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#THE FIRST OF SEVERAL KNY MODERN AU POSTS
myreygn · 6 months
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kny modern au - characters: hashira
includes: gyomei, tengen, giyuu, sanemi, obanai, kanae, kyojuro, mitsuri, shinobu, muichiro
HUGE thanks and shout out to @giggly-squiggily and @trans-ace-lee for their contributions to this au and indulging my brainrots ♡
inspiration was taken from the german school system because that's what i grew up and am most familiar with:
ages 2-6 (flexible, not mandatory): kindergarten
ages 6-10 (grades 1-4): elementary school
ages 10/11-16/17 (grades 5-10): "secondary school", the diploma qualifies you for an education outside of university (craft sector, social sector etc)
ages 16/17-18/19 (grades 11-12): "upper school", the diploma qualifies you for university
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Himejima Gyomei (27, theology major)
grew up in a buddhist orphanage after his parents gave him up because they were ableist idiots who didn't want to raise a blind child
had a very happy childhood, has never been adopted and isn't upset about it in the slightest
went on a spiritual journey for five years after school and wrote a bestseller book about it
started going to university at age 23, helps out at the orphanage whenever he can
has a seeing-eye dog named Curry (a four year old black labrador and the only being on earth he would kill for, he got her when he returned from his journey)
can afford his own flat and lives right next to the orphanage with Curry
advocate for a more inclusive university life and very active in groups fighting for disability rights, both on and off campus
Uzui Tengen (23, music major)
was somewhat of a public figure from a very young age because the Uzui clan is one the richest, most powerful families in the country and everyone in town knows who they are
always hated his parents and moved out at 18, got a small fortune (that's rich people slang for a ton of money, source: trust me) from a cool uncle and used it to open a night club which is very popular with the locals
has no contact to his siblings (even tho he'd like to) and avoids all of his dad's properties like the plague
started going to university at age 20 because he wanted to do something with his passion
plays a bunch of instruments (piano, harp, guitar, violin, shamizen, koto and like ten different types of flute)
lives with his girlfriends in an almost-a-mansion and throws the best partys anyone has ever been to
Tomioka Giyuu (21, philosophy major)
his parents died when he was three years old and him and his sister went through foster care until she came off age and became his legal guardian, they're super close
has been studying several martial arts at Urokodaki's dojo since he was in elementary school
picked philosophy as a major because he had no idea what else to do but it's actually fun??
he mostly just sits in the back and draws stick figures but once a week he'll say something that makes everyone rethink their entire life (no one really understands what's happening inside his head but his professors are convinced he's a genius)
teaches little kids in the dojo because Urokodaki thinks it'd be good for him, he's slowly warming up to it
the type of peanut allergy where his throat closes up at the sight of them, when they were in fifth grade Sanemi almost killed him because he didn't know about it and it delayed their friendship by roughly two years
Shinazugawa Sanemi (21, physics major)
abusive pos dad got stabbed when he was ten, helped his mom raise his younger siblings and is super close with all of them
moved out at 20 when his mom encouraged him to spend more time at university, roommates with Obanai, Giyuu and Sabito
colorblind from birth and dysgraphic when it comes to handwriting, uses recording devices and laptops in class
used to get into a lot of fights in school and still works on not doing that™, most people think he's scary and a delinquent (and also a murderer because it's kinda sus that none of the family members showed up at their dad's funeral)
biker, the motorcycle has wind art on it and he mostly uses it to pick up the tons of children that somehow snuck into his friend circle and take Kanae on drives, loves bringing his guitar to play her something in the moonlight
suffered through school for the most part, a new teacher (Kagaya) in tenth grade inspired him to finish "upper school" and study physics
loves Gyomei's dog like a daughter
Kocho Kanae (21, biology major)
lives with her family and has no plans of moving out until she finishes university, helps a ton in the household
the best big sister ever, drives all of her sisters and their friends around and picks them up at 3am when they're stranded somewhere (also doesn't pretend to hate it, unlike certain other older siblings with their own vehicles)
has always been into gardening and is really getting into permaculture, puts plants wherever she can and loves flowers
most of her cooking ingredients are from her own garden, vegetarian (everything she cooks or bakes will be the best thing you ever ate)
has the voice of an angel, Sumi, Kiyo and Naho refuse to go to bed without her singing them a lullaby
christmas is her favorite time of the year, she goes all out with planning the festivities and getting everyone gifts and needs three whole days to recharge afterwards
has to wear a biteguard when she's stressed because she'll start clenching her teeth in her sleep and works really hard to keep it a secret from everyone
Iguro Obanai (21, philosophy major)
somewhat of a local legend, not by his own doing but by people just making shit up about him
grew up in a cult of which all the members were killed in a fire with him being the only survivor and a huge news story all across the country at age 12
moved to another city as soon as he was old enough to start anew but the rumors follow him everywhere (and it doesn't help that he talks to his snake)
mostly annoyed by the rumors but also likes to use them to scare people of who are being super pushy or harassing his friends (that's the first time in his life he found friends, he can and will commit atrocious crimes on their behalf)
originally enrolled in zoology, then switched majors when the professors wanted to use Kaburamaru as a test subject
spends his time in philosophy class taking a stance against whatever Giyuu says and has an entire folder filled with essays criticizing his statements
always carries headphones with him, listens to lofi because he likes it, mcr because he feels it in his soul and doom metal solely to fuck with tengen ("Screaming is not music!")
Rengoku Kyojuro (20, history major)
still lives at home with his dad and brother because he didn't want to leave Senjuro behind, spends most of his time out of the house tho and is looking for a flat right now
works parttime at a restaurant that's called Umainia and his friends have yet to figure out whether he says "Umai" all the time because he likes his food or to advertise his work place
slightly hearing impaired, has hearing aids prescribed that he just forgets to put in at all times
doesn't have a driver's license, goes by bike everywhere no matter the weather
gets close to people easily, is well beloved amongst Senjuro's friends and also makes an effort to get to know them so he can be sure Senjuro's in good hands
regularly forgets people's names but never their birthdays
collects old books and learned a bunch of old languages just to be able to read them
Kanroji Mitsuri (19, art major)
still lives at home because she wants to stay with her family and help take care of her siblings, also claims that she had invested too much time in her room to just leave it behind (her room looks like every cool fluffy fairy core room you have ever seen on pinterest, it's the coziest place on earth)
if there's a sanrio themed version of stuff she needs, she's getting it, no questions asked.
slightly allergic to dogs, she doesn't care though and cuddles with Curry all the time, she calls it confrontation therapy (it works)
animal lover in general, she even built a little terrarium in her room so Kaburamaru has a comfy spot for his naps when Obanai stays over
has kept every drawing she ever made and sometimes looks through them for inspiration, also likes to track her progress that way
there's a coffee shop across the street from her house where she has been customer of the month every month consistently for four years as well as an honorary mention ever since she was six
Kocho Shinobu (18, student)
in her last year of school and likely about to graduate with a perfect score
founder and president of the first aid club, also head of the student council and an active member on every committee the school has to offer
recently got her driver's license but keeps it a secret so she doesn't have to play chauffeur for her sisters
effectively avoids getting asked out for dates by being very scary™ (and taking jiu jitsu classes since elementary school), she's also your go to person when creepy weirdos won't leave you alone
loves cooking with her sisters and often shares her own recipes with Kanao, she also has her own little corner in Kanae's garden where she plants stuff that she uses to make her own medicine
has a lot on her plate with school and her clubs and some volunteer stuff she does here and there, so she goes to the local animal shelter once a week to cuddle and play with the cats and dogs there, it's her little safe zone to unwind and she doesn't tell anyone about it
the biggest fan of psychological thrillers you will ever meet
Tokito Muichiro (14, student)
in eighth grade and no one knows how he did it but everyone suspects that his brother took at least some of his exams in his place
he's not bad at school per se but he just can't memorize stuff, you're lucky if he knows your name after sitting next to each other for six months
is a member of the cooking club tho and absolutely thriving there, he never goes by recipe and creates the most delicious things but he won't tell anyone his secret ingredients because he can't remember them either
absolutely loves visiting his friends' houses, he's so happy seeing how their rooms reflect them
followed Yuichiro everywhere all throughout elementary school, then made his first friend in fifth grade (Tanjiro of course) and has been getting more and more independent ever since
constantly misses bus stops or takes trains in the wrong direction and is always late because of it, however he has also acquired an extensive knowledge of the town and can give you directions to pretty much everywhere
tries his very best to remember his friends' birthdays but forgets his own every year because it just kinda slips his mind that he has the same birthday as Yuichiro
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tinandabin · 1 year
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I remembered my kny modern au aka the characters in our world. Now this but with SAGAU.
Getting you in their world somehow wasn't much possible. And that broke their heart in several ways. Like, c'mon? They can't be with their creator? Bullshit. So what do they do? Obviously, find a way in your world. You will be there to guide them, right?
And boy when they do get in our world, it's just CHAOS.
Because look, your apartment can't fucking fit so many people!! And first of all, how are they even here? You go and search up 'GENSHIN IMPACT' on Google only to see 'No results found. Try another term?'
Now they are in your world and everything related to them is deleted. Meaning, if you try and talk to someone about this fever dream, you'd probably get admitted to an asylum. Now the question arises, why did they even come here? Does it look like you are their creator??? Like bro. Grow another pair of eyes and look properly.
The characters have never been SOOO shocked before, what do you mean people don't worship you in this world? How dare they? Do they even realise whose presence they are in? You are the creator; why are you living in such conditions? This is simply put, absurd.
But then imagine you explaining how your world works. Like, yeah, you gotta go to this building called 'school' as a child and teenager, where many people of similar ages are present and get taught stuff. You eat at a specific time and follow a strict timetable, also you gotta ask to pee and all. No— it's not a prison, you answer when they say it's prison.
How much Mora do you make? They ask. Your answer. Mora? Babe, that doesn't exist here. Every country has a different currency.
It's fucking chaotic. Imagine Zhongli as a Starbucks barista. OR OR, Venti as a pizza delivery. Idk why it's just hilarious to imagine them as ordinary people. Ei working as a chef— Dont even get me started on this. She would get fired so fast. And Nahida is the luckiest Archon, I mean she looks like a child so it would be illegal for her to work or you'd get charged with Child Labour LMAOOO.
THE FATUI?? OH GOD THE WHIPLASH IN THE TREATMENT THEY WOULD GET HERE. Scaramouche going "Who gave you right to say my name?" And people replying with "Get over yo entitled ass emo boy" IDNUSBA
But I can imagine Signora being a model. Like seriously tho. WHAT IF THE HILICHURLS ALSO GET TRANSPORTED?? This post is such a train-wreck help.
But hey, at least you would have tons of people working for you so you would be rich so soon. Sweet.
MASTERLIST
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☆彡 Masterlist  ☆彡
To make everything easier for everyone I’ve decided to make a list of all of my work! This is my first time creating a list like this so I hope you can forgive me for any mistakes ^-^
I also felt that creating this Masterlist will also be easier for everyone to navigate my blog while also meaning you won’t lose tack of your favorite pieces of writing!  
How this will work:
Work for specific characters will go underneath their name
AU work will be put underneath that AU’s title - e.g. the Pokémon AU will be found underneath the Pokémon AU title in chronological order of parts
Series will also be found under the series title 
Ramblings will be posted underneath that title for anyone that wants to read them - unless its a rambling that links to another one, the posts won’t be in chronological order
I won’t link posts that were posted around the Holiday times as I will always post a holiday post around its time
WIP’s will have its name put underneath its character OR the series but will be crossed out until its posted 
RULES - Please make sure to read before requesting ^-^
Match-up - Rules + Info
ALL CHARACTERS DEPICTED ARE 18+ - click here for reasoning 
Thirsty Thursday Masterlist 
KNY Kinktober 2021 
Prompts - Dialogue 
Incorrect Quotes
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Tanjirou Kamado:
With a cinnamon roll S/O - Headcannons 
Yandere - Headcannons 
With an S/O who can’t feel pain - Headcannons 
with an S/O who finger guns, shouts “Put your hands up!” and hugs them - Headcannons 
With an S/O who sleeps alot and often - Headcannons 
NSFW Headcannons 
Ideal S/O - Headcannons
Being made a Bento - Headcanons 
(???) Demon Tanjirou Kamado x (FEM) Reader - MASTERLIST 
Nezuko Kamado:
With an S/O who can’t feel pain - Headcannons 
Best Friends - Headcanons 
First Crush - Headcannons 
Being made a Bento - Headcanons
Zenitsu  Agatsuma:
Yandere - Headcanons
Ideal S/O - Headcanons 
With an S/O that can’t feel pain - Headcannons 
With an S/O who finger guns, shouts “Put your hands up!” and hugs them - Headcanons 
With an S/O who sleeps alot and Often - Headcanons 
Being made a Bento - Headcanons 
Inosuke  Hashibira:
With an S/O who sleeps alot and often - Headcanons
With an S/O who can’t feel pain - Headcanons 
Ideal S/O - Headcanons 
Being made a bento - Headcanons 
Genya  Shinazugawa:
With a shy S/O - Headcannons
with an S/O who’s enmis with Sanemi - Headcannons - Part 2
SFW + NSFW - Headcannons 
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The Hashira/Pillars 
Giyu/Giyuu Tomioka:
Ideal S/O - Headcannons
NSFW Headcannons
With a Crush - Headcannons 
With an S/O who finger guns, shouts “Put your hands up!” and hugs them - headcannons
With an Author S/O - Headcannons 
S/O telling him she’s pregnant - Headcannons  
Rengoku Kyojuro:
SFW + NSFW Headcannons
With a Crush - Headcannons 
Easily Flustered S/O - Headcannons
With a severely scarred [fem] s/o from abuse - Headcannons 
Comfort me - [ONESHOTt] - Modern AU 
S/O telling him she’s pregnant - Head-cannons
Fluttering Flame - [ONESHOT] Fluff 
Shinobu Kocho:
Ideal S/O - Headcannons
SFW + NSFW Headcannons 
Yandere SFW + NSFW Headcannons 
With a severely scarred [fem] s/o from abuse - headcannons
Tengen Uzui:
SFW + NSFW Headcannons 
S/O telling him she’s pregnant - Head-cannons
Muichiro Tokito:
SFW + NSFW Headcannons 
Yandere - Headcannons 
With an S/O who finger guns and shouts “Put your hands up!” and hugs them - headcannons
With a Deaf S/O - Headcannons
S/O telling him she’s pregnant - Head-cannons 
Mitsuri Kanroji:
Ideal S/O - Headcannons 
SFW + NSFW Headcannons 
Best friend + Shipper of Obamitsu - Headcanons + mini story
With an Author S/O - Headcannons 
with a severely scarred s/o from abuse - headcannnons 
Obanai Iguro:
SFW + NSFW Headcannons 
With an S/O that finger guns and shouts “Put your hands up!” and hugs them - headcannons
With a Deaf S/O - headcannons  
With a severely scared S/O form abuse - Headcannnons 
S/O telling him she’s pregnant - Head-cannons
Sanemi Shinazugawa:
Til Death do us Part - Mini Story
SFW + NSFW Headcanons
S/O telling him she’s pregnant - head-cannons
Gyomei Himejima:
 Yandere - SFW - Headcannons
Yandere -NSFW - Headcannons  
With a shy + Quiet S/O - Headcannons
With a Deaf S/O - Headcannons 
S/O telling him she’s pregnant - Head-cannons
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Demons:
Muzan Kibutsuji:
Yandere - Headcannons 
Yandere with a Half-Demon S/O - Headcannons
How he Hugs - Headcannons 
My Sweet Wife and Our Spider Child - Story - Part 2
My Dear Sister - Muzan with a little sister Headcannons
Kisses - Mini Blurb
Eyes on him - Mini Blurb
S/O finding a Spider (Reaction) Headcanons
Being Whipped for his wife with Upper Moon Reactions - Headcanons 
DILF! Headcanons 
Kokushibo:
Yandere - Headcannons 
Kisses - Mini Blurb
S/O finding a Spider (Reaction) Headcanons
with an S/O that flirts + teases him - Headcanons 
Doma/Douma:
Yandere - Headcannons 
Being Interested in Someone - Headcanons 
S/O who does random things - Headcanons 
Pregnant S/O SFW + NSFW Headcanons
Pregnant S/O being friends with Akaza’s pregnant S/O - Headcanons
Kisses - Mini Blurb
Eyes on Him - Mini Blurb
S/O finding a Spider (Reaction) Headcanon
Akaza:
SFW + NSFW Headcannons 
I’ll eat you whole - NSFW - Mini Story with a [FEM] S/O
Pregnant S/O SFW + NSFW Headcanons 
Pregnant S/O being friends with doma’s pregnant S/O - Headcanons 
Kisses - Mini Blurb
Eyes on Him - Mini Blurb
S/O finding a Spider (Reaction) Headcanon
Enmu:
Yandere - Headcannons 
Rui:
Yandere with a Half-Demon S/O - Headcannons 
Yandere + Fluffy Hug Headcannons 
With an Author S/O - Headcannons 
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Pokémon KNY AU:
Part 1 - This part has a small set of notes of the world in this AU and on the Kamboko gang along with some former Pillars
Part 2 - First set of Pillars
Part 3 - Second set of pillars
Part 4 - Lower Moons
Part 5 - First set of Upper Moons 
Part 6 - Second set of Upper Moons
Part 7 - Muzan and Kagaya + Amane Ubuyashiki
Part 8 - First set of Pokemon Teams
The Flowers are in Bloom:
Rules + flowers
Tsugikuni Twins - Yellow Carnation + White Tulip - Mini Stories
Muzan Kibutsuji - Black Rose + Purple Crocus - Mini Story
Aoi Kanzaki - Forget-me-nots + White Chrysanthemum
˖◛⁺⑅♡ Yandere Event ˖◛⁺⑅♡
Rules
Royalty AU - Rengoku Kyojuro, Muzan Kibutsuji + Giyuu tomioka - Headcannons and Quotes 
Yandere’s Rengoku and Sanemi with an S/O compleminting a favourite author - Headcannons 
KNY COLLAB - In The Summer (Masterlist) - NEW
Tea or coffee? 
Part 1 - A small look into what Tanjirou + his group drink as well as his mentor and Tamayo
Naga:
Muzan - Snippet: Will you survive the gaze of a god?
Akaza - Snippet: It’s ok to love again
Douma/Doma - Snippet : A strange type of love
Rengoku - Snippet: Please stop eating my chickens 
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Author Rants:
Opinion on Manga ending - mini rant 
High-school AU Opinion with screenshots of the characters
Chances for the Light-Novels to be animated - Opinion 
What chaacters I’d like to see receive a Light Novel/Gaiden - Opinion
Will Ufotable change the ending - Opinion
Will we have more arcs before the final fight 
How many episodes will Season 2 have? - Author Speculation
Thoughts on Why Obanai and Sanemi Hate Tanjirou to begin with - mini talk - Part 2 [Electric bugaloo] 
Water Breathing Techniques + Users - Opinion 
Do the other Pillars/Hashia bully Giyuu - Opinion 
Why Sanemi and Giyuu make for an interesting couple - Talk
Thoughts on why Giyuu and Sanemi Survived - Talk
Why Genya can’t use Breathing techniques 
The reason why the Kocho sisters took in the other girls
Why Kanao didn’t use the Wisteria drug/poison given to her by Shinobu - Opinion 
Why did Kanao not go to the same final selection as Aoi - Talk + Opinion
Why Senjuro Rengoku’s sword never changed colour - Opinion with a reblog + mini talk
Shinobu’s lack of Demon slayer mark - Opinion 
Why Kokushibou didn’t know Sumiyoshi - Mini Talk
Why Michikatsu/Kokushibou has love for Yoriichi - Opinion 
Why Yoriichi failed to kill Muzan - opinion 
How Yoriichi managed to outlive his mark - Opinion 
Why Kagaya Ubuyashiki’s children aren’t suffering - Mini Talk
Why Kagaya Ubuyashiki had the Intel on the pillars 
Why Kagaya Ubuyashiki hadn’t anticipate Tanjirou meeting Muzan or Tamayo - Opinion + Mini Talk
Kagaya Ubuyashiki’s lack of knowlwdge on the Kamado family history - Opinion 
 Possibilities for the Anime to differ to the Manga - Mini Talk + opinion
The Potential of Kokushibou meeting Tanjirou - Mini Talk + opinion 
What if a different pillar found Tanjirou and Nezuko - Mini Talk + small headcannons 
What was Tanjirou’s Mission in Asukasa - Mini Talk
The meaning behind Tanjirou’s black sword - Talk with opinion
Were Tanjirou’s Ancestors demon slayers - Mini Talk 
Were any of Tanjiou’s ancestors able to use the dance of the fire god - Talk + Opinion
Why Tanjirou never became a Pillar - Opinion 
Yuichiro if he’d lived and became a Pillar - Mini Talk
Why Tanjirou looks like Muichiro’s dad
Why Nezuko was a special case - Mini Talk
What happened to Zenitsu’s parents - Opinion 
Why Zenitsu has a sparrow - Opinion with image 
My Favourite + least favourite characters 
Characters I feel are Underrated and Overrated 
Why the Blue Spider lily turned Muzan into a Demon - Opinion 
Was the doctor aware that the Blue spider lily would turn muzan - Opinion
How Muzan and Kagaya are related - Author speculation + Opinion
Was Muzan’s Illness the same as Kagaya Ubuyashiki’s illness
Did Muzan have favorites? 
Why did none of the Hashira/Pillars + Muzan ever crossed paths
How + Why Tamayo managed to break Muzan’s control - Talk
What happened to Muzan’s wife + child - Mini Talk 
How did Tamayo met Yushiro - Mini Talk
Did Douma/doma feel any regret for killing Kotoha - Mini Talk
What video games - gorey + horror - do the demons play - Opinion 
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marrylissa · 2 years
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Posting marathon for these...X) 
I need some songs to encourage my hands...*crying*
For INKTOBER 2021 Challenges.
Day 20: “Sprout” - Giyushino “band of Fate” Kimetsu no Yaiba
“Band of Fate” is my second KNY fanfic and the first Modern AU story. The first one is a mix of several AUs and Elements, while the third one with ABO Dynamic theme.
I need to upadte this story too... X)
SPOILERS’ ELEMENTS HERE!
This scene would be in “Band of Fate” future chapters.
Newly wed Giyushino couple went for a walk during winter, and saw new sprouts on the tree.
They knew spring was around the corner.
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Muichiro Tokito x Fem! Student! Reader
[A KnY AU: Bounded By a Forgotten Past]
School works, why must you delay this post-
Modern and Spirit AU??? :33
I recently rewatched Studio Ghibli's "Howl's Moving Castle" and "Spirited Away" and my childhood is-
:'3
So I had this idea :DD
Enjoy!
WARNING: it's a very long read ahead!
You stare up at the tree-covered hill. Was it a hill or a mountain? It wasn't particularly tall nor short, so you weren't sure. What you were sure is that that big mound of earth was never here before.
"[Y/N]! What's the hold up?" One of your friends called as you realized they were already several meters away from you.
"Hey, this mountain or hill, has it always been here?" you eye the mound with your hands on your hips, tapping your foot. "Didn't we pass a field yesterday? And the other day before that? And the two years we've been passing here?!"
Your friend runs back to you to look at whatever you're looking and gave you a weird look. "What hill? It's the same field we walk past every day."
You snap your head back at her with a dumbfounded expression. "Do you not see this??" you give her big gestures pointing the hill.
She sighs heavily. "Whatever prank you're pulling off, it's absolutely stupid and humiliating. Come on! I don't want to miss dinner!" she grabs your arm and pull you away, you gave the hill (or mountain, but you decide to call it a hill now) one last look before struggling to keep up with your friend.
You were very good at reading expressions and can sometimes guess what people are thinking. It was helpful at times, but it was mostly annoying. You laugh bitterly as you try to erase your friend's deeply annoyed face.
As you stagger back to your group of friends, a pair of pale mint eyes were watching you in great interest. The empty eyes, for the very first time in decades, shimmered with curiousity.
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The next day, you decided to leave earlier than usual for school. You were determined to check if that suspicious hill was still there and you weren't gonna let any of your friends drag you away again.
You slip into your shoes and ran outside to take the usual path, greeting familiar faces as you run past them. You finally reach the hill and stopped running, gasping for air. You regain yourself and wipe the sweat from your forehead.
So it's still here. You knew you weren't hallucinating. You walk closer to it as you reach out your hand. You feel the prickly grass on your palm. You hear a rustle from one of its trees and quickly look where it came from.
"Maybe a bird or something..." you assure yourself. As you scanned the hill, your eyes widen in surprise. Were these stone steps here before?
They were covered in moss and some small weeds. What the hell is happening? Maybe you are hallucinating. Is it because of that bun you ate that was a day expired? But you've been doing that a lot now so why is this happening?
The stone steps seems to lead all the way to the top. You hover your hand over your eyes to dull the sunlight as you look up to the top of the hill.
Is that mist?
It's not even that early in the morning. And surely it's not tall enough to reach a cold temperature. All those trees definitely didn't do that.
"Gah, all this investigating is giving me a head ache..." you massage your temples and decided to leave this problem in the afternoon, knowing better since you still have the whole day studying. You gave the hill one last look before walking away.
The breeze swayed his black to mint gradient hair. He watches your figure getting smaller until it disappears.
How intriguing...
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"Yup. It's still here." you tell yourself as you scan the hill.
It was pretty late in the afternoon and the school day finally ended. You skipped [Fave Hobby] club and escaped cleaning duty. You barely escaped from your friends as well. No use bringing people who are blind to this.
The stone steps were still there. You stare at the steps skeptically. Are you really willing to waste your afternoon investigating this thing?
You noticed that the mist at the top have become thicker, immediately answering your question. Nervous, you take in a deep breath and took a step forward. The step was solid. You smile to yourself proudly and continued to walk up the steps. The taller you go, the thicker the trees are. The mist was also starting to form.
You soon start to feel your legs wobble in exhaustion. You must be out of shape since it's the hill isn't really too tall. The mist was thick now, but you notice that the trees are getting thinner. You must be close to something, whatever it is. If you find out there's nothing at the top, you'll freak-
Then you found a shinto shrine. The trees beyond the shrine were a different species, and immediately recognize that they're ginkgo trees. Its leaves were the colors of autumn and pretty much out of season. The fallen leaves were scattered around, but it doesn't surpass the shrine, like an invisible force field to prevent it from crossing to the normal world. It was such a peculiar sight to see yellow colored ginkgo trees in the middle of April.
What the hell.
You get closer to the dusty shrine. It was covered with cobwebs. You spot something engraved on its right side. You wipe the dust off with your hand and read the kanji.
"'Nothing'...?"
"Exactly. There's nothing."
You jump in surprise and turn around too quickly, losing your balance. Someone grabs your arm before your face meets the floor. You regain yourself and sighed in relief. You thought you were gonna have a flat nose by tonight. You swivel around to see a boy who is shockingly already a few feet from you beyond the shrine. He was staring at his hand. His face was so blank, you don't really know what he's thinking or why he's looking at his hand like that.
How could he have such a deadpan expression?
The boy looks like he is younger than you. His hair had raven locks that turned mint in the ends. He was pale and is wearing a cream colored yukata with patterns that are shaped like mists. He's barefooted and had an empty scabbard hanging from his waist.
"E-excuse me!" you call out, snapping the boy out of his thoughts. He stares at you without a response.
You felt awkward. What was he doing here?
"You should leave." the boy says a bit crossly. "Before the sun sets."
You blink a few times. Is someone younger than you telling you to leave? You wanted to coax him about changing his tone and to be more respectful, but upon realizing that the sun was starting to set, you decide to leave him be.
You hesitantly bow and quickly descend the hill. The boy watches you from behind and like always, he waits until your figure disappears. He walks towards to where you stood. The triangle headwear he wears must have fallen when he saved you from falling humiliatingly.
He picks up the hitaikakushi and ties it around his head. He stares at his hand again. His hand that was able to grab you. His hand that didn't come through you.
He sighs, feeling stupid once again. He knew very well that he could not touch humans, yet his body is automated to help someone in need. What happened earlier was different though.
Much much more different.
° ° °
It's finally the weekend, and you were cursing at yourself for deciding to go back to the mountain again. You decided with a flip coin, since you weren't really sure whether you should visit the mysterious boy or not.
"He must be a yurei or something, so why do I even bother...?" you sigh almost jokingly to yourself and shoved your hands in your pockets.
You soon find yourself at the foot of the hill. The steps were still there. The other day they weren't, you were sure. Perhaps the boy can do that? Make things appear and disappear in his territory, if he was some kind of spirit.
You notice the mist have reached the base of the hill and was much more thicker. The trees danced with the breeze, making you wonder how something that isn't really there be in sync with the world.
"You're back?"
You were snapped back to reality. You follow the familiar uninterested voice to see the same boy from yesterday, leaning against one of the trees. The shade from its leaves barely covered his face, but his pale orbs were bathed in little sunlight as if to purposely give empty eyes some light. His mint orbs shone with such a calm demeanor under the sprinkle of sunlight, you thought no one has ever looked so somber for someone so young.
Then you notice the triangular head piece he's wearing. A hitaikakushi. So he really is a yurei.
"Um, yeah, I'm back..." your voice trails off as he walked closer to you, finally fully bathed in the sun's rays.
His brows slightly furrows. "Why?"
You blink. The first time you saw him, you really didn't get a good look at his features. Seeing him now, his hair flowing through the wind while the sun acted like a spotlight, you see him clearly.
Oh my god, he looks like an absolute angel.
You gulp as you thought you were getting hazy. "I, well, uh-"
"You shouldn't be here." he turns his back to you and starts to walk up the steps, the mist seemingly following him like a servant following its master.
"Didn't you invite me?" you voiced a question even though the sight of the mist following his shadow was so fascinating to look at. "The other day there weren't stairs here..."
He stops to give you a brief look. And in that millisecond before walking away again, his eyes flickered with slight shock. You grin to yourself and followed him up the hill.
The boy admits to himself that you were right; he did 'invite' you to his home. He can't help but get curious about a human seeing him for the first time. What's more, he can touch you. Though he doesn't admit one thing.
He feels lonely.
Spirits shouldn't feel lonely. Spirits shouldn't feel anything. Spirits should go to the afterlife, yet he's still here. He remembers nothing of his past or when he was still living, not even his own name. One day, he just awoke on a tall hill with yellow ginkgo leaves surrounding him.
He tried his best to spend his days alone remembering who he was, but to no avail, and decided to give up. He assumed that because of his lost memories, he's still roaming the Earth. The only piece of memory he has is this empty scabbard, and have justified that he was a swordsman at such a young a age. Whether a professional or not, he just knows he's a swordsman.
You see him stop by the shinto shrine. You were still entranced at the sight of the cluster of ginkgo trees beyond the shrine as it danced with the wind with a grace so majestic to you.
"You came to confirm that you're not a lunatic hallucinating things, right?" he says with a flat tone in his voice. "You've seen everything that you can see, now leave."
You consider his question. "It just made things more confusing though..." you mutter to yourself.
But he heard and turns to you, expression unchanging. You catch his eye and quickly tensed under his gaze. It's not that he's intimidating - okay, he is, only because it's like he's some kind of robot. Solemn and somber and deadpan were the only words that can describe his features. It's making it hard for you to read him.
He averts his gaze, startling you just a little. "Then, you can come back whenever..." he huffed. "...just until you're not confused about this anymore."
You stare at him for a moment. His eyes were darting everywhere but you, and he was fiddling with his fingers. What's with the sudden change in reaction? Not that you were complaining. He looked so adorable this way.
You suppressed a grin. "Then I'll be back tomorrow." You almost forgot why you were here, but either way it doesn't really matter as long as you'll come back tomorrow.
You descend the hill as the boy watched you gradually getting smaller until you disappear from his sight. Just like he always have.
He pouts at himself. He shouldn't have said that. You shouldn't come back here. Convinced that it's best for him to be alone, he called himself a nincompoop under his breath. But he had a feeling that even if he hadn't said that, you'll still come back. Your eyes were straightforward about it.
° ° °
You've been visiting him for the next few days. During weekdays, you'd visit him after school. He doesn't really talk when you ask him simple questions. He didn't seem like he was annoyed by your presence though. Right before the sun sets, he would ask you to leave, and you didn't know why. You were persistent, enough to surprise the boy.
Seriously, inviting me here but then you're not conversing?
One day, he couldn't bare to ignore you for much longer. He was at his usual spot at the foot of the hill. He was patiently waiting for you as he leaned on the tree. This time, he's gonna answer your questions. Well, at least he'll try. He was as clueless as you are, as to why and how he's here.
He closes his eyes, concentrating on the breeze that was passing through him. Though a spirit, his body was reacting to the world naturally. His hair would sway in the wind, the sun would shed light on his eyes, and recently a human girl can touch him.
He opens his eyes to stare at his hand. He recalls the time he caught you before idiotically tripping. Your skin was delicatem as well as warm to the touch. For a moment, he felt alive and breathing. Breathing the same fresh air of mid-spring.
The sound of light footsteps. His gaze landed on your shadow that was increasing in size as you walked closer. Finally, his eyes met yours that shimmered in slight surprise. Your shocked look slowly turned into a warm smile.
In that millisecond of a moment, he saw someone else. A boy with the same heart-filled smile. It was only for half a second, but he saw how kind the boy's smile was. Such kindness would make anyone cry.
"Hey, are you okay?" you were sitting across him and were waving your hand in front of his face.
He finally snapped back and stared back at you. For a spirit, he was already pale. But he was paler this time. His eyes were filled with mixed emotions - so many emotions you couldn't count. But these emotions stood out the most; Shock. Disbelief. And fear.
"What's wrong?" concern growing, you inched closer to him. He turns away, a gesture for you to stop. And so you did. He blinked a few times and heaved a deep sigh before turning back to you. Once again, his eyes were empty and his expression was deadpan.
"It's nothing."
You wanted to ask again, but given his expression you decided no to pry. For a while, you stayed in your position as you continued to scan his face. His features were clearly blank again as he was staring at the ground. But there's always something more to that unchanging expression he always wears. What could he be thinking?
"Questions..." he starts in a soft whisper.
"Huh?" You tilt your head. He raised his gaze to level with yours.
"I'll try to answer questions..." His voice was much louder now. You knew what he meant and nod with your lips tugging into a small smile. He looks away and taps the grass beside him. You gladly moved to sit beside him.
You had so many questions. You wonder which you should ask first. "Ah! I don't really know your name yet. For starters, what's your name?"
He stares up at the sky for a few seconds before responding. "I don't know. I don't remember."
"Oh...did you lose your memories?"
He nods. "Then you don't remember anything from when...I mean, your past?
He nods. You frown. So either way, none of your questions will be answered then? Well maybe questions about the present, he can answer.
"Why are you here? Why am I the only one who can see you?"
He gives it a thought. "I don't know."
You sigh, frustration building up inside you. The anticipation of finally knowing what's going on faded away in a dissatisfied manner.
He sees you, and stared st the ground once more. "...but I think it's because I don't remember anything. That's why I'm here."
You can sense his effort of trying to communicate, and you appreciate it.
Maybe continuing to visit him isn't the worse idea?
"Sorry." he apologised. You knew what he meant. You visit him everyday so you can get some answers, and now that he's finally talking, you were left with absolutely nothing.
But maybe nothing isn't so bad?
° ° °
He is very confused.
That day, he couldn't answer your questions in the end. But you still visit him. What's your goal?
You would talk about how your day went and sometimes even bring snacks. You knew very well he can't eat, yet you still bring these delicious foods with you.
You're so mean.
It's not like he's complaining though. He doesn't admit it, but he starts to adore your presence more and more. He was quiet, watching you go on and on about your day. It was a refreshing sight.
Other than that, he's been getting these flashes from his past more often. They come in bits and pieces so it doesn't really add anything up. He would see his own hands holding a sword, unfamiliar faces, another him, and the most mysterious and confusing ones are the flashes of huge pillars inside a seemingly endless room all lined up. He was sure there were other people in the room as well, but this one person with long hair doesn't reveal his face.
He was certain that you would be able to set him free. Is fate finally giving him a favor and sent you here? Or is it the other way around.
"Hey so..." your voice was unsure. He's never heard that tone from you before. "...a guy asked me out on a date. I'm not sure if I should go. I told him I'll give it a thought..."
The way your hand played with your earlobe and looking at the ground embarrassingly, were you asking for his permission?
He blinks cluelessly. "A date?"
You realize and chuckle at him and yourself. "Right. You probably don't know what a date is, huh?" he nods. "It's when a girl and boy go out and do all sorts of fun alone together. They would talk and eat and stuff...but usually when it's only because they-"
"But aren't we doing that now?" he cuts you off. He almost sounded upset. You were staring at his innocent face as you felt your face getting hot. "You're already on a date with me everyday, so you shouldn't go."
"You're havung fun with me around?" the question simply slipped away, and you got redder when you realized. His eyes widened a little and somehow his cheeks were slightly dusted pink. He looks away and hummed softly.
You smile. "I guess I'll tell him no then." he seemed to slightly perk up by your response, but his gaze remains away from you.
You knew you had to tell him at some point, that dates are about when two people like each other. But you decide to let it slide for now. You were feeling too warm and fuzzy inside.
~
The sun was gonna set soon, meaning he'll tell you to leave again. But you wanted to ask him about that before you do.
"Why do you ask me to leave before sunset?" you casually asked while cleaning up.
He was staring at the setting sun. There was an unfamiliar feeling of anxiety and fear in his eyes. But there was also this strong look too. You've noticed that he seems to grip his scabbard absently whenever the sun is almost setting.
"I...don't know." the same answer to you questions, yet answered with a different tone in his voice.
You thought for a moment. Then you remember about you grandfather telling you stories from his time as a young kid. The mosters prowling at night in search for human flesh, the hunters who possess immense strength and abilities to take those monsters down, and the end and start of it all.
"You told me you were long dead..." you started. You try to search for the words, but there was no sugarcoating it. "...then you must know about the demons, right?"
Upon hearing the word, flashes of different faces printed on his mind all at once. Sharp teeth, eyes cravung for bloodlust, claws that can easily rip your heart out - they were all different people but with the same description. Finally, the last one was longer - the long haired man with no face finally has one. Intimidating six eyes were starung right at him.
He almost lost his composure if it hadn't for you. He realized he was as stiff as a board and finally relaxed once he felt your touch. You grabbed his arm with worry that he wasn't responding to your calls.
"Are you okay?" you asked.
He absently gripped your hand that was holding unto him and pulled it away, just to hug you tight. You were surprised with the action (and his strength for someone with a small build). You were really getting worried.
As you were about to say something, he spoke first. "...I want to protect you. Let me protect you."
"Protect me from what?" he only hugged you tighter. You didn't know what and why is this happening. You also don't know about his past was about. Heck, you don't know anything about him at all.
You stare at his scabbard. He was a swordsman, that's for sure. Maybe it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if you knew who he was or what he's been through - you know him as the boy who is hugging you right now. That matters.
You slowly wrap your hands around him as you were engulfed with the last but of sunlight left. "Alright." you brush through his hair and he immediately relaxes in your arms. You don't know it, but happiness was bubbling from his chest.
° ° °
It was just another usual day. Another school day have ended and you were heading to the usual hill where he lives. Sometimes, you end up daydreaming while walking but every time you find yourself at the foot of the hill already. It's like your body was automated. Thinking back when there wasn't any magical hill yet, you just head straight home. Your mom would say to have fun with friends and go somewhere after school, but you just weren't the type to do that. You chuckle at yourself.
You realize that you've arrived and saw the boy standing straight with his fists clenched. When you met his pale eyes, you couldn't believe what you were seeing.
His eyes gleamed with hope and excitement. He wasn't trying to hide it. His deadpan expression was replaced by excitement and impatience, and you admit it was foreign to you. But it was a sight you can never forget.
"What are you doing standing there?" he breathed, barely hiding his emotions. "I have a lot to tell you."
~
"Wow! So you had a twin?"
He nods vigorously. He continues to tell you of his memories with a happy look on his face. It's been like this everyday now. You weren't the only one talking anymore. You were exchanging stories; stories of your lives, stories of the past and the present.
"I was a demon slayer too! A high-ranking one at that." he stares at you with a proud look on his features.
"Really?" you stare back at him in awe. "You're so young though! What else do you remember?"
"That's all I remember today. I'll tell you more if anything else comes up!" he says cheerfully. But soon, his expression softened as his gaze seemed to pierce through yours without him realizing. "[Y/N]...are you happy for me?"
You held your breath, completely off guard. You hadn't forgotten what he said before.
"If I get all my memories back, I might finally move on. I'll be free."
He said that just a few days after you've met. Now, it's been weeks. Of course you should be happy for him. After so many years, he's this close to finally move on from the world who couldn't see him, realize that he was still there. But then he'll be far from your reach. He'll get farther and farther until you couldn't grasp him anymore.
You smile, forcing yourself to remember what he wants. "Of course I am! You'll finally be free!"
He nods at you. Before meeting you, it bothered him that he's alone in the world. No one can see him - the whole world can't see him. And such loneliness is absolute torture for a spirit of a child. Though an elite swordsman of the past, he's still a young boy. A young boy who then meets a young girl of the present. You were cheerful, kind, and loveable. You were also a bit clumsy and a tease, but those were the qualities that made him feel alive even just for the afternoon where you spent time with him. For the first time, he didn't care if the world couldn't see him. You turned into his world already.
And for the first time, he wished he would forget.
° ° °
Tiem flew. Months passed. By now, the boy has probably remembered everything. Everything except his name. He didn't mind though.
"Hey! There's a summer festival today!" you visited him in the morning to inform him of the annual summer festival happening in your neighborhood. "I promise to bring in lots of prizes today! And maybe some food." you barely hid your cheeky grin.
"Stop teasing me with food I can't eat!" he pouts at you. You laugh and ruffle his hair, giving his heart an unusual skip. "But didn't you say that festivals are the best at night?"
You smile brightly, happy that he remembered what you said. "Mhm! That's why I'll be back before sunset."
"Watching fireworks are the best when you're with someone."
~
That day, you did visit again before sunset. You were wearing a [F/C] kimono that was decorated with flower patterns and your hair was tied in a loose bun. All he could do was stare at you as he blushed.
"S-stop staring too much..." you mumble, but he hears and apologises.
You sit beside him and told him what you saw. You showed him the prizes you won from winning games, and flaunted the delicious snacks you brought (resulting a drooling spirit).
After all that, everything finally calmed down. You were both waiting for the fireworks display to start. You were right at the entrance of the shinto shrine. Beyond it, the autumn ginkgo leaves seemed to shimmer slightly under the soft moonlight. You never stepped foot beyond this shrine because he advised not to. The way he told you, it was obvious that it was his haven. It was where he feels safe and at peace. A few days after first meeting him, he sits in the middle of the pile of leaves and stares at the sky. Now he doesn't. Does that mean he can feel at peace with just by being with you now?
"[Y/N]! Look!" he points at the sky and you follow; different colored fireworks exploded in the star filled sky. Its light reflected on your features that showed awe and happiness.
The boy next to you, however, weren't watching the dancing lights in the sky. He was watching the girl beside him who's completely absorbed in the beauty of the fireworks. He feels the same way as you, only it wasn't towards the fireworks.
It was towards you.
Then, a flash. He grabbed his head in pain. This was clearly a memory; but why does it hurt?
He sees a man - he was blind. He was wearing a black kimono with a white kimono jacket that had purple and pink mist like patterns that starts from the end of his jacket. He wore the smile like Buddha. A calm aura radiated from him. They were in a room and he seems to be lying down. The man was sitting beside him and was saying something, but he wasn't audible. Until-
"You will get your memories back...
...Muichiro."
Then he was back. The memory faded away. He was sitting beside you under the now empty sky. The fireworks display ended. You were calling out his name and was holding him. Your eyes showed nothing but concern and worry. Suddenly, he hugs you. Tears started streaming down his face as he buried his head into your chest. It was gonna stain your kimono, but you didn't care. You didn't know what was going on, and all you could do was hug back.
You stayed like that for what felt like hours. His sobs subdued into quiet sniffles. He held you tighter, as if he was afraid that if he lets go, you'll disappear.
"...Muichiro." he muffled. He looks up at you, eyes sore from crying. "M-my name..."
You widen your eyes in realization. You start combing his hair with a smile, but tears were forming in your eyes. "Muichiro...it's a nice name."
"Don't lie!" he says and breaks away from you. "Don't smile like that!"
His words broke your heart.
"Don't tell me you're happy! Because I'm not!" he yells. He stands up, staring at the ground. "I'd rather forget everything again and stay here with you!"
He was crying again. No, of course you should be happy. But you can't help your feelings. You don't want him to say that; he doesn't mean it. And if he does, you should stay strong for him. He needs to be set free. You stand and hug him tenderly. He gives in quickly and hugs you tight. You couldn't find the words. You knew you should change his mind. You don't want him to disappear while he feels like this.
A sudden breeze, then a strong wind. The ginkgo leaves were flying, circling around you. Soon, the mist joined in. He hugs you tighter, but even when he did, his grasp and warmth was gradually fading. You cupped his face in both of your hands and gave him the warmest smile despite the tears.
"Muichiro, I like you."
His eyes widened. He knew what those words meant. It wasn't a simple confession. You were telling him to go. You were telling him that it was okay and that you'll never forget him.
He smiles back. "I like you too." he holds your hands as your foreheads touched. You shut your eyes tight as the strong wind almost felt like a tornado.
Then you can't feel his warmth anymore. You can't feel his face in your hands. The wind disappeared. You open your eyes slowly.
You were standing on a field. As if the hill was never there. You stare at your hands, before falling on your knees.
As tears streamed down, you still smile. "Muichiro..." you whisper. His name meant 'nothing', but his whole existence was the opposite of that. Despite his name, you knew he lived a happy life. And hoped that his time with you was just as happy.
He was born to be happy.
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