#excuse me while i go scream

[ernmark]

Pro tip (given as I try very hard not to rip out my hair in frustration)

If you're trying not to inconvenience somebody, don't make changes for their sake without asking them first.

If you need to change plans (even at the last minute!) for your own sake, that's fine. Communicate your needs as soon as you can. Most of the time people will be totally cool with that.

But if you're doing something for somebody else that would change their plans, they absolutely need to be involved in that conversation before the change happens.

For context:

My mom needed me to take her to the airport, I said sure. So I talked to my boss, rescheduled some meetings, changed my routine to come in to work early and leave late so I could duck out midday to drop her off.

The morning of, she told me that her neighbor had agreed to drop her off instead.

On my end, 95% of the effort and inconvenience had already happened-- but now it had all been for nothing.

This is an extremely mild example-- typically it ends with panic attacks and meltdowns.

In my family there's an impulse to be as unobtrusive and accommodating as possible, to the point of causing exponentially more stress for everybody involved-- and every single time, that ramped up stress is most extreme for the person they're trying to accommodate (who was, without fail, never actually consulted).

If you're trying to help a person, they need to be involved in the conversation.

#excuse me while i go scream #I'm making this post because it's happening again and I'm trying to keep my cool #okay to reblog #the cause is an intersection of intense anxiety and well-meaning ableism

[mylucayathoughts]

Amelia: Is Nicholas a good kisser?

Taylor: You know what, he is a good kisser. We had to practice a lot, so.

Amelia: You had to practice a lot?

Taylor: Practice makes perfect. But you have to ask him about me now.

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#Excuse me while I go SCREAM #AaaaaAAAAH #This man is a relentless tease #The way he keeps flirting with Amelia too #Taylor Zakhar Perez #Tzp #Oscars 2024 #Nicholas Galitzine #Amelia is me doing the smoldering look

[bronzebluemind]

Stephan: Andi is born for fights like this

#boyfriends #excuse me while I go scream #lellinger #ski jumping #team germany #stephan leyhe #4hills #innsbruck #season23/24 #sj quotes

[hyuck66sun]

haechan’s forehead ksbssksnsn

#excuse me while i go scream #haechan #haechan scenarios #haechan smut #lee donghyuck #lee donghyuk x reader #lee haechan #nct 127 #nct dream #nct u #nct scenarios

[twelveisgay]

don’t ask me what book i’m reading… but this is so master x doctor

#excuse me while i go scream #thoschei

[ofyoursilentreverie]

TELL ME THAT DID NOT JUST HAPPEN, I WAS SO CONVINCED IT WAS ALL GOING TO WORK OUT there's no way there's no actual way I avoided all spoilers and then I was super excited during the last episode to see if they would finally get together and aziraphale turns him down??? for heaven?? the people that were trying to destroy humanity and who he has disagreed in the past with?? I mean I suppose I can see his reasoning but oh my heart broke for crowley

#good omens #text post #a bit of a rant but i truly cannot believe that just happened #excuse me while i go scream

[tertiusdecimusfilius]

Looming over the Lord-Commander while he slept, a hand rested atop Guilliman's forehead as tired golden eyes looked down at him in exhaustion. There was something he had to do-- something he knew he needed to do despite the pain it would cause himself, anything to help his son now that he had spent enough time on Macragge.

... His eyes began to glow, the gold overtaking all of his eyes, wisps of mist escaping his lips as a gentle chill took over the room. His head lulled back, and it felt like he had claws around his neck-- though, that was simply trickery of the Warp.

For the Emperor, it felt like his very heart was being ripped out of his chest, like he was suddenly struck down by Horus, like he had been tortured for millennia-- like he had his first encounter with the enemies of Mankind... and he refused to scream. His legs wobbled. He dug his heels into the floor and struggled to keep himself upright as sweat now began to bead his brow, threatening to break his focus... And yet, he refused. No. He would not let his son suffer anymore in his Armor of Fate.

He would sacrifice his very soul if need be.

Suddenly, he swung his hand upward like he held a blade, and the glow dissipated instantly. He fell back into his familiar plush chair, knees finally giving out on him and head lulling forward. He looked like a ghoul, like his body subconsciously mimicked how he had been on the Throne.

A scar formed on his neck.

// @aveimperatcr

For the moment, he's blissfully unaware of his father's plan, no matter how noble or altruistic it may have been. Sleep had found him a few hours prior, finally giving him a chance to get some rest. Things had been improving with Ayhan around to offer aid and even fatherly advice where it was needed. It had taken a load off of Roboute's tired shoulders allowing him some peace of mind.

Though he wasn't consciously aware that his father was nearby, his body seems to relax at the gentle touch on his forehead. It brings him a soft and gentle warmth that kept him at peace, regardless of the horrible things now affecting his father. Warm golden light washes over his body as Ayhan's power, as a piece of Ayhan's soul, is imbued into him.

As soon as the Emperor falls back and the light fades, Roboute began to stir. Something felt very wrong all of a sudden. Blue eyes ease open, now ringed with gold around his pupils and irises. Something, that as of yet, he was unaware of. Slowly he sat up, with confusion on his face. His body felt light even with the heavy burden of the Armor of Fate upon him.

Then it happened.

There was a small cacophony of hisses and clicks and he could feel the Armor of Fate coming apart.

A very deep set panic kicked in. As far as he was aware, this was the only thing, to this day, that had been keeping him alive after his resurrection. And it was shedding itself from his body. Yet his confusion only grew when he did not fall, when he did not collapse into the throes of dying.

Roboute stands there in utter bewilderment, staring at the pile of armor that pooled around him. He looks down at his hands, though still covered by a body glove from the neck down. What happened to him? What could have-

Just out of the periphery of his vision, he catches a glimpse of the other figure in the room he hadn't noticed until now. His heart dropped and his face visibly paled at the realization. It was all too quickly put together what may have been done, causing a different kind of dizzying panic to hit him.

"Father!" he cried out, moving far more quickly without the armor now. Roboute knelt in front of him, brushing the hair from Ayhan's face to get a better look at him. He was horrified at the near ghostly appearance. "Father! Father, please! Can you hear me?!"

There was a loud frantic knock on the door. "Sir, is everything alright?"

"Fetch the Apothecaries right away! Something's happened to Emperor Ayhan!" Roboute orders. He can hear the sudden sound of running as whoever had come to the door, goes for help.

"Please, father, please be alright," he begs softly as tears fall down his face. "What have you done..."

#the avenging son || self #the shard of humanity || emperor ayhan #released from fate blog event #EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO SCREAM

[dreaming-for-an-escape]

“Do know what is worse than hatred? Indifference. Hate me all you want but I’ll only start to worry the moment you stop feeling anything for me.”

#my heart my body my soul #adrian nova reyes #aemond targaryen #hotd modern reader #house of the dragon #excuse me while I go scream #oc

[apollo-is-lost]

the new book came in today 😭🙏✨

no scratches or dents this time 😌✨

#noblesse #webtoon #excuse me while i go scream

[toiletpotato]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

#excuse me while I go scream #SHE IS EVERYTHING #CHILLS #the little mermaid #Halle Bailey #Youtube

[randomlyckopiler]

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#excuse me while I go SCREAM #LOUD #VERY LOUD #let's just say I want a movie with a villain like him #FREDERIK ETOALL MY BELOVED #Per Gessle #babbling

[kahvibubu]

#Taeyong #Lee Taeyong #NCT127 #2 Baddies #excuse me while i go scream

[aur-eliaa]

I made....Aurelia’s Azem form....I am obsessed with her.

#excuse me while I go scream #about azemet #i'm in hell #ffxiv #oh i guess i should tag this as #endwalker spoilers #maybe #or is it 5.3

[beardedbarba]

i may or may not have just found out that deftones did a cover of my favorite skynyrd song

#excuse me while i go scream #Music #Deftones #Lynyrd Skynyrd

[erwinsvow]

dating rafe cameron is like never having to open another door in your life. he picks you up from everywhere—even if you have the car or already have a ride planned. he doesn’t like when other people drive you around because he worries if they’re keeping you safe. he blasts drake and bryson tiller (typical, you say, rolling your eyes but it’s really cute how he randomly sings every few lines) when he picks you up, refusing to turn it down even when you tell him your parents can hear everything. turns it down when you fall asleep in his passenger seat though. loves pda and doesn’t care who’s watching, will have his tongue down your throat in line for coffee. slaps your ass when you tell him people are watching and that you’re embarrassed. you live in his clothes now, and if you’re not wearing something of his, asks if you’re mad at him. when you lift your feet and show him you’re literally wearing his socks, he smiles and runs a hand through his hair. buys you things with the initial R on them and jewelry with his birthstone. comes with you to get your nails done, pulls up a chair and sits down next to you, eating all of the free candy they have in a bowl and responding to your messages for you. your friend asks if you wanna get dinner tonight and he replies back sorry busy getting dicked down and doesn’t tell you. catches your wrist when you see the text later and try to slap his arm. likes giving you hickies in places no one else can see. likes getting hickies where everyone can see them. writes down your ice cream order in his notes app, and then keeps it written on a piece of paper in his wallet, incase his phone is dead. loves you, more than he thought he could. doesn’t know how to put it into words so he does all of this stuff instead <3

#excuse me while i go scream into my pillow! #rafe cameron

[gods-favorite-autistic]

Happy lesbian visibility week and autism acceptance month to Ayda Aguefort by the way

#she is my specialest girl no one gets her like me #excuse me while I go scream over ‘this is normal’ again #I have said so many fh characters are my specialest people but have you considered HER #BLEEM GIVE HER BACK #little autistic girl put in npc jail for being to awesome #autism (mads) speaks #autism acceptence month #lesbian visibility week #ayda aguefort #fantasy high #dimension 20 #d20 fantasy high #d20 #dimension 20 fantasy high