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warning. this post is gonna have a lot of over-explaining simple concepts anyone can observe in the show because i'm autistic thanks
also episode 8 hazbin spoilers
ft alastor homework doodle
someone's probably already said this, but regarding "finale" from hazbin hotel i like;; didn't watch it with subs bcs the service i used just didn't have them
& for the longest time i thought alastor's "and i barely escaped being killed by a hair" was actually "...killed by a hare"
i don't know if this specific wording was intentional or it's literally just me misinterpreting it, but it did made me think about alastor's death. the whole thing is that he was the hunter, before momentarily becoming the hunted. literally.
he went from the most dangerous thing in the woods (swamp?? marsh???) to the deer that gets hunted with ease, the whole being a deer thing is a reminder of that (which obviously isn't new news or anything)
moreover almost every scene he's in seems to be a struggle for the narrative, or for control, or for at least some unspoken acknowledgment that he is The Radio Demon — he does Not enjoy not being untouchable
he refers to most by "my dear" (my deer) — he sees most as potential prey or at least much more feeble/helpless & deer-like. maybe partially why he consistently helps mimzy, for example. he may not see her as a potential victim of his but he does acknowledge a power difference, which both invokes a sense of responsibility & a sense of pride/power when reinforced
but he refers to everyone in this way while also having a preference for vension. and also cannibalising rotting deer corpses. So like.
now back to the actual line. he went into the fight with adam, not even concerning himself with bringing an angelic weapon with him (despite it being clear angels can only be killed by such). yknow, weapons & beings associated with light, while alastor's powers are based in shadows. he thought he could do it alone, and failed. this was the the breaking point of his struggle for control that he's been shown to subtly be experiencing throughout the season. perhaps when everybody forgot about the radio demon, cognisant of the fact vox was broadcasting this attack, he believed he could show hell once again who he was.
(little note i think it's a cool detail that our framing shows alastor as all-powerful, everybody knows him, he's terrifying, and he definitely is terrifying, subtle interactions with those not as involved with our narrative, such as carmilla and lucifer, shows something slightly different. alastor has taken control of the way we see the show, namely himself)
and i mean what he did do was extremely impressive, but nobody's gonna mention that. he was shown, after 7 years, being bested, while being broadcasted by vox. Like !! that's a win to the v's
jesus christ tangential ok i'm just writing off the top of my head
but what's more feeble than a deer?? a 🎶Hare🎶
often hunted
though deer are prey, they can still be dangerous. they can still be intimidating. their antler's are dangerous. their hooves are too !!! those things KILL!!!!‼️‼️‼️
rabbits and the like?? not so much
is it possible that in these moments, alastor saw adam as that hare? talks big, but ultimately unimpressive? if so, how much would it utterly irk him that the hunter was bested by a hare?
anyways thank you for coming to my most delusional ted talk where i spent only the last 10% of this post getting to the point
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You always struck me as a very introverted sweet person who likes intimacy and has a lot of emotional maturity and intelligence and I love it, it's really something I look in people but I always feel like people don't get me :/ big fan by the way, love your blog <3
oh this is very sweet, it felt like a hug! 🥹tysm
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Plagued with thoughts of selectively mute Nightcat being taught sign language by Spearmaster. Them practicing it with Gourmand and Monk. Showing off their progress to Saint when they can. Being excited ab learning new things when they are usually so mellow......
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