#also just to clarify the ibuprofen never makes the pain stop it just dampens it

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i love how every visit my doctor tells me she hates how much ibuprofen i take and i remind her im in constant pain and ask if there's something else she can give me since she doesn't like how much ibuprofen i take and she says "no <3" and i ask her well okay so where do we go from here bc i have to take something and she goes "just.... try not to take it so often" and im like "cool i already take it way less than I need it bc of these convos so thanks, you're useless"

#im crying bc im having one of those nights where the pain is bad enough to make me cry but im also so tired of never having relief #and that's also making me cry #2 cries for the price of one or whatever #text post #I'll go a full day without taking ibuprofen and im look 'cool im saving for stomach lining.... in exchange for no relief from my pain' #i did just take some but like i said. it's Bad tonight #my chest also feels Bad and Wrong but unfortunately i STILL haven't gotten in to see a cardiologist so who knows what's going on in there #oh the joys of not being able to drive myself #and not having a penny to spare for an uber #and living somewhere with zero (0) public transportation #don't mind me just bitching #also just to clarify the ibuprofen never makes the pain stop it just dampens it