#but it’d be so worth it

[br3akfestattiffanys]

A Bratz doll moment, hope y’all like this edit🌸

#nakedwolfe #bratz #pink #edited #my edits #boots #mid calf boots #pink boots #platforms #pink platforms #pink platform shoes #pink platform heels #baby pink #pastel pink #light pink #pale pink #I’d break my neck with these #but it’d be so worth it

[codgod-moved]

sqiblings

#.jpg #qsmp #this isn’t worth tagging properly lol #still don’t know how tall mike is btw. i made him slightly taller than charlie tho because why not #ALTHOUGH charlie would be the younger brother so maybe it’d be funnier if mike was shorter #sorry i just think charlie and mike being brother is so funny. they’ve met literally twice #brothers* #and i’m pretty sure most words they’ve said to each other have just been about how similar they look #anyways i sleep now #my room is full of cats help

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

Obsessed with Fyodor’s as yet unknown backstory today. And not just in the ‘I need to know’ way but… idk there’s something about the way he seems to wholeheartedly believe that what he is doing will result in the removal of sin. Thinking about how he doesn’t have a god complex but is instead a follower of what he believes to be god’s will. Thinking about how he places himself as above others anyways by taking their free will from them. I think about how his ability didn’t attack him and instead seems to be working with him. The gem is in his hand, the hands he kills with, the righteous hand? I think about that gakuen profile that I can’t find anymore but I know I saw where his likes are generally good and selfless things like peace, and about how, if this is true, he’s been an extreme idealist all along. I think about how senseless violence, the people who can’t stop killing each other, seem to disgust him. That he wants to cleanse it. That he repeatedly uses the very thing he wants to cleanse as a weapon regardless. I think about him and Dazai being foils and wonder if his plan to remove the sin of ability users includes his own self-destruction. I wonder where his self-assurance in the necessity of his cruelty and the perfection of God’s intentions comes from. I wonder how old he actually is.

As funny as the idea is to me that he’s just like that… is it kind of weird that I hope whatever his deal is ends up being a gut-punch?

#to be clear I don’t want to cry over him or anything; I greatly enjoy him as a challenging antagonist #but after so long in the manga of not knowing anything about him I want at least part of it to gut me you know? #make the wait worth it #actually I suspect that we may find out little pieces of fyodor and dazai’s backstories at close to the same time #not that I think they’re necessarily connected (pretty sure they only met once before dead apple) but in the way #that it’d be good to see it back to back or side by side #they’re alike superficially but are very different people on the inside #it’d be neat to see the difference in circumstance too #anyways. I need to know more about fyodor. I’m going to lose it. #bsd #bsd fyodor #storyrambles

[goldkirk]

it’s so scary and so freeing to just be a person.

#the discovery and fulfillment of my curiosity as I go #trying to scientific observational field researcher my way through discovering #What Existence Includes #while I’m in this state to experience it #it’s like being back to my very youngest days before I started learning the major rules #when I was just sensation and experience and curiosity #making sense / making an ongoing story of the world and time itself as it flies past #personal #cult escapee #katie.txt #past me: thank you thank you thank you for holding on through the nightmare. thank you for riding out the huge world-ending pain. thank you #it was worth it it was worth it #of course it isn’t perfect but I SAID it’d be better within a few years didn’t I? #you signed up for this you made the commitment when you knew. #you tried allowing yourself to trust yourself again for the first time since age 7 or so. #you knew you couldn’t hold it all up front for that long if you were gonna survive transplanting yourself like an organ. #you knew you’d be giving up a lot. and you did it anyway because you were brave and you cared that much about how very very little you #deserved better for her world #and here you are. and here we are. #you told the therapist ‘of course not!!!’ so instantaneously and so full of belief. so dead sure on deep reflex that you could NEVER #trust yourself in a million years because even if the supernatural surveillance state wasn’t real and you didn’t have innate evilness #just from the Doctrine Is Saying So #where was I going with this. I’m typing tags on mobile and it’s religious for me but it’s also impossible as a ui #anyway my POINT WAS: it is so hard and so scary but it’s like walking into the world of Sesame Street for real. #you were right. it IS good to be alive. the whole thing all the way through is a bewildering baffling marvel. you’re ok to be delighted #about it and marvel at how wild it is that there’s so much about it all and so many things to see and think and meet and feel and do during #our spans of time #no matter what came before or what might come next #what a goddam marvel of it all. ain’t it just the strangest thing of all that we’re alive. what a marvel. what an absolutely magnificent hit #existence is an absolute absurdity

[keyboard-vampira]

Andrew Minyard wears combat boots because yes, they look cool, but also mostly because they make him look taller

#I like to think that Andrew is just a tiny bit annoyed about being shorter than mostly everyone else #he would add insoles to look even taller but knows it’d be more embarrassing than worth it #Aaron doesn‘t wear combat boots but insoles (in hopes of no one finding out) so he‘s still just as tall as Andrew #aftg #tfc #the foxhole court #andrew minyard

[why-the-heck-not]

Gonna go buy a new bullet journal notebook today !! Why are these the things that make me so damn motivated; new notebook, new me quite honestly. Hoping they’ll have that one dark green one in stock (they say they do in the website but u never know)

#my last one ended so satisfyingly like I have 1 page left in it and it’s a new year now #can’t remember when I last time got to start a new year with a brand new notebook (I don’t just buy new ones for every year bc I’m dumb and #buy either moleskine or leuchtturm and sure it’s once a year purchase but it’d feel bad to not fully use one) #but this also means a 4km walk in the -28 degrees and I’m not looking for that #(i dont like the cold but it’s worth it) #january 2024 #2024

[turbonicflaws]

Creepypasta in 2023 wtf

#creepypasta #creepypasta fanart #Ben drowned #jojojoart #I don’t know how to tag Dawn since I cannot for the life of me remember #her surname #she’s like horrifically obscure so I don’t think it’d be worth it anyway but #Dawn

[train-fans-anonymous]

often times I remember this panel from the RiD2015 comics and it does irreparable things to my brain

#i love him so much #you don’t even wanna know #Hope it was worth it Sideswipe #What makes it even better is that Sunstreaker is canon to RiD #So imagine he has to bail his brother out again #Sunstreaker letting out a long exasperated sigh and pinching the bridge of his nose as he walks out of the Police Department with Sideswipe #What’d you do this time? #Sideswipe: *inconspicuous whistling arms crossed behind his head* #Man I need someone to draw him getting pulled over that’s be hilarious #It’d somehow be even better if he’s waiting for Sunstreaker to bail him out #And then boom! Instead it’s the combiner #i’ve thought about this a lot #more than i should #normal behavior

[solarisgod]

Not to be gay on main but I’m so delighted that my beloved and I just brought our special love box to store in items and other things that remind us of each other and our relationship

#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ OOC . › #[ we wanted to have a special thing for ourselves so we thought it’d be so nice to have our own special storage box for us! ] #[ it’s such a perfect time to do it on our birthmonth before our second anniversary next month as well! ] #[ excuse me djfndndjdcnkefhfj y’all know how much I love Paroxysm so badly ] #[ I was telling them damn love is pricey because this storage box was $5.10 including tax and ] #[ she was just ‘ well you’re worth every dollar ‘ and ohh my goshhhH I LOVE HISMTNGJF ] #[ anygays o+< can’t wait to decorate and fill up our special box!!! It’s gonna be SO CUTE!!! <33333 ]

[moominpopzz]

Bad news guys, autisms winning and I’m getting close to giving into the need of relistening to the entirety to Prime Defenders while filling out a notebook of info on it

#I’ve been actually wanting to do that for literal months #ever since I first finished it really #which.. was in early January #I’ve been putting it off cause it feels like a lot and it’s like #what would I really use an entire notebook full of PD facts and stuff like that for #but I also thought the hyperfixation would’ve died down by now #this thing ain’t going nowhere anytime soon #so I just might… #it’d be so worth it I think #and if I never finish it I just never finish it #I’ll get to relisten to PD AND feel like I’m doing important stuff with the time #seems like a win to me #jrwi #jrwi pd #moomins yapping<3

[loptrcoptr]

Lmao one of my friends is getting married in August so the friend group is planning trips etc. and my friend and her partner were thinking of flying into the us and then roadtripping from here (New Mexico) to LA, which I had volunteered to drive for and to take everyone to the Grand Canyon on the way, you know, all that jazz

So they are trying to buy tix from Heathrow to Denver and then not fly here but instead drive which is six hours and I’m kind of like… have yall ever driven for that long before, let alone on the wrong side of the road in a backwards car? Like my American ass did the 5 hour drive from London to wales once, first time doing the wrong car on the wrong side thing, and let me tell you I loooove long driving roadtrips and six hours is literally my preferred length of driving day but that 5 hours s u c k e d oh my god I was so scared the whole time, just white knuckling it the whole way.

They want to spend as many days in Colorado as possible, which is great and all, but still need to come here to meet me and, theoretically, take my truck to LA instead of a rental car. And I just know that if they drive all day to get here they won’t want to do anything the next day because they’ll be exhausted, so we won’t do anything fun and I won’t get to show them around and stuff and then we’ll get right back in the car for two more days. And I get a little irked when people don’t consider that there is, in fact, tourist stuff to do here. Honestly tourist stuff is the only stuff to do in this whole damn state, and where I am is just Colorado Adjacent™️, same damn landscape. but when I moved out here I thought it was gonna be like the Sahara or some shit, so I assume that’s what they’re thinking, and I don’t know how to make it clear to them that they should spend two days here if they intend to drive from Denver so they can see stuff, and if they tell me the kind of stuff they want to see, then I can plan accordingly. Because I think we’ll all be sad if they don’t get to spend any time here, because they’ll get here and go “oh wow it’s actually pretty, I would’ve liked to check it out” and idek? I don’t want to be pushy but may have to be like “listen if you bypass me because you think there’s nothing to do here I will be butthurt about it and feel like I missed out on sharing my new life with you” because I mean I’ve never been to Denver so maybe it’s awesome and they should just stay here but… don’t you want to come crash for free and let me chauffeur you around and go to ruins and tourist traps and national parks and go swimming in beautiful mountain streams and have a ride on my pony? I guess it’s one of those “I would love this, why don’t other people love this” kind of things

#I think it also makes me feel like they are saying- and everyone who didn’t want to come with us too- that #they aren’t interested in seeing what I’m up to and don’t like my lifestyle and maybe that’s not true but it’s what it feels like #I’m not asking you to come meet me in fucking Iowa homeslice it is absolutely fucking gorgeous here in the summer #maybe they’ll end up wanting me to come meet them in Denver and idk I’ve never been and have a cousin there so it’d be worth a visit #but the shortest way to Arizona would then be right back through Santa Fe so that seems stupid to me #blah blah blah I am an oversensitive baby who just wants her friends to approve of her choices and say “this is cool and #we miss you but it’s cool you live someplace like this’ #I want that validation because I sometimes really really miss school and I always miss Europe and #I don’t know I just want to play your guide you know it’s really fun to do that for people I love to do that for people #LET ME SHOW YOU MY WORLD ITS WEIRD LETS GO SIT IN A STREAM AND SMOKE WEED

[senzanomeor]

One thing about me is if Jurassic Park really existed, like if they actually made dinosaurs again, I would be first in line. First. In. Line. You could tell me they plan on letting them all loose the next day and I would still go. No hesitation.

It’s dinosaurs.

#I was a dinosaurs kid #The patience my parents had when I insisted on watching Jurassic Park everyday? unparalleled #I’d actually cry if they made a dinosaur in my lifetime #I’d sell my kidney and whatever other organ I don’t need to pay for a Jurassic Park ticket #It’d br worth it #I could get eaten alive and it’d be worth it #I’d be so happy I’d bore Satan back into angelhood #jurassic park #jurassic world #dinosaurs #post

[akkivee]

tho i will say!!! honobono being the antithesis of bonds by treating people as playthings and the tobari bros consistently causing trouble in various territories tells me it really is intentional that we have characters set in homies and hoods and it’d be neat to see if any of that comes to light in the tracks lol

#this is vee speaking #this is another concept stuck in drafts hell that i worked on when they first dropped the groupings lol #i followed homies side well enough but some on the hoods side i got a little tripped up on #the hypster article helped a lot tho lol since it revealed what the hoods be going thru rn #some i do need extra consideration on tho like saburo (i think it might be place he wants to find instead of protect) #and jyushi and hitoya (jyushi i can reason is aiming for bigger sights is hitoya’s deeper than his implied job displacement tho lol) #bat as a whole tho i’m kinda ???? like kuukou in bonds i understand PLENTY lol but is the angle really his bond with ichiro???? #it’d be a decent reason why he’s paired with jiro lol or is it more????? like family related (found or blood)????? #but that’s also just me overthinking lol I HEARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE HAVE NEARLY TWO HOURS WORTH OF DRAMA TRACKS!!!!!!!!!! #SO HOPEFULLY SOME OF THAT HOMIES AND HOODS COMES THRU IN THE TRACKS FR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[quinn-pop]

doodles of the puff himself !!

#i noticed in most of the mayta knight sketches (which ill post more when i remember) Kirby looks. Very funny #being new to drawing these characters i was just making it up as i went #so i thought it’d be fun to do a doodle sheet while i watched the new g5 mlp chapter #Kirby’s becoming my go to thing to doodle #cause it makes me feel like i actually know how to draw dynamic poses #it’s like dynamic poses but without the (shudders) anatomy #the nice thing is it also means he’s way easier to animate… #…hey wait does anyone actually read these? if u do #then hi #and thank you #kirby #kirbyposting #kirby of the stars #sword kirby #sand kirby #sleep kirby #parasol Kirby #yarn Kirby #idk if those were even worth tagging whatever uhhh #my art or something #oh. Yeah the lower parasol drawing is because i don’t like the first one

[http-byler]

begging on my hands and knees for Will to find Mike’s gay little binder of drawings that he’s collected from Will in s5

#byler #okay but imagine #like s5 in the UD they’re in Mike’s house and everything is the same as 1983 #will is looking around all fond at all of the toys mike used to have and the d&d set up #and he looks at a shelf he never really acknowledged before and sees that there’s a binder half full of paper sticking out #as if it was hastily put away #and he looks inside to find years worth of drawings he’d given mike #he even finds some he’d thrown aside or in the trash because he didn’t like them very much #each one with crease marks. like it’d been gently smoothed out #and Mike walks in like ‘oh hey Will whatcha got ther-‘ #cue the full body flush and stuttering defense for having all of those drawings #but wills not even really listening bc he’s so /in love/ with this goofball #god. fuck. #will byers #mike wheeler #stranger things #elijah speaks

[bumblewyn]

autistic review of loop earplugs

so i’ve seen tons of ads for loop earplugs and i kinda thought they were a bit of a scam (not literally but like they didn’t seem like they’d actually be good) but i gave them a try on the recommendation of a friend and omg this helps SO MUCH when i’m overstimulated

so i just wanna say if you struggle with overstimulation (i have autism and adhd for reference) i can genuinely recommend the engage plus earbuds. you still hear yourself a lil louder in your head but it’s not as bad as with normal earbuds and i am not bothered by my own breathing or heartbeat with them which is a huge difference compared to regular earplugs (they’re still a little more noticeable than without earplugs, though!!!)

without the mute rings added i can have a conversation with them in well enough without the other person noticing i have earplugs in as well (i got the yellow colour which also isn’t very noticeable on light skin) which is nice. besides lowering noise they also generally give me a bit of a distanced feel, sound-wise, while talking, which i find comforting.

i do NOT recommend wearing them while eating, though, since my own chewing is too loud with them still.

in conclusion, they truly help avoid having a complete meltdown and/or wanting to murder everyone around you for their non-noiseless existence when you don’t want to/can’t put on headphones, so i can actually recommend you try them if you’re on the fence about them like i was.

small update:

i’ve had them for several months now and if anything i’d recommend them even more. wearing them makes outdoor activities where i can’t wear headphones (for example shopping with a friend) so much better! i also wore them at the cinema when a movie was too loud for my taste.

hands down my most common use is for wearing indoors when there are loud people outside, though. we live in a busy neighbourhood and there’s often playing (read: screaming) children outside and the like. i’d previously wear my headphones for this but i find the earplugs much nicer (less sweaty on my head for long periods of time) and they still allow me to hear my partner if he comes into the room and talks to me.

if you live in an apartment building and are bothered by noise of your neighbours, these are also a game-changer for sure.

after two months, i am even considering getting a second pair to keep in my coat pocket just so i don’t have to worry about forgetting them. 12/10, would recommend.

#they are quite expensive though so i do only recommend them if you can easily afford them #i don’t think they’re worth a significant portion of your disposable income if that’s what it’d take for you #i expect you’ll have to change out the eartips somewhat regularly to maintain performance which gets expensive i think #loop earplugs #loop earbuds #autism #adhd #overstimulation