#ciwywt series

[nickfowlerrr]

call it what you want series masterlist

pairing: neighbor!bucky x curvy!reader

warnings: 18+ only. friends to lovers. fluffy, smutty, and a bit angsty here and there.

updated: january 14th, 2024

call it what you want to

when plans fall through

so inviting, i almost jump in.

it’s a love story, baby, just say yes.

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[separatist-apologist]

Since you were wondering about our favorite separatist_apologist fics, I’ll be super basic and say Call It What You Want To :) CIWYWT was genuinely one of the first 5 fanfics I ever read (I was a later blooming nerd 😭) and I still think about that fic often over a year later.

Almost tied with CIWYWT is the Elucien fic in your DRTD series because I just… I can’t find words to express how much I appreciate you for giving us: 🔫 (iykyk) <3

My OG baby- the fic that started it all. I'm still too scared to go back and reread that fic

#it has your cover on it now!

[separatist-apologist]

how would you describe your fandom journey?

Mine???

Graduating from grad-school, April 2021. Have a brunch group and mention to my favorite of the three that for six years, I have read only non-fiction and it shows. Four book shelves POURING with it. Want to read something brainless.

She lends me her copy of ACOTAR. I ignore it for a month because I'm still trying to graduate/write papers/am generally just joyless. Pick it up during a slow work day- read it in 24 hours.

Buy ACOMAF, wait two days, and then spend a week reading it. I was brand new to SJM and the new love interest threw me a little.

Bought ACOWAR, ACO-NOVELLA, and ACOSF. Liked ACOWAR enough I read it twice before skipping the novella entirely and going to ACOSF

Poke around on tumblr. Liked Lucien consistently throughout the books, wanted to see what other people thought. Followed a couple blogs on all sides of the fandom "war" (am probably still following some vassiens and if you see me HI i will never stop because i cherish the premium lucien content)

Was frustrated with the characterizations of both Elain and Lucien from a few AO3 fics I'd begun reading. Started an early draft of CIWYWT

Followed Spell-Cleavers DO NOT RECOMMEND (jk- but this was my first elucien follow)

Scrapped CIWYWT. The first draft had Elain and Lucien in Day Court where he was training her for court warefare. He was in love with Vassa back then and she was trying to become human so she could get back to Graysen. I ended up just deleting the whole thing because I didn't like Vassa's pick me energy or how bland Elain was

Posted CIWYWT as you know it now, very randomly, and expected 4 people to read it. It seemed like elucien was a very niche ship (to me, a newcomer anyway)

LOL RIP ME

Meet LB, the only part of this story that genuinely makes me happy.

I don't know. I feel like I sort of ended up here by accident? I needed to channel all of the energy I had when I graduated and ACOTAR was literally the first series I picked up. I sometimes wonder if it would have resonated the way it did had I waited even a year to read it. I literally hadn't read something for fun in so long I think it just feel GOOD in a way I wasn't used to. I certainly never intended for anything else to come of writing fic or showing up here.

For me, it's been positive. I think I was pretty good early on in blocking anything that made me feel like I wanted to fight and staying in the tags I enjoyed. I don't lurk or like, intentionally try and hurt my own feelings. I also didn't come to like, sell things or create "content" if that makes sense? I just wanted to be unhinged in my own little space and to that end, I've had a great time.

#anyway #the whole separatist apologist timeline #a little lore #why did i come here? #i just wanted to talk to people about the first thing i did for myself in over half a decade #wish i could tell that woman shed be writing about mermaid dong #how she would have laughed

[separatist-apologist]

Hi sorry, this is kinda out of nowhere but how did you start your blog? I recently got Tumblr a few months ago because I found CIWYWT and loved it so much it inspired me to write again. I'm planning on posting more on ao3 but the fandoms I want to write in are so wildly different. Like, while ACOTAR is considered adult because of the sex and what not the other book series has a laundry list of trigger warnings in it and I don't know how combining them both would work out in the end. I know it doesn't really matter because at the end of the day it would be my own page but I'm just worried how that might affect interacting with other people on Tumblr and I know that some people I follow have different pages for different fandoms.

Hi! I started my blog 5ever ago in the lawless year of 2013 and it has been a mishmash of nonsense ever since. If you've been here a hot second you'll notice it's a pretty 50/50 mix of Star Wars & ACOTAR and if you've been on my A03 page you probably saw my completed Star Wars fic.

Do what you want. There's probably A LOT of overlap. I put a cut when I write to keep potentially sensitive content from people uninterested and let people know its NSFW. You could do something similar or put up TW's or a disclaimer on your blog. Ultimately it's the people who would follow responsibility to curate their own experience. You can't do everything- trust your followers to know if you're a good fit.

#anon ask #was this helpful?? #honestly i just started posting my bullshit here and here we are #forced to read my headcanons about Neris