#especially with urs truly

[paper-starz]

TOMORROW TOMORROW I LOVE YOU TOMORROW YOURE ALWAYS A DAY AWAYYYYYYYYY

GUYS GUYS ITS COMING OUT TOMORROW

ITS ONLY A DAY AWAY

TOMORROW

THE WEBSITE WILL UPDATE

TOMORROW

Can you believe it guys?

The update! TOMORROW

The update’s coming tomorrow!!

WOOHOO

I AM SO HAPPY WITH THIS INFORMATION

The updates coming tomorrow, oh wow

Can you believe it? The update??? Tomorrow??

It got here so fast

The update!! TOMOR—

#welcome home #UGH IMMA BE SOOOO BUSY #whoever figures out the reference gets a nice hug from me #yes #i am going fucking insane #I’m so excited it’s scary #stimming allll over the place #THE UPDATE #ITS COMING TOMORROW #speaking OF tomorrow #there’s gonna be lots of #changes #especially with urs truly #imma be changing as well! #I’m still gonna be the same old paperbag #kinda #you’ll find out tomorrow

[bimbosupreme]

Your undying loyal servant

#mine #ashiya douman #wooooo #doumans circumstances around HOW and why they were summoned especially the nature of what they are…. #it’s a big gray area #are they happy about this circumstance? do they truly enjoy being a servant? #the material works mentions Douman not changing their nature despite helping us #I guess it’s kinda scary and admirable at how ambitious they are #I don’t have a good title I just think Douman can be scary at times #blease open up ur heart beloved funny onmyoji I’m sure we can punch seimei together #I wanted to go for a melting painting look but.. #I think I will have to try again wehehe. that just means Another douman painting don’t it? 😜 #like to think of douman just staring at you and this is them being tender lol

[nevarroes]

mhh…. thinking abt that post with the “being mutuals isnt that important” cause fr I hope no one thinks I’m not liking them if I interact with u but don’t follow u back

#i dont feel like digging out that post i rbed it a while ago #or if i only follow ur art blog #truly i just don’t want to see a lot of stuff especially fandom stuff and general tm hot takes #4 my general well being I know I’m doing vaguely good to hide it but my mental health is in the trenches brother #nd also the filtered post stuff sucks ass on mobile without xkit🤒 #anyways ermmm. idk i just wanted to say that if u interact with me or even just like my stuff often I do recognize nd appreciate u a lot #ok thats all. please dont think im horrible thanku💗

[seventh-district]

so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh

#hsr #honkai star rail #hsr 2.2 #hsr spoilers #hsr leaks #the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am #i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before #but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one #so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days #it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me #but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and #gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it #and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story #not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know #but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game #anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :) #and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream #pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we #i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see- #-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out.. #the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!) #i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!? #they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing #Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it #and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet #also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow. #that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!! #not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good #Seven.txt #viddy game stuff

[darabeatha]

Muses I think would try mewing: D.uryodhana, J.ason, C.harlemagne, O.beron, T.ezcatlipoca

#;ooc #ooc #late night thoughts except it's never lenghty in depth headcanons analyzing their psyches #ESPECIALLY D.URYO #or is it *specially? AUGH! i always forget how to type it #this is mainly crack but considering the silly events we get; it might happen tbh ORKROEKTOE #whether it's by curiosity or bc they truly think it'll work; I'll leave that up for ur imagination #u wonder why the heck d.uryodhana and j.ason are so quiet and then 👤📏📐✔️

[goldenwaves]

blacking out every evening and playing baldurs gate 3 for five hours straight

#i just did the grymforge OH BOY it was fun but very annoying lol especially cause it got a little buggy #uh so if ur reading this and have the same issue. dont have a bomb/gunpowder in ur inventory when u talk to the duegar rebel #i love helping people in the game and just seeing. astarion disapproves. #he truly hates when you dont mind your own business BUT has no problem asking me about my sex life hypocrite! #also i have yet to trigger any karlach cutscenes im WAITING

[lokisflame]

Genuinely, how are the Alastor takes from the finale SO. BAD.???

media literacy is truly dead y'all

#even saw someone say a line clearly meant one thing and ppl were bad at interpretating but but GURL #UR THE ONE ADDING STUFF THAT ISN'T STATED #ALSO MORALLY GREY/UNDECIDED BC THE CHARACTER ITSELF DOESN'T TRULY UNDERSTAND OR IS SURE IF THEIR IS CHANGE IN THEM IS A THING!!!! #not saying it's Al's case #but for the sake of argument just good/evil or being secretly good/evil inside is .... just not the only options guys #ESPECIALLY IN HAZBIN HOTEL #like of all shows lmao #my personal pov is that he realized that he COULD care but isn't at that point yet and NOWHERE does it clearly show or state in ANY way that #the deal is him being at the hotel #FFS ppl fan theories ARE NOT CANON #the only clear thing he says is that he WILL NOT die for someone else and be altruistic AS IN SELF-LESS GOOD DOER PER DEFINITION #he could still slowly care for charlie etc AND NOT BE ALTRUISTIC JFC #also how about the fact that he doesn't want OTHERS to define his story??? #the takes and comments I've seen about the finale revelations concerning Alastor ARE SO BAD AND WILD #*BIGGEST SIGH* #i need to stop reading comments on YT for real.... #hazbin hotel #hazbin alastor

[biitchcakes]

@mastcrmarksman replied to your post:

it's such a good one, it's so *chews arm* with nat id'ing phil's ptsd. maria's commnd. phil and nick. nat and jess. maria sendding clint to retrieve phil (the hug). jess and vlad. everything bout it.

YES ALL OF THIS. CLINT AND PHIL'S HUG IN THE RAIN 😭 Jess and Nat bonding is everything, I love this bit in particular:

Nat working through Her Own Stuff™️ so fast in the moment to make the split second decision to trust Jess. Jess proving Nat's trust in her was well placed and hauling ass to deck Derrida. ( How Jess continues to save "reality as we know it" by talking to Vladimir just moments later. )

And to top it off, Nat reacting with a good old casual ⸺

#no okay i had to make a whole post about this #it's fresh on my Mind and Heart #and ur so right izzy bc all of that is GOLD #I ESPECIALLY REALLY LOVE #THE CLINT BIT WHERE HE'S WITH WADE #and clint does some Truly Incredibly Shit:tm: #and wade goes “:o magic” #and clint goes “training 😏” #great just fabulous i love him sm #( c o m i c s . ) #( v i s a g e . ) #( n a t a s h a r o m a n o f f . )

[natsmagi]

HELLO ❤️❤️ITS THE NARU ANON (your new wife you agreed you cant back out now 🫵) IT'S NOT THAT SHE DOESN'T GET FANART SHE DOES AND SHE HAS A LOT OF IT BUT PEOPLE KINDA STOPPED MAKING IT CAUSE I VISIT HER TAG DAILY (I'm so normal about her I swear) AND THERE'S NOTHING NEW AND IT'S SO SAD 😭❤️

omg hi wife 🫶 BUT OUGHHH THATS FAIR ENOUGH I SUPPOSE?? most artists tend to have their little niches and i think there arent. like. SUUUPER many enstars artists on tumblr right? theres def a handful to pick and choose from!! but some units are more popular than others so its a bit unbalanced and getting new varied food, esp if ur favs are more niche, is unlikely 😭 there was a time where i was like. pretty much the ONLY account posting in the ntmg tag (at least when it came to art) so. its rough out here im afraid............ was forced to make the content i wish to see in this world 💔💔

one day someone whos hyperfixated on arashi and draws her constantly will join tumblr and repair the ecosystem. That artist could be u

#ask #i have spoken of this tale many times but i joined tumblr to give myself something to do and to improve my art #viewed it as a two birds one stone kinda situation #hyperfixating on gay men turned yuri can truly do wonders #so if any of u out there r sitting there thinking “noo my art isnt good enough to post online......” SHUT!!!! #THE JOURNEY IS WHATS IMPORTANT #DO IT FOR YOU AND FOR THE 5 OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT CARE ABOUT THE THING YOU CARE ABOUT #THEY WILL EAT IT UP #ESPECIALLY IF ITS SOMETHING NICHE #THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO WILL RAVAGE UR ART #anyway that was a side tangent. What were we talking about again

[defness]

→ drawing the same pose over and over again and feels cringe

→ realizes that these drawings are simply pre-ref drawings to figure out one's design so I can Draw Them

→ no longer feels cringe

#jic ur wondering why all of them are drawn w that same arms out legs semi open pose #do i obsessively worry about this to an unhealthy degree? yeah #do people not verbally tell me that seeing me draw the same pose over and over again is Boring or Lame or stupid or smth? yes but i get #like. stupidly anxious and start thinking about things like that which i obviously know probably isn't the case and that in actuality #no one cares about how i draw more than i do #but it's still difficult not to ruminate on thoughts of people subconsciously rolling their eyes at my art because its so plain and boring #and static and stiff and it doesnt feel lively and dynamic like the artists i aspire to be like #but then i also remember im only just starting my art journey. by this year I'll only have been drawing for 4 years. 4 YEARS. #which seems like alot honestly? especially w the progress I've made #but most; if not everyone who isn't me have spent 7+ YEARS of drawing and i remind myself that. oh #yeah! im on the same path they were #maybe they had the same issues i did #but ill get through it :) i want to experiment more this year w my art #i say that but i need to COMMIT #i need to commit. to actually put in effort to learn posing and perspective instead of trying to lazily scrawl color on a digital canvas #but it all seems so daunting #but; you know; in time it'll come. seeing the difference only a few months has done to my art is also truly refreshing #it lets me know that im still learning and improving my technique and that really helps iron out any anxieties i have. #sorry this got super rambly super quickly lol

[ilynpilled]

i will never not giggle/seethe at “jaime is such a complex and layered character but the point of his story is *worst take youve ever seen that completely reduces his story into something that is the same level of straightforward and uncomplicated as the counter interpretation you aim to criticize*”

like it pushes me closer to losing the idgaf war fr

#it is truly my biggest pet peeve #like i am relatively unbothered by bad misreads but when it is accompanied by this prelude im sodbgshag #by giggle i mean smiling wojak over crying/seething wojak #ESPECIALLY when author’s intent is projected onto it rather than acknowledging that it is ur interpretation #the latter is fine #the former is often objectively incorrect like lmao

[capfalcon]

i find it so absurdly strange that californians are for the most part cognizant of the role of colonization and missionary work played on native people here, and yet still do missionary trips to this day. just go on fucking vacation.

#i think missionary work is disgusting #if u wanna give aid then give aid #using aid and using necessity in striken areas that have been VERY affected by colonialism and former missionary work #and trying even further to advance that missionary work is just #disgusting to me #because soooo many countries that missionary trips happen in #have had such negative impact on culture and people #i mean in the case of spanish missionary work it essentially amounted to slavery #of native people especially in california #so like. why. why are we doing that. #like i truly just. am #over this idea of helping other countries #and inserting ourselves into peoples lives with no care or consideration or knowledge #like as a chinese person when i encounter another chinese christian #im always so confused and so irritated #this is my bloodline and my culuture that #was taken and taught to these kids #like we are chinese. why do chinese citizens believe in ur very european christian beliefs #its just. its thought colonialism its just insidious and i hate it

[fridayiminlcve]

if i dont move to nyc or london or paris by age 27 what is the point of anything

#i looooove my city so much you guys like if i wasnt who i am (queer) rn i would be so fucking glad that i am in my current city but #i loooove art and history and fashion and stuff and this citymight be about second best for all that but its still soo crowded #people WILL judge no matter what you wear something cutesy and people dont shut up especially when ur 16 and tagging along with your mom to #the mall or something and everyone just stares and even among your classmates ive been complimented so many times #for my unique style or whatever (aka i have beaded shoelaces and wear lots of jewelery and absurd ass eyeliner) and theyre like oh #n******** is so fancy itni stylish bandi hai woh and its so attention grabbing but i dont want it to be a big deal !!! #i want to like 20 badges and wear insane makeup and dye my hair without calling much attention to myself!!! #of course i know that will change slowly as you go in to uni and meet ppl of your type instead of a bazaar market and youll pick ur own #friends who r like minded but considering this is india how many people can you truly find. #also my next two years are going to be spent in a college for jee and neet kids #you can wear what you want theres no dress code but you have to appear serious studious and simple if you want to be taken seriously #elle woods at harvard law type #i asked my mom to get an industrial & second lobe piercing and actual dyed hair and shes like turn twenty get into a good college then do #not bc she minds she allowed me to get my hair dyed at age 13 but to go in th college im going to there is SO SO much rigour #and if you dont show yourself as professional and shit they will keep you in lower effort self study classes instead of best of the best #i KNOW how difficult moving abroad is bc my family does not have that money i need to do it myself its so so expensive bc the money #itself has such a high value compared to here (you see americans cribbing abt 30$ hourly wage but here that is 2500inr) #2500 inr is as much as an expensive pair of jeans here. expensive clothes here r 30$ and in usa its 300$ . see the diffence #im changing topics so much but sometimes i do feel this place is suffocating #its a priviledge i have that i can even think about going abroad comapred to other indians but still #dp you get what i mean #and ik movies and all are very romanticised so it might not even be this way in western cities and just an idealisation but still #if things change around here then the entire question of going anywhere is out the window anyway #smalltown boy will byers moment #dni if you read all this and plan on replying unless ur a close mutual (close mutuals u know who u are) #also if someone says why would you want to go to usa uk paris when they colonised your country shut up <3 shut up very much <3

[hellofears]

having issues with men, the associations the instant distrust, which i dont like i dont want it i want things to be different, just all of it so much just the dynamic i have the relationship all of it the way the world is atleast online and having a younger brother. I wouldn't trade him for the world, I try and talk to him where I can and will continue to do so i adore him but i fear. i believe in him i want joy for him. I fear that his peers will feed him fckn brainrot and it scares me. not even just that he'll fall into that thinking that his fuckn upstanding that his unwillingness to follow ppl will hurt him. crazy shit at schools, like why tf r ppl dying kids young teens killing eaachother with knives? ??I don't want to loose him i don't want to see him loose who he is and the heart that he has i don't and i hope he rises above it all and will continue to. i feel like im stating what he has to be or smth but all i could ask for is his wellbeing, respect, humanity, that he treats himself well know what he deserves and has some sense of self, some gravity. I feel like shit sometimes for this aspect that i'm concerned that i just idk, i dont like the whole 'dont disappoint me' thing he owes nothing to me other than basic human decency and respect, hes a reason why i live but to i just that intrusive thought of there is no different the hell u think of is real about men to someone i hold so fckn dear to in a way show me their fckn fuckery its idk, like another? it'd hurt me, it'd hurt me bad.

i've never understood men or boys, amab, who go on about their connection or like protectiveness of their sisters of their mother but treat other women like shit like their familiars aren't women? you don't want to fuck them so its different? what is it like just whats the difference why does it have to pertain to you for you to care? do you care or do you see them as an extension? is it a personality trait for you? a 'lover boy' thing? a signal to women, women u imagine u want and is going to be 'ur woman' but u cant even like visualize them in a way that doesnt pertain to your sexual interests? a signal so people can say oh he loves his mother so hes good to go and prime? a 'mummys boy' ? are they not real women just because u dont feel that sort of way? talking about women that way with your friends? do i have to bring up the fact those same people could date your sister etc for you to care? those people could make the kids that surround your kids, your daughter. idk.

its like okay u want sex so u respect them less? did no one hear dont bite the hand that feeds you? what the fuck is going on. you cant fuck them so its all good? the demeaning-ness? lack of gravity, venom is just rapid, vapid

#*txt🗣️ #real world issues #i instantly think of counter points before i say anything especially online and i hate it because its like im accustomed to ppl being accus #atory. at being contrary. shitting on vulnerability. shitting on emotions. shitting on hhumanity. shitting on the ability to care. #women can be pieces of shit men can queer folk can i can be you can be to me theres an ability just as people and the world of choice that #-e have. im not saying everyones on the brink of doing the worst and makes a choice not to either if ur going through that u need to seek #help or some sort of sincere dialogue well and truly. but the world around me has made me who i am just as much as my reaction. not all etc #is a no brainer. ppl dont have a neon sign on their forehead. its understandable why the caution has been fckn drilled into so many afab so #many women in the hearts of many and thats hurt fear and absolute rage simmering anger for bs. i understand proventitive cautions to ppl #especially those who tend to be the direct target demographic but to drill in fear to woman to afab not even just on a personal level imsur #everyones experience is different on that front and their thoughts but on a society level and then take no action to then be like atleast t #my knowledge or its just not fckn working bitch its crickets. men should be able to feel safe enough to share their fears and worries to be #vulnerable but that isn't coddling bs and pointing the fingers at women at afab. theres weight in the way both sexes have been socialized #its cause and effect i refuse that it can't be helped. i refuse it. i reject it. thats not me discrediting or trying to come at gender(s) #at ppls gender identity etc. i mean everything makes us who we are. its all part of a journey. ones sex doesn't invalidate such a thing. #humans are so complex to say someones just pulling shit out their ass for the giggles is wild. no matter what it rings true for people #its not for us to choose for eachother we don't choose what others want to share we can't decide how someone else feels we can't read them- #back a book they feel like they've never heard or is bs and give them the finger. u can't tell someone they're the authour and they didn't #write the book or they didn't hire you or agree and want u to write it for them? ur not a ghostwriter bitch ur writing perception #i mean the way we're brought up the way society has become accustomed it effects results its a world in of itself made #to no fruitful benefit atleast to me for any party. when desire grips you at the throat when you allow your will you allow your every whim #the desire isnt even desire anymore. now you're creating a loop you're creating a possibility for a life with no balance #if men are so upstanding they aren't like one another they aren't the bad ones why is the refusal to move forward and write past men up #write them wrong feel so heavy or resound so heavily atleast to me. write for better because you're better. know you're better. #excitement as it once was turns into not enough then again and again. and the core issue even thbere i care for other parties responsibilit #relationships are a back and forth dont choose for others what they want dont decide for others. ask them. #u shouldn't have to constantly prove ur different but heres the thing if in ur life those who know you atleast if u have walked the road #u speak of the valiant road you've trecked supposedly there'd be nothing to prove. you've walked it. if a new person comes along you dont #need effort to show you have basic respect for another. and if u dont have that respect dont get mad at those who dont want u in their live #u took yourself out their market. life is a in moment custom experience. buckle up. not me talking about love like a business worker or smt

[b4kuch1n]

one thing I thought was missing from canon sk8 was the mine being haunted apparently. so we are bringing that into burnished house for absolutely no fucking reason

#sk8 the infinity #burnished house #(I am jokeing there is. in fact. a reason) #(you will not learn this until the divorce comes up) #(well the preliminary reason is I fucking love ghost stories and want to put them in everything) #(and that reki is afraid of scary things which makes him my favourite kind of victim. younger sibling coded for that only) #Im actually having a lot of fun alternating povs between reki and langa bc Ive like. accidentally grounded langa's in #very clear and present bodily sensations. straight up uncomplicated observations about materials in the world around him #while reki's gets all the hyperboles and pretty poetic stuff. I enjoy the idea of him being good at storytelling #ESPECIALLY bc him taking words to heart including scary stories. big deal to me ok? #love to write langa and going from things that clearly are present right there in the scene to the most insane thoughts a man can have #and then write reki and jump wildly between dork ass energetic shounen character speech and romanticizing the fuck out of concrete #weird thing to say after writing three fics of like 20K+ words in total about them granted lmao #but like. listen. I feel like burnished house is me going apeshit so far. this is truly my time to be the worst ever #same approach as I took with [REDACTED]. oh you think this is bad? just wait #I have already added TWO old people ghosts into this one. be in awe of my power #well. be in awe of it when I finish this chapter... I need to sleep rn dksdfhdskj #have a good nite lads. I cant wait to get to that one spot in this chapter where I go yess... YESS!!!! HAHAHA YESSSS #wish u the same for ur art endeavour. if ur art endeavour doesnt have something like that u should add it. my message to da world

[toastsnaffler]

I will say while I've loved most of elden ring I'm really glad I'm down to just 2 more main boss fights (malenia + maliketh) before I start the endgame boss fights... whew 😮‍💨

#really gorgeous world but frankly its unnecessarily long. theyre gonna kill me for saying that but its true.. #some areas/bosses just become overly repetitive when the game is THAT massive like its unavoidable #they tried rly hard to distinguish every area + honestly its a great effort but it couldve been half the size and just as good #like i just did the elphael ulcerative tree spirit bc i wanted to finish millicents questline. and come on man we didnt need another one #the design is sick + loooove the animation. but its a bad fight not bc of the difficulty but bc its janky as hell #lock on doesnt work properly bc of its size and the way it moves. u cant see shit on ur screen fighting them melee its just hack n slash #and theyre always in the most dogshit arenas possible for them like spaces w no maneuverability. its just not fuuuun #especially after youve fought 5 or 6 already earlier on in the game.. #and its cool to have variations like the scarlet rot ones but we already HAD one of those just before lake of rot!! the gimmicks worn off #i did everything except maliketh in farum azula today as well and again. it didnt need to be that long. killing beastmen gets boring #after like the first 20 combat is just mashing buttons.. even the platforming is getting dull bc ive done 120 hours of it now #and theres only so many combinations of ladders and hallways and so on that u can possibly cram in here.. #i say all this with fondness like i truly do love it. but it couldve been a lot tighter! regardless ill still 100% complete it #and i get most ppl dont try to get every single armament and talisman etc so they probably dont waste time FULLY exploring like i am #ahhh. anyway ill probably do malenia and maliketh tmr bc im right outside both of their arenas. and then call it quits this weekend #ill get my first ending next weekend probably... and hopefully by june ill have 100% and then i can play something else 😭 #ik the dlc comes out in june but ill probably take a month or two break before i get to that #it doesnt even neeeed a dlc.......its excessive as it is just make a new game by this point ahhhhh #anyway its like 1am i need to SLEEP. i said i would go out to watch for northern lights but its overcast and im tired and my roommate #didnt wanna come with.. so i was gonna go to bed early instead but i guess that didnt happen lol #gonna feel like shit tomorrow bc i have to be up early to take my meds and she'll wake me up anyway.. but cross that bridge #typing is getting difficult bc im so sleepy okay goodnight everyone #.diaries