#and. out slides that note

[yearnlark]

.

#i should really go to fucking sleep #i was on track to do so! #was just getting settled in for the night; thinking how nice itll be to start first day of classes after a full nights rest; night routine #done; and i was just taking the last final step of clearing off the papers id put on my bed while unpacking #and. out slides that note #on a little blue sticky note: the cheesiest corniest silliest quick little scribbled pun+a signature #tbh if i couldve made my legs work right away instead of freezing and staring at it for so long i think id have run out the door then #instead i stared. and then very carefully moved the entire stack of papers to cover it on th floor. and then laid down on my now-clear bed. #that was. hours ago #i need to sleep but. fuck. brain too loud + chest hurt + still want to run away but know i shouldnt. #just. fuck. #fuck ! #at no point have i been lying to myself or under the illusion that i was over this by now but. christ #ive been TRYING to avoid thinking about it at least. i hate feeling this pathetic and lost and hurt. all over someone who couldnt give me #the time of day while we were together and. and. hhhhhhhhhhh #hhhHHH. #theyre still in my damn dreams. theyre still in my fucking head and i havent seen them in months and i just. #i want to go to sleep. i want to go to fucking sleep #i want to walk and walk and walk until im back in my goddamn body and theres no room for anything in my fucking head but walking or sleep #was tryinng so damn hard all day to keep it together to be ready for this semester and be HERE be IN MY BODY be finally fucking REAL again #and ive spent the last what. 5 fcjing hours sitting in bed trying to re-rationalise the onlyrational decision ive made in the last 3years? #bc it doesnt make fucking sense that i gave that up. why. but i KNOW why. and i had to bc i shouldve and it was supposed to be better and #this doesnt feel better! it feels really fucking bad! and it was bad before but i didnt let myself feel it or admitit but i cant shelve tis #ughhhHHHH. #anyway. #im going to post this. get up and get some damn tea or water or something idfk. drink that. maybe scream. and then try sleeping again. #bc i hate this nd dont want to fuxkjng deal wirh it anymore but nothing is distracting me enough from the fact that they wrote me a #stupid adorable fucking meatloaf pun to stick on a tupperware when they shared leftovers that they were proud of and wanted me to have bc #they were worried i wasnt eating and wanted me to know they ''loaf''ed me. and i fucking saved it for a whole goddamn year and managed to #forget about all of that. until 3 hours ago. when it all came back and stabbed me in the fucking chest. fucking hell dude. fucking hell.

[vynnyal]

OK, fair warning to the few people I actually managed to convince to try the game??

Rain world does NOT play like hollow knight, and you'll get your butt kicked if you approach it like that.

It's really hard. Like, really hard. Instead of the game literally giving you abilities in the form of power-ups and damage buffs, the only abilities you gain is from what you learn and your own ingenuity. You're a rat from beginning to end. If you just beef your way through it, it's gonna suck and you're gonna be confused and frustrated all the time. But if you pay attention, take it slow, and learn how the ai works and how everything interacts with each other, you can consistently get through and dominate situations you thought were impossible to do so when you first began. Now get out there, kill some lizards, and bully some old computers!

#blabbing.txt #rainworld #rain world #art #rivulet #hunter #spoilers #not really lol #Other notes that I left out because I wanted it short and sweet: #There is movement tech out the ears in this game. And it's all there from the very beginning. Literally nothing has to be unlocked #If you learn how to do rolls and slides and boosts the game gets so fast and fun #And learning this stuff takes real work! The timing is REALLY tight on some of those moves #Battling enemies is it's whole separate skillset too. Like there are so many things you can do #So many ways to murder ✨✨✨✨ #Some of the best moments are times where you pull a 360 noscope on a cyan and send it tumbling through the air into the void #And doing your first slide-throw into a lizards underbelly #So risky but so rewarding #AND THIS IS ALL JUST THE BASE GAME! #The dlc is literally a mod that got so big the devs saw it and helped fund it #It adds so much to the game. Literally the mod devs asked themselves what crazy thing a slugcat could do #Coded it #And was like uhhh how does this fit into the lore #So that's how we got boomcat and Jesus Cat #I literally talked to one of the devs by chance (they're pretty active. You can just ask them stuff) and they admitted as such #It's great! gameplay first at its peak! #Anyways give the game a shot. If you want to Get Gud at a game rainworld is for you. It's a game entirely about skill #Not to mention... 400+ hours in and I'm still not done with the game #Prepare for the long haul

[ollylotl]

a dream of home

#be warned i felt like yapping in the notes and by god thats what i did #i loooove making messy drawings like this actually. i love colouring and making finished pieces but #i only have the patience to do it every so often. clean lines and detailed colours are <3 but they cause me psychic damage #so its nice to just be able to sketch and only clean it up a little and then go fuck it. colours time #i did not want to make vyncents mum blonde even tho thats what they say in canon. theres no way. it just doesnt feel like it fits #i tried to make her hair a pale purple turning to blonde-ish at the ends instead but the lighting just completely washed that out lol #my artwork #jrwi vyncent #jrwi #jrwi vyncent sol #jrwi anna #jrwi anna sol #anyway. bizly bizly channel. condi condifiction. *slides you a twenty dollar note* PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE #tell us more about fauna and vyncents childhood #im on the floor sobbing and begging #i need lore not thats not just haha rpg as much as i love those bits #tell me everything. #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi pd #jrwi fanart #vyncent sol #jrwi fauna #jrwi pd fanart #pd fanart #prime defenders #prime defenders fanart #i fear i may hate this drawing upon waking up #but as the old saying goes #fuck it we ball

[badnewswhatsleft]

(audio starts 10s in) i've been casually collecting some cd singles mostly for the artwork and the novelty of it all tbh, but i got this and never knew there was a "guitars down" version of sugar :0 upon listening it seems the biggest differences with this vs the album version are:

the instrumentals/sustained controlled feedback that usually plays behind the prechoruses is also used between the chorus and the 2nd verse, over the normal chuggy riff

the backing vocal harmonies in the chorus seem to be significantly brought forward which sounds STUNNING, easily the highlight of this version

made it (+the music or the misery) available to download as a flac file here :)

#tbh thank you to decaydancemp3 for basically obliquely teaching me abt that 10s workaround #i knew there were apparently a million iterations of sugar but like. i only js rdiscovered sometimes these cd singles have COOL THINGS #fall out boy #patrick stump #joe trohman #andy hurley #pete wentz #time capsule #spin for you #theres also smthn different happening in the 2nd prechorus but tbh idk what. like an extra.. zwoopy.. slide..maybe #2nd half of 2nd verse from 'isnt it messed up' also seems to have some more bg sustained notes but might be hallucinating atp #i always sucked shit at aural music theory exams

[iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight]

for drawing suggestions, can you draw L with a pigeon or near doing a peace sign w/ Matt playing video games beside him?

i have no idea what a pigeon looks like

#death note #l lawliet #trad art #i have created a System to getting better lines bc i have to use a stupid pencil atm til i get my groove back w trad art #so what i do is draw w pencil and erase n shit til i get a nice picture then i go ham w a dark sharpie then i cut it out glue it to a nice #clean new piece of paper then i open ms word get rid of the ribbon so i have a nice white page then i use it as a lightbox since my darling #beautiful tablet is down for the count i must resort to new ways to make a light box but i am being extra extra careful i prommy i love #my laptop too much to let any markers get on her screen that's why i glued the papers to each other so there would be no unfortunate #sliding so my system is safe for my lovely darling beautiful wonderful light of my life vendetta (<-laptop's name) #that explanation of my system means nothing to any of u but i'm proud of myself for using my brain for once so i'm putting it out there tha #i am not completely useless in situations where no reasonable device could be used as a lightbox

[declamationark]

Danny gets punted into the DC universe for some reason and proceeds to haunt Gotham because it’s gothic and there’s this hero cave with a bunch of cool tech (he misses Sam and Tucker) and this big family (he misses his mom and his dad and his big sis). He helps the vigilantes there with their battles and writes info he learns from spying on rogues on sticky notes (he misses clockwork) to leave by the files in the batcave. He thinks he’s being slick and stealthy but all the batfam realizes he’s there and basically pspspspspsps him into the family and somehow Danny never catches on

#danny phantom #dp x dc prompts #batfamily #danny tiptoes invisibly into the batcave to leave notes: I am so stealthy they'll never know I'm here #meanwhile everyone is just staring at the faint footmarks he leaves in the floor #the folders slide up a tinyyyy bit and the sticky note shows up and danny tiptoes-skeddadles out of there #the footmarks continue away from the cave in a tiptoe-skeddadle pace #he completely forgot he can fly out #tim dials up his conspiracy hobby to trick Danny into thinking he's a ghost enthusiast #now danny writes in a dusty mirror to freak him out #ha #you're actually communicating with us now #plan successful :3 #bruce is just doing ceo stuff in his office when the room feels kinda cold #there's frost in the grandfather clock #danny is hugging it cuz he misses his fam and his ghostdad #bruce starts doing dad jokes “for practice” and danny groans but is comforted #I bet jack fenton does dad jokes sometimes #Alfred pretends some of his cookies don't go missing

[lotus-pear]

Imagine going to school tmr that’s kinda crazy tbh 🥱🥱

i actually don't have school tmrw so fuck you🙄 it got cancelled bc of the cold front or wtv but we still have e learning :(

#cant wait to take my ap psych class online and have my teacher spend 30 mins trying to figure out how to screen share the note slides :/ #lotus’s asks

[3gremlins]

i just love that a show as big as doctor who came out with its whole chest and said FUCK YOU TERFS YOU ACTIVELY MAKE LIFE DANGEROUS FOR TRANS PEOPLE AND YOU HAVE NO PLACE HERE

like tysm, russell t davies <3

(also finally justice for donna)

#i know rtd had some issues in the past but the new dr who ep was so good it was some growth #i wasn't sure about david tennant's return b/c as much as i love him it feels like a step backwards but this was good #i do think jodie whittaker deserved better tho #doctor who #doctor who spoilers #doctor who special #episode 1 was so cute and i also loved the meep #which i think was a puppet? i hope because it was good and looked puppety in the best way (also love a chaotic evil villain) #trans #i think my only note as a non binary person is it bugs me slightly when people try to explain non binary in fantasy/sci fi #like the “whole you're non binary because of x” trope but ill let it slide this once #it's just so big for something that big to come out and tell off the dangerous fascist bigots for once #doctor who special spoilers #sex education did it a bit too in s4 but that show's not as big as doctor who but i still appreciated it

[dailykugisaki]

Day 118 | id in alt

Messing around with color a little. I just enjoy that the two weirdo besties are Christmas colored(kinda💥).

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #inumaki toge #no i dont ship them i think id obliterate myself if i even thought of it #i just enjoy that Kugisaki just forcefully makes people try to adapt to Inumakis disability #Kugisaki has canonly punched a guy for misinterpreting Inumaki it was such a delight to read about #Inumaki is the one to just stop Kugisaki from obliterating a poor guy even though the cursed speech just kinda slides off Kugisaki casually #Kugisaki is such a fast learner it took her a matter of days to immediately completely understand Inumaki #take fucking notes Fushiguro and Itadori she got yall fucked up #op note #DONT GET GOATS EVEN IF YOU'RE FORCED TO NOT TAKE THEM #goats are traumatizing motherfuckers deadass FREAKS in fur #I like to think Inumaki has scaring around his lips due to his family clan trying to cut out his tongue with a knife #the Inumaki clan is filled with haters #maybe i do think of Inumaki as maybe gender fluid maybe im insane

[kakusu-shipping]

I want everyone to know I am just as unhinged about the Mario movie as ever, I am simply unable to provide content for myself because everyone who has thus far made gif sets or posted screen shots from the movie has blocked me

#Mariocest #They have every right to do so btw I am just deprived of content to reblog #And have no brain of my own #Anyway that moment where Luigi is bullying Mario for the Fursuit look guys LOOK #THEY LINE UP WITH THE WEDDING ARCH I'M #I'M SO UNWELL YOU DON'T GET IT #I DON'T THINK YOU GET IT #I want to reblog the gif version SO BADLY LOOK MAN #THE FOREHEAD TOUCH IS SO MUCH BUT DID YOU NOTICE #THE WAY MARIO'S HAND SLIDES DOWN THE BACK OF LUIGI'S HEAD #BECAUSE I DID #I noticed the way Luigi adjusts his grip to match Mario's and the big breath he took after the hug #I'm so dskjgdfjgkfd #LOOK MAN #I'M SO UNWELL I LOVE THEM SO MUCH #I wanna make a Mario shipping chart #Both like. A blank thing for other people to fill out and also a flow chart like I did for MHA #I have more Mario ships I PROMISE actually and dynamics and fun match ups and headcanons #I have thoughts OUTSIDE of Mariocest I SWEAR #My 'not to continue being unhinged about the Mario Movie' post keeps getting notes #and I'm starting to suspect the majority of people liking that post are NOT reading the tags fkgjgkd #I think Mario and Luigi kiss on the mouth and it brings me great comfort to do so #I'll be normal some day I promise #Today is not that day. Nor will it be tomorrow.

[shesmore-shoebill]

For day 2 of Smosh Girlies Week, no time to make a compilation, so just screenshots for this Courtmangela appreciation post

Smosh Girlies Week Day 2: Smosh Dynamics

#largely bc amangela got tons of love today (as is right and just) so just. yknow. keep things spread out #smosh #amanda lehan canto #angela giarratana #courtney miller #smosh girlies week #courtmangela #that said 2 amangela things noted when i went to get these screenshots: in the 2 truths 1 lie angela kept leaning on amanda which is so 🥺 #and in incohearent in the last round when amanda and angela got the answer at the same time amanda slides it over to angela/gives it to her #arasha ilu we gotta get u back in more vids with these gals for that triple a/courtrasha goodness

[anotherpapercut]

my best advice to anyone who's still in middle/high school is to make your teachers think you are the nicest sweetest purest little goody two shoes on the planet so that you can get away with breaking rules fairly openly bc your teachers either won't believe it or will view it as a very minor issue since you're the perfect student

#this is how i broke a kids leg and physically injured a teacher twice with 0 repercussions #also make best friends with the snarky english teachers theyll protect you if you can match their repartee #literally just be like im such a perfect sweet little angel who is so so interested in history class #i would NEVER play cards in the empty orchestra room during class with some other kids. never would i break a rule its preposterous #if you have at least one teacher who views you like this theyll go to bat for you if you ever actually get caught :) #also just be autistic as fuck your classmates will hate you but ur teachers will infantilize you into non agency #i almost got suspended for wearing a hat all the time after being told not to then i told one of my favorite teachers #and she told the teacher who kept getting on to me to leave me alone #another year i feel asleep almost every day in biology and my astronomy teacher told him i was having a really hard time (i was) #so he ended up printing out the slides for me every day and asking my table mate to give me his notes when i fell asleep #which was so so sweet of both of them and i really needed that kindness and ill never forget it #but i think a more disruptive kid may not have received the same level of kindness

[offlinesequence]

bitches who do not check if the thing theyve been passively observing for quite a bit has a tumblr tag (me)

#slides into the tag like heyyy guys i have no clue whats been going on for the past 3 years #and only actually figured somthun out and started taking notes TODAY bye #zampanio

[mutalune]

love going on the “hi yeah I haven’t even looked at my inbox/messages for months sorry sorry sorry it’s nothing personal my life’s just been in shambles and I’m starting to pick it back up even though I know I’m gonna drop all the pieces at least 3 more times before the year’s over” shame tour I’mma make t-shirts later for it

#starlight personal #gonna be actually answering the questions in my inbox #planning to post the notes for tmagr since I’m probs never gonna finish it #and I’m making 0 promises to have any kind of consistent online presence #b/c I’ve learned it’s best for my mental health to delete these apps when I’m approaching crisis mode #so I’ll just be like the fun uncle who shows up to holidays with a six pack of nonalcoholic beer; #chats about whatever #slides you a $20 #and disappears for the next 2 years #tbf 2023 was a horrible year okay it was so bad #some of it included; I almost got a grippy sock vacation twice #i tried a few new meds and they all sucked and i went through Literal Drug Withdrawal to the point i was sick for a month and lost 30lbs #i started ketamine treatment and experienced ego death twice!!!! horrifying!!!!! #i got my manager fired #i got my coworker fired #everyone else on the team quit and j was the last one left #my cat died and it was the worst thing that ever happened and it still hurts so bad #the person i thought would be a forever best friend was just. not there for me. and b/c i was struggling and not putting in 150% effort #the friendship just. died. and we live 5 min away from each other yet she’s out of my life forever #it’s for the best but that’s a different kinda grief man #ANYWAY I HAD A TERRIBLE YEAR #2024 is off to a somewhat better start but I’m keeping expectations low #first ketamine appt of the year was. brutal. and tough. and it’s been over a week and I still feel raw #everyone who knows about ketamine: it helps you process emotions and trauma and brings those things to the surface so u can work on them #me when it brings trauma to the surface and makes me feel my feelings: this is HORRIBLE what the FUCK my entire innards are exposed and raw #I forgot how easy it is to babble in the tags like this it doesn’t feel real since I doubt anyone will read all of this lmao #god I’d kill for some weed rn BUT HAHA YEAH ANKTJER SHITTY PART LF 2023 I GOTTA CUT BACK ON WEED #can’t even have one bad coping skill like come on

[joshuamj]

This is an entry for snarky_shark14's dtiys over on instagram! Pls consider checking them out, their art is gorgeous

#omori #sunny #mari #omori sunny #omori mari #josh art tag #i never know how to post dtiys entries to other sites.... #like on insta its common to include the original drawing in the slides of the post #but its iffy with other sites i feel cuz then i feel like im reposting it and doin something wrong?? #even tho im tryin to give them credit for the drawing idea #so pls consider checking snarkyshark out and note that the premise for this drawing was their idea lol #i overthink things as u can tell #also 2 art posts 2 days in a row lets gooooo

[albatris]

should i give nat finch $50

#slide it under his apartment door so he can buy some groceries #i think after determining nat is Not the knight quinn does a lot of little things to help out :) #like jumpstart his car :) #and sift through his financial records :) #i think quinn can slide nat a crisp fifty dollar note #the boy is dealing with a lot #n he got no groceries :( #like i worry for nat's health if he has no money n no food like not only is he dealing with terrifying new vampire hunger he is #also dealing with more hunger in general since his stomach capacity has tripled bc of garble fuckery #and other more horrifying changes to his body but theres nothing he can buy abt those #he is Sad Confused and Starving #i feel like i should let him have some groceries in between now and Friday When The Things Happen #howm the fuck does quinn get into nats apartment building #i think they could lie to his neighbours and get them to buzz them up #mr n mrs larson r very trusting folks lol #hi I'm logan this is how i plot now #tumblr tags #anyway give nat finch $50 y/n