#but just ughh idk

[milo-is-rambling]

Don’t get high and then watch the only team you care about lose

#was this Bergerons last season? I don’t want him to leave. we were talking about missing tukka too and it was so sad and I love our goalies #so much. I’m excited for next season bc it won’t be so fresh with all the shit with my dad bc I basically ignored the team until playoffs bc #it made me so fucking sad bc he’s the one from Boston who loved hockey and we all watched it together and now he’s not a part of that #and it’s just so sad man. I do get really happy at the idea of me living on my own some day and watching bruins with friends and drinking #and smoking and laughing and cheering together and being sad and angry together it’s truly so incredible #one day I will be on my own and I will carry traditions dad made with me even if I don’t have kids I will have so many friends to watch #hockey with and they’ll have friends to watch hockey with and I will host a watch party bc I like hosting and having friends and so I’ll #host a hockey watch party in my shitty little apartment and I’ll apologize to my neighbors ahead of time bc the game is on and we might get #loud #ahhh daydreaming about a shitty apartment anywhere back up north with hearts in my eyes and love in my soul #I am high. and thinking about hockey. and life. and time passing. things change but they stay the same. huge players leave and new players #join but it’s still the same team and it’s got all this history #but just ughh idk #I’m having big feelings in my small tired heart and man’s can’t express #edibles that make me cry why are you making me cry stop it #literally 5mg goes right to my crying holes it’s ridiculous body stop making me cry

[ironunderstands]

The way some of yall mischaracterize Ratio as being stoic in chill when in reality he is 24/7 resisting the urge to rip everyone around him a new one is crazy to me like. He cares so much, so much. It’s unhealthy, he loses the idgaf war every time because Ratio is the least nonchalant person ever like

He was this close to breaking character and throttling Sunday like you cannot tell me he wasn’t planning a murder in this scene. Ratio straight up calls Sunday a crazy bitch but everyone brushed it aside 😭

Honestly his entire conversation with Screwllum is just him tweaking, watch it on YouTube the VAs performance is amazing, you can here just how much He Cares

Genuinely, Aventurine is way better at concealing his true feelings that Ratio. Ratio may be acting for the sake of the plan but the way he truly feels about anything he’s doing always seeps through, it’s why he apologizes to Aventurine in 2.0 in their staged argument scene. It’s why he is as mean to Sunday as he can be. It’s why him pretending that he “hates” Aventurine makes him act so silly. Ratio can’t fully commit to the bit, he can’t force himself to not care or to be someone he isn’t, because fundamentally Ratio CARES and that is something he is incapable of hiding, alabaster bust or not.

The problem is that him expressing his care is often done in a rude and/or blunt manner which people tend to interpret as stoicism or apathy when it’s anything but. Ratio’s vial that he gives to Aventurine is short, sweet and gets straight to the point, because that’s the easiest way for Ratio to express his emotions, even if it’s often detrimental for him and anyone else around him. However Aventurine understands him quite well, and knows that although brief, Ratio telling him to “stay alive, survive this and keep on living” is how he truly feels towards Aventurine, and that’s enough to keep him going.

Underneath Ratios carefully crafted marble facade is a man who cares so much and is so bad at expressing it and I wish the community in general, especially Aventio shippers would acknowledge that more. Ratios true moments of sincerity are brief, but they are anything but stoic. Let the man be soft, it’s in character.

#This turned into a mini essay whoops #I hold Ratios party voiceline for Aven so close to my heart #Not the EN one idk what the translators were on but CN is UGHH it’s so good #Someone else can point out the potentially ableist undertones to how people view Ratio #I’m not gonna do that again because the last time was a disaster #“He’s selfish and cruel and narcissistic” *concerned glance* #Like I know some of it is just hoyo players having the media literacy of rocks #But like theres something wrong there just is it sits so wrong with me #Begging yall to write him correctly in fan content PLEASSEEE #dr ratio #aventurine #aventio #Not necessarily a ship post though

[padme-amidala]

i know baby, i know. don’t do this, don’t do this to me.

#the last of us #tlouhboedit #tlouedit #tlou hbo #joel miller #pedro pascal #tloudaily #tlou spoilers #*gif #userconstance #userjoelle #useremsi #usersara #tuserashes #dixonscarol #ughh idk what this is i just had to make something

[starsillys]

ouguherrf kinitoojr

Some self indulgent (slash p) some new and original human designs and WHAT possible new anthro (this is the word I assumew) jade design?!! (6th image) Idk r,,, just less wrist bands,,

Omg completely forgot to include umm,,, an alternative Kinito human design I thought of a teeny while ago with an additional experimental jade (I am going fucking insane I ccahnt go ourn’)

#kinitopet #kinito fanart #kinito the axolotl #jade the jellyfish #sam the sea anemone #Oughhrhrrr hrr #I like the og Kinito crew designsh I made I think the new ones are just like #A grown up version of them?? #I didn’t even intend to make them kids or smth before but here we are #I’m going fucking insane guys #Going to post Kinitopet oc soon maybe idk #doodle #UGHH oughjerr #Always always thinking if I’m like #Discharacterizing them biggest worry ever

[mocha-illustrates]

that's a whole lot of calamari

close-ups under the cut, as per usual

#collapses from exhaustion #he's done ughh #rendering is so hard idk how y'all do it #mostly used this piece as an excuse to try gradient maps #turned out pretty sick but can't tell how i like the technique #mocha art #five nights at freddy's #dca #daycare attendant #mer au #fnaf moon #moon #mer moon #firefly squid!moon #eyestrain #<- just in case

[fab-livious]

Broppy enchanted au, I have no idea if anyone has done this before but regardless I will make my own version

#still figuring the details out but Robert is branch naturally teehee #loads of fun with the dress #myart #trolls #branch #poppy #broppy #enchanted #enchanted au #human au #sort of hehe #Giselle as poppy is so perfect in my mind like idk she’s just so her #thinking the world is all cupcakes and rainbows until she matures and grows and realizes it isn’t but that doesn’t mean it’s a bad thing #UGHH LOVE THAT GIRL #Poppy lovers unite #HOW DO YOUU KNOWS HE LOVES YOUUU #I also thought it’d be fun to think about how poppy would get used to a human body #mainly having 5 fingers lmaooo

[brightclan]

I feel so bad for not updating the comic so have my cat Loki to brighten your day instead

please accept my offering

#I PROMISE I HAVE HALF OF NEXT MOON FINISHED #I JUST UGHH IDK #making comic hard #local artist discovers that two week break from school doesn't cure depression #I tried to get Loki to send a message #but he was too busy eating my pen

[verraising]

♢ Word of the Mother | Sword of the Mother ♢

#a'myrrhis venko #minfilia warde #ffxiv viera #ffxiv gpose #hmm. the text formatting is gonna be wonky on mobile but oh well #idk man this is from a while ago and i had a grand vision for this but i couldn't get it to work out as i wanted it to #have what little part i was able to salvage because something something the burdens of being hydaelyn's chosen mortals #i also just like word plays lmao #maybe i will revisit this concept sometime in the future #when i've gotten better at gposing :') #ughh yeah #*hydaelyn voice* actually can i have two more of these little blond bitches? #(u know. like the meme.)

[mcsiggy]

yo i hate to tell you this but there's a debut author in the YA novel sphere who got caught mass-review-bombing other debut authors from alt accounts while promoting her own Ariadne x Dionysus book and she has your art as her twitter banner and your art is on her website, i'm really hoping she asked you permission to do that

www.caitcorrain.com/crown-of-starlight

Yeah I'm aware, I've been kind of stressed & upset about this whole situation when i found out last week.

The art I made for her are gifts cuz I legit am/was excited for her book to come out, cuz it was one of the few books that got me more into Ariadne and Dionysus /_\

I don't have anything to say about the situation aside that I'm incredibly disappointed and upset that this even happened.

#like!! I have doodles from some of her earlier drafts i wanted to finish up/post when the book was released #so just ughh #idk #i'm just bummed.

[thejudeduarte]

Wren is making me feel things

#Idk but women leads written by holly black >>> #She just so ughh 😩 #I love her honestly #oak greenbriar #oak x suren #the stolen heir #the prisoners throne #tfota #the folk of the air #queen suren #oak and suren #suren #oakwren #oak and wren #wren #oak x wren #tpt #tsh #I'm not gay but like #Jude and wren are the exceptions 🙏

[linkvcr]

Need more groozelink in my life. I think they're so lame about eachother it's crazy

#ughh i wanna talk abt skysword so much but idk what to saaaaaay UGHHHHH #just know im thinking about them forever #i miss them sm. sighs #txt

[rapidhighway]

if i could stop relying on food for regulating my emotional state that would be so awesome man

#struggling rn #im very bad idk im just upset rn but I'm trying to unlearn it but i also know i would feel so much better if i ate something sweet #but i will feel like shit later so ughh #food mention #food cw #im doing much much better than before anyway but still like every week or two weeks i have to fight myself and for whahhttt

[w98pops]

pelican king and mother wasp

matters of flesh, mostly.

#fallout #fnv #fallout new vegas #oc: aletus #oc: sarah #the son of ouroboros #get it #its sharky #idk if preg''''''ncy needs a trigger warning #i tried to do my research but ughh 😭😭😭 #lets just say i will avoid any mentions of this word because there is a certain community of tumblr users im not keen to attract

[frogoverlord]

day 3 au I did @/krynutsreal’s sky au….!!!!!!

#kiyotakaweek2023 #danganronpa #kiyotaka ishimaru #mondo oowada #UGHH im tires. #🛞<- me #I’ve been wanting to draw this au for forever and this is just like #UNIMPRESSIBE idk. I’ll do something like…finished lateer #die

[jh-arts]

This is how Emergency! happened, right?

#ughh #bro idk why i can’t be normal and just photoshop a meme instead of spending hours drawing it. #anyways #hope y’all like it! i thought it was funny at least #emergency! #my art #emergency! fandom #emergency! fanart #okay it’s late at night and im tired so there’s probably typos/errors #roy desoto #johnny gage #dr brackett #kelly brackett #jh arts

[siffrinstardust]

I MADE IT SO MY ISAT THEMED PHONE PLAYS THE HEALING SOUND WHEN I CHARGE IT!!!

ISAT ACT 3-6 (?) SPOILERS THO IN THE BG OF THE SCREEN RECORDING (art of the later acts (3-6) is my wallpaper and widgit themes too!!)

JUST A SILLY POST. I RLLY WANTED TO SHOW OFF WHAT I DID:)) also to show my genuine layout teehee (which can be seen below!!)

#in stars and time #isat spoilers #in stars and time fanart ? #idk its legit just a homescreen layout #I LOVE IT SO MUCH THO UGHH #it was a pain in the ass to make though #some loop sprites refused to become transparent #on procreate so i had to make them MANUALLY #also duplicating the apps from shortcuts.. #BUT WHATEVER IT WAS SO WORTH IT IN THE END