#fifty2

[soocats]

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#alternative moodboard #amino moodboard #kpop #kpop moodboard #messy moodboard #soft moodboard #rp moodboard #messy #gg icons #gg moodboard #aran #fifty fifty #aran icons #aran moodboard #fifty fifty moodboard #fifty fifty icons #fifty2

[mercyfuls]

⊠    ɪᴅ  .  .  .  ʟᴏᴀᴅɪɴɢ    ›› DOMNHALL MACRUAID ;

• fifty2 + cis man + he / him . • tactical agent ; on the payroll for thirty1 years . • agent merlin : probability perception .

mathematical  equations  scrawled  across  a  blackboard,  not  one  inch  free  of  chalk  ;  a  story  before  bedtime,  read  sitting  in  a  beanbag  chair  with  children  curled  on  either  side  ;   soft  singing  lulling  you  to  sleep,  a  promise  of  a  brighter  future  whispered  and  forgotten.

PERSONAL DETAILS ;

a. full name : domnhall alasdair macruaid b. preferred name : dom / domnhall c. aliases : none

d. age : fifty-two ( 52 ) e. date of birth : 5 october 1996 f. place of birth : glasgow, scotland

g. gender : cis man h. pronouns : he / him i. orientation : bisexual

j. hometown : glasgow, scotland k. current residence : apex city, united states

l. first language : english m. subsequent languages : scots gaelic, german, dutch

n. highest education : doctor of molecular and cellular medicine

EMPLOYMENT DETAILS ;

o. years employed : thirty-one ( 31 ) p. faction : tactical q. previous faction : biomedical r. codename : merlin

s. mutation : probability perception — the ability to view the probability of any particular outcome. t. strengths : mathematics, biology, strategy u. weaknesses : lack of empathy, ruthlessness, public speaking

FAMILIAL DETAILS ;

v. father : alasdair iain macruaid ( eighty-seven, retired surgeon ) w. mother : niamh o'neill ( eighty-four, retired history lecturer ) x. siblings : cormac eoin macruaid ( fifty-eight, aeronautical engineer ) ; aoife caitriona macruaid ( forty-nine, chemistry lecturer )

HISTORY ;

born in glasgow on a rainy afternoon, the second child of one of the glasgow royal infirmary's top surgeons, dom was a remarkably average baby. this averageness continued throughout his childhood, school marks just high enough to prevent his siblings taunting him, and extracurriculars — football & piano — only narrowly squeezed in to the family schedule between cormac's maths competitions, aoife's titration competitions and their parents' work.

things changed once dom started university. with aoife still in high school, and cormac having moved out to pursue his own career, there was less competition for their parents' attention, and fewer siblings to be compared to and found lacking. and dom had found something that genuinely interested him — medicine. though it was following in his father's footsteps, he did so at oxford, moving to england for his studies, and thus escaped the shadow of familial achievements.

dom was scouted while at university, a tactical agent recruited from the same faculty having visited to investigate whether there were any promising students. ( the answer to that question was obviously yes, because dom's here, isn't he ? ) it was his first year of the clinical portion of his undergraduate studies, and they saw something in him that they didn't see in others — maybe it was the way he handled patients, or his attitude towards dire situations, or something else entirely. dom doesn't know, and neither does anyone else, but the fact remains that he passed all the training as a junior agent with flying colours, moving to the role of a biomedical agent as soon as he had completed his doctorate.

he was part of the biomedical faction of mercy for fifteen years, something of a legend for his willingness to push the boundaries of what should be possible — all thanks to his mutation of probability perception. knowing what actions will and won't lead to worse outcomes is a very valuable skill in medical fields, particularly when working with an experimental drug such as solaris.

two years ago, dom was moved from the biomedical to the tactical faction of mercy. now, he uses his ability, along with those fifteen years of experience, to strategise and plan missions — as well as reviewing the work of his once-protegés, and investigating potential future recruits.

APPLICATION ;

⊠    ɪᴅ  .  .  .  ʟᴏᴀᴅɪɴɢ    ››    [    david  tennant    /      fifty2    /    cis  man    /    he/him    ]   mercy  headquarters  is  pleased  to  officially  introduce  DOMNHALL  MACRUAID.  they  have  been  apart  of  the  organization  for  thirty-one  years,  serving  as  A  TACTICAL  agent  and  has  been  assigned  the  codename  AGENT  MERLIN. it's  worth  noting  that  their  file  indicates  they  have  undergone  the  solaris  treatment  and  host  PROBABILITY  PERCEPTION.  according  to  our  dossier,  the  agent  exhibits  a  combination  of  JUDICIOUS  and  CALCULATING,  fitting  for  someone  reminiscent  of  mathematical  equations  scrawled  across  a  blackboard,  not  one  inch  free  of  chalk  ;  a  story  before  bedtime,  read  sitting  in  a  beanbag  chair  with  children  curled  on  either  side  ;  soft  singing  lulling  you  to  sleep,  a  promise  of  a  brighter  future  whispered  and  forgotten.  prior  to  embarking  on  any  mission,  the  find  solace  in  listening  to  the  song  “weather with you“  by  CROWDED  HOUSE.  (  thyme.  twenty1.  they/them.  aedt.  none  )

#mercyorg:intro

[lamyaasfaraini]

POV "orang ketiga" 1-4 Part

(menurut survey dari ibu Santi_psychiatrist)

Manusia harus mau terus belajar dan rasa ingin taunya sangat tinggi termasuk aku pribadi. Ini konten psikiater yg aku temuin di IG. Hasil dari live IG yg di record selama 45 menit ngebahas ttg pov org ketiga alias pelakor dari survey dan pertanyaan2 yg sangat banyak (hasil pertanyaan lemparan dr netizen di igs, katanya rekor terbanyak mencapai 172 pertanyaan). Lalu di rangkum hanya sebagian saja oleh dokternya.

Berikut yg bisa aku ambil beberapa

Gender fifty2 ya, diambil imbang kata dokternya.

Siapa yg memulai? 67% Dia. Banyak juga yah gilee

Apakah di awal tau kalau jadi org ketiga? 67% Tau. Wkwkwk bnyk manusia tak tahu diri~

Gimana perasaanmu saat tau jadi org ketiga? 33% Bingung. Kelamaan mikir bingung ah elah, daripada ketauan? Lebih runyem lg

Apakah ingin menggantikan posisi yg pertama? 67% Ya. Hahaha mantap, contohnya kaya "kalo kamu sakit nanti aku gabisa ngurus? Gitu? Lucu~

Alasan bertahan? 50% Terlanjur Cinta. Cinta bgt apa baper bgt? Idiihhhh

Noh dengerin ahlinya~ Jatuh cinta itu bisa di batalkan. Dan ngga ada yg namanya jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama!

Bener-bener gapunya hati nurani dan empati.. Speechless sih sama kebingungan yg absurd org ketiga. Udah tau suami org masih banyak pertimbangan???

Lanjutttt part 2 video yg lain yah..

[ventismacchiato]

what are your favorite kpop groups??🌸

right now at the top of my head txt, fifty2, ive, new jeans, bts, skz, svt, enha

my playlist is just everyone 😭

#kai mail 💌 #🌸 anon

[parknicolas]

🌦    «    ji    jin    hee.    cis    man.    he/his.    52.    »    was    that    𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚜   𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚔    walking    through    the    doors    of    amorelux    ?    i    heard    they    just    moved    in    to    apartment    #1002    from    SAN    DIEGO,    CALIFORNIA    and    work    as    a    the    owner    of    bathtub    gin    &    co.    they    seem    𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚗    &    𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍    but    don’t    get    on    their    bad    side    !    they    can    be    𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚝    &    𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚢    which    makes    sense    since    they’re    a    𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧.    you    know    they’re    home    when    you    see    a    flash    of    riding    in    a    vintage    car    along    the    beachside    ,    fresh    coffee    and    a    warm    plate    of    breakfast    ,    the    company    of    music    on    a    lonely    sunday    afternoon.    .    .    .     .     @amoreluxintro​​

[               ✦              ]    𝙻𝙾𝙰𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶      .  .  .  .     basics.

birthname:   nicolas  park.

nickname(s):   none  

age    ,    d.o.b:   fifty2   ,    january   1.

gender    ,    pronouns:   cis   man   ,   he/his

occupation:    entrepreneur  ,   investor   ,   owner   of   bathtub  gin  &  co   and   environmentalist.  

[           ✦           ]    𝙻𝙾𝙰𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶      .  .  .  .     appearance.

ethnicity:    south  korean 

nationality:   american

languages:    (   fluent    )    english    ,    asl   ,   korean    (   semi-fluent   )   spanish

color    ,    hair:   dark   brown

color    ,    eyes:    brown

height , weight:    6′0″    ,    -    lbs.

(    +    )    positives:   tenderhearted  ,   strategic    ,     determined

(     -    )    negatives:       reticent   ,   testy   ,   resentful

[           ✦           ]    𝙻𝙾𝙰𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶      .  .  .  .     other.

western    zodiac:    leo    sun

 mbti    type:   infp    ,     the   mediator.    although   they   may   seem   quiet   or   unassuming.  has  vibrant,   passionate   inner   lives.   creative   and   imaginative,   they   happily   lose   themselves   in   daydreams,   inventing   all   sorts   of   stories   and   conversations   in   their   minds.   these   personalities   are   known   for   their   sensitivity   –   mediators   can   have   profound   emotional   responses   to   music,   art,   nature,   and   the   people   around   them.

ꗃ     𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄  𝐔𝐍𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐃   :      family   background.

with   three   generations   worth   of   parks   living   underneath   one   roof   ,   in   some   shoddy   apartment   located   east   of   koreatown   ,   nicolas’   childhood   wasn’t   short   of   any   grievances.   his   father   was   a   un-unionized   construction   worker   and   his   mother   was   a   housekeeper   for    some   gaudy   family   living   in   the   hills.   with   both   his   first   generation   immigrant   parents   working   around   the   clock   ,   nicolas   was   raised   by   his   grandmother   who   taught   him   to   value   family   and   reminded   him   that   if   he   ever   wanted   anything   in   life   ,   he’d   have   to   work   for   it.  

from   a   young   age   ,   nicolas   was   known   as   the   boy   who   “never   got   the   chance.”   despite   his   reputation   for   his   wonderful   academics   ,   he   never   reached   the   status   as   the   star   student.   never   running   for   class   or   club   president   ,   it   was   evident   that   nicolas   was   never   someone   who   wanted   power.   he   found   comfort   in   working   with   the   people   around   him   and   quickly   became   well-liked   among   his   peers   for   his   leadership   qualities.   the   trait   followed   him   throughout   his   life   and   affected   his   familial   relationships   as   well.

nicolas’   father   was   an   alcoholic.   with   numerous   failed   business   attempts   and   completely   out   of   his   element   in   the   united   states   ,   the   college   educated   man   felt   defeated   for   being   unable   to   provide   for   his   family.   nicolas   began   working   as   soon   as   he   was   old   enough   too   ,   his   father   wept   taking   his   son’s   paychecks   to   barely   get   by.   despite   his   remorse   his   inability   to   provide   caused   a   great   deal   of   insecurity   ---   causing   his   father   to   react   in   outbursts   that   put   a   tremendous   strain   on   the   family   ,   especially   a   young   nicolas.  

ꗃ     𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄  𝐔𝐍𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐃   :    young   adulthood.

from   flipping   burgers   to   working   in   some   sketchy   autoshop,   nicolas   completed   his   high   school   education.   while   he   had   ambition   to   further   his   education   it   didn’t   seem   plausible   to   do   so.   money   for   college   wasn’t   the   issue   ,   money   for   his   family   was.   slowly   but   surely   his   father   stopped   working   all   together   and   began   collecting   unemployment   that   only   benefited   his   father’s   alcohol   addiction.   his   grandmother   died   shortly   after   his   graduation   due   to   old   age   .  .  .   they   couldn’t   afford   to   provide   her   with   a   proper   headstone.   the   memory   was   seared   into   nicolas’   brain:   he   wanted   to   become   something.

still   working   at   the   autoshop   ,   nicolas   racked   his   brain   on   his   future.   the   hours   the   autoshop   ten  folded   after   graduation   and   he   was   making   much   more   money   ,   while   it   wasn’t   enough   to   prepare   a   proper   headstone   it   did   pay   the   bills   .  .  .   lessening   the   burden   on   his   mother.   he   confided   in   his   girlfriend   frequently   at   this   time.   her   dedication   to   his   grievances   encouraged   nicolas   to   marry   her.   unable   to   afford   her   some   beautiful   ,   diamond   ring   nicolas   crafted   a   handmade   ring   for   her   from   scrap   metal.   the   two   got   married   and   shortly   afterward   had   children   of   their   own.

married,   two   kids.   still   living   with   mom   wasn’t   exactly   what   nicolas   wanted   at   the   tender   age   of   twenty   six   years   old.   he   put   himself   in   night   school   and   took   business   administration   classes.   even   as   the   astute   student   he   was   ,   being   out   of   school   for   so   long   had   taken   a   toll.   despite   his   struggles   ,   nicolas   was   able   to   receive   the   most   from   his   education.   within   three   years   ,   nicolas   established   an   aerospace   manufacturing   company   with   the   help   of   classmates   and   trusted   investors.   within   four   years   of   establishing   his   company   ,   nicolas   sold   his   share   and   cashed   in   over   a   million-something   dollars.

the   money   was   immediately   divided   and �� invested   into   the   things   that   mattered   most.   he   got   his   grandmother   a   headstone,   he   bought   his   wife   a   proper   ring,   he   got   his   children   a   new   home   .  .  .   in   the   process   of   this   triumph   experience   he   wanted   to   help   his   parents   most   ,   much   to   his   father’s   dismay.   he   refused   to   take   his   son’s   “handouts”   and   as   much   as   he   begged   his   mother   to   quit   her   degrading   housekeeping   job,   both   of   them   refused.

ꗃ     𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄  𝐔𝐍𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐃   :     adulthood.

despite   nicolas   being   “on   top   of   the   world”   he   felt   like   the   things   around   him   were   crumbling.   with   the   relationship   he   had   with   his   parents   falling   apart   ,   the   relationship   he   had   with   his   wife   .  .  .   the   mother   of   his   children   wasn’t   doing   to   well   either.   her   absence   and   obsession   with   nicolas’   newfound   lifestyle   as   a   millionaire   businessman   encouraged   her   to   indulge   and   ignore   her   duty   as   a   mother.   nicolas   ,   the   man   who   always   wanted   to   find   a   way   to   make   anything   work   ,   refused   to   divorce   her   but   she   insisted.   in   fact   ,   she   just   gave   him   a   signed   paper   and   ran   off   .  .  .   leaving   nicolas   alone   with   their   children.

the   sadness   and   betrayal   nicolas   felt   was   unspeakable   ,   but   seeming   to   thrive   in   adversary   he   couldn’t   mourn   the   loss   he   felt.   he   needed   to   be   a   father   ,   more   than   ever.   he   convinced   his   mother   to   move   in   with   him   ,   his   father   was   left   behind   but   nicolas   had   given   up   on   that   fight   long   ago.   with   the   help   of   his   mother   ,   nicolas   relied   on   her   to   help   him   raise   his   bubbling   twin   children.   while   doing   this   ,   he   balanced   quite   a   few   businesses   and   multiplied   his   wealth   thrice   fold   .  .  .   and   then   enough   to   land   him   on   the   forbes   list   only   a   few   years   afterward.  

even   if   nicolas   was   occupied   with   his   work   he   never   missed   any   milestone   in   his   children’s   lives.   every   recital   ,   spelling   bee   ,   and   pta   meeting   nicolas   was   there   present   in   his   children’s   lives.   he   didn’t   want   them   to   relive   the   relationship   he   had   with   his   own   father   ,   and   more   importantly   ,   he   didn’t   want   them   to   feel   the   absence   of   their   mother.   speaking   of   which   ,   nicolas   was   careful   with   the   women   he   brought   into   his   children’s   lives  .  .  .   thus   ,   there   was   never   a   “mother-figure”   (   beyond   their   grandmother   )   that   their   children   had.

ꗃ     𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄  𝐔𝐍𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐃   :     moving  to  seattle.

nicolas   lived   in   san   diego   for   majority   ,   if   not   all   his   life.   he   raised   his   kids   in   the   same   homes   his   mother   used   to   clean   when   he   was   a   child.   despite   the   lavish   lifestyle   he   could   have   ,   he   remained   true   to   his   roots   and   instilled   those   same   values   in   his   children.   when   his   children   were   about   fifteen   years   old   ,   his   mother   passed   away.   the   loss   of   such   an   important   figure   in   his   and   his   children’s   lives   weighed   heavy   on   them.   they   needed   a   change   ,   well   nicolas   thought   they   did.

nicolas   sold   his   shares   of   some   massive   company   he   owned   for   over   seven   years.   he   didn’t   even   use   a   third   of   the   generous   payout   to   move   to   seattle   ;   where   he   opened   his   own   bar.   nicolas   believed   the   humbleness   of   seattle’s   landcapes   blended   with  seattle’s   thirst   for  innovation   would   provide   his   children   a   fresh   breath   of   air   without  ripping   them  completely   away   from   the   city  life.

for   the   most   part   ,   nicolas   enjoys   hope.   there’s   a   great   deal   of   passion   he   put   into   bathtub   gin   &   co.   but   there’s   still   things   that   connect   him   to   california   .   his   father   for   one   and   a   few   other   companies   he   keeps   his   eye   on   from   time   to   time.  he   has   a   reputation   in   amorelux   for   being   a   rich,   city   boy   posing   as   an   unassuming   barowner.   he   doesn’t   pay   too   much   mind.   he’s   attempting   to   adjust   to   his   children   entering   adulthood.   he’s   fifty   two   and   being   a   dad   is   quite   literally   the   only   thing   his   familiar   with.  

ꗃ     𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄  𝐔𝐍𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐃   :     personality.

nicolas   has   this   innocent   aura   to   him   but   also   carries   this   sternness.   he   can   be   difficult   to   approach   but   once   you   speak   to   him,   you’ll   find   yourself   never   wanting   to   stop.   he’s   an   excellent   listener   and   gives   poignant   advice   when   asked   and   never   shoehorns   his   own   thoughts   when   they   weren’t   asked   for.   his   honesty   can   come   across   as   brutal   but   he   has   a   good   way   of   masking   it   with   the   “wise   dad”   vibe   he   has.

his   inability   to   understand   certain   types   of   humor   could   classify   him   as   a hardass   but   it’s   really   because   he   doesn’t   know   any   better.   his   text   messages   also   come   across   as   very   formal,   professional   but   it’s   because   he’s   old.   lol.

nicolas   takes   care   of   himself.   he   doesn’t   smoke   (   outside   from   a   celebratory   cigar   )   and   rarely   drinks.   he   goes   to   the   gym   regularly,   swims   often,   and   golfs   every   chance   he   gets.   he’s   really   gung-ho   about   his   physical   health   and   stamina.

ꗃ     𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄  𝐔𝐍𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐃   :     headcanons.

he   never   told   his   kids   that   their   mom   just   fucking   left.   nicolas   said   that   she   died   when   they   were   kids,   believing   it   would   be   better   for   them.   like,   how   do   you   tell   a   child   their   mother   didn’t   want   them   anymore?   he   tried   looking   for   his   wife   for   years   and   invested   a   lot   of   money.   eventually   he   did   find   her   living   in   europe,   she   remarried   and   had   kids   of   her   own.   apparently   she’s   an   author.   after   discovering   this   he   was   able   to   find   closure,   he   doesn’t   miss   her.   like   at   all.

nicolas   says   he   doesn’t   “care”   about   his   father   anymore   but   cares   about   him   anyway.   he   pays   for   his   apartment   and   sends   assisted   care   whenever   necessary.   they   haven’t   spoken   in   over   a   decade   and   his   kids   have   not   met   their   grandfather.

he   spends   a   lot   of   money   on   saving   the   environment.   he   cares   deeply   for   it   and   is   invested   in   saving   the   environment   bigtime.   his   meat   consumption   is   only   once   or   twice   a   month,   he   follows   a   vegetarian   lifestyle.

nicolas   can   play   the   guitar   because   i   said   so.

he   doesn’t   like   nickames,   nicolas   only.   no   nic   or   nico.

#ahq:intro #one down....

[moralsrot]

#𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐑𝐎𝐓  :  a  pseudoanalysis  of  the  betrayal  of  the  mind  vs  heart,  sanguinary  in  the  image  of  god,  defamation  of  trust  (  𝚑𝚘𝚠  𝚍𝚘  𝚢𝚘𝚞  𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕  𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍  𝚒𝚝  ?  𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛  𝚊𝚕𝚕  𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎  𝚌𝚛𝚞𝚎𝚕  𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜  )  and  finding  home  in  the  concrete  jungle.  damaged  by  the  likes  of  𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗮   (      she  +  they      ,      twenty1      ,      aest      )   

     𝐂. 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓   :   fifty   ,   unit   chief   for   the   fbi   ,   timothy   olyphant       𝐑. 𝐊𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐋𝐈   :   fifty2   ,   lawyer   /   associate   for   the   yakuza   ,   penélope   cruz 

#pinned.

[westeroslive]

when  the  sun  rises  in  the  west,   the  gods  eyes  are  drawn.  may  the  seven  have  mercy  upon  you  as  we  welcome  you  to  court,   lady heeranya moraqos, liege asha greyjoy, ruling lord lorent marbrand !   now  a  victim  of  the  court,  the  bards  compare  your  beauty  to  alia bhatt, olivia cooke, nikolaj coster-waldau  as  you  play  the  game  in  the  midst  of  seasoned  nobles.

behave  and  follow  the  queen's  word  written  in  our  checklist  and  submit  your  account  within  24  hours.  

𓏲ּ  ֶָ  𝑤𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑠𝒕𝒗  ⁝         alia bhatt,  30,  demi - woman,  she + they.    announcing  the  arrival  of  HEERANYA  of  house  MORAQOS,  the  LADY  of  MYR.  whispers  among  the  court  name  them  to  be  both  WHIMSICAL  and  DRAMATIC  in  disposition,  and  those  closest  to  them  speak  to  their  interests  in  horseback riding.  if  we  bards  could  compose  a  song  for  them,  it  might  tell  stories  of  lettres marked with a wax seal and the lipstick print of a kiss, both a fact and a weapon to be used later on ; the devastating floods that sweep across the land, here one moment and gone the next, unable to be pinned down by anyone ; the richness of golden firelight as it flickers against your shape and casts plays in shadows along the walls, plays with the most nebulous of endings.  the  seven  whisper  to  their  most  devout  queen  as  she  sleeps,  making  her  question  where  their  loyalties  truly  lie.  are  they  right  to  whisper?  for  their  loyalties  truly  lie  with  THE TARGARYENS .          (  ooc  :  nikki .  ) * helaena zalyne's pen-pal wc

𓏲ּ  ֶָ  𝑤𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑠𝒕𝒗  ⁝         olivia cooke,  29,  bigender,  she + her.    announcing  the  arrival  of  ASHA  of  house  GREYJOY,  the  LIEGE  of  PYKE.  whispers  among  the  court  name  them  to  be  both  COURAGEOUS  and  HEADSTRONG  in  disposition,  and  those  closest  to  them  speak  to  their  interests  in  ax-throwing.  if  we  bards  could  compose  a  song  for  them,  it  might  tell  stories  of  the sand-washed stain against the leather of black boots until they are pale with the salt ; the bitterness of love in the back of your throat as it dissolves, refusing to remain with you regardless of how tightly you cling onto it ; eyes sliding shut against the winds of the approaching gale, breathing in the ties and the air of change, feeling your insides harden into an immovable pillar of strength to be able to face the wave to come.  the  seven  whisper  to  their  most  devout  queen  as  she  sleeps,  making  her  question  where  their  loyalties  truly  lie.  are  they  right  to  whisper?  for  their  loyalties  truly  lie  with  HOUSE GREYJOY .          (  ooc  :  nikki .  )

࣪𓏲ּ  ֶָ  𝑤𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑠𝒕𝒗  ⁝          nikolaj  coster  waldau,  fifty2,  cis  man,  he  +  him.    announcing  the  arrival  of  LORENT  of  house  MARBRAND,  the  RULING  LORD  of  ASHEMARK.  whispers  among  the  court  name  them  to  be  both  VENTURESOME  and  SYBARITIC  in  disposition,  and  those  closest  to  them  speak  to  their  interests  in  training  young  nobles  in  swordfighting.  if  we  bards  could  compose  a  song  for  them,  it  might  tell  stories  of  bruised  and  bleeding  cuts  —-  covered  in  wounds  ,  after  hour  upon  hour  in  the  training  yard  under  watchful  eyes  /  neglecting  anguish  and  fatigue  to  master  all  the  techniques  :  everything  for  the  craft  +  that  love  at  first  sight  haunted  your  marriage  until  its  bloodied  end  —-  there  was  no  pleasure  in  wrecking  girlhood  dreams  of  prince  charming,  but  those  children  made  those  shattered  hearts  worth  it  +  no  longer  the  young  warrior  in  the  courtyard,  your  bones  have  oxidized  like  that  crown  of  sunshine  ⸺  it  is  no  longer  golden  like  daylight,  locks  are  dark  and  rusty  like  fallen  leaves  in  autumn  air.  the  seven  whisper  to  their  most  devout  queen  as  she  sleeps,  making  her  question  where  their  loyalties  truly  lie.  are  they  right  to  whisper?  for  their  loyalties  truly  lie  with  THE  TARGARYENS  /  HOUSE  MARBRAND.          (  ooc  :  s,  24,  she/her,  cest  )

#appless rp #oc rp #got rp #hotd rp #fantasy rp #asoiaf rp #westeros.accepted

[kpoplrcfiles]

[Mini Album] BAE173 (비에이이일칠삼) - NEW CHAPTER : LUCEAT

BAE173 (비에이이일칠삼) – NEW CHAPTER : LUCEATRelease Date: 2024.03.13Genre: DanceLanguage: KoreanAfter showing their versatility on PEAK TIME, BAE173 unfolds a new chapter of their music journey! J-Min, Han Gyul, Yoo Jun, Muzin, Jun Seo, Young Seo, Do Ha and Bit wrap up their ODESSEY series and take on a new chapter in their fifth mini-album NEW CHAPTER: LUCEAT. Track List:1. Fifty-Fifty2. CRIMSON3.…

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#BAE173 #jpop #k-pop #korean #kpop #kpop lrc #kpop lyrics #kpop ost lrc #lrc #lyrics #music

[sp3cters]

#𝗦𝗣𝟯𝗖𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗦     ╱   a  series  of  original  characters  serving  as  agents  for  the  mercy  organization  in  apex  city  ,  washington  .  affiliaed  with  @𝗠𝗘𝗥𝗖𝗬𝗢𝗥𝗚  and  penned  by  hades  .

[     DIVISION  :  TACTICAL     ]   

𝗔𝗚𝗘𝗡𝗧  𝗠𝗘𝗥𝗖𝗨𝗥𝗬  ––  jordan  zheng.  technokinesis.  fifty2.  cis  woman.  she/her.    //    introduction.

[     DIVISION  :  FIELD     ]   

𝗔𝗚𝗘𝗡𝗧  𝗔𝗥𝗘𝗦  ––  sloane  callahan.  telumkinesis.  forty1.  cis  woman.  she/her.    //    introduction.

[     DIVISION  :  WEAPONS     ]   

𝗔𝗚𝗘𝗡𝗧  𝗩𝗨𝗟𝗖𝗔𝗡  ––  nalini  kumar.  twenty9.  demi  woman.  she/they.    //    introduction.

#pinned.

[mercyfuls]

⊠    ɪᴅ  .  .  .  ʟᴏᴀᴅɪɴɢ    ›› MERCYFULS ; dependent multimuse for mercyorg, as written by thyme ( 22 + they/them + aest )

• jia “ julia ” yun ( agent arachne ) : thirty4 + intelligence agent + string manipulation • domnhall macruaid ( agent merlin ) : fifty2 + tactical agent + probability perceptions

#pinned

[tinyshout]

Rumah

Impian semua orang setelah menikah, langsung punya rumah dan bahagia dengan keluarga kecilnya. Bebas mengekspresikan diri. Bebas mengeksplor cara berumah tangga sendiri.

Sebelum menikah sejujurnya belum ada perencanaan kongkritnya, karena langkah yang pasti kami lakukan adalah menabung, dia sih lebih tepatnya.

Karena nunggu harus punya rumah dulu, haduh ngga deh.

Dan qadarullah rezeki yang duluan didatangkan kekita adalah menikah.

Berbulan bulan terlalui, aku mulai merasakan i think we should build our own.

Kemudian kamila survey millatina mulai melakukan hal kesukaannya. Ya survey sana sini.

One day nemu sebuah komplek yang lumayan jauh sih tapi suasananya enak banget. Sebenernya aku ganyangka bakal sejauh itu karena alamat nya soreang. Gataunya, beuh jauh banget digunung.

Rumah minimalis modern, suasana gunung, sejuk bgt.

Aku diwanti wanti sama kakak aku, jangan langsung deal. Fikirin matang2.

Dan aku iseng cari komplek itu di google ternyata pernah kejadian longsor. Trs yauda gajadi. Jauh juga.

Next, nemu di katapang. Kenal marketingnya dari temen kerja karena dia juga baru bangun disana.

Udah cocok banget deket juga, udah survey, udah dp segala macem.

Kemudian diingetin tentang riba sama kakakku. Katanya jangan bank konvensional, riba dosanya gede banget. Gede banget banget lebih besar dari zina. Setara dengan berzina dengan ibu kandung, jijik bgt naudzubillah.

Aku kasian sama suami aku kalau dia harus nanggung dosa itu.

Dan setiap dosa pasti ngaruh ke kehidupan, rizki seret, hajat seret, kesehatan terganggu, ketentraman rumah tangga juga terganggu setidaknya itu testimoni kakakku dulu sebelum diberi allah hidayah bahaya riba, sampai akhirnya mereka melakukan jual beli rumah dengan cara yang syar'i.

Akhirnya kami berikhtiar untuk bisa membelinya melalui bank syari'ah, ternyata gabisa...

Terus aku bilang ke suamiku kayanya gajadi aja deh.

Awalnya suamiku ragu karena dia udah setuju sama rumahnya. Terus sayang karena kita udh ngurusin persyaratannya secara lengkap dan lumayan menguras energi ditengah tengah kesibukkan kita berdua.

Tapi aku gamau mengorbankan kebahagiaan rumah tangga kita dengan dosa riba. Aku takut banget.

Akhirnya kita mengundurkan diri. Setelah berdiskusi dan mencari banyak referensi sampai kita ada di frekuensi yang sama.

Perjanjiannya kalau mundur sepihak kita sudah diajukan ke bank, dp hangus.

Tapi masalahnya kita belum ngajuin ke bank sama sekali karena kita masih mempending proses tersebut selama kita berdiskusi beberapa hari.

Sebagai bendahara rumah tangga, aku no excuse bersikeras dp bisa kembali.

Tapi sampai sekarang engga kembali,

Dan suamiku selalu bilang udah ikhlasin aja..

Ya begitulah rumah tangga. Ga selalu uwu uwuan.

Tapi itu bagian dari adventure yang seru.

Dan jadi pelajaran jangan... tergesa gesa.

Maaf ya suamikuu, sebenernya bukan dp sih kaya biaya daftar gitu, lumayan lah 5 juta. Bagi orang kecil kali ya. Ya fifty2 sih ga terlalu kehilangan juga tapi itu tetep uang. Hiks.

Kalau ada yang tanya, gimana dong solusinya buat yang pendapatannya sebulan ga ratusan juta yang ingin punya rumah?

Banyak perumahan syari'ah yang metode bayarnya cash keras bertahap 9 x .

Bisa juga melalui bank syari'ah. Karena prinsip bank syari'ah jual beli, dan cicilannya flat tanpa bunga.

Akadnya jual beli, jadi bank menjual rumah kepada kita, kita berakad membelinya dan mereka bersepakat untuk membayar dalam waktu yang ditentukan.

Memang bedanya hanya diakad. Tapi akad itu bukan 'hanya', akad itu syari'at.

Jangan lupa, bahwa Dengan 'akad' terdapat perbedaan besar antara "kumpul kebo" dengan "menikah".

Begitu pula dengan bagaimana kita bermuamalah membeli rumah.

Wallahu alam.

Silahkan cari lagi referensinya. Melalui kajian ust. Khalid basalamah, ust buya yahya.

Mereka bilang Tapi nanti kamu gapunya punya rumah, gapapa soalnya aku sayang suamikku.

Percaya aja mengikhlaskan sesuatu karena Allah akan diganti yang lebih baik..

Bismillah rumah setra duta wkwk

[amoreluxhq]

          [  +  001  ]  WANTED  CONNECTION  has  been  added  !

🌦  –––  NICOLAS  PARK  (  ji  jin  hee  &  fifty2  )  is  looking  for  a  EX-WIFE.  this  relationship  would’ve  looked  a  lot  like  (   the  two  met  in  an  autoshop  nicolas  worked  at  shortly  after  he  graduated  from  high  school.  they  were  both  experiencing  so  much  in  their  lives  and  bonded.  they  fell  in  love  ,  got  married  ,  had  a  twins  shortly  after.  y/m  was  there  when  nicolas  was  barely  scrapping  by  and  supported  him  establish  his  own  company.  after  nicolas’  success  ,  y/m  up  and  left  without  a  trace.  years  later  nicolas  discovered  that  y/m  moved  to  europe,  remarried,  and  became  an  author.  after  that  discovery  nicolas  gave  up  on  attempting  to  reconnect  and  moved  on.  y/m’s  presence  in  amorelux  could  be  coincidental  or  intentional.  that,  and  everything  else  about  the  character  is  up  to  you  ).  RED  could  see  this  character  look  like  (   marisa  tomei,  aishwarya  rai,  penelope  cruz  or  utp  )  and  should  be  around  (  48-54  ).  you  SHOULD  contact  @parknicolas​  before  applying.

#oc rp #new rp #apartment rp #slice of life rp #city rp #appless rp #oc rpg #new rpg #city rpg #wc.

[wasglossbombed]

gonna wish i was dead about fifty2 times tmmw pls manifest it happens

#txt

[copperfoximagery1]

My Fifty2 - Week ONE | My loves exploring Witchita, KS. #52project #fiftytwo #project #kansas #wichita #elpaso #elpasophotography #elpasotx #eptx915 #eptx #lascrucesnm #newmexicophotographer #germannative #siblings #saturday #bridge #elpasophotographer #texasphotography #texas #project52 #lovemywork #love https://www.instagram.com/p/BsTB1XZgr2V/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3p5cwkdfqcb8

#52project #fiftytwo #project #kansas #wichita #elpaso #elpasophotography #elpasotx #eptx915 #eptx #lascrucesnm #newmexicophotographer #germannative #siblings #saturday #bridge #elpasophotographer #texasphotography #texas #project52 #lovemywork #love

[mizirilli]

Hai 2022

Sebenernya pengen di upload di burung biru. Tapi gue mikir2 kayanya jangan deh, buat gue simpen sendiri aja. Buat gue baca lagi dan lagi sampe bosen sampe mampus kalo bisa.

Gue ngrasa di tahun 2021 itu gak worst gak happy. Beneran fifty2. Ada worstnya ada happy juga. Di saat lagi down banget, tiba2 beberapa minggu setelah langsung happy. Kaya naik roller coaster banget tahun 2021 itu. Dan gue kira juga di tahun 2021 ini gue lebih merasa HIDUP.

Kenapa gitu? Karena udah ada dua orang yang masukin gue ke momen 2021 mereka. Dari yuan and dhea. Gue ngerasa gue hidup di dunia. Karena gue mikir di setiap tahunnya gue selalu gagal jadi setiap tahun berganti yaa udah kaya lanjutin aja, there's no special lah istilahnya.

Tapi di tahun 2022 ini dan setelah orang tersebut memasukkan gue ke dalam momen 2021 mereka, gue jadi lebih merasa HIDUP dan gue punya semangat untuk buat tahun ini lebih berwarna, lebih happy, dan lebih worst pastinya. Ditambah tahun ini gue harus internship yang mengharuskan gue mengenal orang baru, suasana baru, dan semuanya baru. Semoga gue bisa ngelewatin hari2 itu dan semoga gue tetap HIDUP untuk tahun 2022 ini.

Happy new year 2022

-Love, Shinta💛🍓

[chalisley]

lu ga pantas buat jalan2 apalagi naik gunung

That's really no one. Plis, gue tu ga mau kaya gini, tapi napa sih badan dan otak gue ga bisa diajak kerja sama. Dua hari ini kayanya hari yang cukup buruk. Plus nya cuman gue finally bisa tidur siang, karena dari minggu- minggu lalu gue udah mimpi banget bisa tidur siang jiahh wkwk. Cie, udah orang sibuk banget nih ye dari kemaren.

Masalahnya cuma satu sekarang, gue pengen banget jalan jalan, udah so bad banget tapi ga ada yang bisa gue ajak, dalam artianya ya beneran ga ada yang bisa diajak naik gunung atau jalan jalan ke alam untuk sekarang.

Temen ada sih ada, cuman ya mentok- mentok cuma bisa gue ajak jalan- jalan dalam kota, itupun juga gue yang bawa motor, gue yang antar jemput, dan entahlah baru mikir ngajak teman main aja, gue udah capek duluan. Gue ngerasa emang beneran ga ada gitu kayanya yang bisa recover kegundahan gue kali ini soal jalan jalan.

Kalau cuma ngajakin temen- temen gue makan atau ke mall, gatau deh, gue capek duluan. Dan gue masih mikir itu cuma ngabisin waktu, uang dan energi karena bukan itu yang gue butuhkan. Soalnya yah gue butuhnya ke alam, pure alam, minimal ke bukit ngalenggrang deh, kalo pun emang rada ribet kalau harus naik gunung. Tapi ya gitu deh, kondisinya sekarang. Ga ada. Beneran ga ada. Disaat- saat kaya gini, gue jadi sedih lagi perkara ga pernah punya pacar dan perkara ga nyaman di rumah.

Gue mikir, emangnya bakal sampe kapan sih gue hidup kaya gini tuh. Apa emang takdir hidup buat gue sejahat ini. Kalaupun gue ga dapat keluarga yang peduli akan kondisi mental gue saat ini, trus gue juga dapet teman yang cuma mau pas enaknya doang dan ga pernah initiate like visit gue tampa diminta, padahal kalau dia minta tolong gue selalu afford, trus gue juga ga punya kaka cewe yang bakal bisa gue kunjungi tiap saat ketika gue down, maksudnya gampang gitu buat nginap, trus sebagai balasan atas semua itu, gue ga pernah dikasih satu orang manusia aja yang ngertiin gue selain diri gue sendiri.

dari 275 juta orang disini, kenapa Tuhan ga ngirim satu orang pun yang bakal bisa jadi tempat gue sambat dan ngeluh ngeluh? kenapa gue cuma ditakdirkan buat ngelakuin semuanya sendiri, ke rs sendiri, ke kantor polisi sendiri, engkol motor juga minta tolong pacar orang, pindah kos juga mostly sendiri.

kenapa sih hahh? kenapaa?

emang gue salah sapa sampe ga pernah di kasih satu orang aja yang bisa menemani hari hari gue yang berat ini? kenapa gue ga dikasih satu manusia yang bisa sayang sama gue? kan gue juga anak baik2 dan bisa ngertiin orang? lantas napa gue ga dikasihh sihh? kenapa selama ini, selama gue kuliah ga ada gitu satu orang pun yang beneran tulus sama gue? hahhhhh?

Trus nih, masih perkara liburan. gue pengen banget pulang asli pengen. tapi you know lah kalo gue pulang kayanya fifty2. like uang habis, kangen bokap gue sama gue sedikit terobati tapi guenya bakal mental health lagi dan kemungkinan besar bakal lebih parah dari sebelum gue pulang. gue pengen banget gitu jalan jalan jalan di rumah tapi tapi lo tau kan, ah sudahlah. gue udah capek berdebat dan capek ngeluh sama bokap gue karena nanti dia cuma bakal mikir gue ga tau disyukur.

okedeh. kayanya Tuhan emang kaya gini sama aku.

Yaudah deh, kayanya emang aku ga deserve buat bahagia sekalipun punya uang. kaya ya ya ya gituuu.

emang sejahat ini nih. mau healing aja ga dikasih kesempatan. mana oli motor juga harus diganti biar ga mogok dijalan. haft udahlah capek.

Pokoknya dari tulisan ini, gue masih kasih tau aja sama diri gue kalo lo tu ga deserve buat jalan jalan dan ga deserve buat bahagia. karena ya salah lo, selama ini hidup kaya gitu. emang lo nya aja yang salah, bukan salah siapa siapa. lo nya ga mau capek jemput temen, padahal kan kalau mau bahagia itu kan emang harus ada yang dikorbankan.

Pokoknya disini gue mau ngasih tau sama diri gue buat ngubur impian buat naik gunung (buat healing) di bulan desember ini. beneran deh. ga usah nanti cari cari lagi info opentrip naik gunung apalagi info naik gunung barengan. beneran. trus gue mau nyuruh diri gue juga buat stop nonton konten jalan jalan orang terutama konten naik gunung biar ga kepikiran. sekalian di stop juga mengenang2 masa lalu saat lo naik gunung biar lu ga sedih sedih banget.

trus juga, gue mau ingetin juga nih, setelah kelar urusan kacamata lo nanti, ga usah ngurus apa apa lagi ke rumah sakit kalau lo ga sekarat- sekarat banget. beneran deh. even nanti lo ngerasa mau make layanan psikologi, mending coba cari yang online dulu instead of buang- buang energi lo ke rumah sakit. karena ya lo tau kan lo udah trauma dari kemaren2 ke rumah sakit.

Oke oke, selamat menikmati akhir tahun bulan ini. selamat buat lo yang cuma bakal menghabiskan waktu dan malam2 yang panjang di kamar kos lo aja. karena yaps, lo ga punya pilihan buat jalan2 apalagi naik gunung. yah gitu deh. selamat buat lo, ga bakal bisa jalan2, karena mau jalan2 ama siapa lu emang, temen aja kaga punya. kalo pun dulu lo sempat bisa naik gunung, itupun lo cuma menuh2in grup mereka dan jadi orang yang talangin uang2 keperluan di awal. lo perannya cuma sebatas itu, ga lebih ga kurang. turun gunung juga mereka lupa sama lo, termasuk utang mereka.

udahlah. bye, gue mau lanjut course excel lagi.