#but honestly i just dont care anymore

[jondoe279]

atp i genuinely doooon’t care if the old guard two is the worst thing put to film i just want to see the best character of all time (andromache the scythian) and her loser henchmen and everyone’s favorite girl nile freeman again

#its not even funny anymore WHERE IS ANDY AND NORIKO!!!!!!!!!!! it was supposed to be the year of dyke drama 😞😞😞😞😞😞 #like given the way they structured the first movie the second would have to be almost wholly original and differ a lot from the comic #like andy cant go thru the shit noriko puts her thru so im guessing the script would switch her out with nile getting tossed in the ocean #but that doesnt really work with norikos comic characterization (trying to get andy to see her point by making her go thru what noriko did #isnt something quynh will gaf about if andy isnt one of the immortals. andys become thr ‘vermin’ noriko hates!!!) #and given the end of the movie everyones chill with copley so joe and nickys whole subplot cant exist anymore…. idk maybe theyll switch out #copley with moose?? idc as long as we get their stupid car conversation tbh makes me laugh #honestly given the changes that would have to be made they probably just made a stupid movie and don’t want to release it. but I DONT CAREEE #its not exactly like the first one was that good i still mute it in preparation for every cringe needle drop like its a lame movie but its #genuineeeeee fun like i seriously do not care netflix give me my movie!!! #the old guard

[arr-jim-lad]

it feels oddly liberating to feel a change happen inside of me where i suddenly want to draw my characters much more than fan art

like i used to have so many ideas for fan art but i really dont anymore? i mean i def want to draw more mlp and bionicle art and still post jojo every so often bc i really do enjoy drawing jojo characters a lot, but it doesn't feel like a priority anymore

and like sure ocs wont bring in as much attention as fan art but they are mine and drawing them is like developing myself

#also i feel like i dont care as much about growth through fan art anymore #bc honestly last year made me just so fucking tired of social media mostly bc of twitter going to shit #i'll just take it easy #jamble ramble

[midnightcrustcat]

a lil bit of bug yuri,,,

#my art #homestuck #hs #homestuck intermission #the midnight crew #hearts boxcars #clubs deuce #hbcd #cdhb #honestly i may or may not be drawing the same thing ovah and ovah again. but i dont rlly care anymore #i just love these googoos sm

[hauntingblue]

Them doing a photo lineup of the mugis for the battle and when it's Robin's turn she just turns and does a blue eyed stare at the camera 😭😭

Look at her 😭😭

#i have a question about the heart pirates.... they just look like doctor's assistants... they dont even have weapons and for all we've seen #the only one who maybe can fight is the big guy and he's new... and bepo is the navigator and draws shit maps... how does the crew work..... #well all minks can fight but idk if bepo was trained in zou.... so.... #why is sanji's little dance now moving his ass side to side akdhaksk #oh finally!!! shachi and penguin are swordmen and bepo kicks!! we really haven't seen much of them... idr if they did much in sabaody #honestly if law just took his friends for the ride and took care of everything else.... respect #the animation..... JESUS CHRIST!!!!! #there really was no need to bound man now but alas it looks cool #denjiro ITS TIME!!! YEAAAAAAHHH #the wig..... dramatic reveal.... #kinemons plan being misunderstood and working becausw of it ajdhajshsj #and what boats did they destroy??? lmaoo?? #luffys fit kinda falls apart on his orange jorts... purple and orange okay but red too??? mmm.....maybe red and purple dont match either.... #kinemom saying he might die bc he has used up all his life's good luck HAJAHAAJAJ #okay lets finish that last boat but can someone get momo.... please..... #LAW!!! SHAMBLES!!!! GET MOMO!! its so funny how they complain about him not drawing like shit anymore ajdhaks #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 980 #sanji can fly come on now.... #come on now sanji..... dont let a theatre adult win... well nvm what is that... lmao sanji just taking hits instead of taking nami inside #also the fact that tokis fruit is around now.... who has that power.... or did it go.back in time to appear in her original time??? #the orchestral strings version of the first opening as momo flies away..... damn #OMG JINBEEEEE!!!! HE DESTROYS THE SHIP! SERVES CUNT! AND ANNOUNCES HE IS JOINING THE CREW!!! FUCK YEAAAAAAHHH!!!!!! #luffy is so happy akdhsksj ME TOO!!!! FINALLY!!!!! #episode 979 #<- fucked up.again #luffy loves jinbe so much i really love their relationship!!!!! that's his father now. shanks who

[iqmmir]

Imm gonna eat and. See if there are other things i can do

#.mimiming ❜ #i could study #but honestly at this point #it's just. #i just dont care anymore unless it's the subjects i like

[stitchwraith-stingers]

fnaf fans are such cowards, this is basically the series where you can do fuck all with the game characters and be able to see them how you pleace but they all do the same thing

they always make mike this sad sop of a man, same with crying child but in an annoying way and elizabeth is just always spoiled and 100% evil

i need more asshole mike, more angry and spiteful crying child, sad and lonely elizabeth, seriously you can do anything they have no personality (except for elizabeth? the voicelines at the end of pizza sim)

micheal could have been a huge asshole, like yeah hes still trying to avenge what his father has done but hes still plauged by what hes done, murdering his sibling, people still cant seem to look him in the face right because of that when he walks into the neighbor hood, crying child could have been a kid so frustrated over their family life or whatever else you decide that they rip off anything they see, maybe they were biting and clawing micheal snd the other guys before being thrown in fredbear, elizabeth could have wanted her fathers attention, just trying to play with him, but william is so wrapped around his creations he doesnt give her too much thought, obviously he does still warn her, but elizabeth is just trying to be a kid again even after her death, and this is more out-of-canon but maybe after being in there for so long shes forgotten about how she was in her past life and that is why shes like that, all she remembers is william

(ignore any spelling mistakes im too tired to check them and im going in circles i think, you get the point)

#calico.exe #fnaf #five nights at freddys #its why i just dont care about micheal anymore #yeah he IS the protag but the way so many people see him just kinda ruined him for me #i kept seeing posts like 'micheal would not do that' BRO HE HAS NOTHING GOING ON HE WOULD PROBABLY DO THAT DEPENDING ON HOW U SEE HIM #again this is just about game mike not movie mike dont kill me #also i would say something about william but ive seen people argue over making him a good dad or a bad dad but honestly idc #do whatever u want make ur own fnaf

[youareunbearable]

As a fun little thought, yaknow how fanon Maedhros sometimes will have grey in his hair from like the torture and stress? I think it would be SUPER FUN if during the long peace his brothers would sometimes die it different colours. Obvi nothing crazy, but I think it would be cute if sometimes they dyed the grey like yellow/gold to go with his copper hair, or yellow-green in the spring to make it look like he has flowering plants woven in his hair, or black to tease him how the dark colour washes him out

#amber rambles #silmarillion #maedhros #I just think it woul be cute #my sister cant really do stuff with her hair anymore cause she killed it so I let her play with mine sometimes #and so shell dye it or cut it or try new styles and I honestly dont mind and this is just being a Big Sister to let her do this yaknow? #so I think Mae would be the same. yeah whatever this silly little thing brings u joy sure play with my hair #I think he used to be super particular about his hair in Valinor. being the Pretty One yaknow? But after Angband... #I really think he kinda hates how he looks and doesnt see the point in trying anymore with his apperance. He knows its important #for like political reasons but day to day? why bother hes scarred and his bright red hair is half grey now #so I think this is why his brothers care. His hair used to be important to him. so they play with it and dye it and style it FOR him now

[loser-jpg]

hate teacher.

so angry.

he told me my 6 months worth of work has to be scrapped and entirely redone in 2 weeks. thats literally impossible. i am the tiniest inconvenience away from having an entire meeting with him to read him a 5 page essay on how he has been of no help this entire semester and last and how he has done nothing but inconvenience me all year.

hes seen the work many times before but only brought up the issue now. 2 weeks before a progress report. He told me the thing hes been having me work on for an entire month cant be part of my progress report because its not specific enough.

IF THIS WAS GOING TO BE A PROBLEM HE WOULD HAVE ALREADY KNOWN AND HE SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME BEFORE I WAS 6 MONTHS IN.

he blatantly holds favoritism as every other student (they all happen to be cis men) get all the help in the world yet i get no help at all and when he tells me i have to scrap all my work he doesnt even point me in the right direction just says redo it you have 2 weeks.

this is a group project but every other group is doing one project with all people working together yet mine is doing one project each person meaning i cant even get assistance. two of the people in my group HAVE NOT SPOKEN A WORD TO ME SINCE THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR.

he is also needlessly rude. instead of just politely saying there might be an issue he feels the need to make me feel like an idiot for not realizing it sooner. I am half convinced this man finds joy in publicly humiliating and shaming me in any way possible. You are a grown ass man what the actual fuck. You are in your god damn 50s.

#loser speaks #vent #i am two seconds away from yelling at him in front of everyone #i am going to continue with what ive been working on till the progress report than fix after and if he doesnt let me im kicking his ass #it is litterally impossible to redo it in the time i have #i can legit use half the stuff i have even after redoing but only if he lets me keep going with what i have till the report #i am almost baffled this man even has his job because every issue ive asked help on hes clueless #like more dumb than me. did not know how to help and i had to figure out myself #HOW DO YOU HAVE YOUR JOB IF YOUR DUMBER THAN YOUR STUDENTS #also he just. cannot get his thoughts across #every time he talks its like random nonsence with no meaning #none of his words MEAN anything #like. is it so hard to answer a simple question with a straightforward response? #typing this out tho has made me realize this man is an idiot and a giant baby so i actually dont care anymore #honestly im better than him and am going to do so much greater things than he ever did so im just gonna ignore him #get through the year and ill never have to see him again 👍

[officialkendallroy]

the woman from the student service today just said to me that shes so overwhelmed with work and that she has no time to deal with me... ok miss girl

#honestly i dont care anymore #if i fail then i just have to deal with it #im pretty sure i wont have the required credit points by the end of this semester anyway to sign up for the masters thesis #soooo... we'll see

[c-kiddo]

Idk, as someone who watched dsmp, when we talk about c!Techno, we do mean the character, a good chunk of his characterization comes from the fandom. And dsmp generally has the vibe of dnd with friends, bad acting included OwO

ok lol. people outside the fandom dont know that though, is the point, and its so weird to get mad at people for not knowing. and i guess, but ur stuck with dipshits like dream doing a joker arc rp

#asks #edit: ok after this one yous dont need to tell me abt it anymore. i honestly just dont care rn . medical thing w family member happened .so #i rly dont like d/smp its boring 2 me and plus the fandom is acting foul almost evry time i see it #its like when people are weird abt the cr cast but x1000 #i think im just too old for m/cy/t in general. i dont get it lol #but also dr*am specifically is a parasocial enemy to me

[floralovebot]

Would you be ok if they made Garth’s story less emotionally brutal? Like if the titans were nicer, Arthur considered him a son from the start, Tula stayed alive or was brought back after she died, he was able to make more genuine friends?

I MEAN... like part of me does desperately want to see a universe where Garth is just chilling and nothing bad happens and his friends are nice to him. Like yeah absolutely.

But also him being doomed is what makes him an interesting character to me. I don't think I'd like him as much or even at all if his story was devoid of all drama.

That being said,,, I do think it'd be cool to see an elseworld where things are scrubbed a Little clean. yknow how the batfam have wfa? I desperately need that for the aquafam :')

#like yes i do actually want to just ignore all the bad angsty things that have happened and focus on family bonding #yes arthur jr is alive and garth gets to be an older brother #yes arthur and mera see both of them as legit sons #yes tula is still alive and her and garth get to be sickly in love #yes jackson is there and gets to bond with the whole family #yes orm gets to join in as the occasionally evil but still welcomed uncle #yes lorena is there too #i DONT CARE ANYMORE #aldhgljdga #answered #but anyway if we're talking like.. Canon and main story then honestly no #it being so dramatic and brutal is what makes him such an interesting character imo #And his whole deal was dramatic and sad Before it was cool like wow

[flower-zombie-rob]

Welcome to day one of how many times can my mother tear me down and destroy my confidence in one go. How many days will this go on? Im not sure! Tune in next time for a brand new episode of Taking Advantage Of My Kids Rejection Sensitivity, youre watching the disney channel.

#Sometimes I really do just honestly kind of hate her. I know it's a horrible thing to say about one's parents who care for them but it's #true. With the way that she treats me and criticises me and takes every advantage of a chance to tear me down it just really hurts all the #time. I can't criticise her because she ll fly off the handle at me and say how many things she does for me that i dont apreciate enough #But for her she can say as many times as she wants that she doesn't like my hair and she doesn't like the way I dress and she doesn't like #This the way I look and she doesn't like the way I stand and she doesn't like the things I say and she doesn't like my beliefs #She can say she doesn't like my tone of voice and that she doesn't like the way i stress out about things and im not allowed to say #A negative word about her in edgeways when she's allowed to tear me down on a constant basis and make me hate myself. As someone who really #Struggles with a lot of self loathing problems and self hatred she really does just rip into me with no restraint constantly. She knows #That I suffer with some serious rejection sensitive dysphoria that I am trying to get therapist help for and she still has no restraint #When it comes to criticising me and everything I am and everything I like. And she has the goal to do this thing where she is kind of peer #Pressures me into agreeing with the things that she says which in turn just makes me consolidate those horrible beliefs about myself in my #own head. If I don't agree with her criticism of me I can't just say so I have to not along with her and affirm to myself that those #Things are true. That I don't like my own hair that I don't like my face and my makeup and my clothes. That my preferences are wrong and #That I dress too androgynously. That I could never experiment with things like pronouns or gender and that I have to agree with societally #Homophobic undertoned things that she says because I can't bare to have her criticise me again and again and again for critisising her. #I can't do this anymore it makes me dread every time she comes into my room to talk to me about some new thing she doesn't like about me. I #And constantly stressing about how much people dislike me and how annoying I am #And the fact that I'm literally hiding the things that I want to wear from her so i can put them on when i get away from her and yet she #she will still get upset if I criticise her for making me literally hate myself on a regular basis. she wont beleive me and she'll be #Confused if I have a belief that doesn't match hers and she'll get so excited when I even possibly hint at doing something to my appearance #that she likes and knows I don't. I worry wake for comic corner she wouldn't shut up about how much my hair looks really good in a style i #dont want to cut it. If I dress in a way that's openly queer she ll act like I'm going to get #and i quote “the wrong kind of attention” Because she thinks that me even possibly being misgendered because of my clothing is a #disgusting crime and that I should be the perfect Barbie doll pink pretty princess she always wanted her children to be. She wants me to be #Someone that I can't be comfortably and she's essentially forcing me to fit this mould of her preferred child. Which obviously makes me #Despise who I am and hate my own interests and style. And as horrible and hurtful as it is to say this #I can't wait to get away from her. #sigh #vent #harsh morning

[jils-things]

queueing up my memoryshipping gift art made me remember how much i love steven hehe

#im... i honestly cant feel myself like. losing my hype over my pokemen ahsbdbsbsb helppp girl helppp ive been cursed with loving pokemen #jokes aside . i like steven a lot. hes handsome but he actually cares for what he loves to do... hes always honing his skills... #both as a champion and a rock collector... though in the manga his champion title is not with him anymore - i still care about that #imagine getting a pretty guy who loves what he does? absolute husband material JSHFVSHSJ eeeek sorry sorry #on top of that he's a gentleman mf hes husband material OK!!!!!! see i have proof (shoves ruby stone on your face /j) #tho the stone family is not a perfect family without drama ☝️ don't worry lads they will get better ☝️ we gotta make sacrifices to get #the best ending imaginable... :]] #have i ever told you how funny steven and jaide are actually? like they're like the smartest (steven) and wittiest (jaide) couple alive #they just keep one upping each other with the way they talk... but like giiiirl damn just kiss already!!! #i dont wanna hear you both talk shit but like in a big brain kinda way!!! the physical tension is too strong for me quit the yip yapping!!!! #if redjaide is more on the actions (because red is mostly silent) #then stevaide is more on the words... heeehee #~ lovemail #steven stone.rom

[killuaisaprincess]

Everyone always whines and cries how everyone ignores G//on

AND IF YOU DARE TO BRING UP KIS TRAMUA THEY ARE LIKE BUT WHAT ABOUT G

What about g KIS FANS ARE ANNOYING THEY SAY

Omg WHAT ABOUT G

MEANWHILE BACK WHEN I WAS ON A BLOCKING SPREE ALL I EVER SEE IS ANALYSIS POSTS ECT ABOUT G G AND HIM AND HIS TRAMUA AND THE BOTH TOGETHER MAYBE BUT KI ALONE MAYBE 1

SO I DO NOT EVEN WANNA HEAR IT

AND LET KI FANS CARE ABOUT KI

JUST LIKE U CARE ABOUT G

Stg these people wanna act like Ki’s life is so easy and CAA wasn’t hard on Ki CUZ WHAT ABOUT G

#personal #DONT CARE HATS OFF #KIDDIE GLOVES OFF #Damm if I could block every kg person and every G Stan in existence I would #CUZ GOD FORBID ANYONE WANNA TALK ABOUT KI #AND I DONT EVEN LIKE HOW MOST PEOPLE TALK ABOUT KI OR KI STANS #DONT LIKE EM EITHER BUT GOD FUCKING DAMM #THESE PEOPLE #vent #stg I am so cut off from fandom I don’t really see this dumb shit anymore #BUT I’m sadly still subjected from it from time to time #AND I CANNOT HOLD IT IN ANYMORE #there are no tags so it won’t be going in anyone’s tags and there are slashes so just let a girl vent #I hate this fandom so I ain’t #TRUST ME I avoid it #I’m a smart person I know better than to interact with shit I hate #I try so hard I forget it exists outside my two people #plus honestly I am too old to care #Idc if kg is popular I hate it and it isn’t canon #idc if people say u should love G and he’s sooooo underrated Ki will always be my fave #AND I WILL PUT KI IN DRESES AND I WILL MAKE HIM SHORT AND I WILL DO #EVERYTHING FANDOM DOESNT CUZ #who are they? I may have 2 followers and a dream but even if they all have 60k #they aren’t Beyoncé theyre just another human the end #Besides do I really care about people’s opinions with 60k tweets I don’t think so lol #and this is from me who is like OBSESSED #but even I know how to touch grass I may be to poor too #but I’ll play games and watch movies #KI WILL ALWAYS BE MY NUMBER 1 #but I try and touch grass sometimes

[amaranthdahlia]

guys. omg, i just had this idea, what if the reason deku hyperfocused on the card TWICE not only cus it reminded him of their childhood and sentimentality of it but ALSO cus bakugou showed it to him pre-endgame war (so he knows that katsuki genuinely treasured that card, which is unlike him, which is why theres an emphasis to it in izukus POV). that people were RIGHT that bkdk had a talk before this entire thing. which could be perfect time for the card thing

#and honestly. i dont even see bakugou be embarassed to do this #i mean with the SHIT theyve all be through. sacrificing his life for him. genuinely apologizing under the rain. #i dont think hes gonna care anymore to show deku hes a damn nerd too #bkdk #dahlia.txt #ofc all s just a theory

[scarletcomet]

scrolling through instagram and it's making me want to die

#i know instagram doesn't represent ppls real lives #but that doesnt change the fact that i don't have many friends who care about me #and almost everyone my year is graduating and celebrating #i am so fucking lonely. i don't think any of my school friends miss me #24 days self-harm free but i might say fuck it and relapse tonight #why though? i guess i just need some way to express how im feeling inside. or maybe it's to punish myself or because im feeling worthless #it's been over a year now since i first reached out to professionals for help for this depressive episode #over a year and im still as lost as ever. i know im doing so much better than i was but i still feel so awful every single day #i feel like i still need to be doing a lot better before i can go back to school #i feel so stuck and hopeless. i know I've made so much progress but i don't feel as if ill be able to make anymore progress #i feel like I've hit a wall and ive tried everything #my therapist told me to just keep eating sleeping and getting movement in everyday and be patient #ive been going on walks every day for like 2 weeks now and i dont feel any difference #seeing my psychiatrist wednesday and im hoping she will have an idea of what to do #i hope it's not just slightly adjusting my meds or even just trying a different antidepressant (not many left i haven't tried) #i also worry that im not bad enough for more intensive treatments like ECT or ketamine #if she tells me that i just need more therapy or another group i might just fucking end it #idk like i kinda feel like im fine and there's nothing wrong with me but at the same time i always am feeling so fucking depressed #i have had so much improvement but honestly part of me wishes i was still actively suicidal #idk what to do