#and i was like no fuck NEDA

[jinglejanglemornings]

LMAOOOO NEDA is union busting and replacing the hotline workers with AI. hell world but this is so funny to me sorry i’ve been a NEDA hater for years

#in adolescent res they made us go to a NEDA walk (????) #which was a strange choice when half the group wasn’t allowed to walk but i digress #i was shit talking NEDA saying they’re useless and whatever and i was like i don’t wanna go #and the staff was like… they raise awareness they’re so threat #great #and i was like no fuck NEDA #i was right lol fuck NEDA #so many things wrong there but this is just the cherry on the cake

[neuralnetsprettypatterns]

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Hi there! I'm Neural Nets. I make kink content. I specialize in audio content about mind control. I also produce video, make games, and create experimental content for personal massagers.

If I have a kinky vision, I aim to make it real. I learn the tools I need for them.

I made the first content for "bimboization" over a decade ago. It was supposed to be private. It got leaked and cycled into thousands of spicy video dishes. I left the scene and returned to find it EVERYWHERE. That was fucking surreal.

My content is much better now. I learned the tools to make the horny impulses real.

Some of my content is free. You can find free things here, on Discord, on Reddit, on Soundgasm, and on Spotify. My media presence is a bit scattered because of bans and illness, but it's there.

The real archive is on Patreon. That costs money. It doesn't cost very MUCH money, and I think it's well worth it. That's your call, though.

I am definitely over 30. I don't disclose my exact age because hacking. "Over 30" should be enough. If you're hoping I run for US Senate, I appreciate your optimism and mourn its imminent passing.

FAQ:

Do you answer asks?

Yes! I turned off anonymous asks here. Trolls should commit to the bit. That said, I appreciate asks and I answer all of them if they're in good faith.

2. Do you answer DMs?

I leave my DMs on here. I wrestled with that decision.

They're on for: a. people I've known for a while or b. people contacting me about projects, like VAs and spicemakers

Any other questions go to asks.

3. How do I voice act in a Neural Nets production?

You contact me. You'll need to provide a voice sample.

If I cast you, I'll direct you to the casting spreadsheet. It has deadlines. If people miss deadlines, their parts get recast. I can direct, but I can't micromanage your time.

Sometimes, people are very underconfident in their voices, and it makes them feel bad. If that's you, I empathize. I'd be happy to answer questions and give advice! I shouldn't direct you, though. I don't want to unwittingly hurt people by directing.

4. Do you believe your content?

I believe in equality and radical honesty. I unequivocally believe in consent. I wish political and economic systems did too.

I have dark impulses. I like some schtick and some kayfabe. I like trickery and manipulation - in consensual kink.

All my content addresses things that turn me on, but my ethics trump my desire for a host of braintrained pleasers.

5. Do you do AI stuff?

Not really. I've tried machine learning tools. Porn is the cutting edge of new tech, after all.

I like automated tools to generate effects. Purely generated stuff, like image generation? Overall, meh. People make me horny. Mechanized people can make me horny. Machines, by themselves, don't make me horny.

6. Aren't you evil?

No. Some people are bad at reality testing. Some people chase clout. I naively engaged them initially. That was a mistake.

If anyone has beef, they failed to contact me privately. That's the damning mark of clout chasing.

I'm flawed and human, but I'm neither your hero nor your villain.

7. Aren't you dead?

No. In late 2022, I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. It's partially genetic, so I sorta saw this coming. That was my worst lifelong fear, and it happened.

Fortunately, though, we caught it early and they have banger drugs for it now. Monoclonal antibodies destroyed the misbehaving parts of my immune system. I'm in NEDA, which is like remission.I recovered compromised motor skills through a year of totally brutal and partially self administered physiotherapy. I ate a lot of pavement, so it's a good thing I used to skate.

If you saw me now, you probably wouldn't clock anything. Lucky.

I am annoyed at people who mass reported my last blog shortly after I came out as sick. It takes a special kind of miserable to delight in that. Regardless, I'm back and that's not my problem.

I missed this platform, as completely broken and dysfunctional as it is.

I am glad to be back, and I'm here for any asks.

#neuralnetsandprettypatterns #neuroplex #hypnosis files

[shinxeysartgallery]

Thinking about this screenshot set again...

I noticed that my boy Roulette ends up sharing an ID number with one of the canon Drones. Whoops!

However, I've also just realized that Alice and Giam share a number too (017). This list seems to imply that all these Drones are dead except for Nori and Yeva, (especially considering ""Tessa"" found one of the dead Drones in a locker) so maybe they recycled the numbers of the dead Drones for new experimentees?

Like, in this example, maybe Giam was first, they fucking died, and then Alice showed up. Then the scientists were like "Huh, we need to assign Alice an ID number. Hey, Giam just died so #017 is open now!" and then gave her that number?

Same situation could be applied to my boy Roulette. Maybe Neda was first and died. Then when he arrived they just said "well, you get #004 'cause the last guy died. lmao" But Roulette is still the type of guy to steal his ID number or make Neda lose it in a bet.

It's possible that they were grabbing regular Drones to experiment on, considering the likes of the colony Drones existing and never being in the Cabin Fever Labs. So, when one of them died, they could've just gone out and grabbed a regular Worker Drone to replace them with. It's not out of the question, considering the mistreatment of the Drones we've seen JCJenson do. (And not to mention how they were chaining Drones up in lockers in the labs. They obviously don't care about ethics. lmao)

Another theory could be that there were two sets of ID numbers. One set for the Drones in the cathedral area, which all were infected with the Solver, and another set for the Drones up in the actual labs, which were not infected with the Solver. And if that theory is correct, then both Alice and Giam are #017 - Giam was #017 of Solver Drones, and Alice was #017 for non-Solver Drones. (Although if that theory ends up being true, RIP to my boye 'cause he's a Solver Drone, so it wouldn't work with him. lmao)

#murder drones #murder drones spoilers #(kinda) #murder drones episode 7 #murder drones theory #murder drones oc #shinxey's ocs #roulette md #alice md #nori doorman #yeva md

[eighthdoctor]

hello! so I've been following you probably since I got on here in 2013, but I've somehow managed to never really get into the EU (I mean, I did lose interest in dw in like 2015). now I'm finally going to be getting into it, but there's so much. any recs/any to absolutely avoid? I have looked through your blog but there's also a lot.

I'm pretty much interested in absolutely everything lol. and if you don't have the time or whatever, is there anyone else I could ask? thanks 💜 (I also have a decent list (hopefully) from someone on reddit for the VNAs, VMAs, & EDAs, and was looking at your propaganda for a lot of books in the poll. haven't gotten to the audios yet in my list)

-cracks knuckles-

Here is my #1 advice for the DW EU: Pick something that makes you nutty. Focus on that first.

As you have already noticed, there is so much and you will get so overwhelmed. The EU started right at the beginning and has grown exponentially without pause. So which doctor are you most interested in? What sort of story makes your brain vibrate? Do you want more fucked up time travel? More weird aliens? Romance? Porn??? DEEPLY fucked up torture?? Extensive worldbuilding? Canon welding?

For Eight: The audio onboarding points are either Storm Warning (Charley, Main Range) or Blood of the Daleks (Lucie, Eighth Doctor Adventures--which I tend to abbreviate NEDAs to avoid confusion with the books). In theory Dark Eyes was supposed to be another entry point but it hits so much harder if you come from Lucie/the NEDAs.

The best EDA to start with is Vampire Science. In theory this is #2, however #1 is The Eight Doctors which is just bad. All you miss is that Sam sneaks onto the TARDIS while running away from drug dealers who she was trying to snitch on to the police. Start with Vampire Science instead.

For non-Eight: Because everyone else has actual TV runs, their EU is much more fragmentary. All Eight by default takes place between the TV Movie and Rose, whereas, say, Seven's stuff could happen in between (or during) any given serial or after Survival.

The upshot to this is that you tend to be able to pick and choose more readily; there's some EDAs that make no goddamn sense (...end of sentence) without the books before them, but that (imho) doesn't tend to be true to the same extent for other Doctors.

That being said there is a Five/Six/Seven audio arc that I haven't listened to all of, but there's a list of those here.

Does that help?

#asks for ts #queerhollyleaf #doctor who #big finish #edas

[solipseismic]

i hope you know that every day i wish i could read your book and really enjoyed reading the nanowrimo tidbits you sent, you should infodump about it 👀

CROW ... this is so so sweet i am kissing u gently on the mouth . also this is great timing bc i am just about to compile a vigilante's guide to knowing when to die into a goog file that i can send to my friend (part of our bargain in me convincing him to do nanowrimo w me this year)

snippet from book 2 for u:

The Rift gave a sudden convulsive shudder. Skysteel felt it all the way to her ankles as it threw her out—and away. She was freefalling before she even knew it, pinwheeling through the air like a shitty paper airplane. Sky-ground-sky-ground-BUILDING passed in a dizzy blur right up until she smacked into a billboard with a comedic sound. She would have laughed, except her lungs seemed to have gone on impromptu strike at the time of impact. It really was a hard-knock life, huh? Black spots swarmed her field of vision. An Avian shrieked at the sight of her and dove, the razor talons of its feet extended fully and bladed wings gleaming in the bright sun. Poltergeist and Eidolon were both yelling something over comms but she couldn’t parse anything—all she could see was the golden light of the Avians surrounding her, all she could feel was the agonizing feeling of the Rift splitting open wider far above her. The golden light of the Avians turned blinding. Skysteel’s secondary eyelids dropped down for a split second. But— That was no fucking Avian. A man shining like a blue sun reached down and gently plucked an Avian off Skysteel’s prone body laying in the ruin of the billboard. One moment his hand closed around its shoulder and the next—it was a still-glowing pile of fine, off-white ash on the ground. “That was stupid,” he said. Skysteel took the hand he offered and heaved herself up out of the pieces of billboard she’d fallen to the ground with. “That’s what I want on my headstone,” she told him, wincing and touching a hand to her ribs.

anyways i rarely talk abt a vigilante's guide (which some of u who have been following for a long time may know under the previous title of "demon city" and / or "demon eyes" and so all the stuff i've posted abt it r under those tags) bc it's like That One Big project for me. like u know how brandon sanderson has the stormlight archive that kind of is the hub / culmination of all his works across the brandonsandersonverse (official term is brandon sanderson's "cosmere")? for me that's vigilante's guide. also it's exceedingly self-indulgent is the other reason.

it's gone through like 50 different iterations bc it's existed in my brain for nearly as long as i can remember (i think over a decade at this point) and the Ira Neda i talk about (my supreme blorbo, if you will) is the protagonist! i have ambitions for it spanning five books with the second (formerly "demon eyes") titled a vigilante's guide to destroying the world but right now books 1 and 2 are existing in the same doc (DEMON MEGADRAFT) because i'm trying to see what gets shaken out of it while i play with a non-linear timeline between the two

as a result, there are a lot of ideas that are getting spun into it (and even more ideas that i've had trial runs of before editing or cutting them entirely) but it's got the run of the mill superhero genre setup: we have a recognizable earth set in the near-ish future / a time that's somewhat similar to our own, we have a bunch of vigilantes running around fighting ordinary crime and supervillains (tho these are mainly just called "terrorists" in-world bc, well.), and different people have different powers from different things (but mostly it's because they're alien / part alien lol)

book one (knowing when to die) follows ira neda's arrival in anehaven, a (fictional) city in new york, where she is trying to unravel the circumstances that led to her twin brother's death several years ago. she promises herself, her family, her friends, and a lot of strangers that she isn't in that vigilante business anymore, if she ever really was: she's retired now. she just wants to live a quiet life (lie) and she doesn't intend to instigate anything (lie) and she is never picking up the mantle again (lie). but anehaven, like ira neda herself, has secrets of its own. the city is alive--and it hungers. people have been disappearing from the streets without a trace for over a year now, more and more with each month that passes. she makes some friends (criminal empress and her two partners in crime as well as ... actual partners), she makes some enemies (her fellow vigilantes) there are three questions now that have no answers: what happens to these people? why does the sidewalk have teeth? and who the FUCK is this other guy calling himself a vigilante?

book two is a little more abstract on account of I Still Haven't Figured out Subplots for it, but it's your stock alien invasion with ensemble cast: here we introduce cori sanchez, the (also) (formerly) retired HUSH, a mirek'ar necromancer; alec iakabos, SOLSTICE, and noah harper, EQUINOX, whom you can think of as "gosh, i really was VERY inspired by wildstorm comics when i was fifteen, huh," if you're familiar with apollo and midnighter from them; along with some familiar faces from the first book--alan and blue wilson (POLTERGEIST and EIDOLON, respectively) and ira neda. names capitalized to make it easier for me to keep track of them lol.

#THANK U FOR COMING TO MY BLORBOTALK .... #croidhe #demon city #demon eyes

[suckmyskinnyballsmia]

Guys! These are the tattoos I am getting 💞

The neda symbol on my left thigh, the bandaid on my left wrist, Medusa on my upper arm, then the love/fuck you like it is in the pic on my hip, and the last one on the back of my neck.

What do y’all think 🙃💖

#ash’s stuff ? #french toast #tattoos

[goddamnwebcomics]

Worst scene from Every Webcomic I've Riffed

Here it finally is. It's a sequel to a now outdated article thingy I did like 10 months ago. The only exceptions for this round are Peter and Company for being too new and Chugworth Academy due to the whole comic being the worst scene. Here we go

Alien Dice: Trasik is a Mimic

This may legitimately be the shittiest plot twist in the entire history of this blog. Honestly Tiffany came up with this whole plot twist because she felt that Chel killing Trasik would have been bad. And like, did Tiffany even realize that until that point, she wrote Trasik as an extremely irredeemable monster? Like the fans were BEGGING for Chel to finally kill Trasik. Considering we don't even know where the real Trasik is, and apparently she was kidnapped, this whole twist was such an afterthought. There wasn't even a single speck of foreshadowing. How did Brown SIrius not know? Why did Riley know it but not tell about it to ANYONE? It was just a last minute attempt to make Chel not a murderer. Come on, Tiffany, like, come on.

Bloody Mary: Shootout

Until this moment, Bloody Mary was just a lame crossover comic. Then Mary, a 13 year old girl, decides to start killing people after she witnesses two burglars about to rob a store. I get that the name of the comic is "Bloody Mary" but it didn't need to get so literal. Literally she could have saved her sister if she went back to the Test Family, but no, she somehow has to walk all the way to Mexico to save her herself, and commit several crimes on her way there. After this she continues to commit atrocities against humanity. How did she even know how to handle a gun? And what is that perspective?

Carnivores: Lothan's Gruesome End

From children killing people to children being killed. I've made it clear Lothan Arc is my least favourite Carnivores arc because the whole thing is torture porn of this poor beaked child. After being tricked to feed shark what is implied to be shit, the shark eats Lothan and shares it with the crocodile, thrashing Lothan's body so hard the whole pool turns red from blood. This then kills all the wolves who tortured Lothan earlier aside from one. It's not as out there as some of the later overkill endings Austin would do, but I feel it's the most disgusting one.

Console Girl: The Simulation Revealed

Before Alien Dice's worst moment, this was the worst plot twist in this blog's history. After the first few chapters full of ecchi hijinks, this comic pulled a SHOCK DARKNESS CEREBUS SYNDROME TWIST and revealed the whole comic until then had been simulation, and humans were under attack by the army of consoles. While the shittiness would only escalate from there with little girls and their giant boyfriends, as well as consoles going from obscure references to author's fetishes, this twist was the start of it all, and the biggest example of how to not do a comedy-to-serious transistion. It received no foreshadowing outside of numbers in names, and I am sure Neda pulled this out of his ass as soon as he realized he wanted to cash in on the whole Doki Doki Literature Club/Don't Hug Me I'm Scared-type "innocent thing turns DARK OOOOH" craze. Not to mention this comic fucking failed at being serious, there were still moments of shitty comedy in between, and the seriousness completely failed because of the ridiculous premise. "FUCKING CONSOLES, I'LL MAKE YOU PAY" remember?

Daisy Falls Apart: The Ending

The ending of this comic was so rushed, I couldn't believe it at first. After getting her kingdom back from Wart, the epilogue only lasted two pages, and Daisy didn't learn anything from her struggles, and it's likely Sarasaland is now fucked because Daisy is a tyrant and a womanchild. Maybe she will end up back at the beginning of the comic soon.

Dominic Deegan: Orc Rape

I was actually thinking if I wanted to rank the scene I disliked the most, or the scene I felt destroyed the comic's reputation. I decided that Orc Rape should be this comic's worst scene because it's so fucking stupid. Apparently it's an orc ritual that neither side wanted to take part in, but Stoneraper, our alleged hero, HAD TO DO IT because otherwise Melna would have DIED. Considering how Mookie would eventually turn orcs into the superminority to end all superminorities, this was such a horrible idea. Even worse than that, Melna did eventually fall in love with her rapist. If you want me to be mad at Siggy for hating the entire orc race, then forget about it.

Gene Catlow: Forzoi's Torment

Gene Catlow has the largest amount of terrible moments in combination of it being the longest comic I've riffed thus far and also being full of moments of corrupt morality from Albert's weird mind. Probably the worst moment of them all has to be Forzoi's torment of Carson. Forzoi has somehow convinced himself that Matt is a tyrant and thus constantly torments Carson and demands him to "wake up". He is genuinely an evil manifestation and almost feels like a mask-off moment for this comic's heroes, as he prevents Carson from telling the truth by choking him, and also controls his emotions and constantly speaks to him even from a far. He is literally trying to force Carson to change his mind, even if he doesn't want to. Which quite frankly is what the heroes are also trying to do with the rest of the world, except they're able to hide their true intentions behind therapy speak.

Kit n Kay Boodle: Hammer of Love

Yes. I didn't pick any of the real life arcs because they're all lies. Instead the awful repetitive dialogue of Angela is probably the cringiest part of this comic. She constantly keeps talking about T-shaped laywer's Hammer of Love. And this gets worse when the T-shaped lawyer later keeps talking about ISLANDIA PACIFICA as he plans to reform his lawyer group as yiff-defenders. Man, there was so much in common with Kit n Kay Boodle and Gene Catlow, why was I such an idiot and not make the connection while Albert was still alive???

Las Lindas: Alej’s Redemption

Talk about losing all the conflict this comic had. Alejandra was such a good character until this moment, the only character who could stand off against Mora's dictatorship of douchebaggery. I should have quit reading after Alej knocked Mora out, really because nothing after that is worth reading. On top of that Alej's redemption comes out of nowhere. Just because there is a lot of text during these pages doesn't mean they're actually saying anything meaningful. Alejandra turned good because "Oh, how DARE I disagree with Mora??? She is the most PERFECT FUCKING BEING EVER!!!". Go fuck yourself, and being a lesbian doesn't make you any better.

Monster Girl Academy: The Emotional Moment

Gee, what would be the worst moment in the worst webcomic I've ever riffed? It's easy, the moment when longtime friends Zack and Hua kiss for the longest time. It's not really bad if you see it out of context, but it becomes downright rotten when you think about everything surrounding it. In-universe Hua and Zack called eachother little sister and big brother until one day after seeing Zack get a harem Hua was like "I WANNA LOVE YOU TOO" and later when Hua got wet nipples Zack suddenly got super horny and realized just how INNOSEXY and MODEST Hua is. It's such unnatural development of romance, since this shit is written by Kraw, the turbovirgin whose proudest relationship is a lesbian relationship where the other side treats the other more like an object than a person. And then you get to out-of-universe stuff, the fact this whole webcomic exists as a porn comic behind a paywall that doesn't even feature porn that frequently. The fact this comic attempts an emotional moment with Zack and Hua kissing after overcoming their anxiety is so goddamn manipulative. It shows you that Kraw can't stop pretending he isn't writing for the lowest common denominator, and we'll get another moment like that from him later.

Roommates: Captain Peregrine

There are no humans in your world of gay furries, so naturally you turn Captain Falcon into Captain Peregrine. This serves no purpose, why are these characters even playing Smash when two of them ARE in Smash? Is Kirby a furry? Is R.O.B a furry? Are polygon fighters all furries? Is Mr. Game and Watch a furry? Is Mario a furry? Doing this stupid joke because you have no creativity unironically destroys your terrible gay porn comic's universe more than any closeted homophobes would. Also, of course Spelunker and Dreamous are Melee players.

Spinnerette: Abortion Argument

If I had to pick the worst moment among the sea of worst moments, this would be it. Kraw thought it was a good idea to include allegorical arguing about pro-life vs. pro-choice in an arc where Spinnerette turns fat after switching powers with Greta. This causes Spinny to turn her back on Tiger and Mecha Maid, once again being the idiot of the comic.

The inclusion of topical topics in your comic, especially if they're allegorical, will not only date your comic immensely but basically turn you from a writer into a soapbox. You might as well let your twitter feed write your comic. It's so forced and bad, it almost makes you want to support the opposite argument the creator is saying out of spite! It's like a goddamn psyop designed to make that side look bad! If you support abortion, you fap to fat Spinnerette. You can blame this page for Roe v. Wade getting repealed. Thanks Kraw!

Warmage: Spanking Scene

Need I say more?

#article thingy

[winter-girl-like-me]

Well since MyPlate is shutting down, I switched to MyFitnessPal for counting calories/meal logs.

I don't have a scale because I recently moved to another state and I don't have anything with me besides clothes and books and like a shit ton of DVDs that I can't even watch because there's no DVD player here. 🥺😤

Anyway, I'm just figuring out this new app. Oh, I'm also recently engaged and wedding dress shopping/wedding planning etc. Is really getting me into wanting to starve again, as well as just recently moving and not knowing anyone/anything besides my fiancè and his family/friends is very isolating, as well as living with his mother in a new environment and that's also fueling my control issues so I'm trying to starve as much as I can because... Well, food is the one thing I can control. (oof. It's cyclical.)

Anyways, just an update. I went to a NEDA walk with my best friend/maid of honor two months ago, because I wanted to get the free t shirt and it was pretty comforting and made me really want to work on myself but also I kept looking at the other people and how tiny they looked in their shirts and I wanted to fucking run that whole ass short walk around the park.

But yeah. That's all I wanted to document. Going back to the only comforting coping mechanism I know is refreshing. Because even though I'm lonely here, I have control over myself.

- Winter

#winter-girl-like-me #journal #anorexia #anorexia nervosa #anorexic #eating disorder

[mafiawater]

Are you guys trying to piss Nikki off or pet push a button?

I never did figure out that thing I was being used for meat is that what you said?

Oh yeah I’m sure that you’re so unique and cool cause you’re a Leo right but you’re really just like everybody else so don’t fucking run your cock sucker and tell me to fight what the fuck am I supposed to fight people like you who try to be people like me, but you fail because you’re not nice

I don’t care if somebody cut the brakes to your fucking car or not. I can’t believe the way you came at me years after high school years it’s like get over it I don’t even know what your fucking stalker problem is.

Maybe I do know the button and you know that that can’t be taken back but I didn’t say it

But you know John Rigney thinks you’re awesome and he is of the trash tribe so there there’s that

Amber was the key that let me know that John was of the trash

My bathroom sink

Ashwin

The average trashy male will only give you a gift if there’s another woman to hurt

Yeah, I know I know that was really trashy. Well you know if you ask me you and Mr. Ed though you’re trying seemingly to not be a total piece of shit to my face about it anyway thanks for not saying like I told you so or whatever. Ugh

Gotta rise above.

Poor guys generally will never buy you a pretty thing and they can say oh you don’t love me for me horse shit

Well, of course, Stephanie Bryant got different treatment, but she also assisted in making sure that I almost starved to death. You know that you and Nick could’ve both gone to prison for that you actually still can both go to prison I just realized yeah there is still a federal investigation involving you and Nick

Hey tiger, you probably should tell the truth to the people in law and medicine so that you don’t get your daughter accidentally killed or yourself

Yeah, Nick tried to give me juju hatred. He didn’t even know me. I didnt know him though either really

And I don’t think I want to. He was always a very shallow superficial kind of person and because of it and other things he lost everything he knew it you know what I mean the last time I saw him he was so broken and defeated.

You are defeated. And your neck is gross.

Boy that white privilege it’s not taking care of you or Mark you can taste the nerve damage

Probably why I can’t drink but it’s a blessing people of class already know better I wish that middle class people had been taught in America look you don’t drink excessively and you don’t teach your kids that social drinking is appropriate

Yeah, I know there’s a raspberry swirl thing or whatever but alcohol was never permitted in almost any household that I was at and if I got a baby beer, I was excited

Oh my God I don’t think that a shot of something is going to hurt a little kid. If they are sick go fuck off I hate white people I hate white people because of that shit they try to twist everything around and then trash ass people like Gregg get this idea that if white people do it I should also I guess he’s probably biracial based on his attitude. I wasn’t done yet. I was still talking about Gregg.

He wanted to take some money from the Indian community and of course we all know better. It’s kind of like if I try to walk in this neighbourhood and be like Neda I’m a black ass bitch on this block.

The hell you are

Sometimes you have life experiences that make you kind of intolerant to certain bullshit

#saucy #aboot all those white privileged KY bitches #what privilege though? #Now the guys try for show #See what we gave Brittany #Oh please you only take it away tomorrow

[hfc-compost-bin]

Master post of the Tagging system I'm gonna try to stick with that I'll update when I add any new organizational tags.

Au/ect tags: what version of hfc is this? Idk beats me.

#hfc canon (general canon hfc stuff y'know, non au)

#overseer au

#actor au

#team swap au (will be individually tagged with #a - #f depending on the team configuration)

#robin hood au (if it belongs to the bad end it'll have #bad end tacked on as well)

#star trek au

#coatl au (I have problems)

Content type tags:

#art (will be on any and all art)

#comic (specifically things in a comic format, comics that are more then one part will also have their own tags)

#memes (there are many)

#doodles (lower effort bits of you wanna see scrungled lads)

#jukebox (I've made like 5 so I probably should have a tag for them)

#ref (for any and all refrence sheets I made for designs au and otherwise)

#fic (fic in the dms? Fic in a doc? Hfc fic. I have a few I need to polish)

Character tags: (oh God oh fuck, there are so many time to play the speed run music)

#neda #chen #haven #81 #peppy #saoirse #corvin #danny #raptor #al #victor #percy #pointy #meg #collum #brig #chariot you get the point by now, it's just gonna be names

Yeah so that's how the organization tags are gonna work for the most part.

[lettuce-seize-the-day]

if one more fucking person talks to me about weight loss and/or how being fat is unhealthy im gonna lose my fucking mind

#shut up hanna #it is literally neda week. shut the FUCK up #some of us are recovering and one bad day away from a relapse #can we please denormalize talking abt weight loss and diets so casually like. please #i dont talk abt what i dont like abt my body anymore. i just simply ignore what i look like #and its very triggering and frustrating to constantly be around ppl who bring it up #which! lately! is! everyone!!!!! #and ive had enough #like and if u are rlly having a bad body image day. be selective abt who u talk abt it with.... #for example (this is a fake example) say i didnt like my curly hair. (i do i love it but pretend) #if i was insecure abt my curly hair. i would not talk to my friend with curly hair abt it. bc i dont want to project those insecurities #and i used a fake example bc i dont want anyone reading to internalize my insecurities either. and bc really #at the end of the day its not the size or shape of my body that bothers me. its the fact that its mine. ill never be happy w how i look #so i simply ignore it and dont think abt it. and i wish other ppl would be more sensitive and aware of this shit #it is literally eating disorder awareness week. and no one who needs to be aware is aware. lmao #3 separate coworker conversations. and the theatre groupchat spending an afternoon exchanging ✨calorie deficit hacks✨ #and ✨lets lose weight together ✨ and oh hey can u kick my ass if i dont go to the gym or if i eat *fear food* #like!!!! shut up!!!!!!!!!! shut up literally shut the fuck up ohhh my god shut UPPPP #ive been recovered/recovering for 3 years now and my stomach is still majorly fucked. im still always nauseous. #i still dont have fully normal hunger cues. i still get anxiety ordering food. i still hate being the only person eating in a room #and i just wish ppl would stop romanticizing and idealizing this fucking shit. its a nightmare i cant wake up from. ever #ed cw

[disengaged]

ok its like 9pm and im in a troubled state. someone talk me out of giving myself yet another shitty stick n poke

#i watched 26 minutes of Blade Runner 2049 #ate an entire kit kat #put together another home movie #decided i want to make an artfilm #compiled some more of my dead bird videos #made another weird fucking 11-minute soundcloud clip of a neda gane interview and cello drones/radio distortion #stared at a wip for a full three minutes #.............. LIKE IM GOING INSANE SCOOB #pegasus speaks

[firstmatedville]

still thinking about piercings,,, there are so many options I'm too indecisive for this shit

#i ordered some fake ones to see what might suit me but they were fucking. giant #nedas getting her septum done soon wish i could make a fucking decision like she does dhdjjs #if yall have opinions on what i should get pls share them because i need help deciding #im thinking either a single lip ring on one side or spider bites or snake bites but idk :/ #beep beep caelan

[solipseismic]

accidentally george lucas’d myself. 

#can't believe this ... #fate and ira were A Thing and have been for a while now but. i was just mapping out fate's mom's family tree #and forgot that fate's older sister marries kalafrin #and then the two of them have kirand and yetaglin and erysidn #and then THOSE three end up adopting ira neda and adrian nemat #and like they're not Blood Relatives but like ????? i just somehow never realized that #fate is ira's GREAT AUNT ??? #i've had these characters for over seven years i ...... #tbf i just had erysidn slated as 'raised ira for like ten years and then released her into the wild' so it really just never registered as #'ira is actually a part of isina's massive ass family tree' #why the FUCK did this snake bitch ass have eight children #EIGHT !! #me at age 12 deciding 85% of my dragich characters are indirectly related to isina somehow : this definitely won't come back to bite me in #the ass later #god. #god! #thank god they r not planned endgame. but whew. #That Was A Close One. #technically a camp nano update ig #demon city #danika byrne #ira neda #skysteel

[suckmyskinnyballsmia]

Tw ⚠️ eating disorder

Y’all seeing this neda shit…

Like what the actual fuck

(I know I don’t really cuss on here but what!)

Bros last post was so stupid and the 2 posts before that proves everyone in the comments points

Like girly…

I didn’t leave a comment on the latest post but look at this shit, I had to say something 🤦

#ash’s stuff ? #french toast #neda #eating disoder recovery #idk man

[goddamnwebcomics]

These lines are so generic, and I don’t get the reference. I mean, not even she is perfect. We also learn her name to be N.O.S, eh, I’ll keep calling her Mrs. Commanderson.

Speaking of learning names, below this page we finally see the names for the artists of this comic.

Fucks sake, Nikoneda almost looks like Kevin except with blonde hair, and he writes the story. However, he has his woman slave draw everything for him. I suppose Neda doesn’t even pay her for her hard work. I do wonder where these two are now.

#console girl