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#but ive definitely um.... fallen. ya. ew JDJDKDJKDKDKDKDKS
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#personal
#keep being like. if Only i had talked to him sooner. if Only i had been Friendlier sooner. but its like
#Realistically.... probably wasnt ready. and also like. itd have to happen after school was over anyway bc 1. um i need to focus on school
#and 2. how Awkward if i asked him out n he said no. or say we broke up or soemthing
#like there were weeks i saw him every day. aint no way... i could handle the awkwardness of that
#so ok ok ok. everything is fine JFJFJKFKFKFMFMFMFMFMF
#i just have to remember not to get in my own head about it
#like if i wanna message him i just should.....
#its just..... hhhhHHhhhhh whyd this have to happen to me at 29. i could have been a happy spinster thank u NFJFJFJFJJFJFJFJF
#but now ik what having an actual crush is like and oh wow is it painful. but also beautiful n fun. i just...... and lets face it this is
#more than a crush. like its definitely Like like but i dont wanna say the Real L Word bc it seems..... idk JDJDJJDJD
#but ive definitely um.... fallen. ya. ew JDJDKDJKDKDKDKDKS
#but im just gonna follow my gut or whatever the fuck has been guiding me bc things have worked out so far
#and like it wouldnt have without his participation. like ya....
#im just like... what if he Forgets about me or like everything fizzles out
#but then its like i Know if i see him again itll all come back.
#bc in the summer i tried so hard to get over him (and kinda succeeded)... only to see him again in class and be like oh fuck oh no and the
#n That Dinner. that was the final blow. i was so overwhelmed i got lost on the way home
#which... the restaurant we were at is less than 10 mins from my house so you can imagine the uh Overwhelmingness
#i cant even remember the original point of this but. i think we'll find a way ....... i say we but i should say 'i' bc until he tells me
#that he likes me im gonna have to like Not Assume. hhhh
#it doesnt help either that ppl were bringing up 'hes just not that into you' on twt bc Now im like
#oh God. am i in that kind of situation???? i doubt it tho. i think hes just reserved. GAH. whatever happens happens
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