#back in my day we blabla

[golden-cherry]

can somebody please explain to me why it’s so difficult to get concert tickets nowadays

because I don’t get it

#I sound like a fucking boomer #back in my day we blabla #personal

[scentofpines]

my sister broke up with her boyfriend for the second time 3 months ago and moved back in with us and now he's already visiting her again every weekend?? And she talks about him very adoringly ughhh this guy openly admitted to her that he doesn't like it when she is happy if he is not the cause for her happiness. He was mad at her for going out to work (besides her fulltime studying at uni) on weekends bc she didnt have "enough time" for him anymore but in the same breath complained that she didn't pay enough rent for her part of the house THAT HE DIDNT PAY A PENNY FOR bc he inherited it. Then he indirectly accused her of cheating on him bc she had a male friend help her move out of his house 3 months ago. And now it looks like they might get back together I'M GONNA LOSE MY FUCKING MIND

#and a few days ago we were talking about marriage and I said that I dont really want to ever marry and she said she might marry HIM one day? #?????????????? #she said it half jokingly but my sister is someone who wouldnt even joke about something like that if she didnt mean it at least a lil bit #made me wanna puke #I'm (somewhat) fine with them being friends and all but she said herself they're not compatible as romantic partners THEN WHY GET BACK #TO HIM #and then she comes around with the argument that I'm too inexperienced and havent every been in love #and like sure thats true I guess #but even if I were in love I would still know my worth and not get back with a loser who btw smells (lol yeah I'm petty BUT HE DOES) #and who doesnt like SEEING ME HAPPY???? #this would be their third try like how often do you want to do this girl #and she said that she is touch starved and that love is like a drug whatever blabla #I'm not saying a breakup is easy but get some self respect

[nevereverthem]

how do you think the mystic falls gang would have reacted if bonnie actually hooked up with kai?

TVD what if :

Ok, I tried thinking about this one and it was a bit hard. I focus so much on Bonkai these days that I kind of forgot how the other characters think and act.

I still wrote some stuff. Hope it's not OOC or at least not too much.

Please tell me in the comments !!!!

It doesn't make people want to read when I denigrate my own thoughts and writing, does it ? 💀💀💀💀

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Depends on the moment, but let's imagine Bonnie and Kai actually stayed longer in the prison world. They decide on a sort of 'truce' and end up hooking up not so long after. You know, sexual tension and all. 🙄 Then Kai will remember his sister's knife, betray Bonnie etc....

We've got Kai post-merge. He helps the gang stop Bonnie from killing herself. She comes back home.

Blabla.... Here we are a little time before they go to get the Salvatore mom from 1903.

Kai gets to handle his new emotions but is still being cocky and insensitive at times.

Damon's reaction :

Kai's nonchalantly sitting on a couch in the Salvatore house. Damon's here, keeping an eye on him.

_ You know, I can't believe you spent four months in that hellhole with such a beautiful woman and never tried anything.

Damon rolls his eyes at him, annoyed.

_ Maybe you're not her type. Though it only took me two weeks to get her consent.

The vampire can't believe what he just heard. His body tenses.

_ What are you saying ?

Kai grins wide, pleased he piqued Damon's curiosity.

_ Two witches in a bedroom. What could have happened ? I say bedroom but I should add couch, kitchen-

He doesn't have the time to finish his sentence that he's shoved against the nearest wall, vampire arms' strength keeping him in place.

_ She would never touch you.

Damon almost spits his words at Kai who's not impressed.

_ Oh, she did.

The vampire pushes him further on the wall if it's even possible. His eyes are dark, filled with rage.

_ Damon, stop !

Bonnie's voice reaches them from the side. They both look at her, then back at each other.

_ That's her bossy side that appealed me the most.

_ Shut up Kai.

_ See ?

Damon sakes him once more. Kai could easily throw him away with magic but it's way more fun to see him lose his temper over their sexual interaction.

_ What did he do ?

The vampire answers, eyes locked on the man he's maintaining on the wall.

_ He says you slept with him.

There's a short moment of silence.

_ Oh, that.... Yes, I did.

_ What !?

Damon turns his head to her, an incredulous look on his face.

_ I slept with him. So, what ?

_ We're talking about Kai.

The man in question raises a hand.

_ Yup. Here !

He's being ignored by both of them, so he lowers his hand. Damon continues.

_ The guy tried to kill me when we met. He shot you with an arrow. He left you in that prison world all by yourself and-

_ And, yet you ask me to work with him to get your mom back. Let's say we're even.

Damon freezes a second, he doesn't say anything. Kai mouthes a 'wow' with his lips and nods on agreement.

_ So, now would you please let him go ? We need him for the spell.

Damon looks back at Kai with murderous eyes. The bastard wears a stupid smile on his face. He's lucky to be useful today. The vampire reluctantly releases him, stepping back.

Kai gives Bonnie a warm smile.

_ Thank you-

_ Don't.

She stops him, hand in the air. She then turns her back on them, heading to the kitchen. Damon follows her, throwing Kai a look that indicates him to leave them alone....

Caroline's reaction :

I think she would want to argue about the 'bad guy, bad decision' thing. Blabla.

But she had no existence in what happened to Bonnie. She was too busy taking care of her mom who was in hospital. Then, when she was dead, Caroline decided to turn her humanity off. She didn't even have any sort of reaction when she saw Bonnie was back.

And in my opinion she would be the last person to be able to judge her since she slept with Klaus. And we all know all that it implies.

Overall, I think she might want to argue but then just make sure her friend is okay (when she has her humanity back on).

Elena's reaction :

I feel like she would understand-ish. ~

I mean, she's in love with a guy who kills people when he's heartbroken sooooo..... 🙄

She would be like "Sure, he kidnapped me, chased me through our highschool and practiced magic on me like I was his personal guinea pig.... But he's cute and I'm sure there's good in him, deep down. I found it in Damon, so hey, who am I to judge ? Also, the guy almost died to help saving you from killing yourself. So I guess sleeping with him balances it all. Oh right you didn't know about that part ? Surprise ! You would be dead if that weren't for him. Yes, that's his fault you were trapped by yourself in the first place....... He fixed his 'mistake' ? Anyway, I don't mind......... Is he good in bed ? .... What ? Just asking. 🙄🤣

Stefan's reaction :

Honestly I have no idea. He's been too busy with Caroline, basically. 😭

Kai sort of helped get Stefan's mom back.

I suppose he'd just want to be sure Bonnie's alright. And he'd be like 🤷‍♀️.

Matt's reaction :

I'm sure he would be like "WTF Bonnie ?"

He would be shocked at first but he would be more worried than anything else. Bonnie's traumatized by what she went through. The conflict between the trauma and the sexual interaction could be hard on her.

At the same time, he's used to having friends who make dubious choices. So, he's focused on being happy Bonnie's here.

_ Whatever you decide. Just be safe.

_ I'm not in a relationship. I've just slept with him.

_ Whatever. Just be safe. I don't want to lose more of my friend to that supernatural shit.

Tyler's reaction :

At that point, he would be so protective of Liv that the shock is sort of rapidly replaced by something like "Use whatever sexual power you have over him to keep him away from Liv."

When Liv decided to go and try to kill Kai she "chose death over" Tyler. Now they're separated. But he still cares.

_ I love her. So keep him away.

Bonnie's like "WTF !?"

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So, that's it !

I hope my rambling was up to your expectations. That's what came to mind when I thought about your question.

Btw, I first wrote it entirely and was so satisfied, but I forgot to save it..... I was so pissed and had to write it all again. I feel like the previous version was way better but I could not remember it all perfectly. 😭😭😭😭

So here we are.

Tell me what you think in the comments !

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#the vampire diaries #tvdu #kai parker #bonnie bennett #bonkai #tvd what if #damon salvatore #stefan salvatore #matt donovan #tyler lockwood #elena gilbert #caroline forbes

[enden-k]

have you considered drawing all your babygirls together? the overwatch boys (I'm so sorry I don't know their names. I like them bc you drew them but I'm not into overwatch and names take a lot of time for me) and haikavetham? idk I'd just like to seem them together again. maybe haitham and the cool robot guy outfit swap as well? or concept swap?

if you feel like it of course.

(also I think youve done it before but I've been really into outfit swaps lately and haitham in kavehs shirt lives in my mind rent free)

rama and haitham outfit swap would be so hilarious bc rama lit walks w his ramathussy out. the haithussy would destroy all of sumeru if he walked out like that for sure, cyno would arrest his ass immediately

but yeas idk maybe ill draw more niran w kaveh bc last time i did, i enjoyed it too much AHHAHA (crack ship?) but yea if i draw them both i think i might draw symweaver kavetham together for fun, no promises, just like. if i would draw them, it would be those bc symweaver is literally the kavetham of overwatch (prettiest babygirl in the world busy with projects til morning and his autistic (ex)roommate/(ex)best friend whos the opposite of him and still, they make it work etc blabla)

yes i did it before (drawing kavetham outfit swap) haitham rlly looks nice in kavehs shirt............rlly nice......rlly nice nicecneini

btw sorry for lack of genshin art or smth idk if some miss it but unfortunately im really bored of genshin lately. dunno if its the game itself and the fact that im just way too attached to sumeru that i really lose interest the more we dont see/are there again as we move on (i rlly tried moving on but its so hard, rn im just very casual and do the barest minimum hhhhhhg bring me back to sumeru pls thanku)

anw obv i still love my babies too much and im always open and free to scream about them or share my thoughts and hcs or whatever. is just bc of the genshin boredom and me moving back to old fandoms (ow2) and other fandoms (hsr), im drawing other stuff from there i enjoy. i def wont leave the game/fandom tho and ill cook up some kvthm some time dw, im just waiting for the next time i have more days off work so i have enough time to brainstorm and rlly get into it again

#sorry if my words dont make much sense or im rambling. im sleepy and tipsy #but yes I LOVE MY KVTHM BABIES WAY TOO MUCH STILL SOOOOOOO no one worry or smth okkkkk byee #reply

[ma-39]

💌 I very much enjoy talking with you. I enjoy every aspect of you, honestly. You never have to worry about being annoying, or a burden, or anything of the sort to me. I accept every part of you. And even if you are a burden, I will gladly bear it. I think you and I are cut from the same cloth -- coming from a background of neglect and distrust, only recently learning how to experience love in a healthy way. Even if you feel undeserving, even if you feel that you are better off alone and not bothering anyone, I promise you that I will never think that of you. I think the world of you, in fact.

I love YOU !!!! So much. I do not think I will be able to keep this brief because I really can't name just one thing about you. Well. Maybe, but its kind of cheating at the whole 'one thing' concept because its just, overall i've never met someone quite like you. that sounds broad and maybe a little trite but at least to me, i admire you deeply. you're cool, you're funny, you're sweet, you're like, the kind of person anyone would be damn lucky to have in their life, even as an acquaintance. even if it's corny i feel like for many years i've felt like i'm lacking really the ability to get in deep conversations with people, or to really 'click', and even when i do, it seemed like i was just a placeholder friend for someone better. i probably have already said it but i struggle badly with feeling secure or safe with people and yet in the months we've known each other i feel that way toward you.

i think even though i'm really uncertain about where i'm going and how i'm going to achieve it, i want to work toward it. college is hard, independence shit wasn't taught to me, blabla bla all the shit holding me back currently, but i also think the scary shit is worth it because maybe one day we'll be closer, and we could just like.. i don't know. occupy the same space together. i'm happy to know you and i want get to know you for the rest of my life.

#☆ you've got mail ! #🌤

[talkingtea]

I fear some peoples want Candice to be that poor little girl who don't know who she is so she finding herself and that's why she is acting the way she is but little girl is a 35 years old woman who make her own choices. It's easy to say I'm someone true to myself I have these values blabla but matching your actions to your words is another story and if doesn't match we need to take the hint. Falling in love with someone taken was out of her control, feelings isn't a thing we choose to turn on and off but the way you act is what will tell who you are. (Of course depend if she meet the guy find him cute so decide to go after him because she wanted cause yikes) Let's cut her some slack and say she didn't know the wife and her feelings was so strong so she started a relationship with him. Shading the wife was just her being a mean girl because she wanted to and I'm sorry but she lost my respect here. She was being a bitch, period. And I'm sorry but the rumors of her and grant, her sleeping with Charles and being the girl charles cheated camilla with like that's not a first. Girl has some serious lack of respect and love for her and others. And I know she'll be fast to go on insta posting quote about some girls going after dudes in relationship if one day if it happen to her because girls like that have no shame.

Was the Charles thing ever confirmed with actual proof or was it just a rumor that people ran with?

Aside from that Candice is not some clueless chick who just had all this bad luck befall her. She made choices and bad ones at that and instead of taking advantage of the grace she was given after the scandal originally broke she decided to lay low for a bit while he screwed some other chick before eventually going right back with him. As long as she associates herself with him that scandal will follow, her hiding from the world isn’t going to change that

[zenatness]

Rogue Trader continues to have... a few bugs. Nothing serious this time, but Philomena suddenly woke up with black hair. I've now had to ask Owlcat to remind Heinrix that having a preference is fine, but forcing it upon your partner is not.

I found a trinket on a tough enemy I killed that had a lot of boosts, etc. Interesting, I think. At a glance the drawbacks seem negligible, sure there was some warning in the description blabla the Inquisition's opinion blabla, whatever, I've got a note from the Emperor

For some reason only Philomena can wear the trinket? Huh, weird, but I'll just equip it and see how the stats chan- Cue the game forcing me out of the inventory screen and informing me that the item is trying to merge with my flesh. Your honor, I hadn't saved. Everything about the place we were in had signaled that something was very wrong here. I am a dumbass. Heinrix saved me by declaring that his authority overruled my privilege in this matter and took it from me. I suspect the only reason he didn't scold me was because I had very clearly learned my lesson about ignoring the Inquisition's warnings.

Speaking of ignoring the Inquisition's warnings, I went back and refrained from crating my stabby elf and uh... so the Marazhai romance sure is... something.

I wasn't wild about the "lets go and trap some people in a room and start stabbing" idea of a date, but I will say that Marazhai had a point with the whole "do you have any idea how many people die horrifically on your ship every day just to keep it moving? Get off your high horse" thing. I still wondered if maybe it was a bad idea. That maybe there were other romance options that should have been explored instead.

Like the woman who paints with the blood of her servants, or the woman who is in deep with the criminals who keep wanting to use my planets to sell slaves, or the woman who got us all thrown to the mercy of the drukhari, or maybe I should just have been faithful to the man who tortures people for a living.

I just had to accept that there's no such thing as an ethical romance in 40k. So off stabbing we went.

And... It Just Kept Escalating.

I thought "sex with a xeno on top of the still warm corpses of the people we just murdered" was going to be hard to top. And then it cuts to your bedroom.

Oh, oh dear, we sure got blood all over the carpet and sheets after we got back? Unfortunate, but ok.

I'll just turn the camera a bit so I can see both chara-

MARAZHAI WHAT IN THE-

Why is there a disemboweled corpse hanging from my bed?!

How did it get there?? Someone is going to have to clean that up! People are going to talk!

And then this asshole won't even kiss me the morning afterwards. Unbelievable.

#rogue trader #I was trying to have some damn variation in character designs Heinrix #I forced myself to stay clear of the black hair this time #rude #not as rude as I've been to you but you know #STILL #this as been today's lesson in listen to the Inquisition kids #except if Nocturne wants to exchange love letters #in which case the Inquisition's opinion is irrelevant - see note from big E

[fapper]

had my first date w a white man, and..... well.

ok so just came back home. its 5pm. we met at 1pm. but i walked back home 1 hour. WALKED.

red flags:

didnt pay for my drink

was a band kid

went to a PATD! concert

listens to hardcore rock and uses apple music

walked like 20 mins to see something but we needed an appointment so he said "nevermind lets come to my rooftop"

invited me to his apartment to "watch movies" right after... i was like. fuck no

but he let me into his apartment and it was clean and nice. the view was pretty. obviously the man is rich lmfao

had a picture of jeff bezos framed on his table as a joke

had 6 books on his shelves, one of which was a historical book about napoleon to which he said hes "currently reading"

said his favorite movie is american psycho

said hes like patrick bateman. no im not joking. he said he basically lives like him: works, works out, etc. said this was a red flag so he knows

said he comes to his rooftop all the time to look at planes and guess which airline it is from looking at an airplane tracker (?) which was so nerdy. he said this was a nerdy activity himself so. but like why would u do that lmfao like how bored do u have to be bro

followed me into safeway 💀 and grocery shopped w me ????? i was like man ummmm ???? and while i was checking out he entered his number on the thing and it subtracted 30 cents from my total 💀 and i had to pay still

after we got on the rooftop, we stood up to leave and he side-hugged me all of a sudden???? and said today was a good day blabla. BRO I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE HE WAS HUGGING ME BUT IT WAS SO AWKWARD AND SUDDEN???? AND IT WASNT A NICE HUG EITHER it was a side-hug?????? so i just smiled and said nothing.... ummmmmm that was weird

couldve offered to give me an uber ride back home but didnt

WHELP. that was a tragedy. mans fr just wanted me for sex... WHELP! that was a dusty..... moving on

#x #tragedy

[sitzfleischh]

Ok I only just caught up on Ted Lasso & plunged into the online hyperfixation/deep-diving two days ago so apologies if other people have already said this but-- so far I've been seeing a lot of people being like "oh Ted is going to go back to Kansas at the end blabla Rebecca endgame" and sure, Ted/Rebecca endgame is realistic but like... We know they're not ending up in Kansas, right? We have two episodes left, this show's whole thing is "Rom Communism." They will be using them to confirm to classic romcom structure where the penultimate ep is about everyone making the wrong choices and everything going to shit, so that they can have big realizations and make the right choices in the finale.

So, my official predictions are:

Penultimate episode

Man city faceoff, total football comes together and they win, hooray! Everyone is cheering but Ted feels out of it, feels like they don't need him anymore. This ep being called "mom city" also makes me think they're going to bring in Jamie's mom as a foil to his dad and start talking about mom stuff, maybe giving us some perspective from mother characters about their side of parenthood (maybe if we're lucky we get more of Roy's sister!) and continuing the motherhood theme for Rebecca

Maybe there's some kind of tie-in with Michelle and Jake, I feel like they were setting up that those two are actually breaking up, which is going to make Ted feel like he should get back with Michelle, even though that's obviously the wrong choice. Part of me thinks the "unexpected guest [that] has Ted on edge" could be Michelle, post-breakup? Maybe him getting distracted means the other coaches step up and win the game without much help from him, which ties into him feeling un-needed.

The tying up of loose-ends with other characters' plotlines leads to Ted deciding he isn't needed here anymore and should go back to Kansas, episode ends on his return

Final Episode

Called "no place like home"

Trent wears James Lance's Dorothy shoes T Shirt

There's some kind of extended wizard of oz homage, probably someone makes a joke about Jamie not having a brain

Ted is back in the states but he's not feeling it, keeps seeing things that remind him of Richmond

Trent Crimm's book gets published, or maybe he emails a draft of it to Ted or something for approval-- either way the writers get to do a Trent Crimm as mouthpiece thing where he narrates from his book while we see shots of characters / Ted doing stuff and having realizations

Prompted by reading Crimm's book, Ted realizes that there IS no place like home, but his home is Richmond now and he needs to go back-- not because the team needs him, but because he needs the team. Ted's character arc comes to a close with him finally asking for help and taking the support of his found family in Richmond, letting them use the Ted Lasso Way back at him.

Maybe Rebecca and Ted get together, or maybe (in my ideal scenario) Rebecca adopts a kid or something of that sort and becomes a single mother-- she realizes she doesn't need anyone else's permission / won't be completed by love

This one is also more of a dream scenario but I like the idea that they would lean into the "single parents are valid" theme that seems to have been set up, and have Ted, Trent, Roy and Roy's sister, and Rebecca all together in a scene with their kids, supporting each other

Obviously there's still a lot I haven't covered here, like what happens with Nate, with Colin (& what happens with Trent beyond like.. he writes his book lol), with Keeley and Roy (I don't think they're endgame either), etc. But these are the most solid predictions I have about what's going on structurally and thematically. I have hopes and dreams for stuff (mostly more Trent content because I love him and just want to watch a show with him as the main character lol) but I don't want to jinx anything so I'm just assuming we get some good background content like usual, and probably a great book-reading narration.

#Ted Lasso #Ted Lasso meta #Mom City #Ted Lasso finale #Ted Lasso predictions #anywayyyyyyy I just want it to be Wednesday already OK #this show is a hot mess but I love it

[energywarning]

How did your 3 and 8 ultimately get to know each other after octo expansion? Ice breaker being "we shot at each other a bunch"

8 wanted ( tried) to talk to 3 pretty much immediately post ending, she ended up carrying them on her back to bring them to the helicopter to go to inkopolis and tried to ask them the basics like whats your real name etc. But also wanted to say "thank you for saving me from the blender i think our souls are intertwined forever you are so cool ?? I am absolutely certain of what im saying but also Am i insane to you for saying this sorry i dont understand inkling culture yet" except her poor inklish made her say smth nonsensical . Thankfully? 3 was still so out of it they could neither hear nor answer.

About 4-5 days after she asks marina if she could try to help her get in contact with capn cuttlefish and 3 and while marina has 0 difficulties contacting the capn its a different story for 3, even cuttlefish has pretty much no idea of their whereabouts when theyre off duty. But he organized a meeting for the day since 3 can like actually go to places and not be in an hospital . so the capn invited 8, (it was also a way for the old man to know if 8 was still up for agent work (she wasnt really.))

She goes (with again, marina s help since inkopolis is very overwhelming) once she gets there marina leaves and tell her the basics "call me if you need anything and if someone picks a fight with you tell me and me and pearlie will beat them up etc"

She sees 3 there. The old man, And 4, whom she never met before.

3 looks at her with a look that can be described as very scaredy ish? Regretful. Like looking your insane boss in the eyes after you just broke his golf clubs that are worth your entire annual salary. Like uh oh my life is over.

She tries to greet 3 but is interrupted by 4, who is a huge talker, in spite of the language barrier 4 talks nonstop for 20mins and manages to convince 8 to go live w her because "having a roomie is fun and honestly i havent talked to another being in a while so!! Plus i can show you around inkopolis and stuff, and youll live in the middle of the city compared to pearl s mansion Lol so ull get to explore more easily. Youll have to do the dishes though i hate that stuff takes so much time, as for me ill do the laundry"

-"the laundry? The dish?? Lol??"

-"eh dw abt it just yet"

-"dw??? What is the meaning of these letters..."

Then 4 is like hey btw *points to them* this is 3 !! This is so crazy but im 90% sure we actually used to be mutuals on tunablr when we were younger ( energywarning here, asking:what would tumblr b named in sploon universe?) .

Finally 8 gets to say hello to 3

3 is convinced that 8 hates them but this certainty in their beliefs also calms them down enough to offers a friendly normal well adjusted handshake. That is very normal to offer to someone who probably hates you a lot. 8 does not understand the gesture and just grabs their hand and intertwines their fingers together.

Then 8 is just "thank you i am glad to meet you again" .3 looks at her like shes an insane person for a good 10 seconds bc they dont know what to answer but ultimately settles for a "you are welcome, thank for saving me from. well you know. because id probably be dead now." and 8 says "well i would definitely be dead as well ! You know . The blender. Actually a lot more people would be dead if either of us died so, i am glad that we met even if we shot eachother a few times haha" 3 looks very pale by that point

4 asks 3 if they want to be the #2nd roomie but 3 immediately refuses. They say they already have the neccessary accommodations to sleep, 4 assumes the best and drops the idea (a mistake, at that point 3 is pretty much abt to get evicted oops)

Then meeting starts. Boring blabla YAY 8 YOU saved inkopolis congrats were throwing you a party soon :^) do you want to do agent work again no oh well i guess its fair but the door is always open so to speak so you know. ok bye now oh no need to thank me 8 youre the one who saved us blablabla.

8 goes home w 4 and realises she didnt tell marina shed like. Move out so she tells her . Marina and pearl have a wtf they grow up so fast- oh we are being silly arent we but also who is 4 i have to run. 420 background checks actually (turns out to be just some gal that was like extremely bullied when she was younger who either plays viddy games or draws chibis and stuff in her free time)

3 walks back "home" on their own and in their head:

Wishes they could be friend w 4 (but they "cant" because of some insanely self restrictive rules about social interactions theyve put around themself. "Mfw when i cant talk to people because im nothing which is good because no one knows me which means i can just focus on being a good agent and if i die nobody will miss me not that people would even if i talked to them but also-)

Wishes they could properly apologize to 8 (they think on how, their best options seemed to drop on the floor hands n knees and apologize. Which they end up doing the day after their 1st meeting at crusty sean. that or ask if 8 wants to beat them up to "even it out"?? Which they actually end up asking but like 8 says no obviously i want to be ur friend... 3 also asks her later on if she wants to kill them but 8 thought that was just some kind of inkling humor so she laughed at them)

Wishes they could be friend w 8 because like she obviously seems like a very sweet girl but cannot for same reason as 4 + other stuff

Anyway in the meantime 8 asks 4 if she has 3's personal phone number and she does . So 4 gives it to her.

8 calls them like immediately but gets no responses cus theyre like. Never answering a phone call ever. So she sends them a few messages asking if they want to hang out. Then 4 tells her to include her in the messages cus she wants to hangout w 3 too so she does.

3 sees the messages and is glad they turned off that seen/read warning stuff cus they take like 1 hour to answer since its a battle in their mind between "are you fucking insane there is no way anyone wants to meet up with you its got to be a bait of some sort did her phone get hacked ? (Also what if you get hijacked again. Somehow you are radioactive i bet do not get close to people)" and "are you fucking insane why would you refuse dont be an asshole. If shes asking you its because she wants to probably she just got to the surface she doesnt give a f about inkling customs. Where people do not hang out with people whom they fought mind control or circumstances beyond their control or not. Just go along it wont kill you, and if it does well thats just life"

They end up replying w smth like "ok wht time n where"

And then they all meet up at crusty sean the day after, so thatd be their 1st proper meeting technically post oe.

At the end of it 3 asks 8 "ok so you dont blame me nor you or either of us blablabla but like why do you want to hang out with me genuinely, theres gotta be a reason?? Do i make you feel bad or smth" and 8 is just like no i think you are the cool ! I like you i want to know more of you, i think of you many times . 3 replies oh ok WELL THATS COOL I APPRECIATE IT. GOODBYE NOW lets do this again tomorrow maybe .and runs away

(8 n 4 talk on their way home and 8 mentions that social media friend thing and 4s just like yeah they were a pretty cheerful person back then ?!! Idk what happened they just dissapeared one day.)

Some times later 3 ends up going back on their word bc sleeping in a car is exhausting and they dont care about their dignity anymore and asks 4 if shed accept them as a new roommate. 4 is like omg sure bestie. by that point theyre all interacting w eachother and on friendly term so when they end up all in the apartment its not an issue

#tldr . 8 just seeked them out and despite their best efforts at keeping up a wall between them they very much failed #sorry this is a lot of words. with a lot of grammar mistakes but i am el tired so who gives a shit really.truly

[heartsoftruth]

Ok my updates have been a little off since i don’t even know. I’m making long days. Lemme put it like that.

Today was amazing tho. Good atmosphere and I was feeling good and confident about Lewis until fucking Checo happened 😑

Orange Army was nice to me.

- One guy who sat behind me knocked/ticked me on my back to ask about me autograph on my hat (I explained how it’s of Nyck blabla. Lewis posted me on his insta blabla. It was my moment to shine😂). Then during Q2 (when Lewis got P2) he knocked/ticked on my shoulder again and gave me a thumbs up with a big smile being happy for me 🥰

- One guy while we were sipping on drinks outside of the stands came towards me. Spoke English (really bad) and then I was like in dutch: you speak Dutch or? And he was suprised I was Dutch 😂 But very sweet nonetheless. Telling me how nice he found my outfit (just all Lewis neon gear) and how he thinks this is F1 and it shouldn’t matter who you support blabla. How he also thinks Lewis is a DAMN good driver blabla. Very nice.

- One man when I walked past him: wow she so bright (bc of the neon). (Don’t know if that was truly a compliment or a little shade tho) Bet he didn’t expect me to be dutch, because me: nice huh? 👍🏽

#lewis hamilton #f1 #personal

[lady-lycany]

Little rant post about something no one's gonna read anyway cuz it's related to my life but I have to get that shit out somewhere so

My stepsis is a huge piece of sh!t and if there's someone you cannot trust at all- it's her. She's such a snake. And like, two months ago my mom met an old 'best' friend of my stepsis and spilled the tea about our life and my stepsis behavior and what bothers me the most- my fucking biggest weak spot- that I changed my name after school cuz the bullying I had to went through. And I was so mad about it back then, because I don't run around and tell untrustworthy people about my moms biggest weaknesses u know? And my mom was like "oh but you all got older and I'm sure she changed" blabla...

Well, I'm not sure about that. Because today my parents walked into that old friend of my stepsis again and she told them, that my stepsis was here in our town... Now, here's the problem. Wth b!tches like her that were befriended with snakes like my stepsis, you never know how much truth they're telling. Are they actually still friends and she snitched everything, my mom told her, to my stepsis? (which also includes that we moved and where we moved- this is something my stepdad is mad about and for once I agree with him) or did she really just see her from afar? And what did my stepsis here in the first place?

My mom couldn't have opened up about our private life to a worse person. Honestly.

Might be that nothing happens anyway, and when it comes to my weakness, the chances that someone uses it against me isn't as high as back in the school days anymore. But still. I hate everything about that situation right now.

[dreamingsushi]

Till the End of the Moon - Episode 26

I’m back from vacation, so now is a good time to get going with this series. I’m kind of anxious, because it started off so well and the last few episodes, we lost a little bit of that character consistency that made it so good to me in the beginning and it has been very frustrating. Hopefully it’s going to keep steering in the right direction and I won’t be too disappointed by the following 15 episodes.

She starts it up quite strongly. She asks Tantai Jin to marry her and make her his empress. Ye Qingyu disagrees with Tantai Jin agreeing to it. He says she needs to go back home and face what she has done, but Tantai Jin says that he doesn’t want to trouble her before the wedding and that she wants to cut ties with the Ye family, so her name should be erased from the family records. Tantai Jin wants to proceed with the wedding as soon as possible and ends up choosing an inauspicious day for it. Ye Xiwu acts cruelly towards her brothers. Ye Qingyu says she’s changed. And on to the wedding.

Tantai Jin’s coat looks like it’s covered with grass. I think... this is going to be the first costume design that I highly disagree on. The wedding starts. When he reaches out his hand for hers, she doesn’t take it. This sounds bad. We also discover that she got all of the nails when she asked him to marry her (but they’re already married, so I don’t get it). Anyways. It starts snowing. He offers his hand again and this time she takes it. Overall, she’s really off, but I guess he’s too drown in happiness to actually notice that she behaves extremely WEIRD!

While waiting for the husband to come to the bed chamber, she gives herself a pep talk that she did all of this for this day. She notices that Tantai Jin must be very happy. She’s super awkward, I wonder how he does not see anything of it. Or I hope he’s pretending? So she was missing one nail. When she kisses him, it created the ninth one and her eye turns purple. I forget about the jade she took for him. She admits that her goal was to kill him and that’s why she came back. After stabbing him with the first three nails. He says he still loves her, but she tells him she never loved him. Why? What’s the help to your mission in saying that? Especially when like 5 episodes ago before you left to free Xiao Lin you were thinking you could spend your life with him as your lover and prevent him from becoming a demon. But when she’s about to send the last of the three nails, the dragon scale protects him. The nails desintegrate. Nothing protects the evil bone/essence anymore. He asks her why she lied to him, but they both fall down together.

Ye Qingyu finally realized that Ye Xiwu cut ties with her family because she knew all along what she was going to do. He tries to convince his dad to leave, but he won’t abandon his daughter.

Tantai Jin has three years left to live. They can’t remove the six nails from his chest. Nian Baiyu is very sad. He wants Tantai Jin to rest, but the king wants to get changed and go see Ye Xiwu. And he’s wearing his wedding clothes, with the grass. Why? So blabla, you betrayed me all the time, I was still nice to you, loved you blabla. I failed, there’s no point to live, kill me. No, let’s suffer together, since you didn’t want my love, here’s a serving of my hatred. And that’s how she made him become a demon god. She shouldn’t have meddled to begin with. But at some point it’s interesting to see that sometimes, the supposedly “good ones” are actually awful people too.

Ye Qingyu gets the permission to go see Ye Xiwu. However, Ye Bingchang is there already. She reveals how she poisoned the porridge. Ye Xiwu blames her for Xiao Lin’s death. Then Ye Bingchang tries to strangle her. Meanwhile... She thinks of the past. Qingyu and Pianran comes just in time. Pianran tosses away Ye Bingchang while Qingyu tends to Xiwu.

And that’s it. I don’t see how they’re going to manage from now on. I don’t see anything. My mind is totally blank. I’m confused. Did she resent him for the death of her granny and Xiao Lin and that’s why she decided to act finally and stopped hesitating? I don’t know.

#till the end of the moon #bai lu #luo yunxi #chen duling #deng wei #xianxia #xianxia drama #cdrama #c-drama #chinese drama #drama review #drama recap #drama reaction

[traumasurvivorshelpingsurvivors]

Sleeping issues, tw cptsd, (not sa) sexual stuff, panic attacks.

Hey, I have sleeping issues due to hypervigilance from my cptsd. They are mainly (1) that I have a very light sleep and wake up a hundred of times at night. I don't remember all of them but some. It became very clear when I was in hospital a few years ago and whenever someone came checking on me, I sat upright. They tried meds on me but they either didn't work or I slept for the next 48h. So they gave up (they assumed it was a temporary issue). (2) I can't sleep if I am not deadly tired. I will lay around useless and annoyed, waiting to finally fall asleep. Sometimes I chose to do that, if the bed is cozy, my boyfriend asleep and I am just fine enjoying the atmosphere until I can finally fall asleep. So it is not a "I expect it won't work so it won't work" self-fullfiling prophecy. Most days I just stay awake till 3am. (3) I need ages to wake up. I usually sleep 8-9h and wake up (and can't go back to sleep again). I will need almost an hour until I have gathered the energy, to put up my phone and scroll on tumblr, another hour until I drag my body to the couch and maybe after 3 hours or more I can pick up my sewing stuff and be at least a little bit useful. After 4 or 5 hours I am able to go to the kitchen and make breakfast. I hate it!

And recurring issues are, that I get panic attacks at night (which I believe are the worst because I can't process that it is just a panic attack and mix dream and "sensation of panic") and that I have nightmares. I usually dream very strongly, I occasionally can shape parts of my dreams, I remember a lot of it, after I wake up. Sometimes... A bit of a dream stucks during the day. One time I dreamt of some... Secret operation idk and there was a global issue we had to solve and I came to the solution. And all day I was half-dissociated because my brain was playing the scene, where I told the others the solution, over and over but I didn't remember what the solution was (granted, I also didn't remember what the issue was). Like, when you have a song stuck in your head and because you forgot one line it just repeats from the last chorus again, over and over. But with dissociation.

Lately I'm having a lot of dreams with sexual content. I am asexual due to trauma. It was always pretty similar, there is some male (not always the same) series character and I initiate sexual actions. Which is... confusing. Like, I have zero interest in it in real life and I am very repelled from sexual stuff, it's always combined with a lot of guilt so... It's not super comfortable to have those dreams. Plus I feel shitty because I can't have sex with my boyfriend but dream a lot about it with some serie character like?? It feels unfair to him, I know that's bullshit, but still.

What I can find online, put your phone aside before bed, drink a tea before bed blabla, isn't the solution to trauma issues. Do you have any solutions? From what I read, sleeping issues aren't uncommon amongst people with (c)ptsd,  but I couldn't find any solving ideas online...

Hi anon,

I'm so sorry to hear about what's been going on lately.

As someone with (presumably complex) PTSD, I resonate with the sleeping problems you're describing (also with the caedosexuality). Honestly I think this is a little more complicated than a sort of home remedy - if you don't already have a therapist, I think it would be helpful to talk about these symptoms with one and perhaps get to the root of why these things are flaring up.

In my experience, I was at one point prescribed Prazosin for my nightmares. It's not FDA-approved, but it's said to help with PTSD-related sleep disturbances. It honestly wasn't helpful for me, but I understand that everyone reacts differently to medication. So if you have a therapist, psychiatrist, or GP, I would also suggest talking to them about this medication and if it would be compatible for you. Any other suggestions are welcomed!

I genuinely hope that your sleep improves on all fronts, and I hope I could help answer your questions at least a little bit. Please know you're not alone in this experience, and do let us know if you need anything in the future!

-Bun

#mod bun #trauma talks

[levok]

People really think Sara is gonna get in a car accident? 🤨

So they think both Wilhelm's and Simon's siblings will be involved in (both possibly fatal) car accidents?

I don't think Lisa would do that...would she? 🤔

Honestly, i was thinking the same! Not that Sara would get in a fatal car crash, but a car crash. We know she doesn’t have a drivers license, and the stand in is only for one day of filming. In my mind it makes sense she does something reckless as stealing her moms car.

And I can totally see them wanting to make some parallel to Wille/Erik, and Wille be all like, I would do anything to get my brother back, please forgive Sara blabla.

#ask #young royals

[bcofl0ve]

Oh no olivia's year round only at parties and after party crumbs and she with the wives of jonas brothers to at the end of the day she has 5 minutes of screen time in the transhes, i know she is written "olivia dejonge joys and will star alongside blabla" but she was like this cast as priscilla too in some articles lool sooo I hope this wait yields us more than 6 frames in the future

we know next nothing about the trashers, not even her characters name so saying she only has 5 minutes of screen time is an assumption based off of nothing unless you know something i don’t and in the case pls share LOL. the imbd still says it’s in pre production, and i don’t even think they actual it started filming at all yet. it was originally supposed to film last fall in new jersey but she was in australia for the fall and mentioned in an interview she was moving back to north america to film in toronto in the new year.

and then when she moved back over to this side of the world she moved to nyc- not toronto. 😅 there’s a reason my gut is saying the project just got scrapped LOL. but i’d love to be wrong!

#gossip time with mollie #olivia dejonge #the trashers #cooper raiff