#al tag🍁🔥

[loveofastarvingdog]

the two guys i love most in the world shared my name for a night just to make me smile — timothy l.l.s.h.

for Al and Quinton, you never fail to make me laugh, and I think more importantly, you never fail to make me smile.

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When I was little I would Play pretend that I was alone in some Awful situation. Trekked out to our front lawn, all overgrown and Lovely with weeds and wildflowers, And pretended I was a lonely gardener, lost in a field. Made my bed a cave and had to Nurse my stuffed animals to health, because somehow we Had all gotten kidnapped, Together.

When I was little I always wanted to Live like I was starving for it. I wanted to understand why grasshoppers leapt And flew with their  Rattling wings and churning mouths and I wanted to be the one To see the tornado form across the street. To see it dip down from the sky.

When I was little I didn’t know that all it took To live like I was hungry Was to live, And to be hungry, And to live.

When I was little I didn’t know what it  Felt like to Stuff myself on Summer peaches, yellow and white, In the parking lot by my house, with my sister laughing  With wild enjoyment, glutted and messy. And I didn’t know what it was like  To be told I looked like a rockstar from the 80’s By a complete stranger, even though I had a sriracha stain on my light-washed jeans and coffee Stain on my shoes.

I think I am growing into my hunger now. I think I am living.

—timothy l.l.s.h.

(P. S. for my two best friends, you make me hungry to live, thank you)

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#al tag🍁🔥 #quin tag🤨♾ #poetim #original poetry #poetry #timothy l.l.s.h. #timothy's txts. #image description

[loveofastarvingdog]

Id put so many stickers on your forehead btw

r you callign me a fruity ? are yuo sauing i am fryuit? 🍐 🍌 ?? fruit fruit?

#al tag🍁🔥 #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened #tw emoji

[loveofastarvingdog]

come road trip with me we can drink peach iced tea and sing to songs and take pictures of the clouds

BURSTS INTO TEARS. to me, we are like the curls that cling to your face when it's hot and you get sweaty. to me. does this mean anything

#i lvoe you i love you i love you #al tag🍁🔥 #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened

[loveofastarvingdog]

did u know buck is so silly

he's so silly and he smiles so big and he does a little skip when he's happy

#and also i love him #al tag🍁🔥 #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened

[loveofastarvingdog]

there's guy people in my puter

#al tag🍁🔥 #timothy's txts.

[loveofastarvingdog]

:[ <- fluffy mouth guy

#I LOVE. FOREVE #al tag🍁🔥 #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened

[loveofastarvingdog]

thoughhts?

does this to you. so you can see above walls and also shelves at the grocery store

#al tag🍁🔥 #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened

[loveofastarvingdog]

your gay 🫵

someitmes things happen. you are my gay 🫵🫶

#tw emoji #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened #al tag🍁🔥

[loveofastarvingdog]

I miss you <3333

please please please come live in my hoodie. please ? come live in my hoodie pocket so i can carry you around forever and so i can hold your hand all the time please for the love of god

#al tag🍁🔥 #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened

[loveofastarvingdog]

Hey *leaning on the daedalus space station seductively

hey 😳 what if we went to space and we were so so scareds of the dark or of loneliness or things that are so so big 😳 and we were both transfags

#tw emoji #al tag🍁🔥 #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened

[loveofastarvingdog]

Evermore Marjorie when its like what died didnt stay dead you’re alive you’re alive in my head.. wish I kept every grocery store receipt cause every piece of you would be taken from me…

DON'T SAY THIS. i constantly have that line run through my head and it's soooo. GOD. you;re alive you're alive in my head...

#tw caps #al tag🍁🔥 #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened

[loveofastarvingdog]

did ted lasso everyone up cowboy style? 😌🩷

PLEASE PAUL MY STOMACH HURTS.

#i can't even explain it all. inasanne things happening to me. i need to lay belly first on your bed and kick my legs up behind me #and twirl my hair and shove my face in the sheets #and tell you EVRRTYHTING about this #and also also also. read fleeceframe ted lasso fic it's so good it's so good #even if you haven't seen it it's still good. stomach hurts again thought about people being gentle #al tag🍁🔥 #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened #tw caps

[loveofastarvingdog]

I’m a birthday guy cmaaan it’s my birthday I’m a little birthday guy

CMAAAHNNNN you wouldn’t keep a birthday boy from getting a third kidney, would you ? 🥺

#al tag🍁🔥 #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened

[loveofastarvingdog]

bark bark bark ❔

BARK ‼️

#tw emoji #tw caps #al tag🍁🔥 #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened

[loveofastarvingdog]

how have you been I missed you badly. Forever 💞🩷💞🩷💞🩷💞💞🌟🌟🌲🌿🌿🌾🌾🌿

i am literally always missing you. i've been drawing warren (my favourite wet sack of a man) from my shows (<- horror podcast red valley) and i'm having sooooo much fun. i love gay people........... (<- me saying i love you)

#HI. MISSED YOU. #tw caps #tw emoji #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened #al tag🍁🔥

[loveofastarvingdog]

ALSO HI FOR THE LOVE IF GOD HELLO I LOVE YOU

HI HI HI HI HIHIHIHIHIHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII CAN YOU PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD RIDE INSIDE MY POCKET WITH ME TO GET. A BURGWR

#tw caps #ask and ye shall receive / knock and the door shall be opened #al tag🍁🔥