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#Space Ibiza
someinstant · 2 years
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I have literally spent today laughing to myself because I keep remembering that Cassian Andor's response to existential angst and alienation is to go spend an obscene amount of money in space Ibiza, hook up with women whose names he probably does not know, drink hard liquor while shirtless, and go for walks along the beach. Cassian Andor! Who is actually pretty good at many things! Who just managed to not die in a very scary, very technical heist! Who is remarkably effective in high pressure situations (if not always cool-headed)! Cassian Andor, who will eventually be a super competent spy and assassin and will help to steal the Death Star plans-- Cassian Andor spends an undisclosed amount of time trying to party away his sadness like a desperately horny frat boy on the last night of Spring Break.
I love it. It's beautiful. Give me more, people. SPACE IBIZA. THERE WAS LITERAL CLUB MUSIC FOR THE SCORE, I'M DYING.
Whatever Tony Gilroy and that writers' room are on, I need it.
Hee.
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grrlmusic · 8 months
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Busy P, Sebastian, DJ Mehdi
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the-golden-purple-box · 4 months
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othomas30 · 8 months
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Song of the summer?
I think the song of the summer is between these 3 songs...
It Goes Like (Nanana) - Peggy Gou
Smooth Operator - Dan Faro edit
Atmosphere - Fihser
What do you all think is the song of the summer?
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urlasage · 1 year
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sabina on ibiza
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                                    whispering with the angels of the sun
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thechurn · 2 years
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oh this weeks andor ep was fucking excellent
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greynatomy · 5 months
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cindy lou who
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alexia putellas x reader
social media + real life (no part two)
face claim - sabrina carpenter
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yourinstagram made a little something special for the holidays
‘fruitcake’ is out now 🤍
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user AHHHH a christmas album!!!!
user nonsense (christmas version) 👀
taylorswift so proud!
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user guys… cindy lou who
Alexia was at training when she received a notification on her phone. Pulling it out, she sees a familiar notification. ‘yourinstagram posted a photo’
Clicking on it, she sees your new post. A new album.
“Hey, baby.”
Alexia quickly clots out of the app, putting her phone in her pocket.
“Hey.”
“What’re you doing?”
“Oh, you know.” Alexia shrugs her shoulders. “Just going through the socials, emails.”
“Oh, okay. Well, you wanna go to this restaurant I’ve always wanted to try?”
“Sure.”
At dinner, Alexia gets another notification. Seeing it, she acts like it was from her manager, excusing herself from the table.
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yourinstagram since you guys have blown up ‘fruitcake’ i give to you ‘santa doesn’t know you like i do’ music video! enjoy <3
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user mother is feeding us
user omfg is that shawn fucking mendes??
↳ greynatomy it’s not, but pretend it is
taylorswift on repeat!
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shawnmendes who’s that handsome fellow?
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Alexia hasn’t had the chance to listen to the album, but from the looks of it, it’s become a hit in just a few hours.
Returning to the table, she sees that the desserts have been brought out.
“What did your manager want?”
“Oh, you know, just some football talk about the game soon.”
All her girlfriend does is nod, going back on her phone.
It’s been a year since Alexia broke up with you, but she couldn’t seem to stop thinking of you. Everywhere she looked, you were there, whether it was your songs or in posters and magazines.
You were everywhere.
You looked so beautiful in the pictures you posted, but she couldn’t help but wonder about that Shawn guy. Who is he to you? Alexia knew she had no right to be jealous, but she couldn’t help it.
Getting back home, her girlfriend was all over her, hoping to get lucky, but she wasn’t in the mood, pushing her away, giving a sorry of an excuse as to why she didn’t want to.
As her girlfriend slept, she stayed in the living room, putting her headphones on.
The first song, she remembers you writing it. The first time you let Alexia listen to it, it ended with you both back in bed. She grinned at the memory.
Getting to the fourth track, she carefully listens to the lyrics, quickly realizing that it was about her and her new relationship.
“Is this how you really feel?” Alexia asks herself.
She had met her now girlfriend a couple of months after the breakup when she went to Ibiza to let loose. She was aware of how quickly she moved on, so caught up in the new relationship.
She decides to sleep on the couch, not being able to bear sleeping next to her girlfriend.
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yourinstagram what’s in your wishlist?
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shawnmendes am i in yours?
↳ yourinstagram in your dreams
↳ user i need to know if they’re dating!
haileesteinfeld you’re in mine
↳ yourinstagram ily bby
user ugh she’s so pretty
It’s been two weeks since Alexia had listened to your new album. In those two weeks, she broke up with her girlfriend, much to her now ex-girlfriend’s pleas.
Alexia was the one to break up with you. No real reason given, just something about needing space. Remembering back to that conversation, Alexia realizes how much hurt she caused you.
Walking around the neighborhood, seeing all the Christmas lights, it reminds her of how the both of you would walk this very same path, looking at all the lights. Christmas has always been your favorite holiday.
Feeling guilty, she scrolls through her contacts, thumb hovering over your name. Clicking on it, she hears the call ring for a bit, some good news that you haven’t blocked her number. Eventually it goes to voicemail.
“Hey, uh, it’s Alexia. Um, I’ve, uh, just been thinking about you lately. I’m walking and seeing all the lights and I remember how it was your favorite thing to do. And, uh, it’s been a year and I know I have a lot to apologize for. So, if you do get this, please call me back… I miss you. Bye.”
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leah-lover · 22 days
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Love in Ibiza. Barca x reader. Smut 18+
orgy. Part 1 Part 2
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After that Lucy sits closer to you, and moves her head milemeteres away from yours. “ are you sure?” she whispers. You lock your lips with hers as a response. 
As you lean in the kiss you feel Lucy pull away from you. “ no” you whisper for her only to hear. She pulls away still and sits a little far from you. 
“ I am not  sure you know what you are getting yourself into.” she says. 
“ I am sure of my will to have sex with you Lucy and with all of you in fact.” you respond to her. 
“ I told you she liked you luce.” said mapi to lucy. 
“ That's not why I brought her here.” 
“ I know but you owe me now.” 
“ you guys bet on me?” you say in surprise. 
“ Well not bet but you were a topic of a few conversations we had.” said ingrid. 
“ do tell.” you add. “ I find you attractive. Especially when you wear a dress like the one you are wearing right now.” said Lucy looking you up and down. You take off your jacket as a response showcasing your shoulder less black dress. You kept eye contact with Lucy while doing so. 
“ Why don't you come and show me how much you like it then.” you say bravely. You stare into Lucy's eyes for a second before she sits near you. You turn your head to kiss her. Your lips fit perfectly together. Hers were soft and dominating. She quickly took control of you, guided you to straddle her lap; her hands roaming freely on your back. She solicited a few moans from you when she moved on to your neck giving it bruising, mouth full kisses, leaving her mark in each section. Your hands move from her neck to her hair, massaging her scalp as she devours your neck. It was like you two were the only people in the world. She then puts her head on your chest and says “ is  my baby girl enjoying this?” Both you and ona say yes at the same time which makes you  feel a little bit awkward and embarrassed. 
“ It's okay we will make a fun little compaction of who will be my best girl.” She says giving the exposed part of your chest a kiss. 
“ She isn't yours Lucia.” Said Alexia from behind you, her shirt on the ground and her hair was a little bit messy. “ We will see about that “ answered Lucy before kissing you again. She unzips your dress smoothly and helps you take it off. You stay only in a black laced underwear. “ You are so beautiful.” She whispers before going  down on you again. she sucked, kissed, and marked her way down your body leaving red circles all over it.  When she reached  your core she noticed a wet patch on your panties which made her smile. She didn't say a word though. She just tossed them aside, opened your legs and slid between them. Your brain was hazy when she first made contact with your clit. You could even release a full moan with only whimpers and muffled sounds. She put your clit between her teeth sucking at it forcefully, Her hands roamed your stomach. She kept moving until she found the right rhythm that made you arch. Your whimpers were getting louder as she moved up her pace. Her hands continued to touch you all over which made you want to come even more. “ I want to come.” You whisper gently between your heavy breaths. “ Please let me come.” “ Okay be a good girl and come for me.” 
Your eyes were closed when you reached your climax. It was the best orgasm you have ever had. You keep your eyes closed as you ride you high while breathing very loudly.  Lucy gave you in your space to calm down. 
When you opened your eyes you found ona cleaning up your juices from Lucy's mouth. The scene in front of you made your clit pulse again. “ Thank you “ you whisper when she turns to face you. “ Don't know that just yet.” She winks at you and disappears in the hallway opposite you. 
You turn your eyes only to find Ingrid looking at you. You were naked, your legs open, and your juices running down your thighs. However, she didn't make you feel vulnerable. Her eyes made you feel safe. You continue your eye contact for a moment before you extend your arm in her direction inviting her to come next to you. She agrees to your silent request and joins you on your side of the couch. You quickly glance at her girlfriend who was knuckles deep inside Alexia before giving your attention back to Ingrid. 
“Right now Lucy will pride herself in making you look so fucking sexy. You looked amazing. We all stopped and just looked at you “ she said. You get up and sit next to her. “ how long have you been doing this.” You say stroking her arm. “ Well at the beginning it was just me, Maria, Alexia and Jenni . Then Lucy and ona joined. Then aitana. We started about a year ago and we only got together when we wanted to. It was often actually.” She said. “ Are you enjoying yourself so far? '’ ' very much so.” You respond and kiss her. 
This kiss was much softer, and more intimate. Ingrid didn't rush into you she took her time. “ Is your pussy still needy even after what Lucy just did?” She asks. “ I want more.” You respond. You two look at each other before you lay back and invite her over you. Without hesitation she hovers on top of you and quickly slid 2 fingers inside of you. You arch and release a loud moan as a response. Ingrid's thrusts were harder than you thought. She wanted to ruin you and it was obvious. She kept switching up her pace and trying to loosen you up more. “ So fucking tight around my fingers aren't you baby?” She asked l, her voice filled with list. This wasn't a side of Ingrid you have ever seen. She wanted your attention to be on her so when you would turn your head to the side she would turn it back towards her. You were able to notice the scene next to you briefly. Ona was sat on Lucy's lap, her thumb stroking ona’s clit while they were both looking at Ingrid fucking you. The scene turned you on even more but Ingrid's inconsistency didn't allow you to come. She Introduced a third finger which made you scream and arch more but it only made her laugh a little. “Please please please can I come please.” You started begging her, feeling your hole stretched out to what you thought was the max. You continue begging for a while and she speeds up even more. “Please Ingrid.” You beg again. “Okay, you can come now baby “ as soon as you reserved the okay you grabbed a chunk of the couch under you, released the loudest moan of the night and came. Seconds after you you heard ona’s cries as she came too. You in absolute bliss when Ingrid pecked your lips.
“ You may have been the first but I made her come harder.” Said Ingrid to Lucy.
“ Now it's our time to try.” Alexia pointed at herself and at mapi. 
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two-white-butterflies · 11 months
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violets for roses | c16
Description: Charles breaks up with you in search for higher ground. Where he realizes that he needs you beside him in order to truly win.
Pairing: charles leclerc/neurosurgeon!reader
Rating: Teen [jealousy, angst]
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When he told you that he needed space - you gave it to him willingly, without any doubts or questions - because you knew deep inside that he'd come crawling back - that you couldn't live without each other. But when he wanted to make that space permanent? It caught you off guard.
"What do you mean?" you could feel your throat threaten to leak green bile. He seemed calm and composed from the other side of the call - a complete opposite of you. "I don't think that we're going to work in the long term, bebe." he dare used a nickname.
A small shudder escaped your lips.
"I don't understand," you shook your head - playing with the bracelet that he gifted you. "I want to focus on the championship." he began to explain his side of the story, but you couldn't help interrupt him. "Are you calling me a distraction?" you bite your lower lip.
You felt stupid.
Stupid because you weren't aware of his feelings. Unaware of the storm that was brewing inside of his mind. "I'm calling myself easily distracted," he defended you - knowing that half of his heart still belonged to the woman inside of you. "I-I think you're too good for me. You deserve someone who can stand beside you - hold your hand through accomplishments. That's not me." he prefaced.
While you were saving lives - he was toying with his own.
"Look at the future, bebe. Can you see a person who's barely there? I know you - I know that you want to be perfect. You dream about those white fences, a four bedroom house, kids that go to school - I can't give you that." he persuaded you, knowing deep inside his heart that he could give you that.
He could give you the family that you wanted - but he wanted to fix his life first. He wanted to make a name for himself.
"Well, there's no use in trying to force you to do something." you hum, wiping the tears away from your eyes.
"Goodbye, Leclerc." you hang up.
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Charles_Leclerc: A single picture, yet it gives me a million emotions. I enjoyed being with you. I enjoyed drinking martinis by the beach and rolling down the sand dunes in Dubai. I enjoyed dancing in Ibiza, and singing down the streets of Los Angeles. I had fun, and I loved you - but good things must come to an end. Thank you, doctora. ❤️
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dr_yn_official: I'll be getting over you, my whole life. Merci du fond du coeur. @Charles_Leclerc
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CHARLES LECLERC AND GIRLFRIEND'S BREAKUP TO MATTY HEALY AND TAYLOR SWIFT SPLIT. (by deuxmoi)
Deuxmoi: Now I got this from one of his girlfriend's close friend, that Charles wanted to focus on the championship while she wanted to focus more on their relationship. A few months before their public breakup, they had a little break (now they didn't specify how long the 'break' lasted but they broke up officially before they got back together).
Unknown: That's shitty, because isn't Charles 25? He's old enough to know that a person should focus on what their girlfriend needs.
Deuxmoi: Yeah! And apparently, he was very 'fuck off' manner and he was all about himself. He was always talking about what he wanted and what he needed.
Unknown: Oh my god!
Deuxmoi: Now I'm gonna start this off by saying that I'm not taking any sides, but my source told me that Y/N was bending over backwards to provide what he needed and wanted. At the end (he spoke up about their faults by phone call by the way) - at the end she just went 'alright i don't wanna make our relationship a favor to you' and broke up with him.
Unknown: She broke up with him?
Deuxmoi: Yes, she did.
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"Are you alright?" your co-worker places a hand on your shoulder, seeing that you weren't able to finish the surgery. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have stepped into the OR knowing that I'm like this." you sigh, leaning into the cold metal chair. You've seen the tweets about you. You've seen the hashtags on twitter. It wasn't helping.
"It's okay, you're the best surgeon in the hospital - and Dr. Alawi has finished the operation. No harm done - but I will be telling HR." the nurse warns you, and you answer with a nod. Fair is fair. "It's just hard getting over a breakup," you admit - wiping the sweat off your forehead. " -especially when it's with someone I see a future with."
She sits down beside you, offering a bottle of water.
"I don't want to ask anything personal, but if you need someone. I'll be here to help you - I'm sure that you'll see someone better." she comforted. "Lots of fish in the sea." she joked, earning a small laugh.
She glances at you - seeing the sad look on your face.
"Guess what," she smiled and you turned to look at her. "What?" you inquired - watching her open her phone. "You should go on a date, something that'll take your mind off him." she offered, showing you a picture of her cousin. "He's also a neurosurgeon. Dr. Pritchett, you'll love him." she smiled, browsing through his instagram posts.
A sigh escapes your mouth. Anything to get rid of Charles.
"Give me the date, I'll be there." you tell her, and she begins typing on her phone - presumably messaging the man.
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The friendship between you and Dr. Pritchett grew with every event that he invited you to join. Soon enough, you find yourself tolerating his company - often leaning into his touch willingly.
"This institution was founded by my grandfather, Mr. Patel. It's helped so much patients that suffer from brain related diseases. I can't imagine a Monaco without it." your date boasted, touring the entire crowd around the tapestries hung around the hospital.
"The number of sponsors and volunteers grow with every month, now thanks to Formula One collaborating with us - we help a lot more people." he chuckled, hands rubbing comforting circles on your back - you almost forgot that your ex-boyfriend was in the crowd.
"It's beautiful here, I didn't expect it to be a hospital." Toto complimented, taking a slow sip of his champagne. He was one of the hospital's biggest donator. Truly, a nice guy. "We wanted it to feel like home." you add - showing them around the new building.
Your eyes trail towards the man beside him - Charles Leclerc.
"It feels like that," he hummed - a small frown on his face. You were getting on his nerves now - and so was the man beside you. "Most of our patients are children, the adults are in the other wing." Dr. Pritchett added, glancing at you. "We tried to make it as colorful as possible, but it's a hospital - decorum is needed." you hum, fingers dancing along the rim of your glass.
Why couldn't you stop thinking about him?
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officialyour_name: the annual st. luke's gala. thank you so much to @formulaone and @scuderiaferrari for sponsoring tonight's event. also to the f1 grid who are in full attendance!
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Charles had a lot of guts marching towards you.
"Hey," he breathed seeing that sad pout on your face. "Hey," you smiled at him - surprised to see him walking towards you with such bravery. Didn't he walk out of the door a few months ago?
"You're in a new relationship, huh?" he chuckled bitterly, sitting down on the wooden chair beside you. "Well, it's not a relationship - it's more of a friendship." you admit, doctors and formula one drivers have a lot in common - they both didn't have time for relationships.
Dr. Pritchett saw you as eye-candy. Something to pass time around.
"That relaxes me a bit," he hummed - letting the alcohol take full control of the situation. "I regret breaking up with you, to be honest." he scratched his nose, fearing your response. "Charles, don't." you warn him a disapproving stare.
You already learned from the past - you already let go of your wings in order to fly. He didn't have the right to take that away. He didn't have the right to take away your independence.
"I can't stop thinking about you, and I want to get back - together, bebe." he used the same term of endearment, waiting patiently for your reply. "You can't be serious," you scoff - feeling the eyes on you.
"I'll give you time, but you know how to find me." he stood up.
and you'll always find him.
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(ONE YEAR LATER)
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officialyour_name: never thought i'd be sharing a candid shot, but here we are ❤️
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"I can never seem to get rid of you," you chuckle - laying on the sand and watching him attempt to make a sand-castle. It's been six months since you last gave him a chance. Twelve months since that fateful gala. You've never been happier. "Well, you're jealous because my sand castles are beautiful." he boasted, filling it with water.
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"Sure, bebe." you teased.
He's changed a lot. He's more honest with his feelings. He talks to you about his problems - instead of keeping it to himself.
He wasn't a good boyfriend before - but he was a great boyfriend now.
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Charles_Leclerc: We gave it a bit of thinking, and we realized that we look better together. I realized that I'm better with her. Cheers to dancing in Ibiza, singing down L.A, slipping down Dubai, and drinking Martinis by the beach. @officialyour_name
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soldforparts12: YES! I KNEW THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN
officialyour_name: I LOVE YOU
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officialyour_name: We look better in RED. Missed you, drama king.
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auteurdelabre · 4 months
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Please, Mr. Miller? Sequel part 3 - DBF!Joel x f!Reader
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As I type this, the winner of the "What story should I post next?" poll is this one by a landslide, which is lucky because I can't get these two horny idiots outta my head.
summary: After fucking Joel Miller in a bathroom during dinner with your BF and best friend Sarah last night he suggests you two meet to talk things out before you leave for Ibiza. . . But talking isn't all you do.
Part 3 of this sequel of PWP with a lil' plot thrown in. Suspend your disbelief y'all.
words: 7.6k
rating: 18+
warnings: Dirty Talk, Daddy Kink, Kissing, Exhibitionism, Cuckhold, oral (F and M receiving), Infidelity, Caught in the Act, Angst, Age Gap, Possessiveness,
a/n: I write some depraved shit, but I think this might take the cake. You've been warned.
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[2:45pm] HIM💜 : We gotta talk
[2:48pm] I'm leaving for Ibiza at five. I'm packing. 
[2:448pm] HIM💜: Sarah is with Charlie. She told me they're gonna spend the night in town.  Some anniversary thing.
[2:49pm] K
[2:50pm] HIM💜: So maybe I could come over and we could talk about everything?
[2:55pm] I don't know Joel
[2:55pm] HIM💜: No funny business. I think we just need to get things out in the open 
[2:57pm] HIM💜: Please
[2:59pm] Ok.
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Joel arrives an hour later with two coffees and a sheepish expression on his handsome face. The dorms are mostly empty thanks to spring break, so no one sees the man coming into your room. You step back, letting him enter as you take the coffee from him with a soft thanks. He’s wearing a soft grey t-shirt under a green plaid flannel, his dark jeans straining over his thighs.
You take a sip of the coffee, trying to fight the affection that swims in your chest when you realize he knows exactly how you take it.
"Didn't really get a good look at this place yesterday," Joel says as he walks the perimeter of the small space trying to work up the courage to broach the topic you both want to dance around. "S'cozy."
Joel looks at your bed and you see something pass behind his eyes; a thought, a feeling, you're not quite sure. You wiser what he thinks of your pale pink sheets and fluffy pillows. If he notices the books that are strewn over your nightstand. 
"I'm reading this one right now," he mutters, pointing to Bloom Meridian sitting atop the pile. "S' good."
"I'm enjoying it,” you offer stiffly. You don’t know how to feel about him right now. He looks and smells so damn good, but at the same time all you can think of is how he ignored you until last night. How he stopped responding to your texts until he wanted something. You put the coffee cup on your dresser, feeling nervous.
“Joel you didn’t come here to talk books.”
Joel blinks a moment before he nods awkwardly, draining what remains of his coffee before dropping it in the garbage can. He inhales slowly, like a balloon being filled and then he fixes you with a stern look.
"I just wanted to come over to say that this is getting out of control," Joel says quietly. 
No shit. 
You manage to get out a sharp laugh of derision. "I'm not the one who followed me into a bathroom, Joel." 
Joel holds his hands up in defense. "Not saying it's you. It's me too. More me than anything and I'm sorry for it."
Sorry for it.
Regret.
It’s all there etched in the crinkles of his wary eyes as he stares at you. No, he’s staring at your ear, not able to look directly into your eyes. For some reason this makes you furious and heartbroken all in one stroke. Your arms cross in front of your chest, holding you and your emotions at bay.
"I wish you were sorry for calling me when you were drunk," you shoot back finding no reason not to lay into him. "And for fingering me at a table surrounded by everyone including my fucking boyfriend."
Joel's cheeks flush and he winces. You see the way his shoulders slump and his head tilts to look at the ground in shame.
"I’m real sorry for that too. That was a horrible fucking thing to do."
And yet it’s not that which hurts the most. It’s what he said that night of the phone call. The sentence that’s been running around in your mind for the last few weeks. The thing that keeps you up when you should be asleep.  
"I really wish you'd apologize for telling me I was gonna ruin your life."
Joel’s head jerks up. "Huh? When did I do that?"
"The drunk phone call."
"Fuck," Joel's hand drags down his face. "I don't even remember that. But I mean..."
He trails off and with every beat of silence you feel your ire grow. Is he actually trying to blame everything on you? You stride over to him, gratified when he takes a nervous step backwards into Sarah’s dresser.  
"You're saying I ruined your life?" Anger courses through you now, red hot and piping. You shove his muscled shoulders brutally and he doesn't move. "You're saying you didn't ruin mine? You think you don't haunt my fucking dreams?"
Each word is punctuated with an attempted punch against Joel's chest that he deflects gently by taking your wrists in his hands, holding you, tears in both of your eyes.
"You think I haven't thought about you every fucking day since Christmas?" You say biting back sobs. 
"You're with that boy aren't you?" Joel hisses back, the grip on your wrists tightening. "Don't think you're too lonely."
"And you're with Tess!"
"Not for long!' Joel roars at you, his voice a rumble from his chest. Almost immediately you see his eyes shut, his face screwing up as if he’s just been stabbed. You realize he hadn’t meant to share this information with you. 
Now it’s your turn to take a step backwards, your wrists still caught in his hold. His words settle over you both, leaving you with wide eyes as Joel's jaw tics. 
"W-what?"
Joel drops your wrists and lowers himself to sit on the edge of your bed, his breath coming out in a long sigh.
"S'why she's not here this week," Joel tells you, head in his hands, elbows balanced on his thighs. "We've been arguin' a lot, practically since we got married, but lately its been worse. She suggested this week be good for time apart. To clear our heads."
You blink quickly before coming to sit next to him, your hands folding over your lap. There’s a rocking sensation in your stomach, a mixture between profound joy and extreme compassion. You think of Tess and Joel as people separate from you, a husband and wife who have found themselves in a terrible position.
"I'm sorry, Joel."
"No you're not."
"Don't tell me how I feel," you shoot back irritated. "I am sorry for you and for Tess. Divorce is hard. I'm sorry for Sarah."
"Sarah barely knew Tess," Joel shrugs. "Neither of them really made much effort. Not that I blame 'em. Sarah's a grown woman, she doesn't need a mom."
"But you love her," you reason in a small voice.
"I did- do," Joel self corrects. He doesn't look at you; his head is still in his hands. His thumbs rub small circles into his temple. You can feel the tension that remains.
"But it's not just that, is it?" 
He straightens, eyes moving to your face before fleeing to the rest of the room. He picks apart the dents in the wall from when you and Sarah had a dance party after exams. The papers on your desk that are scribbled on. The soft lace that trim the pillows on your bed. From where you sit it all looks so immature. The longer he looks the more he shakes his head. 
"It's just ... I'm some fucking cliché," Joel mutters ruefully. "Old guy fucking some gorgeous young thing until she gets bored." 
"Bored?" 
"You think I'm dumb?" Joel snaps and for once he intimidates you with the glare he shoots your way. "If I were just some guy on the street you'd never have looked twice. But I'm married and your friend's dad and you thought you'd have a fun little thrill."
The air is knocked from your lungs. 
"You think I'm doing this because I get off on you being married?" You ask, crestfallen. 
Joel fixes you with a withering gaze that makes you want to shrink back into the bed sheets. 
"You fucked me in my bed saying you could keep a secret, sucked my wedding ring off my finger, told me to hold you down with my left hand, when I fucked you in my truck," Joel starts to list off the various moments of indiscretion. "What am I supposed to think about that?"
Your eyes fall to your fingers tangled in your lap. 
"I liked the power of making you want me," you confess quietly. "That you shouldn't want me but you did. That you were choosing me."
"It turned you on that it was wrong."
Joel's voice is full of so much disgust that it infuriates you.
"It turned you on too! The whole forbidden thing, I know it did. You don’t get to put this all on me! You’re the one that chose to fuck my mouth with your wife out the window. You liked sneaking around, Joel." 
"Yeah and look at us now!" 
"Yeah, look at us now," you scoff. Joel looks like he wants to jump out the window or punch something. He bites the inside of his cheek, unable to look at you when he speaks next.
"It was nothing but a thrill for you."
“That’s not true.”
“You wanted to fuck a married guy,” Joel insists with a disgusted scoff. “I was just the first one stupid enough to do it.”
“So fucking me was stupid?”
“No,” Joel insists and you see the panic there in the dark of his eyes. “It was… I’m the older one, I never shoulda let it go this far.”
“I’m an adult, Joel,” you say rolling your eyes. “Neither of us is clean here. We both did it and we both liked it. And yeah, I can admit it started as a married man thing, but that's not how it ended. Not for me."
Joel’s barely breathing as he rubs at the back of his neck anxiously. He keeps rolling his tongue to the side of his cheek, deep in thought as he paces back and forth in front of you.
"Good sex-"
"It's not just the sex," you cut in, breath trembling with the sudden honesty. "Those times at Christmas when you and I talked? The snowflake? When you look at me you see something. The same something I see in you."
Joel's eyes have softened, and he comes back to sit next to you on the bed. His large frame causes the mattress to creak. It's funny he can look so fierce in that body of his, but when you see his eyes you can see inside and you know there's nothing but sweet gentle kindness that draws you in. 
"What do you see?"
"I don't know exactly," you shrug, overwhelmed by the emotion. "Something powerful. Something that draws us together over and over. Something that when I’m in your arms makes the rest of the world go quiet."
Joel grows still and his brows knit together. He twists slightly, his knee bumping into yours. His voice is thoughtful and measured when he finally speaks to you, squinting. 
"I'm supposed to believe you actually want me? You? Beautiful, intelligent young woman wants an old man like me?"
"You're not old," you insist with a frown. "Mature yeah, but not old."
"Old enough to be your da-" Joel catches himself, flushing pink at the tips of his ears. "Old enough to be your father."
"You had Sarah real young," you say with amusement. "My dad's got at least fifteen years on you."
Joel gives a wry smirk but you can see the discomfort in his features. 
"Joel have you seen yourself?" You say with confusion clear in your expression. "Do you not see how women look at you? The waitress last night nearly dropped the pitcher of sangria on my lap because she was staring at you."
"C'mon now," Joel says shyly glancing away from you. You can tell he's not used to this kind of praise, this kind of appreciation and it hurts to know that.
"It's true," you insist, wishing you could cover his face in kisses. "The first time I saw you in the airport I was shocked at how hot you were."
"Enough," Joel is embarrassedly looking away now, tilting slightly from your searching gaze. 
"Your arms in that t-shirt," you continue, voice growing dreamy. "Your shoulders when you were carrying stuff to your truck."
Your closer now, body angling towards his and pupils blown wide.
"Don't," Joel warns you huskily, tilting slightly back from you. "Don't look at me like that."
"Like what?"
"Like you want me to fuck you," Joel murmurs.
"Maybe I do."
"Well that's the problem ain't it?" Joel huffs, forcing himself to a stand again. You don’t miss the way he moves slightly hunched over, trying to hide his burgeoning erection. "We can't keep goin' on like this. It's gotta stop. But we both gotta be in agreement. We gotta help each other."
"How?"
"If one of us starts up the other ones gotta stop it," Joel insists. "We gotta be strong for each other."
"But what if I don't want to be strong?" You ask him with genuine feeling. "What if I wanted to keep seeing you? Not just for sex?"
"You'll get bored."
"I won't."
“We barely know one another,” Joel says. “You might hate me the more you get to know me.”
“Not possible.”
All you can focus on the anguish in Joel's face. You want to soothe the concern from his brow, to kiss his full mouth into submission. 
"I should go," Joel says and you watch his eyes slide over your face. You feel desperation tingling through your body. 
"So what can we do?" you ask, noting the way Joel's gaze snaps to you as your voice grows husky around the edges. 
"Whadda ya mean," Joel asks nervously. 
"Where's the line?" You ask innocently. "Can I hug you goodbye, for example?"
Joel's face relaxes, he nods. "Yeah, course."
"Okay good," you say breathily. "Kiss?"
"Not on the mouth."
"Jesus," you roll your eyes. 
"We can't," Joel pleads with his eyes. "I can't control myself. Please, we just need to do it this way. Go cold turkey."
Joel swallows and you know you don't want to force him to do anything. If Joel wants you like you want him it shouldn't feel like persuasion. It should be easy. 
“Okay.”
You stand and slowly make your way over to him. He holds his arms open, urging you into a tight hug. Your arms go around his waist, your cheek tilting against his chest.
"Well, thanks for seein' me and listenin' to my side of things,” he murmurs against your forehead. You feel tears welling up at the corners of your eyes.
"Anytime Mister Miller."
And just as you begin to accept that perhaps this really is the end, you feel Joel's cock growing hard against your stomach and everything unravels. You press yourself more tightly against him, shifting against him as his fingers dig into your back. 
"What're you doin'?" Joel asks in a voice that sounds thick. But his hips are already starting to roll against you.
"Just saying goodbye," you say as if oblivious to his cock hardening further against your belly. Your face is buried in his t-shirt, inhaling deeply the scent of his cologne, his deodorant, the soap from his shower. Everything that makes him Joel.
"Shouldn't-"
"You said hugs were okay," you purr, nuzzling against his sternum. You hold in a smile when he shivers and grips you tighter to him. His hands slide down to cup your ass, kneading the flesh there under your jeans and pulling you tighter against his pelvis. 
"Should stop," he tells you in a voice made of velvet over iron. He says this even as he grips your ass and forces his denim-clad cock between your legs the best he can. He rubs there, rutting against you as your arms move to encircle his neck.
Your mouth sponges against his jaw and Joel does nothing to stop you. He even angles his neck so it's easier for you to begin nibbling gently along his muscled tendons that run the length of it as he continues to grind against you. 
"Feels good," he murmurs dreamily. 
"Yeah?" You whisper huskily. Your hand moves from Joel's back to slide down to the swell of his ass through his jeans. "Gonna let me keep making you feel good?"
His hips tilt into your palm, inhaling through his nose when you start to grind back against him. 
"Yes."
"Aren't you gonna stop me?" You huff against his mouth. 
"No."
"Cuz you want this just as much as I do?"
"Yes," Joel's mouth crashes against yours. "Fuck yes, I do."
He kisses you fiercely, holding you so tightly to him you’re almost breathless. You make small whining noises, hands gripping against him, begging him brokenly to please fuck you.
"Here in your bed?" Joel says huskily, lips quirking into an oily smirk. "So you can come all over your pretty pink sheets?"
"Yes," you breathe, lips parting as his mouth finds yours. 
He wastes no time divesting you both of your clothing, grinning at you when you lay back on your bed, arms above your head and arch in anticipation. You’re exposed to him in every way and you love it.  
He stands next to the bed, hair ruffled from when he's taken his t-shirt off.
“You really want this?”
“Yes, Joel. I really do.”
He lets a palm slide from your kneecap upwards. You arch, ready for his hands and mouth and cock and whatever else he'll give you. 
"Lemme just look at you a moment," he says, his warm eyes running the length of your naked body. The head of his cock weeps the longer his eyes linger. "Goddam you are a beautiful thing."
You feel a heat rise to your cheeks, unable to look him in the face. Instead your eyes fixate on his cock, thick and beautiful. You curve up onto your knees, crawling to the edge of the bed with a playful look as Joel stares at you from under half-lowered lids. 
"Please, Mister Miller?" you say nuzzling his thigh with your cheek.
"You wanna taste?" He croons, palm on your cheek as you nod up at him. "Go on, baby."
You lick his reddened tip and you taste him salty and warm on your tongue, eyelids flickering as you begin to suck. Joel's fingers wind in your hair, 
"Fuck I missed this," Joel groans from where he stands beside the bed. "Missed you."
You hum around his cock in agreement, palms rubbing along his belly in comfort. He missed you like you missed him. He moves slowly, his cock dragging out to circle your lips before he pushes back in, making you moan around his shaft.
"Not gonna last long if you keep goin'," he rasps. "And I wanna last for you."
It's your only night until how long? Graduation maybe, you think. But who knows if you'll be able to steal away like this again? In a few short hours you leave for Ibiza with your boyfriend. He’ll be on a plane ride home.
Joel pulls you off of him before his mouth descends, nipping your bottom lip before his mouth seals over yours.
You pull his naked body down against you into the bed, feeling his knees on either side of your hips as he kisses you. His hands are warm and large and they swim over your skin, taking time to savor your flesh as he licks into your mouth. You feel his cock bob against your belly, weeping. You break off to look at it with anticipation.
"Look at what you do to me," Joel murmurs.  “Cock never gets like this with anyone else.”
“I want it, Joel.”
"Get on your hands and knees."
You do, back arching as you glance back at him. He's panting, his large eyes fixed on you. A feeling like love overtakes you, making you break his gaze as you turn your head around, dropping it forward as he slides into your welcoming cunt. The stretch is perfect, leaving you full and warm and... His. You feel like his. 
"How do you always feel so fucking perfect?" he groans out from behind you as he starts to thrust. 
"It's you who's perfect," you moan back, dropping to your forearms as Joel begins to pound into you. "Never felt so full."
"Never?" Joel grinds out, slapping your ass playfully. "What about Connor?"
"Nothing to me," you answer firmly, not bothering to correct the name. "S'only because I couldn't stop thinking about you." 
Joel's hips slow a moment, long enough for you to glance over your shoulder at him. He's shooting you an inscrutable look, his mouth thinned. 
"I don't want you waiting for me," he says slowly. “You deserve the world. You deserve a man who can treat you right, who can be with you.”
"I know, I'm not," you lie. 
"Alright then," Joel nods and needing to reclaim the frenzy from before he pushes into you with a groan. "Now be good and show me how much you missed my cock." 
///
Conrad has always had things come easy to him. Friends, Grades, female attention. And when things didn't come easy he always had money. Money solves a lot of issues. 
Today he pops his earbuds in and starts blasting Kanye before shooting you off a quick text as he walks towards your place on campus. His bags are already in the car, ready for a romantic get away with his girl.
[4:55pm] Hey babe u ready?
A text comes through as soon as he sends that one to you. 
I miss your cock bb. [Foryou.jpg]
Attached is a very obscene photos of Pam giving a coquettish look to the camera, mouth open and tongue out suggestively.
Pam is the snowbunny from Vermont with the fake tits and great ass. Conrad rolls his eyes, deleting the text and officially blocking the number. He hasn't replied to her since Vermont and she's clearly not getting the message. 
He only told you about the Pam because he knew you'd suspected when that dumb bitch insisted on posting a photo of them on Instagram. 
He didn't tell you that after she sucked his cock he fucked her in front of the fireplace in her sprawling chalet. He didn't tell you that she got needy and clingy in a way you'd never been and that it made him realize letting you go had been the biggest mistake of his life. 
[4:59pm] I'm heading your way. Make sure you don’t forget your bikini
You're the only one he told about cheating on the test. The only one he can tell about a lot of stuff. His parents love you. It's a good match. You're as close to love as he's every experienced. 
He's going to propose in Ibiza because it's been five years and his parents are starting to pressure him. You come from a good family, you're smart and beautiful. 
Sex with you lately is... Okay. He finds you distracted as of late. And when you're not distant you're more dominant, more in control and he doesn't love it. He likes to be the one in control. 
So today when he jogs up the steps of your dorm whistling softly to himself in tune with the music his mind is distracted. He's wondering if the ring he got you is your taste and where a good spot would be to propose. You both have keys to each other's dorm rooms and when he unlocks and pushes open the door he expects it to be empty with your suitcase on the bed. 
His eyes are on his phone with the music blasting as he enters. He closes the door behind him before he finally looks up, almost dropping his phone in the process. You're facing the door on your bed on all fours, the sheets a tangle, the scent of sex in the air. 
Conrad can only stare in fixated horror, seeing how fucked out your expression is. Mouth hung open, eyes shut, brows furrowed as you rest on your hands and knees. Your fingers clutch at the blankets holding on for dear life as obscene slapping noises fill the room. 
Your back is arched violently, body undulating and slick with sweat. Your hair is damp at the temples. It's obvious the two of you have been at this for some time. Your tits swing with every thrust, your body jerking with the sharp snap of the man's hips behind you. 
"Faster," you cry out hoarsely, hand going to grab one of the hands on your hips. "Please! I'm so close!"
Watching as you thrust yourself backwards to take this man's cock deeper makes Conrad's stomach twist. Your eyes are rolling back as you whimper out babbling cries of pleasure.
It's now that Conrad's attention shifts to the golden skin of the figure behind you. The sight of some muscular, broad shouldered man fucking into you from behind takes Conrad's breath from him.
Conrad sees the way this man holds your hips possessively in his broad hands, fingertips dimpling the flesh as you grind back against him. He's transfixed at the sight of his girlfriend who is usually so focused during sex is now so loose, so submissive to the looming figure that fucks into her from behind.  
His phone drops from his trembling hands, thudding to the carpet and drawing your attention. Your eyes snap open and a look of shock crosses your features. 
"Oh ff-fuck," you groan out at the sight of him, but you don't slow your movements. If anything you look more turned on, your hips starting to roll. 
"That's my girl," the rumbled twang sounds out from against your shoulder. "Yeah just like that... Oh, fuck just like that my good girl. Make those pretty sounds for me."
Somewhere in all of this, righteous indignation rises to the surface of Conrad's being.
 That someone would touch what belongs to him. 
///
Joel's head is dropped between your shoulder blades, oblivious to the young man standing at the end of the room. His shoulders are rolling as he pushes and pulls your pliant body along his cock murmuring how good you feel. 
Conrad sputters, watching helplessly as a broad, faceless man with a back that glistens with sweat continues to fuck into his girlfriend.
"Who the fuck is this?" 
Joel must have heard Conrad this time because his head jerks up, eyes fixed on the handsome young man. Conrad sees the blown out pupils of the older man, the damp curl over his forehead, the way his full lips curve into a sadistic grin.
"I'm her Daddy," Joel rasps, smirking further as Conrad's face goes puce. You give a low moan of pleasure at how wrecked Joel’s voice sounds. 
Joel tilts forward, hand wrapped around your neck to gently tilt your face up as he keeps ramming into you from behind. "Tell him, baby."
Your head drops forward shyly but you can't stop the rhythmic pounding of Joel against your ass. You know you should feel guilty and shamed, but all you feel right now is so impossibly turned on. Turned on that Joel is fucking you in your bed. Turned on that he's not stopping even when he's caught. Turned on that Conrad is seeing it happen. 
"He's... He's my Daddy," you finally say, slack-jawed as the pleasure of Joel's body builds within you. "Oh fuck.. fuck… ‘n I'm his g-good girl."
"Yeah you are," Joel coos. "So good."
Joel gives a feral grin in Conrad’s direction before tugging you back towards him. The sound of flesh on flesh fills the room as Conrad stands as if frozen. All of a sudden a look of disgust crosses your boyfriend’s features as he recognizes Joel from dinner the night before.
"Does it turn you on knowing he's watching you get fucked?" Joel rasps in your ear. "Makin’ sure he knows you’re all mine right now?"
You can't answer. Your forehead simply drops down to rest on the coverlet as Joel jerks his hips into you. He rights himself into a kneeled position, pulling you by the hips back along his length, watching with delight as your ass jiggles hypnotically with every thrust.
"C'mon baby," Joel pants down at you. "Show this boy who owns your pussy."
"Yes, Mister Miller," you insist, ass in the air as Joel shakes you with every thrust. 
"You don't need some pathetic boy when you've got a man's cock," Joel grunts out, each word punctuated by a violent thrust that has you moaning for more. "Just need me don't you?"
"Yes," you cry, eyes squeezing shut. "Feels so good!"
You feel the blinding shine of pleasure being replaced with honeyed release and you keen against him. Arousal soaks him, dripping down his thighs as Joel marvels, his hips not slowing as he chases his own climax.
"She comes so goddam easy," Joel says in awe. His dark eyes dart to a frozen Conrad. "You fucked up lettin’ her go, little boy. Even for a week."
That seems to wake Conrad from whatever stupor he was stuck in. He jerks to life, stepping closer to the bed, his hands in fists. Hands you know have never seen a day’s actual work in their life.
"Get away from her," Conrad says, eyes flashing but voice dim. "You’re a fucking pervert."
"He's n-not," you cry out, unable to focus because Joel doesn't stop what he's doing, he simply pushes you harder in the mattress, fucking deeper. 
"You take another step closer and when I'm done fucking your girlfriend here I'll kick your ass," Joel says, jaw squared. 
The thought of a fight erupting makes your clit pulse, mewling when Joel's fingers find it, pinching and rubbing at it with his middle and ring finger. 
"She make noises like that for you?" Joel challenges. Conrad says nothing in reply, only swallowing hard as his face grows blotchy. 
"Nah she doesn’t,” Joel decides. “That’s cuz you didn't know how to fuck her right.”
Now Joel jackhammers into you as his fingers rub your clit, spreading your arousal and causing a trembling to begin in your thighs. He pins your wrists under his hands, making you keen, ass bouncing off his hips.
“My good girl deserves to get fucked right," Joel tells him, voice growing breathless. "Pussy this perfect? And oh… I can feel it squeezin’ me now. She's gonna give me another one aren't you baby?"
"Uh huh."
"Anyone else make you come like this?"
"No," you say quickly, moans escaping every time he thrusts. "Only you."
Conrad makes a choking sound as you come again, hard and crying out raggedly. Lustful gibberish with a few daddy yes’s thrown in for good measure. You jerk violently and then you sag into the bed, spent, face and body soaked with sweat. You pant heavily before you feel Joel’s mouth on your cheek.
“Did so good for me, baby. So fuckin’ good.”
He turns now, raising his head and addressing a still stunned Conrad who stands horrified at the intimacy being displayed. Somehow seeing Joel draped over you murmuring sweet nothings in your ear as you smile is so much worse than him fucking you.
“You ain’t been fucking her right,” Joel says sharply.
“She isn’t your girl,” Conrad insists angrily, his perfectly teeth clashing together. “She’s my fucking girlfriend.”
“Not for long,” Joel warns. “Not if you can’t make her feel better than me.”
You’re slowly coming out of your post-orgasm high, listening passively to the conversation before you realize something is happening. Joel is scooping you gently, tilting you back so that your spine is on the mattress, your thighs spread. You give a sleepy look up at Joel’s handsome face gazing down at you.
“Joel?”
"I'm not gonna be here after this week," Joel murmurs in your ear, pressing another kiss to your cheekbone. "I need to make sure you're bein’ taken care of."
You feel your eyes swim with a mixture of emotion. Devastation that Joel is leaving soon, gratitude that he wants to know you’re being taken care of even if it means it won’t be by him. He presses a firm kiss to your mouth.
“You ready, beautiful girl?”
“Mhmm.”
“Alright then,” Joel smiles softly at you before turning a sharp eye on Conrad. Your boyfriend is already hard at the sight of you there on the bed, spread for him, cunt glistening. Joel jerks his head in your direction.
“You show me you can make her come, boy.”
Conrad feels his anger overtaking him at the challenge. This old fuck with the bad haircut thinks that he can take you from him? It isn’t even about you anymore; it’s about Conrad’s pride. And he’s got more than the typical male.
Joel moves from the bed, a gentlemanly gesture. He goes to stand a few paces back, watching with shark-like intensity at you spread on the bed for another man. You look at him through your half-lidded eyes, missing the warmth of his body already.
"I'll make her come like you wouldn't believe old man," Conrad sneers. He doesn't know why but he feels this need to outperform Joel in this. Still dressed in his slacks and dress shirt he drops to his knees in front of you at the edge of the bed, sliding his hands up your thighs and urging them to part further for him. You allow this passively, your eyes still on Joel’s beautiful naked body only steps away.
Conrad dives into your pussy, giving it sloppy kisses as you arch into his mouth. Conrad is perfectly adept at oral sex, it's just you don't want him. You want the man when the warm eyes that are stuck on your face. 
But your body enjoys the sensation of a tongue along your seam, fingers gently thrusting as he tastes you. Joel stands to the side, his cock still hard and weeping. You wish it was in your mouth.
Conrad flicks at your clit with his tongue, drawing a shuddering gasp from you. One that Joel clearly wasn’t anticipating judging by the raise of his brows. Your head tilts back into the pillow and you let the pleasure flood your senses. You can hear Conrad groaning between your thighs, your fingers and toes curling into the mattress as the pleasure builds. 
"He making you feel good, baby?" Joel asks his voice tense. His hands are in loose fists at his sides. Even with your eyes closed you can feel him staring at your face. Conrad isn’t even on his radar.
"Mhmm," you answer languidly, hissing slightly when Conrad begins to suck your clit into his mouth. “So good.”
"Better than me?"
Your eyes dart over to Joel and you can see that he regrets it the minute it escapes from him in the flush of his cheeks. An inner thought that snuck its way out between his full lips. Shame that he's shown his insecurity in this room as a younger man desperately sucks and licks your cunt. Humiliation that Joel needs to be the one who makes you feel the best.
Your desire for Joel is overflowing at this point, making your arms reach for him without thought even as Conrad works his mouth against your cunt. 
"Want you to do it," you murmur.
Joel's eyes immediately brighten but he tries to subdue his glee.  He rocks forth on his heels before stopping himself, giving a quick glance at Conrad between your thighs.
"Nah, honey,” he says shaking his head. "You enjoy yourself. I like seeing my girl feel good."
His girl.
The amount of possessiveness Joel has shown over you tonight is dizzying. It hits you everywhere – your chest, between your legs, your heart. It makes your desire for him capitulate further.
Conrad is so busy between your legs he doesn't even hear the conversation going on between the two of you. He wears your thighs like earrings, his tongue swirling against your clit. He’s good at this, but nowhere near as good as Joel.
"Joel," you croak reaching for him again. 
"What is it, baby?"
"It needs to be you," you whimper, hand still outstretched. "Please.”
Joel wastes no time in crossing back over to the bed where he shoves Conrad out of the way roughly with his foot. Conrad tumbles over and can only look on helplessly as Joel spreads your legs over his shoulders and you arch into his mouth. Its only seconds of his masterful touch before you’re shattering around him.
"Mhmm," Joel hums, suckling your clit. "So goddam easy."
"Daddy," you groan as you arch up off the bed. Joel makes a growling noise from between your thighs, tongue penetrating you, lapping up your release as you crest again and again for him, nearly sobbing with the pleasure that runs the length of your body.  
Conrad is livid, his normally handsome face contorted into a barely suppressed rage. If he was the type of man to fight you have no doubt he and Joel would be in the middle of a wrestling match. Finally you give one last keen and Joel crawls the length of your body, pressing shiny kisses of arousal all over your body like a debauched trail along your skin. He slides up behind you, wrapping you in his arms as you nuzzle up against him.
“Go to Ibiza, Conrad,” you tell your boyfriend. “Have fun. We’re done.”
“Honey-“ Joel starts, concern written all over his face. But Conrad is irate, his body twitching almost violently.
“Wait, you’re picking this old fuck over me?” Conrad breathes as if he can’t believe what’s happening. His hair is mussed from his time between your thighs and his face is still slick with your arousal. “Some broke carpenter?”
“Yes,” you say without hesitation. “I pick Joel. I’ll always pick Joel.”
You feel Joel’s hand come to squeeze your shoulder gently. You don’t dare look at him for fear that you might start crying.
“And he’s not an old, broke carpenter,” you tell Conrad. “He’s sweet and he’s smart and he’s the best sex I’ve ever had.”
That hits Conrad where it hurts. His eyes dart between you and Joel looking dreamily at one another.
"You're a fucking whore," Conrad seethes.
“Watch it,” Joel warns, going from sweet to serious within a heartbeat. You see the narrowing of his eyes and the squaring of his jaw. It shouldn’t make you wet to see him like this but it does.
"Can't wait to tell Sarah what her best friend and dad are getting up to,” Conrad jeers. “You think she’ll enjoy that? Knowing her best friend is fucking her married father?"
Joel seems to break from his cloud of lust at the sudden mention of his daughter. As if only now he's realizing how terrible things could go. He jerks back from you with terror in his features. He looks to you, confused when you just laugh at Conrad. You laugh so loud and so long that both men just stare at you, transfixed.
Finally you sit up, glorious in your unabashed nakedness.  
"Conrad, you tell anyone and I'll go right to the provost and tell him that you cheated that test," you say panting from the previous exertion and the laughter. "I'll tell him how you paid that kid to take your MCAT. Then I'll call your parents parents and tell them about it. And then I'll tell the local newspaper because my parents have friends in high places too, Conrad. I’ll ruin your fucking life if I hear one whisper about me and Joel. A whisper, Conrad."
“You wouldn’t.”
“Try me.”
Conrad knows he's fucked. His entire future would be over. His medical school acceptance, his future as the next doctor in his family, the expectations of generations all coming to a halt with him.  His lips are white and twisted with rage as he stares at your smirking face. You reach between you and Joel’s body to grab Joel’s hard cock in your hand, giving Conrad a deadly stare as you begin to jerk him off.
"Now leave so I can ride my Daddy’s cock.”
You begin to stroke Joel, your eyes on his handsome face as he stares at you in wonder. His cock twitches in your slick grip, his hips jutting forth into your palm as if he’s hypnotized. He looks like he’s amazed by you.    
“Wanna make you come, Mister Miller,” you purr at Joel, turning your back to Conrad and climbing onto Joel’s lap.
“Gonna make me feel good, baby?” Joel asks even though he already knows the answer.  
Conrad says nothing more but he does toss the key to your room down angrily to the floor before slamming the door behind him. The second the door is closed Joel’s smile spreads across his face and he slips you onto your back beneath him, pinning you.
"Fucking magnificent," he tells you with a bruising kiss to your swollen lips. “How… Was that the plan the whole time?”
“No,” you laugh shakily. “I can’t… I can’t believe I did that, actually.”
Joel’s smile stretches before snapping back like a rubber band. You watch in confusion as he suddenly sobers, his cock sliding from you as he pulls back, rolling from you and onto his back next to you on the bed. You twist to look at him, tilting onto your side with your hand going to his sternum.
“Are you okay?”
“I can’t believe we did that,” he says in an awed voice. “I… I didn’t even think about the consequences. I fucked you in front of that boy without a thought about my marriage, about Sarah...”
“I know,” you nod, face flaming. You still can’t believe you did that either. Joel’s dark eyes are on your face as he presses his lips together anxiously.
“We’re trouble when we’re together.”
Trouble. That doesn’t feel like the right word. Powerful does. You feel powerful with Joel. You feel safe with Joel. Trouble doesn’t factor into it. But perhaps reckless does.
But there’s something else, something sweet and safe and hidden behind your rib cage. A feeling for Joel that goes beyond lust.
“You broke things off with that boy,” Joel says sharply, as if he’s just realizing what’s gone on in the last hour. “You had a future with that boy.”
“I didn’t,” you say shaking your head. “Conrad wasn’t right for me.”
“He’s your age, he’s rich, he loves you.”
“He’s my age, his parents are rich and he loves himself,” you correct with a soft laugh. “I thought I wanted Conrad for the longest time but, you showed me what’s out there. And I want it. Even if it’s not with you Joel, I want more.”
Joel survey’s the tremble in your chin, the emotion in your eyes as you blink back tears.
“I wish…” you trail off, so many thoughts popping into your head at once.
You wish Joel was younger or that you were older. You wish he wasn’t Sarah’s dad. You wish that he wasn’t married. But not once do you wish you’d never met him. Not once do you wish for anyone else.
Joel strokes along your arm gently with his fingertips, looking deep in thought before speaking suddenly.
"Sarah thinks you're with Conrad in Ibiza this week right?"
"Yeah." 
"So come stay with me."
"What?"
"I'll extend my stay at the hotel for a few days," Joel suggests almost shyly. “We give ourselves this week together. Maybe we can get whatever this is out of our system and then we part as friends. It’s the only solution I can think of.”
An entire week with Joel where you don’t have to sneak around? Sleeping with him, eating with him, just being with him? The very thought has you in a tizzy, your heart pounding as you sit up in the bed.
“Are you serious?”
"Only if you want,” Joel says looking suddenly nervous, as if he’s concerned this idea is too spontaneous. “No pressure or anythin’."
You can't stop yourself from launching yourself into his arms pressing frantic kisses to his waiting mouth. His cock, still hard rasps against your belly but you ignore it in favor of a longing kiss before pulling back.
"Yes, of course I want to!"
"Well alright then," Joel says smiling shyly. "Your bag’s already packed so let’s go."
“It’s packed for Ibiza,” you tell him with a roll of your eyes as you move from his arms and off the bed. Men, honestly.
You begin to throw things into a duffel, things you’ll need for a few days at the hotel. Joel watches all of this propped on one arm, his eyes dreamily following your naked form as you hurriedly shove items into the bag. Your eyes suddenly blow wide and you drop the bag at your feet.
“I just realized you never came!” you exclaim with such earnestness that Joel laughs. It’s a rich, warm sound that has you grinning in response.
“Plenty of time for that,” he promises you.
“Well, I need a shower before we go,” you say, holding a hand out to him and urging him to a stand. “What do you say we get clean and dirty at the same time?”
Joel chuckles again, gripping the back of your thighs and hoisting you over his shoulder. He gives your bare ass a slap before he carts you off the shower where he fucks you with intensity against the slick tile, murmuring absolute filth in your ears before coming.
When you both are finally washed and dressed and your suitcase is in your hand you smile up at Joel to find him looking nervously at you. It makes you raise a brow in his direction quizzically, finding yourself melting when he pushes a strand of hair behind your ear.
"You’re allowed to change your mind."
"I'm not gonna change my mind," you promise him, taking his hand in yours. “I want this, Joel.”
His smile is so warm it would rival the sun.
“Me too.” 
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alienpossession · 4 months
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Mode of Infiltration: Shower
NASA and the other space scientist weren't too far off when they predicted that the highest possible form of an alien would be something small or even in liquid-form. Lucky for those extraterrestrial creature, Earth consisted of around +70% water, ensuring their ability to infiltrate human society stealthily
But won't you realize that sudden change of texture or even temperature when you mind your own business under the shower head and instead of drops of water hitting your body, something slimy instead slid all over your body. Osman here realized it when his post-shower gym suddenly turned into a nightmarish situation as he felt something slimy trickled down his body.
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He dashed out from his shower in shock as he witnessed the slimes coagulated into bigger form within the shower stall. But before he can try to run outside his bathroom and warn his wife, his sons and his younger brother, the numbing component of the slime caused him to stuck as he found himself unable to move a single muscle in his body. Before long, the slimes that coagulated in his shower made their travel upward the ridges and peaks of Osman's body before sliding in comfortably into his brain, where they then take control of his body
Kevin experienced the same fate hundreds of miles away in the sunny Ibiza. He just wanted a peaceful shower, but then the weird goopy "splat" sound surprised him. He thought a bird dropped its poop or something since the shower stall in this particular beach has no sun shade or anything. But he found nothing with his naked eyes. If only he focused a little, he might found the translucent alien that already pooled in the shower floor.
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When Kevin left the stall, it was no longer Kevin in control of his own body as the alien managed to repress his consciousness and begin his exploration of the party-heavy island.
Luis also no longer in control of his body when he kissed the love of his life, Justin. But, Justin have no clue about it. Plus, the alien that controlled Luis split a little part of itself to enter Justin. As both men kissed, the alien that blended smoothly with Luis' saliva managed to startled Justin who then quickly taken over by that small alien part. They went on for more kisses afterwards as Luis practically pumped Justin with extraterrestial sentient.
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And again, this is not just simply about shower shower. You can be possessed even in chlorinated pool water without you ever realized as the see-through, water-like alien shot itself into your brain by sliding itself into the not-so-tight-fitting swimming shorts you wore.
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But in some random cases, even being showered with affection might be the cause of people's downfall as certain liquid alien managed to sort themselves inside fancy wine upon landing. Not a single soul would even be able to realize that his supposed friend didn't just spray him with champagne, it's an alien sentient that marged itself with one of human's favorite drink, and they did it successfully.
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His friend, his teammates, are not necessarily what they looked like as they got taken over earlier than him. But it's not just the team getting affected, business partners and media crews that gathered to witness and document them after their historic win also affected by the suds and whatever remnant of the champagne as those watery substance quickly slid into people's ear, nose, mouth and even navel, rendering them to be nothing but mere passenger on their own body.
All in all, these aliens are indeed very elusive, and with so many type of them with differing abilities, there's still many more mode of infiltration these extraterrestrials have that need to be uncovered. This one is rather stealthy, taken people by surprise but certainly far from brutal. Yet, that is not always the case and we are going to go through some of them in the next edition
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bitchinbarzal · 7 months
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3945 Miles | T Meier
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summary: when the space between you is 3945 miles misunderstandings are a given.
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This thing between you was going on two years now.
You’d spend the entire summer together; vacations in ibiza, sleeping in his bed, fancy dinners in town. Then when he had to leave for New Jersey you’d both have emotional goodbyes at the airport.
He never made you his girlfriend. You were just a person in his life who he adored but would never confirm it with something.
You were exactly 3945 miles apart and it killed you.
You’d call every other day to talk about his games you’d stayed up late to watch, your job and what was going on back home.
After receiving really exciting news at work the first person you thought to call was Timo. You called him and before he could say anything you exclaimed
“I have amazing news! I got a promotion!”
Timo stutters “I-Oh that’s amazing schatz”
You frown “What’s wrong?” You can hear it in his voice he’s distracted.
“Nothing, nothing just a long day” he sighs
“Oh I’m sorry I shouldn’t have called”
“No, no don’t apologize! I’m glad you called tell me about-“
Then you heard it in the background, a woman’s voice
“Timo, are you coming? I’m waiting”
On the other end Timo freezes, realizing you’d heard her voice “Y/N….”
You shook your head “No, I’m- you shouldn’t have answered Timo”
He sighs “Please just listen-“
“Have a nice night T” and hung up.
Timo sat in the corridor of the healthcare facility with his head in his hands “Timo?” Lucy, the trainer called again “I haven’t got all night buddy, Luke is coming in for his ankle”
The news you hadn’t managed to tell Timo was that by next month you’d be working in your new office in New York. How you’d be closer now but it appeared he didn’t need you near.
You moved, never calling him to let him know. You assumed his mom would pass on the information considering you’d dropped by to hand her your key to Timo’s house.
“Sweetheart just keep it! I’m sure you’ll need it in the summer” she exclaimed to which you smiled softly
“No Mama Meier I don’t think I will”
You made it to New York without a hitch, settling into your apartment nicely and finding friends in the city.
You’d been in the city for a month when one of your new friends had invited you out for a night. The invite was broad and consisted of “sports”
The particular sport in question you hadn’t even thought it would be hockey. Your friends hadn’t mentioned they even liked hockey.
You’d driven to Jersey and were sat in the prudential center, right on the glass.
Your friends were decked out in rangers jerseys and hats for their team while you were dressed in nothing to do with hockey.
You watched the intro on the jumbotron, watching Timo’s face appear on the screen. That smile you missed oh so much.
You watched the team warm up, every so often he would skate past you. He never noticed you but he felt eyes on him somewhere.
Throughout the game your eyes were glued on him, from the bench to the ice.
Your friends had noticed your attention had been divided throughout the evening.
“Hey Y/N you like what you see?” One of the boys, Ross jokes with you.
You smile softly “Um, no I actually know him”
They all gasp lowly “You bitch! I paid like $500 for all these tickets and you had an in the whole time?!”
“No, no we aren’t friends. Not anymore anyway” you explain. They don’t push, sensing your overall sadness in your words.
“Hey, look!” You were snapped out of your thoughts when Ross poked you and pointed to the jumbotron where you and him were on the kiss cam.
You shook your head mouthing ‘we aren’t together’ while Ross instead grabbed your face and kissed your dramatically, pulling away with a laugh “Gotta give the people what they want!”
You smiled and laughed along, completely unaware that Timo sat on the bench with his mouth dropped open and his heart broken.
After the game you’d hung around for the crowds to disappear, knowing how hectic it would be. As you and your friends began walking out your phone rang.
It was Jonas.
“Hallo?”
“You’re here…”
Butterflies filled your chest when you heard Timo on the other end of the phone. You instinctively turned to the ice, as if he was behind you and there you saw him standing by the benches holding the phone to his ear.
“What do want?”
“Come down here, please, I need to speak with you”
You grumble “Will your little girlfriend be there?”
He suppresses the smile that wants to erupt at your sheer and outright jealousy “Just come here? Bitte?”
It felt welcoming and warm to hear your home language, nobody in the city speaking it.
“Hey guys just drive back without me, I’ll catch a ride” you explain, making your way down the stairs to where you used to meet him in your past visits.
He was there waiting for you, anxiously tapping his foot until you appeared and he let the security guard know you were with him.
When you got past the groups of arena workers wrapping up and into a more secluded spot Timo took his opportunity to hug you, no words needed exchanged.
He held you, swaying from leg to leg “I missed you”
“T, you can’t do this anymore-“
“Can you listen? Please?” He pleads, pulling back to look at you “Whatever happened on the phone that was a misunderstanding!”
“Timo…” You mumbled, giving him the ‘I’m not stupid’ look.
“No, no Schatzi listen! I’m tired of this game we play! I can’t be 3945 miles away from you any longer, it is bad for my health to not have you by my side all the time- why are you smiling?”
Your smile grows as you say “You counted exactly how many miles is between your house in Jersey and my house in Herisau”
He looks at you as if what you said was ridiculous “of course I did, for the last two years I’ve wanted to close every single mile”
“What about the girl on the phone?”
“Our trainer, Lucy” he gestures towards the medical hallway before his hands land on your face, making you look at him
“You are my only girl”
You take a moment to drink those words in, words you’d waiting forever to hear. In those words all of the fights, the breakfasts in bed, the fancy dinners and the lazy nights in.
You were his girl.
“11 miles” You mumble and Timo frowns
“Huh?”
“It’s 11 miles from your house in jersey to my apartment in Manhattan”
A smile spreads onto his face and he dips down to kiss you, kissing you like he’d never done it before.
“I’m going to work on making that 11 miles 0” he mumbles once he pulls away.
“Oh yeah? How so” you smirk
“Me, You… my bed”
“I like the sound of that”
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redhairedwolfwitch · 1 year
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Sombra y Amor
First part - Sombra y Fuego
A/n: I forgot where I was going with this part 2, but I have a vague idea of a timeline running up to the 2023 summer transfer window👀 but keep in mind it's set in the 2021/22 season in this part so whoops. I decided to be nice since I passed my driving theory test today:)
Summary: R’s family were family friends of the Putellas family, R grew up with them, goes over to help establish Manchester United WFC whilst studying there, over the years befriends some Dutchies and Ona when she arrives too.
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Whoever organised the villas for Ibiza clearly thought you needed to be babysat. You were in the room next to Alexia’s, and Alba was in the same villa too. 
The agreement for your birthday was two celebrations, one in Manchester, which you had with your United teammates, a celebration that ended with you waking up the next morning with Ona using your chest as a pillow, and a teasing text on your phone from Jill, about how you fell asleep on the call with her. 
The other celebration would be in Ibiza with as many of your Spanish national teammates as possible, plus, much to Alexia’s resistance, and Jenni’s encouragement, Jill had tagged along, meeting some of her Wolfsburg teammates in the process.
You weren’t going to admit that you’d been staying up to work on your final assignment of the trimester, the part-time degree taking up chunks of your time when you weren’t training for a match or participating in said matches.
Your sleep schedule was a mess though because of it, Ona having woken you up so you could both get to the airport in time to head back to Spain being one of the more significant events. Or how you slept on Ona’s shoulder for most of the flight back.
Footsteps approaching your room were the first thing you heard, but whoever it was knocked gently, waiting before opening the door slightly, then walking in. You ruled out Alba, Ona and Jill, and nobody else would walk into your room whilst you were sleeping but one. The knocking and waiting, the door opening slightly to peek in, it was Alexia.
“Buenos días mi pequeña sombra… are you awake? I hope you are, Jenni’s plan was to dump water on you, but I said I would check first…” Her voice was soft, reminding you of when you were a child, sneaking into her bed when you had nightmares. You would choose Alexia over Alba then because Alba accidentally rolled you out of her bed, waking up the entire Putellas household because you had hit your head on the way to the floor.
A soft groan left your mouth as you rolled over, leaving space for Alexia to sit on the edge of the bed, her hand gently pulling down the back of your pyjama shirt from where it had rolled up.
“Hm… buenos días…” you whispered, rubbing at your eyes as you rolled over to look at her.
“What’s wrong? You have that look on your face- the same one you had when… what’s bothering you?” You trailed off, avoiding admitting what you had thought of last time Alexia had that expression on her face.
“You re-signed with United?” Your signing with United in 2018 had taken Alexia, Alba and Eli by surprise, but you explained your reasons well, for the three year contract anyway, but now you were tacking on another two years, taking you up to summer 2023.
“My degree… It's taking longer than I thought, since it’s part time, but after the lockdowns, the universities got better at online work, so I’m ahead… I re-signed because it’s going to take another year at least, and United is getting better. Ona’s contract is until 2023 too, if they activate the option year. The WSL is fun, and it’s not like Barcelona needs Sombra.” You replied, about to bury your face in your pillow but Alexia let out a sigh.
“By the way, thanks for kicking Chelsa’s ass in the finals.” You changed the subject, seeing the disappointment in your older sister’s eyes at you saying Barcelona didn’t need Sombra, referring to yourself like that.
“Come on, get dressed, you’re missing breakfast. Jenni, hold off on the water. Sombra is awake.” Alexia nudged you, calling out to Jenni, who let out a bored groan in the hallway, peeking her head in as Alexia nudged you again, spotting you going back to sleep.
“Finally!” Jill teased you whilst Ona laughed, but you chose to ignore them both in favour of breakfast, sitting down next to Ona with Jill opposite you. You could feel other eyes on you as you realised that Alba, Jenni and Alexia were all watching you three.
“Hoe zijn je nieuwe teamgenoten?” 
Jill let out a chuckle before replying in Dutch, the two of you chattering away as Ona looked overwhelmed, but a smile lit up her face when she saw the looks on the other Spanish players’ faces.
“How much of that do you understand?”
“Jackie’s Dutch lessons are really good, plus I like the looks on everyone’s faces when faced with a language they don’t understand.” You shrugged, before Jill said something in Dutch that left your face burning.
“Ik probeerde dat te vergeten." 
Jill laughed at that, leaving you to huff as your sisters looked confused, and Ona shook her head in amusement, having a slight idea of what was happening.
“Let’s move on… what are we doing today? Also where is everyone else?” You glanced around, taking another bite of your breakfast.
“They went to rent a boat.” Jenni explained, as you got up to make a drink, following you over to make a coffee.
“A boat?”
“Yes. You can reenact Titanic.” Jenni smirked, but you frowned in confusion, taking a moment before realising.
“I’d understand that reference, if I had actually been awake during that movie.” You retorted, watching as Jenni removed the teaspoon from her coffee cup. 
“Have you told Alexia about when we’re back in Barcelona? What did Mapi say?” Jenni asked into her coffee, sparing a glance in the direction of your sisters as you hummed.
“Mapi offered to do it herself, but Alexia would kill her. I haven’t told Alexia, but I think she’s still a little offended that I went with Alba for my fourth one, instead of with her. She had a media thing so couldn’t go with me.”
“Fourth? It is like you are growing up before my eyes!” Jenni teased, grinning as you grimaced into your drink.
“You’ve known me for years-”
“What are you two talking about?” Alba raised an eyebrow, walking over to make herself a drink.
“Nothing!” “Nothing!”
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“Are you sure those three aren’t all dating?” Lola gestured to where you, Jill and Ona were on the dancefloor together.
“We’re sure, but… I don’t think our baby sister realises anything beyond trying to annoy Alexia.” Alba replied before disappearing onto the dance floor.
“Annoy you?” Lola enquired, turning to Alexia, who rolled her eyes, swaying to the music slightly as she turned to look at Lola, no longer watching you, Jill and Ona.
“My baby sisters… who have somehow disappeared?” Alexia frowned, looking over the dancefloor again to spot Ona dancing with Leila, and Jill was talking to some of her Wolfsburg teammates.
“Maybe they wanted some air?” Lola suggested, looking over the dancefloor and seeing no indication of you or Alba anywhere.
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You had to grow out of sneaking into Alexia’s room as you grew up, because she grew up too, and you saw her less and less due to football. Instead, you’d lay awake at night, staring up at the ceiling trapped in your thoughts. Sometimes Alba would find you kicking a football outside, or Eli would wake up to find you studying at the dining room table in the early morning.
Exiting your room at the villa, your feet were soft against the floor, tapping your knuckles against the door you needed carefully, waiting before opening the door enough to peek in hesitantly. It was only when you saw that it was safe that you slipped into the room, curling up on the floor next to Alexia’s bed.
You tried not to flinch as you heard the bedsheets rustle, but Alexia was peeking over the bed to look down at you curled up on the floor.
“What’s wrong? You had a nightmare? Why are you on the floor?” Alexia whispered into the darkness, hearing you let out a sigh.
“I can’t sleep. Jill admitted she’s had feelings for me for a while, but she’s leaving for Germany, and I’m not going to see her unless Spain plays against the Netherlands and I’m on the roster. We both accepted it was a missed opportunity, but it still hurts.” You wrapped your arms around yourself, curling up further on the floor until Alexia reached down to rub your shoulder.
“I’m sorry, mi pequeña sombra, although, you’re not that little anymore…”
“I’m still five years younger… even if I’m not that toddler running after you and Alba anymore.” You replied, leaning into your sister’s touch as she huffed.
“The ball was bigger than your legs but you wanted to play with me. You would cry if I wouldn’t let you. Mi pequeña sombra… my little shadow…”
“Too long for a jersey. I still remember when they started calling me Sombra, but it didn’t warm my heart like mi pequeña sombra did. You called me just Sombra once, and I wanted to cry. You’re my sister, even if we’re not blood. You, Alba, Eli, you’re more my family than… them. I love you.” your rambling was cut off as Alexia shifted in her bed, wrapping her arms around you to pull you into her, the hold reminding you of when you were little, clinging to your big sister after nightmares had woken you up.
“I love you, mi pequeña sombra, my littlest sister… Does Alba know about it?” Alexia hummed, gently rubbing your back as you shifted.
“Yeah, we talked the entire way back here from the club, I think I wrecked her plans to dance with whoever she was eyeing at the club but if Ona saw me cry, or Jill realised her confession made me cry… Alba’s had my back ever since she threw a boy in the mud for trying to kiss me.”
“¿Qué?” Alexia almost flew up from the bed, confusion all over her face at what you had said, quickly asking when this had happened, and where she was at the time of the event.
“We were at the park. You had gone off to play football with the big kids, and I wasn’t allowed to join you since I was seven, you were twelve, Alba was nine. I’d played with the boy before on the playground, but I don’t know why he thought kissing me was a good idea. Alba spotted it, shoved him into the mud and glared at him, he cried, and I cried too when Eli came over… and that’s the story of how a boy was almost my first kiss.”
“Remind me to thank Alba. Wait, almost your first kiss… who was your first kiss?” Alexia asked, but you were either asleep, or pretending to, as Alexia got no answer. Who your first kiss was was something only you and some of the Spanish squad from the under 17’s championships in Iceland knew.
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Your sleeping-in habit was apparently contagious. You and Alexia both were still sleeping when Alba went to check on you, finding your bed empty, so she headed towards Alexia’s room, finding you asleep, having stolen the blanket from a sleeping Alexia, and your foot was dangling off the bed.
A shriek echoed through the villa, leaving everyone else in the villa, and outside it in the pool to immediately look around, wondering what had happened.
“Alba! Don’t do that!” you yelled, having awoken to a hand grabbing your ankle, whilst Alexia flew up at your shriek, protectiveness in overdrive until she realised it was only Alba pranking you.
“Lo siento, but you left your foot dangling over the edge.” Alba smirked, but you huffed, glancing around to realise you were not in your bed, or your room, and the three of you were not alone.
“Buenos días, everyone!” you got out of bed, heading into the hallway, bypassing the audience to head to your room to get ready for the day. It wasn’t until they heard another shriek for Ona that had them hurrying to your room, finding you jumping around.
“What’s going on?”
“I got my grade back on my assignment, the one I stayed up until 2am to finish, I got 75! That’s a first class!” you exclaimed, jumping around in excitement as Ona eventually realised what you had said, and what assignment you were talking about, quickly jumping into your arms to join your celebrations.
You didn’t see the way your sisters exchanged looks, because you were busy jumping around with Ona in your arms, grins on both your faces.
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Floating in the pool, you stared up at the blue cloudless sky, the water rippling gently against your skin.
It was only when you heard a sploosh, eyes staying on the sky as the water rocked you roughly, turning your head to spot Ona swimming towards you.
“What are you doing?” Ona enquired, floating on her back next to you.
“Just thinking.”
“Be careful!” Ona teased, making you huff and roll your eyes, spotting a lone cloud drifting over.
“You, thinking can be dangerous, Sombra.” A new voice teased, making you and Ona sink instead of float, hurrying to swim over to the edge of the pool where Laia Aleixandri stood with a smirk.
“Charming… so, are you going to stand there like a lawn ornament or swim with us?”
“You two weren’t doing much swimming.” Laia deadpanned whilst Ona frowned.
“Lawn ornament?”
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“Do you know who the first kiss was with?” Alexia quietly enquired to Alba, spotting you, Laia and Ona chatting in the pool.
“You don’t?” Alba went to tease, but Alexia’s sigh was enough to stop Alba from teasing her older sister, “I just know it happened, no details, too awkward to talk about it, but it was with a girl.”
“When, Alba, when?”
“That football trip in Iceland.” Alba replied, trying to recall more.
“In 2015?” Alexia perked up, trying to recall who would have been on the Spain squad back then.
“Hey, we’re getting ready to go to the restaurant now!” Lola called out, whilst Jenni tried to jokingly wrangle everyone out of the pool with a broom.
“Why are you so interested in my first kiss anyway? It’s not like I know who yours was, or that I want to…” you dramatically grimaced as Alexia let out a gasp, whilst Alba snickered, watching on as Alexia went to tease you back.
“So it was in Iceland with the under 17’s… you’re close to a lot of our national teammates-” Alexia began but you ducked behind Ona and Laia.
“Was not us!” the two defended themselves, hurrying after you as you all went to get ready for the restaurant, not going to dinner in your swimsuits.
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“You’re so nosy today.” You pointed out, sipping your drink through a paper straw as Alexia put down her glass.
“You never told me-”
“The entire concept of a first kiss is awkward, and I haven’t spoken to her in a while because she plays in Spain, like nearly everyone else on the national team besides Ona, who isn’t going to tell you, and neither is Laia, who I also haven’t seen in ages so…” you shrugged, turning to talk to Laia, whilst Alexia sighed.
“First kiss, that happened already?” Lola turned, raising an eyebrow as she remembered you from years ago, how little you were.
“Five years ago apparently… no idea who it is, but someone from the national team during the under 17’s in Iceland. Not Ona or Laia…”
“Maybe you should drop it, Sombra does not have to kiss and tell.” Jenni suggested, leaving Alexia to nod in agreement, especially since dinner was beginning to arrive.
“You never told her?” Ona whispered, leaving you to shrug.
“You know me, I don’t realise people like me until it’s too late. Carmen, Jill, there was even a girl at school, we were fourteen. No point telling my sisters every missed opportunity of a relationship.” You explained quietly, poking at your meal with the fork, your appetite gone as you recalled what Jill had admitted to you yesterday.
Ona frowned slightly, reaching over to take your hand and squeeze it gently, gaining a forced smile from you in response which she shook her head at.
“How about we celebrate your assignment grade, that first, not your first kiss?” Ona asked, making you laugh slightly too loud as you gained the attention of some of the others.
“Fine, fine, yeah, let’s do that.”
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Heading back to Barcelona, your sisters had noticed your sneakiness, but hadn’t been able to figure out why. Jill had left to pack up her stuff in London for the move to Wolfsburg, so it wasn’t about her.
“Have you seen-” Alexia began to ask Alba, but Alba already knew, since you three were supposed to be going out for dinner with Eli soon.
“Out with Mapi and Jenni-”
“Dios mío, they went out to get tattoos.” Alexia let out a sigh, but Alba wasn’t done.
“Leila and Ona too.”
“Sure, everyone else… didn’t even ask me.” Alexia began to sulk, much to Alba’s amusement.
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“Happy?” Leila enquired, turning around to see you were giving Ona a piggyback as the five of you walked through the streets of Barcelona.
“Sí!” you grinned, but let out a groan when Jenni leaned back to pat your head, making a remark in Spanish about how you were growing up before her eyes.
“You’ve known me for years!”
“You were so little!” Jenni replied, pretending to wipe away a tear.
“And now I live in another country to play club football whilst studying for my degree, and have a few tattoos so…” you shrugged, shifting slightly to not drop Ona.
“You have more than a few!” Ona cut in, gaining Mapi’s attention.
“The ones on my ribs are private!” but what you said didn’t help, as Mapi looked between you and Ona on your back.
“But Ona saw them?”
Jenni and Leila stopped walking to raise eyebrows at you and Ona then.
“We share a flat, and we don’t have a shower curtain, it’s a pane of glass.” You deadpanned, about to retort when your phone began to ring in your pocket, “I’m going to be late for dinner, look, if you’re that interested in my tattoos, I’ll snapchat you… just not the rib ones, Alexia looked murderous when she found out Ona saw one, and that Jill went with me to get one done…”
“Alexia looked murderous about that? Good luck to whoever you end up dating!” Mapi deadpanned, noticing the look on Ona’s face as you huffed.
“No, too young to date!” Jenni cut in, with Leila agreeing, whilst Mapi began to laugh and Ona buried her face in your shoulder to hide her laughter.
“Literally the same age as Ona!”
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Heading back to Manchester, you hugged Alexia, Alba and Eli tightly, not wanting to let go but your home was in Manchester, at least for the next two years.
“Ay, you’ll miss your flight.” Alba poked you in the sides as you fumbled with your suitcase handle.
“You have to go, mi pequeña sombra.” Alexia hummed, noticing your hesitation, but you nodded, smiling softly before turning to walk into the terminal.
///
Spain didn’t qualify for the Olympics in Tokyo, so you and Ona were well rested by the time that pre-season for the 2021/22 season began. Starting with some club friendlies, then the WSL began. The first game back against Reading was memorable, for more reasons than one, as Ona had scored the second goal in the match, Kirsty getting the first, and you scoring the third one.
The first game back was also memorable because of the meowing you heard on the way back from the cafe you had picked up breakfast from for you and Ona the morning after. You both had the day off, but you had volunteered for breakfast, allowing Ona some more time to sleep.
You froze at the mews, glancing around but there were no signs of the source. Paper bag of breakfast for two in one hand, you hummed, glancing around to try to get closer to the source of the voice.
“Oh, no, poor baby, no, I’ve got you, I’ve got you… Ona’s gonna kill me, I’m bringing home more than just breakfast.”
///
Ona didn’t expect you to bring a soggy stinky cardboard box back for breakfast, a box that happened to be transporting a furry meowing creature that was determined to try and eat the breakfast you bought.
“I’m going to find a vet now, just don’t let any of the breakfast get eaten… also, I’m not sure how long the box was in the bins outside the cafe, so… be careful of fleas and ticks.” You grabbed your phone, starting to google, while Ona looked in the box to find the meowing creature trying to climb out. The breakfast sat forgotten on the kitchen counter as you and Ona began to sort out the latest edition to the household.
///
The fuzzball had no identification, and since being found in a soggy cardboard box near the cafe, was assumed to have been abandoned, meaning that after a few pouts between you and Ona, the cat was staying.
“Desayuno.” You ran your finger over the fuzzball’s head, the feline still not happy with the veterinary handling, but was also happier to be out of that box.
“Breakfast? You want to name the cat, breakfast?”
“Yuno for short. I went out to get breakfast for us, and came back with it, and a stray cat, thus, we have Desayuno… Sombra-Batlle.” 
“Desayuno Sombra-Batlle?”
“I don’t go by my surname, and legally I’m not a Putellas, so… okay, no Lion King moment for Yuno-” you immediately put down the flailing fluffball who wasn’t enjoying being picked up and held in the air.
“Maybe once Yuno is bigger.” Ona shrugged, looking over at how the fuzzball was now exploring the flat.
“We have a couple of neighbours who can watch Yuno when we’re on away trips.” You added, following the fuzzball around the flat as Ona playfully rolled her eyes, getting her phone out to text Alexia.
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“How many tattoos do you have now?” Vicky glanced over at you as you held the cafe menu between your fingers in thought, turning it over to make sure you’d considered all the options.
“More than my sisters think I have, but last time I went was with Mapi, Jenni, Leila and Ona in Barcelona a few months back…” you turned the menu over again, not seeing the look on Vicky’s face.
“Did you five book out an entire studio or something?”
“The others have connections, plus it was an excuse to hang out with them, bringing everyone together. Although Alexia gets grumpy every time I come back with another tattoo she didn’t know I had planned. She just needs to wait until her birthday. Tattoos, no matter your background, they bring you together, y’know…”
“That is far too philosophical for someone who used to hide behind Alexia at national team camp.” Vicky pointed out, making you falter, but Ona’s return from the cafe bathroom was enough of a distraction for the conversation to be forgotten.
///
An instagram notification distracted you from your reading, glancing up from the online textbook on your laptop to your phone to look. Yuno’s eyes opened slightly to acknowledge the movement of your arm, but the cat stayed put, happy as could be curled up in your lap (regardless of the fact you were starting to need the toilet.)
“Ona, did you tag me in something on your stories?” You enquired, but Ona had gone to her room for something after the two of you had had dinner, leaving you with a stubborn, sleeping Yuno.
Opening your phone to see what Ona had tagged you in, you chuckled at the photo of you reading, with Yuno in your lap, asleep.
Your phone buzzed again, reminding you of the time as you saw Jackie’s text, quickly opening zoom to join the group call that Jackie had sent you a link to.
“Hoi!”
///
Ona raised an eyebrow as she exited her room, hearing you talking to someone, and as she entered the kitchen, she glanced into the living room to spot you on the couch, on video call to a chunk of the Netherlands national team that you had crossed paths with at Arsenal and through knowing Jackie. Jill was part of the call, the defender discovered as she walked over to the couch, falling into frame of your camera as you leaned back to acknowledge her.
“Hoi, Ona…” you murmured, smiling as Ona sat next to you, waving to the camera. She didn’t know Dutch, but she could still pet Yuno, who stretched in your lap, a paw pressing into your stomach that made you grimace slightly. Yuno had developed a sixth sense that involved being able to press paws over your internal organs.
You froze at a comment made specifically in Dutch so Ona wouldn’t catch on, feeling your face burn as you murmured back a “misschein.” Maybe.
Maybe you looked at Ona like she hung the stars in the sky. Just maybe.
/// hopefully some translations ///
Buenos días mi pequeña sombra - good morning my little shadow
Hoe zijn je nieuwe teamgenoten? - how are your new teammates?
Ik probeerde dat te vergeten. - I tried to forget that.
¿Qué? - what?
Lo siento - I'm sorry
Dios mío - my god
Sí - yes
Desayuno - breakfast
Hoi - hi
misschein - maybe
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bellewintersroe · 8 months
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Daniel Ricciardo x HornerDaughter! Reader
part 13 - dramaaaaa y/n gets upset when reading some of the weird comments after a little group holiday goes viral and secrets are starting to be exposed. Little bit of a time jump here, I wanted to get to the nitty gritty parts. Also I realised I accidentally wrote the last chapter in first person instead of third? (Or second I can’t remember wtf each one is) oops!!!! Here’s the LINK to part 12.
warnings: mentions of sex, inappropriate touching (consensual ofc) nothing too graphic, hate?? comments& crying. Mentions of readers and Daniel’s age gap, but again the ages are up to you, I’m going no lower than 22/23 because I feel kinda weird about any younger.
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“How are you so tanned, Daniel?!” The almost-as-tanned girl sat down on the Australian’s bare lap. Hence the almost, being from England and from a ginger father, she was always naturally pale and tended to use spray tans to make up for the translucency of her skin.
“It’s called being Australian, baby.” Daniel cheekily grinned, holding her bum cheek and giving it a quick squeeze as soon as she sat. “Yeah, but…” y/n scooted forwards, playing with the strands of his hair. The Ibiza sea had somehow made his hair even curlier, even hers had a beachy wave to it that Daniel thought made her look like a mermaid (as he told her 5 times over). He thought she looked beautiful- he didn’t think she could get anymore beautiful until he saw her bikini cladded, in her natural form, cannon-balling off the side of the yacht they’d boarded for the night.
“You’re like so nice and dark, can’t you give some to me?” His eyes, fell to her chest, the baby pink pushing up the swell of her breasts. He just wanted to nuzzle his face deep inside of- “Daniel…” she warned.
“Right, sorry… yeah, I would if I could.” With his eyes back on her freckled face, she offered him a smile, nudging to leave his lap. Daniel’s hands tightened with a soft, “no.”
“What? You wanna have sex… again?” Her brow perked, Daniel felt hot under her gaze, and he couldn’t deny the semi that was growing in his swimming trunks.
“No- yeah.” He couldn’t even lie. They’d been at it like rabbits, and especially on this yacht, on the deck when nobody was watching, all over the bedroom, in the water (comment if you acc want me to write a smut based off this lmao). She was sore from the amount of action she’d had the past two days, but she wasn’t complaining, y/n just thought she needed to give certain areas of her body a rest.
“Daniel.” She groaned, head dropping on his shoulder. “Can’t help my girlfriends fucking sexy as fuck.” His lips pressed to the inside of her shoulder, at first she was about to shudder from the action, but the specific use of girlfriend threw her into a frenzy of excitement. “Oh, I’m your girlfriend now?” She tried to play it cool, but both of them could hear the giddiness oozing off her voice. “Uh huh… if you wanna be?” Daniel nodded up, a closed mouth smile growing on his face. “Yeah.” A giggle escaped her lips.
“Yeah? I already thought you were, you… sausage.” He teased, bouncing her slightly on his knee. “Mmmmh, whatever.” They shared a loving kiss, one that wasn’t helping Danny’s situation in his pants. “I’m gonna go shower.”
“Ok, babe. I’ll get in after you, I’m just gonna go back on deck with the lads for a bit…” The good thing about the pair of them was that they could spend as much time together as possible without getting sick of one another, Daniel felt like she was apart of himself that he’d been missing his whole life- not to sound cheesy. But spending their own time together was so important, and space for y/n felt vital, especially when she wanted to have silent time, scrolling through her tik tok. At least, she thought she wanted some time to herself. Things were going well until a specific video of an overwhelmingly recognisable yacht came up on a video. Her stomach immediately dropped, pictures of her and Daniel, engaging in nothing to explicit, but a few kisses, touches, hugging. Clearly somewhat intimate moments that they kept concealed to the public eye. She swiped furiously, concerned as to what else had been captured. Daniel untying her bikini top, the two of them making out…
Y/n felt her breathing intensify and skin prick with beads of sweat. The comments were what she feared the most- the exploitive pictures were guaranteed to bring unasked controversy.
A mixed response was guaranteed, of course people were shocked, some ecstatic, others doubtful of their age gap. It wasn’t that which bothered her, it was the intruding questions and statements of complete lies and assumptions that rattled her. It didn’t take long for tears to form when people began comparing her to Daniel’s ex’s. Questioning ‘what age’ the relationship started, pointing out insecurities on her body, commenting on their visible intimacy.
Y/n was shaking when Daniel returned into their bedroom. She froze, phone still in hand, automatically turning off her phone as though she intended to hide this from him. “Still in your towel?” He attempted to tease, reaching out to nudge it off her head. The lack of response had him confused, stepping forwards with a slight hesitation.
Daniel questioned if she was crying, before shaking it off, but when she sniffled he was falling to his knees in front of her. “Hey…” he crouched in front of the saddened girl. He reached out, both hands resting on her lap comfortably, feeling a punch in the chest when he caught sight of her tear stained face. “Somebody’s leaked pictures.” She blurted out, voice heavy with upset. Daniel felt his breath hitch.
Without saying another word she handed over her phone, allowing Daniel to see for himself. “Nothing like- really bad, but… I don’t know.” She watched his reaction through the corner of her eyes, using her towel to wipe at her damp eyes.
“Oh, y/n/n.” Daniel sighed. “Fuck. I’m sorry.”
“It’s not your fault.” She let out a sad laugh. “It’s just- it’s so invasive and the comments-” her voice became choked up once again.
“Ah, babe, you know not to read them. Fuck all that, it’s not even important.” He slung an arm around her, pulling her instinctively into his chest. “Like the most people are fine- but I-i don’t care it’s just the awful ones, Daniel. How have- why has somebody followed us on a fucking boat?” Her torment was something that angered Daniel. Not towards her, but to whoever the fuck stalked them, whoever decided to be a creep and take these pictures of her- not to forget the people who sent spiteful messages.
“People just like to ruin it for their own gain. I’m sorry, baby.” Again, Daniel sighed, feeling a little lost for words as y/n cried quietly in his arms. “Don’t-dont cry, y/n/n. C’mere.” She shuffled further onto his lap, wiping at her eyes in a subtle manner. “Like now my dad has to see that, everybody’s just gonna see and-” her voice cut short to avoid becoming too distressed. Daniel felt the tension that began to grow in his muscles.
“I don’t know.” She managed to exhale after. Daniel pressed a lingering kiss to her head, and squeezed her again. There was a moment of silence which fell between the pair. Daniels mind now began lingering.
“What did they say?” He knew he shouldn’t, but he couldn’t help it.
“Just stupid shit.” He was already reaching back for her phone, glimpsing through a few of the weirder comments. “Oh, I can’t even read that shit.”
“Don’t read it then.” She muttered, biting down on her thumb. “Honestly fuck them.” Daniel inhaled, lifting up her cheek. One kiss was pressed to the rounder part of her cheek. A small, angelic kind of smile managed to peak through her sadness, even just for a second or so.
“I love you. So much, nothing in those comments will change that, will it?”
“No.” She agreed, swiping the last of her tears. “I’ll sort it out. Don’t worry.” He then nodded, a slight sense of reassurance filling her. “Are you sure?”
“Positive, baby. I’m not gonna let that slide, not when it’s upset you like this…”
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magicfootballstuff · 1 year
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Strictly Unprofessional - part 7 (alexia putellas x reader)
Summary: You’ve just landed your dream job as a photographer at FC Barcelona Femení. The only problem? You hooked up with the captain five years ago and haven’t seen her since.
Part 7/9
Previous parts here.
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Part 7
five years ago
You’ve moved on from the beach club. You spent a good few hours with Alexia earlier, drinking, dancing, getting to know each other, before the afternoon Ibizan sun became too much. 
You returned to your separate hotels to cool off and get changed with a plan to meet up again later, which is what led you here. There are eight of you crammed into a booth at the bar you’ve picked to start your night - you and your two best friends, Alexia and her sister Alba, as well as a group of three girls that Alba seems to have befriended at the beach club this afternoon while all Alexia’s attention was on you. But you only really have eyes for Alexia.
Neither of you is being subtle about it. Alexia’s hand found its way into your lap with remarkable ease and you’ve been absently toying with each other’s fingers ever since. 
The group is mixed but everyone seems to be getting along well. There’s something unspoken in the air, the understanding that the main reason this particular group is hanging out is because you and Alexia are trying to pretend that you aren’t just thinking about getting each other alone later, but once the shots start flowing and the drinking games begin, everybody seems to forget about that.
When it’s Alexia’s turn to get the group a round of drinks, you go with her to the bar, claiming that you’ll help her carry the drinks back to the table when really you just want the chance to talk to her alone. She’s unbelievably attractive, even under the dim lighting in the bar, and you can’t stop looking at her.
Your staring doesn’t go unnoticed.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” Alexia asks, as you wait at the bar to be served.
You’ve lost count of how much you’ve had to drink, spread out enough across the whole day that you’re buzzed rather than drunk, but it’s enough to embolden you into admitting, “You’re really pretty, that’s all. Also, I kind of want to kiss you right now.”
The corners of Alexia’s mouth twist up, though she keeps her gaze straight ahead.
“What?” you nudge her.
“I’m not used to a girl being so direct about what she wants,” Alexia replies, finally turning and leaning sideways on the bar as she smirks at you.
“We’ve been dancing around this for half a day,” you point out. “That’s hardly direct.”
“You know what I mean,” Alexia says, in a low voice.
“So can I?” you dare to ask.
“What?” Alexia frowns.
“Kiss you.”
In lieu of an answer, Alexia lifts a hand to cup your face, her fingers tangling into your hair, and dips her head to close the gap between you, pressing her lips to yours. Your own hands seek her hips, pulling her closer to eliminate all space between you as you return her kiss.
You can’t believe after an entire afternoon and evening together - dancing, flirting, touching - that it’s taken you this long to finally reach this point, but the wait only makes it better. Your ex is long forgotten, as are the protests you gave earlier that you didn’t want to find somebody new, because the spark you feel as Alexia’s tongue swipes across the seam of your lips until you grant her entry feels inevitable.
You’re eventually pulled apart by a loud heckle from the booth where your friends are sitting.
“Alexia!” Alba shouts. “You can do that after I’ve got my drink.”
Alexia just lifts her middle finger to flip off her sister as she grins against your lips and pulls you in for another kiss.
———
present day
In hindsight, it probably wasn’t the best idea to have a moment with Alexia the night before you have to pretend everything is normal in front of twenty other people in the executive box at Camp Nou.
It had been so effortless back in Ibiza, so easy to tell Alexia you wanted to kiss her and follow through. Back when there were zero consequences, when you thought you were never going to see her again.
Out of all the options yesterday, you realise you probably picked the worst one. It probably would have been simpler if you’d just gone for it and kissed her instead of whatever mess you’ve ended up creating in the process of trying to do the right thing for both your careers.
Because now you’re here, introducing your dad to somebody you can barely make eye contact with. 
“Papi, this is Alexia. The one who got us the tickets.”
“I know who this is,” your dad says, already intent on embarrassing you. “A Barcelona legend.”
You knew that your dad follows the women’s team as well as the men’s, especially since you started working for them. He’s even been to a couple of games at the Johan Cruyff. But nothing could have prepared you for the way he greets Alexia like an enthusiastic fanboy.
Alexia doesn’t seem fazed by your dad’s enthusiasm. Instead, she greets him with a handshake and says, “You’ve got a very talented daughter. She’s been teaching me how to take good photos.”
Your cheeks flush. So far, your version of “teaching” Alexia has involved letting her try out your camera a few times and then almost kissing her during your impromptu photoshoot last night. Alexia’s flattery to charm your dad is an exaggeration, but it’s working.
“I wish I could say she got her artistic talent from me but I’m colourblind,” he jokes. “Maybe you could teach her a few things with a football in return. I tried to encourage her to play when she was younger but she was an uncoordinated little thing.”
“Okay, Papi,” you interject. “That’s enough. Don’t embarrass me. Do you want something to eat before the game starts?”
“Yes, that sounds nice.”
You glance at Alexia, who meets your gaze with an amused glint in her eyes, before she turns back to your dad and says, “It’s a pleasure to meet you.”
You quickly steer your dad away before you regret introducing him to Alexia, and attempt to distract him with the food provided for the guests. Luckily for you, your dad is a simple man to please and he’s soon forgotten all about trying to embarrass you.
Alexia has invited a few of the other players too and you seek out Mapi as soon as you possibly can, once you’ve left your dad alone with a beer and a plate of food.
“I nearly kissed her last night,” you admit to Mapi, in a hushed voice, unable to keep the secret any longer.
“Who?”
“Ingrid,” you reply sarcastically, causing Mapi to roll her eyes at you. “No, who do you think? Alexia.”
“And why didn’t you?” Mapi asks.
“I don’t know,” you confess. “Gay panic?”
Mapi smiles and shakes her head, and you could swear that you can feel the judgement radiating off her.
“I thought this is what you wanted.”
“It is, I think,” you say. “But I don’t know what she wants. Maybe she only wants to hook up again.”
“Have you talked to her about this?” Mapi asks, arching an eyebrow.
“I can’t just…”
“Why not?” Mapi demands, as if talking about your feelings is the easiest thing in the world. “Listen, I know Alexia very well and the best thing you can do is just be honest with her. If she doesn’t want to be with you I promise she’s not going to make it weird. Just tell her you’re sorry for being an idiot and that you want to kiss her.”
“What, now?” you ask, glancing across to where Alexia stands talking to somebody who you recognise instantly from Ibiza as her younger sister.
“Oh my god, you’re useless,” Mapi groans. “I can’t tell you everything. But if you want to confess your eternal love in front of her entire family, your dad, and half of her teammates, be my guest.”
Sensing the sarcasm dripping off Mapi’s voice, you hum and say, “Right. I’ll wait for a better time.”
“Thank you, by the way,” Mapi says.
You frown in confusion and ask, “What for?”
“There’s been an uncharacteristic lack of drama at this club recently, but this? This is feeding me.”
“Oh, fuck off.”
———
When the game starts, you watch it from the seating area just outside the suite. You’ve got your dad on one side and a few of the players on the other, but it’s Alexia, sitting a few seats to the right in the row in front with some of her family, that has your attention more than the football playing out on the pitch below.
You want to talk to her, to erase last night’s mistake by apologising for your panic, but Mapi is right that it’s not a good time.
But you watch Alexia, the passion that she shows on the pitch seeping out as she cheers for the team she loves. She’s out of her seat every time Barcelona get close to the goal, bellowing instructions to the players like she’s a coach on the sidelines not a fan in the stands, and when Barcelona finally go a goal ahead just before half time, she’s on her feet and embracing her sister in celebration immediately.
At half time, you head back into the hospitality suite with your dad.
“Alexia is nice,” he comments. “I wondered if she’d be all ego but she seems very normal.”
“All the players are great,” you say, trying to divert his attention away from Alexia.
Unsuccessfully.
“Is she single?” he asks.
“Papi!” you scold him.
“What?” he has the audacity to ask, as if he doesn’t know the problem with what he’s just asked.
“I work with her,” you point out, though your mind immediately wanders back to last night. What if you’d kissed her? What if you hadn’t run away?
“Sorry,” your dad apologises. “You can’t blame me for asking though. I just want to see you happy. And who wouldn’t want a daughter-in-law who can get them free tickets to Camp Nou?”
“Stop it,” you warn him again. “This isn’t an appropriate conversation to have at all, but especially not here.”
“Sorry,” he says again. “I’m going to find the bathroom.”
Your dad leaves, much to your relief, but the relief is short-lived because somebody else comes to stand beside you.
“She is,” they say.
You turn your head to find that the voice belongs to Alexia’s sister, Alba. The first and only other time you’ve met her was in Ibiza, and you were far more interested in getting off with her sister than getting to know her, which is why it surprises you that she wants to talk now.
“What?” you ask, confused.
“Alexia,” Alba elaborates. “She’s single, just in case you were wondering.”
Your cheeks burn red with embarrassment as you realise she must have overheard every word of the conversation you had with your dad a minute ago. But if she heard him asking if Alexia was single, then she must also have heard your insistence on keeping things professional.
“That’s all in the past,” you insist. “We work together. Nothing more.”
“Then we can agree that I know Alexia better than you?” Alba asks.
You nod cautiously, fully aware that you’re probably nodding yourself into a trap.
“Alexia and I are really close,” Alba continues. “She tells me everything. But she didn’t tell me that she’d seen you again at all, let alone that she sees you every day. You can read into that.”
“That she doesn’t care?” you ask with a shrug.
“Or that she does and she knew I’d make a big deal out of it so she kept it from me to avoid that stress while she figures out how she feels. Who knows what goes on in her mind? She’s an overthinker. It’s one of the things that makes her so good at football but useless when it comes to things like this.”
“Funny,” you say, shaking your head, “I’ve been called useless tonight too.”
“Mapi?” Alba asks, arching an amused eyebrow and you nod. “Well at least you know you’ve got one thing in common with Alexia. Listen, I shouldn’t be saying this but you left quite an impression on Alexia in Ibiza.”
“So much of an impression that she forgot who I was?”
Alba grimaces and says, “Okay, I agree, that was bad. But she was hung up on you for a couple of weeks after we got back.”
“I find that hard to believe.”
“Just talk to her,” Alba says, starting to back away as she nods at something behind you, and you turn to see Alexia approaching.
“What are you talking to my sister about?” Alexia asks, once Alba has moved out of earshot, leaving you alone with the one person you don’t trust yourself to be alone with.
“The match,” you lie.
You can tell Alexia doesn’t believe you, but you’re grateful she doesn’t push it. Remembering Alba’s comment about telling each other everything, maybe Alexia hopes she can get the truth out of her sister later.
“Alba recognised you right away,” Alexia tells you. “The second she saw you, she said “Isn’t that the hot one you slept with in Ibiza?” In front of my mami too. Talk about embarrassing.”
“Not quite as embarrassing as the fact your sister recognised me after five years and you didn’t,” you say, unable to stop yourself from teasing her.
The air is tense between you. You know you probably need to say something about last night, anything to try and put things back to normal, but you’ve never been good at difficult conversations. That much was proven last night when you chose to run away instead of staying to talk about your feelings.
One thing you can do, however, is humour, which is why you nudge Alexia, anything to try to cut through the tension, and ask, “So, your sister thinks I’m hot?”
“Stop it,” Alexia says, swatting your arm and pouting, before she mumbles, “I thought I was your type, not her.”
“Ah, so you do remember,” you say, grinning at the memory of your first ever conversation with Alexia at the beach party in Ibiza. You wonder how different your life would have ended up being if it had been Alba who approached you that day instead of Alexia.
“You’re never going to let me live that down, are you?”
“Not a chance.” You laugh and shake your head, before adding as an afterthought. “You are my type, by the way.”
Alexia winces and your stomach drops, worried that you’ve said the wrong thing.
“What?”
“About last night…” Alexia starts.
It’s the conversation you both really need to have, but you’re punished for procrastinating and not having it earlier as Mapi calls out to interrupt your conversation.
“Come on Alexia, the match is about to… oh.” Mapi trails off as she sees the two of you standing together alone, and her eyes widen as she realises that she’s probably interrupting something important. “Sorry. Carry on.”
Through the open door leading back out to your seats, you can hear the rest of Camp Nou erupt into cheers and you assume that the players must be returning to the pitch for the second half.
This conversation will have to wait.
“Can we talk?” you plead with Alexia. “Later - after the match - or another time soon?”
“What are you doing tomorrow?” Alexia asks.
“Nothing.”
“How about we go for lunch?” she suggests. “We can talk then.”
“Sounds good.”
“I’ll text you later,” Alexia says, and you realise the conversation is over for now as she makes her way back outside for the second half. You follow her out, ignoring Mapi’s searching gaze as you squeeze past her to get back to your seat beside your dad.
For the rest of the match, your mind is far from football.
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