#but you can’t have everything I guess

[inkstainedhandswithrings]

TBB s3 ep4 Thoughts!!!

Oooohh starting off strong

Omega immediately wanting to go back because “it’s right”

Crosshair wanting to keep moving, not because he’s scared of going back but because he understands that he can’t help anyone if he’s dead

Ah there he is. The bitch. The Hemcock.

I wanna say Nala Sa deserves to be in prison but idk I’m starting to feel for her

Pretty sure she won’t survive the season though

IM SORRY THAT SHOT WHERE THE COAT IS HANGING OVER THAT POWER LINE???

is that,,,, a reference to yanno,,, shoes hanging from a power line?

hahahahahahah poncho stormtroopers

“You’re the one who wanted to bring… the hound.”

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

YOUR HONOUR I LOVE THEM

best duo this show has given us

If Hunter was the hesitant but willing dad, Crosshair is the exasperated older brother that was forced to bring his younger sister to the party he was invited to an now has to spent all night watching her

Ey not cool Omega. Someone was using that jacket to advertise their business

“See, isn’t this better?” “No.” “Ugh.”

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHA

“I could take out half of them before they even know what happened” 😳😳

Yeah, I believe you sir

Damn fuck how many more clone crushes will I have to be burdened with

Jesus Christ

“That went well” “Stow it”

THEM

YOUR HONOUR

THEM!!!

Scottish Robot ahhahahahahaha

Say what you will about Crosshair, when that dude sat down across from Omega he was ready for a FIGHT

big ol’ softie <3

“You or your dad”

Glad Hunter wasn’t there to hear that

Or Crosshair for that matter

Both would’ve blown their cover

Tbh Crosshair makes a fair point about leaving while they can. The planet is filled with Empirials and they are running out of time

But he also hasn’t been part of a team in a while and maybe he’s forgotten some of what that entails too

Either way, loving how “selfless” and “selfish” are meeting in this ep

“I’ll do it your way BUT I WOULD LIKE THE RECORD TO REFECT THAT I DONT WIKE IT!”

Crosshair giving Omega a boost to get over the wall I’m crying

“Shouldn’t we free the other animals too?” “Don’t push it.”

HE IS MY SOULMATE (based on sarcasm. I am vegetarian and I would free those animal friendos in a heartbeat)

The extra head shake and eye roll at that question too, he is already so done I can’t hahahahahahahah

“I hope your take-offs are better than your landings” “we’re about to find out”

Aaaaaaand that just reminded me that Tech was the one who taught her to fly

🥲🥲🥲🥲

That fucking shriek when the stormtrooper got blasted by the engine hahahahahaha

Ohohoh altered batch theme after take off? Okayokayokay I see you👀

Jesus Christ, Crosshair trying to prepare Omega for the very real possibility that Hunter and Wrecker are dead?

Like I know it seems cruel and defeatist but it’s actually kind in a way

Managing expectations in order to save her from a worse fall out

FUCK I THOUGHT I’D HAVE TO WAIT TILL NEXT EPISODE FOR THEM REUNION

JESUS

AAAAAAHHHHH

“We crossed the galaxy four times looking for you”

SIR

I AM QUACKING

why did Hunter’s appearance suddenly piss me off

Like Wrecker had a cute line and Hunter had to walk up like

“Um, five actually”

Like idk it felt like he was taking over the moment (which makes sense because he’s her dad but still it just sounded awkward)

EXCUSE ME??? I BEG YOUR BIGGEST PARDON??

Omega just explained that she only got off that planet AND survived so far thanks to Crosshair and all they can do is look all bitchy butt-hurt

Like I expected this from Hunter but why isn’t Wrecker hugging him?

Bc they went looking for Cross before, I thought we were past the straight up hate?

Love how stoically Cross is taking it though

I have to admit, so far this is one of my all time favourites. The comedic timing, the very real story line, the confrontation of previously opposed characters? Wonderful. But the pièce de résistance? Crosshair’s character description rings true again. “Severe and unyielding” Tech had said. I’ve rambled about this a lot recently, but the boiled down version is that when Crosshair commits to something, he commits all the way. Like how he committed to the Empire so hard that he hunted down his brothers. Or when he finally decided the Empire was a bunch of shitbags and shot officer shitbag (I forget his name) in the face. He has now decided to commit to Omega, for whatever reason. And it shows. Because even when she tells him to go, he’s literally only a minute behind her. He lets her employ her own strategies despite his preference and experience. He’s ready to beat up Captain Dickhead (did they even give him a name?) for sitting down across from her. He tells her to get into the ship first while he lays down cover fire.

Crosshair’s next “severe and unyielding” decision is Omega’s safety. And I couldn’t be more excited to see where it goes!

AND I cannot believe how much I suddenly like his character. I was so disinterested in him for like s1 and maybe 90% of s2 but now I am more interested in what becomes of him than I am in what the deal is with Omega’s M-count.

I’m saying it now. These seasons hyper focuses are: Rex, Echo and Crosshair (in that order) (for now, we’ll see)

Thanks to everyone who sat through that, have a good day/night/whatever, friend!

#THIS EPISODE #HOOOOOO BOY #gah this was good #honestly made me so happy #I am hanging out with people all day today but if that wasn’t the case there probably would be a new chapter of when we bleed today as wel #but you can’t have everything I guess #star wars #the bad batch #tbb hunter #tbb wrecker #tbb crosshair #tbb omega #sw tbb #tbb #tbb s3 #tbb s3 spoilers #tbb spoilers

[septembersung]

In real life, the traddest men I know: change diapers; do chores; are present and playful with their kids; take good care of their wives; work 50+ hours a week to provide for their families; literally never think about the 1950s.

#there is literally ONE (1) guy at my trad parish who is kind of a problem. he’s a) young b) apparently terminally online #and he is surrounded by the other trad husbands who have quietly mutually agreed to Change Him #my life #everything online is disconnected from reality and an aesthetic pipe dream #in real life trad communities differ just like other communities do #but my parishes are not that unusual #there’s a variety of opinion and practice but everybody is basically grounded and sane #our kids may struggle when they grow up but like. don’t we all #no matter what you do you can’t struggle or rebellion proof your kids #I have a foot in at like 5 different parish groups. I don’t attend them all regularly but I have strong ties with them #besides - ask five trads what it means to be trad and guess how many answers you’re going to get #more than 10 for certain #my catholic thoughts

[thejasontoddarchives]

Jason Todd, eepiest boy in the dcu

Why’d they add a wig/hair to the robin mannequin …..

Batman: The Adventures Continue (2020)

#Bruce we get it you miss Dick but isn’t this a bit overkill #jason todd #red hood #batman: the adventures continue #btac #dc #anyway #if you’ve seen my previous posts about this comic you’d probably know what ‘backstory’ I’m talking about #but even when they did Jason Todd dirty to favor Tim I’d say Jason got a compelling enough new backstory with a lot of potential #so if the writers felt the need to copy bit for bit from Jason maybe even they deemed there was nothing interesting enough to pull from Tim #and his backstory. but I think what should annoy you more is #their idea that anything new they could’ve come up with for Tim still wouldn’t top ripping off of Jason lol #also. WHO has ‘monopoly on batfamily joker trauma’? #cause last I recall Jason doesn’t even have monopoly over his own life and death #the way they make everything about it about Bruce’s suffering instead #and the fact that Jason can’t fucking have his way with the joker because that’s not how BRUCE thinks it should be done?? #not to mention when Dick beat the clown to death because he thought Tim was killed (and that was his last straw after Jason) #guess who resuscitated him! starts with a ‘Bru’ and rhymes with caboose #the ONLY person with a monopoly on batfamily joker trauma is Bruce actually lmfao

[brokendoor16]

Istg there’s actually something so surreally heartbreaking about remembering a friend you lost. Like. I don’t even know how to express it in anything but questions: do you miss me? why don’t we talk anymore? how could you do that to me? couldn’t you see I needed you? do you remember how it felt to love me? It’s never a good enough reason, always a stupid fucking thing to lose a friend over, but I don’t think there’s anything worse than knowing you can’t have that back.

#Idk guys #i guess I’m sad today? #I just can’t fathom the fact that I can’t just #Be eleven again and make everything work out #And IK it sounds so dramatic #But that’s got to be worse than a breakup? #Right? #because you know a high school girlfriend won’t be there forever #But a friend could’ve been? #And then idk #it just kinda hits you #That you really can’t have that back #And now it’s just #Avoiding eye contact #And remembering someone hates you #When you never thought they would #FUCKKK sorry for the depression #I’ll probably delete this later lmao

[janiedean]

i would beg my brain chemistry to magically realign itself on a sensed wavelength before I end up begging for meds i don’t think it’s too much to ask is it /s

#personal for ts #ngl i get why therapist would rather not but god i just cried for twenty minutes #because i couldn’t find the thing you use to put water in the iron #and i looked at the living room desk which is a complete mess and burst out in tears #i’m late answering EVERYTHING I can’t bring myself to get out of bed at the right time in the morning #I need to finish commissions and I can’t do three sentences #and ofc 90% of the relatives think that i either need to calm down and NO NEED TO STRESS or think i have no reason to be stressed anyway #i’m so fucking tired #and like i know that i’m shit at getting over things quick and i just got worse with age #idek what i’m getting at #and i feel ridiculous bc ik what kicked me into the spiral #and i need to get the fuck over it because there is no way i’m getting any closure on that front #i KNOW that #but my brain doesn’t i guess #we’re back at i am this picture and i don’t like ir while staring at stannis baratheon aren’t we #sigh #anyway sorry for the debbiedownering s2g im answering everyone soon

[lemondropletters]

hmmm…something something mysterious benedict society x alice in wonderland au…hmm hmm

#sorry if someone has already come up with this #If they have already could y’all be so kind as to link me the post or ramble to me? 🥺🙏 #and if not… #then there should definitely be AIW x TMBS au adgdjhc #just think about it..hmmmm #ideas are there #so are the vibes #white and red queen are siblings..hmm you know who’s also siblings? #sticky white rabbit constance cheshire tweedle brothers…come on now lol Jackson and Jillson #“but ember who’s Alice? you’re just gonna choose reynie because you do that for everything…” #well guess what? you’re half wrong! (I mean of course I thought of reynie first since average kid falling into a crazy situation) #which still could work #but! I think a better fit would be SQ! Surprising I know lol #Wait who’s reynie then…hear me out #Mad Hatter. #I’m running out of room for tags and I have to prepare a party so I can’t stay much longer but I just want to throw the idea out there #again sorry if I stole someone’s idea it was not intentional 🙏 #the mysterious benedict society #tmbs #alice in wonderland #AIW x TMBS AU

[archduke-enver-gortash]

#i’m just whining at this point ignore me #man. don’t you love needing surgery right at the start of your break so now you couldn’t do anything besides lying down terribly in pain an #exhausted??? #and it’s healing and all but you still can’t walk without feeling like someone is hammering a nail into the wound #ahah ha. ha. #of course i still worry about it getting worse somehow. #and it’s affecting the blorbo time as well and i hate it so much #constant worry about larian making changes to the game that would force me to scrap everything and just. #idk that worry about a sense of belonging i guess. but it’s fine it’s whatever i won’t have as much time #for creative shit anymore because i should have started studying days ago 👍 #which is so hard to do when you’re in pain and during the rare moments you’re not you’re exhausted from it but whatever it’ll be fine i’m #idk idk

[romantichopelessly]

literally the catch 22 of making urself less to keep people around you directly leading to people leaving u bc you’re not opening up to them 🧍‍♀️

#like !!! I’m trying to be what YOU want!!! I’m sorry you didn’t want me like that and now you’re mad I’m fake ?!!!??!! #I’m trying so hard but I don’t think I have an authentic self to live confidently as #bc everyone says the only way to rly be happy is let go of expectations and be your real self and find your real people #but I don’t think I have a self tbh #I think I’m a collection of experiences and expectations and I don’t know how to return to the origin point #oh well I guess!!!!! lost cause! #‘you can’t give up everything for someone and call that love’ WELL WHAT IF ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW TO LOVE ?! #yeah I’ll never have real love bc I only expect to love and not be loved #but let’s be entirely real. you can’t love a mirrorball ! a set of masks ! a changing thing ! #and yeah I know it’s my fault I’m like that but it’s fucking impossible to stop #how can I take chances and live authentically like ??? what the fuck that goes against my like. core being. #idk I’m making it sound stupid but UGH #and then I just become upset later that they don’t love me the same. maybe it’s bc they don’t know me. like sure. they never asked. #but I never told. #i talk sometimes

[kissporsche]

I may physically be at work but spiritually I am playing every vegaspete scene on repeat in my head

#kp orig #kinnporsche #vegaspete #unless you want to share- ​looking for something?- so we’ll see each other in the next life- oh you got a tattoo?- I give up vegas- #when you suffer you’re so much more interesting- who’s a good boy- I’m not choosing I’m just not eating- hurt you so you remember- #you’re no fun- get up and laugh at me- you think it’s poison- why do you have to compete- they don’t beat us because we suck- nosy- #went out to buy it I guess- you’re in need of love- #everything I love leaves- if you’re sad it means it was important- but you like it- let it out- #do you know how sexy you are- you’re a fool- I’m a human I have feelings- let’s start all over again just you and me- #shoot me I don’t think you can and you know why- #could it be you who kills me what the hell does that mean I love you Pete #I can’t keep betraying my feelings like this- why did you follow me Pete- because I’m hungry #I’m your pet aren’t I- won’t you turn around to see me- #I don’t want to be your burden I just want to follow my heart

[sampilled]

The way dean’s character completely changes in season 8 and it’s like never acknowledged

Can you imagine s14 dean saying s2 dean’s lines?

I saw interview once with Eric kripke and he basically said something along the lines of “dean’s core is a sad child” and it really struck me.

Dean in the early seasons (while yes, violent and a Hunter and a million other things) is so gentle with other people. With Sam and with Jo especially. He has a hard shell but the soft centre is easy to see and I feel like that just gets lost in season 8

It’s like he still has dean’s personality but none of his vulnerability

It’s like a caricature of him and it’s so upsetting

#it comes out occasionally like s8 finale and the show finale especially have those ‘im putting away my bravado because I can’t bare to lose #you or you lose me and not know how much you mean to me’ moments #but the early seasons those happened every episode or so!!!! #he had such a big heart! everything he does is for love!!! #which feels real to say about 1-7 but empty to say for later on :( #he was just so gentle with everyone! and I love him and I miss him #I guess the canon reason is that purgatory changed him but I still miss him :( #hopefully this all makes sense I don’t read over anything I post from my mobile sorry :)

[itspileofgoodthings]

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#Early morning Maria vent post #my anxiety the last couple days has just been so high it’s like walking a tightrope #and I saw a friend yesterday and talked about a lot of the under the surface stuff #and it was good but it also brought so many things into this sharp clarity #that made me dizzy #and made me hate my own desire to have everything just laid out so clearly and so starkly in words #like why can’t I just leave things to cliches. Leave my own psyche to cliches. There’s a reason they exist!!! #but the hunger to understand and articulate is always so strong but when it’s for the big stuff you can’t really put into words #doing so always just leaves me so raw and vulnerable and wretched afterwards #and gosh it’s just been building and building the last few days #and I’m just so tired and so fraught and so tired! Of my own overthinking and circling round a problem #but never being able to talk myself into a clear understanding of what I want to do #I am just. Wrecked and wretched! #which is dramatic because I will be fine and things will keep going #but it’s five in the morning and I am completely taut with anxiety #and it’s awful and everything is awful and I need to cry and sleep #but clearly it was time for my early morning vent post that will be deleted later #the hallmark of me on vacation I guess #so this is me [ screaming into the void ] #this is me trying to get some of that out #thanks for listening etc.

[toothlespoggers]

So I was feeling kinda depressed since my blog kinda dies when I’m focusing on my health and irl life, and character development, writing and art takes a lot of time to create something impressive and coherent.

so since I need notes for my blog to stay alive while I work on stuff i thought I’d make a cool sans au to show everyone on tumblr so I get thousands of notes and really cool fanart and get featured in tiktoks and stuff with my character.

Since this is all it takes to become famous in the undertale fandom I thought I’d just throw away all the research I’m doing and just go with what works yanno?

😳 maybe I’ll draw horny art of him next, that’ll reel in the notes.

#I wonder if you can tell that I made him up in less than five minutes #I’m a creative genius I know #give me an Oscar #This is mostly hj I’m just kinda frustrated by the on going trend of “overly complicated character design with little thought put into it- #Gets more attention than anyone else’s complex well thought out character” #I see so many amazing talented people on tumblr with the coolest characters and the coolest ideas and art that get so much less traction #than people who just like got famous after drawing one character in 2016 and now they have thousands of followers #I know tumblr has no algorithm but I admittedly get kinda sick of the apparent favouritism in the fandom. But maybe that’s just how it is #I guess if you post frequently enough you rule the world. #quality takes time #I wish I didn’t feel like I need to post art multiple times a week despite not having the time todo so #just so people will see my content and I’ll grow as a blog #i’ll never be good enough #no matter what I do #because I can’t draw as frequently and post with the tags people see the most #I try todo tumblr casually but it hurts because people won’t see me and get invested in my ideas because my ideas take time #I can’t get famous without posting I can’t post something that’ll be good enough if I don’t put the effort into it #I don’t know sometimes I feel isolated on here #everyone else has everything figured out.

[serethereal]

i have the most insane beef w future me

#i delegate everything to future ren like i have an essay due in less than a day and instead of polishing it off i watched a movie (3 guess #es which…) and decided that hey! tomorrow is a new day <33 tomorrow me can handle it xx and well. i can already tell you she can’t

[tonariofjananda]

Happy Birthday Mizuha!!! 4/6

(I’m a little late to the party sorry 💔)

#Mizuha #my art #fumetsu no anata e #to your eternity #to you the immortal #this is my first time drawing her face is it obvious lol #the Fnae eyes are so fun to draw and color in but especially the descendants bc I have to layer like 3 colors to get it juuuuust right #not that it translates super well when I take a picture on my phone so sorry for the quality but #I’m trying to prioritize having fun with art and boy did I have a lot of fun with this one #this honestly took a little while bc all I had was volume 14 #and I can’t even lie something about the way she behaves in that one made me feel a little sick so I couldn’t look at her for too long #not to mention there weren’t that many great shots I could use as reference so #I had to wait til I could swap for volume 13 and 15 with my boyfriend #worth the wait tbh she was VERY fun #anyway I’m just rambling at this point but I really liked this one little outfit she was wearing with the big collar #I think they’re called Peter Pan Collars or something like that not sure #and then the teeny tiny cardigan that she fit underneath it like how cute Mizuha. this is a fit she wanted to meet Hanna in lol #can’t wait to see this one in color tho cuz I just guessed on the dress #also ik the caption is referencing how she’s good at everything but this is supposed to be her like #a year after her disastrous birthday in the manga lol #ok I’m definitely rambling now byeeeeeeeeee!!!!

[clownsnake]

dokja doing his best time and time again to help junghyeok with regressor depression…. I see the sauce being cooked here

#it’s gay sauce #for gay people. #going post #Orv #tbh dokja I think you should just tell junghyeok everything at this point. not for gay reasons but to make things easier #these two work rlly well together when junghyeok isn’t trying to kill dokja imagine how they’d be if they were fully on the same page too #every day there’s a new fuckin dokkaebi. where do they keep getting these guys #and why do they keep getting cuntier #A THANOS SNAP??? #choosing between a thanos snap and killing the strongest incarnation. alright everyone time to speed up on the killing nirvana thing I gues #Junghyeok relying on the predictability of knowing everything…. You can take the man out of the timeloop but you can’t take the timeloop ou #of the man #(I know he’s not out of his regressions but sh) #‘I can’t think of a way to correct this’ junghyeok aren’t you supposed to be smart? Stop being stupid #dokja gets me. that’s why he’s also a reader #Ohhh okay we’re having a Big Talk now. good job dokja #‘But the real problem is when you’ve finally managed to save the world’ THATS WHAT IM SAYING!!!!! DOKJA GETS ME #YOU CAN TAKE THE MAN OUT OF THE TIMELOOP BUT YOU CANT TAKE THE TIMELOOP OUT OF THE MAN! #unless junghyeok kicks his regressor’s depression in the ass and learns not to rely on knowing future scenarios so much. #and they’re on a rooftop…. The symsbsnolismm…. #Oh wait dokja’s making a different point #ah. ptsd. #well that’s part of my argument I guess #Ohhhhh I love dokja getting to be a prophet rn. and junghyeok realizing he’s onto some shit #‘This world you’re about to abandon could be the only world where you can live to see it end as a human being’ OOOOF. OOF. #that’s heavy #Anyway time for comic relief. sorry Uriel but no gay sex yet #‘Who’s the strongest incarnation?’ Junghyeok: no doubt it’s me #………………………………. #DOKJA IS ALSO CONSIDERING HIMSELF THE STRONGEST?? GUYS

[doctorweebmd]

someone pointed out something I did the other day that I didn’t really notice I do and then I was like….. yeah why do I do that and turns out it’s stimming. And apparently I do it. A lot.

#discovering behaviors that you’ve been doing your whole life that people found weird and annoying is stimming is fun! #… haha. ha. #person at work last night: is your shoulder feeling ok? I saw you kind of holding it #me who is constantly putting my left hand on my right shoulder: uhhhhhh…. no. I don’t know why I do that #me googling it about 30 mins laters: 🧍‍♀️ #I mean on the one hand it’s nice that they’re adhd behaviors rather than like…. moral deficiencies I guess #but now I can’t unsee it #it’s an innocuous behavior that is going to make me super self conscious now #I’ve seen… very few (I can think of 2 on the top of my head) docs that I know or work with #that I’ve seen do stuff like this. but they’re both men and they’re both clearly hyperactive adhd #maybe other people are medicated or just better at masking #it’s nice to have a nice to a lot of the struggles of my entire life honestly #but it’s not like it makes it not a struggle or makes people mroe sympathetic #like my husband has the classic hyperactive adhd #and my forgetfulness and messiness drives him absolutely crazy #but his hyperactivity and emotional volatility drives ME crazy #and telling my mother about the diagnosis and what it means and she’s like #’oh I totally have that too!’ yeah maybe you do #but see it was YOU that told me I was a bad person for forgetting things #and YOU that said I was lazy and a slob for having difficulty keeping things organized #and YOU that would smack my hands when I’d pick at my nails and tell me it’s a disgusting hav #and YOU that STILL tells people that your physician daughter ‘gives up on everything!’ #…….. do I have some bitterness to work out maybe #🤔 #what was this about? #oh yeah anyway. I hope people don’t notice I do this shit #and if they do they don’t know what it means #….uh. #personal?