#and im busy every day this week

[itsbeeble]

the next time i get asked to pick up a shift im gonna lose my shit

#itsbeeble #literally dont have time to do ANYTHING anymore #and now i cant post tomorrow like i wanted #and im busy every day this week #yall im sorry #i feel like im disappointing you

[plutonex]

rain world art month, day 1: rivulet

#rain world #rain world rivulet #rw art month #with the search tags out of the way: :] #idk how much of this art month im gonna be doing #i originally was like “oh this can be both my day 1 and day 2 prompts <3” #looks at my new day 2 wip cus i got an idea #im so busy but spring break is next week so hopefully i can do more !!! #probably wont get every day #eyestrain #I FORGOT TO TAG EYESTRAIN IM SO SORRY #my art #i also forgot to tag my art tag. dont ask how.

[aurorangen]

📩 Simblr question of the day: It's time to appreciate the small things! What's a small detail from one of your posts that you love? Could be a small tattoo on a sim, specific clutter in a sims' room, a little detail in a render or screenshot, whatever is applicable to you

Passing this on at anon's request to spread the SQOTD, delete me if it's a repeat

Hi Kirsty! Thank you for this ask 🥰 I had so much to think about bc I include SO MANY small details in my posts. Since it's city detective I wanted you guys to play along as detectives to spot any small hints or clues in my pictures/text and see if you're right later on. I'll just name these 3, they are my favourite small details (excluding ones that will give away spoilers):

Vincent's chest scar: Like I'm not expecting anyone to zoom into my pics, but at the start I never mentioned he had a heart condition or had heart surgery and then when I revealed it 🫣 I just think this whole heart/scar symbolism is very important for the story and you should look out for it.

Renee's heart earrings: I know they're not in every single picture/outfit, but Renee has worn the same earrings since a child! And they are heart earrings to show she is a hopeless romantic ❤️ Also, it's just a coincidence, but in the posts with Keon, she wasn't wearing them.

Isaac's eagle tattoo: Remember his first appearance? He was watching Vincent. And his nickname? Eagle Eyes. He is like an eagle, if you think about its symbolism. Honesty, power, courage, just to name a few...they all play a part in his character. I was so happy finding that tattoo and I really like how his gaze is like an eagle 👀

#ask #changingplumbob #postcard extra #will catch up soon #im just a bit busy rn i dont think my queue will last the whole week #but i posted every day for 2 weeks #and thats a record for me 😂 #i could ramble on my small details but ill keep it short for this ask! #SQOTD

[ra-vio]

doodle of Dad for his birthday

#nier #nier gestalt #dad nier #i wasn’t gonna draw cause im very busy plus I can’t draw dad u_u but i tried anyway #plus its monday. he’s the only protag ive never drawn on monday #i might be back next week with twobee and nines but i think thats it #its only week three and im already trying to fold under my schedule i have so many quizzes and hw every day

[team-avia]

my periodical exam is on late october and i'd like to come home, check tumblr, and see that the game is finally released i hope you guys keep your promise👿

we can try, but we have exams too you know. our lives are incredibly busy, especially at this time of the year, so we ask that everyone be considerate if we choose to prioritize our personal responsibilities. thank you for your patience.

finch

#mail 💌 #finchmod🌻 #apologies if this sounds a bit too serious #its been a long week of nothing but quizzes and performance tasks every single day and im tired haha #and i'll likely be too busy to do anything rl related next week considering we have mastery tests #so no promos until this whole shit blows over

[lesliemeyers]

digging through old discord convos and i just found a handful of stankyle sketches from like 2020 tht i never finished... ohh i know what my next few drawings are gonna beeee

#not today tho im busy today. but perhaps tomorrow <3 #drilling into my head that 'no i actually dont need to try to force myself to post stuff every day thats how u get burned out' vs the #'i love posting things and getting interaction teeheeeee' #ive posted so much art on here in the last few weeks bc ive simply had lots of ideas and i still have More ideas but also just. life busy #ANYWAY. all this to say. expect more art in the coming times. but also i need to pace myself #blabbermouth

[stayfrostyordont]

I wanna quit my job so bad im so fucking tired of dealing with these entitled rude ass clients who treat me like shit and try to bully their way out of our policies but then switch up the second my MALE BOSS gets on the phone.

#we should be legally allowed to beat up one client of our choosing per business week #also every single week i get more and more responsibility and yet i can barely get by bc im not getting paid enough to live #im so tired of feeling stressed out even on my days off #NOT THAT I EVEN HAVE A DAY OFF BC I HAVE TO GO TO MY OTHER JOB TODAY JUST TO LIVE #at least the rink doesn't do me like this their attitude is the customer is always wrong and i stand by that #personal

[n7punk]

10k in one day. if you even care

#someone take these characters away from them i am playing with them like rag dolls #cotc #fic rambling #goddddddd #so ill be updating every day for the next. week probably #god #the problem is that to post i have to stop writing and edit #and im busy being insane rn so

[ruthlesslistener]

Oh shit did you see Nope?

Nope, haven't watched a movie in a hot fuckin second

#dingbingbats #outside of a couple 2 hour windows to chill with friends every week #i rlly dont have the time #reply #im going to work from 7am to 10am then the rest of my day is classes #i dont get home til 5 or 6 on most days and then i gotta cook dinner do hw and sleep #shits busy

[unganseylike]

bad news: i have to work like every weekend this month

good news: i’ll be a coauthor on a paper and thus have a publication before i submit grad school applications

mediocre news: it wont be my project’s paper

#(by every weekend i mean like 7 days a week sitch) #a bit ago i was literally complaining about how its frustrating i wont publish before i have to apply to phd programs #and then like two hrs later my PI pulled me into his office and was like if you take care of these revision experiments u can be on paper #(mediocre news meaning that the paper i get out before applications wont be for the project that im actually spearheading) #the other reason im super busy is that i was volunteered to do two important talks #which also is awesome but now i need to put those together #i still get presentation anxiety but i used to be awful presenter and now apparently ive improved enough to get volun-told to speak #so its all good busy!

[winterrose42]

......i knew shit was goin too well

Guess what dumbass put the drawer slider things in upside down. This thing with two thumbs

#winter speaks #hands hurt :( stripped some screws :((( gotta get them out i am :'''(((( #i have fuckin therapy tomorrow shes gonna have so muvh material #noooo i didnt forget shit at sll this week specially noy who i was tslking to ever mid convo haha #nope no void days no bed days just good ole fadhioned eork n grind #no near mental stroke over styrofoam and certainly no leaving working just bc i was cold #i think thay was why fuck if i know apparentlu its no longer my business what the body does #oh and i made a Shelf BAVKWARDS FUCK #no im so normal how was your week and also were skipping the actual therapy talk bc i am so mentally #uncomfortable and fucked rn that if you take my knees out with one more revelation about vhildhood this month #i will rip mine own head off and shove it in these drawers im failing at til next year ty #this is my tumblr page i will use it like a diary as i see fit yall are here for the ride if you see it thats your fault #hello specific mutuals that like these every single time how fair thee? normal? wring we re on tumblr we re allll fucked #eughhh

[kohakhearts]

cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc

pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement

#taylor.txt #the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych #we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol #i hate it here…i hate it #but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance! #some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is #for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field #notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this #i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes #but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field #i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average #semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel #also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents #AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel #in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off #while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day #currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed #i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers #ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project #i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy #and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol #and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine #also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks

[thehardkandy]

Travelling back home tomorrow hoping for a smooth groove

#i did have a really nice week last week but now im back to everything feeling busy #(its not really that busy) #and oh i miss being slow like idk ever since i was a literal child doing ONE excursion weekly #for an hour #always felt like such s draining burden #and tbh i would like to know why thst is because while it's easy to see as poor habit as an adult reinforcing itself #as a kid i was always made to do things. see people. #i did a summer camp every year at least during the day #i did sports i went hiking in forests #but i remember so distinctly like an age where i stopped asking my parents to try new things #because i would get so excited!!!! but then every week it would become this overwhelming presence #despite being something that i actively enjoyed #and it eventually felt so awful i was like okay no more wanting things you dont use them wisely #like ouch yeah actually that's a big one. wanting things usually wraps back #around to shame or guilt just about always #anyway how is this relevant to travelling? #it's just that i have to travel tomorrow and i have a doctors appointment Friday i have to go to in person #ive changed beds ive slept in 3 times in 5 days #and all i can say at the end of it is that even these little things are JUST enough to be on edge #to feel like im putting my hands over my ears and closing my eyes and pretend nothing bad is gonna happen #even thougu DEFINITELY something bad is going to happen #but of course it doesnt because this is all benign stuff ive done a trillion times before of no note #crazy how complicated it can be to be a person #it is why i dream of living in a small village where i am an apprentice tradesperson and i live simple house #and the house you can walk to anywhere you need to anywhere you need in an your #but no one is that urgent about anything anyway. #beautiful little place that has never actually ever existed for anyone in anytime #but i am still wanting to scream and pull my hair out just asking why why cant everything slow down and be smaller

[literaphobe]

Don’t pay attention to the anon hate!!! Every fic writer (and any decent fic reader) knows that people need appreciation and validation in order to do what they do ❤️❤️

if anything, the second i start getting anon hate re fic updating it’s kinda a sign that i made it NDNDSNSNSN i once had someone get legitimately offended one time when I told people a new chapter would take 1-2 hours to read and they sent anon hate saying they don’t even spend more than 15 minutes a day on tumblr

also just to be transparent i have always had commenting based goals. if i never said a thing about it it would be if those goals were getting exceeded constantly. ifl w tvl and this fandom the community’s gotten smaller bc i joined the fandom at a time where there’s just not as much people around which ive def mentally prepared for ofc! the goals that i come up w are entirely based on how many different commenters each tvl chapter always exceeds in number, and I wasn’t public about that number until an anon asked! and I also didn’t really tell you guys the goals existed at all until anons asked how they could get chapters earlier! but anything i do and say here re tvl IS to get people to comment or to get people interested in the fic WHICH LITERALLY WORKS… some people have messaged me to tell me that they forget to comment sometimes until they see my tvl posts on the dash etc etc, some people see an ask or random tvl post and get interested in the fic

it’s all just me trying to get that bag <- attention not money. I def see where it can get annoying but if it is just stick to subscribing to tvl on ao3 and reading it when the update email comes out ❤️

#ask #tvl #also I worked on tvl non stop for over a year #since December 2022 #so like. thats why I care so especially much #that I get a consistent level of unique commenters every chapter #I KNOW i can seem rather bizarre but im just honestly upfront about what i want #u can see it as manipulative but every single update has been less than 2 weeks apart anyway 😭😭 #ch6-7 was 13 days apart iirc #and with that one I just kept subliminally posting tvl stuff hoping more people would comment #bc like I said some regular commenters miss updates sometimes bc they’re busy etc etc etc #I genuinely am VERY VERY grateful to anyone who’s ever commented anything on tvl

[brookiidookiii]

clearly my valentines day jock fic was not completed by then buttttttt i am about halfway thru now after rewriting the same scene 8 times

#lots of maggot girl friendship and hanging out #i need to see zoey get along w jo and anne maria #team men has their own thing going on but idrc about them LOL but they get their own scenes #first half is mostly just platonic interactions between brick and jo and their respective friends #then we get into the real shit #i didnt have valentines day to work on it since i had rehearsal til 5 and then i had my own little date #now im entering tech week for west side story how fun. dancing til 10 every night is going to keep me beyond busy #but this will be finished #eventually

[widevibratobitch]

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#coming to tumblr for the first time in three days just to bitch because i feel like shit <333 #sorry if i havent responded to your message i will as soon as i get a grip but rn im just too busy #both with uni and with crying because a friend said a mean thing to me lol #and because im tired of this new friendship already and tired of hearing this girl talking how great she is lol #am i jealous? fuck yeah i am. #and it's not like she's mean like straight up. cause like. #when i say im really considering quitting and dropping out she tries to encourage me ig #but then she follows it up with 'ofc *I* never had a problem with this and that because it always just came naturally to me teehee #but yknow. dont give up uwu' #and she keeps sending me recordings of her singing to tell her how good she is and always tells me how her teacher praises her #and like. its cool. like i get it that its a nice feeling when you do something well and wanna share that joy with a friend #but idk. i just think its kinda. well not mean but a litt #*a little tone deaf? when ive just been telling her that im in a Bad Place rn and my voice isnt working as it should #and my pianist is bullying me and i end up crying on almost every lesson #and she hits me with a 'damn that sucks fuck that pianist dont give up tho <3 #now do you wanna listen to me sing bel raggio lusinghier like a pro and my professor telling me i am sublime?' #also when i tell her that im sorry that im not very social and i just cannot stay and chat cause im having a horrible day today #and really dont feel well and she's like 'yeah i havent noticed anything you're always like that... *side eye*' in a way that suggests #im a horrible friend cause im not talking with her enough and yet again im disappointing her (aint that familiar lol) #i just. idk. the last two-three weeks have been absolutely horrible to me. i cant get out of bed i havent done a single colorful make up #in so long ive basically forgotten how to do that. and i loved doing fun make up looks that make people tell me i look like a clown. #but i just dont have the energy to do anything more than put on a random tshirt and spray dry shampoo on my unwashed hair #i dont even wear my rings anymore. ive stopped caring about being the pinkest slayest queerest looking bitch in the room cause i just. cant #and even some casual friend of mine asked me yesterday if im okay cause they can see something is Not Right. but SHE not only doesnt notice #anything. i have a feeling she feels like im disappoing and neglecting her because i cant be bothered to text with her 24/7 #like idk. maybe its just my imagination but i barely even feel like an actual person. more like just a homunculus made to trail after her #and listen to her bragging about how pretty/talented/unbothered she is #oh and also for her to keep dissing m/ozart lol like idk why it hurts me so bad but then ig its not that unusual to feel shitty #when someone keeps talking shit about something you really love and are passionate about and making you feel like an idiot #because you like it. because its stupid and boring and you're a simpleton for enjoying it instead of liking sth more 'ambitious'