her. They both have a bleeding, long standing, personal sense of self. Aligned with an AUTHENTIC friendship. It's one of the rarest gems Anna has found in her glittered world.
But, glam and glitter aren't in these girls bones. Their friendship was the greatest gift they both took from the internship.
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"YOU fucking love TEQUILA, P!!" Luna laughs, teasing her friend.
"I do. I do..." Paris nods her head laughing, acknowledging both her love and friend's knowledge. She's known Luna almost all her life. Her dad had been friends with Luna's grandmother. They'd been through a lot together. Luna, P and Frannie had all gravitated to each other easily. Luna introducing P to Frannie. They were their own version of The Three Musketeers. A hippie, a punk and an alien, as Frannie liked to refer to herself. All artists. Trying to create their own world, beyond their predecessors.
"Sooooo.....MGK, I mean, Colllllson..." Frannie teases Luna.
"Yeeeahhhhh...." Luna responds beaming.
"You guys are FUCKING cute!!" P declares, Frannie nodding in agreeance.
"We got tattoos..." Luna says beaming, sliding her cardigan off her shoulder. Lifting her right arm to showcase her new ink.
"You drew that, didn't you!?" Frannie asks laughing, knowing Luna's work immediately.
"I did." She laughs, blushing. "We wrote a song too...." She cheeses, rolling her eyes. "Will you listen?" She asks.
"OF COURSE!!" Both girls respond in unison.
Luna pulls her phone out. Finding the file Colson had sent her, she plays it for her friends. They listen intently.
"Wow." Frannie says first. "That's different for you. You're on a beat, not live?"
"Yeeeahhh...." Luna says reluctantly.
"I like it. But doesn't he have a band? Why aren't you live?" P persists.
Her friend's insight seeps into Luna. "I don't know...." She trails off. Knowing that, THAT, was what she was feeling when she walked out of the studio earlier.
"It'd be better live." Frannie says flatly "That's who YOU are and HE HAS A BAND" She continues with a knowing look "I like him and I LOVE that you're happy and creating..." She trails off before she starts again "The lyrics are fucking GREAT, Loons, BUT I'm gonna call you when you're doing some false shit." Frannie continues pointing her purple painted finger out "You don't ride a fucking beat, Loon." Frannie shakes at her matter of fact.
"SOOOO...!!!" Luna starts, changing the subject. "Tell me the latest news on THAT Motherfucker." She's referring to Frannie's divorce. "He still going after The '59 Martin?" She asks her intensely, chin in hand, Frannie's previous words not lost on Luna's mind.
"Yeah.... He won't stop." She sighs.
"You know, I can just fucking kill him." Luna states matter of factly.
Laughing, Frannie responds "I know!" She reaches across the table to grab Luna's hand. "He's already claiming Courtney has tried, though." She sighs, squeezing Luna as she rolls her eyes, letting out a light, sad, chuckle.
"PERFECT!" Luna laughs loudly, squeezing Frannie back. Trying to lighten her friend's heart. "2 birds, 1 fucking stone. Fuck 'em both. I'll ride and let that crazy bitch take the fucking hit!!"
All 3 girls erupt into laughter, knowing there's a legitimacy to Luna's words. She hates the situation Frannie's in, all around. She can't stand Courtney, nor this stupid fucking "husband". As one of Frannie's most trusted friends, she's never cared for either one. A solid regret of Luna's, being that she didn't speak her mind on the latter before it was too late.
"Never a-fucking-gain" Luna thinks squeezing Frannie's hand again, as she looks her friend deep in the eyes.
"You lemme know." Luna says with a nod and her devilish smile, unwaveringly before turning to Paris.
"Tell me about this new Lovaaaa!" She smiles softer at P, snaking her black index finger. Luna hasn't met her new boyfriend yet. She'd been mourning on the East Coast as her friend fell in love on The West.
"Ohhhh...." Paris sighs happily. "He's wonderful and beautiful and..." She trails off beaming. "I have SO much fun creating with him, Loons!!" She bursts to Luna's pleasure.
Excited for her friend, Luna asks when their next show is. Paris isn't sure, her and Gabe are just starting off. "I'm here for a minute." Luna tells her "Let me know when you have a gig, P. You know I'm there." Smiling at her friend. She loves P's style and is always happy to support and experience new music. Personal friends or not. Luna's heart lies deeply in music. It's why she has a cleft note tattooed on her left ring finger. Her first and true love. She's married to music.
"We both will!!" Frannie chimes in. Paris smiles brightly, knowing she has the GREATEST friends.
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The girls finish dinner. Floating around The Valley, they stop into "Roger's" to say 'Hi' to their friend, catch up and reminisce. Luna regrets not thinking to bring the magic slushies. They grab a couple bottles before heading to the beach to burn and watch the sun.
Although she was raised in NY, Luna loves and knows CA like a sweet step-parent. Watching the sunset bob against the sea, enjoying a joint with her friends, Luna's heart swells. She loves and lives for moments like this. She pulls her camera out. It's never far from her grasp. P pulls another joint from her bag, never far from her grasp. The girls giggle, getting stoned, passing the bottles and joints back and forth in delight.
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After the sun has beyond set, huge burn circles and lots of love talking on the beach, the trio hug each other before separating. Each taking an uber. Luna's slightly drunk, but extremely heady as she rides back to Colson's. She enjoyed her time with her friends. Smiling contently she leans her head back for the rest of the way.
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Walking into the house, Luna doesn't know what time it is. She doesn't care. She's drunker than she thought and she wants Colson. And she wants to go to bed. Walking downstairs, she finds him in the booth. Some of the guys are in the studio with a bunch of girls. Slim and a guy she doesn't recognize are at the board. She doesn't care. She walks right into the booth. Heels clicking in her stride.
Colson has been watching her since she came into the studio. His dick grows as he watches her find him and zone in. Her stride is sexy and smooth. Heels clicking with authority. She places her hands on his hips, pulling her into him while sliding her brilliant blue eyes inside his. DEEPLY. "Come to bed, Bunny..." She says, giving him THAT One Look. "Please." She begs before loudly kissing him on the cheek. With drunken, knowing eyes, she smirks at him before sauntering out of the booth. Heels clicking. His eyes follow her out of the booth, through the studio. She stops at the door, letting her cardigan slide down as she looks at him over her tattooed shoulder. Narrowing her eyes, she bites her lip hard before heading out the door with a taunting smile.
""THIS FUCKING BITCH!!!" Colson thinks, his dick growing in excitement with her every move. He looks at AJ and Slim, throwing a wrap it up signal up. He hangs up his headphones before following behind Luna.
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To be continued.....
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