#alas alack

[callmearcturus]

Hey, i left like a kind of shitty and self rightious rant about self determination on one of your fics, sea)(orse like a year ago. I am sorry, i don't really know why i did but part of it mustve been i was sleep deprived and hadn't started E yet.

I just wanted to say tho, i just read Human Domestication Guide and have had serious brainrot about it for the last week or so. i mean ive been OBSESSED obsessed.

so like. i get it now.

Anyway, idk why i bothered putting this on anon given how easy it would be to track me down given everything ive just said but yeah. sorry again.

okay so a few things

thank you for the apology! i'm glad you reached a better place regarding the difference between fiction and reality, that's genuinely great and healthy, cheers!

its funny bc I was writing sea)(orse and the revenant au at the same time, and they are both leftist fantasies in opposite ways. in one, the fantasy is "this world is fucked, i wish someone would just come in and go wow this place is a mess and start fixing shit," and then add in a bunch of fucked up power dynamics and BOOM. while the revenant AU is almost the exact opposite, it's about recognizing the current system is fucked and making the decision to try and fix it and knowing it'll be work but utopia is a process.

here's the big one. i... have no idea what rant you are talking about. like, no clue. if it was a comment on the story, then I think i nuked it so fast that I just forgot about it??? and if it wasn't a comment, I never saw it.

and for that, i want to point to this as an objective lesson:

if someone leaves a shitty comment/ask about your fic, just nuke it! don't read it! once you realize it's One Of Those, just hit delete. if you avoid obsessing or rereading the remark over and over, it won't stick with you and you will be better off!

these are the rules of fandom. block people who you don't want to see. do not hateread people you don't like. delete hatemail and rude comments. these things work!

ANYWAY anon, i am happy for you. i am also happy that I straight up don't know what your rant was. 8)

#Anonymous #hilariously i have Seen the human domestication guide thing on the AO3 #and it was not my thing unfort #alas alack #okay i will admit it: when ppl leave really funny hatemail #i screencap it to show my friends and laugh at it THEN i delete it #sometimes ppl tell on themselves so hard its hysterical

[ryebecca]

I burned my chili, the new Bobby board I posted is going nowhere fast, and PMS has me on the verge of tears: more at 11. 🙃

#alas alack #apparently i write text posts now #text post

[avese23]

Rachel Smythe is a small angry woman and Persephone is a small angry woman and as a tall petty sad girl I am their ally 🫶🏽

Live, Laugh, Launch a chair at your enemies queen

Iʻd say donʻt let the Minthes get yʻall down but Smythe has said sheʻd let that sexy lady walk all over her so I canʻt help there 🥲

#I like to think Iʻd be Persephone if the gods wanted me to be a girl #like little me was pink and cute #I could have grown up to be a smol chubby princess who kicks absolute ass and focusses on school #but noooo I must be a gangly twink who gets honors due to never ending anxiety and perfectionism #Alas alack #born to be in the front lines cursed to be a gremlin of art chaos #lore olympus #rachel smythe #female creators

[beepbeepsan]

(Frantically scrolling through AO3) No, no... It can't be! Once again I... must be the change I wish to see!!

#alas alack #no one has written the exact story I want to read #or even the trope apparently #time to roll up my sleeves and do it myself I guess #😭 #beep talks #fandom life #fanfic problems #ao3

[astrovagrant]

my new apartment feels like a hotel still and i have soooo much to unpack and work has become A Lot as of late last week. smh

#this isnt quite a complaint just like. i get home and all i wanna do is Vibe but then notjing gets done #alas alack

[lactosefreevanillayoghurt]

:)))

#happy today!! #got a haircut and freaked out about it for a solid hour and then brushed it and realised i love it #have had a sort of fringe cut for the first time in years!!! wahoo #i look like marlene mckinnon and im very much enjoying it #makes me laugh that i have a hair appointment in the middle of the day- #and i spend the morning in Waiting Mode for the appointment #and then spend the afternoon in Adjusting Mode just fiddling with my hair and doing Nothing #but! all in all im happy #also!! 新年快乐!! year of the draig!! #ive started learning welsh and i keep?? forgetting words in chinese only to remember them in either welsh or spanish?? hello??? #i love not being fluent in many languages but speaking them just enough to get confused HAHA #anyway<333 i hope we have a very lucky year and i am devastated i yet again have not recieved 红包 from lin :( #alas alack #wearing red socks instead teehee #anyway adios hwyl mwah mwah mwah

[nasturtiumsforbreakfast]

what I would dearly love to be doing. right about now. is kneeling at someone's feet eating them out.

#alas alack #I shall simply have to bring myself off to the thought instead #nsft text #nsft

[likesdoodling]

The Adventures of Steve and Orphan No. 42 We have returned to the snowy tundra at long last- Considering Steve is a polar bear the tropics were a little uncomfortable, but he pushed through like the warrior he is! Anything is possible if it is for Master after all. :)

#steve #technoblade #ranboo #ranboo fanart #orphan #the adventures of steve and orphan #dsmp #technoblade fanart #dsmp comic #dsmp fanart #dsmp steve #digital art #i am sleep deprived #alas alack #im trying over here #technoblade just sleepin #steves confused #and curious

[vickyvicarious]

first time in days/possibly for days that I have enough time to make the posts/respond to the asks I want and I'm not feeling well enough to do so :(

#alas alack #i think it's mostly that i'm really dehydrated but my head is killing me and my stomach feels unsettled #just hanging out drinking water for now but i'm also just. so tired. #i have had constant high energy social interaction for DAYS now and it's fun but. god there's only so much i can take #and i have surpassed that limit.

[magictavern]

there's a tv show whose name i can't remember and i want to watch it so bad because it switches between being filmed like a single cam sitcom to a prestige drama show based on which character it's focusing on and it's such a fascinating conceit

#camille.txt #alas alack

[peri-helia]

Lost a fic I had been working on for two days bc Word magically fucked up the numbers on the Word files I had open and apparently I haven’t saved the right one 😞

#like - it was a rough draft #and it wasn’t anything important work related #so thank god for small mercies #but still #I was excited about it and now I have to start again #le sigh #tried recovery but it is gone #alas alack

[ryebecca]

Between this website being what it is, the thought of moving apartments hanging over my head (and being sad about it now, when I was excited about it before), and what clearly seems to be the onset of PMS...I really am winning today, aren't I? 🙃

#alas alack #at least i'm going to see sweeney todd tonight! #apparently i write text posts now #text post

[elainemorisi]

it would be nice if I could figure out whether my disinterest in dating is more about the pining or more about the disinterest, but damned if I can turn the pining off enough to check and unfortunately the disinterest (and inconvenience) bar is definitely high enough that it's impossible to do a casual study at this time or for the foreseeable future!

#now that all actual life goals have been accomplished like the ones I affirmatively wanted and would have been sad without #we can move on to the nice to haves and like... it'd be nice #...in the way or perhaps below the way that the future hot tub would be nice #definitely below the way a four day work week would be nice #there's nice to haves and nice to haves y'know #but like would I be more generous toward people if they did not Fail To Be Her yes... probably? #...maybe #thing is I sorta think maybe not. it's not exactly a common type #which contributes to the difficulty of casual study! #alas alack

[gryphonlover]

Apparently the dining hall's idea of cheesecake is brownies cut into triangles.

#gryphon's college adventures #dining services #how could you do this to me #alas alack #i live a cheesecake devoid life #send help (cheesecake)

[astrovagrant]

my outfit does not in any way match my makeup today

#alas alack #makeup is giving space girl vibes that im enjoying

[funkylilso-n-so]

but i literally just remade my twitter

#was feeling sad about losing all my followers #including the burgeoning celebrities bc i’m shallow and have some notion it would help w my career #alas alack