Behind The Lens
Kostas Tsimikas x Fem!Reader
Warnings: the boys teasing kostas constantly, reader being slightly oblivious to it, sexual innuendos, it gets a little steamy towards the end, kos is lowkey bad at flirting, lots of swooning.
Word Count: 3.2k
Author's Note: I don't really have an explanation of the Kostas kick I've been on lately but here we go. thank you to @curiousthyme for the idea, this ones for you!! <3
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Despite it being close to 8 in the evening, the humidity was killing all of you.
Liverpool had journeyed to Singapore for the second half of their pre- season training and for a few friendly matches.
You had joined the team as one of the photographers. You had worked with the team before, but never in the field. Most of the time, you hung around when they did photo shoots for their new home kits or LFC retail.
They were comfortable around you, so there wasn't any awkwardness when you decided to join them on the pitch for their first training session.
Klopp was going over the drills for the session, you took a few photos as he spoke. The only two paying attention to you were Andy and Darwin, the two of them making silly faces at the camera. You looked away, holding back your giggling by pressing your lips together.
“Alright,” the man in the glasses clapped, “you know what you’ve gotta do.” He announces, sending them on their way.
You were taking photos of the session, watching the boys kick the ball around and do their drills. You were off to the side until they eventually split into groups to run drills. The boys separated themselves into groups of 5 and the one closest to you consisted of Virgil, Mo, Joe, Kostas and Cody. The 5 men kicked the ball back and forth, Kostas stuck in the middle to block it before it got to the next person.
In this particular moment, you were looking away trying to adjust something on your camera whilst kneeling on the grass. You were all but a few feet away from the boys and the pass that Mo made from himself across to Cody, made it pass both Kostas in the middle and Cody on the other side.
“Heads!” The younger Dutch player brings his hand up to his mouth to shout to you.
The camera’s lifted at the last second, the ball bouncing off the thigh the camera was once on. Mo makes a face, “sorry y/n!” He shouts to you and you smile, waving him off.
Before you know it, there’s a man in a grey shirt running to you to get the ball. “Are you okay?”
Kostas was knelt to your level, his soft brown eyes reflected under the flood lights; they reflected a kindness you’ve yet to see in other people.
You smiled, nodding. “I’m okay.”
“You’re sure? Mo has a foot of steel.” He chuckles at his own joke, earning him a smile.
You assured him you were fine as he grabbed your hand to help you up. “I grew up with 4 brothers. A lil’ roughhousing doesn’t bother me, Kos.”
The nickname caused his heart to flutter; despite hearing it a million times over, it was different coming from you.
“Kos!” The tall man shouts, “are you coming back?!”
Virgil’s hands were on his hips, you could see the annoyance on his face - he wasn’t one for being in the heat; the Singaporean humidity was his worst enemy at the moment - as was Kostas for having him waiting.
“Go on,” you reached out to him, resting a hand on his shoulder.
Kostas tucks the ball under his arm, “sure you’re okay?”
You smile, nodding once more. “I’m fine, Kos. I promise.”
Joe seemed to notice the exchange between the defender and the photographer, looking over at his friend next to him. Virgil caught onto what Joe meant from the moment he looked at him, raising his eyebrows in response. The Dutchman earned a chuckle from his friend.
Kostas watched you walk off in the direction of Andy and Trent’s group before snapping out of his y/n trance as the teammate called it.
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They had returned from their mini break, taking a few minutes to rehydrate and stretch out their sore muscles; a sight you enjoyed. Whether it was in a professional manner or an unprofessional one, that was a secret.
The boys were all goofing around amongst themselves, getting the last of their energy out for the evening. You were sitting next to Jurgen on the bench, the man pointed out something that Joel was doing and you two shared a laugh; a common occurrence when you two were in each other’s presence.
“Alright,” you huffed as you stood, slipping your feet back into your slides. “Back to work.”
The older gentleman shook his head as he looked down at your choice in footwear. “Aren’t you worried you’d fall? The grass is still damp.”
“Not really, and if I do, there’s a ton of handsome footballers to catch me.” You raised your eyebrows, giving him a wicked smile.
“Y/n!” He laughed, wagging his finger at you. “You're trouble.”
“You like trouble, boss man.” You clicked a photo of him laughing before walking back onto the pitch.
Making the rounds, the boys pretend you aren’t there as they go about their evening. You already mentioned you get the best photos that way; candid.
There were a handful of solo shots being taken and you finally made it towards the group at back of the pitch.
The Greek defender straightens up, his hands on his hips as he watches Cody pass the ball to Andy, who passed it to him.
Andy knew the boys well enough to know at this point and in this heat, they’re just going through the motions. Hence his shock when he watched his teammate start showing off his tricks, starting his set of kick ups for no apparent reason.
The Scotsman noticed your presence, the click of your camera catching his attention. He laughed, head leaning back as his hand came up to his chest. Virgil looks over in concern, confused as to why Andy started laughing by himself but when he realizes who was lurking around, he too laughs.
“Kostas, man!” Ibou groans, “are you gonna pass the ball or not ?”
“He won’t,” Andy butts in before Kostas can even react. “Don’t you see who’s over there?” He nods towards the woman just two feet away. “He’s showing off for y/n.”
You can’t help the laugh you let out, rolling your eyes. “Shut up Andy,” you snorted. “I don’t know how Rachel puts up with you.”
“It’s my wits and charm that keep her in love.” He flashed you a smile, making you chuckle as you shook your head.
At this point, Ibou had managed to finally get the ball away from Kostas but lost it as he tried to get past Virgil - they called him big Virg for a reason.
It rolls over to you, you stop it by placing your foot on top of it. You pass it back in the same way they’d expect one of their teammates to kick it back to them.
Kostas’s jaw hung open, shocked at how well you did that.
“In slides,” Joel nods to himself in approval. “Well done, y/n.”
You smiled, doing a little pose as you lifted your shoulder. “Got skills for days.”
“With a Z?” Virgil looks over at you, a smile on his face.
“Skills and days with a Z, big man.” The two of you shared a laugh.
After what felt like a million hours in the heat, the boys were wrapping up and the kit men were packing up. You take a few minutes to pack up your camera stuff, a few of the boys were doing interviews and currently, it was Kostas’ turn.
A few of the players watched him, making him nervous for no reason. “We wanna go, Kos. Hurry up.” Ibou teased, shouting from the little balcony. Trent butts in to say, “come on Kostas, I wanna go bro.”
Virgil was watching them when you walked over. You peeked over the man’s shoulder who moves when he notices you, putting his arm around you before whispering in your ear.
Kostas looks over when he hears your laugh and you could swear that you saw a flint of jealousy in his eyes. Surely that’s not it, everyone was just tired and the boys were annoying him.
That must be it.
Ibou laughs when you whisper what Virgil had said to you.
He starts teasing his teammate once again; “Kostas, are you afraid? On the plane, no one can sleep because you talk too much. Now when you can talk, you don’t wanna talk.”
You watch from the little balcony as Virgil and Ibou head down one by one, staring down the man doing his interview. Cody joins in on the fun and Kostas is so over them, internally groaning at his irritating teammates.
They wanted to leave so badly and yet they were the ones that were causing him to take longer than necessary.
You felt a bit bad about all the teasing, calling to the three troublemakers. ”Come on boys, leave Kostas alone.”
“Yeah,” the Greek nods, “listen to y/n.”
Cody snickers, “I bet you’d love to listen to y/n, huh?”
Kostas is red in the face as Cody falls into Ibou laughing, the two of them in a fit of giggles. Kostas hoped he could blame the redness on the heat and you were getting closer by the second, the man was begging for a breeze to cool himself down.
Thankfully, you had missed the comment with the cheesy sexual innuendo because you were coming down the stairs a few feet away.
Once you made it over, you grabbed both Cody and Ibou by the wrists like school boys, pulling them up from their seats. All you had to do was look in Virgil’s direction for him to follow suit.
“Let’s leave Kostas to finish his interview in peace, yeah?”
The man in front the camera smiles, his heart fluttering at the sight of you - as was something else when he noticed the grey leggings you had on but those were thoughts best saved for when he was alone.
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The cold shower welcomed you back to the land of the living after the evening in the heat. You were getting ready to go over the photos from the session, your memory card plugged into your laptop to upload as you got ready after your shower.
A knock on the door interrupts you as you brushed your hair. Setting the brush down, you made your way over to the door to see who it was.
On the other side of the door stood Kostas, a green tube in his hand as he smiled at you.
“Hey,” you smiled, confused as to why he was at your door.
“Hey, I uh.. sorry I didn’t mean to bother you.”
“You’re never a bother, is everything okay?”
“Oh, yeah.” He nods, holding out the green tube to you. “You forgot this on the bench, or I guess it fell from your pocket?”
It’s your chapstick, mint flavoured. Your initials are scribbled on the cap in black sharpie because you and Andy use the same one; this way there’s no confusion.
“Oh thank you,” you reached over and took it from him. “You didn’t have to do that, I have like four more in my makeup bag. I lose these all the time,” you laughed, tucked it into the pocket of your shorts.
Kostas shrugs, a smile on his face. The laptop chimed from its spot on the bed, signalling that it’s done uploading the pictures.
“Wanna see the pictures from the training session? I have to go through them anyway and I got a few good ones of you.”
The man peeked over your shoulder, “I couldn’t intrude.”
“You’re not, I’m inviting you in.”
You stepped to the side, letting him come in. Kostas follows you to the bed, watching as you climb onto it and pull the laptop onto your lap. You’ve got on a pair of black shorts and a red tshirt with a little lfc logo on the top.
As much as he enjoyed the view, he’d like the outfit much better if it was on the floor.
“Are you coming?” Your voice pulled him from his thoughts, patting the empty spot next to you. “I don’t bite.”
Kostas slips off his shoes, climbing onto the bed. “What if I want you to ?” His eyes meet yours.
You assumed he was joking but you answered him regardless. “I will.. but only if you ask nicely.”
His cheeks have a red hue and he clears his throat when he settles down next to you. The man sat so stiff, a statue seemed like jello in comparison. His eyes fixed on the screen as you clicked through the pictures.
Kostas watched your manicured nails click along the keyboard, tapping the screen as you pointed out things to him. All he could focus on was how good they’d feel if they were being dragged down his back - the red of your nails matching the colour of the marks left behind.
“Those are really good,” he finally says. “You’re so talented, y/n.”
It’s your turn to blush, waving off the compliment with a smile. “It’s nothing, really.”
You sent the photos off to the socials admin, letting them share out what needed to be when your laptop chimed once more, letting you know it was low on battery. The laptop was on the bed when you leaned off the side of the bed to grab the charger. Instinctively, Kostas reaches out to hold your hips, making sure you don’t fall off the bed.
His touch burnt into your skin, you could feel everything but you ignored the feeling bubbling in your gut. You plugged your laptop in and set it on the nightstand to charge.
There’s a comfortable silence in the room so you look over at Kostas. “Are you hungry?”
“Uh.. I could eat.”
Kostas didn’t get the heads up before you reached over his lap and over to the other night stand to grab the room service menu.
The man’s brows furrowed as you sat back up. “I could have grabbed it for you.”
“Oh that’s okay,” you shrugged, flipping through the pages. “What are you feeling? I’m thinking a burger, maybe pasta?”
“Those are two very different things, y/n.”
“I’m aware of that, duh. I figured I could get both and we could split it unless you want something else?”
Kostas shook his head, “that’s fine.”
You called and ordered the food, settling into the pillows behind you as you looked for a movie to put on in the meantime. Kostas’s eyes were fixed on you, you could feel them burning into your skin with each passing glance.
“What?”
“I’m sorry,” Kostas blurts, causing your brows to furrow. “You know, if the guys overstepped today.”
“How did they overstep?”
“With what Cody said.”
Now you were really confused. “What did Cody do? He’s a sweetheart, I can’t imagine him saying anything bad.” You chuckled.
Kostas internally groans, you clearly didn’t hear what Cody had said but now he’s got to explain. “He uh- he said how I’d like to listen to you.”
You make a face; “what does that even mean?”
“Well,” Kostas started, clearly a bit uncomfortable explaining the context of said statement. “I guess he meant.. in bed.”
“Oh.” You pulled your lips together, holding back a snicker. You often forget that despite all being grown ass men and professional footballers, they had the minds of 15 year old boys.
There’s a moment of quietness before you speak; “and would you?”
Kostas stops picking at his nail to look at you, “would I?” He trails off.
“Would you listen to me.. in bed?”
Your eyes finally met his; there’s a sense of urgency that flashed in his brown eyes, his cheeks flushed red despite the AC running and it’s like you can hear the gears turning in his head. He’s trying to think of the right way to say this without scaring you off.
“Yes.”
There’s a slight smile playing on your lips, you can’t help but reach out and hold his chin, forcing him to focus solely on you.
“Good.”
Kostas isn’t exactly sure what flipped in him but he leans over and into you, chest pressed to yours as his lips meet yours.
There’s an instant connection between the two of you as if you’d been a couple for years; Kostas’s hands find your hips, pulling you over and on top of him. You straddled the player under you, hands cupping his jaw in an attempt to pull him closer.
The two of you were as close as you could possibly get, his warm hands slipped under the red shirt you had on.
Your own hands pulled on his shirt, the two of you separating for a second to pull it off completely - a second that felt like an eternity to him.
Just as he does to pull your shirt up, there’s a knock on the door. The man groans, dropping his face into your chest.
You grab a handful of his hair, pulling his head back. Kostas groans, a happy one but looks up at you. “It’s the room service.”
“Tell them to take it back,” he pulls you against him for another kiss.
You giggled, getting off of his lap. Kostas rolls over on the bed and grabs your wrist, pulling you back to the edge of the bed. “Kos,” you whine, trying to get your hand loose.
“Whattttt?” He reaches over to give you one more kiss.
“The food is gonna get cold, let me just grab it.”
“Then you’ll come right back?”
“Yes.”
“Promise?” He held his pinky out to you.
You laughed, interlocking your pinky with him. “Promise.”
He lets you grab the food from outside, the hotel staff left the tray outside considering that you didn’t answer the door. You leant down to grab it off the trolley and you could feel Kostas’s eyes on your ass.
“I can feel you staring.”
He smiles, waiting for you to put the tray down. “Staring never hurt anyone.”
“I mean, if you’re a stalker it probably would.”
Kostas rolls his eyes playfully, pulling you back onto the bed with him. His lips find yours again, the two of you tangled together on top of the sheets.
You’re on your sides, looking at each other. Your finger traced over his jaw, Kostas turns his head to press a kiss to it.
“It wasn’t so hard for you to admit you liked me, hm?”
“You say that as if you knew,” he laughed.
“Of course I knew.”
“You did?” He looked a bit shocked. You never give him any signals that you had a clue.
“I told you I got skills for days, with a Z.”
Kostas laughs, pulling you into him. “Oh shut up.”
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My Grimoire Research Library
this is a list of my major resource I've referenced/am currently referencing in my big grimoire project. For books I'll be linking the Goodreads page, for pdfs, websites and videos i'll link them directly.
There are plenty of generalised practitioner resources that can work for everyone but as I have Irish ancestry and worship Hellenic deities quite a few of my resources are centred around Celtic Ireland, ancient Greece and the Olympic mythos. If you follow other sects of paganism you are more than welcome to reblog with your own list of resources.
Parts of my grimoire discuss topics of new age spiritualism, dangerous conspiracy theories, and bigotry in witchcraft so some resources in this list focus on that.
Books
Apollodorus - The Library of Greek Mythology
Astrea Taylor - Intuitive Witchcraft
Dee Dee Chainey & Willow Winsham - Treasury of Folklore: Woodlands and Forests
John Ferguson - Among The Gods: An Archaeological Exploration of Ancient Greek Religion
Katharine Briggs - The Fairies in Tradition and Literature
Kevin Danaher - The Year in Ireland: Irish Calendar Customs
Laura O'Brien - Fairy Faith in Ireland
Lindsey C. Watson - Magic in Ancient Greece and Rome
Nicholas Culpeper - Culpeper's Complete Herbal
Plutarch - The Rise and Fall of Athens: Nine Greek Lives
R.B. Parkinson - A Little Gay History: Desire and Diversity Around the World
Rachel Patterson - Seventy Eight Degrees of Wisdom: A Tarot Journey to Self-Awareness
Raleigh Briggs - Make Your Place: Affordable & Sustainable Nesting Skills
Robin Wall Kimmerer - Braiding Sweetgrass
Ronald Hutton - The Witch: A History of Fear in Ancient Times
Rosemary Ellen Guiley - The Encyclopaedia of Witches and Witchcraft
Thomas N. Mitchell - Athens: A History of the World's First Democracy
Walter Stephens - Demon Lovers: Witchcraft S3x and the Crisis of Belief
Yvonne P. Chireau - Black Magic: Religion and The African American Conjuring Tradition
PDFs
Anti Defamation League - Hate on Display: Hate Symbols Database
Brandy Williams - White Light, Black Magic: Racism in Esoteric Thought
Cambridge SU Women’s Campaign - How to Spot TERF Ideology 2.0.
Blogs and Websites
Anti Defamation League
B. Ricardo Brown - Until Darwin: Science and the Origins of Race
Dr. S. Deacon Ritterbush - Dr Beachcomb
Folklore Thursday
Freedom of Mind Resource Centre - Steven Hassan’s BITE Model of Authoritarian Control
Institute for Strategic Dialogue
Royal Horticultural Society
The Duchas Project -National Folklore Collection
Vivienne Mackie - Vivscelticconnections
YouTube Videos
ContraPoints - Gender Critical
Emma Thorne Videos - Christian Fundie Says Halloween is SATANIC!
Owen Morgan (Telltale) - The Source Of All Conspiracies: A 1902 Document Called "The Protocols"
The Belief it or Not Podcast - Ep. 40 Satanic Panic, Ep 92. Wicca
Wendigoon - The Conspiracy Theory Iceberg
Other videos I haven't referenced but you may still want to check out
Atun-Shei Films - Ancient Aryans: The History of Crackpot N@zi Archaeology
Belief It Or Not - Ep. 90 - Logical Fallacies
Dragon Talisman - Tarot Documentary (A re-upload of the 1997 documentary Strictly Supernatural: Tarot and Astrology)
Lindsay Ellis - Tracing the Roots of Pop Culture Transphobia
Overly Sarcastic Productions - Miscellaneous Myths Playlist
Owen Morgan (Telltale) - SATANIC PANIC! 90s Video Slanders Satanists | Pagan Invasion Saga | Part 1
ReignBot - How Ouija Boards Became "Evil" | Obscura Archive Ep. 2
Ryan Beard - Demi Lovato Promoted a R4cist Lizard Cult
Super Eyepatch Wolf - The Bizarre World of Fake Psychics, Faith Healers and Mediums
Weird Reads with Emily Louise -The Infamous Hoaxes Iceberg Playlist
Wendigoon - The True Stories of the Warren Hauntings: The Conjuring, Annabelle, Amityville, and Other Encounters
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